Good Or Bad Thing

I'm going to be going back to work and I don't know if that's good or bad in relationship to my obsession with Supernatural. At work, I have too much time to think about things, while I'm typing. My work is mostly repetitive and I have a lot of time to think. I hope I don't just sit there thinking up theories and stuff because for some reason, I just can't stop thinking stuff.

I know I sit and take things out on Dean's character and I mainly do that because Kripke and Co have made his character more in depth than Sam. I want Sam to have as many layers and dimensions as Dean. I want us fans to finally get to know Sam better, not just Dean. It seems like Sam is this big mystery and that's how the writers have portrayed him, just to make people think Sam is either good or evil. I still think Sam is good and I've always thought that, since the show started.

I guess I'll spend less time on The CW board because spoilers are coming out and people are getting kind of crazy at times. It drives me crazy and I don't know why. I don't think spoilers really spoil, they just cause people to talk more and speculate on things. Sometimes it's fun to think what will happen and sometimes not. Kripke and Co aren't going to give anything away, just like they didn't last year.
Mostly people are just writing about what they want to see happen or what they think will happen from little snippets of info. Nothing ever is as it seems.

I like the boards because there are a lot of great people who want to talk and discuss the show and sometimes I really need to do that. It's nice when you can find those people and connect with them. Everyone should be able to discuss what they like to. I try to stay off the boards when I'm depressed or angry and I try to be positive. I'm going to keep the love going for Sammy and for Dean. I love them both and I'm looking forward to season 5. I'm setting my expectations low, though, so I won't be too disappointed and if Kripke and Co surprise me and give me something great, I'll be flying high and be happy.

I've just got to survive another month and a half until the premiere. We'll see from there.