My Beautiful Bela and Samson

Here's some pics of my beautiful Bela. I bought her a cute cape and some toys to play with. I love her so much. She's such a good cat, sometimes too good. I wonder if whoever had her before I did mistreated her. Sometimes she cringes when I go to pet her, like I'm going to hit her or something. It's sad and I hope she realizes that I'll never hurt her. I wonder about who had her last and how they treated her. They couldn't have loved her very much if they just dumped her and left her. I think she's worried that I'll dump her or something. Or leave and never come back.
I made a new pet in that crazy game called Pet City. It's kind of fun. It's like Petville, but better, but not as good as Pet Society. I'll always love my Sammy in Pet Society the most.

I just loved the week I had. I can't believe that some stupid dog attacked me and grabbed my Harmon's shopping bag right out of my hands. It was empty, but it still made me mad and I thought the dog was going to bite me. I called animal control and told them about the dog and my neighbors other dog that they leave on some big long leash that extends to the sidewalk. Now my neighbors have their dogs tied up where they did before. I'm always scared walking by there in the morning because I'm afraid they'll get loose and attack me. I got some spray, so if they attack, they are going to get some in their dirty faces. I don't blame the dogs, I blame the owners and hopefully, I'll never have to use that spray. I just don't want to be bitten by a dog. It's something I'm afraid of. I've seen where people have been attacked and where someone even had their face bitten off. It's scary. Dogs can be used as lethal weapons, much like a gun. They can kill people and have killed people. I think that's why I love cats more. Cats don't attack people when they're walking down the street and they don't bark all day long. Cats kill birds and mice and keep their populations down. They also kill insects. Cats also don't crap all over people's lawns and huge crap besides. We have a leash law here, but sometimes people still let their dogs run wild and loose.

I did all my Black Friday shopping online. I bought a new MP3 player and The Vamp Diaries season 2 on DVD. I'll probably never go shopping in a store again on Black Friday. There are too many nuts out there anymore. It's crazy when people wait in tents out in front of the store for days for stupid sales.

I can't wait for One Tree Hill to come back on. That's what I'm most excited about concerning TV. It will be it's last season and I hope all the episodes will be good ones and that Dan will be on. I can't believe Chad Michael Murray has written a book. I'm going to buy it and read it. I love when stars are multi-talented like that. He's a great actor and I bet he's a great writer too. I'll see once his book comes out and he's supposed to be on Tree Hill so that will be great.

My sister is back from Reno and I'm happy about that because I can talk to her on the phone every day now and I've seen her twice now and can do things with her again. I'm probably going to be going to the L.A. Con by myself, but that's okay. It should be fun even if I'm alone.

For The Love Of Sam Winchester

I love Sam Winchester, but I'm not loving what's happening on Supernatural right now. I just wish Sera Gamble would quit promising something and then never deliver it. I'm tired of waiting for anything regarding Sam's character and I'm tired of Sera Gamble or anyone else saying that it's coming and wait for it. I've been waiting for years now and all I've gotten is crapped on. More sniveling Dean, more Bobby storyline and that's it. I'm sick of Bobby and his love life, his past and him almost dying how many times now. I'm sick of Dean sniveling and whining and moaning about everything. Dean treats Sam more like some problem, than a brother that loves and cares about him. Does Dean get mad at Sam for saving him because he wants to die or what? I'm sick of Dean and his crappy attitude and the way he treats Sam like Sam is going to turn into some killer and Dean is going to have to kill him.
As a fan who loves Sam the most, I feel like I've been crapped on by the writers of the show.
I've faithfully watched Supernatural since the very first episode and I've never stopped, even when the show made me mad and depressed during the fourth season. I've been waiting since then for more Sam and I've just gotten more Castiel, more Bobby and more Dean. Sure, there's been a few episodes that concentrated a little on Sam's character, but most of them had how much other crap going on. I haven't seen an episode since Mystery Spot that has focused all on Sam's character. I've seen how many episodes since then focused totally on Dean, Bobby and Castiel and nothing for Sam. I'm tired of just seeing Sam supporting other characters, but no one supporting him or helping him. And I'm sick of Bobby and Dean treating Sam like he's some ticking time bomb that's going to explode and start killing people or something. Dean has treated Sam like crap for years now.
Sam is a fictional character, but I relate to him now more than ever. It seems that no one is ever there for him when he needs them, especially Dean. Dean is just worried that Sam will go crazy and Dean will have to deal with him. Dean doesn't care how Sam feels about anything. I don't think Dean even knows who Sam really is and he doesn't care. That's how I feel with my family. They want me to listen to their problems, but when I try to talk about stuff, they ignore me or don't really listen to what I say.
I love Sam and I'll never stop loving him. He's still my favorite TV character of all time and I have watched a lot of TV and loved a lot of characters. I guess I'll just take what I can get, but I'm not going to hope anymore for anything. I'm tired of being told that we'll get something concerning his character, but instead we just get crapped on again. I had a theory, but I know that will never happen. It was good, but I won't say what it is. I thought about it and when I think too much about it, I wish for it to happen, but I know it won't.
Here's something I was hoping for. I was hoping the writers would explain how Sam who's just supposed to be a human, was able to drink tons of demon blood without his stomach exploding or how he could walk around without a soul for a year. I wondered if Sam had a CT scan done after he was beat on the head and before Bobby rescued him and what were the results of it. Sam was having seizures and inter cranial pressure and then he was okay and Bobby just hauled him out of the hospital. Did Bobby even take Sam to another hospital or did they just all go to that cabin? I wondered if those files Bobby picked up had anything to do with Sam. It's stupid of me to even think this way because I know nothing will ever be explained about Sam. It's just interesting that we never see Sam go to the hospital or be in the hospital and he's had plenty of injuries. It's funny that Dean and Bobby didn't take him to the hospital when he was unconscious for how long. They're not doctors, so how could they know what would happen with Sam. It's crazy and it drives me crazy. It's stupid to even think things, but I'm stupid, so I think of all this crap.
Well, whatever happens, I'll keep watching Supernatural until Sam dies or Jared leaves the show. I don't have any hope left that Sam will ever have any kind of emotional storyline, but if it does happen, it would be nice. Doubt it, but I'm not going to wait around and hope for something that will never happen.

