Love, Hate or Whatever

It's a real sad time right now and I feel sorry for America and the whole world. I love how so many people are going crazy about the death of one man. Just a few weeks ago, people were whining and sniveling about the over 100,000 Covid deaths. Now, it's like people don't even give a crap about them. It seems to me, that how many people just want to hate on our president for any reason at all they can think and blame him for everything under the sun. I remember last month some idiot whining at me and saying I would kill his mother or wife if I left my house and went anywhere because of the Pandemic. I love how people were convinced into believing that you are basically a killer if you don't wear some stupid facemask and you go out and live your life and that you are spreading it all around, whether you have it or not. Usually, when you get a virus, you know you have it. Not this one. Most of the people who have died from this virus have been in nursing homes and care facilities. I would be more scared of it, if millions of people had died already from it. Sometimes, I wish I would get it and die, so I don't have to put up with the stupidity. I may have already had it back in March. I did have some of the symptoms, but if it was so contagious, members of my family would have gotten it and my co-workers.
I just really can't stand people telling me what to do on social media. I have a mind of my own and I'm not some dumb mindless zombie believing everything someone tells me and following along with everyone. I really can't stand some of the celebrities who think I will just vote for who they want me to.
And on the other side of the that, it's sad to see that how many celebrities are being treated like crap if they don't do what how many people want. Post crap that they want to help their cause. They should not have to, if they don't want to. Also, how many people just want them to donate money, money, money. That tells me all they care about is getting money and don't care about the celebrity at all.I have personally unfollowed how many celebrities. I'm sick of the crap and how many of them just following along because they don't want people to be angry. I guess I would be scared if I were them because who knows what nuts will try to destroy their homes and property or kill them.
It's a crazy time right now. People think this crap is about race and I think it's about a whole lot more.
Who knows were this will all go. I just keep praying for the whole world like I have for years now. It's funny but it seems like history will always repeat itself no matter what you do. You can change it, try to erase it, forget about it and it will just keep repeating. No one learns anything from the past, so why even learn about it and how much of the past that is told is the truth. One will never know unless there was a time machine you could go back in and find out for yourself.
I've been reading all kinds of things and it's scary to think about some of them and if they are happening right now and if they are true.
I wish I could forget about them, like I did when I was younger and just pretend crap didn't exist. I try to obsess about something, so I don't think about this crap. My last obsession over something was Supernatural and that ended fast. I wish I could find something to pour myself into and forget what I've seen and heard.
I guess I just needed to put some of this crap down somewhere. Hopefully, I can stop thinking about stuff and go back to fantasyland. I loved fantasyland because it is a whole lot better than reality.

I Love Heartland

Have not made a Heartland room yet. Pet City 1 is going to be gone by the end of July. That will be sad when I have to say goodbye to my Johnny.
It's been very crazy the last week. I'm glad I have Heartland to watch so that I can forget for a while about what's going on. I'm already on season 11. My favoite characters are Amy and Ty of course. Love them together. I pretty much love all the characters on the show. That's rare when I watch a show because I usually don't like a few.
I finished all my warrior cat book series and now I'm just reading a bunch of different books. I'm glad that the library is finally open and I don't have to waste so much money buying new books on Amazon to read. I should re-read some of my other series that I have.
Hopefully, I will go back to work soon, but I will dread going if it's going to be some new normal where I have to wear a stupid facemask and how much other crap.
That's it for now.

Warrior Cats and Heartland

All I've been doing lately is watching Heartland and reading Warrior cat books. I haven't been to work for almost 5 weeks now. I'm still getting paid, but I know when I go back I'll probably never get a day off because we will be so busy. I wonder how much longer this crap is going to last.
I'm really glad my friend suggested I watch Heartland. I'm loving it and I'm almost done watching the fourth season. I can't believe the show has been on for as long as it has. I recognize how many of the actors and actresses on the show. How many of them have appeared on Supernatural, including one of the main stars.
I've been buying all the Warrior cat book series and re-reading them. I think most of them I had gotten from the library to read. I love them and I can't wait for the next book to come out in the current series. It will not be out until November and that's going to be a long wait. I tried to make a pic from Pet City of the Warrior cats. They all look more like a bunch of kittypets playing out in the woods. I might try to make a room for Heartland. I have to find some horses and stuff like that.
I wonder if there will be a third season of Manifest. I was not that impressed with the ending of the second season and if there is a third, don't know if I'll watch.
New Amsterdam was a big disappointment. They pulled an episode and I didn't even watch the last one they had filmed. Don't know if I'll watch it when and if it comes back on. Read some article that they will include the latest pandemic crap in the storyline. They couldn't show an episode about a fake one, but are going to put a real one in the show. I don't want to see too much reality in my TV shows.
Masked Singer has been fun to watch and it's the only thing left that's new to watch right now. Well, that's it for now.

