My love for Sam and Dean is strong and after seeing that new promo for season 5, I'm looking forward to the premiere and the new season.
I personally don't get when people are disappointed in Sam and Dean's characters. They are human and they don't know everything. I wish people would take them down off those high pedestals that they have them on or they will crash right down to the ground. Sam is not innocent and the last time that he was, was when he was a baby. I can't stand people telling how they want the old Sam back because he was innocent. Innocent of what? I just don't get it. I love Sam, even if he slept with a demon and drank demon blood. I understand that Sam would do whatever it takes to save people because he's always felt like he can't save anyone. Dean has always had a little darkness to his character and I never stopped loving him, when I found out he tortured souls in hell and liked it. Dean is just Dean. I love him because of who he is, not someone I want him to be. Dean never got a proper childhood and had to grow up too fast, so sometimes he doesn't act as mature because his inner child wants to have the fun, that he never had.
Sam and Dean have changed a lot over the course of the show and I've never stopped loving them. Sure, I really didn't get some stuff about Dean's character, but I never stopped loving him and thinking of him the same way, just like Sam.
Season 4 to me was just a weird season all around and most times, I didn't understand what the writers were trying to do or accomplish. I don't want a mystery show, where I'm constantly trying to guess what's going to happen next. I want a show that I can enjoy each week and get it all in every episode. Maybe a little mystery, action, romance, bromance, horror and whatnot. I have a feeling that the show is going to be a whole lot better in season 5 and I hope it makes more sense than season 4. I'm not going to stop loving Sam and Dean for anything. They both could kill someone, sleep with someone I hate, do something totally out of character or whatever, I'm sure they'll have a good reason for it.
I can't understand the fighting between people who love either Sam or Dean more. I don't want to fight anyway, but I get tired of so many people trying to put Sam down all the time. His character is as great as Dean's and in my opinion, greater. I love Sam and I will tell what I love about his character and what I think his character is doing. I don't think that's tearing down Dean to build up Sam, if I say something good about Sam. It's not tearing down Sam, when someone says something good about Dean and something bad about Sam. Everyone sees the characters how they want to see them and maybe that's the trouble.
I love Sam and Dean for who they are, not what I want them to be. If someone can't love them that way, then they don't love them at all.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Could Dean Turn Evil?
Could Dean possibly turn evil or is he already? I was just thinking about this today. A lot of people would say that it's not possible for Dean to turn evil because they think he's on a mission from God. I don't think God had anything to do with Dean getting out of hell. Like I said before, is Dean still under his contract. How did he get out of it? I doubt Castiel pulled him out and his deal just went away. How do we know that Dean didn't make another deal in hell? Maybe he made a deal with Lilith. I just think of how Dean treated Sam all season long and I don't get it. I could understand Dean being afraid of Sam turning evil by using his powers, but Sam still was the same Sam he's always been, so why didn't Dean want Sam using those powers? Why didn't Dean do anything when he found out that Sam was talking to Ruby again and did Dean sleep like the dead, that he didn't know that Sam was slipping out and doing what he was doing.
I think about when John made the deal for Dean. Who knows what that entailed? It looked like the YED is the one who took over the Reaper and pushed Dean's soul back to his body, who knows what else he did to Dean. Dean said that he didn't feel right. Was all of Dean's anger and agression in season 2 because of the father or something the YED did to him.
Both Sam and Dean have died. Dean was dying in the hospital and we saw what happened with him, but we never saw where Sam went or if he talked to a Reaper. Maybe Sam was able to come back to his body on his own or something else had him go back there.
I just think there is a little possiblity that Dean could turn evil or has evil inside him. He went to hell after all. He tortured and he enjoyed it, so go figure that. There has got to be something inside Dean. Why didn't Dean care about the seals breaking? Maybe that's why Dean was having nightmares, not about what happened in hell, but for the new deal he's made and what could happen. Who knows?