From Gossip Girl To Supernatural And More

I was released from work on Thursday. I'm surprised I didn't get released sooner because we really didn't have all that much work left. Hopefully, I'll be off until the start of the new year. I like working, but I don't like getting up so early and going out and freezing in the cold waiting for my bus to come. Now maybe I'll get two months of sleeping in and reading in a warm bed. I've got a lot of new books to read and I'm very happy about that, especially the new Vampire Diaries. I love Stephan's Diaries. I wish Sam from Supernatural could have some diaries, then we would know how he's felt and thought about everything that has happened to him over the last couple of years. I've given up hope of ever knowing from watching the show, but it would be nice if someone wrote some books or something. I doubt it, but I could dream about it and think up stuff myself.

Gossip Girl was so great this week. I love it because I wait for something for a long time and I always get a good pay off. I love when Chuck and Blair are apart because you know it will never be for long. Then when they get back together for even just a short scene, it's the best thing ever and they just sizzle and dazzle you. I was just stoned into my TV set while they were on. I loved that scene when Chuck apologized to Blair and I loved the song that was playing. Everything was perfect. I also love all the other storylines going on now as well. Gossip Girl is back on track and better than ever.

I'm really enjoying Ringer right now. I look forward to each new episode because you never know what's going to happen next. You can't even guess what will go on. I love that. I love not knowing or being unable to predict what's going to happen on a show. I love the tension and drama and I'm really loving all the characters so far on there. They are so rich and entertaining. The good and bad ones. Sarah Michelle Gellar is just awesome playing two separate and completely different characters.

Vampire Diaries is still going strong and it's better than ever. It's third season is still going strong and I'm loving every minute of it. I loved watching Sebastian Roche on there as Michael. Wow! Is all I can say. Loved that scene between him and Klaus. I almost cried watching it. I never can predict what's going to happen next on this show either. I love that. There are always new surprises and I always can't believe what has happened next or who does what to whom. Gotta love that Katherine as well. I can't wait for next year to see what's going to happen next.

