Supernatural Is Back On My List Of Favorites

Supernatural is back on my list of favorite shows again and I hope it stays on there. I've enjoyed the last four episodes and I really hope the last six will be just as good. I hope the angel storyline will end this season because it is boring and has gotten stupid. I also hope the Mark of Cain crap will end as well. Dean is no different than he's always been. The only different thing about him is that he's got some mark on his arm and he seems to enjoy Crowley's company.
I've been watching episodes from season 1 again and I just loved the episodes with John in them. I loved all the drama John created when he appeared. There was so much tension between him and Sam and I just loved it. Dean was kind of like some robot back then while Sam was the emotional one. Now for the last 6 seasons, Dean has been the emotional one and Sam has been more like a robot. Dean used to be a lovable dick back then, now he's just a dick.
I love how Sam has changed and grown throughout the seasons. He's changed in appearance as well as his character has changed so much. While on the other hand, Dean hasn't really changed at all. He's still looks the same, except he looks older now. And his character hasn't changed hardly at all. He still does everything the same. I just hope next season we don't have to see the same old crap of him drinking and not sleeping. It's happened so many times now, it's just stupid. At least he's not crying in almost every episode like in season 4.
I love how Sam has been possessed how many times now by angels and demons and Dean hasn't been possessed once. Jared sure knows how to play other characters on this show. It would have been nice to see Jensen just one time play one other character on the show besides just Dean. I guess that's why I personally think Jared is the better actor of the two. He can play other characters and make them believable.I could only hope that Jensen will get to play another character just once before the show ends.  That's why I love Paul Wesley and Nina Dobrev on TVD. They have each played how many different characters now on the show and they've both done such a great job.

It's been a long time since I've written on here and it's because I've felt like crap. I had pink eye in both my eyes and an ear infection and my eardrum ruptured from it. I've also had nothing really to write about.
Well that's all for now. I can't wait until all my shows come back on again. I like little breaks from my shows because then I spend that time catching up on my reading.

Las Vegas Trip 2014

Well my trip to Las Vegas was fun and interesting. I took a bunch of pics and tried to find interesting things to take pics of. Of course, I went crazy gambling the first day we were there like the gambler I am. I can not go to a gambling town and not gamble. Even though, I lost, I had fun.
My sisters and I went to the first day of the Supernatural Con. I wanted to see Corin, Rob and Travis & A.J. I love them all. I got photo ops with Corin and The Ghostfacers and I got Corin's autograph. That's all I got this Con. We also went to The Louden Swain concert and I got their new CD. I love listening to it and I always love to hear them live. I'm so happy that Corin and Rob are okay now. Just hearing about what happened to both of them made me feel lucky that they are both alive. I'm so happy that I finally got to meet Corin because I've loved him for a long time now. I remember first seeing him in My First Name Is Steven and I knew he was a great actor and person. He was so nice and I just love his wonderful smile.
I was thinking about going to the second day of the Con and I'm glad I never asked my sisters if they wanted to go. I heard about what happened with Ty Olesson from someone that was there and knew him. I'm glad I wasn't there to see that. It might have been funny and it might not have been. After seeing him last year at the Con, I would never get his autograph again. And no one could pay me enough to be in a photo op with him. Well, maybe they could because then I'd have more money for gambling.
Instead of going to day two of the Con, we went to Shark Reef at Mandalay Bay. That was really fun until we were done going through it. Later that night we went to the strip. I just love Vegas in the night. I can't believe all the crazy stuff I saw. I saw minions, a transformer, the hulk, captain America, Ironman, Sully from Monsters Inc, an alien, Hello Kitty and Elvis. I probably saw more than that, but I can't remember who else was out there. There were some guys out there preaching Jesus while we were waiting for the fountains at The Bellagio.
What else happened in Vegas will stay in Vegas. No, I didn't do anything more crazy than gambling.
I'm glad to be home, but I've been sick and I've got pink eye and an infection in my ear. I hate being around so many people because you never know what you'll get.
Well that's it.

