Monday, December 28, 2009

My Little Demons Christmas






My little demons had a great Christmas and so did I. Little Sammy's party on Christmas Eve was a success. All his friends came over for the party and then at about 10 o'clock my little demons went to bed to wait for Santa to come. Little Jared was still afraid that Santa might not be able to find him. I told him not to worry.

In the morning Santa had come, plus he went to all the little demons houses and delivered big gifts. Little Sammy got a new instrument and I don't even know what it is, but Sammy loves it. He got some new stuffed animals and lots of candy. Little Jared got a rocket lava lamp and Santa delivered a new racer bed to his house. He was jumping up and down with joy when he saw it. Little Dean got a trumpet and he wouldn't stop playing it. Little Jess got a very expensive new dress and Sammy gave her a big diamond ring for Christmas. Little Sammy and Jess pretended that they were getting married and played all day like they were married. It was so cute. Little Bela got all kinds of things for her house like a new toilet.

On Christmas Day we went to see Alvin And The Chipmunks. My demons loved it, but little Sammy told me that his band could sing way better than those chipmunks could. Both the girl and the boy ones. I told little Sammy that he was right and his little band is awesome. Little Sammy told me that he was going to try to write some new songs and start singing again. I told him that was a good idea.

Now my little demons are getting ready for the New Year. Little Sammy is buying stuff so that he can throw a big New Year Bash at his house to usher in 2010. 2009 was a great year, but I think 2010 is going to be even better.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

My Little Demons Are Angels






My Little Demons are all angels right now. They are so cute. Jared and Dean have temp angel wings from the Mystery Store, but Sammy got big angel wings for him and Jess to wear all the time or whenever they want to. I stopped little Sammy from turning Dean into a gingerbread man. There is a potion in the Mystery Store that will make anyone who drinks it turn into a gingerbread man or woman. How many friends of my little demons have turned themselves into a gingerbread man and woman. I took a picture of Sammy with his friend Peaches as a gingerbread woman. Sammy loved her like that and he had his friend Clover turn into one too.

My little demons are all excited for Christmas and they've been having a lot of fun lately. They've been shopping for Christmas presents to each other and I've been helping them. The town gave everyone a huge Christmas snowglobe and my little demons love theirs. Sammy put his in his outdoor room, Dean and Jared put theirs in their living rooms and Jess put hers in her garden.

Something wonderful happened for little Dean. He finally found a girlfriend that he is serious about. Her name is Bela and she just moved into their neighborhood. Little Dean saw her and stopped kissing all the other girls he went to visit. Now he just hugs them and then goes to Bela to kiss her. Dean has sent her a bunch of little gifts and he's going to help her with her house. Little Sammy is happy for Dean and has sent a few things to Bela too. Little Jess is so happy because she's found a really good friend in little Bela. I love her too. She is very sweet and she's really good for little Dean. Sammy invited her over to stay the night for Christmas Eve.

Well that's it for now. I can't wait for Christmas Day.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

The Show Supernatural Replaced




I just loved the O.C. when it first started. I loved it right up until it's third season and it got too crazy to watch. I was still watching it when Supernatural moved to Thursday night from Tuesday and then that was the end of The O.C. Well, not the end, but I missed a ton of episodes in the third season and I didn't really care. I've bought all the seasons on DVD and I watched a few of the episodes I missed. Supernatural replaced the O.C. and I've loved and been obsessed with Supernatural for over four years now. No show has replaced Supernatural yet and I doubt any show will until Supernatural ends. I was scared that Legend Of The Seeker would replace Supernatural, but it hasn't. Season four got a little weird on Supernatural, but I never stopped watching and I never missed one episode. I've faithfully watched and taped every episode of Supernatural for the last over four years. I'm hoping and praying for a sixth season, but who knows what will happen.

I sometimes wish that the O.C. could have stood the test of time because I really loved it and I still do. I just recently watched the Chrismukkah episode from the first season and two other episodes. I could watch the whole first season of the O.C. because I loved it so much. I had every show memorized because I watched them so much. I loved Ben Mckenzie and I think he's a great actor. His character Ryan was the reason that I loved the show so much. I loved how he was welcomed into the Cohen family and that made the whole show for me. I loved seeing Ryan and Seth being brothers, they sometimes acted like they were related. I loved it.

I got interested in the O.C. again when I started reading one of my old books of the O.C. I forgot how great the show really was and tonight I was distracted from thinking about Supernatural for just a little bit. I can't be distracted from it for long, but it was a nice break for about two hours.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

My Little Demons






Okay, here's what the little Demons and I have been up to lately. We're getting snowed in and the snow just keeps on falling. I love the snow, but not a ton of it. It is beautiful and it makes it more like Christmas, I guess. I do love to walk in the snow because it sparkles and it gives you more exercise for your muscles and body trying to plow your way through it. My little demons put on all their snow gear and head out into the snow and visit their friends and go to school. They are loving the snow, but they don't have to shovel, if they did, I think they'd feel differently about it.

The little demons are learning how to cook and they each got a brand new oven to cook in. I swear these ovens are like magic or something. You put all the ingredients in the oven and come back in how many hours and there's food. Little Dean made a king size hamburger with his oven. He wouldn't even try anything simpler to start out with. He saw that he could make a hamburger and was insistent to make one. Little Jared burned his soup on his first try and Dean helped him make a king size burger. I'm really happy that Little Dean is spending time with Jared because then he doesn't have so much time to kiss all those girls. Little Jess made some soup and that was all and she hasn't looked at her oven again. I guess she's just like me, I don't like to cook, even with a magical oven. Little Sammy has been making a ton of soup and big hot dogs. He loves his oven. There isn't much to do once the food is cooking, except to make sure you come back in time before the food burns.

Little Sammy has been buying even more Christmas decorations for his house. He bought a couch that looks like a present. He's bought more biscuits at the store for him and Jess to catch Christmas fish. I'd really hoped that pond would close, but no such luck. Sammy bought Jess a special tank to put her fish in and he bought one for his house. Sammy is so generous sometimes that I'm worried about his friends trying to take advantage of him. They've been asking him to get them stuff and I'm worried Sammy will buy it for them and not care. Sammy doesn't have a ton of money and it's taken him a lot of time to get the stuff that he has. Sure I help Sammy and I've given him his own bank account because I know he can handle it and that he uses it to help Dean, Jess and Jared out. I just don't want Sammy to feel that he has to save and help the world now.

