Why My Love For Supernatural Is Gone And I Will Love Little Sammy Forever

I got a new MP3 player and I loaded how much of my stuff onto it yesterday. Today I started looking at what was on it from my computer and I saw one of the last videos I took of my little Sammy. I watched it and it made me miss Pet Society and little Sammy more than ever. Then on the way home from work I was listening to Never Say Never by The Fray and I started to cry. I will never forget my little Sammy or stop loving him for any reason.
I think my love for Supernatural become entwined with my little Sammy. When Pet Society was shut down and I lost Sammy, it was like all the love I had for Supernatural disappeared. The main reason I made Sammy was Supernatural and Sammy's name came from Sam Winchester. I've tried to watch Supernatural and feel the same way about it that I once did, but I don't. Part of the reason is that my Sammy and his friends are all gone now except pictures. I miss changing and fixing up Sammy's Supernatural room. That was the one room in his house that always stayed. I changed other rooms to different themes all the time, but never that one.
I watched Supernaturals mid season finale. It was okay, but predictable like always. I love how Castiel just managed to steal another angel's grace. What the hell is up with that? If angels can steal other angels grace, then why hasn't other angels done so. I guess Anna when she ripped out her grace and it became a tree, she never ripped it all out and keep some in her because she had powers. I don't get that crap at all. It's stupid. Just like now on the show, any angel can just pick any body to possess. I think Dean finally found out what a stupid ass he is. Or maybe not. Death tried to teach Dean something how many times now, but stupid Dean just does not get it. Poor Sam. I'm sure Dean will blame him for Kevin's death, just like he blamed Sam for the whole  apocalypse. Like Dean had nothing to do with it. It would be nice if Sam was dead and that angel took over for good. It feels like Sam is dead when I watch the show. I'd really love to see the old Sam back. The one who was independent and spoke his own mind. The one who had friends and connected with people. I love how Dean was the one who supposedly had no friends and told Sam that he couldn't have friends because he shouldn't get close to people. Now Dean all of a sudden has how many friends and old friends from the past that just keep coming out of the woodwork. While I guess Sam has no past now and no friends or anyone he knows from the past. They were all demons or evil or whatever, so I guess he doesn't need anyone but his loving brother that doesn't care what Sam wants or needs.

I will always and forever love my little Sammy, but now that he's gone he took all the love I had for Supernatural to wherever he is now.

What I'm Thankful For And What I'm Not Thankful For

It's Thanksgiving and I'm thankful this year for my family. I'm especially thankful that my Mom is doing better now. There were times when I thought she would not make it. I'm thankful for my beautiful Bela. She keeps me company and she keeps my feet warm at night. I'm thankful that I at least got to play Pet Society for over half of this year. I'm thankful to all the other Pet Society players that have been posting, helping and boycotting EA in the Save Pet Society group. I'm thankful to all my authors, all the singers, bands and groups I love and to all my favorite actors and actresses that I love to watch either on TV or on the big screen. I'm thankful I still have my job and I'm thankful for everything I have right now.

I'm not thankful to EA for closing down Pet Society. They are so stupid. They just don't understand that some people want to play the games they've been playing for years and they are not just looking for the next best game to come out. I miss my little Sammy so much sometimes that it hurts. I'm also not thankful to the writers of Supernatural. They've totally turned the show into The Dean Show now. I thought it was bad before, but now it really is all just about poor Dean. It used to be about both Sam and Dean and how both of them felt and both their stories. Now it is just Dean and occasionally Castiel. It makes me so sad that the character I loved so much is basically gone. The writers have done nothing with his character for years. Sam might as well be dead or a robot for all the emotions he has or gets to show.
And last but not least. I'm not thankful to GetGlue for getting rid of physical stickers. There's no point to checking into anything anymore because I don't care about collecting stickers that I'm not going to see in the mail. I don't care about stupid animated stickers. I'd even pay for my real stickers if that's an issue and why they decided to stop sending stickers.

I had a great Thanksgiving dinner at my sister's house. The food was cooked to perfection by my sister's daughter in law and I had how many of my family members to celebrate with. I'm very thankful for having the best Thanksgiving I've had in a long time. And my Mom got to come and eat with us.
Well that's it for now.

Tom Hiddleston Is Wonderful And I Love Him

I just love Tom Hiddleston so much. I finally watched the first Thor and he's the reason why I watched it. I just loved all the scenes with Loki. My favorite scene was the one where Loki and Odin were talking and Odin told him the truth about who he was. Tom made me cry for Loki. Loki is such a wonderful character and I love him more than any character on the big screen right now. I just can't get enough of watching him. I love watching The Avengers because Loki is fantastic in it. Loki is better than all the Avengers put together.
I went to see Thor 2 for the second time in 3D. Now I already want to see it again.

