Supernatural: Exile On Main Street

Why was the title of Supernaturals first episode of season 6 called Exile On Main Street? I didn't even see main street. Does it even matter? Who knows why it was called that, only the writers?
I actually loved watching this episode again. I haven't watched it for months now. I could even gut seeing Lisa and Ben in it. You wish they would have been killed right away and then Dean could have just started hunting with soulless Sam again and everything would have been great. It never turns out how you want it. I loved watching the Campbell's and I really think they were way underused by the writers. I wish we could have seen more of them throughout season 6 instead of all of them being killed and two of them by Sam and Dean themselves. I would rather have watched the Campbell's than Ben and Lisa in more episodes. It's funny, but I didn't mind Lisa and Ben at first until they kept appearing and never went away. By the time Let It Bleed came on, I just wanted them gone already and preferably dead.
One thing that stood out in this episode was Jensen. He was hot looking. I usually look at just Jared, but Jensen was really looking hot. Jared was just great at playing soulless Sam. You knew there was something off about Sam, but you didn't really know what in this episode.
I actually think the writing was pretty darn good if you love a good mystery. I like mysteries, but not that much on Supernatural. I was entertained during all of season 6, so the writers did their jobs as far as I'm concerned.
I loved that neighbor guy and it's too bad he was killed right away. He was better to watch than Lisa and Ben. I still wish Corin Nemec would have been around longer and that all the Campbell's would have been around. It's nice that Sam and Dean never really went to Samuel for help, but when he was dead, they sure used his library. You gotta love that.
I loved seeing Sam driving his very own car. I bet Sam always wanted his own car to drive and who knows if he drove his own car while he was in college or maybe Jess had a car that he drove. I know Sam loves the Impala, but that was Dean and their dad's car and not Sam's. Soulless Sam probably loved driving a faster car and listening to his own music and having the car how he wanted it to be and not how Dean wanted it.
I notice a lot of fans whining about Sam's point of view and what Sam likes and they hardly know Sam at all. Maybe some of them should have watched the episodes where Sam was soulless a little bit more closely. Soulless Sam was Sam and he had all of Sam's thoughts and memories, just not his soul that is his empathy, compassion and love. I was watching and I learned a whole lot about Sam from watching soulless Sam, but most fans just want Sam to be a certain way and that's it. They want Sam to just be sitting next to Dean in the Impala and keeping his mouth shut. And having Dean's back and doing whatever Dean wants instead of Sam going after what he wants. Then Sam should not have sex. I bet Sam has always wanted sex, especially when you saw him watching porn on TV and having erotic dreams about Bela. He just doesn't go out and get it or do what he wants to like Dean did. Soulless Sam went out and had sex with whoever he wanted to. That was a really good indication that soulless Sam had Sam's memories and thoughts. If soulless Sam was like a sociopath, he would not have paid that hooker. He would have just raped and then probably killed her afterward. I love how fans come up with crap like that. Like soulless Sam was just running around killing innocents for kicks and that was it. Soulless Sam was out hunting monsters, demons and whatever because that's what he always did. He just didn't care if some innocent people died while he was killing the monsters. Dean said Sam was acting just like him, so you wonder how many innocents have died because of some of the choices Dean has made hunting in the past.

Oh well! I really enjoyed the repeat of Exile On Main Street. I just wish I had a DVR to record all the episodes so I could watch them whenever I want to. Right now I just have to wait for repeats. It kind of reminds me of the olden days when there were no DVR's or any way to record a show and watch it later. I sometimes miss those days because it was more exciting to wait for the show to come on.

