The Supernatural Burbank Convention

I had a really great time at the Burbank Con. I've been too lazy to post about it until now.
On Thursday, March 1st, I left on a little plane and flew to the Bob Hope Airport. That has to be the smallest airport that I've ever been to. The Marriott hotel was only a couple blocks away from the terminals. I probably could have walked to the hotel. I caught the free shuttle instead. I checked into my room and I had a nice big king size bed all to myself. There were a bunch of food places across the street and I went to Denny's about five times to eat during my stay.
The hotel was really strange, but I was located in a great room. I was right in the middle of the hotel. It didn't take long to walk over to the Convention center. I didn't even know where it was at first, but I found it and registered for the Con.

The Con started on March 2nd and went to the 4th. I'm not going to post about everything. Just the highlights. I met a lot of interesting people from all over the country and the world. I'm surprised that I actually talked to how many of them, but I did and I enjoyed it. There was one person there that I called Goofy. I won't say who she was, but she drove me crazy. I loved listening to all the panels and I took a ton of pictures. I don't know why I took so many of Sebastian and Mark though. I looked through my pics and I've got over a hundred of just those two.
I really enjoyed the Karaoke party this year. It was so fun, but my feet killed me after from standing for over two hours. I loved listening to Louden Swain first and I bought one of their CD's. They actually sound better in concert and Rob Benedict is awesome.

Before the Con, I bought photo ops of Jared & Jensen together and Jared alone. I bought three more at the Con. I got one with Rob Benedict, Richard Speight and Matt Cohen and Misha Collins. I got a total of five photo ops and I'm glad that I did.
I heard a lot of sniveling at the Con about the autographs and that they weren't being personalized. Who cares? I'm actually glad they weren't because they went faster.

The Cocktail Party was interesting. I was too lazy to look around at all the other centerpieces. I did get up to take pictures and that was about it. A lady came to my table and set up her centerpiece. It was a protection spell. I loved it, but it didn't protect me from Goofy. I loved Misha commenting on all the centerpieces. That was the best part of the whole night. It was after 1 when Jim Beaver finally came to the table and after he left I left.
The breakfast was nice with Jared and Jensen. I didn't eat a lot and I heard how many people sniveling about it, especially Goofy afterward. I'm just glad she wasn't at my table for the whole thing. I probably would have hit her in the head or something. I talked to a nice girl at my table until Jared and Jensen showed up. I probably bored her, but she didn't let on about it. I didn't take a lot of pictures at the breakfast because my seat was farther away than during the panel and the pics didn't look very good.

All in all it was a really fun Convention and I'm glad I got to go to it. It was my first time ever going somewhere all alone on vacation and I really enjoyed myself. I didn't think I could go alone and have fun, but I did. I actually didn't want my vacation to end and I wished I could have stayed in California for longer.

I can't wait for the next new episode of Supernatural. I don't care whether Sam ever gets a storyline or any focus anymore. I do wish that some of my favorite characters could come back again on the show. There have been so many of them. I just hope there is no more sniveling and whining and poor me, Dean. That's probably the one thing I would change, if I could change something on Supernatural. Dean would go back to being a kick ass and bad ass hunter again instead of a drunken sniveling weakling who is always whining poor me about everything. While I was at the Con, I also heard a lot of fans sniveling about Bobby and the car. Who cares if they're gone right now? I certainly don't. I do miss the car though, but the car was hardly in season 4 and no one missed it. Castiel was zapping mainly Dean all over and Ruby was driving Sam in her car, so who needed it. I guess I just don't care anymore what happens on the show. As long as I laugh and I get entertained, then that's all that matters to me. I just hope there are no more episodes like Let It Bleed and Heaven And Hell. There are a few more other episodes that I hardly ever watch, but I mainly watch all the others over and over. I just hope some really great episodes are coming up with great stories and characters.

