Not Excited For Fifth Season Of Supernatural

I'm not even excited for the upcoming season of Supernatural. I try to make myself get excited, but it doesn't work. It was just like last year. I read what was going to happen and I didn't care. Last season wasn't that great and who knows what's going to happen this season. I'm not too thrilled about the whole apocalypse crap and the angels and shit like that. I'm actually sick of it. I'm sick of trying to guess what's going to happen next. I'm tired of wondering who or what they'll have Sam sleeping with next. Maybe he'll sleep with a vampire and they can suck each other's blood or something. Dean is so pure and sweet now that he's had an angel, who knows what he'll do. He acts like he's morally superior to Sam, which is crap. Dean has less morals, than Sam ever will. Misha as Castiel is great, but what's going to happen with his character. I don't care anymore. This is probably the end of my obsession with the show, but I'll still watch it and like it. I don't know about loving it anymore. I love seasons 1-3 and I always will. I keep reading spoilers and they make me just not want to watch the show at all. I hope I even watch it when it comes back on. Now that Smallville isn't there to be the other half of Thursday night, I'll probably set the DVD recorder for Supernatural and then go to bed early and watch it whenever. I can't wait for Smallville, Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill. I'm more excited for them to come back on. It's sad.

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Sam Witwer

I just love Sam Witwer and I love watching the reruns of Smallville to see him again. I loved him as Davis Bloome and Doom. He played innocent and sweet and had evil lurking inside of him. I loved how they played his part until the end. It's sad that they couldn't have done more with his character. They just turned him into a killer and left it at that. I liked the idea that it was Doom inside him, making him kill, not his human half. I loved him with Chloe, because they had such great chemistry together. I loved to watch their scenes together and I was hoping that Clark could somehow separate Doom from Davis and he'd still be on the show and be together with Chloe. Then they had to have Davis kill Jimmy and make him out to be just a killer after Clark separated them. That sucked.
I just loved seeing Davis in that confessional at the church, telling how he went out searching for evil people to kill and not innocent ones. He saved people, but he killed too. He didn't want to kill anyone and he was fighting what was inside him. I was hoping it was Chloe's love that helped him, but then they just made him out to be an obsessed killer that just wanted Chloe for himself.

On another note. I'd love for Sam on Supernatural to be like Davis. If Sam has something evil inside him, then I'd love to see Sam struggling with it and fighting it. Maybe seeing that Dean is the one person that could keep that evil at bay, or more like love of any kind could keep the evil in Sam from turning him evil.

I'm going to miss Sam Witwer on Smallville, but maybe I'll pay more attention to Tom Welling again. I just totally focused on Sam and could think of nothing else, not Clark or Oliver or any guy on there.

Saints And Sinners and What Makes A Hero?

I was thinking about this all day at work. How many characters and people in real life are labeled either a saint or a sinner? I hate how society sometimes dictates who is good and who is bad and not by what the person does.
Here's some thoughts on some of my favorite characters that would be labeled as sinners.
Davis Bloome: Davis was out killing people. These people were rapists and murderers themselves and they did other terrible things. Sure Davis was wrong to kill them, but on the other hand. How many people did Davis save? How many people weren't raped and killed because he killed those people? Talk about a gray area here. I'm sure Davis would be considered a hero to the people he saved, but then he's bad because he killed those people. What's right and what's wrong? Is it right that murderers sit in jail for their whole lives at our expense and then get executed or die. A lot of them get out to kill again. Look at rapists, most of them get about 5 years and then they go and rape again.

Dan Scott and his brother Keith Scott: Dan is the big sinner because he killed his brother in cold blood. Dan thought his brother tried to kill him and he had good reason to think it, but he found out it was his wife Deb. Did Deb get punished for trying to kill Dan? Not as far as I could see. Keith slept with Deb, so he committed adultery. What's worse killing or adultery? It doesn't say in the bible that one is worse than the other, so who's the sinner and who's the saint. Keith is treated like a saint, even after he's dead. Dan is treated like a sinner and an outcast. Here's where society comes in to play. Adultery is a crime, but there are so many people doing it, no one enforces it. So is it right? I don't think so.
If Dan hadn't done what he did, maybe he wouldn't have been around to save Jamie later. He saved Jamie twice from the psycho nanny. Dan is trying to make amends for what he's done and God is giving him the chance to do it, by not letting him die.

