Thoughts On What I Want To See In Season 5 of Supernatural

I didn't even want to think about what I want to see happen because it probably won't and I'll be disappointed. I keep thinking about things and I can't stop.

1. The first and most important thing that I want to see is how Sam and Dean deal with everything that has happened and what both of them have said and done. I want them both to apologize to each other for the things they said, not just Sam. Dean hurt Sam probably as much or more than Sam hurt Dean. I want them slowly to work out there problems. Also it would be interesting to see that that's what Chuck is going to be able to help them with. Maybe he'll be able to tell Sam and Dean how the other was thinking and feeling. Who knows? It would be great to see a scene with Sam talking to Chuck and learning about Dean and then Dean talking to Chuck and learning about Sam. Maybe Chuck will be able to help them the most.

2. Sam's addiction to demon blood. Is it a true addiction or is it something else? How will it affect and alter him and how will he deal with it and how will Dean deal with Sam and his problem? I'd love to see how everything has affected Sam and see how much he agonizes over it because that's usually what Sam does. Sam usually blames himself for everything and he's done it since the first season. He usually blames himself for things that he's had no control over as well as the things he has had control over. I'd love to see a scene where Sam thinks about committing suicide and actually takes some action, but Dean coming to save him or Sam not being able to do it or maybe something else happens and Sam finds out it isn't his time to die.

3. I'd love to see how Dean becomes a better leader and is able to think of a lot of people and not just about saving his family or just Sam. To put others first. Maybe the lives of billions over the cost of one person. Almost like Clark in Smallville when he saved Chloe. Chloe told Clark that she'd have rather died than other people dying and that's probably how Sam would feel on Supernatural. Clark found a way to save Chloe and everyone and I could see Dean trying to too.

4. I want to see more action and less talking, especially boring scenes with guest stars and just I don't know. I want more story and fighting and stuff like that. I love the talking between Sam and Dean and want more of it, so they can get to really know who each other is and to mend their relationship. There doesn't have to be endless monologue, but just short scenes that say it all.

5. I love Castiel, but I really don't want to see him a lot on the show. I don't want his character to become as important as Sam and Dean's or to overshadow either of their characters. I know a lot of people love him and I do too, but I want to see him interacting more with both Sam and Dean, not just Dean all the time with Sam left to be by himself or Sam going to talk to someone and Dean thinking everyone Sam talks to is evil or something.

6. I want to see John and Mary Winchester in an episode together and maybe to be with Sam. Sam never got to know his mother and he never got to resolve anything with his father. It would be nice to see Sam saying everything he wanted to say to John and his mother. I'd really love that.

7. The thing that I want to see the most is Sam and Dean fighting side by side and being together most of the time. Sure they can be with other people because they can't be with each other 24/7, but I want to see more of their relationship issues addressed. I want Dean to be able to help Sam by talking about hell and Sam to be able to help Dean by talking about his demon blood addiction. I really think they can help each other by talking to each other.

If only one thing that I want happens, I'll probably be happy and okay. I'm not going to count on anything and maybe I'm not too excited about the show coming back on because I can still think about what I want to see. When the show comes back on, then it's what Kripke and Co have planned and it might not be what I want or they could surprise me and give me something I love even better than what I wanted to see.

Here I Go Again

I can't believe I said I wasn't excited for Supernatural. It always happens during these long waits for the show. One minute, I don't care if the show comes back on and the next minute, I can't wait for it. I'm totally obsessed still with Supernatural and that's why I go so crazy. I want to love the show, the way it is now and I hope that I can. Sam and Dean have changed a little too much and not in good ways. I'm praying for them to change into the hunters and brothers that I know they have and can be again. I guess I'm just scared about what Supernatural's future is and I'm hoping the show doesn't disappoint me as much as it did in season 4. I really almost stopped watching Supernatural all together because of what was happening. It was the first time in season 4 when another show caught my attention and I almost started to love and obsess about it more. The show was Legend Of The Seeker. I love it and I'm looking forward to the new season. It doesn't start until November, so that is one long wait still. Supernatural had a lot of good episodes in a row after that stupid "Heaven And Hell" episode. That had to be the single worst episode of any show that I've ever watched. I don't ever want to see another episode like it again on Supernatural or one of my favorite shows. The writing for Supernatural in season 4 was all over the place and it basically sucked at times. The best episodes were the stand alone ones.
I'm really not looking forward to buying Supernatural season 4 on DVD. I'll probably only watch about 11 of the episodes. I know there are 3 episodes that I won't even look at again. I just want to forget they were on. That's sad to say about my favorite show. Even during my least favorite season of Smallville, there were not any episodes that I wouldn't watch again.
I guess my mood swings are based on not knowing what's going to happen and if Kripke and Co will turn Supernatural back into the show that I loved and looked forward to watching. I really want to be excited every minute for my favorite show and I want to look forward to each episode. I'm just scared that the show won't be able to go back to being as great to watch as the first three seasons that I loved. I'm trying really hard to be optimistic and give Kripke and Co the chance to prove they can do good with Supernatural, but it's hard.

