My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

My little demons are busy getting Halloween stuff and having fun. They all got a costume picked out. Little Jess is going to be a witch, Little Dean is going to be a mummy and my Little Sammy still hasn't decided. He's bought a dracula costume and a scream costume. He wants the mummy costume, too. He just loves dressing up and can't decide. I told him that he could wear all his costumes if he wants. I helped little Dean get a pumpkin and helped him decorate it. I'm so happy that's he's finally getting in the Halloween spirit. He loves the candy, too. He's got a big bucket and he's been eating it. I have to watch both little Sammy and Dean and make sure they don't eat too much. Little Jess really doesn't eat a lot of candy.

One bad thing my little Sammy did. He went to school and put on his scream outfit and scared a kid. The school called me at work. I was very angry at little Sammy when I got home today. He started to cry and said he was sorry. He went and brought a pumpkin cookie over to the kid and told him he was sorry. They laughed about it and now that kid wants a scream outfit too. I told little Sammy not to scare anymore people with his costumes. Sure it's fun, but someone might get hurt if they get scared too much. Little Sammy promised that he'd be good.

Here's how I can't resist doing whatever my little Sammy wants me to. I had to buy him some skeleton wings. They cost a lot, but little Sammy cried for them and looked at me with those big brown eyes and I could not say no. Little Sammy's power over me is frightening sometimes. I tell him that and he just laughs. Little Sammy also bought some special bait and caught an ugly mutant fish from the fishing pond. Little Sammy has so many fish that his two tanks are getting full. I just know that I'm going to have to buy him a new one soon. Hopefully that fishing hole will close up for the winter.

Little Jess is still collecting stuff for her big Halloween party. Sammy sent Jess a white spiderweb for her front room. She would not put anything Halloween in it. She loves her room the way it is and the spiderweb goes nicely and looks cute in her house. Little Dean is spending more time at Sammy's house because Sammy has more stuff and he loves to spend time with Sammy.

Little Sammy asked why I was so quick going on the message board. I told him that I just showed some love for our big Sammy and that was it. We've got to keep the love going for our wonderful Sammy. Tomorrow I'll show some love for both Sam and Dean. Maybe I'll dig up the Devil's Playground and show some love for Castiel on there. Little Sammy still wants me to start a chocolate milk drinking campaign for Sam and maybe a love campaign for Sam, Dean, Castiel and Bobby. I told little Sammy that it's enough that we love them. We'll let the other people out there love them however they want to. If someone doesn't like a character, then it's up to them.
Little Sammy hugged and kissed me and said he wished he could go on the message boards and tell everyone how great and wonderful all the characters of Supernatural are. I told him we can put that on his sign in his house, maybe after Halloween. Then all his friends will know how much he loves Supernatural.

I'm very happy right now and so are my little demons. I love fall and the trees look so beautiful here with the leaves falling and turning colors. The chill in the air and the threat of rain is wonderful. I love that it gets darker earlier at this time of year. October is one great month.

Legend Of The Seeker And Other Stuff

It took me a while to find a good picture, but I did. I wanted to put a picture of Richard without his shirt on, but that could be considered sexual in nature. Man, but those pictures were hotter than a firecracker. Craig Horner is one hot, burning hunk of a man. I can't wait until Legend starts in three weeks. It feels like I've been waiting forever. Supernatural has been so good lately that I haven't been paying a lot of attention to Legend. I found the DVD set at the store and I don't even know when it came out. There was one episode that I never even got to see. It was nice to watch it. I'm going to watch some more episodes that I missed parts of too. I'm really glad that Legend was on last year and it almost replaced Supernatural as my favorite show that I'm obsessed with. Scary, but it almost happened. Richard to me was more of a hero than Sam and Dean last year. I love to see characters struggling with right and wrong, but Sam and Dean were just wrong last year. I think it was the writers and it kind of pissed me off. I took it out on message boards and in my Hell House on the CW site. I don't think Legend can beat Supernatural this season because it is so good right now. I just want to see Sam and Dean fighting evil and the show has kind of gone back to where I loved it the most. It kind of reminds me of season 3 and that was my second favorite season of Supernatural. I loved every episode of that season. I loved every episode of Legend Of The Seeker and I can't wait to see the new season. I loved the episode called "The Puppeteer" and Richard was hardly in it. It was just one of the best written shows of Legend last year. Good writing makes for good TV.