Some Burbank Con Pics

Fun, Fun, Fun And Happy Days

I had a really fun time last week. My niece and her little boy came for a visit from Reno. I loved spending time with them, what little I could. It was fun going to Chuck E Cheese's with most of my family. I hardly get to spend time with them all together anymore. I wish we would get together more often like that. After work one day I ate at Wingers with my niece and my sister.
On Friday I took off work early and went with two of my sisters, my niece and her little boy to Salt Lake. We went to The Hogle Zoo and then we went to The Gateway. I don't think I've been to the zoo with my niece since she was a little girl. It's been a long time. The animals were pretty active and it wasn't too cold outside. They are making even more improvements to the zoo and I'm so happy about that. I love seeing it because it's about time. It's going to be great not just for people visiting the zoo, but for the animals as well. I love that they now have bigger enclosures and more room to roam in.
After the Zoo we went to eat at Applebee's. And I bought a Nook at Barnes and Noble. I was going to get an Ipad, but I decided to get the Nook instead. It has flash player and about everything I wanted. I love to read and it will be great to have how many books in one place. I still love to hold books in my hands and I'll always still buy real books. I love to read in the bathtub and I'm not going to take my Nook in there.
My niece took her little boy to the Discovery Museum and my one sister and I went to go see Journey 2 The Mysterious Island in Imax at the Planetarium. After that we took my niece and her boy to the train station. They were here for about 6 days and I'm so happy that I got to spend the time I did with them.

This past week of TV was also great. I loved Gossip Girl, Ringer and One Tree Hill. Also last Sunday, The Celebrity Apprentice started and Once Upon A Time was another good episode. Supernatural and Vampire Diaries are in repeats, but that's okay because I loved that the CW had Supernatural on on Thursday as well as Friday. It was nice to watch the two shows together again. I miss that.

I'm really excited, scared, happy, nervous and everything in between for the Burbank Con. It's almost here and only how many days away now. I'm going to be going all alone this time and to a new hotel and everything. I'm sure I'm going to have a lot of fun anyway.

One more thing before I end this post. My Bela has been with me for a whole year now and I'm very happy about that. I still miss my little Mully at times, but she's always in my heart and soul. Bela is such a wonderful and beautiful cat and I love her very much.

Loving Supernatural and All My Shows

Wow! Another great week of TV. I just love it. All my shows were new and they were all awesome and entertaining. I loved Repo Man and it's my favorite episode of season 7 so far. The best part about it was I didn't see Dean drinking any booze or sniveling. Two episodes in a row now. I hope it continues because Dean was really getting boring and the show was predictable until the last two episodes. The Slice Girls was probably the most predictable with Dean having a monster daughter. You only knew she was going to die. The show jumped the shark a little with that crap.
It's almost like the writers don't know what to do with Dean's character anymore so they come up with whatever.

I loved Repo Man because I listened and I loved how that guy said that he was lost without his demon. He turned to booze and was depressed and suicidal. Who did that remind me of? Dean. Dean hasn't cared about anything since he's came back from hell. He pretends to care about saving people, but it's like he's going through the motions. I love how some fans say that Dean has great instincts. Sure he does, that's why he went off with some guy who he thought was harmless. That's why he's trusted demons and angels and almost everyone but his own brother.
I hope Dean finally starts noticing what's really happening to Sam. I just love reading message boards and other stuff and I love those Dean fans who now want the show to go back to the leviathans. Of course they do because maybe just a little bit of focus will now be on Sam's character. I know who the crazy Dean fans are and they can pretend all they want to that they even give a crap about Sam. Sam is just supposed to be there for poor Dean and that's it. Otherwise, they could give a crap less about his character or what happens to him. It's all about Dean and they cry and snivel when any focus goes to Sam's character or what happened to him in Hell. I love how season 4 was all about Dean and his time in Hell. How many fans are still sniveling that the writers didn't address Dean's time in Hell. I watched how many episodes with Dean crying and talking to how many people about Hell. And some of those fans still don't want to accept that the pain Dean felt in Hell was gone after he started to torture and there's nothing left but guilt about what he did. I guess they can pretend all they want to and whine and snivel. It's actually fun to read the whining and sniveling.

Here's my list of all my favorite shows and what order I loved them in.
1. Supernatural
2. Vampire Diaries
3. One Tree Hill
4. Ringer
5. Once Upon A Time
6. Gossip Girl

I just loved watching all my shows and there were a lot of suprises and shocks and I loved that the most. That was just good TV or should I say good drama. I love how fans of shows are whining and sniveling and saying the writers don't know how to write the shows. It's so damn funny that sometimes I can't stop laughing. Just because you want a couple to be together and they're not, you think the writers are writing the show wrong. And that stupid trending on Twitter. I could care less what's trending on there. I just love to read tweets from all kinds of interesting people.
I'm very happy right now and I can't wait for The Supernatural Convention in Burbank. It's only two weeks away now. I love the show and pretty soon I'll be able to see how many of the stars that make me love it so much.

