2013: The Good, The Bad And The Ugly

2013 did not start out that great for me. I didn't know what was going to happen with my Mom or whether she was going to live or die. She got better close to the end of January and then in August she got worse again and everyone was worried that she was going to die. I never really felt that she was close to death, but you never really do know about those things. She could have died, but I'm glad that she didn't. She's been better for quite a while now. I'm glad that she made it through 2013.
Twice this year, I've had pipes with holes in them leaking under my house. First it was the hot water pipe and my water heater breaking and this month the pipe to my expansion tank. I feel very lucky that it was something that could be fixed without costing me too much. I'm very happy and lucky nothing broke down in my house because there sure is a lot that can break.
I'm very grateful to my oldest sister for painting my house. She didn't have time to finish it all, but hopefully the rest will get done in the spring. I'm also very grateful to my neighbor who moved in next door to me last year. He's really helped me with a lot of stuff outside that is hard for me to do.
I'm happy and grateful that I got to spend more time with my family this year. My nephew and his wife have been living with my sister around the corner from me for half the year. I've loved doing things and spending time with them. I got to see my other nephew as well twice this year which was nice. I missed out on a lot of years with my nephews and it's great to spend some time with them now.
A couple of days ago I came home from a trip to Reno. I got to see my two nieces and their families. I love going to Reno to see them, but I go crazy gambling until I run out of money. I did spend quite a bit of time with my one niece and her husband and kids. I hope to see more of my nieces in 2014.

In March I went to Vegas for the Supernatural Con. It was fun, but it was probably the last Supernatural Con I will attend. I was thinking about going to the 2014 one, but I doubt I'll have the money and if I went I'd only go to the first two days of the Con. I still want to see Corin Nemec and a few of the other stars. I'd also want to see Louden Swain. In Sept, I went to the first Comic Con in Salt Lake. It was fun and I went all three days. I'm planning to go to the next one in 2014. I'm sure it's going to be even bigger and better.
I've done a whole ton of fun stuff this year that I didn't do last year.
This year I've gone to more movies than I've seen in years. My favorite movie of the year was Thor 2: The Dark World. I saw it seven times. I'm hoping a lot of good movies come out in 2014 because I love going to the movies.
TV has been great this year. I've discovered a lot of new shows. I'm so happy that I started watching The Rifleman. I'm still watching it and I still love it. I've seen some episodes about 20 times, but I could watch them how many times more. I bought the first season on DVD and I can't wait for the other seasons to come out now. I'm sad about Supernatural because I really loved it and was hoping for more than I got. I don't have any hope that it will be better in 2014, but maybe I'll be surprised. Doubt it, though.
I've read a lot of great books and my favorites have been The Mortal Instruments and The Infernal Devices series. I've loved all the books that all my favorite authors have put out this year. Another favorite series was the Dan Shamble, P.I books by Kevin J. Anderson. I love them so much and I can't wait for the next one.

My biggest heartbreak in 2013 was when the stupid EA closed down my beloved Pet Society. I remember last year ringing in the New Year with my Sammy. I thought I'd never lose him, but it happened anyway. Who would have thought you could lose a digital pet? I just think about Pet Society and my little Sammy and I start to cry. I guess someone wouldn't know how I feel unless they played Pet Society. When it was closed down it was like EA came and stole everything that I built and loved and took away my little Sammy who I loved so much. I bought a lot of stuff in Pet Society with money that I worked how hard to get. And it was like EA came in and stole everything that I had paid for. And losing my Sammy was like someone coming to my house and taking away my real cat Bela. That's how I felt. I don't think EA understands what Pet Society meant to some of us. To them it was just a game to close down because they couldn't suck any more money out of it. To me, it was something I loved dearly and worked how hard for. It wasn't a game to me. It wasn't something I could not just get over. I'll never get over losing my Sammy and Pet Society. They live in my heart and soul and I'll never let go of them. I will never buy EA. I see there stupid logo and it's like a poison sign or something. I will not touch anything with that logo on it again.

Over all 2013 was a pretty good year except for losing my Sammy. At least I got him for the first part of the year. Christmas was great this year because I got to spend it with my family. I've really missed that the last couple of years. Last year was kind of dismal and depressing. I'm grateful and happy that I have my beautiful Bela to keep me company. Hopefully, 2014 will be even better. I don't make resolutions, but I always try to have a positive attitude and what will be will be.