Little Jared has been so happy lately. With the cooking, fishing, racing, shopping and all kinds of other stuff that he's been doing that he's never been able to do before. Jared loves to go and get mystery boxes at the Mystery Store. I told him that sometimes there is bad stuff in them and sometimes good and to not buy too many. Little Jared is still working on his house and hopefully by the new year, he'll have a really nice house just like Sammy, Dean and Jess.

I'm just so full of love for my little demons and I can't wait for Christmas.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Supernatural Calendars




I finally got my Supernatural calendars after waiting for almost three months for them. I think they have great pictures of Sam and Dean. I love my Sammy calendar because it is all Sammy and no one else.

I bought my calendars at Powerstar and I've been ordering from them for almost ten years now.

Here's two places for anyone to look at the calendars, if they want to order them. I took pictures of the back of the calendars. I had to use my webcam because I don't have a digital camera yet. They don't look too good, though.

Here's the websites for the calendars.

Power Star Merchandise or www.tvmerch.com
www.creationent.com

Power Star says they are not going to be getting any more shipments and the supplies are limited.

Monday, December 7, 2009

My Little Demons





I've been so busy with my little demons that I haven't had time to write about them. It started to snow in their little town and Jared didn't even know what snow was. Little Sammy and Dean took him outside and showed him how to make a snowman and they had a big snowball fight. I've never seen little Jared happier, except when he went to The Mystery Shop and bought a surprise box and it had a laptop in it. It took me a while to calm little Jared down, that's how excited he was over it. I helped him pick out a desk and chair to sit at while he plays on his laptop. He loves to bring it over to Sammy's house when he spends the night there.

My little demons got all kinds of stuff in the stores because of Alice In Wonderland coming out. Little Sammy made me help him get a Alice In Wonderland room and decorate it. He got a madhatter outfit and so did Dean. Little Jared didn't want one. Little Jess got an Alice and a Queen Of Hearts costume and her and little Sammy have been playing together in that room for days and hours. Sometimes I've found them sound asleep in that room. Little Dean has gone over and played with some of his other friends and of course they're all his girlfriends. Some had the Queen Of Hearts costume and others had the Alice, but Dean didn't care which they had because all he wants to do is kiss them.

Now my little demons have been decorating for Christmas. They've all got trees and Christmas calendars and other Christmas decorations. Little Sammy is going to have a big Christmas party at his house on Christmas Eve. He's going to have little Dean, Jess and Jared spend the night, too. Little Jared was worried and asked if Santa would be able to find him at Sammy's house. I told little Jared that Santa is magical and he'll know where to find him. Jared is so excited for Christmas and for almost everything. I think he's been deprived of all kinds of things in his short little life. Now that he's with us, he's going to have fun and do all kinds of stuff.

Tonight we watched Tree Hill and Gossip Girl. I cried during both shows and Sammy asked what was wrong. I told him that I guess I'm just a sentimental demon because that scene with Dan and little Jamie just broke my heart. Also, the stuff with Chuck on GG was heartbreaking and now we find out that Chuck's mother could be alive. Little Sammy hugged and kissed me. I made a list of all my favorite shows for the year in the order I loved them. Here's the little demons and my new list.

1. Supernatural
1. One Tree Hill
1. Gossip Girl
1. Vamp Diaries
1. Smallville
1. Legend Of The Seeker

We started fighting over which one should be first and which one last and we decided that all of them are great and they're all number one. Legend Of The Seeker just keeps getting better and better with every new episode and there's another one on coming up on Sat. All the shows have been really good and I can't wait until they all come back on in Jan. I'm sure my little Demons and I will stay busy until they do. That's all for now.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Tree Hill And Gossip Girl

Another good night of drama on both shows. First to talk about Tree Hill. I loved finally seeing little Jamie for a while. I miss him when he's not on a lot. It's nice seeing Brooke being with her mother and her mother actually being a mother to her. I wonder what Brooke's mother will do about Millie and seeing her steal Brooke's dress. That should be really interesting. One good thing about Millie's drug addiction is that they are making it more real. One cheesy part of the show was that stupid Alex and her suicide attempt. That was pretty lame in my opinion. I feel more sorry for Brooke not being able to have children, than a spoiled bitch that only thinks about herself.

Now for that wonderful Gossip Girl Thanksgiving. I just loved the Thanksgiving on the show because they were all sitting around the table and you could just feel the love flowing. LOL That was anything but love. I love all the back biting, lying, cheating and devious things those characters do to each other. You never know what they'll do next and that's what I love the most. Gossip Girl is the only show that keeps me guessing and I'd never be able to predict it. Nothing is ever what it seems. Things change from episode to episode. I still love my wonderful Chuck the most. He's the best part, even when he doesn't have a big storyline. He doesn't need one to be great.

I'd go on the message boards and say these things, but I'm tired of going on them and people freaking out. I swear sometimes those people are crazy. All the talk about what couple should be together. When will anyone realize that none of the couples will stay together. They change partners quicker than they change their clothes. That's just like people wanting love interests for Sam and Dean. Supernatural is not about Sam and Dean having normal lives or relationships, it's about them fighting evil. Yes, once in a while they can get together and have sex with someone for a quick one, but that's all it will ever be. It's not love, it's sex.

One thing I am pissed about is that Tree Hill and Gossip Girl get 24 episodes and Supernatural only 22. That sucks, even though I love my other shows, I wish Supernatural had as many episodes as they do.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Friday, November 27, 2009

My Little Demons





My little demons had a great Thanksgiving. Little Sammy invited all their friends over to celebrate with them. I let Jared bring his Nanny bot over to watch things while I was gone celebrating with my family. The Nanny bot cleaned up and everything after they were all done eating. I'm grateful for that, but I know little Sammy would have cleaned things because he's good at it. They all played pilgrims and Indians with their friends. Little Castiel, Peaches and Clover were pilgrims and all my little demons decided to be Indians. Little Jess was a Indian with wings. She will not take off her fairy wings. I caught a picture of little Sammy and little Dean sleeping before I left. They were taking a nap before everyone came over and I woke poor Dean up.

