Little Sam And Little Dean

I have to play with little Sammy and little Dean because I'll go crazy thinking about Supernatural. I think up all kinds of crazy stuff, but then again, maybe it isn't so crazy. Who knows? I just don't want to fight with anymore on any boards or anywhere about the show. I just want to enjoy it. I love both Sam and Dean's characters and it drives me crazy that people still think Sam is evil or going to turn evil or become Lucifer's vessel. Lucifer has come, so why didn't he go to Sam and ask Sam to be his vessel, maybe because Sam is not Lucifer's vessel. As for Dean being all good and more righteous than Sam. Who knows what Dean is right about or wrong about? Is he doing the right thing. It drives me crazy when people want Sam and Dean to fight, or that Dean was right about everything and Sam was wrong. That's bull crap. Dean might have been able to stop Sam from killing Lilith, but did he even try. He was more worried about Sam being a monster or becoming evil. Oh no! I keep thinking about it. It's going to stop right here and now.

My little Sammy and my little Dean live in a great world where they are happy all the time. Sure they might fight, but they make up right after. Little Sammy and little Dean are always smiling and they love each other. I personally think that Sam and Dean on Supernatural are going to work things out and it's not just going to be about Sam getting Dean's forgiveness.

The Mystery Of Sam

Why did Azazel kill Mary and all her friends? That is still a big mystery. It was to cover up something about Sam. What was it and did John find out what it was? It seemed like Mary's friends and family were being killed as John tried to find out stuff. How do we know Sam's gifts weren't God given? Ruby made a comment about it and then said about them not being from God.
Azazel never got to finish giving Sam the blood he wanted to because Mary came in and she was murdered.
Azazel was an angel as well as a demon, so Sam was given what. Angel or demon blood.
When Sam first started having visions, if they were from Azazel, then why was it to help people. Why would Azazel want Sam to stop the other children from killing? In "Home" Sam's vision had nothing to do with Azazel. Also, Sam could sense things and he had the ability to move things with his mind.
After Sam was killed by Jake and died. How come we never saw him with a reaper? There has to be a reason for that. If the angels can bring people back to life. How do we know the angels or God didn't bring Sam back to life, not Dean's deal. Another thought, I had, what if Sam consented to be Michael's vessel when he died and Michael healed him and brought him back to life. If Sam was so special and he was going to be Lucifer's vessel, then why did Azazel let him die? Did Azazel know that Dean would make the deal for Sam? Or more importantly, was Azazel and the bad angels working together all along? They wanted Dean in hell to help break the first seal because John wouldn't break, so Dean was next in line.
Sam was immune to that demon virus, because he's evil already or evil can't effect him. Sam could drink demon blood, but he never turned evil the whole time. Sam was still worried about helping and saving people.
Sam can hold demons and send them to hell. I doubt Lucifer wants his demons to go back to hell, so why would Sam have that ability, if he was going to be Lucifer's vessel. Also, the demons couldn't destroy Sam. Look how Lilith was surprised when she couldn't kill Sam with her demon ray gun, or Samhain couldn't use it either on him. Sam killed Alistair, who was a demon,so how could he do that? How did he kill Lilith?
If the demon blood isn't what gave Sam his powers, than what did give him those powers. Why does everyone think Sam is evil? Dean doesn't want Sam to be anything, but a human. Maybe Dean is wrong in thinking that Sam is a monster and he has something evil in him, maybe what Sam has in him is good.
If God saved Sam and Dean from Lucifer, then he has something planned for both of them. Castiel came and helped both Sam and Dean, not just Dean.

I don't know where Kripke and Co are going with anything concerning Sam, but I think it's crazy that people still think Sam is evil in some way or that he's going to help Lucifer. How do we know that Sam isn't really Michael's sword and Dean is Michael's vessel?

I find it funny that people somehow want Sam and Dean to be on opposite sides. Dean on the side of good and Sam on the side of evil. When who knows which side either of them will be on? Or heaven forbid, they are both on the side of God. Would that be so terrible?