My theories are crazy, but they could be possible. Who knows what Kripke and Co are doing? They could be trying to make us think that Sam is evil or going evil, when it's really Dean. That would be a big surprise, if that did happen because most people would never expect it. People expected Sam to turn evil because Kripke and Co kept leading people on and especially in season 4. They purposely didn't let you know what Sam was doing and when you did find out, they made it look like Sam was dark and evil.
I just love to consider all possiblities. Who knows, the YED could be in Bobby right now for all we know? lol
I think about when John made the deal for Dean. Who knows what that entailed? It looked like the YED is the one who took over the Reaper and pushed Dean's soul back to his body, who knows what else he did to Dean. Dean said that he didn't feel right. Was all of Dean's anger and agression in season 2 because of the father or something the YED did to him.
Both Sam and Dean have died. Dean was dying in the hospital and we saw what happened with him, but we never saw where Sam went or if he talked to a Reaper. Maybe Sam was able to come back to his body on his own or something else had him go back there.
I just think there is a little possiblity that Dean could turn evil or has evil inside him. He went to hell after all. He tortured and he enjoyed it, so go figure that. There has got to be something inside Dean. Why didn't Dean care about the seals breaking? Maybe that's why Dean was having nightmares, not about what happened in hell, but for the new deal he's made and what could happen. Who knows?
My theories are crazy, but they could be possible. Who knows what Kripke and Co are doing? They could be trying to make us think that Sam is evil or going evil, when it's really Dean. That would be a big surprise, if that did happen because most people would never expect it. People expected Sam to turn evil because Kripke and Co kept leading people on and especially in season 4. They purposely didn't let you know what Sam was doing and when you did find out, they made it look like Sam was dark and evil.
I just love to consider all possiblities. Who knows, the YED could be in Bobby right now for all we know? lol
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Fictional Characters Over Real People
Here's why I love fictional characters over some people I know. Fictional characters aren't real, but they make you feel good. They never put you down, they're not mean to you or treat you like dirt. They can't hurt you. The best part about watching my shows is that sometimes I wish I could jump into my TV set and join them. Who cares if Sam and Dean are always in danger? Who cares if Smallville and Metropolis have a lot of crime, they have Superman to protect them? Who cares if the Gossip Girl crowd are rich and you probably wouldn't fit in, they care more about each other than people do in real life? I'd love to live in Tree Hill the most and be friends with that crowd. You're treated like family and they care about and love each other. It would be nice to have that every once in a while.
Here's the thing with real people and I just found out something about a friend or someone I thought was my friend. She basically treats me like a stranger and I guess I am one anymore. I hardly ever see her because she's so busy, but that's not the only reason. She lives with my sister and they've lived together now for over 20 years and I've thought of her as a sister herself. People think my sister and her are lesbians, but they're not. My sister would tell me if she was one. They've just never found anyone and they were best friends and it was cheaper to live together. My sister helped her get a better job, she's had more money and I know she's paid for more in the household. My friend has kids, but my sister never could. My sister wanted children, but she couldn't have any, that's one of the only reasons that my sister stays with her now. Her children. My sister loves them and I love them too. It's hard that this friend treats my sister like a piece of shit after all she's done for her. She's told people that my sister is just a person who lives downstairs in their house, not that she's her best friend and they've been living together for a long time. Here's the thing that got to me. I've been on Facebook and she talked to me like a stranger, not someone she's known for years. That really hurts because it feels like I'm nothing to her now. I still love her and her children and I'll always remember the great times I've spent with her. It just hurts that she doesn't feel the same way about me. She was like family and my sister and that's how I treated her. I guess that's just the way people are.