Today the little demons got up early and went shopping at their stores. I was still sleeping and didn't know they had left. Little Sammy took Jared to the electronics store to try to get him a laptop. All the laptops were gone before they got to them and little Sammy told Jared that he can use his laptop because Jared started to cry. Little Sammy bought him a radio instead and Jared was so happy. Little Jess ran to the clothes and jewelry store and got some good discounts on some dresses she wanted. Little Dean followed Jess and carried all her stuff for her. After the shopping I took them to see "New Moon" when I woke up, that is. Little Jared was so excited because he said he's never gone to a movie before. He didn't even see the first movie. Little Sammy told him that they'd watch it tonight. "New Moon" was pretty good and I liked it a whole lot better than the book. I hope the little demons don't ask me to read the books to them.

Little Sammy recently caught me when I went on the Supernatural boards. He asked me what I was doing. I looked at him and he could see the guilt on my face. I told him that I liked going on the board and he asked me what people were saying. I told him that there is a lot of talk about Sam and Dean being vessels for Lucifer and Michael and some think Bobby is going to be God's vessel. Little Sammy laughed about it. I told him that there are a lot of crazy theories and I've been writing some of my crazy theories in Hell House on there. Sammy asked me what I'd like to see happen the most between Sam and Dean and I told him that I want them to be together and not become anything but humans. I want them to help stop the apocalypse together. Sammy told me that he hopes that Sam and Dean will be together no matter what happens. We'll have to hope and pray that Kripke will make that happen. I asked little Sammy about the milk chocolate song that he was supposed to be writing for Sam. Sammy said that it was okay and he didn't need to write one because he knows that Sammy likes chocolate milk more than demon blood. I told him that he was probably right. We just don't get to see him drinking chocolate milk onscreen. Little Sammy has been busy doing so much that his band hasn't even been getting together lately, let alone Sammy writing any new songs.

Little Sammy finally won his first pro race ever and he was jumping up and down. Little Jess, Jared and Dean were screaming at the top of their lungs while he was racing and he said he heard them and it helped him run faster. Little Dean told Sammy that he knew he could win if he just tried. Little Dean has won three of his races so far. Jess and Jared really don't care for racing. Jared is just happy that he's finally found us to love him. I told little Jared that I'm glad that he's come into our lives. I'm grateful for all four of my little demons.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thanksgiving And The Christmas Cottage



I just got back from my sister's where I had Thanksgiving dinner with my family. Only one of my sister's wasn't there. I love to spend time with my family and I'm glad that I got to spend the day with my brother and my nephew who I haven't gotten to spend time with in years. They've both been out of state for years. My oldest sister gave me The Christmas Cottage DVD for christmas last year. She surprised me with it and it was the best present. It has become a tradition to watch in on Thanksgiving now. Sure this tradition is two years old, but they have to start at some point.

I'm so happy that Jared was in The Christmas Cottage and I love him in it. I also love Thomas Kinkade. I'm currently reading his new book, "A Wish For Christmas". I love his paintings and his books. He has brought a light into this world that has shone really bright. He knows how to inspire people.

That's what I love the most about books, movies, television and music. Not just their entertainment value, but that they have the power to inspire me.

I have to write about Jared because he has been a light for me. I know it sounds stupid, but he really has the power to make me smile and feel better and I've never even met him. There is just something I see when I look at him in pictures and movies and watch him in Supernatural. Something just shines through and touches me. I wish I could meet him and somehow express the way I feel about him, without creeping him out. I love him, but I'm not in love with him. Sure I think about him sometimes and wish I could be with him, but that will never happen. I do want him to be happy and I hope that he is and always will be. I would just like to tell him a simple Thank You for what he does for me.

Monday, November 23, 2009

My Favorite Show List For End Of 2009

Here's a list of my favorite shows for the end of 2009 and in what order I love them in so far.

1. SUPERNATURAL
Supernatural is taking the top spot so far because I'm loving it so far this season. Regardless of all the stupid vessel and apocalypse crap, it's been great so far. I love that Sam and Dean are together and working side by side and hopefully believing in each other and building their trust in each other again. I love that the show has been able to have a little bit more music this season. I'm loving Castiel and his role on the show. I think he's really added something to the show and I can't wait to see what's in store for him or how he's going to help with the apocalypse. Bobby hasn't been able to have a big role, but I love that he's got a good storyline going on with being in the wheelchair and all. I hope somehow that he'll get out of it and be healed or something. There are so many ways that the show can go right now and I can't wait to see what will happen next. I love that the show has more comedy and it hasn't been as dark as last season. I'm looking forward to that next episode in January and it's going to be a long wait.

2. SMALLVILLE
My wonderful Smallville takes second place. Over eight seasons and still going strong. I love all the stuff that is said on Smallville, especially about what makes a hero. I love Chloe and I think she's the biggest hero on the show and she's just a human being. I like Clark and Lois together and I'm glad they took so long to get together. It made it real and not like Clark has just forgotten about Lana. She was his first love, but not his last. I love Oliver Queen and his fall from being a hero and how he's picked himself back up and started over again. I love Tess and Zod because you've got to love the villains of the show. With Tess on the show, I don't miss Lex as much. I loved the episode with the future that Lois saw. The future is always changing and is never constant so we'll see if they can change that future. I don't want Chloe to die.

3. VAMPIRE DIARIES
The vamps take third place and I'm surprised because I really didn't think I'd take to this show. I just saw hot Damon and I was hooked, I guess. I think Stephan and Damon are both good looking and they're both played by great actors. I've loved the action on this show and there has been some great scenes so far. I love all the scenes with Stephan and Damon and I love when they fight, but I hope to see them working together more. I started to read the books again and they are totally different from the show, but just as good. I don't care if any couples get together or stay together because Kevin Williamson said that no couple on the show will stay together. I've loved the music so far on this show and those scenes where the music plays and you see the actors and actresses and they don't have to talk at all. I live for those scenes.

