I Don't Know

I really don't know whether I will be watching Supernatural come Oct. or not. I've been disappointed in the show so many times that I've lost count already. I've been waiting and waiting for something good to come for Sam's character and I'm still waiting. I'm sorry, but as far as I'm concerned, I'm not interested in Sam having a love interest. It was bad enough that they took his storyline last season away and gave it to Castiel at the end of the season. I bet Sam will just be wonderful and happy and forget that he ever went to hell or anything that's ever happened to him. If Sam is just some ordinary human and that's all, then I don't really care about his character anymore. I loved that Sam had some mystery to him and I always wondered if he was something more than human, but it looks like he's not.

I'm not even looking forward to season 8 at all. I'm betting that it is going to be just like season 4. With Sam and his new love interest mainly off screen and Dean the hero and his lover Castiel on screen. I still don't give a crap what happens to either of them in Purgatory. I guess I'm just like the Dean fans who didn't give a crap about what happened to Sam in hell and they thought his story was boring. Well, I think Dean's time in Purgatory is going to be boring and I'm sure when he comes back from there, it will probably be like when he came back from Hell. The same thing again with him sniveling and whining about how he went to Purgatory and no one else can understand what he went through.

As for Jeremy Carver being the show runner. I have zero faith in him and I wish that I could be happy about him taking over, but I'm not. He did write my very favorite episode Mystery Spot and he wrote a couple other episodes I loved. On the other hand in season 4 all the episodes he wrote were my least favorite. He totally wrote Sam right out of In The Beginning and there was no reason to. Jared didn't ask for time off. I liked The Rapture, but when it first came on, I did not. It seems like he had Castiel in almost every episode he wrote after season 3. I hope I'm wrong and other fans are right and I'm sure other fans will be happy with him because they're going to get tons of Dean and Castiel and they know it. I'm hoping they'll be happy. I just know I won't be happy if all Sam gets is some stupid love interest. Some fans think they are going to get some insight into Sam's character with this new love interest around. It's more likely that they'll get more insight to this new character than Sam. Sam will probably be comforting her and not the other way around.
I don't know what's going to happen, but I'm just not excited and I'm really disappointed.

I'm going to stay away from other fans and not read new spoilers or even look at all that Comic Con crap. I don't even want to hear what Jared is going to say about the new love interest because of course, he'll say it's  great and he's happy about it. He always says he loves everything coming up for his character.

I've even lost interest in the books and the Con in Vegas. Part of me even wishes I had never even gotten a gold ticket or bought my J & J photo op. I saw the new calendar and I haven't even ordered one and I might not. I don't even want to go on message boards and talk about it anymore. Maybe I will in the future, but I'm just really depressed about it right now. I don't even want to hope that the new season will have 10 episodes that I'll watch and like. Now I might not even care about any of them. I doubt there is ever going to be a really good Sam episode again. There hasn't been one for so long, so why even torture myself wishing for something that will never be. I know I'm stupid and I'll probably keep hoping like some dumb ass for anything good to happen.

Okay, I think I'm done sniveling about this and I hope I don't snivel again. I hope I got it all out of my system.