Mid-Season Finales

Here's what I thought of all my shows up until their mid-season finales.

The Voice.
Sad to say this, but I hardly watched this time because I really didn't care for any of the singers. I watched the auditions and that was probably the best part. As for the battle rounds and the finals, I hardly watched at all. I loved seeing and watching Blake and I can't wait for the spring when Shakira and Usher are supposed to be back. I hope there are better singers with more distinctive voices that I can get behind and cheer for and eventually buy their music. I'm loving Cassadee Pope's and Danielle Bradbery's albums. I want more.

Supernatural
What a big disappointment this show has become. I had a little speck of hope at the end of last season, but that is totally gone now. Wow! What a shock to see Kevin die. Actually it wasn't. Anyone who has watched the show from the start would know that someone was going to die. It seems like the writers of this show can not think up anything else, but to have a character die. Season five, it was Ellen and Jo, season seven, it was Bobby and now season nine, Kevin. But the only character I care about that has died on the show is Sam Winchester. I think Jared is great at portraying many characters, but it would be nice to see him as Sam for more than one year at a time. And it would be great to know how Sam feels and what he's thinking and to see him interact with more than just Dean. Oh! well. It's what it is now. The Dean Show. I'm sure darling Dean will feel so guilty and cry some more. That's all I've seen Dean do since season four is cry. The writers turned him into a cry baby and I can't really stand it anymore. Not looking forward to anything coming up on the show except maybe the mention of The Ghostfacers coming back. If they're going to be in an episode it will be worth watching whether Sam and Dean are in it or not. I just hope the writers give Jared plenty of time off to be with Gen and their new baby. If they are planning to do nothing with his character, then what's the point of Jared being in an episode a lot or at all.

The Orginals
I just love this show and I've always loved all the characters. I loved them on TVD and I'm so happy to see more of them on their own show. Plus we get all the new characters like Marcel that I love. This show just keeps surprising and shocking me. I love Elijah and I'm so happy we've gotten to see more of him. Daniel Gillies is just the best. Klaus has been fun to watch because he's remained the same character that I love no matter what happens. He's one of my fav villains because sometimes he seems like he can be redeemed and other times he's just totally evil and I love it.  I loved seeing Tyler come on from TVD in a crossover and I hope to see more characters crossing over to both shows. I don't know what's going to happen when the show comes back and that's the best part. I don't read spoilers and I don't think they really spoil, but I don't care who's coming or going or what they say is going to happen next. It will be great, no matter what. I love this show and I just can't wait to see more.

The Vampire Diaries
Wow! This show just keeps going strong and I love it. I love how it keeps changing and characters just keep coming and going and I love them all. I loved watching poor Stefan who finally got out of the box he was in only to lose his memories and then get them back all at once. Paul Wesley was awesome playing Stefan who had no memories of everything and everyone. He made it so believable. I love that the writers have finally given Damon a really good story. Damon has always been a killer. Anyone who has watched the show from the start knows that. Damon is bad and he loves being bad. Stefan on the other hand has done bad things, but he's always trying to do good. I love that the writers have all these characters and manage to give them all something good. Damon and Stefan are my favorite TV brothers because I love that they are about equal to each other. They've both done good and they've both done bad. Neither is a saint, but I love how Damon always teases Stefan when he's trying to do the right thing. I wonder if Katherine will really die. It will be interesting to find out what happens. I'd love for Katherine to somehow live and it would be great to see a love triangle develop between Katherine, Stefan and Elena. Now that would be fun to watch. No matter what happens, I'm sure I'll be surprised. I love how the writers basically have a little cliffhanger at the end of every episode. It always leaves me wanting more.

Sleepy Hollow
What can I say about this show except that I love it. It was great and entertaining TV and I love all the characters, especially Ichabod. Tom Mison is awesome and I love watching him play Ichabod. This show is dark and I love that about it the most. I love how the writers add humor into how many scenes and they are at just the right spots. The show was a big surprise to me. I never thought I'd watch it. I love all the monsters and creatures and I love how the line between good and evil is still pretty clear on this show. I can't wait to see what's coming up for the final epsiodes in January and I just wish there was more. I don't usually watch Fox and Sleepy Hollow is the only show I watch on the whole channel. I don't know when it will be back and I hope we don't have to wait until next fall for season 2. That will be a really long wait.