4. GOSSIP GIRL
I love this show, but it's lost a little bit something from last year. I love Chuck and Blair and I love seeing them apart or together. I just love all the switching of partners on here and all the drama. It kills me and I laugh my butt off watching the show. I can't get enough of it. I love Rufus and he's one of the older characters that I love on any of the shows. I can't stand Hilary Duff on the show and I didn't like her character. I like all the other characters and I just want to see what they'll do to each other next. Little Jenny is fun to watch and I've finally gotten to see some more of Eric. I just hope the show gets some more good stuff. I miss Georgina and I wish Michelle Trachtenberg can come back for a guest spot.

5. ONE TREE HILL
My seventh heaven show is fifth place. I still love the show and I love Dan Scott. I'm glad he's finally gotten more of a storyline and I'm hoping for more. I love that Rachael is back on and Dan's wife. I don't really miss Lucas or Peyton. I never really cared for their characters, but I did want to see some scenes and a resolution between Lucas and Dan. I like Clay, but I really don't care for Quinn. Why did they have to ruin Millie's character? First she gave away her virginity for nothing and then now she's some druggie. I wish they could've given her something better. It seems like all the good characters have to go bad at some point. For what reason I don't know. Maybe it makes good drama or something. We've seen less of Jamie and I love to see him and Nathan and Haley and cute family moments. I'm sad for poor Brooke and now she can't have children and she really wants to. I guess there will be a lot of drama coming up with everyone dealing with all their issues. I hope the show gets better and doesn't lose it's heart.

6. LEGEND OF THE SEEKER
Seeker only comes in sixth place because there have only been 3 episodes so far. I've loved all three and it will be nice to know that there is going to be about 19 more episodes to love and to look forward to. I just love the new character of Cara. She is the best addition to a cast that I've seen in years. It's going to be interesting to see what happens between her and Richard and her and Kahlan. Will she come between Richard and Kahlan? I can't wait to find out because her and Richard have a great chemistry between them.

There's still upcoming episodes of Tree Hill and Gossip Girl and Seeker before the end of the year. I doubt my list will change though.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

My Little Demons



I'll start out by putting down mine and the little demons favorite shows for the week ending 11/21/09.

1. Legend Of The Seeker
2. Smallville
3. Supernatural
4. One Tree Hill
5. Vampire Diaries
6. Gossip Girl

There was a fight and my poor little Sammy started to cry. He wanted Supernatural to be first again. I told him that it had to go by a vote and not just what he wanted to come in first place. My little Sammy just loves Supernatural so much. We all cried when Jo and Ellen died and we're going to miss them. Little Dean was sad because he thought that Jo was hot, but Dean always thinks all the girls are hot. I'm worried about him kissing all the girls he meets. He's even found some new girls to kiss in the neighborhood.

Little Sammy has been busy helping Jared out. He's been sending him some stuff and showing him around. Little Jared just loves to come over to Sammy's house and stay the night. I found them sleeping in Sammy's school room and I had to pick poor little Jared up and put him in the top bunk of the bed after I found him sleeping on the floor.

Little Dean won his first ever pro race. These races are harder, but little Dean kicked butt. Little Sammy was happy for Dean, but he was sad because he hasn't won one yet. I told Sammy that he would if he just tries harder and to keep working at it.

Little Jess has two fairy rooms now and she loves dressing up like a fairy. She has two different sets of wings and how many dresses to go with them. She's been so busy buying her fairy stuff that she hasn't minded Sammy spending more time with Jared. I'm glad that all my little demons are getting along and seem to be happy.

Little Sammy has been getting stuff ready for a big Thanksgiving feast at his house. All the little demons have Indian clothes and Pilgrim clothes. They are going to play dress up and invite some of their new friends over to eat and play with them for Thanksgiving. I'm just thankful that I have my little demons and I'll be spending time with my family for Thanksgiving. I have so many things to be grateful for and I hope and pray for everyone in the world, that they can be as blessed as I have been.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Legend Of The Seeker Is Fantastic



I found this great picture of The Seeker cast. I just love Legend Of The Seeker right now. I just finished watching the third episode of this season and I just loved it. It kicked Supernatural's ass. I hate to say this, but Seeker is a better show than Supernatural overall. Maybe it's because Seeker has a better budget and they can do more. I love Cara the Mord Sith. I usually don't get excited about female characters, but she is the best female character I have seen on a show in years. I love that they can have a kick ass female character who still has a softer side. She was great tonight and I don't even know the actress that plays her. I'm going to have to go and look it up.

Seeker is just an all around good show. It has all the right mix of stuff that I love in shows. There is comedy, drama, love, fighting, music and I love all the characters on the show. I can't believe that they can have some kick ass fighting scene in almost every episode. I bet that takes a ton of work on every one's part. You have sympathy and empathy for the good and supposedly evil characters. I just love it.

I'm really scared that Seeker is going to win out over Supernatural and if Supernatural goes downhill then Seeker will be my favorite show. If Supernatural ends after season five, then I hope Seeker continues on and I will still have a wonderful and fantastic show to watch for a few more years.

All the shows that I currently watch, except for Vamp Diaries and Seeker are how old now. Who knows how much longer Tree Hill, Smallville, Supernatural and Gossip Girl will go on for? I hope a couple of them last for at least another year or two. I can only hope and pray that they do.

I still love Supernatural, but it's getting really weird and I still don't think the show is making a lot of sense. If something I don't want to happen happens, then I don't think the show will have made sense for the last five years and I will be so disappointed. I'm loving Supernatural more than I did last year and I hope the next half of season 5 will be as good as the first half. Supernatural just has lost some of it's heart. When I say that, I mean that you hardly get to see emotional moments between Sam and Dean and they are the heart of the show. I want to cry when I watch the show, not just see some macho bullshit all the time between Sam and Dean. Maybe they're just doing it because they want everyone to think Sam and Dean are still at odds with each other and that Lucifer and Michael will take them over and try to kill each other. I think that would be one stupid conclusion to a great show, if Sam and Dean become Lucifer and Michael's vessels and try to kill each other. Okay, I'm rambling and I have to stop thinking about Supernatural because I have a lot of other stuff to think about and be entertained by besides Supernatural.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I Love Dan Scott, Books, Spoilers And A Theory

I just love Dan even more now. One Tree Hill has really been good because of Dan Scott. I'm glad that he's finally gotten a better storyline this season. I love that Rachael is back on the show and I missed seeing Danneel. I'm really happy that her and Jensen are engaged. They look really cute together. I wonder what she is like in real life because she is such a good bitch on Tree Hill. I always wonder about the actors and actresses and what they are like in their personal lives. I love them the most though for playing my favorite characters on TV. I'm happy for them when good things happen in their lives and sad when bad things happen. They give me so much and I wish that I could thank all the actors and actresses for all they do.