Most of the time I don't know how anyone in my family feels about me. I hope they love me as much as I love them, but I don't know. We're not a family that shows our love or hugs and says I love you to each other. That's something I rarely have heard in my life or that I've said out loud. Sometimes I love my family and the people so much, that it hurts and I've learned not to hold on too tightly to them because then I'll lose them. I guess I just had to write this, especially about my friend because I doubt we're friends anymore. It sad when you know something is over and maybe you were holding on and hoping, but it was over and you couldn't let go. I guess I've finally let go of her as a friend. Who knows what will happen with her and me or my sister, since she lives with her and I hardly see my sister because she's so busy helping her with her kids and taking care of their house. I just hope she one day appreciates my sister for all she's done for her and her kids.
Here's the thing with real people and I just found out something about a friend or someone I thought was my friend. She basically treats me like a stranger and I guess I am one anymore. I hardly ever see her because she's so busy, but that's not the only reason. She lives with my sister and they've lived together now for over 20 years and I've thought of her as a sister herself. People think my sister and her are lesbians, but they're not. My sister would tell me if she was one. They've just never found anyone and they were best friends and it was cheaper to live together. My sister helped her get a better job, she's had more money and I know she's paid for more in the household. My friend has kids, but my sister never could. My sister wanted children, but she couldn't have any, that's one of the only reasons that my sister stays with her now. Her children. My sister loves them and I love them too. It's hard that this friend treats my sister like a piece of shit after all she's done for her. She's told people that my sister is just a person who lives downstairs in their house, not that she's her best friend and they've been living together for a long time. Here's the thing that got to me. I've been on Facebook and she talked to me like a stranger, not someone she's known for years. That really hurts because it feels like I'm nothing to her now. I still love her and her children and I'll always remember the great times I've spent with her. It just hurts that she doesn't feel the same way about me. She was like family and my sister and that's how I treated her. I guess that's just the way people are.
Most of the time I don't know how anyone in my family feels about me. I hope they love me as much as I love them, but I don't know. We're not a family that shows our love or hugs and says I love you to each other. That's something I rarely have heard in my life or that I've said out loud. Sometimes I love my family and the people so much, that it hurts and I've learned not to hold on too tightly to them because then I'll lose them. I guess I just had to write this, especially about my friend because I doubt we're friends anymore. It sad when you know something is over and maybe you were holding on and hoping, but it was over and you couldn't let go. I guess I've finally let go of her as a friend. Who knows what will happen with her and me or my sister, since she lives with her and I hardly see my sister because she's so busy helping her with her kids and taking care of their house. I just hope she one day appreciates my sister for all she's done for her and her kids.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Enjoying Myself
Here's some great entertainment that I've found while waiting for my shows to come back on. I started on Facebook about a month and a half ago. I'm sure glad that I did. Now I've got about four different farms, little Sammy in Pet Society and I play Mafia Wars and Vampire Wars. It's really fun and I get to connect more with my family and other people. I've got 21 friends and it's great. I've been able to stop obsessing about Supernatural all the time. I've really got to stay off that CW Message Board for a while. Maybe I'll just go on and read some posts and say I love Sammy and Deano for a while or at least, until the show starts up. It will be fun to go on when the show starts because I didn't have a computer last year at this time. I don't know what it's like. If I did have a computer, I probably would've pissed off more people than I did piss off. Who knows what would've happened? My passion and obsession for Supernatural gets me into all kinds of trouble. I just want to enjoy the upcoming weeks until all the shows start back up and I'm busy watching and wondering what's going to happen on all of them. One new show that I think might be interesting is that " The Beautiful Life". It looks good and probably looks better than all the new shows that CW is putting out this upcoming season.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Thoughts On What I Want To See In Season 5 of Supernatural
I didn't even want to think about what I want to see happen because it probably won't and I'll be disappointed. I keep thinking about things and I can't stop.
1. The first and most important thing that I want to see is how Sam and Dean deal with everything that has happened and what both of them have said and done. I want them both to apologize to each other for the things they said, not just Sam. Dean hurt Sam probably as much or more than Sam hurt Dean. I want them slowly to work out there problems. Also it would be interesting to see that that's what Chuck is going to be able to help them with. Maybe he'll be able to tell Sam and Dean how the other was thinking and feeling. Who knows? It would be great to see a scene with Sam talking to Chuck and learning about Dean and then Dean talking to Chuck and learning about Sam. Maybe Chuck will be able to help them the most.