TVD, The Originals And The Blacklist

I am so loving all three of these shows. There's usually nothing for me to post about because I'm so happy.
Vampire Diaries was just the best with Katherine dying again. I love it. I love Nina playing Katherine way better than her playing Elena. I think they should have just killed Elena and left Katherine in her place. Now it seems that Katherine has been dragged off to Hell. I sure hope so. I hope we see her again and that when we do, she'll be even more fun to watch.
I love The Originals because of the little vamp family drama playing out between Rebekah, Elijah and Klaus. It's so much fun and refreshing to watch. The show would be so boring if they just loved each other all the time or they never fought. I loved Sebastian Roche coming back to play Mikael. Sebastian and Joseph Morgan are great together and I loved that scene with them the most. I feel so bad for Klaus.
Now on to The Blacklist. I love this show the most because I never know what's going to happen next. One minute I'm crying listening to Red's story about blood everywhere and the next minute I'm blown away. Lizzy's husband is such a creep and I can't wait to find out who he's working for. I love surprises and being shocked and this show does it better than any show I've watched in a long time. The last show that used to shock and surprise me as much was Ringer and it's gone.

Supernatural Love Restored Because Of The Ghostfacers

My love for Supernatural has finally come back. This was the second episode of season 9 that I loved completely. Why? First off there were zero angels. No angels of any kind at all. I'm so tired of the angel crap. I don't care about any of the angels anymore, even Castiel. Probably the only angel I like is Booger. And I'm going to call him that instead of Metatron. I loved when he said no more stupid angels. I really wish he'd kill all the stupid angels already or get Gadreel to do it. I'd be very happy.
I love The Ghostfacers and I love Ed and Harry. I've loved them since they first appeared in season 1 in one of my favorite episodes ever, Hell House.
Right now, I don't really care if other fans of the show loved it or hated it. I loved it and that's all that matters. It felt like I was watching Supernatural again and not The Angel Hour and The Dean Show. I don't know why, but I'm still hoping for a really good Sam episode. Doubt we'll ever get to see an episode that focuses on Sam's character ever again, but I can hope for one until the end of the show.
I love how some idiotic fans are still whining and saying Sam should get over it or like he has PMS. I guess they don't know what PMS is. Dean seems like he's got PMS. He's the one crying and angry and punching people. Dean is so emotional that it's scary. I guess Dean fans are scared when Sam actually has an emotion. Dean should have left Sam's soul down there in Hell and then he could have had Sam with him all the time and never worried about him leaving him. Soulless Sam liked hunting and he would never have left Dean's side, except maybe to have sex. I love how fans think Sam should just get over it and forgive Dean and then everything will be great again. Yeah, Sam should just go back to being some faithful dog at Saint Dean's feet. And do everything he's told to and if he doesn't get punched in the face by Dean.
I love how Dean said he didn't know what Sam wanted anymore. Has Dean ever known or cared what Sam wants ever. Dean has always known that Sam wanted a normal life without hunting, but when has Dean ever tried to give this to Sam. Dean can sacrifice his life all he wants to for Sam's, but it's meaningless if Sam never gets what he's wanted.
In Clap Your Hands If You Believe Dean told Soulless Sam that when he disappeared, Sam should have sat around and felt the loss. Meaning Sam should have cried in a corner with a bottle a booze and whined how much he missed Dean. That's about how Dean has felt every time he has been away from Sam. Sam should just sit around and cry about Dean being gone and if he doesn't, then there's something wrong with him. Dean has never cared how Sam has felt about anything. When Dean made the deal to bring Sam back from the dead, he basically told Sam that he didn't care how Sam felt and that he was okay with what he did. He didn't care if Sam was okay with it.
I think some fans need to look up the word selfless. It is not a word that describes Dean Winchester at all. Dean only thinks of himself and what he wants. And what Dean wants is Sam always by his side, or if Dean isn't around, then Sam should be thinking about him.
I'm so happy right now. There's still how many episode left of season 9. I hope a few of them are as good as Thinman.

