Walk The Moon - Shut Up and Dance (performed by Taylor Mathews)

I just love Taylor Matthews. He has such a unique and power voice. This is a great new song by him and I love listening to it. I love listening to his music at work. I just wish more people could discover Taylor and they would love him and his beautiful voice as much as I do. I can't wait for more and I'll never be able to get enough.

July Pics 2015

July was a great month. At the beginning of the month, I went to Colorado with my sister. We went to go and visit her two boys and my nephews. Loved spending time with them because I never got to spend time with them when they were children. I'm happy that I'll have these memories to look back on. I appreciate all the time I spend with the people I love. Whether they are family or friends.
My one nephew came back from Colorado and spent two weeks here. We went to the Lagoon, Wendover, The Aquarium and I know I had a great time. I cherished all the time I spent with my nephew, my grandnephews and my sister.
I took some crazy pics and some fun pics. I look back on last month and I think the best memory I have and will always remember is my nephew and grandnephew playing Guitar Hero. I don't know why, but it's just like time froze for a minute while I was watching them and listening to that music. I will never forget it.
Well that's it for now. This July will go down as one of the best I've ever had.

In Honor Of Cecil The Lion

My Johnny named this lion Cecil. What is sad is that one day, the only place we will see lions are in a zoo, pictures or animated ones. It would be nice to see a lion out in the wild from a distance and have the knowledge that it's free and alive. I always get sad seeing them at the zoo. It's sad that there are very few lions still wild out there. I don't know why, but seeing all the pics of Cecil and what that stupid hunter did to him, just have depressed me so much. It was a beautiful proud lion that was beloved and some idiot ended his life so horribly. I just can't understand what kind of person enjoys killing anything. The only reason I think people kill animals is to get some kind of power trip. The sad thing is, these idiots will never understand that power is just an illusion.
I've been getting so sad reading about all the animals that are endangered, threatened, being tortured and horribly killed for the sickest of reasons. This Earth was once a beautiful paradise that we were given and all we've done is turned it into a living hell. I think about things all the time and I guess it's just a luck of the draw. While some animals are revered, others are slaughtered and tortured. I do believe animals have souls and how many animals have saved human beings lives and they've asked for nothing in return but love. It's sad that we can't even love one other, let alone love all the creatures that inhabit this planet with us. We hate, torture and kill each other and we do the same to animals. Sometimes I feel we are the only real animals on this planet. We were born with intellect, but we choose to let are baser instincts rule us. I love how we do nothing to stop our own overpopulation of this planet, but heaven forbid if any animals overpopulate. And most of the time it's because of us that this happens. We kill how many animals a day and a lot of them for no other reason than they are taking up too much space or they are a nuisance or some other dumb reason.
I'm not some crazy vegan either. I eat meat and I think some animals are meant for us to eat, but they should be killed swiftly and with as little pain as possible. Animals in the wild kill other animals to eat and we are just at the top of the food chain. People will always eat meat, so there will always be animals that are killed for meat. I saw the videos about what happens to the chickens, cows and pigs and it broke my heart. I eat chicken, but I never really thought about what happened or how the chickens were killed. By me not eating chicken, will people stop killing chicken. Highly unlikely. I guess you have to look at all sides of things. I sometimes think if I didn't go to a restaurant or a fast food place to eat some chicken, what would happen? I'm sure tons of good food goes in the trash, so that poor chicken or cow died for nothing. I guess that's how I have to see things. I don't eat a lot of meat. I mainly eat chicken when I do eat meat. But, I eat cheese and drink milk. I hope those vegans who claim people can't stand up for animal rights don't eat cheese, eggs, or drink milk or any dairy product. Those animals are not treated any better and most end up being killed for meat after. Farmers kill how many animals to keep them away from their crops, so going vegan is not helping to save animals either.
Animals should be treated with dignity and respect. They should not be tortured or abused before being slaughtered. You'd think we'd be grateful to them for giving up their lives for us. That's how I would be if I had to hunt for my food and I had to kill an animal to eat so that I could survive. Most days, I would gladly give up my life for an animal because I don't think my life means anymore than theirs do.
I love animals because a certain cat named Mully was my angel straight from Heaven. She gave me love when I could not love myself and I didn't think anyone else loved me. She was always there for me when I was at my saddest and it's funny because she was an animal. Where was all the love from human beings. She gave me comfort and love and that's why I will always love animals because they do love just like we do.

