Four more days to Supernatural. It's not long now. I can't wait to see Sam with his soul back, but I loved him without it too. Some fans can quit complaining about Sam and Dean having a beer together or being like brothers again. I seriously don't know why some fans didn't think Sam and Dean acted like brothers last season. Did they even watch the show or what? I watched and I saw them acting like brothers. It's like some fans think Sam and Dean should be hugging and kissing each other or something. I saw emotions and how many good brotherly moments between them. Maybe now that Sam has his soul back, we'll get to see more of them. I just hope that Dean treats Sam like a brother and not a monster or something. I'm getting tired of that crap already. I getting tired of Dean thinking Sam is some dangerous monster that he has to either save or kill. Dean acted like soulless Sam was going around and killing innocent people for no reason and doing other things just because he could. Soulless Sam would have just raped women instead of paying them for sex. Maybe Dean could not stand the fact that women found Sam more attractive than him. I thought that was funny as hell. I just hope we finally get something with Sam already and not more Dean moaning and groaning about everything. He's become a whining crybaby already about everything. I want the old Dean back already, not the one that constantly thinks he has to save or kill Sam. I want the Dean that used to care about Sam and treat him like a human being, even though I wonder if Sam is all human or not. Who the hell knows anymore?
I went on the Conventions site and now there is going to be fourteen guest stars. Wow! Now I'm really getting excited for the Con. It's going to be great. I just hope I have enough money to buy everything that I want to. My oldest sister is now regretting not going with me. I hope there is not going to be any problems with my sisters before the Con. I told my oldest sister that I needed to buy the tickets and asked her how many times if she was going and she decided not to. She wanted to drive down there and I didn't. I can't stand that long drive, when the flight is only about an hour and a half. I'd rather fly because I love planes and flying.
I just finished watching Gossip Girl's new episode. It was okay, but not great. I wonder if GG will even be renewed for next year. One Tree Hill is on tomorrow and I hope it's good because I love it. I can't wait to see Julian and Brooke get married. I don't know when that will be, but it will be good when it happens. I haven't looked at any spoilers except for Supernatural. Vampire Diaries looks good and I bet it's going to be as good as it's first 11 episodes. I hope it sticks around next year, but I wonder if it will be as good. Some shows die after the first season or two. There are a few that have gotten even better in their third season and others that have not. Then Smallville looks really good for the second half of season ten. It's too bad that it's the final season. I'm really going to miss watching my wonderful Clark and Company. I've loved Smallville for all the seasons it's been on and it's one of the only shows that have been good for every season.
It's funny because a couple of days ago I watched some old episodes of Dawson's Creek. I loved season 1 and 2 and then the show kind of died after that. There were some good episodes in the other seasons and I watched the show until it ended, but it was never as good as when it first started. I loved that episode where Dawson turned 16 and got drunk and Joey pushed his head into his birthday cake. I could not stop laughing. I used to love Pacey back then and then in the later seasons, I could not stand his character anymore. It was like he turned into someone else and I hated that person. As I was watching the episodes, I realized the character that I liked the least was Joey. I just could not stand her character at all. I loved watching Kerr Smith in those episodes and he even made me cry while watching one. He made me cry watching Life Unexpected. Kerr has that power. He's just like Jared. When Jared cries in something, I cry right along with his character because he makes it so believable.
I've hardly gone on message boards lately because I could care less what anyone else is saying about Supernatural anymore. I love the show for the reasons I love it and that's that. I've just been mainly keeping myself to myself lately. I've stopped looking for anyone on the internet to talk to or be friends with. It's pointless. My brother has tried to use my computer to talk to cyperwhores and I won't let him. He's married and talking to woman and meeting with them. Sick, but then that's what this world has become lately.
Another thing. I just read a really good fairie book. I love reading fantasy books and especially when they're well written like this one was. It would be nice to go to another world for a while and get away from this one. I think I do that when I go to sleep, but the world I go to is crazier than the real one and it's more like a nightmare.
I've also been trying to limit my time on the internet. You could spend hours and hours in front of a computer screen and not even know it. It gets scary. I've mainly just been visiting my little Sammy and the other little demons. I can't stand to spend time apart from my little Sammy. I wish my real cat Mully will be alright. She is getting thinner and thinner and hardly eating at all. I wonder if she isn't going to die soon. Hopefully, I'll be ready to let her go when she does die. It's going to be hard, but everything dies eventually.