If I Could Make One Wish

If I could make one wish and know it would come true, then my wish would be for Pet Society and getting my little Sammy back. I still miss him every day. I miss seeing him smile, wave and laugh. I miss him playing with his toys. I miss taking him fishing at the water hole. I miss all his petlings. I miss all our friends.
I miss all the cute themes and fun stuff. No other game will ever compare.
I hate EA so much and I feel sorry for anyone who buys or plays any of their games.
I can't believe how much time has gone by because my heart still belongs to my little Sammy and I still want to play with him. I will never stop wanting that. If I was granted just one wish in the whole world, it would be for Pet Society to be back on Facebook and to see my little Sammy again. I don't care if he had all the stuff I bought him or not. I don't care if his house just had one room and I had to start all over again.
I know I'm crazy, but I can't stop wanting what I want or wishing for something that will never be.

Captives Wasn't That Captivating

I thought that after watching Purged, Supernatural was going to get better. I was wrong. It got worse. I still can't stand all that angel crap. I hate the angels on Supernatural. There are so many reasons why. I hate that they punch each other and use violence when they have powers. They have all kinds of powers at their disposal and they act more like humans than humans do. Plus, I can't stand how there are a ton of factions. I still don't understand what is going on and I doubt I ever will. I think the angel crap is just around to give Castiel a story because otherwise his character would be of no use anymore.
Now on to the dumb episode. Now are the writers going to bring back every dead person as a ghost or just the ones fans snivel to see again. I liked Kevin, but please let him die and stay dead just like Bobby. I never did like Mama Tran, so I could have done without seeing her again.
This episode was like watching two separate shows and it didn't even feel like I was watching Supernatural. It felt like Sam and Dean were guest starring on some other show. This episode was just one big long snooze fest and it probably cured me again of my Supernatural addiction. I'll have to wait and see if The Ghostfacer episode is any good. I'm praying it will be.

Now onto Sam and Dean and all the crap that's going on between them. Here's what I think is Sam's problem and why he is still mad at Dean for what he did. I don't think it was just about Dean having an angel possess him to save his life. It was about Dean trusting an angel again over Sam. Dean trusted Gadreel and he had no reason to. You'd think after how much time, Dean would never trust an angel again, but he trusted one and that probably hurt Sam. Because it seems that Dean will never trust Sam again. Why? Because how long ago he lied about Ruby and went off with her. Dean has never let any of that go and it seems like he'll never forgive Sam for it. I still can't stand Dean for saying all that crap that Sam should confess like losing his soul. How the hell was that Sam's fault? It's like Dean will never trust Sam no matter what. Dean even trusts Crowley over Sam.
Another thing Sam is probably mad about. He suffered for how many months during those trials, so they could close hell and then it was all for nothing. And it was like Sarah and how many of the other people Crowley killed died for no reason at all. Sam is probably mad at himself for stopping and choosing Dean over closing hell and finishing the trials. How many people will probably die because of it and that will be all on Sam?

And onto the crap about Sam while darling Dean was in Purgatory. I've said this before and I'm going to say it again. Why did every demon, angel and monster leave Sam totally alone for a whole year? You'd think that Crowley or the angels would have keep tabs on what he was doing. And I blame the writers for dropping the whole thing and ending it how quick because fans sniveled. I hated Amelia, but I wish the writers would have explained things. Not Sam just went and lived a normal life, but then came back after a year of normal life and was not rusty hunting at all. And it was like Sam had never stopped hunting. The cabin did not look as if it had sat for a whole year without anyone being there. And why did Sam return to the cabin right after Dean got out of Purgatory. And why did Amelia's husband return as well. The writers just dropped the story and made it look like Sam didn't even bother to look for Dean. Just thinking about that episode where Crowley had Kevin locked up and was scrubbing his short term memory and having those demons looking like Sam and Dean made me think. Who knows if something like that didn't happen with Sam? Amelia might have been a real person that Sam met after he hit the dog and she was what they used to make him think he was having a relationship and that everything was real to keep him out of the way.
Or for all we know, Sam could have been doing anything for either the angels or demons and they replaced his real memories with memories of a normal life. Look how Zachariah made Sam and Dean think they were other people and they were living normal lives for how long. Maybe that's what Naomi did to Sam. It's funny that Dean never did meet Amelia and no one but Sam had contact with her.
I love how everyone thinks Sam would have been able to find out where Dean went on his own. Even if he knew Dean was in Purgatory, how was he to get him out. Naomi said how many angels died to get Castiel out. So, Sam was supposed to just find some way to get Dean.
It makes me wonder if Carver and Co decided to stretch things out with the whole Sam left Dean in Purgatory to make fans dislike Sam and then we'll find out what really happened. Doubt it. I must be dreaming again because I doubt Carver and Co even know what they're doing or what they are writing. And I doubt we'll ever know one way or the other if what happened was real or not.