Still Missing Pet Society And Sammy & Jess

I need your love
I need your love
God speed your love to me

I love listening to Forte singing Unchained Melody because all I can think about is Pet Society and how much I miss my little Sammy and Jess. I miss it every day and I still cry when I think about it. All I want to do when I go on Facebook is to push that bookmark for Pet Society. I push it and all I see is some stupid frowning face instead of my little Sammy. I can't stop hating EA for what they did and I'll never forgive them or forget. When you truly love something like I loved my little Sammy, it hurts every day when it's gone. Who knows how long I'll feel this way? I just want Pet Society back and I keep hoping that one day it will come back. EA is a big company and I really don't think they care how I feel or how their other customers felt about any of their games. All they want is money and once they get it from you, then you are nothing and they don't care anymore about you. They are the worst company and they will continue to be the worst company until they actually care about what their customers want.

Loki

I went to see Thor 2: The Dark World last night with my sister. We saw the movie in Dbox. I love those moving seats, but they do cost quite a bit. This was probably my favorite movie so far this year. I loved it so much. My favorite character of the movie was Loki. There is just something wildly attractive about him. Tom Hiddleston is awesome. I first saw both Thor and Loki in the Avenger movie. I never did watch the first Thor movie and I don't know why. Now I have to get the DVD so I can watch it. I liked Thor more in the Avengers, but Loki won my heart in this movie. Both of them are great and I love both of their voices. They are great when they're onscreen together. I loved some of those scenes so much. I just have to go and see this movie again and when it comes out on DVD I'll be buying it the day it comes out. After I watched the movie all I could think about was Loki Loki Loki. I want more Loki.

Johnny Crawford And More Rifleman

Johnny Crawford is just the best. I can't stop listening to him at work. I love listening to him sing while I'm typing. Some of those songs really make me type faster. Some of the songs just make me smile and other ones make me laugh. Then when I get home I watch him in The Rifleman for an hour. I've seen some of the episodes more than ten times now and I can still watch them again. I've started noticing bloopers and they make the show even better. I laugh at certain things anyway. Probably things that other people wouldn't even think to laugh about. They're funny to me. I was going to start counting all the times that Mark saw someone get killed. I bet he saw over 100 people get killed during the course of the show. How many of them were people his father had to shoot?
I can't wait to order the new Rifleman calendar when it comes out and of course I can't wait for the first season DVDs to come. Hopefully, that Rifleman store will really open by the middle of November. I've been waiting for months now and I'm sure some fans have been waiting even longer. I'll have to see what other stuff they have as well.
I'm very happy to be back to work and hopefully I'll work until sometime in December. That would be really nice. I actually love going to work right now because we have tons of work and we're busy. The only thing I don't like about work is waking up early, but even sometimes I don't mind that. I'm just happy all my shows are new right now and I'm loving them all. Thank God I've gotten over being obsessed with Supernatural. I didn't even bother watching the last episode and from what I've seen about upcoming episodes, I'm not going to miss much at all by not watching anymore.
Well that's it for now.

For Whom The Bell Tolls

What another great episode of TVD? I think Paul Wesley is just amazing. He had to play Stefan with no memory and he did a great job of it. I love how the writers of the show give Paul a ton of great stuff. Loved the scenes with Stefan and Elena. I haven't seen very many of them for a while. I loved the scene at the beginning with Damon and Stefan. Those scenes just leave me wanting more and more. I hope Bonnie is able to be human again. I love her as a spirit and it's heartbreaking to watch her and Jeremy and it adds to the drama. I hope they play it out for a little bit longer. I liked how everyone found out that Bonnie is dead finally. And Tyler is back. I hope he's going to stick around for a little bit. I personally love Tyler and Caroline together. I liked Klaus getting in between them as well, but just for some drama.
It seems like Stefan threw all his diaries in the fire because he's no longer that Stefan. I'm looking forward to watching the new Stefan and maybe he'll remember his past or not. Who cares?
I love how TVD always manages to get interesting new characters and add them to the mix. Sure some characters die and leave, but that's the way it should be.