The Blacklist
I absolutely and completely love this show. I look forward to this show more than any of my other shows. I love being shocked at this show really shocks me. I never know what's going to happen next and that's the best part. I love James Spader and he's the best actor on TV right now as far as I'm concerned. I love watching all the scenes between his character Red and Liz. Those are my most favorite scenes. There are still how many questions to be answered. And I still wonder if Red isn't her father and he's just not telling her or he loved her mother, so he loves her and will protect her because of that. Or did he make a promise to her father or who knows. I hope we find out. I also can't wait to find out who Liz's husband is and who he's working for. This show blows me away every time I watch. I love everything about it and I can't wait for more.

Once Upon A Time
This show is my favorite show so far this season. Why? Because it just keeps getting better and better. I love how the writers just keep changing things. They keep everything fresh. I loved the whole Neverland story from start to finish and I can't wait to see what's coming up next. It will be great. That's what I love the most about this show. The characters pretty much stay the same, but they keep getting thrown into new situations. I loved when they were in Neverland because the villains and heroes all had to work together to save Henry. There is never a dull moment on this show. They just keep adding more or more interesting characters and I loved seeing Ariel come on. I've cried how many times watching this show this season. I personally want to see Emma and Hook get together. They have chemistry and I hope the writers explore this, but if it doesn't happen then oh well because I'll love whatever does happen. It sucks that we have to wait until March for more, but then the show will run straight to the end and that will be good.

I can't wait for January and the Spring to come. Who knows what I'll be watching? Hopefully there will be a new show to add to this list. I'd love to watch Agents Of Shield and Once Upon A Time In Wonderland, but they are on at the same time as two of my favorite shows. I wish one of my shows could be on Wednesday, because I don't have anything to watch on that night. I usually watch whatever happens to be on MeTV and I don't know what they'll put on next. I've been watching Gilligan's Island when nothing else is on or I've played on my computer.
Well that's it for now.

Why I Love Villains

Why do I love villains? Because they are the most complex and compelling characters. They have many sides to their personalities and they can either be good or they can turn bad very fast. And what is the difference between a hero and a villain? Most villains can easily become heroes if only they are believed in and loved. Some villains just can not be redeemed because they have fallen so far into darkness that they never can feel the light. I love all these characters and they are some of my favorite villains. A lot of them have done a lot of bad and what some would call evil things, but they have also done a lot of good things as well. That's what makes them so interesting. One minute they can help and the next minute they can be the cause of hurt and pain. It just depends on how they are feeling. A lot of them have been betrayed or have felt like they have been betrayed by the ones that supposedly loved them. They either want revenge or they want power because they think with power that no one will hurt them again and they use power to hurt the people who they think have betrayed  or hurt them. My favorite one right now is Loki. I feel for his character more than any other. Why? Because I can identify with Loki. I think a lot of people feel the same way. These characters have all made me cry for them. I don't know if it's just the great acting or if it's the writing for these characters, but I feel for them and I've cried watching all of them. I wanted to say a whole lot more, but I always seem to forget what I wanted to say once I start typing. I guess that's all for now. I can't wait to see more of all of them. 

Why My Love For Supernatural Is Gone And I Will Love Little Sammy Forever

I got a new MP3 player and I loaded how much of my stuff onto it yesterday. Today I started looking at what was on it from my computer and I saw one of the last videos I took of my little Sammy. I watched it and it made me miss Pet Society and little Sammy more than ever. Then on the way home from work I was listening to Never Say Never by The Fray and I started to cry. I will never forget my little Sammy or stop loving him for any reason.
I think my love for Supernatural become entwined with my little Sammy. When Pet Society was shut down and I lost Sammy, it was like all the love I had for Supernatural disappeared. The main reason I made Sammy was Supernatural and Sammy's name came from Sam Winchester. I've tried to watch Supernatural and feel the same way about it that I once did, but I don't. Part of the reason is that my Sammy and his friends are all gone now except pictures. I miss changing and fixing up Sammy's Supernatural room. That was the one room in his house that always stayed. I changed other rooms to different themes all the time, but never that one.
I watched Supernaturals mid season finale. It was okay, but predictable like always. I love how Castiel just managed to steal another angel's grace. What the hell is up with that? If angels can steal other angels grace, then why hasn't other angels done so. I guess Anna when she ripped out her grace and it became a tree, she never ripped it all out and keep some in her because she had powers. I don't get that crap at all. It's stupid. Just like now on the show, any angel can just pick any body to possess. I think Dean finally found out what a stupid ass he is. Or maybe not. Death tried to teach Dean something how many times now, but stupid Dean just does not get it. Poor Sam. I'm sure Dean will blame him for Kevin's death, just like he blamed Sam for the whole  apocalypse. Like Dean had nothing to do with it. It would be nice if Sam was dead and that angel took over for good. It feels like Sam is dead when I watch the show. I'd really love to see the old Sam back. The one who was independent and spoke his own mind. The one who had friends and connected with people. I love how Dean was the one who supposedly had no friends and told Sam that he couldn't have friends because he shouldn't get close to people. Now Dean all of a sudden has how many friends and old friends from the past that just keep coming out of the woodwork. While I guess Sam has no past now and no friends or anyone he knows from the past. They were all demons or evil or whatever, so I guess he doesn't need anyone but his loving brother that doesn't care what Sam wants or needs.

