Vampire Diaries Did It Again

Well here's my list of shows for this week in order of how I loved them. 1. Vampire Diaries 2. Celebrity Apprentice 3. Once Upon A Time 4. Gossip Girl I didn't include Top Model because I didn't even get to see it because of some stupid soccer game. I wanted to see those Hello Kitty dresses. I didn't include Supernatural because it sucked and I didn't like anything about it. I was even ready to turn the TV off and I should have. Vampire Diaries made me cry yet again. That's what I love about it. I feel for all the characters and that's great drama. I even feel something for the so called evil or bad characters. I loved that song that was playing when Alaric came outside and everyone was standing there. I must be a Stephan and Elena lover because I was so happy to see them together. I didn't really feel anything when Damon and Elena kissed in the last episode. I wish I would have gotten a ticket to the Vampire Diaries Con in San Francisco. I was thinking about it. Celebrity Apprentice was great and I'm very addicted to this show. I usually don't care for reality TV, but I'm totally and completely hooked. I was so worried that Clay Aiken was going to be fired and Donald Trump fried Penn instead which was the right decision. I still can't stand Aubrey and Lisa. Once Upon A Time made me cry as well. I love this show and I still need to watch a few of the first episodes. I never got the chance to watch the ones I've missed yet. Gossip Girl surprised me and I loved it. I can't stand Dan and Blair together and they are so boring when they're on screen together at the same time. I loved all the stuff with Lily though. It was fun to watch her be a bitch again. Now on to Supernatural or should I say The Felicia Day show or whatever her name was. I could not even stand this stupid episode. Supernatural has turned into one big joke and I'm not laughing anymore. It's sad that Sam can't even get one episode that focuses on his character, but there have been how many guest stars and the whole show is about them and focuses totally on them. And I love how the writers have Sam and Dean be in the show and try to make it like it's about them and it's really not. This episode was poorly written and directed. Half the time, I didn't even know what was going on and I saw some obvious flaws. I couldn't stand all those stupid reference to Harry Potter, Lord Of The Rings, Star Wars and how many others. Now Sam and Dean are geeks all of a sudden that have gone to all those movies. I'd love to know when they found the time to do that. I'm so disappointed and sad right now that I can't even find words. I don't even care about the last three episodes and I don't really give a damn whether there's a season 8 or not. As long as Robert Singer is still involved as an executive producer, than I think the show is going to be crap. I used to love him and now I don't. I love how some fans think it's all Sera Gamble and the show sucks because of her. That's a big joke. The same people thought season 4 was so great and Sera Gamble was the supervising executive producer. Which means, she was probably in charge more than Eric Kripke and she made how many decisions about everything. I hate to say this, but I feel nothing for any of the characters on Supernatural anymore, not even Sam. Sam doesn't even have any emotions at all and he might as well not even have his soul right now. He's more emotionless this season then he was at the beginning of last season when he had no soul. He's more a robot now than ever before. Dean is as well. Dean who just drinks and feels sorry for himself all the time. Then there's Bobby who's had more focus on his character this season than Sam. Now we get to find out how Bobby feels as a ghost. Who gives a crap? I certainly don't. Okay, I'm done sniveling about it and I don't care anymore. It's over, done with and gone. I think I'm still going to the Las Vegas Con. I won't be staying at The Rio and that sucks. I can't believe that the rooms went that fast. I'm going to be staying on the main strip in another hotel and I'll probably have to take a taxi back and forth. I already booked my room. I'll have to see what happens, but I still want to see all the stars that are going to this Con. I still love Supernatural and I always will, but I don't love what it's turning into. I'll always keep watching the old seasons of the show, even though this season has started to suck. I'm just going to consider The Born Again Identity as the season finale and leave it at that. I doubt anything good is coming up for Sam's character and even if it does, what does it matter. It will just get dropped like everything else concerning Sam.

Ringer's Finale And My Other Shows

Wow! I just loved Ringer's finale and I loved the whole season of the show. I think this was the best written show I've watched this TV season. Ringer always kept me on the edge of my seat and I never once knew what would happen next. I loved Sarah Michelle Gellar playing twin sisters and she played both of them so well. It will be really sad if that was the end of the show. It left me wanting more and I bet how much more could happen if they got a season 2. I doubt they will because the CW has turned into all the other channels on TV. Now they don't even give shows a chance. Then they just put more new shows on and I'm certainly not going to watch them because they will just get cancelled as well. Also, those two new shows they have for Tuesday night look stupid.

Here's my list of all my shows and what order I loved them in.

