Today was Mully's birthday or it would have been her 17th, if she was still alive. I remember I used to get us a birthday cake together and had both our names put on it to celebrate our birthday's together. Of course, Mully never ate any of the cake. It was just something I liked doing because it was nice that her birthday was a day before mine. I still miss her so much. I listen to that song Into The West from The Lord Of The Rings and think of her. That I'm holding her in my arms and she's just sleeping. I can't stop thinking about her. My one sister said that I should be over her and not be missing her anymore. I'll miss her until the day I die myself. I loved her and no one can understand that, but me. She was my cat and she never let anyone else hold her or love her, but me. I'm sad that she never made it to this birthday and that she won't be here tomorrow for my 42nd Birthday. You never know how long you really have with someone you love, so you'd better make that time count. I spent a whole lot of time with her and I'm glad that I was given that time. My other cats were gone too soon. I hope I have Bela for as long as I had Mully. I'm loving her more every day. It's a different kind of love than what I had for Mully, but she's different and I'm glad I have her now.
I've been watching old episodes of Supernatural from the fourth season. There were a lot of great episodes from that season, one's that I just loved. I never did like the whole apocalypse plot and I think that's why season four is my least favorite and that's the main reason. I love all the stand alone episodes and Wishful Thinking was probably my favorite. Even with everything that was happening with Sam and Dean, season four was still funny and it actually had a lot of everything. Too much mystery at times, but still it was all good. It would have been nice to see Sam and Ruby together more on the screen so that we could see what they were doing. I would have loved that, but it never happened. I guess that's one of the reasons that I was so disappointed about season four. You saw every one of Dean's emotions and everything else and hardly anything of what was happening to Sam. It would have been nice to see more of what Sam was doing on screen instead of making it some mystery and then bringing it up. It was kind of stupid and goofy the way the writer's did a few things. It drove me crazy.
I can't wait for the 15th to come already and for all my shows to come back on. I'm tired of watching repeats and when the new shows are on, it gives me something to look forward to.
