Blake Shelton And Other Stuff

                                                                                              I just discovered Blake Shelton and I'm so happy that I did. I started to watch The Voice and I loved him right away. He has the cutest smile and laugh. I heard him talk and I just knew that his singing would be great as well. I bought his album Red River Blue and I love every song on it. I never heard one song from it before I bought the album.  I sometimes do that. I will buy a CD of a certain artist and I've never even heard one of their songs and it's either hit or miss. I've bought some bad CD's, but most of the ones I've bought, I've loved. I never really get a chance to hear country music. I don't listen to the radio. I have to discover music from either TV shows, movies or something else. I saw that Blake has a Christmas album coming out and I'm going to buy that right away. I'll be watching The Voice as well and I'm happy I found something new to watch. I went and bought the Supernatural season 7 DVD set. I love how many episodes and I'll be watching them. I'm still not happy reading what's coming up for season 8. More angels, demons and other crap. I'm wondering if good old Michael is going to enter the picture again. Maybe some of those Dean fans who wanted Dean to be Michael or see him being Michael's vessel will get their wish. Michael will save the world, but it won't be Dean, so who gives a crap. I just wonder if they're going to bring up Michael and Lucifer again. They are supposedly trapped in the cage in hell together. With all this quest crap, I'm sure it will come up again. I'd love to see Sam drink demon blood right in front of his new love. I doubt she'd want to be with him after that. And if she did, she's either nuts or something. I doubt Sam is going to be completely and totally honest about everything with her because if he is. Then she's either a saint or crazy. I've stopped caring what's coming up on Supernatural. I'll either like it or not. I'll either watch it or go to bed early. If there is some other show I like on at the same time, then I may watch it instead. Who knows? I'm just done obsessing about it already or at least I hope I am. I bought the new calendars only out of loyalty and I still love Jared and Jensen. I loved that short video with Jared and Jensen more than I've liked scenes with Sam and Dean. I'll always love them and how many of the other actors and actresses that have been on the show. I can't wait for the Vegas Con. Who cares whether I'm watching the show or not? It's going to be fun. I love being around all the stars and it's like one big three day party of fun. Louden Swain is going to be in concert and I can't wait to see them again. The karaoke party is always fun and I love Vegas. I can't wait to go on vacation and that will be my vacation for next year. Okay I think I'm done for now. 

Supernatural Sniveling

I decided to come here and snivel about the show. I guess I wasn't done in my last post. I'm just so sad and totally disappointed with where the show is going to be going in season 8. I've never been so non excited for a season to start until now. Nothing I've seen so far has got me even close to excited for season 8 and instead I have just gotten angry and upset reading the crap I read.

First off. Carver says that season 8 is going to be some Indiana Jones theme crap with a quest. Jeez, I wonder who Indiana Jones is on the show. It sure in hell is not Sam, so it's probably good old hero Dean.
Next, Sam is getting a love interest and supposedly he's not with her when he gets reunited with Dean. And his love story is going to be told in flash backs and she may appear later in the season. Now, you find out that Sam will be going to see her right away and that he'll be trying to maintain his relationship with her. I'm sure Sam is still with her at the beginning of the season and enjoying his wonderful life without Dean.

Next, Sam and Dean will have a more mature relationship with each other now that they've been separated for like the 100th time. And they will have the tools to live without each other. How stupid is that? Sam has always been able to live without Dean. Sam left for college on his own and didn't even see Dean for years. In the last how many seasons, Sam has walked away from Dean and been fine on his own. The only time he wasn't, was when Dean went to Hell and Sam knew he was suffering there because of him and the deal Dean made to bring him back to life. Otherwise, Sam has been fine on his own. Dean on the other hand has not been. It's like he constantly needs someone to cling to. First there was daddy, then Sam, Castiel, Bobby, Lisa and Ben and now his new buddy Benny. Dean has always been needy and has needed someone around to give him self worth because he has none.

Next the mythology or whatever the crap it is. I swear that I'm getting sick of it already. Carver wants to get rid of the crushing mythology of the first seven seasons. What that probably means is, let's just forget about what happened for those seasons and start all over again with something new. Let's reboot the show. Sam with be with the love of his life and Dean will be with his new buddy Benny. Then they'll get together over some bullshit and lah dah dah.

