Saturday, December 31, 2011

Out With The Old Year And In With The New Year Of 2012



2011 is over and during the past year I had many ups and downs. One of the saddest moments of the year was when my little Mully died and I found her dead in her litter box. I still think of her and I spent many new years with her and I'm very grateful for that. I'm happy that I now have my beautiful Bela and I've almost had her for a year now.
I was depressed quite a few times, but not for long. There were a lot of good things that happened. I went to The Supernatural Convention, my niece's wedding, I got to see my two nephews and spend time with them and I reconnected with some people that I love and really missed a whole lot.
The start of 2011 was kind of rocky, but the end was great and I was very happy.

I'm hoping that in 2012 I'll be able to have more fun and experience some new things. Every year is another opportunity to make your life either better or worse. Mostly it's up to everyone for what kind of year they will have. Sure there are a lot of unexpected things that come up, but that's life. People die, get sick, move away and all kinds of other things, but that is what life is all about. No one will ever have a perfect and wonderful year without some kind of sadness or obstacle to overcome. You just have to hope and try to make every year a great year in any way that you can.

I hope and pray that everyone has a Happy New Year all across the world. I never make New Year resolutions and I'm not going to start now. I'm just going to try and make 2012 one of the best years yet.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Some Old Pic Of Me And New Message Board





I was looking through some old pictures and I decided to take some pictures of my old pictures to put on my blog. I love the pic of me when I was a little girl and I had on my Battlestar Galatica shirt. I used to have two of them. The one I'm wearing in the pic and one with Dirk Benedict as Starbuck. I remember when Dirk Benedict was my honey and I loved him and dreamt about him. I still have one of my old trading cards of Starbuck. I remember it was my most treasured possession and I'd carry it in a blue box with all my other treasures.
The other two pics are of two of my cats. They both disappeared outside. I'm holding Mulder by the tree and the other cat stretching is Kiefer. Kiefer was an indoor cat and I had him for five years. I loved him so much and it hurt when he disappeared. I should never have let him outside. He'd purposely knock things over in the night and I'd never get any sleep for work, so one night I let him outside and he never came back. I never found out what happened to him. Mulder, Scully and Grayla were cats that I had outside. I was going to get them all fixed and their mother Pointer as well and they all ended up disappearing except for Grayla. My sister took her and had her for years before she disappeared from her place. I remember one morning, Mulder and Scully followed me to the bus stop. It's funny because Mulder stopped in the middle of the road and checked for cars before crossing the street. The lady that used to ride the bus with me wondered where they came from and I told her they were mine. I'm surprised they didn't try to get on the bus with me.
I remember all my cats and I loved them all. I'm a cat lover and proud of it. I had my Mully for the longest time and I think I miss her the most. It still hurts sometimes when I think of her and I miss how she used to hug me.

I found a new message board to post on and it looks like it's going to be really fun there. I'm really grateful to the posters that made it from the old boards. They've done a great job with it. I love how many of The CW shows. I'm going to try and watch The Secret Circle marathon to catch up on it. It's only about a week left until Vamp Diaries and Supernatural return. The hiatus for Supernatural wasn't too long and it's been shorter than years past. I saw that after two weeks a repeat will come on. I don't mind because I'd rather have the show come back on for a little bit and then be off for another week instead of waiting longer. There are five months left and only 13 episodes. So they have to space them out a little. I've been watching various episodes from all the seasons while waiting for new episodes to air. My sister went back to Reno again so I have no one to talk to about Supernatural, so I'll be happy to talk and post on the new board. Who knows when I'll go back to work? It could be in a week or next month.

This last week has been kind of crazy again, but hopefully things will settle down again.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry Christmas 2011



Merry Christmas to all who come to visit here. May you have peace, joy and love in your lives today and all next year.

This is a very strange Christmas Eve for me because I've mainly spent it alone. That's okay because I remember all the wonderful Christmas Eve's that I've spent with my family. Memories are my greatest treasures in this world. No matter where I am or what I am doing, I always have them with me. Everyone that I have ever loved that is no longer on this Earth is still with me always. They are just one thought away. At Christmas I remember all my family, neighbors and friends of old. Some are dead, some I haven't seen in years, but I still remember them and all the memories of Christmas' that they spent at my house or when I went to visit them.
I still remember being little and watching my Mom put up and decorate our Christmas tree and my Dad putting up the fake fireplace. I loved that fake fireplace and I always wished we could have a real one. My Mom used to make pies, cookies and fudge. She'd play Christmas music on our old turntable and make us hot chocolate. I loved sitting and looking at our Christmas tree.

I still remember going to visit Santa and sitting on his knee and being nervous and trying to remember what I wanted for Christmas. I remember going to the Christmas lights with my Dad and sisters and brother. I remember going to visit all my aunts and uncles and a lot of them are no longer on this Earth. I remember going to church and the big nativity scene out front. I remember the times when Christmas Eve was the longest night of the year. It seemed like the time just dragged and dragged and I never got any sleep because I was too excited. I remember sneaking into our living room and trying to see what Santa left for us, but you couldn't tell because it was so dark in there. I have so many wonderful memories of past Christmas Eve and Days and I thank God for all those times.

I hope and pray for everyone here on this Earth,no matter whether they believe in God or not. They will always be in my prayers. I hope the best for every living thing on this planet and that one day there truly will be peace and love everywhere.

Friday, December 23, 2011

Christmas Zoo Lights 2011










I went to The Zoo Lights last Monday with my two sisters and my niece's two little boys. We had a great time and it wasn't too cold that night. I didn't even wear my gloves like I've had to for the last couple of years. The kids went to visit Santa first and then we looked around the zoo. I just love the bats. I have to see them every time I go because I love them. They are beautiful creatures. I took a ton of pictures of them. It's nice that the Zoo here is finally making some good changes. They're making bigger and better enclosures for the animals. They're working on a new area for the polar bears and it looks like they started working on another new area for some of the other animals. It was very sad to go to the Zoo in the past and see those poor animals in those tiny cages and enclosures. Now, they have a little bit of space to roam in and move around in.

I've been very busy lately and haven't had the time to post these pics. And I've been trying to read more. I can't believe Christmas is almost here and another new year is going to start. It's only two more weeks to Supernatural coming back with new episodes and Vampire Diaries. My other shows will be starting up as well. I hope I'm not called back to work too soon because I hate when I'm called and then there is no work to do. It drives me crazy. I like to know that there is a ton of work and then I want to go to work because I'll be busy. It's only a little over two months to the L.A. Con. I've been going on the Convention site every day to see who is going to be there and hoping none of them cancel. The concert is going to be Louden Swain. I loved seeing them last year and I should have bought their CD. Hopefully I can buy one at this next Con.

I was stupid again and went gambling like an idiot. I didn't lose a lot of money, but I still should not be going. I went to the gambling hole on Tues. and last night. I went Tues. in the day with my Mom and I only lost about 40 bucks. That wasn't too bad. Then I went last night with my Mom and two of my sisters. I lost 80 bucks, but I did have a good time. It was fun riding down on the bus. Plus I got mini tacos and cookies at the buffet. Yummy. I had fun, but I wish that I could have won or come home even. It seems like I can never leave with even a dollar in my pocket. I'm rarely lucky and when I am, I usually throw back the money I've won trying to win more. Now that is crazy.

