Sammy Snape

My little Sammy is dressed as Snape because he was the best Harry Potter character ever. I loved him and I cried during the movie and when I read the book after he died. Alan Rickman was awesome and I just thoroughly love his acting. I'm so glad that he was cast as Snape. I think Lily and Snape was the best love story in the whole Harry series because it was unrequited love. That is the most heartbreaking love story to watch. When someone loves someone else but is never able to be with them and they'd do anything for that someone.
The whole last Harry Potter movie was great and I can't wait to get the other half on DVD and then I can watch them together. It's kind of sad that that was the last movie and there will be no more books, but I'll love Harry Potter forever. I'll never get tired of reading the books or watching the movies.

Why? Pet Society Why?

I can't believe that stupid Pet Society. You really love a game and then they screw it up by trying to fix it, when there is nothing wrong with it. Some idiots must have sniveled that the game took too long to load, so they made it load faster. Now it loads fast and you get on the game, but what good is it? There's a ton of paw prints instead of all your pets things and how much crap won't even load while you're playing. It sucks and I hope Pet Society fixes this soon because if it doesn't then I won't be buying any more pet society cash items. I'm not going to spend real money on something that I can't even see or play with. It's stupidity. There are a ton of fans complaining about it and I hope they either change it back to how it was or fix it.
Then stupid Facebook has to play all the time on improving crap. I'm getting tired of that shit already. I'm getting sick of idiots trying to improve on something that doesn't need improvement. Honestly, it's getting tiresome already.
I love my little Sammy and Co and I want to be able to see them in their clothes and all their stuff in their houses when I go see them and not paw prints everywhere. I took some pics of all the craziness and here's just two of them. I can't stand looking at the other ones of my pets being naked and a ton of paw prints instead of their stuff. I paid for Sammy to ride his broom and not be flying around on his own while his pet skunk is on the broom.

The Brian Buckley Band

When I first saw The Brian Buckley Band at the L.A. SPN Convention, I thought they were an okay group. I loved Brian's voice, but it was kind of being drowned out by the music. I bought a CD for myself and one for my sister and the band signed them. I'm so glad that I did. I listened to their first CD and I liked it a lot and it had such a different sound than what I've heard before. I love that the most about the band, that it's different. Hysterical Blindness their new CD is awesome. I love each and every song on it and I love listening to it at work. My favorite song is Coo Coo and I love the music and the words and it gets me typing how fast at work. I love that Brian wrote most of the songs. That's something I really love, when singers write their own songs because it gives them even more meaning.
I am now a Brian Buckley Fan and not just a Supernatural fan that likes them. I'm very grateful to Jared because if not for him, then I'd probably have never known about them. I usually find new music by hearing it on my favorite TV shows.
The Brian Buckley Band has given me a very special gift and that's the gift of great music. That's one of the best things in the world and I'm very grateful to them for sharing this music. I hope to one day see them live again. I wish I could see them in Vegas because I love going there.
My pics are not so great, but I thought I'd use them. I love all those peoples heads. I'm sure my head is in how many pictures out there. I'll be supporting Brian and the rest of the band and hopefully they'll have another album come out. That would be great.

Beautiful And Colorful Horses

The horses are lining the streets of Ogden again. I love them. I especially love the one with the cougar on it and the money one.

John Denver

I've been listening to my John Denver CD's lately because I always feel good when I listen to them. I love John Denver so much because he saved my life and I never even got the chance to thank him for it. I guess some people would think I'm crazy for even saying that. How can someone you've never met, save your life? John Denver's music has been like a drug to me and it's helped me so much. There are certain songs of his that make me feel like John was singing personally to me, even though I know he wasn't. My favorite John Denver song is Looking For Space. It's a song about finding out who you are, but enjoying life while you're doing it. Sometimes you are deep in despair and other times you can fly as high as an eagle. I love that song and the words really helped me when I needed it the most. Another song of John's that I really love is Fly Away because that's how I feel all the time. I'm lonely, but I choose it.
I can never properly put into words how I feel about John. I just know that I wished I could have met him and thanked him for all he did for me. His beautiful songs that helped me and help me still today. I'll have them forever and they are truly his autograph. Who needs his signature, when I can listen to his music and he'll be there and it's like he's still alive or a part of him is. The best part. I think John put the best part of himself into his music and songs and he shared that part of himself with the world. That's a very rare thing. His love for the Earth, family and living are all expressed in his beautiful and timeless songs.
I love John Denver for what he personally has done for me and I always will.