Now on to books. I've been trying to read more lately and I've gotten some really good books to read. I love my books all most as much as I love TV. I just got a new Stargate book and it has Jonas in it. I was so excited when I saw it at the store because Jonas has never been in one of the novels. I loved when he was in season six of Stargate because that was my favorite season. I never watched the show after he left because he was the main reason I watched the show. I love to read books of TV shows like all the CSI's because I don't watch the shows and the characters can look like what I want them to be in my mind. I found out that there are three upcoming Supernatural books. They are coming out in Feb, April and June. I can't wait because I'll have books to look forward to and the show.

Now on to those Supernatural spoilers from the stupid TV Guide. They did not tell much and I'm not going to read a lot into them like a lot of people do. I remember the crap they said last year and most of it never happened. It was stupid. I still don't believe that Dean is Michael's vessel and I still think Sam is either Lucifer or Michael's vessel. I could be wrong, but who knows. I want to find out what's the deal with Sam already. I've been waiting for four years now and I hope I don't get disappointed. I will be if I find out that Dean is Michael's vessel and he protected Sam for years only to find out that Sam is the vessel for Lucifer.

Here's a little theory on what I think could happen or will. Maybe Michael is coming to Sam as Lucifer and testing him. When you think about it, when Lucifer first came to Sam, Sam was not sleeping at the end of the show when Lucifer disappeared. He had just woken up. Also, why would Lucifer come to Sam at that time and then that's the reason that Sam wanted to get back with Dean. Sam was trying not to hunt and fight, so why would Lucifer come to tell Sam to get his head out of the sand. It doesn't make sense. Sam has that power in him to send demons to hell and to kill them. Where did that come from? If Kripke and Co just wipe that all away like it doesn't exist, then I'm going to be pissed. I still believe that Kripke and Co are purposely downplaying Sam's role right now and making us believe that Sam is Lucifer's vessel and Dean is Michael's. I still think Sam could be Lucifer's or Michael's vessel because of the power Sam has inside of him. It's just my theory for now and I'll have to see how things go. I'll be disappointed if Kripke and Co don't have any surprises planned. I'm hoping they do.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

My Little Demons And Little Jared



Now I am taking care of another little demon named Jared. Little Jared is Sammy's new friend. Sammy met him at school and went to his house and a Nanny bot was taking care of him. Little Sammy was so sad about this and asked if I'd take care of him. I told little Sammy that I already had him, Dean and Jess to look out for. Of course,little Sammy looked at me with his big puppy dog eyes and now I'm taking care of Jared. He's a good little boy and I'm going to help him get stuff for his house and take him to get some more new clothes. Little Sammy, Dean and Jess said they would all help to fix up his house better.

Little Jared came over and spent the night at Little Sammy's house. Jared could not believe all the fun stuff that Sammy has and he was excited and running all over Sammy's house looking at things. We all watched Legend Of The Seeker in Sammy's Supernatural room. Here's are list for the top shows of the week. There was a fight between all of us for the show that was going to take first place. I let little Sammy decide and here's how we chose.

Favorites for week ending 11/14/09

1. Supernatural
2. Legend Of The Seeker
3. Vampire Diaries
4. Gossip Girl
5. One Tree Hill
6. Smallville

I wanted Legend Of The Seeker to be no. 1 because it is so great right now. I just love all the underworld stuff and you actually get to see the underworld. The special effects and the fighting are just so good and it feels like I'm watching a movie on TV every week instead of a TV show. Little Jess agreed with me, but little Sammy and Dean said Supernatural was tops. Little Jared never watched Supernatural, so he could not decide. Little Sammy got the tape out and we watched Supernatural again and we were all laughing and Jared said he loved it, so that decided it.

Now I've got four little demons to love and I just hope little Sammy doesn't meet any more friends that he wants me to help take care. I love them, but four is enough. Little Sammy would tell me that it's not enough because he has a bigger heart than I do and he has so much love for everyone and that's why I love him so much.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess





It's been great being at home where I can spend more time with my little demons. Little Sammy is so happy when he comes home at lunch and sees me. My hand has been hurting lately and I haven't been able to type a lot. Little Sammy asked why I haven't been posting on the message boards and I told him. He kissed my hand where it hurts and I told him that it felt better. I also told him that I'm tired of going on the message boards where everyone is fighting and everyone thinks I'm bashing Dean for one reason or the other. I just post in the I love Sammy and Dean threads and the Devil's Playground. I also will post in what I think about the show and that's it.

Today when my little Sammy came home he was crying and I held him and asked him what was wrong. He said he went to his friend Munchkin's house and she had a Robo Nanny looking after her. I asked him what was wrong with that. He looked at me with his big brown eyes brimming with tears and asked if I would get a Robo Nanny to look after him. I told him that no way would I let some mechanical Nanny take care of him unless I absolutely had to. I held him and told him that I loved him and to not worry about it. I told him that I wouldn't let one take care of little Dean or little Jess either, unless I had to for some reason. Little Sammy was tired after that and I put him down for a little nap before the shows came on.

Little Sammy has been busy again. He's been buying more stuff for little Jess. Jess wanted a fairy room and Sammy has been helping her make one. They finally got all the stuff for it. Little Sammy bought Jess two dresses and a pair of fairy wings. She looks so beautiful in them. Little Sammy got himself a fairy outfit. Now they are a fairy prince and princess. They had fun playing together. I was worried about little Dean getting jealous, but he's been going to some of his girlfriends houses and spending time with them. He's been kissing a lot of the neighborhood girls lately. I asked him if he liked a particular one and he said that he liked them all. Now I'm worried about that.