I wonder if some fans have even read the story of Cain and Abel. It's very interesting. It's funny that Dean probably trusted Cain to tell the truth and he'd trust Cain over Sam as well. I'm hoping for some interesting stuff with that Mark of Cain. And hopefully the writers actually can come up with something surprising for the end of the season instead of more crap. Now I wonder if either Sam or Dean  is going to be killed and they'll end up in the veil for the season ending. And next season we'll wonder how they are going to get out of the veil and I'm sure they'll meet up with all kinds of people they know there.
Whatever.

I Love Books

I just love books. They are just like music, TV shows and movies. They are all my favorite drugs. I never can get enough of them. Books take me places that only people can dream about. I would love to be able to write a novel. That's something I've always wanted to do. I can barely write stupid spoofs and really short stories, so I doubt I'll ever be able to write a novel. And when I do go to try and write something, most of the time I can't get what is in my head to come out the right way. I have a ton of great ideas for a novel, but that's about it.
I love to read and I'm glad that I'm able to do that, even though I can't write something for others to read. I love all my favorite authors. I just finished reading White Fire by Douglas Preston and Lincoln Child. I loved it and read it how fast. Usually, I have three to five books going at once and read how many chapters of each, but when a really great book comes along, I read it straight through and the others can wait. I love the Pendergast novels by Preston and Child and Pendergast is my favorite fictional character from any book I've ever read.
I've been reading more lately and watching less TV. TV can only give you so much. I love to read books because then I can imagine the characters as anyone I want them to be. Books have longer stories and sometimes better ones. I love reading series. I've recently read all the Infernal Devices and Mortal Instrument books by Cassandra Clare. I love all the characters in these books and the books were awesome. I love reading Erin Hunter who writes all the Warriors, Seekers, and Survivors books. They are about cats, bears and dogs. I love them even if they are written for young adults. I love a lot of young adult series. There are so many good ones out there.
I can never get enough of the Stephanie Plum books written by Janet Evanovich. I hope she keeps writing them for how much longer. Plus I love her other series that she's started.
I've read over four thousand books since I graduated from High School. I like to write them down just so I know what I've read and how many I've read. I try to read about 100 or more books a year.
I love reading books that are from and based on TV shows. Some of the shows I watch and I read the books as well. Others, I read the books, but have never watched the shows. I recently finished reading the first Grimm novel. It was pretty good and now I'm reading Fringe. I've never watched either of these shows. I used to read all the Alias books, CSI, CSI:Miami and CSI:NY and I never watched any of those shows, but I loved every book I read. I loved reading the Supernatural books, but it looks like no more are going to be written. I'm still reading Star Trek and Star Wars books. I just finished reading Kenobi. I love that Star Wars and Star Trek have lasted this long. They've gone on in books and I love that. Sometimes things don't have to end when the shows and movie are done and over. I remember as a kid thinking up plots and stories for Luke, Leia and Han and I never imagined that now I'd be reading other people's stories about them. I just wish I could have been a good writer because I could have written one of my stories down for others to read and enjoy.
Well that's all for now.