Why New Amsterdam is better than The Good Doctor

I think New Amsterdam is ten times better than The Good Doctor and it just keeps getting better. I always get a good feeling after most of the shows. The Good Doctor has turned into a boring soap opera. I'm tired of the stupid love triangle with Shaun in the middle. And I can't stand either of those women. It's like the show is musical beds or something. Claire started out with Jared and now she will probably end up with Melendez who she liked and probably had a crush on. I like her character, but I was hoping she would end up with Shaun because their scenes together were so great. I really don't like or care about any of the characters on The Good Doctor except for Shaun, Claire and Glassman.
I love all the characters on New Amsterdam and I don't care which one is on the screen because I enjoy all their stories. I love the new characters and the temp characters. They have a pretty big cast and supporting cast. I love seeing all of them and all the stories they have come up with. The best part of the show is that it hasn't turned into some stupid soap opera crap yet and I hope it won't. I hope Max takes a while after Georgia's death to be with anyone. I can't stand shows where someone dies and they just take up with someone else after a couple of weeks or months, like that person that died meant nothing to them. I'm glad that the show was renewed for three more years and that I'll get to see these characters and find out more about them. I love that Shaun Cassidy is involved with the show. I loved him for being a singer and now I love him for his part in this wonderful show.
I really thought The Good Doctor was going be a great show that I would love for a long time, but that was not meant to be. New Amsterdam is that show and I hope it just keeps getting even better and that it will never end up like The Good Doctor.

Supernatural:Season 15 Thoughts So Far

When I started watched Supernatural at the start of this season, I thought it started out great. Loved Belphegor and Alexander Calvert was awesome playing this character. I laughed so hard at times and it was just fun to watch. I really loved the episode with Chuck and Becky. The only thing I didn't care for in that episode was Sam and Dean. Those scenes between Chuck and Becky were probably some of the best scenes of the whole series. Chuck was scary and I love Rob Benedict. It's so funny that now fans hate Chuck/God. They loved him before and now they don't. But that is the normal with how many fans of this show. If Dean doesn't like someone, then the whole fandom isn't supposed to like them. The last couple of episodes have been boring. Dean singing and Eileen coming back from the dead. Yuck and double yuck. It was basically Jensen singing and just plain old fan service on the part of the writers. Or whoever wrote this crap episode. I love Christian Kane, but he did not belong on Supernatural. He is a better singer than Jensen will ever be, though. I know how many fans love Jensen singing, but I don't think he sounds that great. As for Sam and Eileen. Zero chemistry. Sam has more chemistry with a rock than he does with Eileen. I really wish they had not brought her back from the dead. I'm with the fans who would have rather had Kevin come back from the dead. I love how fans think Sam should be with her because Dean approves of her. Who gives a crap if Dean approves. Sam's last love, Dean didn't even give a crap about or even want to meet and she helped Sam while Dean was in Purgatory. I didn't think Sam had much chemistry with her either, but those scenes with her I'd rather watch then the ones with Eileen and Sam. It looks so forced and stupid. I'm actually hoping and praying Sam and Dean kill each other for the ending of the show. I don't want either one of them to be left alive while the other is dead. Either they both end up dead or they both end up alive. I want Jack to come back already or Alexander to come and play another character. I actually enjoyed watching him. It's stupid that they are bringing Adam back or whatever. Done now. Felt like writing today. I haven't felt like writing anything lately or posting.

Dreaming

This is a world I can only dream about. Wouldn't it be nice to have a beautiful world with clean blue waters. All creatures being able to live free and however they want to.

Joseph O'Brien Debuts His Original Song "Light" | WAY Nation One Take

Love this song and I love his voice. Too bad he didn't get to go farther on AGT because he is so good.