Supernatural is all about Sam and Dean. Sure it is. It's been The Dean Show since season four and has never stopped being all about Dean. Now Dean is going to have a totally separate story that doesn't involve Sam at all. Shocker, not. So how precisely is the show about Sam and Dean. Sure, Sam will have his new love Amelia for who knows how long. I'm sure there are how many fans that want her to stick around so that Sam will safely be out of Dean's way and his story. I care nothing for Sam's love interest or Sam having a love story. That's probably the stupidest thing the show is doing again. I couldn't stand Lisa and Ben, but I tolerated them and the stupid crap. I don't think Dean ever wanted a normal life ever. Sam on the other hand wanted a normal life, but then he's been saying he doesn't want one for how many years now and I guess he's been lying to Dean and himself all that time.

Now on to the crazy and nutty fans who think Sam should have kept looking for Dean. Where was Sam supposed to start looking for Dean when he didn't know where Dean went? Crowley didn't tell Sam that Dean went to Purgatory and seeing how Sam is no longer psychic, then he didn't have a clue what happened to Dean. So how the hell would he look for Dean, if he had no starting point. Obviously, Sam is totally normal because he just decides Dean is dead or gone and just settles down into some normal life with his new love and forgets all about his life up to that point. I guess he probably forgets about his whole family being dead or gone wherever. His good old uncle Bobby being dead. He forgets about being soulless and going to hell and everything else that's happened in his life up to that. I guess he just decides that life is to short not to live and find love. Even though his new love could be killed anytime just like his last real love Jess. Now Amelia is going to be his one true love. I'm sure she'll be able to survive all the supernatural crap.
And now for all the crazy fans that think Sam had to be the one to get Dean out of Purgatory. Who knows how him and Benny get out and what comes out with them? I don't think they only get out together and nothing else escapes with them? I sure in hell don't want Sam to be blamed for saving Dean and releasing more monsters at the same time. Sam is always damned if he does and damned if he doesn't, so I guess that doesn't matter. He'll be a selfish asshole for not looking for Dean and saving him.

Now onto something I think was totally dropped throughout the last couple of seasons on the show. First off in the second season, Gordon tried to kill Sam because he thought he was dangerous. Then, Sam being possessed by Meg killed that one hunter guy and other hunters were looking for whoever killed him. I guess they never found out that it was Sam. Then in season 4, Dean tells Sam that if he wasn't his brother, he'd want to hunt him and so would other hunters. I'm surprised no other hunters ever found out that Sam could send demons back to hell or kill them. I'm sure hunters would be lining up to hunt Sam if they found out that he could kill demons. Why would they want Sam to kill demons? They'd be mad at Sam for killing the demons and not giving them a chance, I guess. So, he would have to die for that. Season 5 comes along and Walt and Roy. I love how they told Sam that other hunters were looking for him. I guess they never found Sam either. Maybe Castiel burned some extra sigils into Sam's ribs to make him invisible to other hunters because none found him. There were those three at the beginning of season 5, but they wanted him to drink demon blood and kill demons for them. I'm sure after Sam did that, they would have killed him if they could have. I guess all the other hunters on the show are either dead or they've just forgotten all about Sam and what he's done and they are no longer after him. I'm sure Bobby spread the word to the whole hunter community that Sam was okay, even thought Sam was talking to Lucifer for almost a year.

I'm just so sad right now. I don't even want to watch old episodes. I was excited about buying season 7 on DVD, then I read some more crap and now I don't know if I'll even buy it or not. I'm sure I will, just for the episodes I loved. I think this might be the year when I stop watching the show. I just get more angry and upset about it. When that happens, it's time to let it go. It will be hard, but I'm sure I'll be able to, unless something really surprising happens and I actually end up liking season 8. I've let go of a lot of shows I've loved. First I stop watching them because what's happening on them is depressing me and after a while I just don't watch them anymore. I still remember that I almost stopped watching the show during season 4. I hope season 8 doesn't come close to anything that happened like that season or I'm afraid it will be over.
I saw the gag reel from season 7 and I felt absolutely nothing. I didn't even smile seeing Jared laughing and smiling and usually I do. I hope I can get out of this Supernatural funk and try to give season 8 some kind of chance before I really give up on the show altogether.

I think I'm done sniveling for now and I hope I've gotten this all out of my system. This is the only place I can think to post all this crap I'm feeling right now.