Thor & Loki, SPN Spin-Off And Ships

My Sammo is now Thor and he found his brother Loki. I love Happy Baby because they have these cute costumes. I'm still sad about Pet Society and there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about it or my little Sammy. At least, I have this game and Pet City to play. I can't wait for the DVD of Thor:The Dark World to come out. It will sit in my DVD player for a very long time. I saw it twelve times in the theaters and I'll probably watch it more times than that once I have my own copy to watch.

I just saw who was going to be in that new SPN spin-off. I love that guy Nate who played Kol in Vampire Diaries. I just wish he was going to be on The Originals and not this spin-off. I don't think I'm going to care for this spin-off at all. I'll only give it a try for Nate and that's it. I don't think this spin-off is going to do as well as The Originals. Why? First they are introducing totally new characters that we've never seen before and who cares if they introduce them in a Supernatural episode. I might like them or I won't. If I don't like the characters when they appear on Supernatural, then I will not watch the spin-off at all. The Originals has done well because they took popular characters from Vampire Diaries and put them on their own show with new cast members. Klaus and Elijah appeared in the second season of Vampire Diaries and they already had a ton of fans to follow them. As well as Rebekah and Hayley.
I think a lot of loyal fans of Supernatural will watch the spin-off just because. Otherwise, I think the show is not going to do well at all. It might, but it will all depend on the writing and the other cast members. Just seeing what the show is about, does not inspire me to want to watch it. Now if Sam went to the new spin-off then I'd probably watch just to see him. I would not mind seeing Sam without Dean any more. They could leave Dean on Supernatural with his lover Castiel and his other better brother Benny.

And onto those stupid ships. I remember when I went on the message boards on The CW site four or five years ago. I used to think it was cute that people made one name out of two characters names. I guess I didn't really get it then. I remember how many idiots fighting over who should be with Clark. Lana or Lois. And the idiots that are shipping characters that are not even couples, nor will they ever be couples. When you ship Sam and Ezekiel. That's just stupid. I love reading stuff on Facebook and other sites about these stupid ships. I love how some fan said that they cut the scenes out of Supernatural that had Castiel telling Dean he loved him. That was the gag reel, not a cut scene. They were joking around. It wasn't serious. I guess some fans don't understand what a gag reel is, nor do they understand when they are being made fun of. It kills me. I'm just tired of idiots fighting each other and whining and sniveling that they want this ship or that ship on the show. If they are not together, then they will stop watching. No, they will not. They will just keep watching and sniveling. I do think writers of how many of the shows are constantly trying to please some of these idiots that go nuts over these ships.
I personally love shows, so I guess I ship the whole show and I love almost all the characters on some of the shows I watch. So I'd need to combine all their names together to come up with one big ship. Not. I think some of these nutty fans are actually helping to destroy shows and not help them. Whatever.

Dean Winchester's Diary Continued

Dear Diary,
Sammy and I just got back from a hunt. Sammy is mad at me again because I called Cas to come and heal him after he was knocked unconscious again. It seems like Sammy gets beaten on the head all the time and knocked unconscious a lot. I asked Cas if Sam has brain damage, but Cas assured me that he doesn't. I was hoping Sammy had brain damage because that could be the only reason he's still mad at me. He still hasn't thanked me for saving his life and now he didn't thank me for saving him yet again today.
He's so damn stubborn sometimes.
I really miss my buddy Benny. Sammy still hasn't thanked me for killing Benny to save him. Benny who had been a better brother than Sammy ever could be. Benny always had my back and my front while we were in Purgatory. He never let me down and whenever I cried, he would gently hold me in his strong and loving arms. I really miss Purgatory sometimes because it was so pure there. It was fighting and killing all day and Benny's warm arms holding me all night. I kept Benny's bones, but I never told Sammy that I hid them under my bed. I want Benny to be close to me always. If for some reason I have to kill Sammy then I can just go to Purgatory and get Benny back. Then it will be me, Benny and Cas again like it was in Purgatory. Sure, Cas tried to stay away from me there for my own good, but I know he loves and needs me. That's what I love about both Benny and Cas, they need me. Sammy just doesn't seem to need me anymore. He'd probably rather find some girl to shack up with like he shacked up with that girl while I was in Purgatory. I still can't believe that he did nothing to try and find me. He got himself a dog and a girl and just made me disappear like I was nothing to him. I keep forgetting the name of that girl he was with while I was gone. I think her name started with an A, but I'm not sure. I didn't even meet her, nor do I care to ever meet her or get to know who she was. Sammy says she was human, but who knows what she really was. She probably was another demon that he had the hots for. I have to make sure now that Sammy doesn't hook up with any more girls. He has no sense when it comes to girls at all because he somehow always hooks up with monsters or demons.
I'm sad Cas didn't stick around after healing Sammy because it would have been nice to go out with him somewhere to get a drink. Sammy won't even have a beer with me anymore because he's still so mad at me. I hope he'll get over himself soon and realize I do everything I do just for him. Everything and my whole life is just for him. All for Sammy.