Armie Hammer

Armie has a weird name, but wow is he hot looking. I loved seeing him in both Gossip Girl and Reaper. I got double the Armie. I loved him more on Gossip Girl, probably because he didn't get killed and sent to hell, like on Reaper. He's my new star to watch and I've got to start finding out what he's going to be in and what he's been on. Right now, I can watch him on my Reaper DVDs. Reaper was so good and I was hoping for another season, so that his character could get out of hell and go after Sam. I would've loved that. He was the perfect son of Satan on the show. He really fit the part. He was a good lying, cheating creep on Gossip Girl, too. It's funny because he looks so sweet and he played evil characters or bad ones.
I saw Armie on the repeat of Gossip Girl and my heart just started pounding really hard. He might make me forget about Jared. He's kind of like Jared because he has those sweet looks, but he can look evil too.

Not Excited For Fifth Season Of Supernatural

I'm not even excited for the upcoming season of Supernatural. I try to make myself get excited, but it doesn't work. It was just like last year. I read what was going to happen and I didn't care. Last season wasn't that great and who knows what's going to happen this season. I'm not too thrilled about the whole apocalypse crap and the angels and shit like that. I'm actually sick of it. I'm sick of trying to guess what's going to happen next. I'm tired of wondering who or what they'll have Sam sleeping with next. Maybe he'll sleep with a vampire and they can suck each other's blood or something. Dean is so pure and sweet now that he's had an angel, who knows what he'll do. He acts like he's morally superior to Sam, which is crap. Dean has less morals, than Sam ever will. Misha as Castiel is great, but what's going to happen with his character. I don't care anymore. This is probably the end of my obsession with the show, but I'll still watch it and like it. I don't know about loving it anymore. I love seasons 1-3 and I always will. I keep reading spoilers and they make me just not want to watch the show at all. I hope I even watch it when it comes back on. Now that Smallville isn't there to be the other half of Thursday night, I'll probably set the DVD recorder for Supernatural and then go to bed early and watch it whenever. I can't wait for Smallville, Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill. I'm more excited for them to come back on. It's sad.

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Sam Witwer

I just love Sam Witwer and I love watching the reruns of Smallville to see him again. I loved him as Davis Bloome and Doom. He played innocent and sweet and had evil lurking inside of him. I loved how they played his part until the end. It's sad that they couldn't have done more with his character. They just turned him into a killer and left it at that. I liked the idea that it was Doom inside him, making him kill, not his human half. I loved him with Chloe, because they had such great chemistry together. I loved to watch their scenes together and I was hoping that Clark could somehow separate Doom from Davis and he'd still be on the show and be together with Chloe. Then they had to have Davis kill Jimmy and make him out to be just a killer after Clark separated them. That sucked.
I just loved seeing Davis in that confessional at the church, telling how he went out searching for evil people to kill and not innocent ones. He saved people, but he killed too. He didn't want to kill anyone and he was fighting what was inside him. I was hoping it was Chloe's love that helped him, but then they just made him out to be an obsessed killer that just wanted Chloe for himself.

On another note. I'd love for Sam on Supernatural to be like Davis. If Sam has something evil inside him, then I'd love to see Sam struggling with it and fighting it. Maybe seeing that Dean is the one person that could keep that evil at bay, or more like love of any kind could keep the evil in Sam from turning him evil.

I'm going to miss Sam Witwer on Smallville, but maybe I'll pay more attention to Tom Welling again. I just totally focused on Sam and could think of nothing else, not Clark or Oliver or any guy on there.

Saints And Sinners and What Makes A Hero?