Send In The Clowns

It's scary, but all it took was some clowns to make me happy. I love Supernatural for making me laugh and laugh. It topped my list of my favorite shows for the week.

1. Supernatural
2. Vampire Diaries
3. One Tree Hill
4. Ringer
5. Gossip Girl

All my shows were great again and it was another wonderful week of TV. Once Upon A Time wasn't on, so it wasn't included. Hopefully there will be one more week with all my shows being new. After this week, Supernatural will not have new episodes for two weeks. I'm okay with it because the second week, I'll be at the Burbank Con and having fun with the stars from the show.

Gossip Girl was pretty good and I loved Blair wearing that I love New York shirt. I don't think Dan and Blair have any chemistry and I hope they don't ever get together as anything more than friends. I love watching scenes with Chuck and Blair because they have so much chemistry and I love watching them together. I can't believe that Georgina is pretending to be Gossip Girl, but who cares who gossip girl really is, you just love the gossip.

Ringer is getting better and better and Sarah Michelle Gellar is outstanding playing both the roles. I think I love her more on this show than I ever did on Buffy. I can't wait to see what will happen next with all the characters. And I can't wait to see Misha when he appears on the show. It will get even better.

One Tree Hill is awesome because of Dan. I just love Paul Johannsen and I think he's one of the best actors around. He makes Dan come to life and makes me love the character. I can't wait to see what's really going on and who took Nathan. I loved that scene with Dan and Haley. I think it was funny and I knew she'd run in the bedroom and call the police. I really wish this show did not have to end because I love it so much.

The Vampire Diaries big Ball was a joy to watch. I loved seeing them all dressed up. I actually hope momma original doesn't succeed in killing her kids because I love them all. I mainly love Elijah and I loved him since he first appeared on the show. That hot sex scene with Damon and Rebecca at the end was awesome. It's funny that fans get angry over stuff like that because on a show like this, no couple is ever going to stay together for long. I love the triangle between Damon, Stephan and Elena. It's fun to watch no matter who ends up together.

Supernatural was just a joy to watch. I can't wait to watch it again, but I usually wait until they have the episode at The CW and then watch it from there for free. There's only about 6 episodes this season that I've wanted to watch over and over again and this is one of them. I actually think this has been my favorite episode of season 7 so far. It made me laugh and I just felt good watching it. I loved everything about it and the best part was seeing Sam finally at the beginning of an episode.

I've been staying away from snivelers and some of the other fans of all my favorite shows because I get tired of listening to all the complaining and whining. It gets tiring and I enjoy my shows a whole lot more. I actually have laughed reading some message boards and what some fans are talking or sniveling about. I read a couple of different boards and it's fun to read some things others are saying and other stuff I just avoid or ignore. I love how some fans have to sit and swear or snivel about what other fans are talking and posting about. It's funny. They think they're not extreme fans, but they end up being worse than extreme fans because they can't think up anything to say, but instead either swear and snivel about what other fans are talking about. I believe a lot of fans are either Dean fans, Sam fans or Castiel fans and they can lie that they're not, but I know they're just watching the show to see one of these characters and that's it. I watch Supernatural because I love everything and all the characters. I love Sam more, but he's not the only reason I watch. He could not be in an episode and sure I wouldn't like it as much as the ones he's in, but as long as it had a good story, I'd still watch it and like it. I liked In The Beginning and Sam was only in a couple seconds at the beginning. But whatever, I'm happy right now and I love Supernatural and that's all that matters.

TV is great right now and The Woman In Black

What a great week of TV. I now have something to watch every night of the week except for Saturday. I rated my shows in the order I loved them.
1. Vampire Diaries
2. One Tree Hill
3. Gossip Girl
4. Once Upon A time
5. Ringer
6. Supernatural