Chuck Bass: My rotten little womanizer and drug user. Is Chuck a saint or a sinner or both? Chuck has hurt other people by what he's done, but mostly he's hurt himself. Chuck has a sweet heart under all his bravado and bull crap. What he's done for Blair at times, makes you want to cry. Also, I think Chuck has been a good big brother to Eric. Chuck has been a hero, but not in the typical sense. He's been a hero in the most subtle ways.

Sam and Dean Winchester: Are either or both of them a saint or a sinner. People think Sam is such a big rotten sinner for sleeping with a demon and drinking demon blood. I don't see anywhere in the bible that says, that's a sin. People sleep with all kinds of people and don't care. Married people and just sleep around and not care who they're sleeping with. So why would God think worse of Sam for sleeping with a demon. Dean has slept with tons of women and just for the sex. He's had threesomes and God only knows what. So is he any better than Sam because he didn't sleep with a demon or a werewolf. Who knows what Dean has slept with? Does he even know. Dean sold his soul to a demon, but he was selfless and noble. Sam went to kill a demon with abilities that are from who knows where? He was selfish and proud. I don't get it. Both Sam and Dean have done some horrible and good things. They've both been heroes and they've both been sinners.

Clark Kent: Poor Clark. I love him and I don't think he's either a saint or a sinner because he's from another planet. What's wonderful about Clark is that he does try to be a better human, than most humans on the planet? He tries to save everyone that he can because he's got these powers and he can use them to help people. On the other hand people and creatures come looking for him and try to kill him and people get hurt or killed in the crossfire. Clark's friend Green Arrow is a human. He's been treading on the side of sinner more than saint, lately. Green Arrow still knows that saving people is the no. 1 priority, though.

So who is a saint and who is a sinner?
I think the word hero has a definition. Someone is only a hero to the person that the hero saved. Who knows how you can be saved? Physically, mentally and emotionally. There's a lot of ways to be saved and who knows who your hero is or how they will save you.

Who's More Stupid, Eric Kripke or Supernatural Fans?

I've just been thinking about who is more stupid. Eric Kripke for coming up with some stupid plots or the Supernatural fans that believe everything he says.

Here's something stupid about Supernatural fans. They think Dean was chosen by God to defeat Lucifer. Who started the apocalypse? Dean supposedly started it, so I guess God wanted it. How stupid is that? Sam is evil or going to be Lucifer's right hand man. So it was really smart of Dean to sell his soul to evil to bring Sam back from the dead. I'm sure God loved him even more for that.

Dean turned away from God when he made that deal for Sam. If Dean had believed in God or that we go to a better place, maybe he would've let Sam stay dead. Dean failed at his job of saving Sam, so he went and sold his soul. I still think that is all Dean sees Sam as. A job, not a little brother. Dean followed his orders from daddy, no matter what.

I guess selling your soul to evil, is so noble and self sacrificing, but Sam drinking demon blood and trying to stop the apocalypse, was selfish and proud. Give me a break.

Sad part is, if Kripke and Co have Dean be some special blah, blah, then the whole show is worth nothing. Dean was supposed to die, how many times. The war was over for him and he was supposed to go with Tessa. If Dean had some greater destiny, then why was he supposed to die at that point.
Also, Dean spent his whole life protecting and taking care of Sammy. So, basically Dean took care of and protected evil all his life, not good. Then Dean is just as evil as Sam for protecting Sam all those years.

Now if Kripke and Co do have a few surprises like I'm hoping, then some of those Supernatural fans are in for one big rude awakening. I'll be jumping for joy, if I find out what I think is going to happen, happens.