1. Ringer
2. Celebrity Apprentice
3. The Vampire Diaries
4. Supernatural
5. Gossip Girl
I still watch Top Model, but I really don't care that much about it anymore.

Now on to Supernatural. Of Grave Importance was not that important to me. It was a total Bobby episode. I love how Bobby seems to get more episodes that focus totally on his character and Sam can't even seem to get one any more. Sure, there have been a few with some stuff about Sam, but tons of other crap is going on as well during them. There have only been maybe one or two episodes since Mystery Spot that have focused exclusively on Sam and Sam only. There are a ton that are focused on Dean and his many problems, his feelings and whatever. How many episodes that deal with just Bobby's, Castiel's or some other characters issues or problems.
Also, this episode just made Sam and Dean even look more stupid. It seems Sam and Dean get more and more stupid as time goes by. Maybe it's because Sam is always getting his head bashed in or messed with and Dean is constantly losing a ton of brain cells drinking a ton of booze all the times. I wonder how Bobby the boozer and drop out, ended up being so smart and now he's the smart ghost. Or maybe not so smart. I can't believe that neither Sam or Dean even thought about that stupid flask and that's what tied Bobby to them.
I don't have much hope for the last four episodes because I've read how much and I'm not even interested in what's going to happen. I'm sure there will be more Bobby, Castiel, Dean and how many other characters and Sam will just stand around like some big Moose and do whatever Dean tells him to and that's about it. Whatever.
I think I'm too tired or I don't care to snivel anymore about it. I just hope other Supernatural fans are happy. I'm sure they'll be getting plenty of Dean, Castiel and Bobby to enjoy and maybe Dean can save the day and kill Dick and all the leviathans as well.

Right now all I care about is Celebrity Apprentice and who's going to make it to the end. I hope Lisa or Aubrey don't make it, but I bet one of them will. Once Upon A Time is going to be new this Sunday and I'll have three great hours of TV to enjoy. I still have a couple more episodes to watch that I missed and I hope to watch them this weekend.

Well I think I'm done for now.

My Key To Happiness

My key to happiness is doing what I want to and enjoying what I like. I don't worry about what other people are doing. What they are watching, listening to or doing? I don't care if the whole stupid country is on a diet trying to lose weight. I don't care if I ever lose weight or what weight I am. I feel good and that's all that matters. I don't care if people say I should get another job and move on up that ladder. What does it matter and to who? I never try to impress anyone else with anything. If someone likes me, then great. If they don't, then oh well. I don't know why how many people think they need someone else to make them happy. No one else can make you happy, only you. I don't care if I'm the last virgin on Earth or if everyone is having sex with whoever or whatever. I think if you want to be happy, then you'll be happy no matter what. If you want to be miserable, then you'll stay miserable. It's all up to you.

I love to watch my shows, listen to my music and live my life how I want to live it and not according to how someone else thinks I should be living it. No one knows what makes me happy, but me. Simple things make me happy. They may not make others happy because they are simple and people love to complicate their lives with crap.
People bring problems on themselves and make more problems for themselves when they make certain choices. They don't ever think about the consequences of their actions, only the results. People say their lives are hard, but a lot of them make their lives hard or harder than they have to be.

I really don't think some people love themselves or really even like themselves and that's their whole problem. It's true that you have to love yourself before you can ever truly love someone else. And you should always remain true to who you are and not try to be someone else to please other people. You'll never be happy if you spend your whole life trying to be someone that you're not. That's hard and no one should ever ask you to be what you're not. That means they don't really love you if they can't accept you for who you are.

Right now I live in a shack by the railroad tracks with my Mom and my cat Bela. I work at a job that I've worked for 22 years. My life has not changed very much in the last how many years and I don't care. It doesn't need to. Some would say that they would never want my life. And you know what? I would never want theirs, even if they paid me a million dollars. I don't have a husband, boyfriend, partner or whatever and if I never have one, then who cares. I haven't been looking for one and I certainly don't need one just because everyone else has one or seems to. I don't spend my life looking at and coveting other people's lives and wishing I was them. They may seem happy, but sometimes that's all just an illusion. I feel very rich in this world, even though I owe a ton of money. Money is not the only thing that can make you rich. I have other more valuable treasures and I appreciate them and I'm very grateful for them. I don't need a ton of fancy things or I don't need to impress anyone with what I have. I don't drive a car and I could care less if I ever drive one. If I had a car, then I'd probably be fatter than I am. I love to walk to my bus stop for some exercise every day. The bus isn't all bad unless they start changing routes and times. Or getting rid of routes I need to get me where I need to go.