I think the bell finally tolled for Supernatural. It's deader than dead. I watched the third episode and it was as boring as the first two. Nothing new is happening. It's the same old boring crap. Angels fighting angels. Castiel being stupid now as a human. Sam might as well be dead. Dean talks more to his buddy angel Ezekiel than to Sam. The writers should have just had Sam die and Ezekiel just take over Sam's body because that's basically what has happened anyway. It's like Sam is dead. His character has nothing anymore. Plus Sam is as stupid as Castiel. He either believes Dean's bullshit lies or he doesn't care that Dean lies to him. Also fans just love Ezekiel and they could give a crap less what happens to Sam.Whatever. I love how some fans want Dean to admit he's bisexual. From the way the writers have been writing the character, he sure appears that way. If I had started watching the show in season 8 and never seen any of the previous seasons, I would think Dean was gay. He spent a whole year in Purgatory with no sex unless he had sex with Benny or Castiel. Then when he gets out of Purgatory he doesn't have any kind of a relationship or sex with a woman. He once looked at a woman in one of the episodes, but that was about it. He cried over losing Benny more than he did about losing Lisa and Ben. Dean was guilty as well about leaving his other darling Castiel in Purgatory and it tore him up until Castiel came back to him. And Dean won't even let Sam be with a woman. How dare he choose a woman over his brother? So Sam can't have any kind of relationship or he's letting down Dean who has how many angel, vampire and human lovers and they are all men. Sick.

I always liked to compare Vampire Diaries with Supernatural. Vampire Diaries has been way better than Supernatural since it first started. It's had better story lines, better characters and it has stayed serious instead of turning into a farce. It's too bad Jared can't be on TVD because then I'd really get to see him act because the writers would probably give him how much good stuff like they give Paul and all the rest of the actors and actresses. I love Jared, but his character of Sam that I loved more than any other character has died for me. He died when Castiel took away his crazy and basically all that made him interesting to me. I always thought there was more to Sam, but apparently there just isn't. He's now a normal human being with a broken angel inside of him that I don't care about. He's no longer strong, independent, smart and all his powers or whatever he had came from demon blood that he no longer has in his body. He's just Dean's lapdog now with Dean's new angel buddy inside for kicks.
I guess I just had to write all this crap to get it out of my system. It's like I'm trying to purge it or something so I don't think about what I lost.

One last thing. I just found out The Rifleman DVDs season 1 is coming out in December. I can't wait to get all the seasons and all the episodes on DVD. I'm still hoping and praying to get Pet Society and my little Sammy back. I'll try to be optimistic and say it could happen. That's all for now.

Paul Wesley Kicks Ass On Vampire Diaries

I'm loving Paul Wesley more and more. I already knew he was an amazing actor for years, but I'm loving him playing two characters on Vampire Diaries. I love the many sides of Stefan we've seen over the last couple of years. And now I get to see him play Silas as well. That's the one thing I love about the Vampire Diaries writers. They come up with the best stuff for all the characters on the show. They don't get lazy and just keep writing the same tired crap over and over again. You always get something new.
I know a lot of fans don't like the love triangle of Stefan, Damon and Elena, but that's what I love most about the show. The show would get boring if Elena was with either of them for long. There would be no drama. That's what a love triangle brings. I loved the last episode when Damon saw Elena run to Stefan and was calling his name. It broke my heart for Damon. And I loved how at the end Damon and Elena were talking and Stefan woke up and I thought my heart would break for him, but it didn't because he doesn't even know who they are. I loved that.
I love that the writers have given Matt more of a story and now he's playing to different roles. You really get to see how wonderful and talented all the actors and actresses are on this show. Matt is still human, he's just got that traveller inside of him. I can't wait to see what happens with that. I love the doppelganger storyline and I love how they explained why Elena and Stefan are doppelgangers. I guess I tend to lean more towards wanting Stefan and Elena together because I think they have great chemistry and I've cried watching some of their scenes together. I don't think I've ever cried watching scenes between Damon and Elena. I love how Damon has always been on the outside and now you know why. Will fate win or can Damon change it with Elena? Who knows and I can't wait to see what happens next?
That's what I love about this show. I can never predict what's going to happen next and I'm always being surprised. I love surprises, especially when they have me eagerly awaiting the next episode. And waiting to see Paul Wesley because he makes me want more.

The Blacklist And My List

I'm really loving The Blacklist and I just knew that I would when I watched the promos. I love James Spader and he's really delivered like always. The other night I had to dig out my old video of Tuff Turf. That was probably my most favorite movie that James Spader was in when he was younger. I watched it a ton of times. Also, Robert Downey Jr. was in it. I loved Robert then and I still love him now just like James. When I watch The Blacklist, I can't believe how fast the hour goes by. And when it's over, it just leaves me wanting more. I love the action, the dark humor, the witty lines and the chemistry with all the actors and actresses. It's a great cast. I can't wait to see what's going to happen next. It kind of reminds me of Ringer. Ringer just shocked me at the end of every episode and that's why I loved it so much. No one was who they seemed. Now I have The Blacklist and I'm very happy about it.