Another thing about Sam being evil or having demon blood in him. We use only how much of our brain capacity and some believe that in an earlier time, we used more. Maybe that's where psychic stuff is, in those parts of the brain that most people don't use. God made Sam, so he's all good and if Lucifer made Sam, then I'll believe he's evil and his abilities are evil.
If Sam was so evil, then why was he praying to God for all those years. What was Sam praying for? Hopefully and I'm keeping my fingers crossed, that we'll find out. I doubt that Sam just prayed for himself. I still think Sam prayed for Dean and John to maybe one day, stop hunting and to start being a family with him. Who knows?

A part of me really wants Sam to turn full blown evil and have another good showdown with Dean. I'd really love that because Dean just wouldn't stand a chance, even with Castiel hanging on him. ha, ha, ha.

Azazel's Plot

I think now, that things make sense a little more. I think Azazel was looking for the special child and it was Sam. Here's how Azazel found out that it was Sam. I think in Croatoan he had Sam see that vision, so he would go to the town. They wanted to see if he was immune to the demon virus or whatever it was. Sam did not turn evil. I think that was one of the most important episodes. I now think that in "Born Under A Bad Sign" that Meg's demon, purposely possessed Sam, to see if Dean would kill his own brother. Also, why did the demon have to have that symbol on Sam's arm to stay in him. Maybe that was the only way Sam could ever be possessed. I think the whole demon army stuff was crap. Azazel didn't want anyone to lead his demon army. I think that was all a setup to have Sam killed and for Dean to make a deal, so the demons could get Dean's soul. Papa Winchester was not breaking in hell, so they had to see if Dean would, so he could break the first seal. They needed Sam to break the last, so they didn't want him in hell.
Also where did Sam's soul go when he died. Did the angels who wanted the apocalypse bring Sam back to life? Did Sam have a choice? Why didn't we see Sam with a reaper or anything? I'm hoping that these questions will ever get answered. I also wonder if Sam didn't die. I still think that. Maybe Sam was able to heal himself or choose to go back in his body and heal himself. Or the angels who wanted the apocalypse, healed Sam and brought him back to life. Maybe, Sam was being watched over by an archangel, just like Chuck the prophet was. If they could bring Chuck back to life, who's to say they couldn't bring Sammy back to life too.
Azazel had to have been plotting with the angels who wanted the apocalypse. That's just my theory. I still think Lilith was working with them.

Also I still think Sam is going to be the one who sends Lucifer back to hell. I think Dean is going to have to be willing to sacrifice Sam and let him go and that's how he'll stop the apocalypse. I don't know how Castiel figures into anything, but I'll have to wait and see what goes on.

Corin Nemec

I started Hell House for all my crazy love for all things entertainment. I love Corin Nemec and just had to post about him. I remember when I first watched him on "I Know My First Name Is Steven". I thought to myself, wow, who is this kid. He was one of the best actors I had seen in a long time. The movie and Corin made me cry. If a star can make me cry and feel emotion, then they are a great actor or actress. I watched Corin in "Parker Lewis Can't Lose". It was a short lived TV show and I was sad when they cancelled it because I loved to see Corin's smile.
I was so happy to see Corin on Stargate SG1. I loved him as Jonas and I wish he could've stayed on the show. I only got to see him for one season and a few episodes in another. That sucked because I really got into the show for him. I stopped watching after he left the show because I loved his character, so there was nothing left to watch.
My family think I'm crazy because that's the main reason I start watching a show. A hot hunk that I like, but that's not always the only reason. There has got to be a good story and their character has to be interesting to watch. I've loved a lot of actors and went to watch them on something and didn't like who they were playing and didn't watch the show. So their hot good looks didn't mean everything. I'm not that shallow, or at least, I don't think I am.
I still watch my Stargate episodes every now and then to see Corin. I never stop loving actors and stars, even after they grow old and some have even died. My love just goes on for them and I keep it in my heart always.

Sammy and the Panic Room

This is not a theory, but what I believe. I'm going to believe it, until I find out that it's not true. I still think when Sam was in the panic room, that Castiel was making him see every thing that he saw. Young Sam, his mom and Dean. I think it was all to get Sam to go after Lilith. Dean said he was screaming out there for hours, so what was Castiel doing. I think he was down there making those things happen to Sam. Then Castiel, let him out of the panic room.

You would've thought that Dean and Bobby would've tried to figure out who let him out. They knew that it couldn't have been Sam. And it couldn't have been Ruby, so who did they think it was?