It's sad that Supernatural was at the bottom, but I figured it would be. I liked the episode, but it just wasn't great or as good as the rest of my shows for the week.
I love surprises and unexpected twists and Supernatural has had none for quite a while now. It's getting very predictable and I'm tired of just seeing poor Dean and the pain he's going through. Hopefully, we'll finally get to see something with Sam in the upcoming episodes. I'm not going to expect too much or I'll probably be disappointed again.
The Vampire Diaries is still going strong and I never know what is going to happen next and that's what I love about it. I also love vampires and I'm really enjoying watching those originals. It's interesting that the writers can make me feel for all the characters whether they're good or bad, but on Supernatural the writers can't give anything to one of their main leads (Sam).
One Tree Hill made me cry watching Julian and Brooke. I love that I feel for all these characters and I love them even more today than when the show first started. I actually didn't even care for the show until the third season and then I couldn't stop watching. I love how the characters have changed and grown. I think the show could go on and on and I'd keep watching. Characters have come and gone, but just as long as new ones come to take the place of the old and they're interesting to watch, I'll keep loving them. I can't wait to find out what's happening with Dan. He's always been my favorite character of the whole show.
Gossip Girl and their 100th episode was great like I've already said in my previous post.
Once Upon A Time is really great and now I can't wait to see it each week. I love the fairy tale aspect of the show and you never know what's coming. I love that. I can't wait to see more. This last episode was a great example of be careful what you wish for, you just might get it. Of course, you're never going to get what you really want.
Ringer returned after a big long break and it was better than ever. I love the surprises on this show. You never know what's going to come next or who any of the characters really are or what they're hiding.
As for Supernatural. I will say I loved hearing my favorite AC/DC song You Shook Me All Night Long. I remember when I was a kid and I loved hearing that song come on the radio, of course, I never knew what the song was about until I got older. I loved that guy who played the mayor on Buffy being on the show. He was funny and I'm glad that Sam actually was a part of that. I think I expect a lot from Supernatural and it's just not delivering very much right now. I want some surprises and some plot twists or something. I wonder if Bobby has turned into the friendly beer drinking ghost that has been helping them. When you think about it, it could be how many different spirits or ghosts. There's John, Mary, Ellen, Jo, Rufus, Bobby and how many others. Who says any of them have moved on or gone where they were supposed to go. Any character can be brought back to life and we've seen that how many times now. Castiel has been brought back twice now. His vessel was destroyed twice and he came back twice, maybe the third time is a charm.

Now on to The Woman In Black. I went to see it on Friday in the afternoon with my sister. My sister didn't like it and gave it a D rating. I gave it a B, but now I'm giving it an A. Daniel Radcliffe was awesome in it and I loved seeing him in something besides Harry Potter, even though he was awesome in those films and I loved him playing Harry. I'll always love him for playing Harry Potter. I hope that he'll have some more great roles in the future. I still wish I could have seen him on Broadway. The movie was suspenseful and dark. I loved that old house and that marsh. It was creepy and I love creepy as well. That to me is scary.

I had a really good week full of good TV, a good movie and I've read quite a few books from the library. I'm trying to read more and I've actually been reading more.
I can't believe that it's less than four weeks to the Burbank Con. It's going to be exciting and a little bit scary to be going alone, but hopefully it will be fun as well.

Gossip Girl's 100th Episode

100 episodes and still going strong in my opinion. I loved this episode very much. I read some things from other fans and some are mad and hated the episode and I loved it. Sure Blair married Louis, but that made it all the better. You thought that the wedding was stopped and Blair went and married him anyway. If she hadn't, then I would have been disappointed. I love Chuck and Blair together, but if they got together now, then what would happen later. The show would get boring. I always want to be wanting them to be together. That's what keeps me watching the show. It's a drama. I think some people tend to forget that. It's also called Gossip Girl. If the characters did nothing to gossip about, then you couldn't call it Gossip Girl anymore. It would be boring. I never expect any characters that love each other to stay together on any show. Some do and others don't. The ones that do are usually older couples. I guess the producers of some of these shows don't realize that young people can find the person they love when they're younger and actually stay with just that person.
I loved Georgina and finding out she is Gossip Girl. Michelle Trachtenberg is awesome and I've always loved her on the show. It's always fun when she shows up. I especially loved her when she found Jesus. All of that just killed me and I laughed so hard. Kristen Bell does the voice of Gossip Girl and I'm so glad that she does. I love her voice.
It's funny when I read about how fans hate the show and the other shows I watch because of the writing. They say the writing sucks, but they love the show. How can you love a show when you think the writing sucks? Obviously some people really love a show for other reasons besides if the writing is good or not. I think they bitch about the writing and hope that the show will be written how they want it. I doubt it will ever happen, but they can keep bitching. If the writing of any show of mine starts to suck, then who cares. I watch some of my shows for different reasons. It's what I get out of them that matters. Whether it's a good cry, a good laugh or I get inspired by them. If I don't like a show anymore, then I stop watching it and move on.
Once Upon A Time is really growing on me and I love it. I can't wait to see the next episode every week. All my shows are new right now and I love them all. Sure sometimes some episodes are better than others, like Supernatural right now. Hopefully good episodes are coming up and if not then I have all my other shows to watch.