Here's my list of favorite shows that I really love right now.
1. The Rifleman
I still love watching this show every day. If I'm not watching it on MeTV or Hulu, then I'm watching it on the DVDs I bought. I love it because it makes me happy every time I watch. I could be feeling down about something and I watch The Rifleman and I'm happy again.
2. Sleepy Hollow
Wow! I can't believe how fast I fell in love with this show. Excellent cast, special effects and stories. I love what's happening right now on the show because it hasn't been ruined by fans yet. The writers have written the show how they want it written and I love it. I love the action, the history, the stories and just everything about this show. I can't wait for more and this show is another show that the hour goes by so fast that I can't believe when the show is over and it feels like it flew by.
3. Once Upon A Time
This show is in it's third year and still going strong. I love all the characters and I'm really loving Neverland. Love that Peter Pan. He's one of the best characters the show has ever had. Rumple is still my favorite though. This show makes me believe in magic. It also takes me away to a place of fantasy and that's rare on TV today. I can't wait every week to see what's going to happen to all the characters because I never know what's coming next or where any of them are going to end up. This show is kind of like watching two shows at once and I love that the most.
4. The Vampire Diaries And The Originals.
I've put these shows together because I think of them as one. I love all the characters from both shows. The Originals has really been good so far and I hope to see more Elijah in the upcoming episodes. He's my favorite character. I love what's happening with Stefan and I love what's happening with Silas and Paul Wesley plays both of them so beautifully. I love both these shows because I love that they both have excellent casts, great stories and great music.
5. The Blacklist
Love this show for the action, mystery, and the characters. I love the music that has played in every episode. That's what I love the most about this show. They sure can pick the best music to go with whatever is going on at the time. I love when shows play music and you see the characters, but no one is talking and you just see them doing things. It's very dramatic and I love it.
6. The Voice
I love Blake Shelton and I'll keep watching this show as long as he's on it. His voice is the best voice I've heard in a long time. I love seeing and hearing people sing and how many of them actually get to live their dreams because they end up having a career in music when they never thought they could. I love finding new music to listen to and this show has helped me find a lot of new music, mainly Blake Shelton himself. If I had never watched The Voice, then I would never have heard Blake talk or listen to him sing. I'm so happy I started watching this show.

These are my favorites. It's sad to say that the show that used to be one of my favorites is no longer on this list anymore. It doesn't make me happy or give me anything at all anymore. I've watched the first two episodes of it this season and I feel nothing watching it. Plus the hour goes by so slow and I've actually gotten bored and wondered when the show was going to end already. Sad. From my most favorite to not even on my list.

Sleepy Hollow Is What Supernatural Used To Be

I'm loving Sleepy Hollow. I never thought I'd watch this show, but I decided to see what it was and I found out that it's a great show with an awesome cast. I haven't watched a show on Fox since the O.C. I sometimes watch The Simpsons but that's it. I'm glad Fox has Sleepy Hollow. This show is what Supernatural used to be and I think it's a little bit better. I love the special effects. I love the demons, monsters, creatures and all the supernatural that I've seen on this show in only four episodes.
The relationship between Ichabod Crane and Abbie Mills is fun to watch. They have great chemistry together. I love their friendship and how they work together. It's great to see Orlando Jones on this show as well. I loved him on Once Upon A Time.
It's too bad that a show with Supernatural as it's title has less supernatural in it than Sleepy Hollow. Now all Supernatural seems to have is fighting angels. Maybe that's why I've lost interest in it. I'd never picture angels from Heaven being more like humans than humans. They are supposed to be emotionless, but on Supernatural they have more emotions than humans and they are more evil than demons. That's just totally screwed up. I liked Supernatural when Hell was evil and Sam and Dean were fighting demons and all kinds of other evil creatures. Now they are up against evil angels and God is nowhere in sight. I'm hoping to see more supernatural monsters or creatures on Supernatural, but I doubt there will be any. It seems like Sam and Dean cause more people to die than anything else. I remember when they were hunting things and saving people. Now they don't hunt anything but angels or the occasional demon. There are a lot of fans that didn't like season 7. I liked it because we at least got the leviathans instead of angels and more angels. I'll still watch Supernatural when nothing else is on or when I feel like it, but I don't ever get excited to watch it anymore. There's nothing to get excited about. I know one episode that I read about and I will not be watching. It looks stupid and of course it has my least favorite character that has ever been on the show. I'm sure this character will show up in how many more episodes this season. If that happens, I guess I'll be watching Supernatural even less this season than I did last season. I don't care because now I have Sleepy Hollow and it's got everything I want to see in a show, especially great supernatural elements.