I've gone back to my farms on Facebook and to my Little Sammy, Jess and Dean. They make me happy and I love Supernatural more when I don't think about it too much. I've started to become obsessed with Farkle. I am very competitive and I want to beat all my friends for some reason. Crazy. Mafia Wars is fun to play too. I have millions of dollars and own casinos, restaurants and all kinds of things that I'd never own in real life.

I'm still going to post here about my theories, but I'm done for a while at least on the boards. I just can't take that. Someone has to try to fight with me all the time, especially crazy Dean fans who can't love Dean for who and what he is.

I'm going to believe that Sam was not addicted to that demon blood until I find out otherwise. You tell people stuff and nothing sinks in. Yes, it was like an addiction, does not mean that it was an addiction. I think Sam would've stopped once Lilith was dead and he thought he saved people, but all people want to believe is that Sam wanted to suck down that blood to get powerful and tell Dean that he was better than him. Sad. I don't think a lot of people understand Sam or Dean's characters.

Sam being corrupted or turning evil drinking demon blood. That was evil, Sam pulling out demons and sending them to hell and killing demons. That's all Sam ever did with his power. He wasn't going around threatening and killing people. He didn't take enjoyment from other people's pain and misery, in fact that's what hurts Sam the most. That people die and get hurt around him. Man, people are stupid to think Sam is the evil or even dark for that matter.

God, I've got to rant for some reason about this. Another thing I get sick of reading about Sam. He never listened to Dean, Bobby or Castiel and the other angels. What did they tell Sam? Don't use your abilities, but we won't tell you why? Just don't. Dean didn't know that killing Lilith was the final seal, if in fact it was. Was that even Lilith that Sam killed? I didn't see her white eyes to know that was her. Hell, that might not have been Ruby in that dead body, either. Dean doesn't know everything and he finally admitted that in "Fallen Idols", but that episode was stupid. Of course it was because Dean didn't look so smart in it. Dean admitted that he didn't know everything. Dean didn't know what to do when Sam drank that demon blood. Maybe if he would've talked to Sam like his brother or something, then Sam would've listened to him. Dean was as much in the dark about everything as Sam was. As for Sam trusting a demon over Dean. Dean trusted Azazel's bullcrap about Sam not being 100% pure Sam. So Dean trusted what a demon told him over what he knew about his own brother. Dean never gave Sam all the facts and then he didn't tell Sam why he changed his mind and wanted to hunt with Sam again. Maybe, it's just to make sure that Sam won't say yes to Lucifer because Dean doesn't trust Sam. Dean doesn't tell Sam things, that maybe Sam should know, but it's okay. But, Sam on the other hand should tell everything to Dean. I don't think so. If Sam would've had all the facts and knew what Dean was afraid of, then maybe he would've made better choices, but Dean didn't want to talk to Sam. The blame is on both these two and I'm sick of people heaping it all on poor Sam's head all the time, Sam already does that enough. He'd take on the weight of the world if he could.

I Think I Need To Stay In Fantasy Land

I swear I need to just keep myself to myself because it is scary out there in the Supernatural Fandom. I just read some posts on a sight I've never gone to before. I can't believe the crap about Sam. I swear that's what I hated the most about last season. Kripke and Co made is sound like the angels talking to Dean made him angelic and Sam consorting with a demon to be demonic. I swear I do not understand this. I can't believe people out there. Most people forget that Dean went to hell, he didn't take a trip to Heaven to talk to God or something. He was down in hell, first suffering for 30 years and then torturing for the last 10. Dean said that he loved torturing souls in hell and it helped him forget the pain he felt for the first 30 years. He said all the pain washed away, when he was torturing. I hate to bring this up on a message board because people freak out of their minds and think you have something against Dean. It's like they don't want to accept the truth about Dean or something. They want to think Dean is this great guy that can do no wrong and that he knows everything and he's on the side of God. Dean turned away from God by making that deal for Sam's life. I wish the show would address this. It's not like God was happy that Dean didn't believe in him and then went to get Dean out of hell because he didn't deserve to be there. Everyone thinks Dean should be suffering and thinking about being tortured. When Dean remembers hell, he probably wants to forget that he enjoyed torturing souls down there, not that he was tortured.