Award For Supernatural

Okay my little Sammy made an award for Supernatural. He says it's the best show on TV today. Maybe it's not an Emmy or People's Choice or anything like that, but it's an award from the heart. Sammy calls it The Catnip Award For The Best TV Show On TV and it goes to Supernatural. Sammy says this award goes to everyone who helps to make Supernatural the best, even the people that are hardly recognized. Everyone and not just Jensen, Jared or the stars. It's for everyone who helps to put Supernatural on the air and for The CW Network because it's the best. Without CW, Supernatural probably would not still be on the air, so he wants to thank them for keeping Supernatural around for six years and counting.

Beautiful Roses

It's nice to stop and smell the roses every once in a while and it's even nicer when they're in your own yard. The roses are finally blooming and they are beautiful. I love when water is on roses and when they are first starting to bloom. I always stop and smell roses when I'm out walking somewhere and I enjoy flowers blooming. It took how long this year for the roses to bloom because it's been so cold and we've finally started to warm up a little. Hopefully it will get hot soon because it will be summer in only how many days. Usually, I've got a window open and I've only opened my window three times so far this year. I'm hoping for some 80's and 90's soon, so I can be warm and feel like a lizard laying on a rock again.

Jared Padalecki Is A Movie Star Already

I love that stupid poll that's going on right now. TV Stars We Want To See Become Movie Stars. Jared is on there and he's already a movie star. He's been in five movies that have been in movie theaters and as far as I'm concerned, that already makes him a movie star. I love how some fans think Jared has become a better actor since he's been on Supernatural and like he's never acted in anything before that or that his acting sucked before Supernatural.
Then that other stupid poll with Jensen. They should just make Jensen the winner because you only know the crazed Jensen fans are going to spend their time in front of their computers voting for him over and over. I'm sorry, but as far as I'm concerned, Jensen is not the King Of Drama. I wish they had a real contest going on and each person got to choose who they wanted and only got to vote once. Jensen would never win.
I love Jensen, but I think there are way more talented actors out there right now. The one thing about Jensen that I find lacking in his acting is his inability to show parts of himself and go all the way. I love that quality in Jared. You can see his very soul when he acts and he gives so much of himself in any role he plays and becomes that character. I'd love to see Jensen play other roles besides Dean Winchester or play a different role on Supernatural. Jensen has played demon Dean, vampire Dean, shape shifter Dean and future Dean. Never a totally different character, only Dean. Jared on the other hand has played various characters and his best was Lucifer. Jared never gets any kind of acknowledgement on the Internet or anywhere except for a few fans giving him an award for his acting. Jared to me is the most under appreciated actor out there right now. He gives great award winning performances on Supernatural, but they are never acknowledged because Jensen always gets the nod for the best performances. For a show that says it's about two brothers and that they are equal and the actors both make the show, Jensen is the one that is always getting acknowledgement for his role as Dean and that he's so great playing the character, but Jared never does. In magazines, polls and whatnot, Jensen's acting is so much better than Jared's. I personally don't see this at all. I think Jared far outshines Jensen, but Jared has less screen time and less focus on his character. Of course, Jensen will always be said to be the better actor because he gets all the storyline and the dialogue while Jared is mostly in the background of most episodes. Sam is the mystery and Dean is the drama and heart of the show and has been since season 4.

I'd love for Jared to be a bigger movie star after Supernatural is over. It would be nice to see him on the big screen again and in a drama not a romance comedy. That's the last thing I'd want to see him in. I'd love for him to be in a serious dramatic role because he does that so well. I loved him in Christmas Cottage and I'd love to see him do more roles like that. Heck, I wouldn't mind if he was on Supernatural less and did another movie role because what does it matter. I'd rather see him being the star of a movie, than like a guest star on a show he's starred in for the last six years and hardly getting to shine because he's always in the shadow of Jensen Ackles to most people. As far as I'm concerned, Jared when he finally gets to act on Supernatural shines like the brightest light and shows what a great actor he really is.

I love Jared not just because he's a great actor but because he makes me feel good and when I watch him act, I'm moved by him. I can see his soul and he just gives me something that no one else can. He makes the world a better place to live in and he shines so bright that you want to stay warm in his light. I still remember getting my photo op with him at the L.A. Con. Words can't even express how I feel about just being that close to him and for one moment standing in that light that is Jared Padalecki.

Daniel Radcliffe Is Not Just Harry Potter

I loved seeing Daniel on the Tony's last night. It was nice to see him dancing and singing. I'd love to see him in a musical or a play. Daniel is not just Harry Potter, but a whole lot more.
I'd love to see more of my favorite actors and actresses in musicals or plays. It's always amazing when I find out that an actor or actress can sing and dance as well as they act. The sad part is, I'm not rich and most of those musicals and plays are only being shown in New York or London or somewhere that I'll never get to. I've been to see Phantom Of The Opera and Les Miserables and that's it. I loved going to both of them and I wish that I could see The Woman In White and Miss Saigon. They have to come to the theatre where I live in order for me to see them. Also, I have no one to go and see them with. I'd have to go alone and I doubt I'm going to wear a dress on a bus going to the city to see one. I don't think I even own a dress that fits me anymore. Or it's so old, it's totally out of style. I bought my last dress about 15-20 years ago.

