Supernatural, Vampire Diaries and My Bela

Frontierland was just one of those fun episodes of Supernatural. It got me thinking about Castiel and I actually love that. I just hope to hell, we find out what the deal is with him in the next couple of episodes. I really think Supernatural has too much mystery right now. There are just too many questions and there have been no answers so far. I loved seeing Sam on a horse and both Sam and Dean wearing those clothes. Dean with that whore or saloon woman or whatever you want to call her, was the best part of the show. I loved the looks on Sam's face, it was priceless. When Dean went to have his drink and it tasted awful and Sam was just drinking his sarsaparilla. I loved all of that. It reminded me of good times between Sam and Dean. I like how they're working together right now and that Dean is actually not believing everything Castiel tells him. I can't wait to see how everything turns out with what's been going on and I hope I'm not disappointed and we finally get some answers and especially about Sam. It's been driving me crazy for years. I like having the freedom to think what I want about who and what Sam is, but I'd like to know anyway.
Vampire Diaries was probably the best episode I've seen on the show so far. I loved it. I love Elijah and we found out more of his history and that his brother is Klaus. I love how Klaus is part werewolf and part vampire. That is cool as hell. I love how Vampire Diaries comes up with stuff like this. The writer's really have good imaginations and come up with some good original stuff. I'm happy that Alaric is himself again and Klaus has his own body again. That was some weird stuff. I love all the witches, werewolves and vampires. Who knows what other supernatural creatures they could end up introducing? I love that we get answers to questions and the plot goes along so smoothly. Vampire Diaries is kind of like how Supernatural used to be. Almost all drama with a little comedy thrown in here and there. Now Supernatural is more of a comedy at times with some drama thrown in for good measure. The characters are so compelling to watch on Vamp Diaries and I love almost all of them. I don't care which ones are on the screen at any given time because they all have something that I love to watch.

Now about my beautiful Bela. I took her to the vet on Monday in the pooring rain to get her spayed. I had to ride the bus with her and so we both got sopping wet and my sister came with me and Bela. We stood out in the rain for over a half hour waiting. I took off from work to go and what happened. I found out that Bela has already been spayed. They found a scar and told me that she had already been spayed. I couldn't believe that I took her out in the pouring rain for no reason. And she got put to sleep and shaved for no reason. She did get a rabies shot, but I doubt she'll be in danger from getting rabies unless I somehow get rabies and bite her. That stupid woman from the shelter called to make sure I had got her spayed and I told her that she had already been spayed. She told me that sometimes that happens. That stupid idiot. I love Bela and I had a horrible dream that I lost her. I don't want to lose her because she's already in my heart and holds a special place there. I know Mully would be happy to know that I'm okay and that I have Bela now. I read those Warrior books by Erin Hunter about the cats that live in the forest and they're warriors. I love them and I think sometimes that my Mully is in Skyclan with all my other cats. She was a little warrior, even though she never fought another cat. She would have fought tooth and nail to protect me, if anyone had tried to hurt me. I know she would have.
I was playing with this snake with Bela and pulling it's tongue out for her to see. You pull the tongue out and it goes back in and vibrates as it's going. Bela watched it for how long and it was really funny because she held the snake down and bit the tongue out and was pulling it. It's the cutest thing. I love watching Bela play. Mully never played for a long time. She was too old for that. Sometimes she half-heartedly played for me and other times she just laid there. I hope I have Bela for almost as long or longer than I had Mully.

Matthew Davis And Vampire Diaries

It's so funny that Matthew Davis is on The Vampire Diaries. I remember first seeing him on Legally Blonde and thinking what a dork he was. His character was a creep, but he was funny too. I'm glad that Matthew is on one of my favorite shows and I can see how great an actor he really is. I loved him as Klaus and I love him as Alaric. It's nice to see the range of acting he has and that he can play two different characters to perfection.
I'm sad that I didn't see the end of the last episode because of stupid technical difficulties. I probably won't see it again until the repeat comes on. I don't have time to watch it on the Internet and it's never really good anyway. It looks like Matthew will be back to being Alaric, but I don't know how. It sucks that I didn't get to see what happened with Bonnie either. I'd go on the message board, but no one ever talks about anything good on there. Mostly it's just people whining about who should be with who. I personally don't care which characters are in love with each other or whatever.
I decided to watch some of the first season episodes of Vampire Diaries today. It's funny to watch how much has changed in not even two years. One of the only humans is Matt on there and now he knows what's going on and told Caroline's mother. I can't wait to see what happens with him and Caroline.

I've decided to try to stay of the message boards again. Who knows how long it will last? When Facebook is slow, I love to go looking and to post how I'm feeling about things on Supernatural. I usually don't go to the other shows boards because they have gotten too crazy. I guess if I just stay in my Hell House, it will be alright, but then you never know. I just love to write about what I'm feeling and what I think about at work. Some of it's crazy as hell and some of it is serious. I guess some people can't tell the difference, but whatever.

I was just thinking about my work and how my employers say that my opinion counts. My opinion counts for absolutely nothing. Now, I don't even say anything at all because I just don't care. I do my job and I try to do it the best that I can. If others don't do their work the way I do mine, then it's their problem. I love how my supervisor and management think that we should all share crap. That I know something and I don't share it with my fellow co-workers, so I look better. That's bullshit. If they want to look good, then they should care about and do their job. I remember once some bitch sleeping at her desk and she had the nerve to tell me that I was making her look bad. She was making herself look bad. It's like people are sheep now a days and just follow each other and they can't have any responsiblity for themselves. It's crazy.

I'm bored tonight I guess and needed to do some typing, like I don't do enough of that at work.

My Heart Will Go On

My heart will certainly go on for both Smallville and Supernatural long after both shows are off the air.