As for Sam. I think people still just want to think he's evil because now he is supposedly Lucifer's vessel. I can't believe people think that Sam doesn't care or love Dean. I think Sam cares about Dean more than Dean cares about Sam. If Sam didn't care about Dean, then why did he keep saving his life all the time. Sam could have just let Dean die at any given time. If Sam wanted to get away from Dean, he could have left Dean and went with Ruby whenever he wanted. People think Sam would ever use his powers on Dean. Dean wasn't a demon and that's all Sam has ever used his powers on. People want to think Sam was doing evil and that's all. Sam wanted Dean to see him for the man he is, not the little boy that Dean had to protect. That maybe Sam could be right about something and that Dean wasn't always right about everything. Dean didn't think Sam could kill Lilith and he did. I think Dean was shocked by that and scared. Now Dean sees the remorse Sam has for what he did and Sam didn't even have all of the facts. It's like Sam is trying to take the blame for everything and Dean is letting him.

What happened to the Dean in the hospital bed that was so guilty over breaking that first seal and starting everything? Now it seems he's letting Sam take all the responsibility for starting the apocalypse and you don't see any guilt on his part at all. Maybe he does feel guilty deep down because he almost can't stand when Sam keeps going on and saying he's sorry. Sam said that he was sorry how many times for what he unknowingly did and he said that no one will make him feel worse than he does himself.

I think too much about this crap and it drives me crazy. I need to go back to spending time with Little Sammy, Dean and Jess. At least there I can be free to love everything and everyone on Supernatural without any worries or cares.

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

Little Sammy bought Dean a guitar of his own and little Dean was so happy. He was rocking out for hours. I told little Sammy that Dean was feeling sad because he was spending so much time with little Jess. Sammy said that was because Jess was feeling bad and he was trying to make her happy. Now, I think they are all happy. Little Dean bought a pumpkin basket for his Halloween treats. My little demons have already been collecting candy around their neighborhood. Sammy has a whole basket of it and has already started to eat it. I have to watch him and make sure he doesn't eat too much or he'll have nightmares and get a tummy ache. I don't want that.

Little Jess is planning a special Halloween party at her house. She has been collecting stuff for it and Sammy and Dean have been helping her. They sent her a bunch of packages with stuff for the party and to help her out. She's going to invite all their friends.

Here's our list of favorite shows for the week ending Oct. 16th, 2009

1. The Vampire Diaries
2. Supernatural
3. Gossip Girl
4. Smallville
5. One Tree Hill

What happened to One Tree Hill? It was my favorite last year. It's still good and I love to watch it, but the other shows beat it. We all loved Vampire Diaries and it had us all on the edge of our seats. Little Jess and I loved watching Damon dancing. I loved seeing some of Damon and Stephan's past. That was great and I hope to see more. Little Sammy told me that he stopped writing a song about Castiel and that he didn't like him anymore. I asked him why and he said that Castiel wanted to kill a kid. I told little Sammy that that kid was half demon and he could be dangerous and that's why Castiel wanted to kill him. We don't know what will happen to that kid and Castiel could have been right in wanting to kill him. Maybe that kid might kill a lot of people. Who knows? Don't be mad at Castiel. Little Sammy told me that he'd start writing the song again.

Poor little Sammy asked me again about the message boards and asked why I was so upset when he saw me posting. He asked if people were being mean to Sam. I told him it didn't have anything to do with Sam and it had more to do with Dean. I told little Sammy that there are a lot of people who love Sam and still love his character and to not worry. Little Sammy asked if people were being mean to Dean. I said people love Dean too. I told him that a lot of people didn't like what Castiel did because they don't understand it. I don't either sometimes. I don't understand a lot of stuff going on and I like to look on message boards to see what people think and to write down what I think. I told little Sammy that I guess I'd have to stop posting because it drives me crazy and people just want to fight. It's so true. Little Sammy asked why people want to fight and I told him I don't know why, maybe they don't have anything else to do or they just want to be mean to someone.

I broke the news to my little demons that Vamp Diaries and Supernatural were not going to be on next week. They took the news okay, especially when I told them that Legend Of The Seeker was coming back on soon. I pulled out the season 1 DVD set I bought and now they're going to have a marathon of Legend. We're all excited about seeing Richard again.