Little Sammy woke up just in time for Vamp Diaries and Supernatural. We all loved Vamp Diaries and we can't wait for more of it. Tonight's episode was really good and we loved the scenes with Stephan and Damon. We all loved Supernatural and we could not stop laughing at some parts. Of course, we are going to watch it again, but the little demons fell asleep right after the show. I know they'll want to watch it again after Smallville tomorrow night.

There has been some strange creature stalking in my little demon's neighborhood. I caught him in little Dean's bathroom of all places. Poor little Dean was trying to go potty and that thing followed him into the bathroom. I told it to start leaving my babies alone. Little Sammy said that he's seen it all over town. I reported it to the police and I hope they do something about it. That thing is a menace and it has no right coming into any one's home uninvited. I hope that the problem gets taken care of.

Well I'm tired and my little demons are asleep already.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Legend Of The Seeker And Other Thoughts



Legend Of The Seeker is really going to be interesting this season. I'm wondering how things are going to turn out. I've never read the second book of the Seeker series. I have it, but I haven't started reading it. The books and the show are very different from each other and you have to think of them separately. I loved how Zedd told Richard that the greatest harm comes from the best intentions. Sam Winchester could relate to that because he started the Apocalypse and Richard started something. The underworld will get stronger and take over the living. It's going to be great on Seeker. I'm really interested in what's going to happen with Kahlan and Richard because I read that nothing is going to go smoothly, but that's drama for you.

I've been thinking more about Supernatural and what's in store for Sam and Dean. I still don't think Dean is Michael or his vessel, but I'm still wondering if Sam isn't. Where is Michael? Are the other arch angels holding him captive and they think Dean is his vessel? Dean made the deal to do whatever the angels or God commanded him. Maybe Michael told the other arch angels that Dean is his vessel, when really he's not. When Zacariah said that they'd take Dean to Michael, why wouldn't Michael just come to Dean if he could?

I still think that there is something with Sam and I'm going to wait and see if one of my crazy theories is right. I'm hoping that Sam is not Michael or an angel or even a vessel for an angel. I'm hoping Sam and Dean are not vessels or anything but human beings. Maybe God is using Sam and Dean to help show his warring angels that human beings have worth.

I love how I go on message boards and people think Sam should have listened to Dean, Bobby, Castiel and whoever. Sam is a grown man with a mind of his own. He has the right to make all his own choices for either right or wrong. Dean and Bobby are not right all the time and they don't know everything and we've seen this time and time again. I love how Sam has stayed true to himself and what he believes. I think right now that Sam is scared because he thinks he made the wrong decisions, but he never had all the facts and was being manipulated just like Dean was. I don't think Dean is Sam's leader or the angel armies leader.

It's funny that Dean went to hell and when he came back he was scared and he couldn't make decisions and didn't know what was going on. Sam acted stronger and went after Lilith and was sure that he was making the right decisions. Now Sam is unsure of everything and himself because he broke the last seal and Dean is the one that is so sure of himself. It's interesting.

Another thought about the angels. I thought angels were not supposed to have emotions, but yet they say they love God and each other. Isn't love an emotion? Some of them are mad at each other or angry. Isn't that an emotion? What's the deal with all of that. That's what the difference is between humans and angels, is that we can feel emotions and have free will, when they don't or they're not supposed to.

I keep trying to stop thinking about all this crap, but I can't stop. I started reading my books and that just makes me think more about stuff. I've got to find more ways to distract myself from thinking certain things.
I love to post my theories because then I can laugh later about all the crazy stuff that I thought up.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess




Well, I finally got released from my work and now I can be at home for a while. My little Sammy is so happy because I told him that I'll be waiting with his mac and cheese at lunch time. He hugged and kissed me and was so happy. I'm happy because I get to spend more time with my three little demons.

I started to read Vampire Diaries to them. They wanted to know how the books went, so I told them I'd get the books and we'd find out how different the show is from the books. It's very different. I like how Elena has a brother on the show. It's interesting the Stephan was drinking human blood in the books, but not on the show.
I like the show and the books and so do my little demons.

We had a great week watching TV because all our shows were back on and we loved all of them. We made our list and here it is.

Favorite Shows for week ending 11/07/09

1. Legend Of The Seeker
2. Supernatural
3. Smallville
4. One Tree Hill
5. Gossip Girl
6. Vampire Diaries

We had a hard time voting for the top place, but we all loved Seeker and it was the very first episode of the second season. This season of Seeker is really going to be good. Is Richard going to end up as evil as Darken Rahl because of his good intentions? I just know Richard was hot looking and I had to keep wiping the drool off my chin before my little demons saw it. I just love watching him fighting and his shirt being open like that.
Supernatural was runner up for the top show and it was almost first place. We all laughed and we've watched it three times already. We loved seeing Sam and Dean being in TV Land. The ending was really different and we were sad that the Trickster turned out to be Gabriel. I told my little demons that maybe it could be a good thing or maybe not. We'll have to see. I told them I went on the message boards and a lot of people were talking about this episode. Some liked it and others didn't. I just know that I loved it and so did my little demons and we'll probably watch it a couple more times.
My little Sammy didn't care for Smallville, but I loved it and he asked me why. I told him because I got to see that hunky Zod guy in it a lot and some of his history. Little Dean was sad that Lois wasn't on and little Jess loved seeing Oliver and she was happy that him and Clark were with each other again and helping each other.
My little demons loved the camping in One Tree Hill so much that little Sammy made him get a fire for his outdoor room so they could roast hot dogs and marsh mellows on it. I loved that camping trip with the boys and I loved seeing Haley acting crazy from eating the pot filled brownies. I can't wait to see how Dan's story is going to turn out and now he's going to be back in Tree Hill next week.
Gossip Girl was okay, but my little demons didn't watch much of it and I don't think I'll let them watch it next week because there is going to be a threesome. I don't know if I even want to watch it.
Vampire Diaries was okay, but none of us got excited about it until the end when we got to see Stephan and Damon fighting again.
All our shows are really good and TV is so good right now. I'm loving it.

