I love Sam Winchester, but I'm not loving what's happening on Supernatural right now. I just wish Sera Gamble would quit promising something and then never deliver it. I'm tired of waiting for anything regarding Sam's character and I'm tired of Sera Gamble or anyone else saying that it's coming and wait for it. I've been waiting for years now and all I've gotten is crapped on. More sniveling Dean, more Bobby storyline and that's it. I'm sick of Bobby and his love life, his past and him almost dying how many times now. I'm sick of Dean sniveling and whining and moaning about everything. Dean treats Sam more like some problem, than a brother that loves and cares about him. Does Dean get mad at Sam for saving him because he wants to die or what? I'm sick of Dean and his crappy attitude and the way he treats Sam like Sam is going to turn into some killer and Dean is going to have to kill him.
As a fan who loves Sam the most, I feel like I've been crapped on by the writers of the show.
I've faithfully watched Supernatural since the very first episode and I've never stopped, even when the show made me mad and depressed during the fourth season. I've been waiting since then for more Sam and I've just gotten more Castiel, more Bobby and more Dean. Sure, there's been a few episodes that concentrated a little on Sam's character, but most of them had how much other crap going on. I haven't seen an episode since Mystery Spot that has focused all on Sam's character. I've seen how many episodes since then focused totally on Dean, Bobby and Castiel and nothing for Sam. I'm tired of just seeing Sam supporting other characters, but no one supporting him or helping him. And I'm sick of Bobby and Dean treating Sam like he's some ticking time bomb that's going to explode and start killing people or something. Dean has treated Sam like crap for years now.
Sam is a fictional character, but I relate to him now more than ever. It seems that no one is ever there for him when he needs them, especially Dean. Dean is just worried that Sam will go crazy and Dean will have to deal with him. Dean doesn't care how Sam feels about anything. I don't think Dean even knows who Sam really is and he doesn't care. That's how I feel with my family. They want me to listen to their problems, but when I try to talk about stuff, they ignore me or don't really listen to what I say.
I love Sam and I'll never stop loving him. He's still my favorite TV character of all time and I have watched a lot of TV and loved a lot of characters. I guess I'll just take what I can get, but I'm not going to hope anymore for anything. I'm tired of being told that we'll get something concerning his character, but instead we just get crapped on again. I had a theory, but I know that will never happen. It was good, but I won't say what it is. I thought about it and when I think too much about it, I wish for it to happen, but I know it won't.
Here's something I was hoping for. I was hoping the writers would explain how Sam who's just supposed to be a human, was able to drink tons of demon blood without his stomach exploding or how he could walk around without a soul for a year. I wondered if Sam had a CT scan done after he was beat on the head and before Bobby rescued him and what were the results of it. Sam was having seizures and inter cranial pressure and then he was okay and Bobby just hauled him out of the hospital. Did Bobby even take Sam to another hospital or did they just all go to that cabin? I wondered if those files Bobby picked up had anything to do with Sam. It's stupid of me to even think this way because I know nothing will ever be explained about Sam. It's just interesting that we never see Sam go to the hospital or be in the hospital and he's had plenty of injuries. It's funny that Dean and Bobby didn't take him to the hospital when he was unconscious for how long. They're not doctors, so how could they know what would happen with Sam. It's crazy and it drives me crazy. It's stupid to even think things, but I'm stupid, so I think of all this crap.
Well, whatever happens, I'll keep watching Supernatural until Sam dies or Jared leaves the show. I don't have any hope left that Sam will ever have any kind of emotional storyline, but if it does happen, it would be nice. Doubt it, but I'm not going to wait around and hope for something that will never happen.