JDM And Other Stuff

Wow! I just love Jeffrey Dean Morgan. He was just awesome in The Possession. I still miss seeing him on Supernatural, even though he hasn't been on since the second season. He's one of the reasons why the show was so good when it first started.  I still wish he could come back on the show just for a quick appearance or something like that. I know he's busy, but I'd still love to see him on the show again or at a Convention. 

As for Supernatural. I'm still not excited about season 8. It seems like everything I read just makes me less excited for the show to come back on. Now there is going to be another major recurring character called Naomi. I wonder how many more guest stars and recurring characters there are going to be. I can't remember if they said that Sam's love interest was a major recurring character or just a recurring character. Either she will be killed off in the first how many episodes or something else is going to happen. Because I doubt that she is going to be safe from all of Sam's enemies or maybe he doesn't have any anymore and only Dean does. It seems like in the last couple of years, Dean is the one going on about how they are putting everyone in danger around them. First it was Sam and now Dean. I don't even know why Sam would think that his new love wouldn't be in danger if he's constantly around her. She will be just used to get to Sam and Dean. Because if she stays perfectly safe from all harm, then she is not a normal human or Sam has made a deal of some kind.  As for the crushing mythology that Carver plans to get away from. It seems like he's just starting his own mythology or whatever for the show and Dean is going to be at the center of it. Not both Sam and Dean, just Dean. Next thing that will happen, Dean will probably end up with powers or something and of course, he'd use them for good, unlike Sam who used his to send demons back to hell or kill them. 

Here's what will really seal the deal for me not caring at all about season 8. If Sam's time in hell and everything that happened to him is just suddenly wiped away. Like Castiel took all his crazy, his hell memories, his soulless memories and everything away and now Sam is hunky dory normal guy with nothing special at all about him.  I'll really dislike season 8. It seems like there are going to be a whole lot of vampires and other crap like that. I can just bet, either Sam will be off screen visiting his love Amelia or injured in how many episodes and Dean will be with his new buddy Benny raising hell. I watched the promo and got a little excited and then it ended just as fast. I love how they made sure that both Sam and Dean are equal in the promo and you see Castiel. Why is that? To get all the fans excited. I bet Castiel fans will get disappointed especially if Castiel is only in flashbacks of Purgatory. And I know as a Sam fan, that I'll be disappointed if all of Sam's story is just his new love. I actually wish season 8 was only 16 episodes because then maybe they'd be about Sam and Dean and not a ton of guest stars.  A longer season doesn't mean a better one. It just means that Jared and Jensen will want more time off and that means more guest stars and less time they will be on the screen together.  I don't know what's going to happen and I'm really hoping I'm wrong about things. I'm just getting sick of getting excited for something I think I'm going to get and then being crapped on yet again. That's happened since the fourth season. 

I saw a new promo for Gossip Girl and I can't wait, but it's sad because I know as soon as the show starts it will be the end. I wish it could have been a full season at least. I saw a cute promo for Once Upon A Time and I really can't wait. I can't wait to see what's going to happen now that magic has come. The writers of Once Upon A Time just keep surprising me and I love it. I haven't seen many spoilers for Vampire Diaries or any promos. I guess I haven't been looking at them. I just know the show is going to be great and I'll love it. They have a stellar cast and great writers and I can't wait to find out what happens with all the characters. 

Done now. 

Supernatural season 8: Thoughts and Predictions

Here's some of my thoughts on season 8 after I just read another Jeremy Carver interview. Either Carver is purposely trying to confuse fans or he doesn't know what he's got planned. I've read so many conflicting things that it's getting ridiculous already. Carver says that Sam and Dean are going to be central to the storyline, but then Dean is going to have a story arc that is totally separate from Sam. Like Dean hasn't had how many of those already. His whole relationship with Castiel in season four was mostly separate from Sam. Just like Sam's relationship with Ruby was separate. The only difference, we saw Dean and Castiel on screen and Sam and Ruby were off screen. Carver says he's taking away the crushing mythology, but the show is going to go back to angels and demons again. Plus more vampires. I wonder why there are going to be vampires. Maybe because vampires are popular right now, so of course Dean's new buddy Benny is going to be a vampire. I'm sure he'll be a good vampire because he helped save Dean and he's buddies with Dean.