Monday, December 19, 2011

More Michael Talk And Why Didn't I Buy Six Million Dollar Man



Before I get to Michael talk, here's a pic of my little Jensen from Pet City. He went to see Santa at the store. Santa asked if he was naughty or nice, but I couldn't hear what Jensen said. I think he's been nice, so I bet he'll get a nice Christmas present for being good.
Now on to more crap about Michael and why I still don't think Dean was ever Michael's true vessel. I still don't understand why anyone believes that Dean is Michael's true vessel. I don't care who has told that to Dean on the show. It's just seems interesting to me that Michael only talked to Dean one time and one time only and that was in the past. Or was Dean even talking to Michael or was that all some big setup by Castiel or whoever. If Lucifer could appear to Nick as his dead wife and ask him to be his vessel, then why couldn't Michael come to Dean and ask him directly to be his vessel. What was the whole deal with that crap that Zacariah was the only one that could talk to Dean and he was like the go between. If Dean was truly Michael's one and only vessel, then Michael should have been able to appear to Dean in some form and ask him directly to be his vessel. I don't think it had anything to do with faith either, that Michael couldn't go to Dean. Who really was Zac's boss? It seemed to me that the angels needed Dean to be in that beautiful room before Michael could take him over, but all the other angels could be wherever they wanted to be. Michael is supposed to be the most powerful angel of all and he couldn't even appear to his one and true vessel. That's crap. I still think Castiel and the rest of the angels were all lying to Dean about him being Michael's vessel. They lied about all kinds of crap so why not that. Lucifer appeared to Sam and it's funny that after Sam got back with Dean, Lucifer could not make contact with him again. Maybe Dean and that amulet really protected Sam. Maybe that's what Dean was supposed to be doing all along. Another thing about Michael. If he was truly following God's will, then why would God want there to be an apocalypse. Or are the Supernatural writers saying that Michael rebelled against God's wishes. That makes no sense whatsoever. I still wonder if Castiel is not Michael or if every time we've seen Castiel, he's either been Michael or Castiel. Maybe Michael can appear to Dean and Sam as Castiel or just to Dean. Maybe if Dean is Michael's vessel, then Michael has been talking to Dean, but as Castiel. It would explain why sometimes Castiel was so weak and other times he was more powerful than any other angel. Maybe Michael was testing Dean in some way. Who knows? I don't but I love to think about it.

I was at F.Y.E today and the store is closing and they're having a big sale and stuff is how much percent off. I really wanted to buy The Six Million Dollar Man. I remember how much I just loved to watch it. I loved The Bionic Woman as well, but not as much as the man. I held the DVD set in my hand for how long, but I put it back on the shelf. I wondered if I would still love it as much as I did then. I still love a lot of the shows I used to watch, but I hardly ever watch all the ton of DVD's I have now. I mainly watch all the seasons of Supernatural over and over and there's always a disc in my player. I hardly ever watch any other show. Every once in a while, I'll put in something different. I did watch old episodes of Christy and Legend Of The Seeker. I've also watched some Dawson's and Vampire Diaries. I put it back because I didn't want to spend money on it and then have it sit there and never watch it. And one day there probably won't even be discs anymore, it will all be digital downloads or whatever. Technology is moving so fast. My computer is ancient already and I've only had it for three years. It was probably out of date when I bought it, that's how fast everything goes.

Well, that's all for now.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Supernatural And Death Theory



Okay here's my theory about Death. What if Death is behind everything that has happened on Supernatural? I know a lot of fans think Death is helping Sam and Dean. I don't think he's helped them at all. Death was chained up in hell right along with Lucifer and the other horsemen. Now Death is free to do whatever he wants to. Does he care if The Leviathan destroy the whole planet? When we first saw Death he told Dean that humans meant nothing at all to him and that one day he'd reap God even. Would he care whether every human being was reaped or not? I think Death has been using Dean to further his own goals. It was interesting when Death said in Meet The New Boss that he'd be reaping someone soon. He told the couple not to worry, so there was only Castiel, Bobby, Sam and Dean. Most people probably thought Death meant Castiel, now I wonder if he didn't mean Bobby. I don't think Castiel is dead because he never died with an angel sword and that's supposed to be the only way to kill an angel. I still hope that Bobby is really dead and not in some coma or something. Jim Beaver could still be on the show, but maybe as a memory or a spirit or something like that.
If I think about all the stuff that has happened on Supernatural too much, it drives me crazy because a lot of it does not make sense at all. I try to come up with theories and what not, but most of the time I just try to enjoy the show. The writers it seems just keep plugging along and I think they sometimes forget what they've written in the past. Maybe some of them should go back and watch older episodes or something.
It's funny that Michael is supposedly down in Hell and that's supposed to be a good thing and Death is running around loose when he should be chained up in Hell right along with Lucifer. I still wonder about Michael all the time and I don't think he's in Hell right now. I still wonder if Michael or some of his grace isn't in Sam. I still remember how Lilith tried to kill Sam and so did Samhain and they couldn't. Who or what was protecting Sam and I don't think it was Lucifer or demons? Also, I wonder in Houses Of The Holy if Sam really didn't see an angel and it wasn't just that priest. Usually there is not some bright light that accompanies spirits when they appear. Maybe that priest did know something and was getting instructions from Heaven. It sure is interesting to think about stuff like that.
I've been watching some episodes from season 3 and I do think it's my favorite season of all. There was a lot of good scenes between Sam and Dean and I loved them both so much in that season. I keep watching A Very Supernatural Christmas. That's still one of my favorite all time episodes ever. I could watch it a million times.
I love how some fans went on and on about how Sam has left Dean. How Sam left Dean when he had that broken leg and was so vulnerable. That was a laugh. Dean is a grown man and he cut off his own cast. I loved that. I love how in A Very Supernatural Christmas, young Dean left Sammy by himself in a motel room. Who knows how long Dean was gone and Sam knew nothing about how to defend himself? Then when little Sam was sleeping Dean left him again and went to steal presents. No one brings up that.
Now Sam and Dean are grown men. Sam does not need to be stuck to Dean 24/7. They probably need some time apart or they'd wind up killing each other. I love how Dean always says we when he talks about stuff. We've lost enough. We've been through enough. Who is he talking about? The way he acts is like Sam does not have a brain or a mind of his own or that Sam shares his brain or something. Dean doesn't even know or care what Sam thinks or feels. When does Dean even ask Sam how he feels or what he thinks about anything. Dean just assumes to know everything. That's why I don't like Dean right now. I wish Dean would see Sam as his brother again and not as his problem or someone who should just be there but not have any say in anything. Like Sam should just stand by him and do whatever Dean wants him to. And the way Dean treats Sam like he's stupid and doesn't know anything. Like Dean has to tell him what to do because Sam doesn't know or he's wrong and Dean is right so he tells what's what.
I've been having weird dreams about Supernatural. I dreamt the other night that Jared and Jensen were talking to me and I loved the coat Jensen was wearing but I was too afraid to talk to him. Last night I dreamt that I was at a Supernatural convention on a cruise ship. The funny thing about that is, I never got to see any of the stars from the show. I was doing all kinds of weird things getting ready for the Convention.
I've been trying to read more lately and it's been hard. It seems like the time is just flying by so fast. It seems like the day starts and then I blink my eyes and it's over. I've read some really good books lately and I'm about a third of the way in Modelland. It's a really good book and I may be older, but the main character Tookie reminds me of when I was younger. I am the forgetta girl. I feel like Tookie. I may be an older, fatter, shorter and ugly Tookie, but I'm Tookie.