Season Finale Of Supernatural And All My Other Shows

Supernatural's season finale was awesome. I loved each and every minute of it. That is the real finale "The Man Who Knew Too Much". I consider "Let It Bleed" as just episode 21 because it was not the finale, even though they were both shown together. "Let It Bleed" was pretty good and hopefully that's the last we'll see of Dean's other family. That's what I'm going to call them, but who the hell really knows who Dean considers family anymore. The finale was awesome because of Jared's awesome acting. I loved how he had to put himself back together again after Castiel tore down the wall that was protecting him from his memories of Hell and from when he was soulless. I also enjoyed Misha Collins and Mark Sheppard because they were just so wonderful to watch and I could not stop laughing at the line. "Flee or die" It still kills me. I'm hoping that in season 7, we'll get to know more about what happened to Sam in Hell and other things, but I won't hold my breath or hope too much. I always know what will happen. It will be all about poor Dean and how he lost his other family and his best buddy Castiel. I just hope Dean stops using Sam as his emotional and physical punching bag because I'm really getting tired of it. I love how some fans think Dean is such a wonderful and loving brother to Sam. If he was so wonderful and loving, then he would be able to accept all of Sam. He wouldn't tell Sam to shut up all the time or be worried about Sam not having his back. Sam is a grown man and he can make decisions for himself. That's another thing about Dean. He needs to start making decisions for himself and not other people all the time, like he knows what's right for them and they don't. Dean is not right all the time and his self worth is about zero and I for one am tired of it already. Dean's character really needs something right now because I'm getting bored with that same old same old crap. Dean never changes and he hasn't since season 1.

Now on to my other shows. Smallville's series finale was just great and I'm so happy that the show lasted for 10 whole years. I never thought it would go on that long and I loved every season of it. It could have gone on longer as far as I'm concerned because I never got tired of it and the writers always came up with new and interesting stories.
One Tree Hill's finale was heartwarming and I loved it. If it had been the last episode ever, then that would have been okay because they left it in such a good place. It's going to be on for only 13 episodes, but I'll take what I can get. I hope they're as good as the last seasons of the show. It's funny, but I thought I'd never love this show the way I do. When it first started, I never watched it and now I think it's funny because I've been watching it for the last 6 years and loving every minute of it.
Vampire Diarie's finale blew me away with what happened to Stephan and how he saved Damon by doing what he did. Now what's going to happen to him and the other characters. I loved the whole season of this show and it just got better from the first season. I'm hoping the third season is even better.
Gossip Girl's finale surprised me because it was really good. I really haven't cared all that much for the second half of the season. The first half was great when Katie Cassidy was on and I loved it. Then it kind of went downhill for a while, but it ended up being good. I can't wait to see what's going to happen with Chuck and Blair next.
Next Top Model and Celebrity Apprentice's season finales were okay, but I really didn't care who won Top Model and I wish John Rich had not won Apprentice. I think Marlee did a better job and I've never heard of her charity. I've given money to St. Jude's and always will. I'm sure tons of people give to them because they are so well known and it is for a good cause. All those children with cancer and other diseases. It breaks your heart.
Now I'll be watching America's Got Talent when it starts. I hope it's as good as it was last year and the year before. I'm still following Taylor Mathews and hopefully he'll have an album out soon.

Supernatural Fandom

I love Supernaturals fandom and I actually went and posted for a while at the CW boards. I didn't think it would be possible because I've been called how many things on there and attacked by other posters for what I think. I like all the fans on there and not just the ones that agree with me. I like a lot of them that have great ideas, see the characters in different ways and have interesting theories. I don't agree with all of them, but it's nice to know what other fans are thinking and feeling. I just sometimes have to hold back because I sometimes get caught up in their emotions somehow and it makes me crazy.
I think fans are very passionate about what they love. Whether it be, Sam, Dean, Castiel, Bobby or combinations or the whole show. I think all fans want different things from the characters and from the show. The writers can not please all the fans, they try to, but it will never happen.
I've been a sarcastic bitch on there sometimes, but I can't help that. I like to be and I don't expect anyone to understand that. I just get angry and it comes out as sarcasm. I love to make fun of the characters as well. I sometimes laugh and laugh at work thinking about things that the characters have done or could do. It kills me and I love it. There have been posters on there that I've thought of as bitches and they have been at times. I know I'm a bitch at times, but I don't go around and try to tell others how they should think and feel about the characters or the show. They can feel however they want to, but no one should be attacked for feeling and thinking what they want to. I see the show how I want to and the characters.
I do love Sam the most because I love Jared. That's just me. I understand the fans who love Dean more and want more of him. I understand the fans that love the female characters and want to see more of them. I don't like Lisa and Ben and I want them gone, but I do know other fans did like them. There just needs to be more respect for others on there. No one is going to see the show in the same way. Some do and others don't.
I still love Supernatural through all the changes. I think now, the writers have been trying to please fans more than come up with a really good story and one they want. You can't please every fan out there. Not all fans want the same thing.
I think the writers should come up with something and not worry so much about fan reaction to everything. Fans are either going to like the show or not. That's what made the first couple of seasons the best because the writers probably didn't worry so much over pleasing every fan out there.
Not all Supernatural fans are online or on the Internet. Not all fans are obsessed with the show and every detail. There is a big division of fans out there and they will never all be pleased. I hope the writers don't write because of certain fans on the Internet alone and what they want only. Or what fans say at Conventions, like they are the only ones who love the show. I know there are more fans out there that love Jensen and his character Dean. They only want to see Dean and have the show be all about him. A lot of those fans do think Dean is the heart of the show. I think both Sam and Dean are the heart of the show.
I got a little heart and hand to decorate at work for our theme for the year. I put Sam on the heart and Dean on the hand. I wish I could have gotten two hearts, so that I could have put them both on a heart. I would have put Castiel on the hand. They are not big and I had to find small pictures of Sam and Dean to put on them. It's nice to look at them all day at work and think about the show.