2. Sam's addiction to demon blood. Is it a true addiction or is it something else? How will it affect and alter him and how will he deal with it and how will Dean deal with Sam and his problem? I'd love to see how everything has affected Sam and see how much he agonizes over it because that's usually what Sam does. Sam usually blames himself for everything and he's done it since the first season. He usually blames himself for things that he's had no control over as well as the things he has had control over. I'd love to see a scene where Sam thinks about committing suicide and actually takes some action, but Dean coming to save him or Sam not being able to do it or maybe something else happens and Sam finds out it isn't his time to die.
3. I'd love to see how Dean becomes a better leader and is able to think of a lot of people and not just about saving his family or just Sam. To put others first. Maybe the lives of billions over the cost of one person. Almost like Clark in Smallville when he saved Chloe. Chloe told Clark that she'd have rather died than other people dying and that's probably how Sam would feel on Supernatural. Clark found a way to save Chloe and everyone and I could see Dean trying to too.
4. I want to see more action and less talking, especially boring scenes with guest stars and just I don't know. I want more story and fighting and stuff like that. I love the talking between Sam and Dean and want more of it, so they can get to really know who each other is and to mend their relationship. There doesn't have to be endless monologue, but just short scenes that say it all.
5. I love Castiel, but I really don't want to see him a lot on the show. I don't want his character to become as important as Sam and Dean's or to overshadow either of their characters. I know a lot of people love him and I do too, but I want to see him interacting more with both Sam and Dean, not just Dean all the time with Sam left to be by himself or Sam going to talk to someone and Dean thinking everyone Sam talks to is evil or something.
6. I want to see John and Mary Winchester in an episode together and maybe to be with Sam. Sam never got to know his mother and he never got to resolve anything with his father. It would be nice to see Sam saying everything he wanted to say to John and his mother. I'd really love that.
7. The thing that I want to see the most is Sam and Dean fighting side by side and being together most of the time. Sure they can be with other people because they can't be with each other 24/7, but I want to see more of their relationship issues addressed. I want Dean to be able to help Sam by talking about hell and Sam to be able to help Dean by talking about his demon blood addiction. I really think they can help each other by talking to each other.
If only one thing that I want happens, I'll probably be happy and okay. I'm not going to count on anything and maybe I'm not too excited about the show coming back on because I can still think about what I want to see. When the show comes back on, then it's what Kripke and Co have planned and it might not be what I want or they could surprise me and give me something I love even better than what I wanted to see.
1. The first and most important thing that I want to see is how Sam and Dean deal with everything that has happened and what both of them have said and done. I want them both to apologize to each other for the things they said, not just Sam. Dean hurt Sam probably as much or more than Sam hurt Dean. I want them slowly to work out there problems. Also it would be interesting to see that that's what Chuck is going to be able to help them with. Maybe he'll be able to tell Sam and Dean how the other was thinking and feeling. Who knows? It would be great to see a scene with Sam talking to Chuck and learning about Dean and then Dean talking to Chuck and learning about Sam. Maybe Chuck will be able to help them the most.
2. Sam's addiction to demon blood. Is it a true addiction or is it something else? How will it affect and alter him and how will he deal with it and how will Dean deal with Sam and his problem? I'd love to see how everything has affected Sam and see how much he agonizes over it because that's usually what Sam does. Sam usually blames himself for everything and he's done it since the first season. He usually blames himself for things that he's had no control over as well as the things he has had control over. I'd love to see a scene where Sam thinks about committing suicide and actually takes some action, but Dean coming to save him or Sam not being able to do it or maybe something else happens and Sam finds out it isn't his time to die.