Before I left the CW message boards I read a few posts and how some posters didn't want to go on Facebook. I love Facebook and I've been on it for years. Sure it's not a message board and it's not like those CW boards, but if you knew some other fans, it wouldn't be bad to get a discussion going on there. I bet some posters do that. I like to leave my comments on the Supernatural page and I love to read other comments. You get a wider audience and shorter answers to how other fans feel about things. I mainly love to play the games on Facebook. I decided to do that instead of posting about the show all the time and fighting with other fans about stuff. I was never trying to make other people feel the same way I did even though I was accused of it. I loved reading different views on certain things instead of all the same old same answers and everyone agreeing with everyone else because they were afraid to say how they really felt about things. Now that the CW boards are gone, I still have Twitter and Facebook. I looked at some message boards and went on the other one that I used to go on and I don't really like how they are set up. It drives me crazy looking at all those pictures and moving pictures and it's hard to read anything between all that crap.
Well this has been long, but I no longer have my quick House to go to. I loved the CW board for that. It was easier to log on and post how fast next to this blog, but oh well.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Supernatural Prediction For The New Year

Okay seeing as there is no more message board at CW to write this crap on, I have to do it in this house. I'm sure I'll be posting more here now when I can.
I was watching the promo for Adventures In Babysitting and I read the synopsis and here's what I think is going to happen.
I think Sam is going to somehow be taken back into the past in episode 11 and then Dean is going to have to go back to get him in episode 12. I bet they are working on a case and Sam gets snatched by whatever they are hunting. I've read how many different spoilers and I wonder if this will happen or not. I'm not very good at predicting episodes, but I love to try. Something could happen like this. I wonder if Bobby is going to be dead or in a coma or something. I just hope that whatever the writers choose to do in regards to Bobby is original and not predictable. I can't wait to see Castiel again and I hope when he comes back that it will be a good return of his character.
I haven't seen any other spoilers yet for the next episodes after 13. There really haven't been a lot. I wonder what episode they are filming right now and do they film in order of episode or do they film different scenes from multiple episodes. I know that a lot of shows that I used to watch would film how many scenes from different episodes and out of order as well. I've read certain things and I wonder exactly how Supernatural does their episodes. I'll never know I guess. It really doesn't matter to me, but it is interesting.
I hope all those posters from the CW site have found new places to post and that they can be happy wherever they post and have a good time. I wish them luck and hope they never stop watching Supernatural. I'd love to post with a few of them and bounce some theories around, but I gave up on that as well a long time ago. Now I just write them down for fun. I do have a new theory about Death but I'm still thinking about it and I'll write it down when I've thought it through some more.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

CW Closing Their Message Boards



The CW is closing their message boards tomorrow. I wondered when they would. It seems like more people are posting now that the site is closing then when it was open. I love how some of those posters go on and on about how crappy the CW is, but they watch the shows on the CW. How many of them have wished that Supernatural could be on another network. I haven't because Supernatural would probably not have lasted for as long as it has. I bet if it had started on a big network, it would not have even made it to a whole first season, let alone seven seasons.
I remember how much I used to love to post on that board and I loved debating things and seeing what others thought about stuff. I haven't wanted to post on there in a long time because of certain posters. I got sick of their stupid crap and their Sam vs. Dean bullshit. I especially loved a certain poster who constantly went on and on about crap and attacked other people on the board and then turned around and sniveled when they attacked her or tried to talk to her. Sometimes that board was scary and depressing. It got so negative and how many of the posters literally took over the board and basically thought it was their board and no one else could join in on anything unless it was something they wanted to post about. I'm mainly talking about the Supernatural board on there. I remember when I first started going on those boards and I went to all of them. I had a good time until I had a bunch of mean people tell me all kinds of crap. Maybe that's why they are getting rid of them.
I think there are more people on Facebook, Twitter and other areas around the Internet and they are all talking about the show. You don't have to obsess and talk about anything and everything on the show. Some fans dissect the whole show or they just want some place to snivel about the show.
It's interesting that none of the posters ever really appreciated the fact that they had that board and CW was the ones that supplied it for them. I appreciate The CW and I always will because it has given me my favorite shows now for seven seasons. It gave me Smallville, Vampire Diaries, Gossip Girl, Ringer and One Tree Hill. I've mainly watched the CW and the WB for the last 13 or 14 years and it's my favorite network.
I hate to say that I'm not that sad about those boards being closed. As one poster once pointed out to me, I had no friends on there. I did have no friends on that board. It would have been nice to have made some, but I gave up on that long ago. There were some very nice posters and friendly ones and I appreciate all the ones that came into my threads on there.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Fun, Bela, Sam and Sammy






I'm been having fun going shopping and eating out almost every day. I went with my sister to the gambling town for a little fun as well. I lost again of course. I'm a loser as far as gambling goes. I'm glad that I haven't gone gambling in a while because all I do is lose. I'd rather play slots on Facebook. At least I don't lose real money playing those.
I've looked on the CW message boards and there's nothing really good being discussed, so I just go in Hell House and post a few things. It would be nice to post about a few things and see what others think, but who wants the fights and other crap. I certainly don't need that. I'm sick of Dean already and his depressed attitude. Maybe that's why I don't like Dean right now. It's his crappy attitude. Like he's the only person in the whole world who has lost or suffered anything. I still remember going to The Holocaust Museum in Washington and just thinking about what those people suffered and went through. Nothing that has happened to Dean can compare to that. Dean keeps moaning and whining about how much he's lost and he doesn't even care that others have probably lost as well. The Jews, Romani and Jehovah Witnesses lost way more. I can just imagine those Jews who lost their homes, businesses and then were sent to concentration camps. There they lost their hair, their clothes and their names. How many of them had to watch while their family members either died in the gas chambers or were just shot right in front of them. Some of them died on the trains that took them to these camps. They had nothing left, but their faith in God. God didn't abandon them, he was there suffering right along with them. God gave men free will and what did some men choose to do with that. They decided to enslave or kill other men and women. I sometimes wonder how any Jewish people have survived all the persecution that they have went through during the history of this world. Only by the grace of God could they have survived. Sure Dean went to hell, but these people lived through hell on Earth. Dean didn't suffer all the years he was in hell because he ended up being someone who caused others to suffer as well. Dean had the choice to keep on suffering or to make others suffer and he chose to torture. He broke in Hell and that says a lot about what kind of person he really is. He acts like he has absolutely nothing. Like Sam his brother is nothing. Dean eats every day and has a place to sleep and he has the Impala. He has something, but is he even grateful for that. No, he just whines and moans still. Then he kills some monsters and demons and thinks he should be rewarded for it. Like his life should be easier or better because he's helped people. I don't see Sam whining and moaning about how much he's lost. He's probably just grateful that he still has Dean and that he's not in hell anymore. That's a lot to be grateful for. It could be a whole lot worse. I still wonder if Sam believes in God. I still think he does or he wants to.
I just know that when I watch Supernatural I get depressed. Dean makes me depressed and I just can't stand his whiny and crappy attitude. I love how fans try to make out like Dean loves Sam. I still think part of Dean hates or resents Sam. He probably hated the fact that he couldn't be a normal kid because he had to look after Sam. I bet he even took some of his anger about that out on Sam. No one can tell me he didn't. I wonder if part of Dean isn't guilty because there are times that he wishes that Sam had never been born. Maybe that's Dean's secret. If Sam had never been born, then their mom and dad would have been alive and Dean could have lived a normal life. I think Dean loves Sam, but when Dean made that deal for Sam it wasn't just out of love, but obligation as well. Dean always said that taking care of and protecting Sam was his job. A lot of people hate their jobs and I wonder if part of Dean didn't hate taking care of Sam.
You don't ever get to know how Sam feels about anything anymore. I bet he sometimes wishes he had never been born just so his mom, dad and Dean could have all been having a life. Plus his girlfriend Jessica probably would never have died, plus anyone that came into contact with him would not have been possessed by demons to watch him his whole life.
I'd post about stuff on message boards, but I'm tired of idiots trying to fight with me or attack me because of something I say or because I don't think Dean is the greatest thing on TV and I don't feel like it. I've thought up a few spoofs, but I've been too lazy to write them and I've been busy lately having fun. It seems like the time is just flying by.
I'm glad that I finally got my Supernatural calendars yesterday. I wondered if I'd get them by the new year. It was a nice surprise finding an autographed photo of Mark Sheppard in one of them. It must have got in there by mistake. Oh well! I'm going to keep it because finders keepers. I'll get another one when I go to the L.A. Con in March and I'll be able to watch Mark Sheppard sign it. I never got his autograph this year because it wasn't a part of my package. I should have bought it, but I didn't have that much money. I got to see Mark up close and personal at the dessert party, so it was all good. The L.A. Con looks like it's going to be great and I can't wait to go. There are going to be a lot of good stars at this one.
Well I think I'm done posting for now.