I was thinking about this all day at work. How many characters and people in real life are labeled either a saint or a sinner? I hate how society sometimes dictates who is good and who is bad and not by what the person does.
Here's some thoughts on some of my favorite characters that would be labeled as sinners.
Davis Bloome: Davis was out killing people. These people were rapists and murderers themselves and they did other terrible things. Sure Davis was wrong to kill them, but on the other hand. How many people did Davis save? How many people weren't raped and killed because he killed those people? Talk about a gray area here. I'm sure Davis would be considered a hero to the people he saved, but then he's bad because he killed those people. What's right and what's wrong? Is it right that murderers sit in jail for their whole lives at our expense and then get executed or die. A lot of them get out to kill again. Look at rapists, most of them get about 5 years and then they go and rape again.

Dan Scott and his brother Keith Scott: Dan is the big sinner because he killed his brother in cold blood. Dan thought his brother tried to kill him and he had good reason to think it, but he found out it was his wife Deb. Did Deb get punished for trying to kill Dan? Not as far as I could see. Keith slept with Deb, so he committed adultery. What's worse killing or adultery? It doesn't say in the bible that one is worse than the other, so who's the sinner and who's the saint. Keith is treated like a saint, even after he's dead. Dan is treated like a sinner and an outcast. Here's where society comes in to play. Adultery is a crime, but there are so many people doing it, no one enforces it. So is it right? I don't think so.
If Dan hadn't done what he did, maybe he wouldn't have been around to save Jamie later. He saved Jamie twice from the psycho nanny. Dan is trying to make amends for what he's done and God is giving him the chance to do it, by not letting him die.

Chuck Bass: My rotten little womanizer and drug user. Is Chuck a saint or a sinner or both? Chuck has hurt other people by what he's done, but mostly he's hurt himself. Chuck has a sweet heart under all his bravado and bull crap. What he's done for Blair at times, makes you want to cry. Also, I think Chuck has been a good big brother to Eric. Chuck has been a hero, but not in the typical sense. He's been a hero in the most subtle ways.

Sam and Dean Winchester: Are either or both of them a saint or a sinner. People think Sam is such a big rotten sinner for sleeping with a demon and drinking demon blood. I don't see anywhere in the bible that says, that's a sin. People sleep with all kinds of people and don't care. Married people and just sleep around and not care who they're sleeping with. So why would God think worse of Sam for sleeping with a demon. Dean has slept with tons of women and just for the sex. He's had threesomes and God only knows what. So is he any better than Sam because he didn't sleep with a demon or a werewolf. Who knows what Dean has slept with? Does he even know. Dean sold his soul to a demon, but he was selfless and noble. Sam went to kill a demon with abilities that are from who knows where? He was selfish and proud. I don't get it. Both Sam and Dean have done some horrible and good things. They've both been heroes and they've both been sinners.

Clark Kent: Poor Clark. I love him and I don't think he's either a saint or a sinner because he's from another planet. What's wonderful about Clark is that he does try to be a better human, than most humans on the planet? He tries to save everyone that he can because he's got these powers and he can use them to help people. On the other hand people and creatures come looking for him and try to kill him and people get hurt or killed in the crossfire. Clark's friend Green Arrow is a human. He's been treading on the side of sinner more than saint, lately. Green Arrow still knows that saving people is the no. 1 priority, though.

So who is a saint and who is a sinner?
I think the word hero has a definition. Someone is only a hero to the person that the hero saved. Who knows how you can be saved? Physically, mentally and emotionally. There's a lot of ways to be saved and who knows who your hero is or how they will save you.

Who's More Stupid, Eric Kripke or Supernatural Fans?

I've just been thinking about who is more stupid. Eric Kripke for coming up with some stupid plots or the Supernatural fans that believe everything he says.

Here's something stupid about Supernatural fans. They think Dean was chosen by God to defeat Lucifer. Who started the apocalypse? Dean supposedly started it, so I guess God wanted it. How stupid is that? Sam is evil or going to be Lucifer's right hand man. So it was really smart of Dean to sell his soul to evil to bring Sam back from the dead. I'm sure God loved him even more for that.

Dean turned away from God when he made that deal for Sam. If Dean had believed in God or that we go to a better place, maybe he would've let Sam stay dead. Dean failed at his job of saving Sam, so he went and sold his soul. I still think that is all Dean sees Sam as. A job, not a little brother. Dean followed his orders from daddy, no matter what.

I guess selling your soul to evil, is so noble and self sacrificing, but Sam drinking demon blood and trying to stop the apocalypse, was selfish and proud. Give me a break.