I actually love all of Supernatural. I love Sam first of course and then Dean. That's just me. I love all the other characters of the show. Good and evil. Male and Female. Monster, angel, demon or human. They have all made the show wonderful to watch and I still enjoy watching it. I'd like certain things to happen on the show. Mainly more Sam and one episode that is all about his character and no one else. I don't think it's asking too much, but maybe it is. I'd love other stuff to happen to, but most of it will only happen in my thoughts or if I write some fan fic one day. I'm just hoping that season 7 will be more about Sam and Dean again. Not just either or, but about both brothers and the focus will stay on both of them. I don't mind that. I loved season 5 because it felt like that. Like both of them were on the show and had the same amount of story. I still think Jensen and Dean have been focused on, way more than Jared and Sam have. Any fan that tells me otherwise, has never watched the show. I've watched all the episodes countless times over and over for years. I've seen more of Dean's pov, more of him on the screen, more of other characters interacting with him and episodes that Sam is not even hardly in and it's all Dean. No one can tell me the show has been equal between them since the third season. It has not. I joke around and call it The Dean Show, but sometimes that's how it feels to Sam fans and I don't think Dean fans will ever understand that. They get plenty of Dean on the screen and just all the time.
I just had to get this out of my system and thought I'd come and post it here.

What A Week

What a week. I'm very happy that all my shows are new right now. They were all pretty good this week, even Gossip Girl. I'm hoping that Dan shows up again on One Tree Hill for the finale because I want some closure between him and Nathan. I've been waiting for that for a long time now. I have to say that Vampire Diaries topped the list for being my favorite of the week. Supernatural come in at a close second.
I was hoping for a dramatic episode of Supernatural and finally got it, but then it's all about Castiel. I knew the episode would be about him, but I really wish that we'd get a few episodes about Sam that are like this. I'm sick of not seeing Sam's perspective on things and how he feels about everything.
Part of me is happy that there is going to be a season 7 of Supernatural and a part of me that wishes the show would have ended this season. I just hope season 7 will focus a little bit more on Sam's character and less on Castiel and Bobby and even Dean that's been the main focus of the show since it started. Sam and Sam fans deserve something for being loyal to this show for so many years.

Now to Vampire Diaries. I got blown away by what happened with Klaus and Elijah. Two characters were killed and I loved that. And just the way they were killed was so dramatic and heartbreaking. I love how Vamp Diaries had a big baddie in Klaus and he was mysterious and you wondered about him and then they delivered him and you got a big payoff. I wish Supernatural would do something like this instead of trying to make their main characters be mysterious and end up being the big baddie or evil for the season. Vampire Diaries has just used all it's characters and I feel for all of them, even the evil ones or the ones others probably don't like. It's interesting that they can have so many characters, but be able to show their thoughts and feelings and the writers of Supernatural can't show Sam's thoughts and feelings and have more time to do it in. That's how I think the writers are crapping on Sam's character and making other fans actually hate him.