Dean Winchester's Diary

Dear Diary,
I can't believe that my little brother Sammy would not do anything to save me. I would do anything to save his life and I have. I went to Hell and suffered so that he could be alive and what did he do. He slept with a demon and sucked her blood and used his demonic powers to send demons back to Hell. Then he started to kill demons with his demonic powers. I still can't believe he did that when I sacrificed my very soul for his life. Then he went and killed Lilith and started the apocalypse and I just didn't have the strength to stop him. He was so hopped up on demon blood that he wouldn't listen to a word I said. I even called him on his cell and tried to reason with him and he just ignored it.
I know Sammy is mad at me right now because I tricked him into being possessed by an angel, but what was I supposed to do. Let him die. Let my little Sammy die. I just couldn't do it. Sammy needed to live and that damn angel went and tricked me. How was I to know that angel was lying to me and pretending to be Ezekiel? How was I to know that he would kill my other little brother Kevin. Kevin who had become a part of my family. Kevin who was translating the angel tablet for me. I can still see him laying there on the floor with his eyes burned out. I know it's all my fault and I will hunt down and kill that lying angel Gadreel. That's who was really in my brother for months. Then he tried to take over my brother's body permanently and I had to have Crowley possess Sammy and save him. So Sammy was possessed by a lying, rotten and killing angel and the King Of Hell for a short time. That's no reason to be mad at me. I had to make those decisions and I did them all for Sammy. Everything I have done has all been for Sammy. My whole life is all for Sammy.
I just don't know why Sammy is still mad at me. I told him that everything is all on me and that I would find and kill Gadreel, but he doesn't seem to care. Sure, I left right after seeing my little Sammy poked in the head with pins and possessed by an angel and a demon, but I left him in the good hands of my brother Castiel. Sure, Castiel has betrayed me and he's hurt Sammy, but I knew he would be safe and that Castiel would heal him and take care of him. I just had to go and get that dirty angel Gadreel. Okay, sure I ended up in a bar and ended up working with Crowley. Crowley tricked me again and now I have the mark of Cain on me. I don't know what's going to happen now and Sammy still is mad at me and he told me he would not save me like I save him. I still can't believe he said that. I've been crying and crying. I've drank a ton of booze to drown all the pain of knowing that my little brother who has been my life would not save me.
All I want out of this crappy life is to be with Sammy beside me in the Impala. He's the only family I have left, even though I think of Castiel as family too. Sammy is blood and I want my Sammy to always be with me.
I've been reading about this mark on my arm and I'm getting kind of scared. I hope that I don't ever have to kill Sammy. But, if someone has to kill my brother, then it's going to be me and only me. I'll kill him because I love him.
Oh! crap. I think I need to run to the liquor store. I'm out of hunter's helper and I really need to numb this pain in my heart and soul. I'm tired of crying all the time and trying to hide it from Sammy. Now that we're back in the bunker together, I have to hide all the tears and pain and be strong. I have to be the strong brother for Sammy. Sammy depends on me and I can't let him down. Daddy's words always ring in my head to take care of Sammy. I always have and I always will. I'll save him or I'll kill him and it will all be for him. All for Sammy.