Vampire Diaries Season 7 And More

I just love Paul and Ian because they are so cute together. I can't wait until I get my shirt with them both on it. I'm going to get the sweatshirt. Stefan and Damon are my most favorite brothers on TV.
I can't wait to see what's going to happen in season 7 with their mother. I hope there is a lot of tension between them. One thing I will not be happy to see in season 7 is a romance between Caroline and Stefan. I like them as friends and nothing more. I guess I'll just tune it out if they start kissing or getting romantic. I want greats stories, not more stupid romance. I don't think I'm even going to miss Elena. It was like I didn't care about her at all last season. I loved Elena when the show first started and I loved Nina playing both characters. I did not care to see the Elena and Damon romance. I still don't think they had any kind of chemistry between them. I watched them together and I just got bored and started playing on my Kindle. I hope Bonnie gets a better story because I love her character and it would be nice to see her more on the show. I just know I'll love Vampire Diaries if there is a great story going on. I don't care what characters have left or who's on the screen. I do want to see more scenes between Damon and Stefan though. I love their chemistry as brothers.
I haven't seen a lot of spoilers for my other shows and I really don't look at them all that much. They never spoil my shows anyway. I can't wait for Once Upon A Time. It looks like this season will be better than ever with Emma being dark and I can't wait to see what happens with my poor Rumple and Belle.
I watched some of the crap from the SDCC for Supernatural. It looks like it will be the same old tired crap as usual. I love listening to the lies every year. I love how Jared said there will be nothing between Sam and Dean like Ruby or Benny. I think Jared left out the one idiot that drove the deepest wedge between Sam and Dean ever and that was Castiel. He did so much crap and now they are all just buddy buddy. It makes me sick. I saw that ugly shirt Jared has out now. I hate those stupid moose antlers and I will not be buying that shirt like I didn't buy the shirt with his and Jensen's faces stuck together. I also think Jared should just buy his own plane and stop flying with any airline. None of them can live up to his high standards.
I've been watching the show The Whispers and loving it. Don't know if it will get renewed or not and right now I don't care. I'm just going to enjoy it while it lasts. I doubt I'm going to be watching any new show on TV this coming season. There really is no point to it, when most of them will be cancelled anyway. It seems like anything I watch gets cancelled. I hope to enjoy all my favorite returning shows and I will have to watch how many of them on Hulu again because now three of them are all on at the same time on Thursday night. I just love the stupid networks when they move shows around. I probably will not be watching The Originals because I have no idea what happened the last half of last season and I doubt I'll ever catch up. I'll probably be watching Sleepy Hollow on the weekends and hopefully it will be good or I'll stop watching it. Last season it was kind of weird. There were some good episodes and some not so good episodes. I guess I'll see what happens.
Well that's all for now.

Goo Goo Dolls - Better Days [Official Music Video]