I think people just want Dean to have some higher purpose and Sam to be nothing. I think that's how Kripke and Co are going to trick people, but I could be wrong.

Supernatural Picked Apart and The New Thursday Night

I'll start with Supernatural. Here's some things that I found interesting about "Sympathy For The Devil". First off, I don't have sympathy for Lucifer, but I do for the poor guy that became Lucifer's vessel. I think Mark Pellegrino is going to be great on the show as Lucifer. As for Dean being Michael's vessel. I'm not to sure that he is. Why couldn't he hear Castiel or why didn't Michael come to Dean himself and ask to use him as a vessel. Why did the bad angels threaten Dean to say yes? If Jimmy was Castiel's chosen vessel, then why could his daughter be his vessel, too. It's funny to me that when whoever saved Sam and Dean at the beginning and you saw that light, Sam looked right into and Dean looked down.
I still think Sam has a purpose, even though some people don't. Why would Sam be saved right along with Dean if he didn't. I still think those bad angels are lying to Dean about being Michael's vessel, but you never know. They've lied to Dean how many times now. One wonders if perhaps, instead of Michael, Dean was going to be Lucifer's vessel. Who knows how many potential people could be his vessel? Why didn't the angels care about Dean's safety in season 4. Dean almost died how many times. I guess they could bring him back to life, but if they could do that, then they should be able to force him to be Michael's vessel.
I think Kripke and Co are downplaying Sam right now because who knows what Sam is going to do. I had a funny thought. What if Sam is God's vessel? You never know.
I still think it's interesting that Dean was supposed to die and the war was over for him, then Daddy Winchester made the deal and all of a sudden Dean has some higher purpose to be Michael's vessel. It just doesn't wash.
As for Dean trusting Sam. Does Sam even know that Dean broke the first seal in hell, or are we to believe Dean told Sam that? I think Dean lies to Sam, but Dean can't trust Sam, that's laughable. As for Sam trusting a demon over Dean. Sam asked Dean to come with them and Dean chose to be self-righteous and stubborn. Then Dean doesn't know about the changed cell phone message, that had a big impact on Sam's choice. Will Dean learn about that?
Here's another thing people are talking about. Bobby being possessed. Sure he probably had charms and maybe a tattoo or something. I'm surprised that Bobby was able to fight the demon in him, just like John did. John was able to fight Azazel for a little bit when he was being possessed. Why did Meg have to lock herself in Sam's body? And speaking of John Winchester. John was a vessel for Azazel. He was a demon and an angel. So does that mean Sam and Dean could both be vessels for angels. Also, where did Sam get his powers and why did he stop having visions? I hope we find out this season, finally.
I actually enjoyed the show and I can't wait for episode 2 when we get to see Ellen, Jo and Rufus again. It looks really good.

Now for the new Thursday nights. I was worried that "The Vampire Diaries" would not be too good. I actually liked it and I really got into it when that Damon first came on. He just heated up the screen big time. I love that he is evil. I can't wait to see him and Stefan in more scenes. They are both hot looking actors.
I really missed "Smallville" and I loved hearing "Somebody save me" every thursday night. It like kicked off hero night on Thursday night. Now I guess I'll have to think of Thursday night as brother night. I can't wait for "Smallville" to start. It's going to suck that it's on Friday night, though.

Supernatural's Season 5 Premiere Was Awesome

The premiere for Supernatural was just awesome. I totally loved it. I knew there was nothing to worry about and Kripke and Co would give us something great and they did.
All kinds of people freaking out over those spoilers and Kripke and Co totally tricked them. I've said that no one should let spoilers spoil them and they shouldn't. I was surprised in a good way and I'm so happy right now. If people wanted the old Supernatural back, then they kind of got it. I hope people aren't worried about the Dean and Castiel show, it's the Sam and Dean show and it always will be. Castiel is just a great addition to the show. He's like Bobby. I even loved Chuck the Prophet and I loved the new woman playing Meg or the demon that was in Meg. I even loved Lucifer. The show was great and I'll probably tear it apart later, but right now I'm too happy.