Little Sammy asked why I was at home a lot this week. I told him there was a holiday, I had a day off from work and then I was sick this Friday. I hope I can go to work come Monday and work and not take any more days off. We have a lot to do at my work and it's very busy there and I need to go in every day to get the work out. Little Sammy hugged me and so did little Dean and Jess. They gave me a kiss and said that I'd feel better next week. I know it will be true because they said it would be. Just being with them makes me feel better.

I've Got To Stay Off Message Boards

I swear that I don't know what possessed me to even try to post or talk to people on a message board. People are so close minded, that it's pathetic. Let's all believe one thing and one thing only and that's the only possibility. Eric Kripke is trying to trick people and boy does he succeed at that. People believe every word he says, just like he is God or something. That is so scary and wrong. I love Eric for making Supernatural, but it's sad when people believe everything he says and most of the time he's lying and people are too stupid to know it. Kripke isn't going to tell people everything and he's trying to mislead people into thinking one thing and then he'll do something totally opposite and people will be all surprised. Sorry, but I'm not that stupid. I love to think about all the possibilities and all the different things that could happen.

It's kind of like when Lucifer supposedly came to Sam and told him that he was his vessel. Was that even Lucifer? Everyone thinks it was, but who knows if it was or not. Dean seeing the future. Was that even the future or another trick that Zac was pulling on Dean. Who knows? Maybe Castiel made Sam see Lucifer and then showed Dean some future where Sam becomes Lucifer just to get them back together. Who knows? Is Castiel even on Sam and Dean's side? For all we know he's on Lucifer's side and working for him, not God. I'm not going to believe anything, yet.

I'm also getting so tired of people referring to Sam having an addiction to demon blood. That is just stupid. Sure it was like an addiction, but Sam was addicted to the power he thought he got from it, not the demon blood. Sam wanted the power to save people and help people, not kill and destroy. How people don't get that is way beyond me?

You ask a simple question about Dean and people freak the hell out. I swear it's almost impossible to get a decent conversation or discussion going with anyone. I guess I'd better go back to just saying I love them and forget about plot points because there's not a lot out there who can open their minds to all the possibilities. Some can, but God are they hard to find.

Sam's Power And Sam And Dean Being Vessels

Here's something that I still don't understand. I don't get why a lot of people believe that Sam's powers are demonic, who knows where they come from? I read message boards and I just can't believe some of the stuff I've been reading. Sam did not drink that demon blood for power or because he loved it. Sam did think that the demon blood gave him the power to do what he did. Sam said he missed the feeling he got and what was that feeling. It was saving people. Why does no one get that? The only power that Sam has ever wanted was the power to save people. I still don't believe like most people do, that Sam was addicted to demon blood. Sam was addicted to the power that he thought the demon blood gave him. The power to save people. If the power to save people is evil, then what is good. I just don't get it.

I don't understand why no one thinks that Michael's sword is inside of Sam, not Dean. Dean has never had any power of any kind at all. Why did Azazel have all of Mary's friends and family killed. It seemed to me that he killed them when they tried to reveal stuff to John. These people died throughout how many years. Who knows what they knew about Mary, Sam's birth or anything. Did John find out before he made the deal with Azazel? Maybe John wasn't worried about anything because he knew that Dean would always protect and take care of Sam. Or he was worried about Sam becoming evil and knew that Dean wouldn't let that ever happen. I just don't know. Maybe John found out that Sam had Michael's sword inside of him and that sword can be used for good or evil.

I wonder about that. Why wouldn't the demons want Michael's sword? Maybe they can use it to defeat Michael. In this last episode the demon told Sam that killing him was off limits, but had no problem doing whatever to Dean. If Dean was really a threat to Lucifer, why didn't this demon just kill him? What does Sam really have inside of him and can the demons use it for their gain? Are they trying to make Sam think he's evil, when in fact his power is good. Who knows and I've been thinking about it more and more?

