Happy Thanksgiving

On this Thanksgiving, I'm grateful for my family and everything I have. I'm always thankful that I have a roof over my head, food in my stomach, clothes on my back and everything I need to live. I pray for all those people who do not have what I have even though most people would think I have nothing.

I'm very thankful for music, books, movies, TV and anyone who is a part of any of these things. I'm alive right now mainly because of these things. Music is the best drug in the world and I can never have enough of it. I'm always looking for new music to listen to. I just discovered One Direction and I bought their first CD. It's really good and I should have bought it long ago. All my TV shows are good right now, even Supernatural. I just hope Supernatural gets better than it's been. The first how many episodes bored me to tears. I've liked 3 out of the 7 that have been on so far. Last season I loved the first seven episodes and I re-watched them multiple times. I hope the rest of the episodes for the season will be good and I'll want to watch them more than once.

I've went to see Breaking Dawn 2 twice now. I love the Twilight movies even though I thought the books were not that great. I think the movies are better than the books. Usually, I love the books better than the movies. I love the Lord Of The Rings movies better than the books. I thought most parts in the books were boring.

I've got how many books to read. I just finished reading Blood Line by James Rollins. Awesome read and kind of scary. I love how he always uses facts in his fiction. That's what makes it scary. You read about this stuff and you know how much of it is real. It's really happening somewhere in the world or it's happened. Robotics and genetics scare me. Who knows what's happening in some lab in some part of the world or who or what is being used as a lab rat? People have been used to experiment on. It happened during the holocaust and I'm sure it's been happening for a long time now even today. God only knows what kind of robots and other artificial intelligence is being engineered right now. I try not to think too much about stuff like this because it scares me to even think of what could be happening or what could happen in the future.

I had a good Thanksgiving with my Mom. I made my own feast for myself and my niece brought my Mom some stuff. She has to watch her sodium intake right now. I ate like a pig and stuffed myself full of food while watching The Christmas Cottage. I love watching Jared in this movie. I'm so grateful he's in it. No one else would have been able to play the role of Thomas Kinkade. At least in my opinion. Jared was perfect for the part and he was awesome in it. I cry every time I watch Jared, especially the scene at the end with Peter O'Toole.

Well that's all for now.

Voting For People's Choice Awards

I've voted a few times now for my favorites for the People's Choice Awards. I really don't care who wins, but I'm voting for who I think should win and who I personally like. I'm not part of the SPN Family and frankly I don't even know who they are. I know most all of them are voting for Jensen for the actor award. I guess they should because Supernatural is The Dean Show, so the award should go to the person who plays Dean. I'm alternately voting for Jared and Paul Wesley. I personally think they are the best actors out of the bunch. I'm hoping the Vamp Diaries fans split the vote between their two and SPN  fans split over their two and the other guy wins. Now that would be a laugh and a half. I'd love it.

I'm voting for Vampire Diaries to win the sci fi award because I think it's a better show that focuses on all it's characters and has a better storyline overall. Supernatural used to be good when it was about both Sam and Dean and not just Dean and his supernatural pals. I'm voting Once Upon A Time for the drama. It's my favorite show this year closely followed by Vampire Diaries. I'm voting Beauty And The Beast for the best new drama. Nina for the best actress because she is the best actress out of all the others that I watch. And I'm voting for Blake Shelton of course. The rest of the stuff, I don't really care about. And I decided to vote for TVD fans or whatever they call themselves. Like I said, I'm not part of the SPN Family or whatever. I've been mainly treated like crap from other supernatural fans on the Internet, so I'm sorry, but I'd never consider them family. There are a few nice ones on Twitter and I've met some nice fans at the Cons, but that's about it. I still remember The CW message boards and all the bitches who treated me like crap and called me a troll and how much other crap because I didn't agree with them. I don't care. Supernatural is no longer an obsession for me and I'm happy about that. Hopefully the show will end this season, but if it goes on, then hopefully Jared will decide to do a movie or something and not be on the show as much. I'm hoping and praying for this. Dean fans would rejoice because then the show could be all about Dean and only Dean. Or Dean and his buddies Castiel and Benny.

I'm going to vote every day for my favorites, but I'm not going to waste time voting over and over and spending hours doing it. That's a waste of time better spent on other things. Who cares who wins? Because it's not really the People's Choice, but the choice of how many fans voting multiple times because they want their favorites to win. I hate to say it, but if you could only vote one time, Supernatural wouldn't even stand a chance. I'm probably not even going to watch the Award show when it comes on, but I'll see who won after.

Vampire Diaries Just Keeps Getting Better And Better

I'm loving Vampire Diaries this season. I love the whole cast and the new characters that have come on. The writers always seem to be coming up with something new each season. I'm always surprised and shocked at the end of each episode and then I can't wait for the next one. I love how the writers manage to tell both Damon and Stefan's stories. Neither of them are neglected. Not like Supernatural. It seems like the writers just think everyone wants to see Dean and his supernatural lovers and not see Sam at all. Sam is shoved into the background and most of the time, I forget he's even a main character of the show. Sam fans are treated like crap by the writers, producers and the show runner. We get nothing. Ian and Paul fans should be happy because they get to see both of them. I love watching Elena with Stefan. In my personal opinion, they just have more chemistry and their scenes touch me and have made me cry. I love Elena with Damon as well. I loved watching Elena feed on that girl and then start dancing with Damon. That scene was just too hot for words. I think some fans of the show forget that this is a love triangle between Damon, Elena and Stefan. It's not about one or the other being with her all the time. That would get boring.
My other shows have been awesome so far this year. I even started to watch Emily Owens M.D. and it's better than Supernatural. All my shows are. That's what makes me so sad. I used to watch Supernatural to make me feel happy and now I just get depressed watching it. It's boring as well. I could care less about the new characters on the show. The only character left worth watching is Crowley and maybe Castiel when he gets out of Purgatory (or the forest).  All those Purgatory flashbacks are boring and stupid. Even Sam's flashbacks are boring. Now Sam is a handyman. Whatever.

I haven't posted for a while because my Mom has been in the hospital. She needed stents in her heart and a pacemaker. For a while, we thought she wouldn't make it. I was scared that she was going to die. She's okay right now and she's coming home tomorrow. I love my Mom and I've been praying for her. If it had been her time to die, then I would have let her go. Everyone dies. It's hard to let go of their physical being, but you have to find a way to do that. Everyone that I've loved and has died, will always be in my heart and memories until I die. I'm just glad that I have so many good memories of my Mom and I. I've spent a lot of time with her and I live with her. I never moved out. My father died 15 years ago already. It's hard to believe he's been gone that long. So many people in my life have died already, but they are always with me. I just think about them and they are here with me. I thank God every day that I've been blessed with so many memories and happy times. There have been bad days as well, but the good far out number the bad.
While all this was happening to my Mom, I watched old episodes of Supernatural, plus all my new shows to comfort myself.

One more thing before I end this post. I bought my Jared photo op for the Vegas Con on Monday and when I looked at the site on Wed. they were all sold out. I might have gotten the last one. I can't believe I almost didn't get my photo op. This will probably be the last Con I go to. I want it to be the best one. I've gotten all my stuff for the project I'm doing and now I can start it. I was released from work, so I'll have the time now.