My little Sammy's party was a success. All his friends came over to watch and little Dean helped him clean up after the party. Little Sammy was sad when "The Vampire Diaries" came on instead of "Smallville". Little Dean had to comfort him and tell him that their favorite Man Of Steel will be on Friday night now. Sammy stopped crying and watched the Vamp Dairies and said it was okay. Then Supernatural came on and little Sammy was jumping for joy. He loved watching big Sammy and he hopes big Sammy will drink chocolate milk, just like he does. lol

Little Dean And Little Sammy

Little Dean moved into Little Sammy's neighborhood. Sammy lost two of his friends, but he's made two new ones and his brother is living right next door to him. Little Dean came to the party and they are waiting for the premiere of Supernatural, they're still watching DVD's of the previous four seasons.

2 Days Left Till The Premiere Of Supernatural

Now there is less than two days left. I had a nightmare about taping the show. It was pretty crazy and instead of Sam and Dean being on the show, it was Mulder and Scully. Where did they come from? My cat Mully must have been licking me or rubbing on me, while I was asleep.

Today I went to Salt Lake with one of my sister's. This sister loves to watch Supernatural, but she's not as crazy about the show as I am. We had a good time and we walked how far just to get some candy. I don't know how many miles we walked, but my feet were killing me. We took the train home and then caught a bus right away at the train station. I haven't rode that train for over a year and it was nice to go on it again.

Tonight's America's Got Talent was pretty interesting. Piers went and buzzed how many acts this time. The show wasn't as good as last week and you wonder who will make it through.

I found out something tonight and I started to laugh my head off. I just love when people are stupid, you just have to laugh about it.

3 More Days To Go

Now there is less than three days to go until the premiere of Supernatural. Then the following week my other shows will start. I just can't wait. It was four months and now it is almost here. Time does fly by.

Today I went to an amusement park by where I live. I went with my sister, her daughter and son, and her two grandchildren. I had a great time and this was probably the best time I've had there all summer. I have a season pass to the park and there is still Sept. and Oct. to visit it. It was a nice distraction from thinking about Supernatural for a while. Now that I'm not working for a while, I'll have to find more things to do.

The wait for Supernatural is almost over, but then, you have to wait for it each week. Also, they take a big long break during the holidays. That's when time really slows down and I have to find other stuff to do. The holidays pretty much keep you busy, but sometimes they don't.

It will be great once that first episode comes on and there will be more to post about on the message boards. Right now, all you can do is speculate and wonder about things.

The only new shows that I'm going to watch, are all on CW. Melrose Place, The Beautiful Life and The Vampire Diaries. I looked in the TV Guide and I didn't find any other interesting shows to watch on any of the other networks. I hope these three shows are good, if not, then I'll have more time to watch repeats of my favorite shows, read or whatever.

Why I Think Sam and Dean's Brotherly Bond Is Still Strong?

Here's why I think Sam and Dean's brotherly bond is still strong and that they're going to be okay.
I think Dean realized what the bad angels have done and how they manipulated him, Castiel and Sam. I don't think Dean is going to blame Sam for everything. How could he? If Dean finds out about Castiel letting Sam out of that panic room and the cell phone message that Sam received and not Dean's real message, Dean is going to be more understanding about what Sam did. Sam was being manipulated by the bad angels all along. They probably purposely told him not to use his abilities and they made Dean be afraid of Sam using them. Poor Sam was being tricked and manipulated by the bad angels and by Ruby. Why wouldn't Dean understand? Now about Dean trusting Sam. I think Dean is going to be afraid and worried about Sam because of Sam's addiction to the demon blood and the things that Sam did. Maybe Dean will be afraid that the demon blood will make Sam turn evil. I doubt the demon blood did anything to Sam, but I could be wrong about that.
I just think that Sam and Dean are going to learn more about each other as season 5 goes along. Hopefully that will bring them closer together and make their bond even stronger. I believe in Kripke and Co not to ruin that. I think they just wanted people to believe that Sam and Dean were going to end up on opposite sides.