3. I'd love to see how Dean becomes a better leader and is able to think of a lot of people and not just about saving his family or just Sam. To put others first. Maybe the lives of billions over the cost of one person. Almost like Clark in Smallville when he saved Chloe. Chloe told Clark that she'd have rather died than other people dying and that's probably how Sam would feel on Supernatural. Clark found a way to save Chloe and everyone and I could see Dean trying to too.
4. I want to see more action and less talking, especially boring scenes with guest stars and just I don't know. I want more story and fighting and stuff like that. I love the talking between Sam and Dean and want more of it, so they can get to really know who each other is and to mend their relationship. There doesn't have to be endless monologue, but just short scenes that say it all.
5. I love Castiel, but I really don't want to see him a lot on the show. I don't want his character to become as important as Sam and Dean's or to overshadow either of their characters. I know a lot of people love him and I do too, but I want to see him interacting more with both Sam and Dean, not just Dean all the time with Sam left to be by himself or Sam going to talk to someone and Dean thinking everyone Sam talks to is evil or something.
6. I want to see John and Mary Winchester in an episode together and maybe to be with Sam. Sam never got to know his mother and he never got to resolve anything with his father. It would be nice to see Sam saying everything he wanted to say to John and his mother. I'd really love that.
7. The thing that I want to see the most is Sam and Dean fighting side by side and being together most of the time. Sure they can be with other people because they can't be with each other 24/7, but I want to see more of their relationship issues addressed. I want Dean to be able to help Sam by talking about hell and Sam to be able to help Dean by talking about his demon blood addiction. I really think they can help each other by talking to each other.
If only one thing that I want happens, I'll probably be happy and okay. I'm not going to count on anything and maybe I'm not too excited about the show coming back on because I can still think about what I want to see. When the show comes back on, then it's what Kripke and Co have planned and it might not be what I want or they could surprise me and give me something I love even better than what I wanted to see.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Here I Go Again
I can't believe I said I wasn't excited for Supernatural. It always happens during these long waits for the show. One minute, I don't care if the show comes back on and the next minute, I can't wait for it. I'm totally obsessed still with Supernatural and that's why I go so crazy. I want to love the show, the way it is now and I hope that I can. Sam and Dean have changed a little too much and not in good ways. I'm praying for them to change into the hunters and brothers that I know they have and can be again. I guess I'm just scared about what Supernatural's future is and I'm hoping the show doesn't disappoint me as much as it did in season 4. I really almost stopped watching Supernatural all together because of what was happening. It was the first time in season 4 when another show caught my attention and I almost started to love and obsess about it more. The show was Legend Of The Seeker. I love it and I'm looking forward to the new season. It doesn't start until November, so that is one long wait still. Supernatural had a lot of good episodes in a row after that stupid "Heaven And Hell" episode. That had to be the single worst episode of any show that I've ever watched. I don't ever want to see another episode like it again on Supernatural or one of my favorite shows. The writing for Supernatural in season 4 was all over the place and it basically sucked at times. The best episodes were the stand alone ones.
I'm really not looking forward to buying Supernatural season 4 on DVD. I'll probably only watch about 11 of the episodes. I know there are 3 episodes that I won't even look at again. I just want to forget they were on. That's sad to say about my favorite show. Even during my least favorite season of Smallville, there were not any episodes that I wouldn't watch again.
I guess my mood swings are based on not knowing what's going to happen and if Kripke and Co will turn Supernatural back into the show that I loved and looked forward to watching. I really want to be excited every minute for my favorite show and I want to look forward to each episode. I'm just scared that the show won't be able to go back to being as great to watch as the first three seasons that I loved. I'm trying really hard to be optimistic and give Kripke and Co the chance to prove they can do good with Supernatural, but it's hard.
I'm really not looking forward to buying Supernatural season 4 on DVD. I'll probably only watch about 11 of the episodes. I know there are 3 episodes that I won't even look at again. I just want to forget they were on. That's sad to say about my favorite show. Even during my least favorite season of Smallville, there were not any episodes that I wouldn't watch again.