As for Sam and Dean being vessels for Michael and Lucifer. Lucifer told Sam that if he killed himself, that he'd just bring him back to life. How could Lucifer bring Sam back to life, if someone salted and burned his bones. He'd be dead. As for Dean. If he's Michael's vessel, then why don't the angels tell him the same thing. If Dean died, then goodbye to Michael's vessel. It doesn't seem to me that the angels have done a great job of protecting such an important vessel like Dean. Dean could have been killed by Alistair and would the angels have brought him back to life? I personally think Zac and Co have been leading Dean on and making him think he's important, but I could be wrong. I think Zac and Co have been using Dean to further their own purposes along. When Zac kept Dean prisoner in that room and said they were keeping him safe. Safe from what. If he got killed, why wouldn't they be able to bring him back to life? I think they were purposely keeping Dean away from Sam. I think they wanted Sam to start the apocalypse and then they knew he'd feel so guilty about it, that he wouldn't use his powers again and he hasn't. I still think Sam has those powers and they are just inside of him. Just think in season three, Ruby told Sam that his powers were dormant and maybe he could have stopped Dean from going to hell. That would've screwed up the angels and demons plan for the apocalypse. Lilith was going to kill Sam and then she found out she couldn't. Why not? Why didn't any of Lilith's powers work on Sam. Why can't an angel kill a demon, they can only send them to hell? A demon can't kill an angel, they can only send them to heaven. Why could Sam kill a demon like Alistair? Where did Sam get the ability to send demons to hell? Why would that be a demonic power, why wouldn't that be a angelic power?

Like I said before. I still think the power inside of Sam is Michael's sword. Maybe with the combined powers of angels and demons, that's how Sam could kill Alistair and Lilith. Maybe he needed angelic and demonic power both inside of him for it to work. Maybe that's how the gun and the knife work. It seems that no one ever wants to think that Sam had the same power that the gun and the knife have. Maybe that's why Sam needed all the demon blood inside of him and that's why Ruby had him drink it. I think the demon blood kind of boosted the power that Sam already had.

I think there is a part of Sam that is afraid of what's inside him and doesn't understand it. Why does everyone think what's inside Sam is evil, when who knows what it is? There are more questions than answers again. I just hope we find out what some of the answers are.

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

I can't believe what my little Sammy did. I came home from work to find him sitting with fangs in his cute little mouth. I started to scream and yell and swear and poor Sammy got scared. I asked him why he would get fangs in his mouth and he pulled them out. They were just fake fangs for Halloween. He wanted to surprise little Jess with them. I hugged him and said that I was sorry. It's okay for Jess to have fangs, but not my little Sammy. Jess' fangs are here real teeth. Sammy bought some potion for Jess at the Mystery Shop and now she has bat wings. She'll only have them for a few days. A lot of her friends had wings and she wanted them too, so little Sammy got them for her. My little Sammy is just too sweet. Little Sammy bought Jess a lighted makeup stand and some makeup too. He just loves to buy Jess stuff and I let him.

Little Dean does not like all the Halloween stuff popping up. He told little Sammy that he was stupid for wearing fake fangs and little Jess was stupid for getting bat wings. I told Dean that they just want to have fun. Little Dean hasn't been too happy lately and I asked him what was wrong. He told me that little Sammy was spending too much time with little Jess and not with him. I told little Dean that little Sammy and Jess love each other and that's what people in love do. I told him not to worry and maybe if he started getting excited for Halloween then little Sammy will spend more time with him. He told me that he'd try to get excited. I told him that I love October and Halloween and it's my favorite time of year. I held little Dean and comforted him and told him that when little Sammy and Jess are together he can spend time with me, if he can't find one of his other friends to play with. Little Dean smiled and went off to the store to get some Halloween stuff.

I'm almost scared to tell my little demons that Supernatural is going to be a repeat coming up next week. I don't know how they'll take it because they get so excited for each episode. Now that Sam and Dean are back together again, they love the show and so do I. I'll have to tell them after tomorrow night's show. Maybe I can get them excited about something else next week. I hope so.

