Both Smallville and Supernatural were great to watch and I'm glad that I was able to watch them. My CW finally has a strong signal again. Just in time for the Vampire Diaries Marathon and repeats for about six to seven weeks.
I loved Smallville because Michael Shanks was on again as Carter. I loved his character and now he's dead. Why do they kill off all the hot looking guys, except for Clark and Oliver? I never really thought Michael was cute when he was on Stargate and now I think he's hot. I loved all the dialogue with him and Justin Hartley. I laughed my ass off at some of the things that were said. Smallville still knows how to entertain me after all these years. Clark proposing to Lois was cute, but I just don't think they have the chemistry that Clark and Lana had. I don't mind watching them, but I don't feel anything either. I can't wait to see what happens when the show comes back on and to see what that was at the end.
Now for Supernatural. I thought this episode was good and it was one of my favorites for this season. I mainly loved the scenes with Sam and Bobby. Jared and Jim were awesome in those scenes. I've waited a long time to see Sam and Bobby in scenes together alone without Dean and Gamble and Co delivered. I loved it. You only knew that something would stop Sam from killing Bobby and of course it was Saint Dean to the rescue. Bobby would never have been in danger from Sam, if Dean hadn't been so fired up to get his soul back. Dean just can't live with Sam the way he was and I wonder why that is. I personally don't think Dean really loves or even likes his little brother all that much. Dean doesn't care if Sam will have to suffer. That just makes me mad. Like Sam should deal with all the consequences of Dean's choices. When does Sam ever get to choose what he wants to happen? The only time he got to is when he chose to stop the apocalypse by jumping into hell with Lucifer.
I think Dean is going to have to deal with some consequences of his choice. I bet Sam won't be able to remember Lisa and Ben or that whole year and a half that has passed. Is that how the writers are going to get rid of Lisa and Ben? Dean will never be able to be in contact with them because if Sam learns anything about what happened it will break the wall that Death put in his mind. There are just too many possibilites that could happen with that wall that poor Sam will need to keep in place, so he doesn't go crazy.
I love how Dean finally mentioned Adam, like an afterthought or something. When did Dean even give a crap about Adam. I can see Sam not caring because his soul was gone, but Dean didn't care until now. I love how Dean said he read books and did other stuff to get Sam out of hell. I bet Dean didn't do anything when he was with Ben and Lisa and that's why he drank so much. Maybe Dean was happier knowing Sam was in hell or something. Either Dean is stupid because he didn't think about Death helping him get Sam out of Hell or Dean didn't care to get Sam out of hell until Sam's body showed up and Dean could not stand to live with Sam without his soul.
There are all kinds of other stuff that really bugged me in the episode and I try not to think about them because then I go crazy about it.
Also, maybe Dean will finally realize something about all the deals that have been made. How many people died because Dean made that deal for Sam to live after Jake stabbed him? All that is on Dean because he made the choice and chose Sam to live when maybe that was Sam's time to die. Then John made the deal for Dean and that was probably Dean's time to die. What about when Dean made the deal for Sam and died and went to Hell? It's like Dean has cheated Death three times already. There have been three times that Dean should have died and didn't. Two of those times, it was probably his destiny to die and one time, who chose for him to live. Is Death the one that gave Dean his soul back when Castiel pulled him out of Hell or does Dean even have his soul himself. Sometimes it makes me wonder.
The thing that killed me that most about this episode concerning Sam and Dean was the very end. Dean just looked so evil when he was looking in at Sam from outside that panic room. Sam didn't look evil, he just looked afraid and he didn't want his soul and it just killed me that Sam got his soul forced back into his body against his will. When does Sam ever get the choice to want something. Probably never. Maybe that's the reason why Sam is angry and he said he was angry and didn't know why. Maybe the reason for Sam's anger is that he's angry at others making choices for him and he's never able to make choices for himself or live and get what he wants. It's always about what someone else wants for him and not what he wants for himself.
I sometimes think that Sam and Dean have a twisted and sick brotherly relationship. Most of it is sick from Dean's side because it seems that Dean doesn't care about how Sam feels or what he wants. Dean always thinks he knows what's best for Sam and he could care less how Sam feels about it. Dean could actually care less about anything concerning Sam. I don't think Dean even knows who Sam is and he probably never will. Dean just wants company in his misery. It makes me wonder sometimes if Dean wanting Sam to get his soul back, wasn't his way of getting revenge on Sam or something. Like Dean wants Sam to suffer because he had because of Sam. It seems to me that Dean really didn't care what was going on with Sam until he totally lost Lisa and Ben. Then Dean started to care because he just thinks he's stuck with his rotten little brother again and that he had to take care of him.
I don't know. I think I'm just depressed about crap right now. I'm sad that we won't get to see the carefree Sam again and now it's back to poor Sam being miserable and being crapped on by Dean again. I can't wait to go see what some people have to say when the show comes back on and Sam is emotional again. They'll start complaining about Sam being too emotional or some other crap. I notice that most fans just constantly bitch about Sam no matter what his character does. Like the character of Sam is always making them angry no matter what he does. Like Sam is the one that's always horrible and making Dean's like a living hell, when in fact it's probably the reverse. Sam has probably wanted to die and go to Heaven, Hell or anywhere just to get away from Dean and no matter what, he never can.