Supernatural is really starting to fade for me. My love and obsession has slowly been waning during the last two episodes. I'll always love Supernatural, but I swear it has become so predictable and same old same old. I really thought season 7 was going to be one of my favorites and it's steadily going down hill. After watching this last episode, I wonder if the writers weren't basically calling every Sam fan a loser for loving Sam. That's how I felt after watching this episode. That if you love Sam then that means you're a loser like Becky or something. This episode started off kind of slow, but I thought it was pretty good and it got funny when Garth came along and when Becky beat Sam on the head with the waffle iron. It was too predictable though and that's what is sad. I wish the writers could think up something new and surprise us every once in a while. Dean was just boring again, but I loved how Garth told him that Bobby said he'd be premenstrual working with someone else. Not that he isn't all the time. The only problem Dean has is that he has P.M.S. all the time. That's probably why he drinks so much. It was a weird episode, but it turned out okay and I liked it. At least we got to see Sam on the screen instead of off. It would be nice to actually have Sam talking and expressing how he feels instead of just saying that he's fine all the time. The best part of this whole episode is at the end when Sam smiled. I don't care why he smiled or what was going on. I just love seeing Jared's beautiful smile and I always feel wonderful inside when I see it.
I was excited about next weeks episode and then I thought of something and now I'm not too sure about it. It looks good with Sam, Dean and Bobby in the woods, but I wonder if Bobby isn't going to be seriously injured and then the next episode be all about him possibly dying in the hospital or some crap like that. I sure hope the hell not. I really don't care about Bobby's past anymore. I want more of Sam and what has happened to him. It seems some fans just think Sam's soul was in hell with Lucifer and not Michael. I'd love to know what good old Michael did to Sam down there. Castiel said that both Michael and Lucifer had nothing better to do than take out all their crap on Sam. So, I'd love to know what Michael did to Sam. Possibly, Sam may have to be the one to remember something from hell or one of Lucifer's memories or Michael's to help stop the Leviathan. I still think Sam could be a vessel for either Michael or Lucifer and you wonder if either of them could contact him from the cage or really be talking to him and not everything is in his head. Maybe Lucifer or Michael is really talking to Sam from the cage. Maybe he's still connected to them in some way. Now that would be an interesting story and Sam really would need Dean to help him and be there for him. I doubt anything good will happen with anything concerning Sam's time in hell. If it does, I'd be very surprised and I haven't been surprised by anything that has happened yet so far.

I'm not going to worry about what will happen on any of my shows. I'm going to try to enjoy them. I'm also going to enjoy reading and hopefully going to some of the movies coming out. There are some good ones I'd love to go and see. I haven't gone out to a movie in a long time and I miss that.

Vampire Diaries Better Than The Dean Show

Well I have to say that Vampire Diaries was way better than The Dean Show this week.
I cared more about a character that was just introduced on Vampire Diaries than I care about poor Dean and his trust issues. I'm actually very sick of Dean already on Supernatural and I really could care less how he feels anymore. I've had his feelings and his emotions shoved in my face for over two years now and I feel nothing for his character at all. I thought maybe just maybe he'd have a good storyline and he'd grow up a little or turn dark or something, but he's the same old Dean. I loved him the first couple episodes and I felt for him, but now I don't give a crap. He's so full of self righteousness that it makes me sick and he accuses Sam of it. That's even more laughable.
Back to Vampire Diaries. Claire Holt was awesome as Rebekah and I wanted to cry for her at the end of the episode. I loved how they showed her story from the past and what happened with her family. The orginal vampires. The storylines on Vampire Diaries just keep getting better and better and more interesting. I can't believe when I see that the show is over and it feels too short. That's how I used to feel about Supernatural. It ended too soon. Now sometimes I wish the Dean Show would come to an end quicker because I'm so tired of the same old crapola over and over concerning Dean.
The only thing I've been happy about while watching Supernatural is that Sam is even in the episodes. It could be worse and he could be totally written out and it's all Dean like in season 4. Hell, I wish Castiel was still on the show because I'd rather see him than Dean. At least his storyline would be more than feel sorry for me everyone. The Mentalists was a good episode as far as the actual story, but as for Sam and Dean it sucked. That was about the worst interaction I've seen between Sam and Dean in a long time. Sam was mad for two seconds, Dean gave some stupid looks and acted like a little baby that needed someone to hold on to and Sam was right back with him and everything is sunshine and roses again. I even love how they started off the show with good old Dean and what he was doing. Not what Sam was doing, but that's how it always is.
I listen to that song at work called The Wind Beneath My Wings and it's like Dean should be singing that to Sam. Dean gets all the glory and Sam is always in the shadow of Dean. Sam has all the strength as well. Dean has none. I bet in a future episode coming up Dean will have a mental breakdown and not Sam. Yeah, like Sam has never gone through anything and has zero emotions about everything. You gotta love it or not. I'm starting to not love it and that worries me. I love how all those Dean snivelers whined and sniveled over Dean getting a storyline because they thought the show would finally focus on Sam. What a laugh and a half? Like that would ever happen. Supernatural has been The Dean Show since season 4 and has never stopped, except for the times when it was The Castiel Show or The Bobby Show. It would be nice if Sam's character got anything ever. Yeah, he got a smidgen at the beginning, but that's probably all there will be because most fans think Sam is boring. Sorry, but I'm bored with Dean and his same crap over and over. Boo hoo and snivel snivel.
I'm not going to stop watching the show because I still love seeing the little bit of Sam we get and some of the other characters, but who knows. If it keeps going on as The Dean Show, then it will not be must see TV anymore. I won't care if I miss an episode.
I'm excited for One Tree Hill to come back on. I wish it would have been a full season but I settle for whatever I can get.
Top Model was good this week and I loved those crazy music videos those models did. That was probably the best episode of that show that I've ever seen.