Yes, Sam and Dean are going to be what it's all about, even though I've seen how many spoilers with how many characters coming. Season 8 looks like it's going to be cluttered with a bunch of guest stars. There's Crowley, Kevin, Benny, Amelia and Castiel for starters and they are recurring characters. Garth is coming back for one episode so far. Then there are a bunch of other guest stars. I've read the episode titles and they sound stupid so far. Two of them with Kevin in them. I wonder what they'll be about? Probably Kevin.

I will not have any faith in Jeremy Carver until he proves that Sam is a main character on Supernatural and we actually get to see Sam's storyline played out on screen and not off. Then maybe I'll say he's done something. I love how most Supernatural fans hated Dawn Ostroff when she was in charge of The CW and frankly the network and shows were better when she was in charge.  Now that a man is in charge and says he loves Supernatural, they love him and think he's done more for the show than Dawn. I'd love to know what. Dawn renewed the show every year and all she got was hate from them, but everyone wants to send letters thanking the man for renewing the show. Sera Gamble was the show runner for season 6 and 7 and the show was crap according to how many fans, but now that a guy will be in charge, that means the show will be great again. And how many of those fans hated CW and other shows and now they say they love the shows on right now.Obviously, most of the fans think a woman's place is underneath a man and a woman can't do anything right. Only a man can. Sera Gamble did a great job for 7 years on the show and all she got was hate, but then so did Kripke. I guess neither of them knew how to write for Sam and Dean, even though they were doing it from the start and Kripke created them. Only Jeremy Carver knows how to write them.

Now on to my predictions. Here are a few of them.

1. I could bet money that Bobby will return from the dead. Either an angel or a demon will bring him back to life with a new body and everything. Adam and Gramps were brought back to life and I bet Bobby will come back as well.

2. I bet season 8 will be just like season 4 and 6. It will have elements of both. It will be like season 4 because Dean will have a separate story from Sam and it will be the main thing shown above everything else. It will be like season 6 because Carver claims he's going to have how many stories going at once. That's simple all right. Season 6 had how much going on with all the characters. How many fans said they were confused because the show was so cluttered?

3. I don't even have to predict this one. Sam will be the least of all the characters on the show. We'll see all of their emotions, hear all their thoughts and problems and whatever and Sam will be there to comfort them or whatever.

4. I bet there will be how many episodes that focus more on guest stars than Sam and Dean. How many fans just loved the computer hacker episode and that was about her and not them? I can see more crap like that in the future.

5. I predict Sam will have sex again on screen and probably how many times. It seems every other year, you see him doing the deed.

6. Last but not least of the predictions. Dean will save the day as always and be the perfect saint and righteous man he's always been. Every character will revolve totally around him since that's what's happened since the second season.

I do hope my predictions are wrong, but I do believe some will be right on. I won't believe or support Jeremy Carver until I see something different and Sam being treated like a main star and not a guest star on the show. I'm hoping for the best, but I'm not going to hang my hopes on anything.

I was getting depressed again and then I have to tell myself to stop. I know I'll get excited the closer it gets to the season premiere. Not too excited because I've been crapped on before and I'm sure it will happen in this season as well as the last four. I just want to be entertained by the show. If I get something out of it, then it will be worth watching. I have gotten something for the last 7 years.  But if all I get is nothing, then it's not worth my time sniveling over it. Even though, I'm sure I will. I'm an addict and obsessed with this show and I have been for 7 years. I want to kick the habit, but all addictions are hard to kick.

AGT Semi-Finals

I've really loved the last two AGT's. So much talent and all the acts were great. I like some of them more than others. I'd really love to watch how many of them in a show in Vegas. I love all the variety. My favorite are the singers because I really love music and songs. Edon and Andrew De Leon are my two favorites of the whole competition. I hope one of them makes it to the finals. I didn't really care for Howard Stern and his opinions on the acts because I think he's biased towards some of them. He's sure not like Piers. I liked Howard until the last couple of shows. When he picked that Horse guy for one of his wild cards picks, that told me what he liked. Being kicked in the balls multiple times is not a talent, it's stupidity. Even though Andrew may be raw and he hasn't had a lot of training for his voice, that's what I love about him. His voice sounds beautiful and he sang Ave Maria better than Jackie Evanko. I wanted to puke listening to her sing that song. She had tons of voice lessons and what have you. Sure she had a good voice, but not much passion to go with it. I didn't feel anything listening to her sing. I do feel something when Andrew sings and that's why I voted for him. Even if he doesn't make it through, at least I got to watch and hear him three times.