People think Sam had an addiction to demon blood, like a drunk or a drug addict. Booze and drugs are chemicals that change your brain chemistry. What does demon blood do? It's funny that people think because Sam didn't get blood, that he would hallucinate. Blood does not change your brain functions. I still think Ruby did something to Sam and made him want to have the blood. Or it's all in Sam's head and he thinks he needs it. That still doesn't mean he'd hallucinate, if he didn't get it.

Maybe Castiel was following orders and was hoping that Dean would go after Sam and stop him somehow. If Dean would've gone with Sam, it would've foiled the demons and angels plot, maybe. Who knows what would've happened? If Dean went with Sam, he probably wouldn't have let Sam drink anymore blood, no matter what. Dean would've killed Ruby. I think a part of Dean was pissed because Sam did decide to go with her.

Sam made the choice to go with her and leave Dean. Sam will pay the price and take responsibility for his actions. I know he will and he'll probably be, guilty as hell. Then Sam has felt guilty for his mother dying, his father dying, Jessica dying and for not being able to save Dean from going to hell. Now he'll be guilty for starting the apocalypse.

Whether Sam would've stopped any of these things from happening, is debatable. I still think he was tricked, manipulated and fooled into breaking the last seal. No matter what Sam and Dean would've done, the demons and angels would've found a way to start the apocalypse.

I can't wait to find out how Sam is going to act without the blood and if he'll need it as much. Will just drinking all the demon blood, that he did, have some major effect on him? I'll have to find out when the show starts again.

Poor Jensen, Lucky Jared

I feel bad for poor Jensen. He'll probably be working his butt off, yet again on Supernatural. All those crazy, obsessed freaks, just want to see him and they go insane, if he's not on constantly and front and center of the show. I think people love his character of Dean more than him. I actually love Jensen more than his character Dean. He's a great actor, but the poor guy is going to be busy.

As for Jared, he'll probably get lucky again and be able to go on another vacation. I think that would be great because he's young and he needs to have fun. I wouldn't want him to work himself to death for anything. I love him more than his character of Sam, so I want what's best for him. Maybe, if he's got more time, he could do a movie or something in between. That would be great because I was so happy to see him in "Christmas Cottage" and "Friday The 13th". It's great when I can watch him on TV, DVD and at the movies. It was nice that I got to see Jensen in "My Bloody Valentine". Jensen can really look evil when he wants to.

I'm just hoping with the addition of Misha and some of the returning and new characters, that Jared and Jensen get some much needed rest during the season. Maybe they can get a break, like Tom Welling got on Smallville. Tom even got to direct an episode. I loved that. It would be neat if Jared or Jensen could direct one of Supernatural's.

Too Much

I think Kripke and Co are saying all kinds of stuff and who really knows what will happen now. I've heard so many different things, that it's starting to get ridiculous. I'm actually tired of reading about interviews and spoilers because who really knows what's going to happen. Kripke has told how many different things now. Sera Gamble and Ben Edlund have told different things. The interview with Jensen said totally different things. So what's going to happen, only they know, until the show comes back on and I'm going to wait before I start jumping to conclusions and thinking up stuff.

I'll have to start another blog about my theories and keep that private, just in case someone has been actually reading this blog, but me. When I had Hell House on the CW site, I knew people were reading it and then going and saying shit about my theories or trying to say they were their own. It still pisses me off, that those stupid mods over there deleted my thread. It had some of my best theories. I can still remember some and I still think some of them are going to happen.

I guess I won't be posting that much on the CW site because of a certain bitch on there. She acts like she's in Junior High School or something. She thinks she's queen bitch of the Supernatural site. I did find a few people to discuss things with, but try to find them when you really want to talk. They're probably afraid to say what they feel because someone will attack them for it. Some of those Dean fans over there give all Supernatural fans a bad name. Now I can see why a lot of people don't stay on there to post, especially ones who love Sam. It's totally biased. Also, some of those people are so stupid and close-minded that it's sickening. They just believe everything Kripke says or everything they read. I wonder if they even have brains to think with. It's scary.