I will always and forever love my little Sammy, but now that he's gone he took all the love I had for Supernatural to wherever he is now.

What I'm Thankful For And What I'm Not Thankful For

It's Thanksgiving and I'm thankful this year for my family. I'm especially thankful that my Mom is doing better now. There were times when I thought she would not make it. I'm thankful for my beautiful Bela. She keeps me company and she keeps my feet warm at night. I'm thankful that I at least got to play Pet Society for over half of this year. I'm thankful to all the other Pet Society players that have been posting, helping and boycotting EA in the Save Pet Society group. I'm thankful to all my authors, all the singers, bands and groups I love and to all my favorite actors and actresses that I love to watch either on TV or on the big screen. I'm thankful I still have my job and I'm thankful for everything I have right now.

I'm not thankful to EA for closing down Pet Society. They are so stupid. They just don't understand that some people want to play the games they've been playing for years and they are not just looking for the next best game to come out. I miss my little Sammy so much sometimes that it hurts. I'm also not thankful to the writers of Supernatural. They've totally turned the show into The Dean Show now. I thought it was bad before, but now it really is all just about poor Dean. It used to be about both Sam and Dean and how both of them felt and both their stories. Now it is just Dean and occasionally Castiel. It makes me so sad that the character I loved so much is basically gone. The writers have done nothing with his character for years. Sam might as well be dead or a robot for all the emotions he has or gets to show.
And last but not least. I'm not thankful to GetGlue for getting rid of physical stickers. There's no point to checking into anything anymore because I don't care about collecting stickers that I'm not going to see in the mail. I don't care about stupid animated stickers. I'd even pay for my real stickers if that's an issue and why they decided to stop sending stickers.

I had a great Thanksgiving dinner at my sister's house. The food was cooked to perfection by my sister's daughter in law and I had how many of my family members to celebrate with. I'm very thankful for having the best Thanksgiving I've had in a long time. And my Mom got to come and eat with us.
Well that's it for now.

Tom Hiddleston Is Wonderful And I Love Him

I just love Tom Hiddleston so much. I finally watched the first Thor and he's the reason why I watched it. I just loved all the scenes with Loki. My favorite scene was the one where Loki and Odin were talking and Odin told him the truth about who he was. Tom made me cry for Loki. Loki is such a wonderful character and I love him more than any character on the big screen right now. I just can't get enough of watching him. I love watching The Avengers because Loki is fantastic in it. Loki is better than all the Avengers put together.
I went to see Thor 2 for the second time in 3D. Now I already want to see it again.

Still Missing Pet Society And Sammy & Jess

I need your love
I need your love
God speed your love to me

I love listening to Forte singing Unchained Melody because all I can think about is Pet Society and how much I miss my little Sammy and Jess. I miss it every day and I still cry when I think about it. All I want to do when I go on Facebook is to push that bookmark for Pet Society. I push it and all I see is some stupid frowning face instead of my little Sammy. I can't stop hating EA for what they did and I'll never forgive them or forget. When you truly love something like I loved my little Sammy, it hurts every day when it's gone. Who knows how long I'll feel this way? I just want Pet Society back and I keep hoping that one day it will come back. EA is a big company and I really don't think they care how I feel or how their other customers felt about any of their games. All they want is money and once they get it from you, then you are nothing and they don't care anymore about you. They are the worst company and they will continue to be the worst company until they actually care about what their customers want.