Louden Swain, Brian Buckley Band & Video, John Passarella & other book stuff and whatever

It's been a while since I last posted. I've either been too busy or too lazy to post on here. I recently bought Louden Swain's album Eskimo. I just love it. I now have two of their albums and I love them both. I listen to them at work and I laugh and feel good listening to the songs. Rob Benedict is awesome and he has such a wonderful voice. I'm glad that Rob was on Supernatural because otherwise I would never have known about his band. I got to see them perform at two conventions and I loved them both times and I hope to see them again.

Now on to Brian Buckley. I love their video I Am Human with Jared and Genevieve. I love the song and of course I love Jared and Gen. I'm so grateful to Jared for introducing me to such a wonderful band. I have both of their albums on my player and I listen to them at work as well. Even when I put on shuffle, their songs come up a lot. I loved seeing them perform last year at the L.A. Con and I hope to see them on stage somewhere again and hopefully at another Con.

I love John Passarella for writing another great Supernatural book called Rite Of Passage. His book was better than how many of the season 7 episodes. I loved the story and I loved that he had Sam seeing Lucifer and Dean worried about Sam. That's something I hardly ever saw in season 7 after the third episode. It's like Dean almost didn't give a crap if Sam was alright or not or what was happening to him. Especially when Sam wasn't sleeping and he kept telling Dean that he saw Lucifer and Dean should have known that Sam couldn't handle it anymore and found help sooner. Whatever. John is awesome and I hope that he can write another Supernatural book. He's written my favorite two so far.

I just got released from work again on Friday. I've been reading and reading. I love to read and that's what I'm going to do until I get called back. I've stopped worrying about idiots and what's going to happen in season 8 of Supernatural. I did go looking at some new Supernatural merchandise. I might get a new shirt with Sam, Dean and Castiel on it. I still don't know about the calendars. I wish there still was just a Sam one. Who knows what the pictures will be in the two they have? Probably tons of Dean, Castiel and Bobby. Seeing how most of the fandom love just those three. Whatever. I love Jared and I could give two craps less about what idiots think of him or of his character Sam. Sometimes I still wish they would kill Sam off so that Jared could go do a movie or something. I'd love that. Jared probably doesn't care because he's making money whether his character of Sam is on the show a lot or hardly at all. I love Jared and I hope he gets as much time off as he wants this season. If he's not in an episode a lot, then I'm just not going to watch it. Simple as that. I like the other characters, but if they're not doing anything interesting, I get bored. I get sick of Dean sniveling all the time as well. That's probably when the show has really been at it's most boring.

Whatever happens come season 8, I'll always love the show and the previous seasons. If I don't care for season 8, who cares. Hopefully some of the Dean and Castiel snivelers will get what they want. I have no hopes for Sam or that he'll get any decent kind of storyline, but you never know. I'll be happy if Sam gets anything at all.  I still think it's certain fans who dictate what will happen next on the show. I know that CW looks at all that crap fans are writing on Facebook, Twitter and other social sites and makes sure that they get what they want. I've seen it happen. I read all the crap idiots write on Facebook. Most of the stuff they write doesn't even pertain to what's posted. I've been ignoring most of the crap right now. I'm going to enjoy the time before the season starts. Nothing of what I've been thinking about will ever happen, but at least I can dream about it happening. Or it will happen in my dreams. No one else will ever know what I'm thinking because I'm not going to write it down. I'd really be surprised if anything I've thought about, happened on the show.

Done for now and who knows when I'll post again.

Rocky Shores And Shopping

I had a lot of fun this last weekend. On Sat. I went to The Hogle Zoo with my oldest sister. The Zoo has really been making a lot of improvements and I love it. The new Rocky Shores is awesome and it's great for the animals and the people. I'd rather the animals be out in the wild, but one day there will be no more wild places or anywhere for them to live. At least the enclosures are big and the animals can roam around and play in them. I remember the old enclosures and they were horrible. There was a tiny little pool for the bears and polar bears in their enclosures. And now they have a lot of water and land and you can view them from all over. There are seals and sea otters as well and they have nice areas. The Zoo costs more now, but it's well worth the money. I'd pay even more if the animals profit from it.