I have to get back to my little demons right now because we are going to watch Supernatural yet again.

Monday, November 2, 2009

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess



Little Sammy finally finished writing his song for Jess to sing. Here it is.

CASTIEL

Castiel is an angel from heaven
He followed orders and did what he was told
Castiel saved Dean from hell and his voice is as clear as a bell
He has penetrating eyes that look right through you
Castiel is always trying to do the right thing
We hope that he's helping Dean and Sam and he's on the right side
It was sad when we thought that he had died
Castiel is alive and trying to find God
We want him to stay good and be our angel from heaven forever

Sure it's a little short and that's because little Sammy got sick while writing it. He ate his whole Halloween cake and then threw up and hasn't been feeling good. He showed it to little Jess and they sang it and Jess loves it. Little Castiel joined their band so now there is four of them. They're thinking of asking another friend to play in the band too. Now little Sammy is working on a special song for big Sam. It's going to be about Sam drinking chocolate milk, so that people will forget that he drank demon blood. My poor little Sammy is so worried about people not loving Sam. I told him that lots of people love Sam. I've been looking on the message boards and posting some stuff. I told him I've been keeping up the I Love Sammy thread. He's still wants to write the song and he's already started on it.

I forgot to post our favorite shows for the week ending Oct 31, 2009, so here it is.

1. Supernatural
2. Gossip Girl
3. One Tree Hill
4. Smallville
5. Vamp Diaries

Vamp Diaries fell and One Tree Hill moved up to three. Smallville wasn't as good as last week. Supernatural was the best because it made us all laugh and so did Gossip Girl. Next week we'll be able to add Legend Of The Seeker because it will finally start. We can't wait for it.

My little Sammy, Dean and Jess have been busy in their own houses. Sammy got a new washing machine because I told him he could start washing his own clothes and Dean and Jess can bring their laundry over and use it too. Sammy bought some other stuff too. He's been really busy and sick too. I don't know where my little Sammy gets the energy to do all the stuff he does. Little Dean's beach room is done and he loves it and has spending a lot of time there.

I love my little demons and who knows what they'll do next.

My Supernatural Nightmare

Last night I dreamt about Sam and Dean. I don't know if I was in the show or watching it or both. One minute I was running around with Dean and the next minute watching it on TV. Sam went undercover as a woman. He was wearing makeup and a dress. He even had fake boobs to go along with it. I don't remember some of it, but the end was the scary part. I love dreaming about Sam and Dean, but not like this. At the end, Sam was crying and Dean went to hug and kiss him. I'm not a slash fan and I was so sickened by this. They were actually kissing on the lips. Yuck! Then in the dream I was thinking to myself that this could not be happening and it changed. Sam and Dean instead of sucking on each others faces, they were both sucking on a beer bottle and then I woke up. I guess at the end of the dream, I was watching them on TV, but how did I change it. This was just a nightmare and I know where it came from. It's probably from all the Supernatural fans out there treating Sam and Dean like they are women, not men. It's scary.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Halloween With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess








Well my little Jess had a great Halloween party. All her friends came to it. Three of her best friends were at the party and she had me take pictures of them. There is little Castiel, Peaches and Clover. Jess had a lot of goodies, food and they watched a few scary movies. She had her party earlier in the day and then at night all of them went out trick or treating together. Everyone in the neighborhood had a good time and they all had fun. Little Dean and little Sammy kept changing their costumes all day long. Little Dean could not decide what to wear, but little Sammy told him that they could just wear how many different costumes. Little Dean was happy about that because he had started to cry because he wanted to be how many different things.

Little Sammy and little Dean helped Jess clean up after they got home from trick or treating. I told little Sammy that he was being such a good boy and he said that he was sorry again for being mean to Dean and that he was making up for it. I told him he was doing a good job because little Dean was so happy today.

The cutest and best part of the night was just a half hour ago when I found little Sammy and little Dean in Dean's house sleeping. Little Dean was showing Sammy his new room and they fell asleep on the floor. I didn't have the heart to wake them because they just looked so darn cute together and I've never seen them so close. I put blankets over them and turned out the light. It was a really good Halloween.

Friday, October 30, 2009

People Are Obsessed And I Totally Understand It

Okay, I've just been reading some stuff and I think a lot of people are totally obsessed with either Dean or Jensen or both. They just can't see anything else and I totally understand it. I was so obsessed with Sam's character that I never really noticed some things. It's kind of funny now. I've loved a lot of characters on a lot of shows and I've been obsessed with a lot of them. I never really got the chance to know if anyone else loved them as much as I did. Now I get to look at message boards and see that I'm just like a lot of people out there.

When I used to read message boards, I really didn't think about how other people are feeling because I'm kind of self absorbed. Maybe it's because I'm a loner and all I have is myself. Who knows? I do understand being so obsessed with something, that you can't see anything else, but what you want to. I was obsessed with Supernatural, but now I don't think that I am, so now that means I can enjoy it more. I still love it, but I'm just not as obsessed with it as I used to be. I love all my other shows and I can't miss an episode of them, but I've never been obsessed with them.

Older stars and shows that I used to watch made me so crazy. I remember sitting and waiting for them to come on. I used to get an actual physical pain in my stomach, waiting for them to come on. Then, I was so worried that something would happen during the show. The power going out, a news break or something like that. It drove me crazy, but it was great, too. I don't have those kind of feelings anymore because I know that if I miss an episode that I can watch it online or a repeat. The repeats come on faster nowadays then they did in the past. Some of the episodes never repeated either. So, if you missed it, you missed it and that was that.