Loki

I went to see Thor 2: The Dark World last night with my sister. We saw the movie in Dbox. I love those moving seats, but they do cost quite a bit. This was probably my favorite movie so far this year. I loved it so much. My favorite character of the movie was Loki. There is just something wildly attractive about him. Tom Hiddleston is awesome. I first saw both Thor and Loki in the Avenger movie. I never did watch the first Thor movie and I don't know why. Now I have to get the DVD so I can watch it. I liked Thor more in the Avengers, but Loki won my heart in this movie. Both of them are great and I love both of their voices. They are great when they're onscreen together. I loved some of those scenes so much. I just have to go and see this movie again and when it comes out on DVD I'll be buying it the day it comes out. After I watched the movie all I could think about was Loki Loki Loki. I want more Loki.

Johnny Crawford And More Rifleman

Johnny Crawford is just the best. I can't stop listening to him at work. I love listening to him sing while I'm typing. Some of those songs really make me type faster. Some of the songs just make me smile and other ones make me laugh. Then when I get home I watch him in The Rifleman for an hour. I've seen some of the episodes more than ten times now and I can still watch them again. I've started noticing bloopers and they make the show even better. I laugh at certain things anyway. Probably things that other people wouldn't even think to laugh about. They're funny to me. I was going to start counting all the times that Mark saw someone get killed. I bet he saw over 100 people get killed during the course of the show. How many of them were people his father had to shoot?
I can't wait to order the new Rifleman calendar when it comes out and of course I can't wait for the first season DVDs to come. Hopefully, that Rifleman store will really open by the middle of November. I've been waiting for months now and I'm sure some fans have been waiting even longer. I'll have to see what other stuff they have as well.
I'm very happy to be back to work and hopefully I'll work until sometime in December. That would be really nice. I actually love going to work right now because we have tons of work and we're busy. The only thing I don't like about work is waking up early, but even sometimes I don't mind that. I'm just happy all my shows are new right now and I'm loving them all. Thank God I've gotten over being obsessed with Supernatural. I didn't even bother watching the last episode and from what I've seen about upcoming episodes, I'm not going to miss much at all by not watching anymore.
Well that's it for now.

For Whom The Bell Tolls

What another great episode of TVD? I think Paul Wesley is just amazing. He had to play Stefan with no memory and he did a great job of it. I love how the writers of the show give Paul a ton of great stuff. Loved the scenes with Stefan and Elena. I haven't seen very many of them for a while. I loved the scene at the beginning with Damon and Stefan. Those scenes just leave me wanting more and more. I hope Bonnie is able to be human again. I love her as a spirit and it's heartbreaking to watch her and Jeremy and it adds to the drama. I hope they play it out for a little bit longer. I liked how everyone found out that Bonnie is dead finally. And Tyler is back. I hope he's going to stick around for a little bit. I personally love Tyler and Caroline together. I liked Klaus getting in between them as well, but just for some drama.
It seems like Stefan threw all his diaries in the fire because he's no longer that Stefan. I'm looking forward to watching the new Stefan and maybe he'll remember his past or not. Who cares?
I love how TVD always manages to get interesting new characters and add them to the mix. Sure some characters die and leave, but that's the way it should be.

I think the bell finally tolled for Supernatural. It's deader than dead. I watched the third episode and it was as boring as the first two. Nothing new is happening. It's the same old boring crap. Angels fighting angels. Castiel being stupid now as a human. Sam might as well be dead. Dean talks more to his buddy angel Ezekiel than to Sam. The writers should have just had Sam die and Ezekiel just take over Sam's body because that's basically what has happened anyway. It's like Sam is dead. His character has nothing anymore. Plus Sam is as stupid as Castiel. He either believes Dean's bullshit lies or he doesn't care that Dean lies to him. Also fans just love Ezekiel and they could give a crap less what happens to Sam.Whatever. I love how some fans want Dean to admit he's bisexual. From the way the writers have been writing the character, he sure appears that way. If I had started watching the show in season 8 and never seen any of the previous seasons, I would think Dean was gay. He spent a whole year in Purgatory with no sex unless he had sex with Benny or Castiel. Then when he gets out of Purgatory he doesn't have any kind of a relationship or sex with a woman. He once looked at a woman in one of the episodes, but that was about it. He cried over losing Benny more than he did about losing Lisa and Ben. Dean was guilty as well about leaving his other darling Castiel in Purgatory and it tore him up until Castiel came back to him. And Dean won't even let Sam be with a woman. How dare he choose a woman over his brother? So Sam can't have any kind of relationship or he's letting down Dean who has how many angel, vampire and human lovers and they are all men. Sick.