Supernatural Will Finally Be Over After Season 15

Never thought it would it happen, but finally it will. I personally think this show should not have gone on as long as it has. I watched Supernatural from the very first episode when it aired back in 2005. I haven't really cared or loved it for the last couple of years. Last year it was pretty good, but this year it got boring again. I think the writers just don't know what to do, except to please fans and that's it. The show has never really taken any good chances with any of the characters and that's what has killed it. Also, the relationship between Sam and Dean died for me after Dean came back from Hell in the fourth season and it got worse and worse because Dean treated Sam like a piece of crap. Too many characters have been introduced over the years and too many have come back from the dead. There were way too many questions that did not have answers. I would still like to know why only Dean, Adam and John could be Michael's vessel and only Sam could be Lucifer's if it was a bloodline thing. Obviously, Sam would not be related to John and not really be his son for that to work. The show has never really explained that crap and it probably never will.
I love how the got rid of the bunker full of hunters that seemed to never be around. And I loved how Mary just happened to not be there at the time they all got murdered by Michael. One would wonder why Michael didn't try to get Sam to be his vessel. Now, that would have been interesting and exciting and made some kind of sense. Seeing how Sam and Dean are supposed to be blood brothers. Maybe, we will find out that they have never been all along. Who knows, maybe Mary isn't even Sam's mother and Sam was really adopted or something or switched in the hosptial. Now, that would be good and make sense. Doubt it, though.
I would love the show to end with either Sam or Dean waking up and finding out the last how many years have all just been a dream or they were in a coma and all that shit happened while they were in it.
No one knows how much I loved this show and I think a part of me still does and always will. I will always love the first three seasons the most. After that, I just love certain episodes and some other characters that have come and gone. I hope and pray the writers actually come up with something good to end the show. Hopefully it will not be stupid and cheap or some crap just to please those special fans that they have been trying to please for years.
Part of me will be sad when it ends, but a bigger part will be relieved and glad that it is over. It's sad that I wished it had ended 6 years ago. The Scooby Doo episode would not have been done and that would have been sad. I loved that episode. I hate to say it, but lately Supernatural has been more like a soap opera than anything else. That's what helped ruin it for me as well.
Well, done talking about it for now.

Evie Clair feat. Benson Baril - Light the World by Sara Baril #LightTheW...

I just love this song. It is up to all of us to light the world. This world could be such a beautiful and wonderful place if only everyone believed and tried to make it one.

Goodbye 2018 and Hello 2019

Well it's the end of another year. This year had a lot of ups and downs for me. I think mostly down. I went on a couple of vacations and they were fun. Other than that, it was a pretty dull year for me. Nothing really made this year special. I was depressed a lot and at times I really wondered how I kept going. Usually, I have a TV show or something else that keeps me happy and motivated. I've even thought a lot about writing a story I've been thinking about. But why bother, who would read it anyway? No one. I don't think being a vegan or whatever I am is very hard. I have really tried to avoid all dairy this year. I have ended up eating small amounts when I eat out, which is not that often anymore. The one thing about not eating meat and dairy that kills me is the way people treat you or look at you. They think I'm crazy for not eating meat, but I wonder if they actually had to kill their own meat, would they be able to. If packages of meat and dairy had all the horrors animals go through on them, would people buy them? I'm sure a lot of people would. I know people just want to believe that these animals are treated so well and that they just line up on the slaughterhouse floor to die and are happy about dying for us. I realized how uncaring people really are about animals and each other. I used to be that way about animals. I used to think they liked doing those tricks and doing them for people. Who knew elephants and big cats were beaten and starved so they would do those tricks? I'm sure I knew somewhere, but I never went to a lot of circuses in my life and I'm glad I didn't. I really wish people could see Zoo's as the prisons they are. I finally saw that, but I think I knew it all along. All places where animals are kept locked up for our entertainment make me sick and the people who go there. Do they even think about what happens to those dolphins or whales or whatever animal they are there to see? I doubt it, they only think about what they want. I know that if I was an animal, all I would want is freedom, even if my life didn't last that long and some creep of a hunter came along and killed me. At least the days I was free would be worth living.
Hopefully, 2019 will be a better year, but who knows. Ending this year not knowing if I'm going to get a paycheck or not or how long I'm going to not be working really killed the end of this year. And going into the New Year with all the uncertainty is not making me happy. I really hope I find something to motivate me in the new year. Well that's it for now.