Friday, December 2, 2011

Peppermint Performing The Candy Cane Twist

Here's Peppermint performing his favorite song Candy Cane Twist. He made me so happy and now I'm in a merry mood for Christmas.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

My Beautiful Bela and Samson





Here's some pics of my beautiful Bela. I bought her a cute cape and some toys to play with. I love her so much. She's such a good cat, sometimes too good. I wonder if whoever had her before I did mistreated her. Sometimes she cringes when I go to pet her, like I'm going to hit her or something. It's sad and I hope she realizes that I'll never hurt her. I wonder about who had her last and how they treated her. They couldn't have loved her very much if they just dumped her and left her. I think she's worried that I'll dump her or something. Or leave and never come back.
I made a new pet in that crazy game called Pet City. It's kind of fun. It's like Petville, but better, but not as good as Pet Society. I'll always love my Sammy in Pet Society the most.

I just loved the week I had. I can't believe that some stupid dog attacked me and grabbed my Harmon's shopping bag right out of my hands. It was empty, but it still made me mad and I thought the dog was going to bite me. I called animal control and told them about the dog and my neighbors other dog that they leave on some big long leash that extends to the sidewalk. Now my neighbors have their dogs tied up where they did before. I'm always scared walking by there in the morning because I'm afraid they'll get loose and attack me. I got some spray, so if they attack, they are going to get some in their dirty faces. I don't blame the dogs, I blame the owners and hopefully, I'll never have to use that spray. I just don't want to be bitten by a dog. It's something I'm afraid of. I've seen where people have been attacked and where someone even had their face bitten off. It's scary. Dogs can be used as lethal weapons, much like a gun. They can kill people and have killed people. I think that's why I love cats more. Cats don't attack people when they're walking down the street and they don't bark all day long. Cats kill birds and mice and keep their populations down. They also kill insects. Cats also don't crap all over people's lawns and huge crap besides. We have a leash law here, but sometimes people still let their dogs run wild and loose.

I did all my Black Friday shopping online. I bought a new MP3 player and The Vamp Diaries season 2 on DVD. I'll probably never go shopping in a store again on Black Friday. There are too many nuts out there anymore. It's crazy when people wait in tents out in front of the store for days for stupid sales.

I can't wait for One Tree Hill to come back on. That's what I'm most excited about concerning TV. It will be it's last season and I hope all the episodes will be good ones and that Dan will be on. I can't believe Chad Michael Murray has written a book. I'm going to buy it and read it. I love when stars are multi-talented like that. He's a great actor and I bet he's a great writer too. I'll see once his book comes out and he's supposed to be on Tree Hill so that will be great.

My sister is back from Reno and I'm happy about that because I can talk to her on the phone every day now and I've seen her twice now and can do things with her again. I'm probably going to be going to the L.A. Con by myself, but that's okay. It should be fun even if I'm alone.

Monday, November 21, 2011

For The Love Of Sam Winchester



I love Sam Winchester, but I'm not loving what's happening on Supernatural right now. I just wish Sera Gamble would quit promising something and then never deliver it. I'm tired of waiting for anything regarding Sam's character and I'm tired of Sera Gamble or anyone else saying that it's coming and wait for it. I've been waiting for years now and all I've gotten is crapped on. More sniveling Dean, more Bobby storyline and that's it. I'm sick of Bobby and his love life, his past and him almost dying how many times now. I'm sick of Dean sniveling and whining and moaning about everything. Dean treats Sam more like some problem, than a brother that loves and cares about him. Does Dean get mad at Sam for saving him because he wants to die or what? I'm sick of Dean and his crappy attitude and the way he treats Sam like Sam is going to turn into some killer and Dean is going to have to kill him.
As a fan who loves Sam the most, I feel like I've been crapped on by the writers of the show.
I've faithfully watched Supernatural since the very first episode and I've never stopped, even when the show made me mad and depressed during the fourth season. I've been waiting since then for more Sam and I've just gotten more Castiel, more Bobby and more Dean. Sure, there's been a few episodes that concentrated a little on Sam's character, but most of them had how much other crap going on. I haven't seen an episode since Mystery Spot that has focused all on Sam's character. I've seen how many episodes since then focused totally on Dean, Bobby and Castiel and nothing for Sam. I'm tired of just seeing Sam supporting other characters, but no one supporting him or helping him. And I'm sick of Bobby and Dean treating Sam like he's some ticking time bomb that's going to explode and start killing people or something. Dean has treated Sam like crap for years now.
Sam is a fictional character, but I relate to him now more than ever. It seems that no one is ever there for him when he needs them, especially Dean. Dean is just worried that Sam will go crazy and Dean will have to deal with him. Dean doesn't care how Sam feels about anything. I don't think Dean even knows who Sam really is and he doesn't care. That's how I feel with my family. They want me to listen to their problems, but when I try to talk about stuff, they ignore me or don't really listen to what I say.
I love Sam and I'll never stop loving him. He's still my favorite TV character of all time and I have watched a lot of TV and loved a lot of characters. I guess I'll just take what I can get, but I'm not going to hope anymore for anything. I'm tired of being told that we'll get something concerning his character, but instead we just get crapped on again. I had a theory, but I know that will never happen. It was good, but I won't say what it is. I thought about it and when I think too much about it, I wish for it to happen, but I know it won't.
Here's something I was hoping for. I was hoping the writers would explain how Sam who's just supposed to be a human, was able to drink tons of demon blood without his stomach exploding or how he could walk around without a soul for a year. I wondered if Sam had a CT scan done after he was beat on the head and before Bobby rescued him and what were the results of it. Sam was having seizures and inter cranial pressure and then he was okay and Bobby just hauled him out of the hospital. Did Bobby even take Sam to another hospital or did they just all go to that cabin? I wondered if those files Bobby picked up had anything to do with Sam. It's stupid of me to even think this way because I know nothing will ever be explained about Sam. It's just interesting that we never see Sam go to the hospital or be in the hospital and he's had plenty of injuries. It's funny that Dean and Bobby didn't take him to the hospital when he was unconscious for how long. They're not doctors, so how could they know what would happen with Sam. It's crazy and it drives me crazy. It's stupid to even think things, but I'm stupid, so I think of all this crap.
Well, whatever happens, I'll keep watching Supernatural until Sam dies or Jared leaves the show. I don't have any hope left that Sam will ever have any kind of emotional storyline, but if it does happen, it would be nice. Doubt it, but I'm not going to wait around and hope for something that will never happen.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

