People Are Obsessed And I Totally Understand It

Okay, I've just been reading some stuff and I think a lot of people are totally obsessed with either Dean or Jensen or both. They just can't see anything else and I totally understand it. I was so obsessed with Sam's character that I never really noticed some things. It's kind of funny now. I've loved a lot of characters on a lot of shows and I've been obsessed with a lot of them. I never really got the chance to know if anyone else loved them as much as I did. Now I get to look at message boards and see that I'm just like a lot of people out there.

When I used to read message boards, I really didn't think about how other people are feeling because I'm kind of self absorbed. Maybe it's because I'm a loner and all I have is myself. Who knows? I do understand being so obsessed with something, that you can't see anything else, but what you want to. I was obsessed with Supernatural, but now I don't think that I am, so now that means I can enjoy it more. I still love it, but I'm just not as obsessed with it as I used to be. I love all my other shows and I can't miss an episode of them, but I've never been obsessed with them.

Older stars and shows that I used to watch made me so crazy. I remember sitting and waiting for them to come on. I used to get an actual physical pain in my stomach, waiting for them to come on. Then, I was so worried that something would happen during the show. The power going out, a news break or something like that. It drove me crazy, but it was great, too. I don't have those kind of feelings anymore because I know that if I miss an episode that I can watch it online or a repeat. The repeats come on faster nowadays then they did in the past. Some of the episodes never repeated either. So, if you missed it, you missed it and that was that.

I've got to be more nicer and try to understand other people's feelings. It's hard because I'm not that sociable and I spend a lot of time alone. It's hard for me to connect to other people, but I try. Even on Facebook, sometimes I just don't feel like posting or talking to anyone. I guess that's just who I am.