carpenter - Bless the Beasts and the Children

Supernatural Season 10 and Maybe Season 11

I seriously don't know why I watched how much of season 10. I mostly just watched, but didn't listen to the stupidity of most of the episodes. I guess I'm stuck watching until the very bitter end because after watching a show for so long, you want to know how it will end. I liked about 5 episodes of season 10 and that's about it. To say I will not be buying the DVD's is an understatement.
I loved reading people's comments on the show on different sites. I love how Dean killed people and sure some of them were bad people, but he did nothing wrong or not all that bad. I love how in season 7 he was so quick to kill Amy who killed a bunch of creeps to save her son, but Dean wasn't saving anyone when he killed all those guys in that one episode. How many fans could not understand why Sam wanted Dean to be rid of the mark. Maybe the same way Dean wanted Sam to be rid of his demon blood addiction. The only difference was that Sam wasn't going around killing people when he was addicted to demon blood. He mostly drank Ruby's blood and when he did drink other demons blood, who knows if he killed the demon after or what. And most of those people were possessed for how long and probably would not be able to be saved anyway. Dean just wanted Sam to kill people with the knife and not his powers. What was the difference? Sam was not turning evil when he drank demon blood and he was not mean and cruel to Dean. Dean on the other hand with the mark, said and tried to kill Sam and then told Sam that he would rather he be dead instead of stupid Charlie. I never once saw Sam wanting to hurt Dean when he was drinking demon blood or when he was soulless. Sam had no soul and he wasn't just going around killing people or trying to kill Dean.
The whole Mark of Cain story destroyed the end of season nine and made it stupid and then went on to make season 10 stupid. Sam was basically a worthless character the whole time because he did nothing besides being worried about Dean. He was helpless and weak like he's never been able to defend himself and he needed Dean with the Mark to save him all the time. Unlike Dean who could take care of himself most of the time that Sam was strong from demon blood or soulless.
The saddest part of Supernatural right now is the horrible relationship Sam and Dean have. It's not a loving brother relationship as far as I'm concerned. I don't care if Dean had the mark or not. When you want to kill your brother and you say he should be dead instead of someone who isn't even related to you and that you hardly ever see, then that is not a loving brother at all. I love how Dean will never let Sam have any kind of relationship with anyone, but then wonders why Sam clings to him and doesn't want to let him go. Dean is all Sam has now and Dean made sure of that. Dean whined and sniveled when he came back from Purgatory about Sam not looking for him and being with a woman, but then when he turns into a demon, then Sam should just let him go and not care. It's like Dean tells Sam when to care about him and when not to. Like Sam should not even have his own brain and soul and he should just wait for Dean to tell him what to do.
As for Sam turning dark this season. That never happened at all. Sam convincing some idiot to sell his soul was not dark. The guy make his own choice and then Dean was the one that killed him, not Sam.  Sam had zero story and Jared could have had tons of time off during the season. The writers could have let Jared be absent from how many of the episodes and it would not have mattered because it was like he was absent any way.
Crowley might as well have disappeared as well. It's like he became even less than a guest star on the show and Rowena became the main star. Someone on the writing staff must sure love the lady who plays her character.
Now onto the finale of the season. It was okay in my opinion, but Dean who almost killed Sam at the beginning of the season, plus told Sam he wished he was dead instead of dumbass Charlie, goes and saves Sam yet again. That makes zero sense especially when killing Sam would help save the world. But whose fault was it in the first place that the world needed saving again. Dean. Dean who needs to do everything on his own with no help at all because only he can do it. And that's why he makes everything worse every time. Dean was the stupid idiot who went and got the Mark of Cain in the first place. I'm sure next season all the blame will go to Sam again because he lied to the almighty Dean and went behind his back to save him. Not like Dean hasn't done that to Sam how many times. The only difference is that Sam doesn't bring up Dean's mistakes over and over and whine and snivel about them like Dean does.
I would have some hope for season 11, but I doubt the writers will do anything with the darkness. For once it would be nice to see Sam and Dean working together as real brothers to fight the darkness and not each other. And it would be nice for Dean to finally realize he doesn't have to do everything alone all the time or that he is alone. Sam has been beside him all the time, but how often has Dean been beside and supported Sam. How many other people does Dean trust over Sam all the time? Maybe once it would be great if Dean would place a little trust in Sam, like Sam has always trusted Dean. Dean has let Sam down countless times, but Sam never calls him on it.
Here's to hoping that season 11 will be worth watching at least. And hopefully the writers will do something with Castiel and Crowley that isn't stupid. And it would be nice if Sam became a main character in the show again and maybe get some of his strength and smarts back. And hopefully some of his independence and not always have to be stuck to Dean's ass all the time.
I hope that if the writers are not going to use Sam in any meaningful way, then hopefully they will give Jared more time off.
That's all for now about this show until next season.
I loved all my other shows and I'm looking forward to all the great things that I know will happen in them next TV season.

Jared, The Walking Dead And Pet City

To start off this post, I'm thinking and praying for Jared. I don't know what's going on with him, but whatever it is, I hope he'll be okay. I will always love Jared. I haven't been happy with Supernatural or what's been happening or not happening with his character Sam in a long time. The reason I loved Supernatural so much is because of his character Sam. Not the Sam of today, who can barely show any emotions because if he does, the whole fandom hates him for some reason. The only Sam some of the fans of the show like is the Sam who just fades into the background. The Sam that has no emotions, except for wanting to save Dean. Fans even hate Sam for wanting to save Dean. They hated him for not looking for Dean when he was in Purgatory, even though Dean loved it there. It doesn't make any sense at all. I guess that's why I don't care to watch the show as much.
I watched the last couple of episodes and they were okay, but nothing great. I don't feel anything for any of the characters, so who cares what happens to them now. It's sad really.
I still love Jared for making me smile when I first saw him on The Gilmore Girls. Never liked the show until I saw him smile on that bus and then I had to keep watching it just to see him. I always loved seeing Jared smile and laugh because when I saw him, he made me smile and laugh as well. I love the earlier seasons of Supernatural because no matter how dark things got for Sam and Dean, they always had each other. It doesn't feel like that anymore when I watch the show for a lot of reasons.
I just hope Jared will be okay and that he spends all the time he needs taking care of himself and his wonderful family. I think he gives a lot of himself away and he really needs to spend more time away from the Supernatural fandom. He gives a whole lot and a lot of fans don't really appreciate him at all. There are a lot that do and I know there are a lot that don't. I know how many fans would be glad if he decided to leave the show because all they want to see is Dean and Castiel together. I still don't know what is so great about them. I get bored watching them on screen together, but that's just me. I guess I will always love the time before Castiel came and replaced Sam as Dean's brother.