I've got to be more nicer and try to understand other people's feelings. It's hard because I'm not that sociable and I spend a lot of time alone. It's hard for me to connect to other people, but I try. Even on Facebook, sometimes I just don't feel like posting or talking to anyone. I guess that's just who I am.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

My Little Sammy Is Good



My little Sammy went to Dean's house and apologized for giving him the potion that turned him into a skeleton. Little Sammy bought a stuffed soldier doll for Dean. My little Sammy also sent a bunch of pumpkin cookies to his friends. I asked little Sammy why he was so bad. He wouldn't tell me. I told him that I'd be home for a few days and he started to jump around and was so happy. I told him that soon, I'd be home for a long time. My work is coming to an end and I'll be released soon and then he can come home for lunch and have his mac and cheese and see me every day. I told little Sammy that I love him so much and it hurts when he's not a good boy and he said that he'd be good from now on. I'm hoping he's telling the truth and that he didn't just tell me that so he could watch Supernatural and Vamp Diaries.

Little Sammy and Dean had a big football game at their school and little Dean scored the winning touchdown. I was so proud of him. I just love to watch little Sammy and Dean play football and baseball. I never saw little Jess cheer harder than at this last game. It was really close, but our team won because of little Dean. Little Sammy was very proud of Dean and said that he was glad that he had an older brother like him.

Little Sammy asked why I haven't been going on the message boards and posting about our favorite shows. I told him that I'm tired of it and it's more fun to watch the shows and just enjoy them. I told him that if I looked at what people were writing for too long, I'd go crazy. I'm really happy with all our shows and I don't want anything to ruin that right now. I told him I'd keep the love up for big Sammy and big Dean.

I hope I survive Halloween with my three little demons. Who knows what will happen? I just hope my little Sammy will stay good and not do anymore bad things.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Is My Little Sammy Evil Now?






My little Sammy went and did something really bad this time. He went and bought a potion at The Mystery Shop and had little Dean drink it. It turned my little Dean into a skeleton. I screamed and yelled at little Sammy and he just laughed. I asked Sammy how long the potion would last and he said a few days. Little Dean cried at first when he saw himself and then later he said he was okay. Little Dean wouldn't talk to Sammy. When Jess found out what Sammy had done she sent him a box with a surprise inside. It had an egg in it and it flew at Sammy's face. Egg was dripping down little Sammy's face and Jess, Dean and I were all laughing. Little Jess made Sammy go to her house and help with her party.

I told little Sammy that if he does not behave himself, then I'm going to take all his costumes and masks away and he will not go to Jess' party on Halloween. Little Sammy cried and fell asleep in his coffin bed. I don't know what's gotten into that little demon. Maybe it's just Halloween or is my little Sammy turning evil? He's never done anything so mean before. Maybe I'll have to stop letting him watch Supernatural and Vamp Diaries for a while and then he'll behave and be good.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess




Little Sammy and little Dean have been running around town with their bat wings on. I told them that they'd better not be trying to scare anyone. They said they just wanted everyone to see them. They keep dressing in different costumes and wearing their bat wings. Little Sammy is now a vampire pirate with bat wings and little Dean is a mummy with bat wings. One bad thing about the bat wings. Little Sammy thought he could fly wearing them and jumped off his bunk bed and fell and scraped some skin off his forehead. He was crying and bleeding. I just washed his head and put a band aid on and told him he was okay. I told him that I'd take away the bat wings, if he doesn't calm down a little. I told him not to try flying again. Those wings can't make him fly.

I asked little Sammy where the song was for Castiel. Little Sammy wouldn't look at me because he hasn't been working on it. I think he got angry when little Jess gave their new friend Castiel a friendly kiss. Little Sammy said that he'd try to work on it again after Halloween and I told him that I'd help him, if he needed me to.

Here's are favorite shows ending the week of Oct 24, 2009

1. Smallville
2. Gossip Girl
3. Supernatural (repeat)
4. One Tree Hill
5. Vamp Diaries (repeat)

I've been watching Top Model, but my little demons don't care for it. Sometimes I miss it, but I don't really care. It's not very good this cycle.

Little Sammy asked me if he looks mean and scary with his wings and fangs. I told him that he looks really scary. I lied to little Sammy because there's no way he could look anything but sweet no matter what.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess







My three little demons have been busy again. Little Jess is still getting ready for her big Halloween party next Saturday. Little Sammy keeps changing into different costumes and now he has Dean doing it to. Little Sammy asked why I didn't buy Dean some big wings like he has. I thought they were skeletal wings,but they are huge bat wings that are growing. He asked me if I loved Dean. I told him that I love Dean very much and if he wanted the wings, then all he had to do was ask me. Little Dean came and asked and I went and got him some too. He was so happy and he's started to wear his as much as Sammy. Little Dean's wings are still growing, but Sammy's are how big now.

Little Sammy made me get him the special bait at the store to get weird looking fish out of the fish pond. I don't know why I bought him that bait. Those fish are horrible looking and they look evil. Now he has a little tank full of them. Little Sammy wore his special fishing jacket, hat and glove to catch the fish. Please, let that fishing pond ice over for the winter. With my luck, they'll probably have ice fishing or something.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess have had some more new friends move into their neighborhood. They just made friends with Castiel and have invited him to join their rock band. He said that he'd think about it. Also, there's a weird little friend named Ninja Clown. That's one strange name and the little guy is kind of scary looking and he's not wearing a Halloween costume. Sometimes I worry about some of the friends my little demons are associating with.

I took little Sammy, Dean and Jess to a couple of Haunted Houses tonight at the fun park by where I live. They were all kind of scared. In the first one they got candy and it wasn't scary at all. The other three scared them all. Little Sammy was clinging to me and crying. Little Dean was brave, but I could tell he was scared and so was Jess. I had to tell them that everything was all fake and none of it was real. I thought the haunted houses were fun. Little Sammy asked if I thought he was a baby and I told him that a lot of people are scared going into haunted houses. That's the point, to be scared. I let little Sammy eat a lot of candy which was a big mistake. About an hour ago he woke up crying and said that a killer clown was trying to kill him. It was chasing him and it had killed little Dean and Jess in his dream. I had to hold him and tell him everything was okay. Little Dean was spending the night and he woke up and reassured little Sammy. I've been letting little Sammy watch Supernatural and hopefully he'll fall asleep again. I bought little Sammy a coffin bed for his Supernatural room. Him and Dean just love taking turns sleeping in it.

It's been a pretty good week and Halloween is coming up next Saturday. I hope I have the energy to handle my three little demons.