Sad part is, if Kripke and Co have Dean be some special blah, blah, then the whole show is worth nothing. Dean was supposed to die, how many times. The war was over for him and he was supposed to go with Tessa. If Dean had some greater destiny, then why was he supposed to die at that point.
Also, Dean spent his whole life protecting and taking care of Sammy. So, basically Dean took care of and protected evil all his life, not good. Then Dean is just as evil as Sam for protecting Sam all those years.

Now if Kripke and Co do have a few surprises like I'm hoping, then some of those Supernatural fans are in for one big rude awakening. I'll be jumping for joy, if I find out what I think is going to happen, happens.

Another thing about Sam being evil or having demon blood in him. We use only how much of our brain capacity and some believe that in an earlier time, we used more. Maybe that's where psychic stuff is, in those parts of the brain that most people don't use. God made Sam, so he's all good and if Lucifer made Sam, then I'll believe he's evil and his abilities are evil.
If Sam was so evil, then why was he praying to God for all those years. What was Sam praying for? Hopefully and I'm keeping my fingers crossed, that we'll find out. I doubt that Sam just prayed for himself. I still think Sam prayed for Dean and John to maybe one day, stop hunting and to start being a family with him. Who knows?

A part of me really wants Sam to turn full blown evil and have another good showdown with Dean. I'd really love that because Dean just wouldn't stand a chance, even with Castiel hanging on him. ha, ha, ha.

Azazel's Plot

I think now, that things make sense a little more. I think Azazel was looking for the special child and it was Sam. Here's how Azazel found out that it was Sam. I think in Croatoan he had Sam see that vision, so he would go to the town. They wanted to see if he was immune to the demon virus or whatever it was. Sam did not turn evil. I think that was one of the most important episodes. I now think that in "Born Under A Bad Sign" that Meg's demon, purposely possessed Sam, to see if Dean would kill his own brother. Also, why did the demon have to have that symbol on Sam's arm to stay in him. Maybe that was the only way Sam could ever be possessed. I think the whole demon army stuff was crap. Azazel didn't want anyone to lead his demon army. I think that was all a setup to have Sam killed and for Dean to make a deal, so the demons could get Dean's soul. Papa Winchester was not breaking in hell, so they had to see if Dean would, so he could break the first seal. They needed Sam to break the last, so they didn't want him in hell.
Also where did Sam's soul go when he died. Did the angels who wanted the apocalypse bring Sam back to life? Did Sam have a choice? Why didn't we see Sam with a reaper or anything? I'm hoping that these questions will ever get answered. I also wonder if Sam didn't die. I still think that. Maybe Sam was able to heal himself or choose to go back in his body and heal himself. Or the angels who wanted the apocalypse, healed Sam and brought him back to life. Maybe, Sam was being watched over by an archangel, just like Chuck the prophet was. If they could bring Chuck back to life, who's to say they couldn't bring Sammy back to life too.
Azazel had to have been plotting with the angels who wanted the apocalypse. That's just my theory. I still think Lilith was working with them.

Also I still think Sam is going to be the one who sends Lucifer back to hell. I think Dean is going to have to be willing to sacrifice Sam and let him go and that's how he'll stop the apocalypse. I don't know how Castiel figures into anything, but I'll have to wait and see what goes on.

Corin Nemec

I started Hell House for all my crazy love for all things entertainment. I love Corin Nemec and just had to post about him. I remember when I first watched him on "I Know My First Name Is Steven". I thought to myself, wow, who is this kid. He was one of the best actors I had seen in a long time. The movie and Corin made me cry. If a star can make me cry and feel emotion, then they are a great actor or actress. I watched Corin in "Parker Lewis Can't Lose". It was a short lived TV show and I was sad when they cancelled it because I loved to see Corin's smile.
I was so happy to see Corin on Stargate SG1. I loved him as Jonas and I wish he could've stayed on the show. I only got to see him for one season and a few episodes in another. That sucked because I really got into the show for him. I stopped watching after he left the show because I loved his character, so there was nothing left to watch.
My family think I'm crazy because that's the main reason I start watching a show. A hot hunk that I like, but that's not always the only reason. There has got to be a good story and their character has to be interesting to watch. I've loved a lot of actors and went to watch them on something and didn't like who they were playing and didn't watch the show. So their hot good looks didn't mean everything. I'm not that shallow, or at least, I don't think I am.
I still watch my Stargate episodes every now and then to see Corin. I never stop loving actors and stars, even after they grow old and some have even died. My love just goes on for them and I keep it in my heart always.