From Gossip Girl To Supernatural And More






I was released from work on Thursday. I'm surprised I didn't get released sooner because we really didn't have all that much work left. Hopefully, I'll be off until the start of the new year. I like working, but I don't like getting up so early and going out and freezing in the cold waiting for my bus to come. Now maybe I'll get two months of sleeping in and reading in a warm bed. I've got a lot of new books to read and I'm very happy about that, especially the new Vampire Diaries. I love Stephan's Diaries. I wish Sam from Supernatural could have some diaries, then we would know how he's felt and thought about everything that has happened to him over the last couple of years. I've given up hope of ever knowing from watching the show, but it would be nice if someone wrote some books or something. I doubt it, but I could dream about it and think up stuff myself.

Gossip Girl was so great this week. I love it because I wait for something for a long time and I always get a good pay off. I love when Chuck and Blair are apart because you know it will never be for long. Then when they get back together for even just a short scene, it's the best thing ever and they just sizzle and dazzle you. I was just stoned into my TV set while they were on. I loved that scene when Chuck apologized to Blair and I loved the song that was playing. Everything was perfect. I also love all the other storylines going on now as well. Gossip Girl is back on track and better than ever.

I'm really enjoying Ringer right now. I look forward to each new episode because you never know what's going to happen next. You can't even guess what will go on. I love that. I love not knowing or being unable to predict what's going to happen on a show. I love the tension and drama and I'm really loving all the characters so far on there. They are so rich and entertaining. The good and bad ones. Sarah Michelle Gellar is just awesome playing two separate and completely different characters.

Vampire Diaries is still going strong and it's better than ever. It's third season is still going strong and I'm loving every minute of it. I loved watching Sebastian Roche on there as Michael. Wow! Is all I can say. Loved that scene between him and Klaus. I almost cried watching it. I never can predict what's going to happen next on this show either. I love that. There are always new surprises and I always can't believe what has happened next or who does what to whom. Gotta love that Katherine as well. I can't wait for next year to see what's going to happen next.

Supernatural is really starting to fade for me. My love and obsession has slowly been waning during the last two episodes. I'll always love Supernatural, but I swear it has become so predictable and same old same old. I really thought season 7 was going to be one of my favorites and it's steadily going down hill. After watching this last episode, I wonder if the writers weren't basically calling every Sam fan a loser for loving Sam. That's how I felt after watching this episode. That if you love Sam then that means you're a loser like Becky or something. This episode started off kind of slow, but I thought it was pretty good and it got funny when Garth came along and when Becky beat Sam on the head with the waffle iron. It was too predictable though and that's what is sad. I wish the writers could think up something new and surprise us every once in a while. Dean was just boring again, but I loved how Garth told him that Bobby said he'd be premenstrual working with someone else. Not that he isn't all the time. The only problem Dean has is that he has P.M.S. all the time. That's probably why he drinks so much. It was a weird episode, but it turned out okay and I liked it. At least we got to see Sam on the screen instead of off. It would be nice to actually have Sam talking and expressing how he feels instead of just saying that he's fine all the time. The best part of this whole episode is at the end when Sam smiled. I don't care why he smiled or what was going on. I just love seeing Jared's beautiful smile and I always feel wonderful inside when I see it.
I was excited about next weeks episode and then I thought of something and now I'm not too sure about it. It looks good with Sam, Dean and Bobby in the woods, but I wonder if Bobby isn't going to be seriously injured and then the next episode be all about him possibly dying in the hospital or some crap like that. I sure hope the hell not. I really don't care about Bobby's past anymore. I want more of Sam and what has happened to him. It seems some fans just think Sam's soul was in hell with Lucifer and not Michael. I'd love to know what good old Michael did to Sam down there. Castiel said that both Michael and Lucifer had nothing better to do than take out all their crap on Sam. So, I'd love to know what Michael did to Sam. Possibly, Sam may have to be the one to remember something from hell or one of Lucifer's memories or Michael's to help stop the Leviathan. I still think Sam could be a vessel for either Michael or Lucifer and you wonder if either of them could contact him from the cage or really be talking to him and not everything is in his head. Maybe Lucifer or Michael is really talking to Sam from the cage. Maybe he's still connected to them in some way. Now that would be an interesting story and Sam really would need Dean to help him and be there for him. I doubt anything good will happen with anything concerning Sam's time in hell. If it does, I'd be very surprised and I haven't been surprised by anything that has happened yet so far.

I'm not going to worry about what will happen on any of my shows. I'm going to try to enjoy them. I'm also going to enjoy reading and hopefully going to some of the movies coming out. There are some good ones I'd love to go and see. I haven't gone out to a movie in a long time and I miss that.

Friday, November 4, 2011

Vampire Diaries Better Than The Dean Show




Well I have to say that Vampire Diaries was way better than The Dean Show this week.
I cared more about a character that was just introduced on Vampire Diaries than I care about poor Dean and his trust issues. I'm actually very sick of Dean already on Supernatural and I really could care less how he feels anymore. I've had his feelings and his emotions shoved in my face for over two years now and I feel nothing for his character at all. I thought maybe just maybe he'd have a good storyline and he'd grow up a little or turn dark or something, but he's the same old Dean. I loved him the first couple episodes and I felt for him, but now I don't give a crap. He's so full of self righteousness that it makes me sick and he accuses Sam of it. That's even more laughable.
Back to Vampire Diaries. Claire Holt was awesome as Rebekah and I wanted to cry for her at the end of the episode. I loved how they showed her story from the past and what happened with her family. The orginal vampires. The storylines on Vampire Diaries just keep getting better and better and more interesting. I can't believe when I see that the show is over and it feels too short. That's how I used to feel about Supernatural. It ended too soon. Now sometimes I wish the Dean Show would come to an end quicker because I'm so tired of the same old crapola over and over concerning Dean.
The only thing I've been happy about while watching Supernatural is that Sam is even in the episodes. It could be worse and he could be totally written out and it's all Dean like in season 4. Hell, I wish Castiel was still on the show because I'd rather see him than Dean. At least his storyline would be more than feel sorry for me everyone. The Mentalists was a good episode as far as the actual story, but as for Sam and Dean it sucked. That was about the worst interaction I've seen between Sam and Dean in a long time. Sam was mad for two seconds, Dean gave some stupid looks and acted like a little baby that needed someone to hold on to and Sam was right back with him and everything is sunshine and roses again. I even love how they started off the show with good old Dean and what he was doing. Not what Sam was doing, but that's how it always is.
I listen to that song at work called The Wind Beneath My Wings and it's like Dean should be singing that to Sam. Dean gets all the glory and Sam is always in the shadow of Dean. Sam has all the strength as well. Dean has none. I bet in a future episode coming up Dean will have a mental breakdown and not Sam. Yeah, like Sam has never gone through anything and has zero emotions about everything. You gotta love it or not. I'm starting to not love it and that worries me. I love how all those Dean snivelers whined and sniveled over Dean getting a storyline because they thought the show would finally focus on Sam. What a laugh and a half? Like that would ever happen. Supernatural has been The Dean Show since season 4 and has never stopped, except for the times when it was The Castiel Show or The Bobby Show. It would be nice if Sam's character got anything ever. Yeah, he got a smidgen at the beginning, but that's probably all there will be because most fans think Sam is boring. Sorry, but I'm bored with Dean and his same crap over and over. Boo hoo and snivel snivel.
I'm not going to stop watching the show because I still love seeing the little bit of Sam we get and some of the other characters, but who knows. If it keeps going on as The Dean Show, then it will not be must see TV anymore. I won't care if I miss an episode.
I'm excited for One Tree Hill to come back on. I wish it would have been a full season but I settle for whatever I can get.
Top Model was good this week and I loved those crazy music videos those models did. That was probably the best episode of that show that I've ever seen.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Supernatural: Slash Fiction, Chuck Bass and Vampire Diaries