Sam's Power And Dean's Fear

I thought I'd post about Sam's power. I still think Sam has something inside him and I think it's Michael's sword. Sam probably thinks it's evil and so does Dean, but I don't think it is, or maybe it can be used for good or evil. I still can't believe that people think Sam's powers came from drinking the demon blood. Ruby told him that it was inside of him all along and he didn't need the blood. Also, the power that Sam craves is the power to save people. Is that evil? Sam was addicted to the power that he had because he could save people, he was addicted to the demon blood. I think that once Lilith was dead, then Sam would've stopped drinking the demon blood, anyway. Sam did not like drinking it and in fact, probably hated to. He did it because he thought he was helping to save everyone and stop the apocalypse, not start it. Neither Sam or Dean knew that killing Lilith would break the last seal. I'm sick of people saying that Sam made wrong choices. He made choices based on what he knew and the fact that he wanted to save people. Why doesn't anyone get that? I think people just want to think that Sam is evil and that's all there is to it.

Now for Dean's biggest fear. That is that Sam will turn evil. The demons and angels both have used this to trick and manipulate Dean and the sad thing is that Dean has let them. Maybe Ruby had Sam drinking the demon blood only so that Dean would think that Sam was turning evil. I still think Lilith and Ruby were working with Zac and the other angels. I think Zac and the angels wanted Dean to think that Sam was evil or turning evil for a reason. Look how Dean reacted when he found out that Sam was drinking demon blood. He just threw Sam in the panic room because he was so afraid for Sam and that he was turning into a monster and becoming evil.

I think Zac and the other angels wanted both Sam and Dean to think that the power inside Sam is evil, when in fact it could be good and from God or it is Michael's sword and Sam is Michael's real vessel. It's funny that people don't get that the angels and demons can read minds. They know what Sam and Dean are thinking and they've used that against them all along. Who knows if now, they are purposely tricking Sam into thinking that he's Lucifer's vessel, when in fact he's Michael's. Maybe Zac and Co don't want the apocalypse to end until all of humanity is destroyed and they know that Dean will never say yes to being a vessel for Michael, so he'll never know that he's really not Michael's vessel. Maybe Dean is Lucifer's vessel. Who knows?

I just think that Dean needs to stop being afraid that Sam will turn evil. Look at all that's happened to Sam. He drank demon blood for a long time and he didn't turn evil. He was exposed to the demon virus and he was immune to it. Now Sam is just trying to fight evil and he's been doing it for a long time. I just hope that Dean realized that Sam is not evil or never was or is going to be. Dean has never told Sam about Azazel telling him what he did or how much other stuff and maybe that was Dean's biggest mistake. Not telling Sam how he feels or what he's afraid of. Who knows? We'll have to find out what happens.

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean and Jess

I had to change this story to my life with little Sammy, Dean and Jess because I love all of them. Sure little Sammy holds a special place in my heart, but so do Dean and Jess. I'm not going to do chapters anymore because I always forget which one I'm on.

Okay here's what's been happening with these three lately. They started a little rock band. There was a little disagreement over the title of the band and then they agreed to call it, Little Sammy And The Demons. I asked them why they chose demons and they said it was because of me. I usually call them my little demons at times and I'm their big demon. I was so happy about this. They've already got a song and I told them I'd write down the lyrics to it. It's a great song and of course, it is about their favorite show Supernatural.

Here it is

SUPERNATURAL ROCKS

Supernatural is the greatest show on tv
everyone loves it, especially you and me
Supernatural rocks and we love it
Supernatural rocks and we watch it every week
Supernatural rocks because of Sam and Dean

Sam and Dean fight evil each and every week
It is saving people that they seek
Evil demons, monsters and creatures better beware
because Sam and Dean will fight you anywhere
Supernatural rocks and we love it
Supernatural rocks and we watch it every week
Supernatural rocks because of Sam and Dean

Sam and Dean are brothers who love each other
and always try to help and save one another
Maybe that's their weakness, but it's their greatest strength
Supernatural rocks and we love it
Supernatural rocks and we watch it every week
Supernatural rocks because of Sam and Dean

I cried when I first heard my little Sammy, Dean and Jess sing this song. I love it so much and I'm so happy that Supernatural is so good this year. Little Sammy is working on the lyrics for a new song about Castiel and he wants to surprise Jess with it because he knows that she likes him. I can't wait to hear it.

