Like a dumb idiot, I still have hope in my heart that Pet Society and my Sammy will come back. That's only my heart, my head is telling me that it will never come back. I miss my little Sammy so much. Nothing compares to Pet Society and nothing ever will. It was unique and wonderful and my little Sammy was so alive. No one could understand that, unless they actually ever went to play Pet Society. It was a magical place full of love, friendship and peace.
I think I've given up all the hope I had of ever seeing Sam again on Supernatural. The Sam from the first couple of seasons. I remember how we used to get to see all of his emotions and feelings and now he's just like some robot or something. Everything is internal, which just means that Sam has zero emotions anymore or he's not allowed to express them or talk about them like he did before. I love how Sam said he was so angry all the time in season 5, but we never got to see it and it sure didn't feel like he was angry when I watched. Dean fans are bored if Sam expresses any emotions, but Dean sure can express every emotion he has and it's the greatest thing ever. I've seen Dean angry, beating on everything and everyone. I've seen him crying and you get to know everything he feels, but with Sam you don't get to because it's all internal and not external like Dean. I had hope that the show just might be good again, but my hope for that is gone as well. When I saw that Ben Edlund was not going to be writing for the show anymore, then I knew it was almost over. All the writers that could write Sam's character have all left the show. Now all that's left are the writers that only think there is one main character on the show and it's Dean. Dean interacts with every character, every guest star, hell he even gets to interact with the animals. It's a miracle when Sam actually gets to talk to anyone besides Dean. And when he does, the scenes are how short and he never says much at all.
The reason I've loved other shows to their very end was because the creator, writers and producers were the same from the start to the finish. They stayed with their show because they loved them. Obviously, Kripke didn't or any of the other writers and producers. Now, we just have dumb writers that only want to please certain parts of the Supernatural fandom. Mainly the ones that just love Dean and Castiel. Whatever.
The reason I've loved other shows to their very end was because the creator, writers and producers were the same from the start to the finish. They stayed with their show because they loved them. Obviously, Kripke didn't or any of the other writers and producers. Now, we just have dumb writers that only want to please certain parts of the Supernatural fandom. Mainly the ones that just love Dean and Castiel. Whatever.
I'm really starting to love that word. Whatever. Whatever.
I guess now I'll just have to content myself with enjoying Jared's tweets because that's about all I can do. I don't enjoy watching him play an unemotional character anymore. Hopefully, one day he'll either be in a movie or some other show. If I miss seeing him, I'll just watch one of the movies he was in or my episodes of the Gilmore Girls that he's in. Or maybe, if I'm in a good mood, I'll watch the first couple of seasons of Supernatural when he played my favorite character on TV.
I will never let go of my hope for Pet Society and my little Sammy. My love is forever.
It's so hard to give up when you love something so much or you used to love it, like I loved Supernatural. But, I think it's time to finally give up and stop hoping for what I've always hoped for because it's never going to happen and I need to accept that and move on.