I wanted Supernatural to be paired with Vampire Diaries next season, but now I don't. Who knows how long I'll watch Supernatural next season? If the show keeps making fun of itself and the characters, I might watch just to get a laugh. But if they go a serious route, then they'd better have something good with Sam's character and not just crap. I've enjoyed season 6 because at least it made me laugh. I loved watching soulless Sam with Dean and Jared played the part so well. I loved the Campbell's and wished to see more of them. There have been a lot of good episodes, but the only thing I've wished for was more Sam insight and just more Sam period. Sam gets his soul back and the show focuses more on how Bobby feels about Rufus dying, how Dean feels about Lisa, Ben, Castiel and Bobby, how Castiel feels about everything. What the hell? What about how Sam feels? You seen a little bit at first and then nothing since. Sam who had Lucifer possessing him and you didn't even get to know how he felt about all of that. There was just nothing,except how sorry Sam is for everything his empty body did without a soul for a year. Like Sam should be guilty about everything he did or his body did without his soul. I'm hoping for something in the finale, but I've almost given up hope to see anything.

Now for Stevie Nicks. I just bought her new album In Your Dreams and I love it. I've always loved Stevie and she's my favorite female singer of all time. I love Sarah Brightman as well and many others. I bought Avril's new album and I love her singing and all her albums. I'm glad that I have new music to listen to because I do think of music like a drug. It makes me feel good and I always turn to it when I'm depressed or feeling sad about things.
I was so happy on Friday when I went to work. I wore my Supernatural T-shirt with Sam, Dean, Castiel and Bobby and the day flew by and I couldn't wait to see the episode. It was a great episode and I enjoyed it, but I am getting so tired of Sam not getting episodes like that. It's really starting to wear thin. I went on the message boards because Pet Society was down for maintenance. I think that was a mistake. I thought message boards were for discussing the show and how you felt about it. You shouldn't have to worry about offending everyone on there because you have an opinion or you want to express how you feel about a character. Bashing. What a stupid word? I still don't understand why fans have to whine about someone bashing their favorite character. I've seen all my favorite characters talked about in one way or another and I don't consider it bashing. Fans like who they like and don't like who they don't like. It would be nice to actually find a board that can discuss fictional characters without getting so emotional over them and thinking they are real. Jared and Jensen are real. Misha and all the other actors and actresses are real, but the characters are not. I take offense to anyone saying bad things about them, but characters. Who cares?
I guess I'll just talk to cyberspace about how I feel about things because it's impossible to talk to people.

Bela

My beautiful Bela is wonderful. I just love her so much. I'm glad that I have her with me and she makes me happy. I've been depressed more this year for a lot of different reasons, but right now, I'm happy again.
All my shows are new and they've all been really good with the exception of Gossip Girl. It has gotten kind of boring to watch recently. It's still okay to watch.

I really loved Supernatural's episode Mommy Dearest. It was funny and dramatic and Crowley is back and I love him. Castiel and Crowley. I just love it. It's too good to be true. Castiel has been acting way too mysterious and shady this season to have not been up to something. At the beginning of the season, the writers said that someone close to Sam and Dean would betray them. There were only two people close to Sam and Dean, Castiel and Bobby. I'm still wondering about Bobby, though. Anything could happen at this point. I have a ton of theories about everything, but who knows what is what. I can interpret the show any way that I want to and it's finally making sense to me.

I really loved Smallville. I don't look at the titles very often for the episodes of the other shows. I just enjoy watching them and don't care what their titles are. I just love the content. It was great seeing Zod again. Wow! Is he hot looking. Three hot guys all at once on there is too much. I loved watching Clark and Oliver fighting. That was one of the best scenes that I've ever seen on Smallville in the last ten years. Justin Hartley did a great job directing that episode and he did a great job acting as well. I'm really going to miss Smallville. It could go on for more years and I'd still love it.

Vampire Diaries has the best plot running out of all the shows. I hate to say it, but they also have a ton of hot guys on there. And it's not just about their looks, they are great actors too. I love watching them all. All the characters have a storyline and fit into the main plot. I love watching the mix of male and female characters on there. It's nice. Stephan and Damon act like two brothers in the way that they are more rivals than they are loving brothers. I love that too. I like how they will defend each other one minute and then turn around and fight with each other the next.

I've been trying to read more again. I only get to read a lot on the weekends. I really don't have time on the weekdays because I'm going to work and doing a ton of other things. I love reading and most of the time when I read, it's just like watching a movie in my head. I love it and I can't wait for more Supernatural books to come out. I've read the other ones a ton of times and I'm still reading them over and over. I'm not too excited about the next one that's coming out, but the two after that, look very promising.