Smallville was great again and the best part was Jonathan Kent. I just love watching John Schneider and I still remember loving him when I was little when he was in The Dukes Of Hazzard. He's still good looking and even more so now. I've always loved his acting and it was great to watch him and Tom Welling together again.

Supernatural was too damn funny and I couldn't stop laughing at certain parts. I just love that Balthazar. He kills me every time he's on. The only weak part of the episode was Bobby and Ellen. I didn't care for any of that at all. It's kind of crazy that Bobby is sad over Rufus' death, but he hardly had any contact with the guy for years. Then we have to see that onscreen, but we never get hardly anything emotional with Sam. I was just thinking about that. Last year, I saw more of Bobby's emotions and everything while he was in the wheelchair and hardly anything with Sam. Sam is the main character and Bobby is a guest star. True, he's been on the show for a long time, but I'd rather see more stuff from Sam. Then this season, one whole episode is all Bobby and now this stuff. I want to see more of Sam's emotions and how he's feeling, not Bobby and I want it onscreen not off. I'm tired of that already. I love Jim Beaver and his character of Bobby, but I want more of Sam's storyline and emotions onscreen. It seems that we never get to see anything with Sam and it drives me crazy. We might get one episode coming up, but that will probably be all. I loved seeing Ellen again, but I'd have rather seen her in some other way instead of being married to Bobby. I didn't like that at all.

I was worried about both the shows being on after what happened during Vampire Diaries. It sucked. I could hardly understand what the characters were saying because the sound sucked and then I missed the last ten or fifteen minutes of the show. I think it was local with my CW and it didn't affect any other state. They were talking about rebroadcasting the episode and Nikita and I was worried they would try to put it on tonight. Then I was worried about whether I'd even hear or see the shows properly. It seems The CW has been having a lot of problems and most of them occur when the shows are new.

I can't wait for next week. Both shows look great and I can't wait to see Sam on a horse. Tom Welling directed Smallville and the week after Justin Hartley directed that episode. I love when the actors and actresses want to do more. It was nice that Jensen Ackles got to direct an episode of Supernatural. It would be nice if he could direct again, if the show has a seventh season. I'm hoping and praying there will be another season and hoping we'll see more Sam and his emotions onscreen after how many years.

Frontierland Episode Can't Come Fast Enough For Me

This pic of Sammy from Frontierland is hot. I can't wait to see this episode. I'm so excited and hopefully it will be on in 12 days. I wish it was coming up on Friday.
I went to post something on The CW message boards and what happened. The same as always. Some bitch got offended because I said something about Sam. Honestly, I can't understand some people. This person thinks I should think the same way as her about Sam. I can think and say whatever the hell I want about Sam. I was going to tell her that her drawings of Sammy were awesome, but I'm sure she'd find something offensive about that. I don't even know why I respond to stupid people who try to tell others how to think and feel. I wish I could have told her what Sam told to Dean in season 1. I have a mind of my own, I'm not pathetic like you. I honestly wonder if some people even have brains at all or they just listen to someone else and believe everything they say.
I'm so getting tired of everyone getting offended by the littlest things. At the place where I work, there was a big fight in my team about bullshit. I've had to listen to gossip and all kinds of crap there for the last 21 years. It's no wonder why I don't talk or even try to make friends there because everyone goes nuts and get offended over nothing. Look at one of my best friends, she got offended by what I said on Facebook to my niece and then what I said to her. It was the truth, but whatever. I'm just tired of everything right now. It's no wonder I love pets as company because they don't get offended and they can't talk and they just love you. People are nuts. I'm tired of trying to talk to brick walls too.
I'm just glad that I can go to my job tomorrow. I knew that there would not be a shutdown. I can think of all my theories and other stuff about Supernatural there and make money doing it.

Today Would Have Been Mully's Seventeenth Birthday

Today was Mully's birthday or it would have been her 17th, if she was still alive. I remember I used to get us a birthday cake together and had both our names put on it to celebrate our birthday's together. Of course, Mully never ate any of the cake. It was just something I liked doing because it was nice that her birthday was a day before mine. I still miss her so much. I listen to that song Into The West from The Lord Of The Rings and think of her. That I'm holding her in my arms and she's just sleeping. I can't stop thinking about her. My one sister said that I should be over her and not be missing her anymore. I'll miss her until the day I die myself. I loved her and no one can understand that, but me. She was my cat and she never let anyone else hold her or love her, but me. I'm sad that she never made it to this birthday and that she won't be here tomorrow for my 42nd Birthday. You never know how long you really have with someone you love, so you'd better make that time count. I spent a whole lot of time with her and I'm glad that I was given that time. My other cats were gone too soon. I hope I have Bela for as long as I had Mully. I'm loving her more every day. It's a different kind of love than what I had for Mully, but she's different and I'm glad I have her now.

I've been watching old episodes of Supernatural from the fourth season. There were a lot of great episodes from that season, one's that I just loved. I never did like the whole apocalypse plot and I think that's why season four is my least favorite and that's the main reason. I love all the stand alone episodes and Wishful Thinking was probably my favorite. Even with everything that was happening with Sam and Dean, season four was still funny and it actually had a lot of everything. Too much mystery at times, but still it was all good. It would have been nice to see Sam and Ruby together more on the screen so that we could see what they were doing. I would have loved that, but it never happened. I guess that's one of the reasons that I was so disappointed about season four. You saw every one of Dean's emotions and everything else and hardly anything of what was happening to Sam. It would have been nice to see more of what Sam was doing on screen instead of making it some mystery and then bringing it up. It was kind of stupid and goofy the way the writer's did a few things. It drove me crazy.

I can't wait for the 15th to come already and for all my shows to come back on. I'm tired of watching repeats and when the new shows are on, it gives me something to look forward to.