After the Zoo we went to the new City Creek Mall. It's a beautiful mall and it's inside and outside. It has a waterfall and ponds and other stuff like that. It's too bad it doesn't have any stores that I'd shop at. It's nice to visit and walk around, but that's it. After we went there we went to The Gateway. I love The Gateway because it has a few stores I can shop at. It also has a big movie theater and the planetarium. I found my Comic Con magazine with Supernatural at the Barnes & Noble there. I didn't think I would even be able to find a copy. We went to go see The Campaign. That movie was a scream and I laughed so hard it hurt at some parts. After the movie, I wanted to get a picture with the movie promo stuff and my camera was dead. That sucked. My feet were killing me after walking all over the place, but it was a good kind of hurt.

The next day my sister and I and her grandkids went to The Lagoon. That was fun and now I've been there about five or six times this year. I love riding the rides, but it sure hurts after. We got soaked on Rattlesnake Rapids. I haven't rode it for years and it was fun going on it again.

It was nice to spend a couple of days doing things I enjoy and not stressing out about other things that I'd rather not think about anymore. That's all for now.

The Winchesters Were Supernatural

I watched a music video someone made and it made me so sad. I remember when I first started watching Supernatural. I loved it because of The Winchesters. Not just Sam and Dean, but John and Mary as well. That's what made the whole show. It was about a family. No one else will ever be included in that family for me. Not Bobby, Castiel, Adam or anyone else. The real family of Supernatural will always be four Winchesters. It's sad that now Jared and Jensen don't even know what Supernatural is about. Once I was able to tell people it was about two brothers hunting and saving people. Now I don't know what to tell people about my favorite show. I can't even find words.

I wish Supernatural would have kept the storyline going about the YED until the end. The whole reason John, Dean and Sam were hunting was because of what happened to Mary. I think that's why I loved the first two seasons because it was about that and that only. After that, everything changed. Now, when I watch the show, I wonder why Sam and Dean are even hunting anymore. Their one reason to hunt for 20 years was to find the demon who killed Mary and to help other people. I didn't like how in the fourth season, Sam and Dean were the ones that started the apocalypse with help from the angels and demons. Sure most fans just think it was all Sam and Sam only that started the apocalypse. Then season 5 was about stopping the apocalypse. Season 6 was the aftermath and Castiel bringing purgatory monsters here. Season 7 was about stopping the purgatory monsters. Now season 8 is going to be about some quest. I just wish Supernatural would have been like Smallville. I knew that was going to be the end of Smallville when Clark became Superman and flew. I wish the end of Supernatural would have been Sam and Dean finally killing the YED instead of all the goofy stuff that's gone on. I could have watched Sam and Dean just going on simple hunts for the last 7 years and loved it. I would have loved seeing more urban legends and stuff like that. Instead we got angels, demons and Dick.

Most of the time I can't even go back and watch the first two seasons because then I can't watch later seasons or I get mad about stuff. It's like after season 3, the show is like a new show every season that I have to get used to watching and Sam and Dean are like new characters every season. I love how some fans say Sam and Dean need to change and grow. They were grown men when the show first started  and they were living separate lives apart from each other. They've changed, but not that much, especially Dean.

I don't know what season 8 is going to bring, but I know that I'll probably have to get used to watching new versions of Sam and Dean yet again. Not characters that have changed and grown with their experiences, but totally new characters that I don't recognize sometimes. I'm still not excited about season 8. Just hearing about all those flashbacks and some stupid quest does not get me excited. I could care less what went on with Dean in purgatory and hopefully Sam did more than just finding a woman. I'm been thinking about some  stuff and hoping and wishing to see certain things, but I have to stop myself and tell myself they'll never happen except for in my own head. I'm just hoping for a few good episodes in season 8.  I guess I'll hope for something good until the bitter end of the show.

Supernatural Compared To Vampire Diaries And More

I just had to have this pic of Jared for this post. He still is the main reason I still watch Supernatural.