I always liked to compare Vampire Diaries with Supernatural. Vampire Diaries has been way better than Supernatural since it first started. It's had better story lines, better characters and it has stayed serious instead of turning into a farce. It's too bad Jared can't be on TVD because then I'd really get to see him act because the writers would probably give him how much good stuff like they give Paul and all the rest of the actors and actresses. I love Jared, but his character of Sam that I loved more than any other character has died for me. He died when Castiel took away his crazy and basically all that made him interesting to me. I always thought there was more to Sam, but apparently there just isn't. He's now a normal human being with a broken angel inside of him that I don't care about. He's no longer strong, independent, smart and all his powers or whatever he had came from demon blood that he no longer has in his body. He's just Dean's lapdog now with Dean's new angel buddy inside for kicks.
I guess I just had to write all this crap to get it out of my system. It's like I'm trying to purge it or something so I don't think about what I lost.

One last thing. I just found out The Rifleman DVDs season 1 is coming out in December. I can't wait to get all the seasons and all the episodes on DVD. I'm still hoping and praying to get Pet Society and my little Sammy back. I'll try to be optimistic and say it could happen. That's all for now.

Paul Wesley Kicks Ass On Vampire Diaries

I'm loving Paul Wesley more and more. I already knew he was an amazing actor for years, but I'm loving him playing two characters on Vampire Diaries. I love the many sides of Stefan we've seen over the last couple of years. And now I get to see him play Silas as well. That's the one thing I love about the Vampire Diaries writers. They come up with the best stuff for all the characters on the show. They don't get lazy and just keep writing the same tired crap over and over again. You always get something new.
I know a lot of fans don't like the love triangle of Stefan, Damon and Elena, but that's what I love most about the show. The show would get boring if Elena was with either of them for long. There would be no drama. That's what a love triangle brings. I loved the last episode when Damon saw Elena run to Stefan and was calling his name. It broke my heart for Damon. And I loved how at the end Damon and Elena were talking and Stefan woke up and I thought my heart would break for him, but it didn't because he doesn't even know who they are. I loved that.
I love that the writers have given Matt more of a story and now he's playing to different roles. You really get to see how wonderful and talented all the actors and actresses are on this show. Matt is still human, he's just got that traveller inside of him. I can't wait to see what happens with that. I love the doppelganger storyline and I love how they explained why Elena and Stefan are doppelgangers. I guess I tend to lean more towards wanting Stefan and Elena together because I think they have great chemistry and I've cried watching some of their scenes together. I don't think I've ever cried watching scenes between Damon and Elena. I love how Damon has always been on the outside and now you know why. Will fate win or can Damon change it with Elena? Who knows and I can't wait to see what happens next?
That's what I love about this show. I can never predict what's going to happen next and I'm always being surprised. I love surprises, especially when they have me eagerly awaiting the next episode. And waiting to see Paul Wesley because he makes me want more.

The Blacklist And My List

I'm really loving The Blacklist and I just knew that I would when I watched the promos. I love James Spader and he's really delivered like always. The other night I had to dig out my old video of Tuff Turf. That was probably my most favorite movie that James Spader was in when he was younger. I watched it a ton of times. Also, Robert Downey Jr. was in it. I loved Robert then and I still love him now just like James. When I watch The Blacklist, I can't believe how fast the hour goes by. And when it's over, it just leaves me wanting more. I love the action, the dark humor, the witty lines and the chemistry with all the actors and actresses. It's a great cast. I can't wait to see what's going to happen next. It kind of reminds me of Ringer. Ringer just shocked me at the end of every episode and that's why I loved it so much. No one was who they seemed. Now I have The Blacklist and I'm very happy about it.