People can do whatever they want to and they have the power to make themselves happy if they only wanted to be. I sometimes wonder if some people ever want to be happy or if they just love to wallow in their misery. Misery loves company they say and that's very true. Their are a lot of people who will try to make others miserable because they see that they're happy and they think they don't deserve to be because they're not. I just ignore those people and they can spend all their time being miserable, but they're not going to destroy my happiness because I won't let them.

This is a long post and I think I'm done. I won't say I'm happy because most people who go on and on about how happy they are and keep repeating themselves, are not happy and only are trying to make themselves and others think they are happy.

Happy Easter

I'll Love One Tree Hill Always And Forever

I just loved the series finale of One Tree Hill and I will always love Mark Schwahn for the show. He made one of the best tv shows ever and I'll love it forever. I loved the show the most in the last five years. It actually was my favorite drama on TV because it had everything. I laughed and cried and felt good after watching almost every episode. I wish more shows made me feel that way. Life can get you down and it's nice to turn on your TV and watch something that makes you feel good. Something that makes you dream and have hope again. I'll love One Tree Hill for that. I love all the actors and actresses that came and went on the show. I love everyone who brought me this wonderful show every week.
It's so funny that I started out not liking this show and ended up loving it more than how many shows that I've ever watched on TV. And I've watched a whole lot.
I thought I would have been content with the last episode of season eight, but I'm so happy the show returned for another short season and wrapped up Dan's story.
I doubt any show will be able to replace this one. There are not a lot of good shows like this on TV right now. I wish there were more, but I doubt I'll find one.
Well, that's all for now. I want to leave this post on a good note.

My Birthday, The Trumps And More

Today is my Birthday. Sometimes I wonder how I made it to this age and what happened to all the years. Time sure does speed up as you get older. I had a really nice Birthday today. I went shopping with my Mom and we went to eat at Friday's. I took yesterday and today off from work so that I would have a nice long weekend. Tomorrow I have to go back to work and they were talking about overtime already. I'm really happy and grateful that our work is coming in and we're busy. Hopefully, I'll work for a while. Like maybe three more months. That would be great.
I've been really happy right now and nothing has ruined that happiness yet. I don't even know why I'm so happy. Maybe it's because I stopped worrying about other people and their problems.
I really enjoyed watching Celebrity Apprentice on Sunday. I don't know why, but I really love those Trumps. There is just something about them and it's not their money that I love. I loved that boardroom after the women lost again. I couldn't stop laughing. I really can't stand Lisa Lampanelli and that Aubrey O'Day. They both think they are doing everything and that they're so great. I guess that's why the women lost 5 out of 7 tasks. I loved how Arsenio finally told that Aubrey off. It's like she thought she was in charge and the only one doing everything. I love reading the tweets from the show as well. They're funny. I missed Once Upon A Time, but I watched it last night on Hulu Plus and it was a really good episode and I wish I could have watched it when it was on, but I'm glad I was able to watch it.
Supernatural was good on Friday. I didn't think the episode was great, but I liked Garth and the story was good. The only thing I didn't like was Bobby at the end. I've said it before and I'll say it again. The show has gotten too predictable and I really wish there would be some surprises every once in a while. I haven't been surprised by anything yet, since the first two episodes. I haven't even looked at or read a lot of spoilers either. I just hope that there will be some surprises and something good happening in the last five episodes. I loved The Born-Again Identity and I've watched it about six or seven times now. I guess Party On, Garth was kind of a let down after that episode for me. I hope and pray there will be more coming up with Sam's character, but I won't count too much on it. I'm sure more focus will be on poor Dean and how he has the weight of everything on his shoulders all the time and Castiel and Bobby like always.
I'm very happy for Jared and Genevieve and their new little boy Thomas Colton. What a cute name. If there is a season 8, then I'll understand if Jared needs some time off during it and he's not in some episodes that much. I'm hoping for a season 8 and that the show goes back to focusing on Sam and Dean's relationship and them fighting together. And that the writers write the show how they want to and not just keep writing to please every faction of the fandom. It's like they're trying to please everyone right now and give every fan something they want. They need to just write the show how they want to and let fans watch it or not. I hate how some Supernatural fans think they are speaking for the whole fandom. They certainly are not speaking for me. I also feel so apart from all the Supernatural fans. It's like if you don't agree with someone or pick a side, then no one wants anything to do with you or something. Like you can't love everything or what you want to.
I guess this is all I have to say for now. I've been lazy and haven't felt like writing anything or I've been too busy.