Okay, I've been watching Vampire Diaries lately and thinking about both shows while doing it. Which show is better? I actually think that Vampire Diaries has been the better show for the last two years. I'm addicted and obsessed with Supernatural so that I usually excuse what happens on it. I think Vampire Diaries has better producers, writers and directors. And how many of them are women. It's funny that fans of Supernatural want emotion from Sam and Dean, but who's always writing the show. Men. Sera Gamble seemed to be the last woman and now she's gone as well. I wonder if Supernatural will even have any women writers write any of season 8 at all. Maybe that's why there is a lot of Sam and Dean together, but there is zero emotions between them anymore.

Vampire Diaries has rich characters and you see all their stories on screen and played out there. While on Supernatural, you see Dean's struggles and conflicts, but hardly any of Sam's. VD has a bigger cast and they somehow manage to tell all the characters stories and I feel for all the characters. While on Supernatural there are two main characters and lately I feel nothing for either of them. Sam's whole story and struggles are mainly off screen. By the time they do hit the screen, it's like who cares anymore and then they are usually minimized by other guest stars. I used to love Bobby, but I stopped loving him when he ended up being a spirit and I saw every emotion he ever had, but nothing of Sam. I would probably care about other characters on Supernatural if I could only see some of Sam's emotions, struggles and story line on the screen instead of off where I have to make up what I think has happened to Sam or what he's going through. You don't hardly ever get to see it on screen, so most of the time, Sam is just a one dimensional character that basically has zero emotions or it comes across like that.

Now back to Bobby. I hate how the writers tried to turn him into Sam and Dean's father and that they had some loving bond between them and Bobby had always been there for them when they were little and when they got older. Almost like John didn't exist or never cared or loved his sons. There isn't one scene between Bobby, Sam and Dean that holds a candle to the scene where Sam and Dean saw John in Shadow. The hug Dean gave John and then the tears in John and Sam's eyes when they looked at each other and then hugged.
The last real time I felt like crying was when Sam was talking to the young version of John and telling him that he loved him. Otherwise I haven't felt like crying at any scenes I've seen. I laugh more than I feel anything for Sam and Dean.

Almost all the characters of VD are supernatural in some way. There are vampires, werewolves, witches and hunters. They don't have to be human to make me feel for their characters. I felt more for Sam in Supernatural in the first five seasons because there was something Supernatural about him. He was psychic and he had powers and felt like a freak and an outsider. Now, he's just supposed to be a regular human being and nothing more. Dean went from a character I loved to a whining and sniveling baby. It's like they constantly shoved his emotions and feelings in your face all the time. Like you should feel sorry for him, but not Sam. The more the writers did that, the less I loved Dean.

I've been reading just a few spoilers for both shows and I'm more excited reading what's coming up for VD than for Supernatural. Who the hell wants to see more new characters on Supernatural? I wish they'd bring back some of the good older ones instead like Jodie Mills. Instead they'll probably bring back computer hacker. That had to be the worst episode of the show ever. You might as well have called it something else besides Supernatural for one episode. It was like the Felicia Day and Charlie Show and Sam and Dean were like guest stars on their own show. I like guest stars, but they should never be the main focus of a show with the main characters in the background revolving around them. I want Sam and Dean and the guest stars revolving around their story instead.

I'm so happy I went back to work on Monday and I haven't had time to read much or even get involved in the insanity of the Supernatural Fandom. How many idiots have Sam practically married to his new love interest? Like they are just going to get together and get married and settle down somewhere and Sam will occasionally go hunting with Dean. Or they think Supernatural is a show like Charmed or Buffy where the characters live in one place and can have a working relationship with someone. Sam and Dean are always on the road going from place to place, so if they have a love interest or girlfriend, then they either will have to deal with them always being gone or go riding around with them.
I've been thinking about Sam's love interest and wondering if she's mainly going to be in flashbacks. Maybe Sam was with her when Dean was in purgatory and things didn't go that smoothly and then he sees her again when Dean gets back and she calls Sam up for help. Nothing is ever what it seems when it comes to what will happen. Maybe Sam will just meet her in episode 3 and then I still don't know how he'll have any kind of lasting loving relationship with her. Or like I said before. She could just be there so Sam can have someone to have sex with. Or maybe she's going to start out being a friend and get close to Sam and it becomes more or it was more and they ended it. Who knows?