Now to go back to Daniel. I love him as Harry Potter and he sure does deserve an award for playing the character through 8 movies. That is quite an accomplishment and Daniel has done an excellent job. I doubt he'll ever win or be nominated for an academy award for Harry Potter. The Harry Potter movies are blockbusters and they're usually never considered for awards. Sometimes music and special effects, but that's about it. The acting in them has been the best reason I go and see them.

I'm taking a break from the CW board because it's gotten very boring on there. Snivelers sniveling about Castiel. Most of the Castiel haters probably really love him because they sure do talk about him a lot. So they must think of him a lot. Then Jared's a twit on twitter now and of course how many fans are following his twitterings. I'm one of those fans because I've been following him, but I don't expect him to tweet all day long about everything. I'm sure the non-spoilers will start to come out soon and fans will get nutty over those. Maybe things will pick up in a month or two on there, but for now I'm going to occupy myself with other things. I may post every once in a while and that's it. I've found some other fun and exciting places on the Internet to go to.

Castiel And Who's Good Or Bad

I love how Castiel is now considered a bad guy or evil all of a sudden. Why is that? Because he did something the great and wonderful Dean Winchester did not like. I guess Castiel was supposed to have Dean tell him what to do about the war in Heaven and not do anything himself. It doesn't matter if Dean really gives a shit what happens in Heaven or not. Dean who only cares about who he considers family at any given time is the only one that anyone should listen to because he's the only character on Supernatural that knows right from wrong. No other character does. Sam is just stupid and evil all the time. He has no moral compass, even when he has his soul inside his body. Sam was the bad guy in season four because he wanted to kill a demon. A demon who had his brother killed and sent to hell to be tortured. But Sam was not supposed to try and get revenge, he was probably supposed to send Lilith a fruit basket or something. Maybe he should have told her he loved her and hugged her for sending Dean to hell. Sam and Dean were trained by John to kill the Supernatural and demons fall into that category. I just don't get that when Sam wanted to kill Lilith, everyone thought he was evil for doing it. Evil for wanting to kill a demon. Sam never knew she was the last seal at the time, if he had known, then he would never have tried to kill her.
It seems to me, that Dean tells who is a good guy or a bad guy at any given time. The Trickster/Gabriel is now a good guy because he helped them once, but let's forget how he killed people and all the crap he put Sam and Dean through, especially Sam.
Death is a good guy now because he restored Sam's soul, but who really knows why he did that. I doubt he's really going to tell Dean everything and let him in on anything when he considers all humans as nothing. Death who brought how many people's loved ones back to life including Bobby's wife and then Bobby had to kill her. I guess Death is the good horseman and all the others were the bad horsemen. Give me a break.
Balthazar became a good guy because he helped Sam and Dean for two seconds, but he was busy buying peoples souls and doing who knows what. He helped Castiel to obtain weapons from Heaven, but he's the good guy in the end and everyone should feel sorry for him because Castiel killed him.
Crowley. I love him and he can really make Dean look like the biggest idiot in the world. Probably because he can read Dean's mind. Oh, but I forget. Demons can't read minds and neither can angels, even though it's been mentioned how many times on the show that they can. Crowley was the good guy and Dean trusted him in season 5, but then later didn't and he became the bad guy again. Dean can work with a demon, but heaven forbid if Sam and Castiel works with one.
I just love how characters turn from bad to good or from good to bad according to what Dean thinks about them. If Dean likes them, then they're the good guys, if Dean doesn't like them, then they're the bad guys. It's like Dean thinks he's God or something and he rules the planet, hell and heaven.

Now Castiel is all of a sudden some horrible and evil being that's going to try and kill Sam, Dean and Bobby and for what reason? I still don't get it. Where do some fans get those stupid names for Castiel like Godstiel. That is so stupid. It's about as stupid as some calling that amulet of Dean's the Samulet. God, I hate that crap.
I'm a fan of the show and I love it, but I will not use stupid crap other fans think up. I really hated that RoboSam crap. Sam with his soul has been more like a robot doing whatever Dean tells him to do, than Sam was without his soul. At least soulless Sam got to use his brain and thought up strategies and plans to kill monsters, plus he got to have sex and a life other than following Dean around.
It seems that all Sam can do on the show now is follow Dean and do everything he tells him to do. I hope the old Sam returns and starts telling Dean off again and standing up to him. Dean is not right all the time and I want Sam to knock him off his high horse every once in a while. I hope Castiel knocks Dean of his high horse when season 7 starts and makes Dean realize that he's not the be all of the universe.