My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

My three little demons have been busy again. Little Jess is still getting ready for her big Halloween party next Saturday. Little Sammy keeps changing into different costumes and now he has Dean doing it to. Little Sammy asked why I didn't buy Dean some big wings like he has. I thought they were skeletal wings,but they are huge bat wings that are growing. He asked me if I loved Dean. I told him that I love Dean very much and if he wanted the wings, then all he had to do was ask me. Little Dean came and asked and I went and got him some too. He was so happy and he's started to wear his as much as Sammy. Little Dean's wings are still growing, but Sammy's are how big now.

Little Sammy made me get him the special bait at the store to get weird looking fish out of the fish pond. I don't know why I bought him that bait. Those fish are horrible looking and they look evil. Now he has a little tank full of them. Little Sammy wore his special fishing jacket, hat and glove to catch the fish. Please, let that fishing pond ice over for the winter. With my luck, they'll probably have ice fishing or something.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess have had some more new friends move into their neighborhood. They just made friends with Castiel and have invited him to join their rock band. He said that he'd think about it. Also, there's a weird little friend named Ninja Clown. That's one strange name and the little guy is kind of scary looking and he's not wearing a Halloween costume. Sometimes I worry about some of the friends my little demons are associating with.

I took little Sammy, Dean and Jess to a couple of Haunted Houses tonight at the fun park by where I live. They were all kind of scared. In the first one they got candy and it wasn't scary at all. The other three scared them all. Little Sammy was clinging to me and crying. Little Dean was brave, but I could tell he was scared and so was Jess. I had to tell them that everything was all fake and none of it was real. I thought the haunted houses were fun. Little Sammy asked if I thought he was a baby and I told him that a lot of people are scared going into haunted houses. That's the point, to be scared. I let little Sammy eat a lot of candy which was a big mistake. About an hour ago he woke up crying and said that a killer clown was trying to kill him. It was chasing him and it had killed little Dean and Jess in his dream. I had to hold him and tell him everything was okay. Little Dean was spending the night and he woke up and reassured little Sammy. I've been letting little Sammy watch Supernatural and hopefully he'll fall asleep again. I bought little Sammy a coffin bed for his Supernatural room. Him and Dean just love taking turns sleeping in it.

It's been a pretty good week and Halloween is coming up next Saturday. I hope I have the energy to handle my three little demons.

Sam And Dean's Destiny

Here's something that I can't figure out. Why would anyone believe that Sam and Dean's ultimate destiny or fate is to fight each other? Or have Michael and Lucifer take over their bodies to fight each other.
So Dean's big destiny over all was to protect Lucifer's vessel for years and then sell his soul for Lucifer's vessel and go to hell for how long. That does not make any kind of sense at all. As for Dean being Michael's vessel. If it turns out that Dean is Michael's vessel, then Supernatural will really have jumped the shark. It doesn't make sense. Dean went to that storage unit of John's thinking the sword was there and it turned out to be him. That could have just been bull Zac and Co made up, but if John knew about the sword, why didn't he protect Dean the way he protected Sam. Sam was the one John said that had to be watched and protected,not Dean. Sam has power inside him that no ones knows what it is, but everyone assumes is demonic. When Dean died, the reaper Tessa came for him and if Dean would've went with her, then no more Michael's vessel. We never saw Sam with an actual reaper. I think that is a really big clue. I think people just want Dean to have some kind of special destiny or think his destiny or fate wasn't just to protect Sam. If Sam does have something inside him that is special or whatever, then Dean spent his life protecting something good, not evil. I think it would suck, if we find out that Dean protected Sam all those years, just so Sam would be the ultimate evil or something. It's just wrong.

As for Sam. Sam has always been the kinder and gentler of the two. He seems to care more about people than Dean. If I said that on a message board, I'd be berated for it, but it's true. How many times did Dean say to Sam that there was nothing, then the nothing turned out to be something and they probably saved people's lives. Dean would've just left and not cared. Sam has always felt guilty about everyone that has died and everyone that he has personally had to kill. I don't get the same feeling from Dean. Sometimes Dean's attitude is that a person gets what they deserve or something and they might not be worth saving. Sam is the one that has special psychic ability, he was chosen by Azazel for a reason. What does evil love to corrupt the most? People that are good and who care about God. They care about hurting what is good. That's probably why Dean has never been possessed. People think it's because he's God's chosen one. If he was, he'd be the first person the demons would've gone after. And I'm not saying that God doesn't care about Dean because God cares about every human being, no matter what.

When you think back to season 3 and Ruby was telling Sam about fighting. You could tell that Sam does not like to fight. I'd say that Sam is like that Jesse kid in that regard. I doubt that he wants to fight, but he has to and he's been doing it for years. Sam tried to get away from that life and he always got pulled back into it. I doubt it's for some evil reason. In "It's A Terrible Life" Sam said he's got something in his blood and I doubt he was talking about something evil. He was the one who convinced Dean that there was something going on in that episode. He came to the realization of who and what he was before Dean. People will just say it was the demon blood Sam drank, but why didn't it make Sam do evil stuff. Sam tried to save people.

I still think Sam's power is Michael's and Sam could be Michael's vessel. I think Lilith found out what Sam had inside him and used it to get Lucifer out of his prison. If it was Michael that put Lucifer in hell in the first place, maybe it was his power that could bust Lucifer out. Now maybe Michael needs to use Sam to send Lucifer back to hell and lock him in his cage. Sam had the power to kill demons and send them to hell. In the Halloween episode last season, Sam sent Samhain back to hell and he had not drank the demon blood for how long. It took how much effort on Sam's part to get the demon out and send it to hell. Maybe when Michael takes over Sam's body then he'd be able to use that power inside Sam and send Lucifer to hell. If Lucifer goes back to hell, then humanity will be able to keep free will. If Lucifer and Michael fight and Lucifer dies, then where will are free will go. Sure we'll be in paradise, but will we want to be. Did Adam and Eve love paradise?

It seems to me that Zac and Co want to make Sam think what's inside him is evil and want to make Dean think he is special for a reason. They want things to go back to the way they were before humans. Who knows that if the Earth turned into paradise, the angels wouldn't be God's favorites again or the angel's think they will be.

How does Zac and Co know that Dean is Michael's vessel, but they didn't know Sam was supposed to be Lucifer's? Zac told Sam and Dean that Lucifer was circling his vessel, but why didn't he say it was Sam. Why not tell Dean he was Michael's vessel before the apocalypse, not after it came about?

Another thing. Maybe neither Sam nor Dean are vessels of any kind and that's what I'd like best. Maybe the power that's inside Sam can be taken out of him somehow and it was just put there to keep it safe. I'm starting to believe Jensen's interview before the season started. He said Sam and Dean were going to be helping the angels, but he probably meant God and the good angels that are still following him. Who knows? I sure in the hell don't. I'm just not going to believe that everything is black and white and set in stone. I can't believe people think Kripke is revealing everything and not leaving anything for a surprise.


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