I'm sure I'll be watching Supernatural when it comes back on in Oct and I'll get more excited for the Vegas Con when it gets closer. I am happy and relieved I got my J & J photo op and I want to get a Jared solo as well. I just get depressed about what's going to happen next on the show. I'm not excited for season 8 yet either. I haven't read anything that has got me even excited or happy about what could happen. It could end up that I love season 8 and it's one of the best or it could end up being my least favorite. Hopefully, I will not be lied to about good and exciting things coming up for Sam's character only to be disappointed again like season 7. I really thought that Sam was finally going to have his story played out on screen instead of off and I only got a few good scenes and that was it and then Sam pressed on his hand, but never knew what was  really happening to him or what he was feeling. Sam was more worried about Dean and it seemed Dean didn't even give a crap what was happening to Sam the whole time. Dean just thought Sam should press on some scar like it was magic and it made everything go away. I guess it did. It made Sam's whole story go away.

I'm going to keep staying away from message boards and other crazy fans out there. Not all of them are crazy, but some are nutty. I think some Supernatural fans like to bitch and treat other fans like crap more than they like to watch the show. I think some of them don't even watch the show that much and make crap up in their heads or they read fan fiction and then think that's what happened instead of what really happened. I think when I stay away from the extreme and crazy fans out there, I'm happier and the show is better when I watch it without thinking of what others have said about it.

I Don't Know

I really don't know whether I will be watching Supernatural come Oct. or not. I've been disappointed in the show so many times that I've lost count already. I've been waiting and waiting for something good to come for Sam's character and I'm still waiting. I'm sorry, but as far as I'm concerned, I'm not interested in Sam having a love interest. It was bad enough that they took his storyline last season away and gave it to Castiel at the end of the season. I bet Sam will just be wonderful and happy and forget that he ever went to hell or anything that's ever happened to him. If Sam is just some ordinary human and that's all, then I don't really care about his character anymore. I loved that Sam had some mystery to him and I always wondered if he was something more than human, but it looks like he's not.

I'm not even looking forward to season 8 at all. I'm betting that it is going to be just like season 4. With Sam and his new love interest mainly off screen and Dean the hero and his lover Castiel on screen. I still don't give a crap what happens to either of them in Purgatory. I guess I'm just like the Dean fans who didn't give a crap about what happened to Sam in hell and they thought his story was boring. Well, I think Dean's time in Purgatory is going to be boring and I'm sure when he comes back from there, it will probably be like when he came back from Hell. The same thing again with him sniveling and whining about how he went to Purgatory and no one else can understand what he went through.

As for Jeremy Carver being the show runner. I have zero faith in him and I wish that I could be happy about him taking over, but I'm not. He did write my very favorite episode Mystery Spot and he wrote a couple other episodes I loved. On the other hand in season 4 all the episodes he wrote were my least favorite. He totally wrote Sam right out of In The Beginning and there was no reason to. Jared didn't ask for time off. I liked The Rapture, but when it first came on, I did not. It seems like he had Castiel in almost every episode he wrote after season 3. I hope I'm wrong and other fans are right and I'm sure other fans will be happy with him because they're going to get tons of Dean and Castiel and they know it. I'm hoping they'll be happy. I just know I won't be happy if all Sam gets is some stupid love interest. Some fans think they are going to get some insight into Sam's character with this new love interest around. It's more likely that they'll get more insight to this new character than Sam. Sam will probably be comforting her and not the other way around.
I don't know what's going to happen, but I'm just not excited and I'm really disappointed.

I'm going to stay away from other fans and not read new spoilers or even look at all that Comic Con crap. I don't even want to hear what Jared is going to say about the new love interest because of course, he'll say it's  great and he's happy about it. He always says he loves everything coming up for his character.

I've even lost interest in the books and the Con in Vegas. Part of me even wishes I had never even gotten a gold ticket or bought my J & J photo op. I saw the new calendar and I haven't even ordered one and I might not. I don't even want to go on message boards and talk about it anymore. Maybe I will in the future, but I'm just really depressed about it right now. I don't even want to hope that the new season will have 10 episodes that I'll watch and like. Now I might not even care about any of them. I doubt there is ever going to be a really good Sam episode again. There hasn't been one for so long, so why even torture myself wishing for something that will never be. I know I'm stupid and I'll probably keep hoping like some dumb ass for anything good to happen.

Okay, I think I'm done sniveling about this and I hope I don't snivel again. I hope I got it all out of my system.