Another great episode of Supernatural. Slash Fiction was very fun to watch or at least the parts I saw when a train wasn't going by. I hope I didn't miss anything good and if I did, I can watch online soon. I loved seeing the Levi Sam and Dean and just listening to them talk. I actually liked the scenes with Bobby for a change. It's been a while since he's had some good scenes with someone besides just Sam and Dean. And it was nice that he got to be with a woman and not Ellen. I still think of that and it makes me want to puke. I like Jodie Mills and I hope we see more of her in upcoming episodes. I'm glad I got to see the scene where Levi Dean told Sam that Dean killed Amy. Just the look on poor Sam's face.
I still think Dean thinks of Sam as some monster or whatever that one day he's going to have to kill. Just like he killed Amy. The weird thing about it, is why does Dean think that way? I just don't get it. Sam has never tried to kill people intentionally or otherwise, so why would Dean think that he's just going to one day crack and start killing people. Even when Sam drank demon blood and when he was soulless he was never really a danger to others. Sam tried to save and help people.
I love how Dean acted with soulless Sam. Like Dean had to stop him. Stop him from killing monsters that were killing people. That's just like when Sam drank demon blood. The only ones that were at risk from Sam, were demons, so why was Dean so afraid of Sam.
I'm enjoying Supernatural so much that I just don't like to think about it too much. Sometimes I totally and completely try to over analyze stuff. Now to talk about Dean and Chuck Bass. I think they have quite a bit in common with each other. They both drink a ton of booze to dull their pain. They both were never allowed to be kids and now that they're adults they act childish because they were never allowed to be kids. I loved what that therapist told Chuck and if she had talked to Dean, she would have told him almost the same thing, plus a little bit more. Chuck even had Daddy issues just like Dean.
Now on to Vampire Diaries. I love this show right now. It still gets better and better. I love all the characters and how they interact with each other and just all the stuff that is happening in one episode. The writers can have multiple stories going and they do a great job with all of them. I can't wait for more after each episode. Sometimes the show goes so fast, that I can't believe when it's over.
This last episode made me cry at the end. I swear Vampire Diaries has everything going on and I love it. It still reminds me of Dawson's Creek, but it's way better and so are the characters.
My little Sammy is a cereal killer and little Dean is a big pile of golden crap or poop. They are so cute that I had to include them in my post.

This week has been really crazy for me. My Internet was gone for Thursday because our service turned it off and the phone. The first time in 50 years that my Mom has had her phone, it got shut off. My Mom paid the bill and it went to the service, but someone stole the money. My Mom called and they told her they were going to investigate it and that she could just pay her next bill when she always does. Then they go and turn our services off. My Mom had to call again and explain everything to two more people about what happened and they turned our phone and Internet back on. That was so crazy.
Then yesterday I got something in my eye and it bothered me all day at work. I went to the doctor and it was some small little thing in my eye and it was scratching it. The doctor took it out. I couldn't believe it. I'm really blind from a distance. I can't read how much. I like big print on the computer because I can read it better.
My family is driving me crazy. I wish two of them would start taking responsibility for their own lives and the choices they make and have made and quit blaming other people all the time. I love people who sit and blame every crappy thing that happens to them on someone else. They never accept responsibility for the choices they make in life. It drives me crazy and that's all I'll say.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Little Sammy Scissorhands



I've just been playing with my little Sammy and my other little demons. I love Pet Society and I love all the cute stuff they come up with for my demons. The game has been messing up lately and it's been driving me crazy. I'm still able to play, though. I wish Facebook would stop messing with crap already, but I doubt they can. I'm just getting tired of all the constant changes. I've been playing the slots on there and they are so slow right now. I don't know if it's just my computer or Facebook itself. Maybe both.
I've been looking at all the fun those fans are having in Chicago right now at the SPN Con. I hope they all are having a fun experience, especially if it's their first time. It's so much fun to be around the stars of the show that you love. I can't wait for March when the L.A. Con is. My sister might be able to go to the Con, not with me, but maybe she'll be able to meet me there. I'll have more fun with her than if I'm alone.
I watched episode 5 of Supernatural. Shut Up, Dr Phil. It was a good episode, but not very original. I liked seeing Charisma Carpenter and James Marsters, but the witch thing is pretty old already. Even if they were a couple fighting and killing because they were mad at each other. I thought the funniest thing was Sam acting like Dean has never drank on a case before. That was a laugh. Dean has always had a flask and he's drank on a case more than once. Hell, he even stole booze to drink while they were on a case in season four. I missed the first ten minutes of the show because of a stupid train. I saw that clip that Jared put on Twitter and I laughed my ass off. That was better than the whole episode.
I'm really enjoying Supernatural right now and I don't even want to go on message boards. I'm tired of all the sniveling. Sniveling over Castiel. Sniveling over Dean. Sniveling over Sam. Sniveling over everything and anything. Those stupid spoilers that don't spoil anything or even reveal anything. Fans get really nutty and crazy over them and jump to all kinds of conclusions about what's going to happen. I look at stuff on Facebook and it's better than going on a message board or Twitter even. I saw something that made me so happy in regards to Sam's character.

I might get released from work soon, but who knows? It seems like the work is getting done fast. I can't believe that the time is going by so fast right now. I've worked more this year than I did last year and I could have worked longer if I would have wanted to. I guess I should have, but it was nice to have time off, even though that went by fast as well.

I was going to post about my crazy family, but I don't even want to think about what's going on right now. I just hope things work out okay. Who knows what the future holds in store?

