Supernatural Season 7: Meet The New Boss

The thing I loved most about the first episode of season 7 was Julian Richings as Death. I loved that whole scene when he first appeared and when Misha Collins came. Death and the New God. I loved the whole thing. I swear sometimes Misha, Julian and Mark Sheppard steal scenes and I totally forget that Sam and Dean are even there. It's kind of scary.
I wonder about this episode and is all of it real or is some of it all taking place in Sam's head again. Why did Sam have that bandage on his hand for the whole episode? I'm sure it took a couple of weeks for Dean to fix the Impala and for all of that to take place and Sam still had a bandage on his hand. Then when Lucifer said what he did to Sam and you didn't see Sam again. How that blood was just out there and no Sam?
Now on to good old Dean. If it was real, then I think Dean is an asshole. The way he treated Sam. It was almost like he wasn't even worried about Sam at all and that Sam was just a problem and that was it. I hated how Dean told Sam to not lie to him. How many times does Dean lie to Sam, but you don't see Sam getting angry about it? I wonder if Dean's attitude isn't guilt. He's guilty over his part in everything and he knows Sam is suffering because of him. Sam never asked for his soul to be restored or for his body to be brought back from Hell without his soul. Sam never got a choice in the matter at all. It was all Castiel's and Dean's choices and Sam never even got a say. Anything that Sam has done, is all on Dean's and Castiel's head as far as I'm concerned.
I thought this episode was so damn funny. I loved it for that. I love laughing and it make me laugh and feel good. That stuff with Castiel just killed me and then when Mark Sheppard came on. I love all of them. It was nice to see Mark Pellegrino again and I hope we get to see more of him and more of Julian Richings.
I'm not going to even look on any message boards because I can just imagine the crap that's being said. I'm tired of it. All the sniveling over Dean not having a storyline or not having his time in Hell addressed. Dean suffered in Hell, but all he has left from that is guilt over torturing. I wish some stupid fans would get that already. And some of the other stuff they bring up about Dean. I sometimes wonder if they can even process stuff in their crazy heads. Oh well, I'm not going to worry about that crap.
I can't wait for the next episode.
I'm also enjoying The Vampire Diaries right now. The last episode went by so fast because it was so good and I couldn't believe it was over when it ended. I wanted more. I thought I'd like The Secret Circle, but I really haven't gotten into it. I do love Ringer though. I always liked Sarah Michelle Gellar. I loved her as Buffy for the first three seasons of Buffy and then I couldn't stand what they did to her character. She was a strong slayer and then she because some weakling and turned into a slut as well. I hated that. I still loved Sarah, but I hated Buffy.
I also finished Bobby's Guide To Hunting. I thought it got better in the middle of the book and some parts were good. It was a pretty good read altogether. Not great, just good.

Crazy Dean Fans And Other Stuff

I'm so tired of all the crazy and looney Dean fans out there. I love how some of them think that Dean has no storyline. It's the biggest joke ever and I can't stop laughing. And Dean's time in hell. I could hit a couple of them over the head with a brick, but they still would not get what I'm saying or believe that Dean's time in hell was fully addressed on the show. It's ridiculous and I wonder if some of them even have brains in their heads to think with. Or they just want to think of Dean in a certain way and not how he really is. How many times do you have to tell someone something? I won't even try anymore. I wish the stupid idiots would just accept that Dean tortured souls in hell and loved inflicting pain on others and now all he has left is the guilt from what he did and that part of himself that was able to do that. What more do some of these crazed fans want? Dean to sit in a corner crying and Sam hugging him or more appropriately Castiel hugging him or Bobby. I doubt Sam would be good enough to hug him or offer any comfort seeing how Sam is so horrible to Dean all the time. I love the idiot who wants to see Dean as a baby with Sam taking care of him. That's about the stupidest thing I've ever heard. Like that would be some great storyline for Dean. To be a baby and have Sam changing his diaper. Wow! I can just imagine how exciting that episode or episodes would be. I guess this fan in particular wants Dean to be the younger brother and Sam to be the older brother. She's living in a fantasy and she also probably wishes that Dean was Sam.
I haven't even been looking on message boards lately and I'm very happy that I haven't. I went on the CW message board just to read a few posts and get a few laughs and that's about it. I read a few other things that led to this post. I'm tired of all the crazy Dean fans who just want Dean to be front and center all the time and Sam to just stand behind him and do nothing but whatever Dean tells him to do. And for Dean to be the smart one and the brother who's the hero above all others. Like Dean hasn't already been a hero or something. All that crap about Dean not having a storyline or dropped storylines. I wonder if these nutty fans even watch the show or they just live in their little fantasy world of what they think the show should be and that's The Dean Show. Like Dean is the one who should have everything and Sam should have nothing. Like Sam's time in Hell even compares to Dean's. I love the idiot fans who think that. When was Dean ever possessed by Lucifer, had his soul separated from his body and his soul in hell for over a year and a half. Dean was in hell for only four months our time and Sam was there for about 18. Dean was being tortured and then tortured souls himself. Sam was locked in a cage in hell with Michael and Lucifer and who knows what they did to him. Whether is was all psychological or what kind of pain he went through, who knows? To even compare their time is crazy.

