Saturday, October 17, 2009

Legend Of The Seeker And Other Stuff



It took me a while to find a good picture, but I did. I wanted to put a picture of Richard without his shirt on, but that could be considered sexual in nature. Man, but those pictures were hotter than a firecracker. Craig Horner is one hot, burning hunk of a man. I can't wait until Legend starts in three weeks. It feels like I've been waiting forever. Supernatural has been so good lately that I haven't been paying a lot of attention to Legend. I found the DVD set at the store and I don't even know when it came out. There was one episode that I never even got to see. It was nice to watch it. I'm going to watch some more episodes that I missed parts of too. I'm really glad that Legend was on last year and it almost replaced Supernatural as my favorite show that I'm obsessed with. Scary, but it almost happened. Richard to me was more of a hero than Sam and Dean last year. I love to see characters struggling with right and wrong, but Sam and Dean were just wrong last year. I think it was the writers and it kind of pissed me off. I took it out on message boards and in my Hell House on the CW site. I don't think Legend can beat Supernatural this season because it is so good right now. I just want to see Sam and Dean fighting evil and the show has kind of gone back to where I loved it the most. It kind of reminds me of season 3 and that was my second favorite season of Supernatural. I loved every episode of that season. I loved every episode of Legend Of The Seeker and I can't wait to see the new season. I loved the episode called "The Puppeteer" and Richard was hardly in it. It was just one of the best written shows of Legend last year. Good writing makes for good TV.

I've gone back to my farms on Facebook and to my Little Sammy, Jess and Dean. They make me happy and I love Supernatural more when I don't think about it too much. I've started to become obsessed with Farkle. I am very competitive and I want to beat all my friends for some reason. Crazy. Mafia Wars is fun to play too. I have millions of dollars and own casinos, restaurants and all kinds of things that I'd never own in real life.

I'm still going to post here about my theories, but I'm done for a while at least on the boards. I just can't take that. Someone has to try to fight with me all the time, especially crazy Dean fans who can't love Dean for who and what he is.

I'm going to believe that Sam was not addicted to that demon blood until I find out otherwise. You tell people stuff and nothing sinks in. Yes, it was like an addiction, does not mean that it was an addiction. I think Sam would've stopped once Lilith was dead and he thought he saved people, but all people want to believe is that Sam wanted to suck down that blood to get powerful and tell Dean that he was better than him. Sad. I don't think a lot of people understand Sam or Dean's characters.

Sam being corrupted or turning evil drinking demon blood. That was evil, Sam pulling out demons and sending them to hell and killing demons. That's all Sam ever did with his power. He wasn't going around threatening and killing people. He didn't take enjoyment from other people's pain and misery, in fact that's what hurts Sam the most. That people die and get hurt around him. Man, people are stupid to think Sam is the evil or even dark for that matter.

God, I've got to rant for some reason about this. Another thing I get sick of reading about Sam. He never listened to Dean, Bobby or Castiel and the other angels. What did they tell Sam? Don't use your abilities, but we won't tell you why? Just don't. Dean didn't know that killing Lilith was the final seal, if in fact it was. Was that even Lilith that Sam killed? I didn't see her white eyes to know that was her. Hell, that might not have been Ruby in that dead body, either. Dean doesn't know everything and he finally admitted that in "Fallen Idols", but that episode was stupid. Of course it was because Dean didn't look so smart in it. Dean admitted that he didn't know everything. Dean didn't know what to do when Sam drank that demon blood. Maybe if he would've talked to Sam like his brother or something, then Sam would've listened to him. Dean was as much in the dark about everything as Sam was. As for Sam trusting a demon over Dean. Dean trusted Azazel's bullcrap about Sam not being 100% pure Sam. So Dean trusted what a demon told him over what he knew about his own brother. Dean never gave Sam all the facts and then he didn't tell Sam why he changed his mind and wanted to hunt with Sam again. Maybe, it's just to make sure that Sam won't say yes to Lucifer because Dean doesn't trust Sam. Dean doesn't tell Sam things, that maybe Sam should know, but it's okay. But, Sam on the other hand should tell everything to Dean. I don't think so. If Sam would've had all the facts and knew what Dean was afraid of, then maybe he would've made better choices, but Dean didn't want to talk to Sam. The blame is on both these two and I'm sick of people heaping it all on poor Sam's head all the time, Sam already does that enough. He'd take on the weight of the world if he could.

I Think I Need To Stay In Fantasy Land

I swear I need to just keep myself to myself because it is scary out there in the Supernatural Fandom. I just read some posts on a sight I've never gone to before. I can't believe the crap about Sam. I swear that's what I hated the most about last season. Kripke and Co made is sound like the angels talking to Dean made him angelic and Sam consorting with a demon to be demonic. I swear I do not understand this. I can't believe people out there. Most people forget that Dean went to hell, he didn't take a trip to Heaven to talk to God or something. He was down in hell, first suffering for 30 years and then torturing for the last 10. Dean said that he loved torturing souls in hell and it helped him forget the pain he felt for the first 30 years. He said all the pain washed away, when he was torturing. I hate to bring this up on a message board because people freak out of their minds and think you have something against Dean. It's like they don't want to accept the truth about Dean or something. They want to think Dean is this great guy that can do no wrong and that he knows everything and he's on the side of God. Dean turned away from God by making that deal for Sam's life. I wish the show would address this. It's not like God was happy that Dean didn't believe in him and then went to get Dean out of hell because he didn't deserve to be there. Everyone thinks Dean should be suffering and thinking about being tortured. When Dean remembers hell, he probably wants to forget that he enjoyed torturing souls down there, not that he was tortured.

As for Sam. I think people still just want to think he's evil because now he is supposedly Lucifer's vessel. I can't believe people think that Sam doesn't care or love Dean. I think Sam cares about Dean more than Dean cares about Sam. If Sam didn't care about Dean, then why did he keep saving his life all the time. Sam could have just let Dean die at any given time. If Sam wanted to get away from Dean, he could have left Dean and went with Ruby whenever he wanted. People think Sam would ever use his powers on Dean. Dean wasn't a demon and that's all Sam has ever used his powers on. People want to think Sam was doing evil and that's all. Sam wanted Dean to see him for the man he is, not the little boy that Dean had to protect. That maybe Sam could be right about something and that Dean wasn't always right about everything. Dean didn't think Sam could kill Lilith and he did. I think Dean was shocked by that and scared. Now Dean sees the remorse Sam has for what he did and Sam didn't even have all of the facts. It's like Sam is trying to take the blame for everything and Dean is letting him.

What happened to the Dean in the hospital bed that was so guilty over breaking that first seal and starting everything? Now it seems he's letting Sam take all the responsibility for starting the apocalypse and you don't see any guilt on his part at all. Maybe he does feel guilty deep down because he almost can't stand when Sam keeps going on and saying he's sorry. Sam said that he was sorry how many times for what he unknowingly did and he said that no one will make him feel worse than he does himself.

I think too much about this crap and it drives me crazy. I need to go back to spending time with Little Sammy, Dean and Jess. At least there I can be free to love everything and everyone on Supernatural without any worries or cares.