We rated our favorite shows for the week ending Oct. 10, 2009 and here's how they fell.
1. Supernatural
2. Smallville
3. Vampire Diaries
4. Gossip Girl
5. One Tree Hill
We all just loved Supernatural and we've all watched the episode three times now. I had to keep rewinding the part where Paris Hilton said "Awesome" and brought her shoe down on Dean's face. We could not stop laughing. I had to rewind the part where Sam killed her and he told Dean that he got whaled on by Paris Hilton. It was about time that Sam got to say something like that to Dean.
We all loved Smallville, but Jess and I were sad about Oliver. Jess asked me if he was going to ever be a hero again and I told her that I hoped so.
Vamp Diaries was good and we all loved when Damon got out because then it will make the show more fun to watch.
I hardly got to see much of Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill because I was fighting with my computer and MP3 player. I just know that Dan wasn't on Tree Hill and he's my favorite part of the show. What I saw was good and so was Gossip Girl.
There's going to be a lot of competition for the best show next week because they all look great. It's going to be a good week of TV.

Little Jess found some new friends in their neighborhood and they have fangs just like she does. Even though Jess has a lot of friends, she told me it was nice to know that others had fangs too, just like her.

My little Sammy, Dean and Jess are so good right now. They've been busy helping each other out and sending gifts to each other. They've all started sticker books and they are so happy right now. I'm so happy too.

My Life With Little Sammy...chapter 6

I just knew that once I went back to work that Sammy would forget that I wasn't going to be at home. He came home to get some mac and cheese and found me gone and started to cry. I found him sound asleep in his outdoor room. My poor little baby. I told him again that he can't come home to visit me in the afternoons because I have to work. He was so sad about it, but I told him that's how I make money and that I have to work. I certainly wish that I could spend all day with him, but that just can't happen. I told Sammy that I have my MP3 player and it has pictures of him, Dean and Jess on it and I look at them all day long. I miss him as much as he misses me.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess wanted me to start writing down our favorite shows in order of how we loved them. Here's our list for the week ending Oct. 3.
1. Gossip Girl
2. Smallville
3. One Tree Hill
4. Vampire Diaries
5. Supernatural
I don't know what happened to Supernatural. It was our favorite until this week. Little Sammy and Dean actually fell asleep during it and missed the best part of the show. Little Jess loved watching Castiel and so did I. I loved seeing him smile on the show. Little Jess woke up Sammy and Dean at the end and told them that Sam and Dean were back together and they all started dancing around and screaming. Now they can't wait for next Thursday because they'll get to see Sam and Dean together again. Little Dean can't wait to see Paris Hilton because he can't wait to see her smash Dean's face with her shoe. I told them that the episode looks funny and that it will probably make us all laugh and smile.

Little Dean is really enjoying Smallville because I think he has a little crush on Lois. He gets all excited when she comes on. Little Jess cried this Friday because the Green Arrow wasn't on. Sammy was just happy to see Clark and I told them I liked everything about it. All our shows look great for next week and we can't wait.

Little Sammy asked again about the message boards and what people were saying about Sam. I told them that they were saying good things. I try to go on the boards when I have the time, but I can't go on too often because they drive me crazy. I told Sammy that I've been reading a few threads on the message boards I look at and they've been saying all kinds of stuff. They have a lot of theories and ideas for the show. I told little Sammy what I think will happen and he looked sad. I then told him that I don't know what Kripke and Co have planned for Sam, but we just have to wait. I told him to think positively and believe that everything will turn out good for Sam. Sammy asked me if I think Sam is evil and I said he's the least evil person on Supernatural right now. Sam wants to save people and that's not evil, that's good in my opinion.

Little Sammy and Jess were playing school in Sammy's school room and what I feared the most happened. Little Jess bit my little Sammy. It wasn't a hard bite and it didn't draw blood, but I was mad at little Jess. I told her that if she did that again, then she wouldn't be able to come over and play with Sammy anymore. She cried and said she was sorry. She said she just got excited because she loves Sammy so much. I told her that she has to be careful and that her fangs are sharp and she could really hurt him. She started to cry again and I held her and told her it was alright. I told her that I loved her and that I want her to come over and see Sammy, but that she has to be careful. She told me that she would. She's such a little sweetheart and I have to admit that sometimes I want to bite my little Sammy, too. He is just so cute and adorable. I told her that and she laughed and smiled.

My little Sammy, Dean and Jess make my day and my week. Whenever I'm stressed or I get depressed, they are always there for me and I love them.