Here are some pics of my little Sammy and Jared playing in their new bouncy houses. I just love Pet Society. Whenever I'm depressed, I just go and play with my little demons and all is right with the world again. They look so cute playing in their houses and with all their stuff. It's Pet Society's 3rd Birthday and I've been playing for over two years now myself. I should have gotten my computer sooner and I could have played from the start. Pet Society has fixed some of their problems, but there are still a few things that drive me crazy when I go on.
I have a really good idea for a Supernatural story, but I don't know if I'll be able to write it down. It's all in my head, but when I go to type it, it never comes out right. It sounds stupid and pathetic. I've been thinking about writing some more spoofs as well. Hopefully I'll find some time to start writing again. It's a miracle I have time to do anything. It seems like the days are just flying by. I'm still working and I doubt I'll be released anytime soon, but you never know. I never know what my employers have planned. It feels like I'm just working right now because the perm workers are so lazy that they can't get the work out and it's up to us to get it done.
I feel so disconnected from everyone right now for some reason. I usually feel this way all the time. Like I don't really belong anywhere or I'm not really wanted anywhere. I'm not going to lie to others so that I can belong somewhere. I guess I just don't fit in anywhere right now and maybe I've never fit in anywhere. Sometimes I feel disconnected from my own family. I love how some people want you to lie to them so that they can feel good about themselves or the things they've done. I refuse to do that. I don't lie to myself and I don't like when others lie to themselves about things. It drives me crazy. I will not tell people what they want to hear or say that I like something when I really don't. I like what I like and that's all. I won't apologize or feel bad about loving the things that I do. I like to be my own person and I will not become a sheep following others around trying to stay in some group with them and pretend to be like them. I see other people doing that all the time. They say things to make friends, but they don't really mean what they're saying. I don't know why I'm even writing this or thinking about it.
TV is pretty boring right now. All that's on is America's Got Talent and repeats of all my other shows. I look forward to Tues. and Wed. when AGT is on. I root for how many of the acts and I wish all of them could be stars. I guess they are in a way, even if it's only for a short time. They made it on TV, so they are stars in that regard.
I can't wait for Supernatural to start again, so that I can look forward to Friday night. I still wish that Supernatural could be on with Vampire Diaries. I loved watching them together, but I guess they have to help other shows get ratings. Pretty soon all my shows will be new again and my life will revolve around the TV set. I used to watch a whole lot more TV back when I was younger because there were so many shows I just loved to watch. I still get excited for shows to come on, but not as much anymore. I mainly get the most excited for Supernatural because I'm so obsessed with it. I've gotten less obsessed lately, but once the new season starts, I'll get crazy again for it.