Do I Still Love Supernatural?

Of course I still love Supernatural and I always will. I'll especially love the first three seasons because those were my favorites. It really hasn't been the same since season 4 started. I personally don't feel like Sam and Dean act like brothers and I don't think Dean treats Sam like a brother anymore. I watched "Simon Said" and I loved how Dean put his hand on Sam's arm and was being protective of him when they were talking to Ellen and Sam was telling her about his visions. I don't see Dean being that way now. He treats Sam like he's some freak or monster and is waiting until the day he'll have to kill him or something. I hate that. It's just the way Dean looks at Sam with disgust at times as well.
I love how after Sam killed Lilith and broke the final seal, Dean acted like Sam is the one that brought the Apocalypse on all by himself. Like Dean never was weak and broke in hell and broke the first seal and had any part in it. Castiel told Dean that he was the only one that could stop the apocalypse and he didn't lie about it. It was all on Dean and he failed not because he didn't stop Sam from drinking demon blood and killing Lilith, but because he had no faith in himself or in Sam. He gave up and didn't care about anything. Then in season 5, it was like he gave up again on himself, God and Sam and was going to give himself to Michael. He didn't give a crap about how Sam was feeling or what he was going through. Dean only gave a crap about himself and he thought he was the only one that could do everything. He wasn't arrogant or self righteous, but Sam was when he thought he was the only one that could stop Lilith and kill her. Sam wasn't wrong about that. He was the only one that could kill her.
Then you have the sixth season that takes place after Sam jumped into Hell to save the world and Dean going to play house with Lisa and Ben. Dean finds out Sam has no soul and it's still in Hell and what is he more worried about. That his brother's soul is suffering horribly or that his soulless body is going around hunting and maybe killing innocents in the process, but probably saving more people in the long run. Dean just was worried about soulless Sam killing people and that's all he cared about and wanted to stop. He never stopped to think how Sam would feel or what would happen to him once he got his soul back. Dean just wanted his brother back to give him some self worth again or to not be along or whatever. He never gave a thought about Sam possibly suffering any effects of what happened to him. He was probably counting on good old Castiel to be there if that wall fell and fix Sam so he was new again. Like Castiel could really do that. Then Castiel goes and tears that wall down and I bet Dean cares more about losing Castiel than he does about what's happening to Sam. You could tell at the beginning of the season that Dean was sad about good old Cas.

Now onto to season 7 and Dean is just worried about Sam going psycho and killing people. He's not worried about what Sam is going through because if he was, he'd know that Sam is not okay and hasn't been since that wall came down in his mind. You'd think Dean would be more worried or care about that. Like that would be his driving force and what made him get back into hunting again long before what happened with Bobby. Dean should be super angry at Castiel for what he did to Sam or allowed to happen to Sam.

I really enjoyed the first couple of episodes of season 7 and then it started going downhill after the sixth episode. I loved the wedding episode because at least we got to see Sam in the story and it was funny. The other episodes have been so so. A lot of the episodes to me have been just rehashed stories or goofy episodes to showcase Dean and how great he is. I want to believe that we'll finally get some Sam focus and storyline, but I just don't. I remember all the other seasons and wishing and hoping for the same thing only to get disappointed time after time after time. I'm getting tired of waiting for something that will never happen. I want to believe Jared and believe what he said about what's coming up for Sam, but then I think why would the writers allow him to tell what he did. Probably because that's not all that's going to happen. I'm sure the last episodes of the season will be all about poor Dean and his big secret and his problems and guilt or who cares. I sure don't. I'm tired of watching The Dean Show. If there is a season 8, then I hope the show either goes back to being about both Sam and Dean and focusing on both of them. Or, it can be all The Dean Show and I just won't watch it anymore. Jared can take all the time off he wants to spend with Gen and his new baby and I'll be very happy for them. I'm just not going to keep watching a show that only focuses on one of the leads and not the other. When I started watching Supernatural, I loved it because I knew my favorite character Sam would have plenty of story and the show would just be about him and Dean. The first three seasons were like this. You had stories and good stuff for both of them. Then in season 4 it was all about Dean and more Dean. And Castiel. Then season 5, it was about Dean, Castiel and Bobby. Season 6, Dean, Castiel and Bobby. Season 7, more Dean, Castiel and Bobby. So what the hell happened to Sam. It's like his character is just a piece of crap to those three and all the other guest stars that appear on the show. The show now is more about Dean and the guest stars, than Dean and Sam.