Now onto Vampire Diaries and Paul Wesley. Wow! He was awesome. I swear he hardly gets any kind of appreciation or acknowledgement just like Jared Padalecki. The funny thing is that Paul and Jared to me are the better actors on both Vamp Diaries and Supernatural. Jensen Ackles and Ian Somerhalder may have more quantity on the shows, but Paul and Jared have more quality. Their acting moves me and I feel everything they do. You hardly see them in some episodes, but when you finally do, they totally make it worth your while to wait. I almost cried watching that scene at the end of Vamp Diaries when Stephan called Elena and they were talking. Paul made it so believable and I loved it. I can't wait to see what's going to happen with Sam on Supernatural and I hope it's been worth the wait of about three years now. That's another thing about Dean fans, they can't even let Sam fans have anything at all. Sam gets about one emotional episode in how many and they cry and moan and complain about Dean getting nothing. It's crazy. I'm hoping we finally get to see some emotional scenes with Sam for a change. It would be very nice. I'm not going to get my hopes up too high because I know everything will go right back to poor Dean. Dean who has to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders and who trusts no one, not even his own brother. I love how Sam had to pull himself together after everything he's been through to prove to Dean that he has his back, but Dean never has to prove anything like that to Sam. There are times that Dean never had Sam's back, but then it doesn't matter because he's the great Dean Winchester and can do whatever he wants to.
I get so angry at some of those stupid fans and other times I could care less what they say or do because they are idiots. I'm tired of talking to stupid people already. I'd rather do something else with my time. I'm reading more and I'm loving my new Supernatural book Night Terror by John Passerella. He's an awesome writer and I've loved how many of his other books. I'm glad that he doesn't bog down his Supernatural book with all kinds of stuff from the show. Most of the people reading the book are fans of the show and already know what's happened with Sam and Dean, so why repeat it again or get it wrong trying to repeat it.
The book Bobby's Guide To Hunting is kind of crazy. I love how David Reed the author says that Sam was hopped up on demon blood when he faced Samhain. Sam did not drink demon blood for how long and who knows how much he had drank before he stopped doing it the first time. Lilith couldn't kill him and neither could Samhain with that demon killing light or whatever. Sam killed Samhain and did it mostly on his own. Then David says that an angel did what and it was Castiel. Why didn't he say that? It's crazy the whole book so far. It must take place in the Supernatural Twilight Zone because David doesn't say when it takes place. I guess it just took place in his imagination or something.
I'm probably not going to go on message boards while the show is on and if I do, it will be to post a few things and then leave or to read some stupidity and get a good laugh out of it. I'm tired of all the stupid Dean fans out there, especially on a certain board. I swear if they get any more stupid, I'll feel even more sorry for poor Jensen Ackles. I wonder what he thinks of all the crap they say about his character. I mean what he really thinks and not what he says at a convention. I bet he wishes that amulet never makes an appearance again. I wish I was psychic and could know what Sera Gamble, Jensen, Jared and everyone on the set of Supernatural thinks of some of the crazy fans out there and what they want to see on the show and what they want for Dean's character.