As for some of the spoilers and what not. It looks to me like Bobby is possessed by a demon and was he possessed that whole time that Sam was in the panic room. Did he purposely let Sam go? I could be thinking too much into this and I probably am. I like the promo pictures for the second episode because they are of Sam and Dean together and that gives me the most hope that Sam and Dean are going to be okay.

Now for Castiel. I love Castiel and I doubt he's going to upstage Sam or replace him. Who knows how much Castiel will be in each episode and what he will be doing? I doubt that he's going to be with Sam and Dean all the time. I think he's going to be doing something on his own and helping Sam and Dean. You never know.

Another thing I read was that Kripke is going to close this chapter of Supernatural and he'll not leave anything a mystery. I'm hoping for this. I think that if there is a season 6, that Kripke and Co could come up with something good for it, that would be just as good as the Apocalypse. Who knows? If Kripke decided not to be involved and the show went on, I bet it would be good, too.

On a personal note about Sam and Dean and my own relationship with a sister of mine. Sam and Dean's relationship right now is a hell of a lot stronger than the one I have with this sister. What she said to me, was worse than anything that Sam and Dean said to each other? Just like Sam told to Dean. " You don't know me and you never will" My sister doesn't know me and she never will because right now, I don't want to have anything to do with her. I thought I knew her, but I was wrong. Now I don't want to know her at all. She used to be my hero and now she is nothing to me. Her words to me were worse than a physical blow. Now I know what she thinks of me, but I won't tell her what I think of her. I may be a rotten demon, but I'm not that cruel.

Watching Season 4 Supernatural On DVD

I watched "Monster Movie" and "Wishful Thinking" and I couldn't stop laughing. I love that black and white episode of Supernatural. I think it was one of the best episodes of season 4. I think watching it on my new TV made it look even better. I think Sam and Dean looked hot in black and white. It's funny, but when I watched it, my mind put it in color. I used to watch shows on a little black and white TV that I had and it was great just because I got to watch them. When I love a show, I'll watch it however I can. I loved that suicidal teddy bear in Wishful Thinking. I think that had to have been if not one of the funniest things ever, but the funniest on Supernatural. Just the looks on Sam and Dean's faces was priceless.
I'm going to keep watching old episodes until Thursday when we finally get to see new Supernatural.

A couple of Sammy's friends came over and started to party earlier. They're having a Supernatural marathon party.

5 More Days To Go

Now there is 5 more days to go until the premiere of Supernatural. I'm getting more excited. I've been spending my time reading before the show comes back on. I get the feeling that I won't be able to concentrate on my books, once the show comes back on. I'll probably start coming up with more wild and crazy theories. I hope I don't. I just want to enjoy the show. I think it helps to stay off the message boards, except to post on a few threads. Those message boards are going crazy, the closer it gets to the premiere. I've never been on any boards because I never had my computer. If I stay off them, it will be like that again and I'll probably enjoy the show more. I've been watching episodes from my season 4 DVD's and they aren't that bad. I think I got caught up in what people were saying about the show and I stopped believing in Kripke and Co. I think they did a pretty good job with season 4, even though, at times, things did not make sense.

I've been busy playing with little Sammy and just having fun. I started playing even more stuff on Facebook. Now that I have some free time, I'll be able to play some more. I love my little Sammy the most on there, though. He makes me happy and I can stop thinking about certain things.

Sammy's Supernatural party is in full swing. He's set up his TV, he's got pizza, burgers, hot dogs, popcorn, a pie, a cake, and some chocolate milk. He's invited all his friends over to watch the premiere.
Sammy got a new stuffed animal for graduating obedience school and he named it Cas.
Sammy got a laptop, but I won't let him go on the internet because he's too little and I told him the internet is evil. lol