I guess my mood swings are based on not knowing what's going to happen and if Kripke and Co will turn Supernatural back into the show that I loved and looked forward to watching. I really want to be excited every minute for my favorite show and I want to look forward to each episode. I'm just scared that the show won't be able to go back to being as great to watch as the first three seasons that I loved. I'm trying really hard to be optimistic and give Kripke and Co the chance to prove they can do good with Supernatural, but it's hard.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Armie Hammer
Armie has a weird name, but wow is he hot looking. I loved seeing him in both Gossip Girl and Reaper. I got double the Armie. I loved him more on Gossip Girl, probably because he didn't get killed and sent to hell, like on Reaper. He's my new star to watch and I've got to start finding out what he's going to be in and what he's been on. Right now, I can watch him on my Reaper DVDs. Reaper was so good and I was hoping for another season, so that his character could get out of hell and go after Sam. I would've loved that. He was the perfect son of Satan on the show. He really fit the part. He was a good lying, cheating creep on Gossip Girl, too. It's funny because he looks so sweet and he played evil characters or bad ones.
I saw Armie on the repeat of Gossip Girl and my heart just started pounding really hard. He might make me forget about Jared. He's kind of like Jared because he has those sweet looks, but he can look evil too.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Not Excited For Fifth Season Of Supernatural
I'm not even excited for the upcoming season of Supernatural. I try to make myself get excited, but it doesn't work. It was just like last year. I read what was going to happen and I didn't care. Last season wasn't that great and who knows what's going to happen this season. I'm not too thrilled about the whole apocalypse crap and the angels and shit like that. I'm actually sick of it. I'm sick of trying to guess what's going to happen next. I'm tired of wondering who or what they'll have Sam sleeping with next. Maybe he'll sleep with a vampire and they can suck each other's blood or something. Dean is so pure and sweet now that he's had an angel, who knows what he'll do. He acts like he's morally superior to Sam, which is crap. Dean has less morals, than Sam ever will. Misha as Castiel is great, but what's going to happen with his character. I don't care anymore. This is probably the end of my obsession with the show, but I'll still watch it and like it. I don't know about loving it anymore. I love seasons 1-3 and I always will. I keep reading spoilers and they make me just not want to watch the show at all. I hope I even watch it when it comes back on. Now that Smallville isn't there to be the other half of Thursday night, I'll probably set the DVD recorder for Supernatural and then go to bed early and watch it whenever. I can't wait for Smallville, Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill. I'm more excited for them to come back on. It's sad.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Sam Witwer
I just love Sam Witwer and I love watching the reruns of Smallville to see him again. I loved him as Davis Bloome and Doom. He played innocent and sweet and had evil lurking inside of him. I loved how they played his part until the end. It's sad that they couldn't have done more with his character. They just turned him into a killer and left it at that. I liked the idea that it was Doom inside him, making him kill, not his human half. I loved him with Chloe, because they had such great chemistry together. I loved to watch their scenes together and I was hoping that Clark could somehow separate Doom from Davis and he'd still be on the show and be together with Chloe. Then they had to have Davis kill Jimmy and make him out to be just a killer after Clark separated them. That sucked.
I just loved seeing Davis in that confessional at the church, telling how he went out searching for evil people to kill and not innocent ones. He saved people, but he killed too. He didn't want to kill anyone and he was fighting what was inside him. I was hoping it was Chloe's love that helped him, but then they just made him out to be an obsessed killer that just wanted Chloe for himself.
On another note. I'd love for Sam on Supernatural to be like Davis. If Sam has something evil inside him, then I'd love to see Sam struggling with it and fighting it. Maybe seeing that Dean is the one person that could keep that evil at bay, or more like love of any kind could keep the evil in Sam from turning him evil.
I'm going to miss Sam Witwer on Smallville, but maybe I'll pay more attention to Tom Welling again. I just totally focused on Sam and could think of nothing else, not Clark or Oliver or any guy on there.
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