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Supernatural: Defending Your Life, Genevieve Pregnant And Other Stuff




Lots to post about. First is the fourth episode of Supernatural. I loved it. Four great episodes in a row now. Season 7 is still going great and I can't wait for next weeks episode already.
About Dean. I do think Dean does and should feel guilty about keeping Sam with him because he doesn't want to be alone. I think that's the main reason the apocalypse started in the first place. Dean brought Sam back to life after Jake stabbed him and made that deal and went to hell and broke the first seal. How was any of that on Sam? Sam did not ask to be brought back from the dead. I love how some fans went on and on like Dean saved Sam's soul from going to Hell. Why would his soul have gone to hell? That was just crazy and a way for some fans to think Dean had made the deal to save Sam and not that he made the deal for himself. He saved Sam because he didn't want to be alone to hunt on his own. He probably brought him back because he loved him as well and didn't want to live without him, but how many people would do the same thing to have the people they love in their lives. Dean shouldn't feel guilty about some people having died, but others maybe he should.
As for the apocalypse. I love how some fans put all the blame on Sam because he wanted revenge. He wouldn't have wanted revenge on Lilith, if Dean had not made the deal in the first place. Sam would have been dead and Dean would not have made the deal and the first seal would never have been broken. So, no one can tell me that that is not all on Dean. If Dean had not made his deal, then Sam would not have needed to get revenge on Lilith for killing Dean and sending him to hell. Sam would have never drank demon blood or used his powers either. I wonder how long it took Castiel to get Dean out of hell in the first place. I wonder if right after Dean started torturing and the seal broke, that's when Ruby had Sam start drinking demon blood.
Now onto Deans reasoning for getting Sam his soul back. Did Dean do that because Sam's soul was suffering in Hell or because Dean wanted that sweet and caring Sam back to be with him again? Maybe he did it partly for Sam and for himself. I do think Dean would eventually have gone back to hunting. I doubt he would have stayed with Lisa and Ben forever. Ben knew he was a hunter and I bet something would have come up and Dean would have had to leave them or end up training Ben to be a hunter.
I love how Dean drinks on a case, but he tells Sam that he shouldn't or what's he doing drinking while they're on a case. That kills me, but that's just Dean. Maybe Dean thinks he should be a certain way and act a certain way because others expect it of him or something.
I can't wait until Sam finds out that Dean killed Amy. I think that's going to be good. I can't wait to see some good stuff and maybe they will finally start being brothers again like in the first season. They shouldn't have to tell each other everything either, but just things that could affect the other brother.
I loved seeing Jo again. I don't really think she knew Dean all that well and I think she mainly did have a crush on him and it was a lot of hero worship on her part.

Now onto Genevieve being pregnant. I read Jared's tweet on Twitter and I was so happy for them. I wish them all the best and their new little baby. I'll pray for and think about them and hope nothing goes wrong. They deserve to be happy and have good things happen to them because they do some much good things themselves. I love how they've asked people to donate to St. Jude's instead of sending gifts. Jared and Genevieve can provide anything their baby needs, so why would anyone think to send them something. Yeah, I'm sure Jared and Gen would be grateful, but where would all that stuff go. If I was them, I'd want to buy stuff for my own baby. They've got a lot of family and friends as well. I'm sure they're going to get lots of stuff for that child. That's one child in this world that I won't have to cry and pray for all the time. I do sit and think about all the children out there that are being abused, neglected and mistreated and it breaks my heart. And by their own parents.
Usually I really don't pay that much attention to any stars and their personal lives. I rarely look at what they're doing because it's their lives. They should have some privacy for certain things. It's nice when they do share some personal stuff with the fans and that's okay, but I really hate gossip rags and magazines that twist things. Sometimes I just hope and pray for them like I do for everyone. They are people too just like everyone, sometimes I forget that and just see them as entertaining me and that's it.
I know a lot of stars that have kids and I didn't even know about it until years later after a show was over. I appreciate all the movie and TV stars out there and what they do for me and how much they give me and I wish them all the best in their personal lives. I don't have to know about them, but it's nice to know how they are doing. Sometimes you wish you could reach out and help them like they've helped you and sometimes helping them means leaving them alone to live their lives in some kind of peace.
I don't know if anything I've wanted to say is coming out right, but I'm going to leave it like that. It's charity time at work and we do all kinds of activities to help all kinds of charities. We have contests, bake sales and book sales. For my charity that I'm going to help through payroll deduction, I've chosen Cats On Death Row. They rescue cats that have not been adopted and are up for being killed. What's a cats only crime? Being born into this crappy world. Why should they be punished for anything? Cats are great to have in this world because they help keep the rodent and insect population down. I love cats and I chose this charity in honor of my little Mully and my new Bela. I'm going to give some money to St. Jude's as well. It's always been one of my charites. I always try to give just a little because if everyone did that it would amount to a lot. I can't believe some people can't even donate a dollar or two a month to a charity. That's not a lot to ask or to give. That could be one night out to the movies a year or something like that.

I've been depressed lately and I don't know why. Maybe I miss my sister because I could always talk to her about stuff and now I haven't talked to her for weeks. Even if she never really paid attention to all the crap I said, it was still nice to have her around. Well, that's about all for now.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Loving It



I love Supernatural and I'm loving season 7 so much. Why? Because I'm so excited to find out what Sam and Dean are going to do next and what's going to happen. I love that fans are going crazy and discussing the show. I've gone kind of crazy today myself, but I think I was good. I think every fan has the right to voice what they think as long as they don't think other fans are wrong to feel and think the way they want to. I think what I do about the show and I don't expect anyone else to think and feel the same way that I do. I love reading all the different opinions about both Sam and Dean. Love that CW message board and that's why I keep going back there. I'm crazy to do it, but did I ever say I wasn't crazy.
I love how some fans will defend every action and decision Dean makes whether it's right or wrong. Like Dean is always right and his character is so much better than Sam's. I still remember the first times I started posting on there. It was like you had to love Dean first and foremost and then Sam was an afterthought or something. Like if you didn't love Dean and Jensen Ackles more than Sam and Jared then you didn't belong there or something. You could say a few nice things about Sam and Jared as long as you mentioned how great and wonderful Jensen and Dean were. Jensen deserves awards because of his stellar acting on the show, but Jared sucked and didn't deserve anything. And his acting was horrible in the first season and he got better as the show went along, like he had never acted in anything before Supernatural. Or what he was in sucked. I didn't care for Gilmore Girls, but Jared was great in it as Dean. Like Jensen is a way better actor than Jared. Some may feel that way, but I sure don't. I think Jared is the better actor and that's just me.
I love how one fan thought I was bashing Jensen because I said he's only been in one movie on the big screen here in America. He has only been in one and that was My Bloody Valentine. Or that I'm bashing Jensen because I don't think he's the better actor than Jared.
I've been called all kinds of things on that board and I know why some fans on there love Dean so much. It's because they are just like him in some ways. I love how a certain fan on there goes on and on about fan bashing, but she's so busy bashing all the fans on there to see that she's the biggest fan basher of all. It's so damn funny that it kills me at times.
I'd love to find some intelligent fans out there that could discuss the show in a rational way, but I'll probably never find them on that board. It's always Sam vs. Dean no matter what some of them say. I can tell the ones that love Dean and will always think everything Sam does is wrong and I can tell the ones that love Sam and think everything Dean does is wrong. I can also tell the ones that just love the show and want to post about it.

I love getting excited and obsessing about the show again. Especially the storyline. I liked season six, but I love season seven already and we're only three episodes in. I still don't think some fans know what season six was all about and why the writers chose to do what they did with Sam and Dean, but I do and that's all that matters.