I was going to start posting more on that new board and I doubt I'm going to be going on there very much at all. It's just like the old board. Fights over bullshit. Sniveling over fictional characters that are not real. Goofy crap. I'd love to debate about some stuff on the show, but it's not possible to. Dean fans can say whatever they want to because you know what, they always get what they want and that's Dean front and center always on Supernatural. I hate to say this, but I'm going to anyway and I hope it changes when the show comes back on. Supernatural is no longer must see TV for me. I think I have to watch old episodes just to keep loving and watching the new episodes. I still watch every new episode when it airs, but lately I haven't really cared whether I miss it or not. I haven't missed any of the new episodes yet, but if it keeps going on the way it has, I probably will and I won't care. I'm still looking forward to going to the Burbank Con because I love all the stars and I love what they've brought to Supernatural. All the stars have great personalities and they make the Con so fun and I love to listen to them talk on stage.

Maybe I also need to stop listening to other fans and how they feel about the show. I think sometimes just knowing what they think and feel makes me not want to watch my favorite show anymore. I think during season 4, I almost stopped watching mainly because of what other fans were saying about the show and Sam. How horrible he was to poor Dean? How stupid he was not to listen to Dean and the angels? How stupid he was to sleep with Ruby and drink demon blood and kill demons and save Dean? How stupid he was to try and stop the apocalypse and the seals from breaking? How great and wonderful Dean was because he was going to save the world, even though he helped to start the apocalypse. Like Dean was the big hero and Sam the big villian of the show. Now it's like that again in season 7.
I think I need to stop reading spoilers, stop listening to other goofy fans opinions and stop reading about what could happen on the show. Spoilers are around to get you excited for the show and sometimes all they do is make me not want to watch at all.

Okay, I think I'm done for now.

I Hate Waiting

I hate all this waiting. Two more weeks to The Woman In Black. I haven't been excited for a movie to come out in a long time. I just can't wait to see Daniel Radcliffe in a different movie. I love him as Harry Potter, but I know he has so much more potential and he's a great actor. I love horror movies as well and it's been a long time since I've seen a good one. The Woman In Black looks really good and I hope that I'm going to love it. I'm going to either take off work on the 3rd or go see it after work. I doubt I'll miss Supernatural because I should be home before it comes on. Why does all the good stuff have to be all on one day? Supernatural looks good, but if I happen to miss it for some reason, I can watch it online later. I just hope there is going to be some good twist to it and not more poor Dean crap. I'm really not looking forward to this episode as much as I'm looking forward to the one after it.

I've thought up so much I want to write about, but now I've forgotten it all. I think about stuff while I'm working and then when I get home or on the weekends, my mind goes blank and I can't think what I was going to write. Oh well, does it really matter. I wish I had an iPhone or something and then I could write it down at work.
Life has been going okay lately, except part of my tooth just broke off and I'll have to go to the dentist to get it fixed. I really don't have the money right now. I have to have money for the L.A. Con and now I'll probably need a cap and possibly a root canal. I just started back to work and I have to wait for my first paycheck which is not very much. Hopefully, I won't be released anytime soon. There's not a lot of work, but hopefully more comes in soon. I hope I get something back in taxes because otherwise I'll be broke for a long time.

I haven't had very much time to go on message boards, Twitter or anything else because I've been working during the week and I'm gone for almost twelve hours a day. I'd rather play on Facebook first with my little Sammy and Co and all the other stuff I play. And how many of my shows are new right now and I watch them. I'm still waiting for Ringer to come back on. I've been watching The Biggest Loser because there is nothing else on and I'm probably gaining weight watching it. I eat like a pig or something watching all those people exercising, crying and trying to lose a pound or two and then seeing who gets booted off. Celebrity Apprentice will be starting soon and I can't wait for it. It should be good. It's one of the only reality shows that I really love to watch.