My Trip To Reno

Just got back from my trip to Reno yesterday. I had a really fun time, but it was crazy too. I'm just so happy that I was able to go to my niece's wedding. It was very beautiful and she had it in a park. We had to wait for the preacher and he didn't come, so someone else did the vows for them and then later when the preacher finally showed up, he made it official in another little ceremony. They had a very nice reception and their wedding cake was really yummy. It had real strawberries in the middle of the frosting. I love strawberries.
I'm surprised that everyone got along and it was such a nice day. My sister and I got there with just a little time to spare. We had a free room at a motel, so that was nice. Later that night, my sister and I went gambling with our niece. We stayed out a little late. My poor niece even walked home from the casino because she was tired and didn't want to gamble anymore. My sister just kept gambling and didn't care. Lucky my niece didn't live far and she works at the casino we played at for hours. I had a good time and I was actually winning for a while and then of course, I threw it all back. I always do.
The next day we got up late and we went to Virginia City with the niece who got married. We went with her and her two little boys. That was a fun day, but the town closed early and we had gotten there late. So we missed a lot of stuff. It was still fun and nice to see all the stuff we did see. I went in some shop that had all kinds of old stuff from the past. I loved it because it reminded me of when I was a kid. I even found some candy in a candy shop that I haven't seen for years. There was a mansion there and it looked like it was about as big as my one sisters house. She thinks her house is small and that was a mansion back in those days. Most people probably lived in one room houses and tents.
The next day we were there both my niece's had to work and do other things, so my sister and I went to eat and gamble at The Atlantis. They have a really nice buffet and we played Deal Or No Deal on a big machine. It had a huge seat, so we could both sit at it and play. My sister played a Dirty Dancing machine. I've never seen those before. Then later we went out gambling with our other sister and the two nieces. There were a few fights, but I think we had a good time.
Then the next day we left town. My other sister came home with us. She had been staying there for about a month and she was ready to come home. I'm sure she enjoyed spending time with her kids and grandkids. I loved seeing all my nieces children. They are so cute. I think I got the flu or a cold or something. Now, I'm all stuffed up and I feel like crap. Anyway, we headed down the road and when we stopped in Winnemucca, my sister's van would not start. Thank God, it was only bad gas from the pump because she put in some gas treatment and it started again. We got to the gambling town that I play in all the time, just in time because my Mom had taken the bus there and it was almost leaving. She went and ate a buffet with us because we were starving and had hardly eaten all day. We gambled there for a little while and then all of us went home.
I had a really good time, but it was crazy as well. My sister and I fought more on this trip. I really don't understand how anyone can think Sam and Dean would never fight after spending all that time with each other. If I spent as much time with any of my sisters or brother the way Sam and Dean do, I'd end up killing one of them.
We'd probably come to blows and go our separate ways, quicker rather than later.
I saw a lot of crazy things and signs and stuff like that. I just wanted to sit and people watch in Reno. It's fun to see all the crazy people out there.

Late Night Posting

I just finished writing a story. I'm a pretty crappy writer, but I try anyway. I wish that I could write better and tell what's really in my heart. All I can do is try to express what I'm feeling by practicing. I wrote a short story about Dean getting the amulet back. I don't want Sam to give Dean that amulet back because Dean threw it away. If one of my sisters threw something I gave them away, I'd never think they wanted it back. That's why I don't want Sam to be the one to give the amulet back to Dean. Why would Sam even think that Dean would want it back? Maybe Sam did leave it in the trashcan where Dean threw it. I think it would be cool if Dean got the amulet back in some mysterious way and it made him believe in God and that God really does care about him and Sam. That would be more moving and interesting than Sam just giving Dean back the amulet. I can't even picture it in my mind. I did picture what I wrote about, that it's God that makes sure that Dean gets the amulet back. I guess that's kind of stupid. I don't know.
I do believe in God. I know a lot of people lose faith in God because they don't get what they want. Or they don't believe in God because of all the suffering and pain they see every day.
I believe in God and I believe that he is in the middle of our suffering and that he suffers right along with us. That when we hurt, then so does he. He doesn't want us to fight, hate and kill each other. He wanted us to love and help each other and it's our choice what we do. We can love or hate. How would be ever grow and learn, if God didn't give us free will to make our own choices? I love how some people make stupid choices with their lives and then blame God for everything. God gave them a brain and free will and they only have themselves to blame for how their life turns out.
I believe that if you trust and believe in God, then he is there for you and you can feel his love surrounding you. There have been times in my life when I've been so depressed and all alone and everything is dark and I feel like I've fallen into this deep dark pit that I can't get out of. And while I've been in that dark pit, I have felt something giving me comfort. Some people would think I'm stupid and that's okay. Maybe they don't believe in God, but I do. I have felt things all my life and I know that God is there for me and he watches over me and all the people of the world. There have been times that I pray to God to help all the people and animals that are suffering and being abused and hurt. I pray that he comforts them in their time of need and is there for them. I'm sure he is. When I feel sad or depressed, I think about what others could be suffering and I don't feel all alone and most of the time I think my situation could be worse.
I think suffering and pain are a part of life and if we never experienced them, then how could be appreciate being happy and at peace. I think there are some people who actually make their lives here on Earth worse and some that there lives are bad, but they still love to live and wouldn't trade their lives with anyone.
I have a friend on Facebook and I love to read her posts. She's been through quite a lot this year and does she complain. No, she makes me laugh by what she's posting. Even when she was in pain in the hospital a while ago. I was worried about her when Irene hit back East and she lost her power and what not. I prayed for her and everyone over there. Her posts are not full of please pity me because of what I'm going through, but instead she tries to get some good out of the bad and actually make others feel good. I love that about her and I wish I could meet her and really know her.
I've just been thinking about this stuff and decided to write it down.