I need to not go crazy and I might have to try to stay off the boards for a while. I always want to debate stuff, but no one wants to debate, they just want to fight each other or say Dean is always right about everything no matter what. I just personally love thinking about the characters and their motivations and just everything. I love thinking about what's going to happen next and what could happen. I hope to see lots of good dramatic stuff between Sam and Dean and I think it will happen this season.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Supernatural: The Girl Next Door



I was so wrong about this episode at first. Then I thought about it today at work and I wondered if they weren't going to do some kind of time jump. That's the only way that Sam would have been okay to work a case on his own. I still wonder if Crowley isn't going to be back at some point to help out. He does have powers and The Leviathans are something Sam and Dean have never faced before. Maybe demons know something about them.
Jensen Ackles did a great job of directing this episode. I still wondered if it wasn't all going to be in someone's head or something. Like Sam was just seeing it and he was in a coma or something like that. I'm glad that it really happened and it opened up Dean's storyline for the season. I can just imagine all the crazy crap out there about Dean now and all the Sam and Dean hating and fighting that's going to go on over this. I don't understand it at all. I get Dean and I get Sam's characters. I don't sit and pretend that they are something or someone they are not. Dean has never been like Sam and Sam has never been like Dean, except when he was soulless. I still say that Dean could not stand soulless Sam because he could not stand looking at himself. Dean can't face himself and who he is. Maybe he finally will this season. I still think it's Dean who needs the saving and not Sam. I'm actually loving what's happening this season and I can't wait for more. I love that everything has changed and those Leviathans are dangerous and it's like Sam and Dean are now the hunted and not just the hunters.
Loved Colin Ford as the young Sam. He does such a great job in each and every episode he is in. He makes me believe that he really is Sam and I love that. The younger version of Sam that is. I loved watching the older Sam and then seeing the younger Sam.
I love how Sam asked Dean to trust him again. Didn't Sam say that before and what happened? Dean didn't trust him and the apocalypse happend. Not because of just Sam, but because of Dean as well. If Dean would have shown an ounce of trust and went with Sam, then the apocalypse could have been diverted. Even what happened with Castiel. Maybe if Dean would have paid more attention to what was happening with Castiel, then maybe none of what is currently happening would be happening. Dean wants others to trust him, but he doesn't trust them. Trust is a two way street. If there is not trust on both sides, then there's no trust at all. I don't think Dean even can trust himself.
I think Dean is the one who needs saving and he either has to save himself by facing the truth about himself or maybe Sam will help him face the truth about himself at some point and help save him. I think Dean wanted Castiel to help save him, Lisa and Ben to help save him, but in the end only Dean can save himself. That's just what I think right now.
I'm excited to find out what the writers have planned and what's going to happen. I haven't been this excited since season three. Three episodes and 20 more to go. Season 7 just is getting better and better.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Supernatural: Hello Cruel World And My Other Shows



WOW! I loved the second episode of season 7 and it's now one of my all time favorite episodes of the show. I've never been this happy or excited about the show since season 3.
I loved all the scenes with Jared and Mark Pellegrino. Loved them. I love that we finally get to see what's happening in Sammy's head for a little bit at least. I loved that Sam and Dean were both injured at the end. Talk about drama. And what about poor Bobby. I think he's going to end up as a Leviathan or possibly the boss because how else will the Leviathans know everything about Sam and Dean. Bobby knows a lot about them and what they do.
Loved seeing Castiel walk into that water. I laughed so hard and when they found the coat. I don't think Castiel is dead and I think his grace went somewhere. I now wonder if he didn't end up in Purgatory after they re-opened the door. Castiel could just be about anywhere right now. Also, what's going to happen in Heaven now. Who's going to try and take charge up there because Castiel is now gone as well as all the others. I don't think Heaven and the angels are all gone from the show either.
I loved the scene with Sam and Dean in the warehouse when Dean talked and helped Sammy. I've been waiting for a long time to see that. Hopefully, Dean will finally treat Sam better and as a brother and not just as a problem.
It was interesting to watch how Bobby treated both Sam and Dean. Bobby saw what was happening to Sam and it was like he just wanted to get away from him. Then Bobby was more worried about Dean than Sam and that little affectionate moment between them. Also, Bobby took off to help Sheriff Mills and left Sam by himself when he knew what was happening. It's like Bobby didn't even care if Sam would be okay or not. I hope Bobby is evil now because that would be awesome.
There's so much I loved about the episode and the best part was seeing Sam finally injured and unconscious. I loved seeing Sam and Dean together in that ambulance at the end. That was my favorite part of the whole show.
As for next week. I wonder how Sam and Dean are going to get out of this one. I wonder if Castiel, Crowley, Death or someone else isn't going to save them and heal them. Something has to. Because I seriously doubt that Dean will have a broken leg for more than the next episode and Sam could die from what's happening to him. I bet something is going to help and heal them both. I'm hoping it's Crowley. He has the power to heal and he'd love having them in his debt. I wonder if Castiel isn't totally gone and maybe he'll come and heal them or something to redeem himself. I doubt the writers are going to reveal everything. Who's to say that Misha won't be in the third episode? Look how Mark Sheppard popped up at the end of Mommy Dearest.

Now onto Vampire Diaries. I loved it again. I loved that we finally got to see Stephan for a change and some of his history. The show is called Vampire Diaries and Stephan kept a diary of everything. Paul Wesley makes Stephan the perfect vampire. He can be sweet and loving one minute and totally evil the next. Just those looks on his face. I loved seeing that history between Klaus and Stephan. This show just keeps staying great and I've never stopped loving anything about it. It seems like it gets better and better every season.

Ringer was good this week. It wasn't as good as the first two episodes, but I loved it as well. It has me watching every week and wanting to know what's going to happen next. Sarah Michelle Gellar is awesome as two characters.

Gossip Girl started finally and I loved it. I didn't think it would be as good because last season towards the end wasn't that great. I thought maybe Blair wasn't going to be pregnant and she is. Now who's the daddy? I think it's Chuck but who knows now.

Here's something else that I've got to say in this post. It's about Supernatural and it's Fandom. I personally don't think that all the Fandom want the same things and I don't think the Fandom that shouts the loudest on the Internet should speak for the whole Fandom of the show. There are fans that don't even go on the Internet at all. I'm sure they've loved characters that have been killed off, but how would you know. I loved Ruby and Bela in season three and Katie Cassidy and Laura Cohan were main stars on the show and now they are gone. Just because Misha became a main star did not mean he was going to stick around forever. I doubt they kept him for as long as they did because part of the Fandom loved him. There were a lot of Fans that didn't like his character as well. I think most people need to realize Supernatural is about Sam and Dean and always will be. It's not about the other stars. Yes, they are in the show and you can love them, but they are expendable and can be dropped just as fast. It seemed to me that when Misha Collins became a main star, that was the end of him because you saw him in less episodes and in the episodes less.
Another thing that I read about that makes me mad. I love how some claim to be such big fans of the show, but they won't support it in ways that would keep it around for a long time. It's not just about ratings, it's about marketing. Okay, I'm done on this subject because some of the Fandom drive me crazy and it's not worth it to worry about them and what they think. I just hope that the Supernatural writers and Sera write the show how they want to and not just to please all these fractions of fans out there. If you love what's happening then great, if you don't, then quit watching the show.