I watched Once Upon A Time and it's pretty good. It's not must see TV yet for me, but it could happen. I really liked the Hansel and Gretel episode. I usually don't watch any of the big networks. I watch a few things, like Celebrity Apprentice and America's Got Talent but other than that, I hardly watch those networks. I don't like them because they've cancelled so many good shows that I loved in the past and I don't trust them anymore. At least CW keeps some shows around for a while, even when their ratings aren't great. Those other networks have cancelled shows for strange reasons that haven't even involved their ratings. I'm glad my favorite shows were never on them or they would have been cancelled long ago. I used to love all those networks when I was a kid and now I don't. Maybe I loved them because they were the only ones on TV back then, now there are a ton of other networks with a ton of shows and choices.

I'm sure I had more to post about, but I can't think of it right now.

Time After Time After Time

I thought Time After Time After Time was a good episode, but it was just like Frontierland. It seems like the writers of Supernatural can't think up anything new and are just going with stuff that worked on previous episodes and putting new twists on them. I didn't even laugh during this episode and that's pretty sad. I thought everything that happened has already happened before. Like with Dean in the past. He was excited to wear the clothes. Same old same old, just like in Frontierland. Frontierland was cuter and more funny as far as I was concerned. It worked better and I loved it more because it was both Sam and Dean in the past. That older woman was just like the whore in Frontierland, but she actually got to kiss Dean. What I loved most about the episode was finally seeing Sam interact with someone other than Dean for a change? I love Jodie Mills and I hope we see her again.
I want to be more optimistic where Sam is concerned, but it's getting very hard. I want to believe that he'll finally get some screentime and a story, but I'm getting tired of waiting around for it. It seems like Sam's whole story is offscreen and unimportant to the writers. Maybe they think all the fans just want to see Dean all the time. I'm tired of Dean's same old storyline for the last 3 seasons. He's guilty, he's tired, he's watched how many people he loved die. Snivel, snivel and snivel. He's not the only one. I think Sam is right there with him and it seems like most of the time, Dean only cares about himself and how he feels and could care less about Sam.
I got really excited about reading some spoilers and the stuff Jared was saying that was coming up for Sam and then I thought about it and is it going to be like it was at the beginning of the season. I was all excited and couldn't wait to see Sam dealing with his hell memories and all that stuff and what did we get, pratically nothing. Two episodes that had how much and then it was back to poor Dean and his tired old storyline. I call Supernatural the Dean Show for a reason. It's seems like the whole show revolves mainly around Dean and about Dean. Sam is just there to help and support Dean and nothing else. I'd actually rather see Soulless Sam again because he at least got to have a personality. It seems like Sam is just there and we still don't know very much about him. I guess it's because he's so deep and all that, but I'm tired of waiting around. We know everything there is to know about Dean. His favorite song, his favorite this that and the other. Sam is just there and that's about it. Hell, he can't even be smart about anything anymore. Now Dean knows computer crap and everything else, so what does he need Sam around for. It's like Sam is some big dumb moose that just follows Dean around and does his bidding all the time.
I think the ratings have gone down because Sam and Jared fans are tired of waiting around for any storyline for Sam. At least Jared got to shine when he played soulless Sam and that was some of his best acting ever. He gets his soul back and we don't get to see his emotions. What was the point of him getting his soul back? So Dean would feel better and because Dean was worried he'd kill people. Obviously, Dean doesn't care if people live or die anymore. It seems like he was only hunting to save the people he loved and cared about and not everyone that he could.

I voted how many times for Supernatural to win the People's Choice Awards and then I watched the show and got crapped on because CBS didn't even bother to show or mention who won the best drama on the air. CBS just wanted to promote their crappy shows. I can't believe all the crap they had on instead of announcing how many of the awards. It was supposed to be an award show and not some show to promote their crap. I wanted to see awards presented and not all the other crap they had on. I read that Jared and Jensen were invited but didn't go because they would not have shown them receiving their award on TV. There would have been no point to them going. I'm glad Nina won for Vampire Diaries. I liked that Ellen won as well. Otherwise that awards show was an utter waste of time. I should have looked more on the Internet and I would have known they weren't going to be on and I could have gone to bed earlier.

Now on to work. I knew there was hardly anything coming in at my work. We already got a release notice and I could be released next week. I hope that doesn't happen because I need the money for the Convention. My unemployment is way less than it was last year. I guess I've just started to accept stuff. I accept being treated like crap at work. I accept that Sam will never be a valid character on Supernatural again. I accept all the crap thrown at me because that's the way the world works. You either accept the crap and live with it or you don't. I can snivel about everything, but what good will it do. None.