Now onto The Walking Dead. I've been reading the books and I'm loving them. I was stupid and started reading them backwards. I read the last book that came out first and now I'm reading the first book and then the second. I read The Fall Of The Governor last weekend and I enjoyed every minute. I've never watched the show, but I bet it's good. Maybe one day I will start watching it or maybe not. I read a lot of books of TV shows, but never watch the shows. I love The Murder She Wrote books, but I've never watched one episode of the show. There's how many others. I love reading the books because I get more out of them and they sometimes can tell a better story. It's like I'm watching the show in my head while I'm reading the book and that is better than watching it.

Now on to Pet City. I just love the new theme in Pet City. It's Petlantis. I love how my Johnny can swim around with fins and then go back to having legs again. Pet City has always had great animation. I do see a lot more glitches in the game now and it scares me. That's what happened right before Pet Society was closed down. I saw more and more glitches in the game. I'm sure it takes a lot for those animations to run correctly. Some of them are kind of fun because one time it looked like Johnny had a ghost swimming next to him. I love the game and I hope it sticks around for a long time because it's fun and helps me relax and I laugh and smile while playing.

I think I have a pretty good handle on my addictions right now. My addiction to Supernatural is totally over for now, unless somehow Sam gets a storyline next season that's better than just wanting to save Dean. My gambling addiction is under control because I haven't gone gambling since the beginning of April. Willy Wonka's hold on me has loosened and the longer I stay away, the more I will stay away. I do so love those machines, though. They are fun until you lose and then the fun stops and you are totally broke. That's no fun at all. I really wanted to gamble last week after what happened at work, but I didn't and that's a good thing. Maybe it means that I'm not really addicted to gambling because I didn't gamble to escape from my problems.
Well that's all for now.

Remembering Sammy

The pain of losing Pet Society and my little Sammy and Co is still so strong in my heart. I miss them every day. Yes, I have Pet City now, but it will never be Pet Society. Just seeing all my old pics come up on Facebook makes me miss Sammy even more. I love to see them, though and I love remembering all the good times I had playing.
NBC cancelled Constantine and all I could think about was Pet Society. EA didn't give a crap about it's players and NBC doesn't give a crap about it's viewers. Same thing. All they care about is money, but isn't that what most people care about now. They just want money and could care less about anything else. Money doesn't buy love or happiness. I personally just want enough money to fix up my house, but it seems like I can never save enough to do it.
I've gotten kind of bored with TV lately. I still love watching my shows, but sometimes if I miss them when they come on, I don't watch them later. I may watch some of them over the summer when there is nothing on, but who knows. I've missed watching The Originals and I haven't watched the show since it came back after the winter break. I have been reading the books that have come out. I love the first two and I can't wait to read the third. I read a Vampire Diaries book on my new Kindle and it was really strange. I liked it, but it wasn't as good as the other VD books I've read. I can't wait to see Ian when he comes here to the Comic Con in Sept. That's going to be great.
I've really been loving Once Upon A Time lately and The Blacklist. Both shows have been great.
Now on to my stupid work. I really thought I was going to have a good year at my job and now I don't think so. I think the rest of this year is going to suck. I need to go back to being quiet and not talking again like I did long ago. It seems no matter what I do, I will never win. It's just like the song by Kelly Clarkson. I will never fit in or do anything right. I need to stop trying.
I've been posting some of my favorite songs of all time. I love all these songs for different reasons. It's nice to come on my blog and see and listen to them.

Evanescence - Bring Me To Life