I found this in a pile of junk that I had to clean up along with all my stuff from the first Supernatural Con I attended. I still remember how excited I was to go and how much fun my sister and I had. I loved being in L.A. I remember how much I still loved the show even after all the crap and the fighting with other fans. I wasn't even going to go to a Con until I watched the episode of Sam and Dean going to that stupid Con on the show. That episode from season 5 was one of the best and I loved Rob in it. I hate how they ended up making him be God. I loved him as a prophet more. That ruined his character on the show. I'm glad I didn't watch any of the last episodes of season 11. I do know that mommy came back and Sam might have been shot and that's about it. I've read some crap about the upcoming season. Sounds boring. More talking and no action. I probably would still care about the show and Sam's character if they had not ruined him. They destroyed his character when they turned him into another version of Dean. The Sam that I knew and loved wanted a normal life. He wanted a home, a dog and to not know or care about monsters. I hate how they had Sam continually apologizing to Dean about not looking for him when he was in Purgatory. I actually almost started believing the show could be good again until the second half of season 11 after the Christmas break. I felt the show had gotten serious again when Sam got locked in the cage with Lucifer and then the show went right back to the same old stupid after.
While I was cleaning, I also threw away my old Supernatural sweatshirt that I had worn for so many years. I always wore it when a new episode was coming on and now that's over. I still have a whole bunch of t-shirts that I used to wear as well. Now, I don't want to wear any of them. I still like and will watch old episodes, but it's just sad now when I do.
I love how the president of CW said that as long as Jared and Jensen want to do the show then it will go on. I bet, if Jared decided to leave, it could go on because more people want Dean and Castiel together than they want Sam and Dean together. I remember when Jared and Jensen said that if the show got stupid, they would quit. It's been stupid for years now and they haven't quit. The story lines are ridiculous and over the top stupid. I can't believe they are still doing the show unless it's for the money or they don't want to disappoint the fans that can't seem to let the show go.
I hope some fans get what they've been sniveling for in the upcoming season. Who knows if it will be the last one or not? I hope they get to see something. I remember waiting and waiting for something good to happen with Sam and I got nothing except Sam turning into a mindless, brainless Dean zombie groveling at Dean's feet. And more Castiel and how many other characters that I really didn't give a crap about.
Well, here's to some good memories from the past when the show was fun to watch and I loved it. I know it will never be the same again and that's okay because I'm done with it. If I end up watching again, I will be watching the show like it's some new show with new characters that I don't know or have never known. That is the only way I could watch the show again and actually like it.
