Lots to post about. First is the fourth episode of Supernatural. I loved it. Four great episodes in a row now. Season 7 is still going great and I can't wait for next weeks episode already.
About Dean. I do think Dean does and should feel guilty about keeping Sam with him because he doesn't want to be alone. I think that's the main reason the apocalypse started in the first place. Dean brought Sam back to life after Jake stabbed him and made that deal and went to hell and broke the first seal. How was any of that on Sam? Sam did not ask to be brought back from the dead. I love how some fans went on and on like Dean saved Sam's soul from going to Hell. Why would his soul have gone to hell? That was just crazy and a way for some fans to think Dean had made the deal to save Sam and not that he made the deal for himself. He saved Sam because he didn't want to be alone to hunt on his own. He probably brought him back because he loved him as well and didn't want to live without him, but how many people would do the same thing to have the people they love in their lives. Dean shouldn't feel guilty about some people having died, but others maybe he should.
As for the apocalypse. I love how some fans put all the blame on Sam because he wanted revenge. He wouldn't have wanted revenge on Lilith, if Dean had not made the deal in the first place. Sam would have been dead and Dean would not have made the deal and the first seal would never have been broken. So, no one can tell me that that is not all on Dean. If Dean had not made his deal, then Sam would not have needed to get revenge on Lilith for killing Dean and sending him to hell. Sam would have never drank demon blood or used his powers either. I wonder how long it took Castiel to get Dean out of hell in the first place. I wonder if right after Dean started torturing and the seal broke, that's when Ruby had Sam start drinking demon blood.
Now onto Deans reasoning for getting Sam his soul back. Did Dean do that because Sam's soul was suffering in Hell or because Dean wanted that sweet and caring Sam back to be with him again? Maybe he did it partly for Sam and for himself. I do think Dean would eventually have gone back to hunting. I doubt he would have stayed with Lisa and Ben forever. Ben knew he was a hunter and I bet something would have come up and Dean would have had to leave them or end up training Ben to be a hunter.
I love how Dean drinks on a case, but he tells Sam that he shouldn't or what's he doing drinking while they're on a case. That kills me, but that's just Dean. Maybe Dean thinks he should be a certain way and act a certain way because others expect it of him or something.
I can't wait until Sam finds out that Dean killed Amy. I think that's going to be good. I can't wait to see some good stuff and maybe they will finally start being brothers again like in the first season. They shouldn't have to tell each other everything either, but just things that could affect the other brother.
I loved seeing Jo again. I don't really think she knew Dean all that well and I think she mainly did have a crush on him and it was a lot of hero worship on her part.
Now onto Genevieve being pregnant. I read Jared's tweet on Twitter and I was so happy for them. I wish them all the best and their new little baby. I'll pray for and think about them and hope nothing goes wrong. They deserve to be happy and have good things happen to them because they do some much good things themselves. I love how they've asked people to donate to St. Jude's instead of sending gifts. Jared and Genevieve can provide anything their baby needs, so why would anyone think to send them something. Yeah, I'm sure Jared and Gen would be grateful, but where would all that stuff go. If I was them, I'd want to buy stuff for my own baby. They've got a lot of family and friends as well. I'm sure they're going to get lots of stuff for that child. That's one child in this world that I won't have to cry and pray for all the time. I do sit and think about all the children out there that are being abused, neglected and mistreated and it breaks my heart. And by their own parents.
Usually I really don't pay that much attention to any stars and their personal lives. I rarely look at what they're doing because it's their lives. They should have some privacy for certain things. It's nice when they do share some personal stuff with the fans and that's okay, but I really hate gossip rags and magazines that twist things. Sometimes I just hope and pray for them like I do for everyone. They are people too just like everyone, sometimes I forget that and just see them as entertaining me and that's it.
I know a lot of stars that have kids and I didn't even know about it until years later after a show was over. I appreciate all the movie and TV stars out there and what they do for me and how much they give me and I wish them all the best in their personal lives. I don't have to know about them, but it's nice to know how they are doing. Sometimes you wish you could reach out and help them like they've helped you and sometimes helping them means leaving them alone to live their lives in some kind of peace.
I don't know if anything I've wanted to say is coming out right, but I'm going to leave it like that. It's charity time at work and we do all kinds of activities to help all kinds of charities. We have contests, bake sales and book sales. For my charity that I'm going to help through payroll deduction, I've chosen Cats On Death Row. They rescue cats that have not been adopted and are up for being killed. What's a cats only crime? Being born into this crappy world. Why should they be punished for anything? Cats are great to have in this world because they help keep the rodent and insect population down. I love cats and I chose this charity in honor of my little Mully and my new Bela. I'm going to give some money to St. Jude's as well. It's always been one of my charites. I always try to give just a little because if everyone did that it would amount to a lot. I can't believe some people can't even donate a dollar or two a month to a charity. That's not a lot to ask or to give. That could be one night out to the movies a year or something like that.
I've been depressed lately and I don't know why. Maybe I miss my sister because I could always talk to her about stuff and now I haven't talked to her for weeks. Even if she never really paid attention to all the crap I said, it was still nice to have her around. Well, that's about all for now.