Here's my list of favorite shows that I really love right now.
1. The Rifleman
I still love watching this show every day. If I'm not watching it on MeTV or Hulu, then I'm watching it on the DVDs I bought. I love it because it makes me happy every time I watch. I could be feeling down about something and I watch The Rifleman and I'm happy again.
2. Sleepy Hollow
Wow! I can't believe how fast I fell in love with this show. Excellent cast, special effects and stories. I love what's happening right now on the show because it hasn't been ruined by fans yet. The writers have written the show how they want it written and I love it. I love the action, the history, the stories and just everything about this show. I can't wait for more and this show is another show that the hour goes by so fast that I can't believe when the show is over and it feels like it flew by.
3. Once Upon A Time
This show is in it's third year and still going strong. I love all the characters and I'm really loving Neverland. Love that Peter Pan. He's one of the best characters the show has ever had. Rumple is still my favorite though. This show makes me believe in magic. It also takes me away to a place of fantasy and that's rare on TV today. I can't wait every week to see what's going to happen to all the characters because I never know what's coming next or where any of them are going to end up. This show is kind of like watching two shows at once and I love that the most.
4. The Vampire Diaries And The Originals.
I've put these shows together because I think of them as one. I love all the characters from both shows. The Originals has really been good so far and I hope to see more Elijah in the upcoming episodes. He's my favorite character. I love what's happening with Stefan and I love what's happening with Silas and Paul Wesley plays both of them so beautifully. I love both these shows because I love that they both have excellent casts, great stories and great music.
5. The Blacklist
Love this show for the action, mystery, and the characters. I love the music that has played in every episode. That's what I love the most about this show. They sure can pick the best music to go with whatever is going on at the time. I love when shows play music and you see the characters, but no one is talking and you just see them doing things. It's very dramatic and I love it.
6. The Voice
I love Blake Shelton and I'll keep watching this show as long as he's on it. His voice is the best voice I've heard in a long time. I love seeing and hearing people sing and how many of them actually get to live their dreams because they end up having a career in music when they never thought they could. I love finding new music to listen to and this show has helped me find a lot of new music, mainly Blake Shelton himself. If I had never watched The Voice, then I would never have heard Blake talk or listen to him sing. I'm so happy I started watching this show.

These are my favorites. It's sad to say that the show that used to be one of my favorites is no longer on this list anymore. It doesn't make me happy or give me anything at all anymore. I've watched the first two episodes of it this season and I feel nothing watching it. Plus the hour goes by so slow and I've actually gotten bored and wondered when the show was going to end already. Sad. From my most favorite to not even on my list.

Sleepy Hollow Is What Supernatural Used To Be

I'm loving Sleepy Hollow. I never thought I'd watch this show, but I decided to see what it was and I found out that it's a great show with an awesome cast. I haven't watched a show on Fox since the O.C. I sometimes watch The Simpsons but that's it. I'm glad Fox has Sleepy Hollow. This show is what Supernatural used to be and I think it's a little bit better. I love the special effects. I love the demons, monsters, creatures and all the supernatural that I've seen on this show in only four episodes.
The relationship between Ichabod Crane and Abbie Mills is fun to watch. They have great chemistry together. I love their friendship and how they work together. It's great to see Orlando Jones on this show as well. I loved him on Once Upon A Time.
It's too bad that a show with Supernatural as it's title has less supernatural in it than Sleepy Hollow. Now all Supernatural seems to have is fighting angels. Maybe that's why I've lost interest in it. I'd never picture angels from Heaven being more like humans than humans. They are supposed to be emotionless, but on Supernatural they have more emotions than humans and they are more evil than demons. That's just totally screwed up. I liked Supernatural when Hell was evil and Sam and Dean were fighting demons and all kinds of other evil creatures. Now they are up against evil angels and God is nowhere in sight. I'm hoping to see more supernatural monsters or creatures on Supernatural, but I doubt there will be any. It seems like Sam and Dean cause more people to die than anything else. I remember when they were hunting things and saving people. Now they don't hunt anything but angels or the occasional demon. There are a lot of fans that didn't like season 7. I liked it because we at least got the leviathans instead of angels and more angels. I'll still watch Supernatural when nothing else is on or when I feel like it, but I don't ever get excited to watch it anymore. There's nothing to get excited about. I know one episode that I read about and I will not be watching. It looks stupid and of course it has my least favorite character that has ever been on the show. I'm sure this character will show up in how many more episodes this season. If that happens, I guess I'll be watching Supernatural even less this season than I did last season. I don't care because now I have Sleepy Hollow and it's got everything I want to see in a show, especially great supernatural elements.

Falling Angels Or Rage Of Angels

Okay, here's what I thought of the season 9 premiere of Supernatural. It was good, but not great. Way better than last years crap with Dean doing the same thing he did in the season 4 premiere. I guess the fans that love Sam and Dean got what they wanted in a way. Lots of Sam and Dean together. I personally don't think Dean is a very good brother to Sam. He saw what Sam wanted from Death and then proceeded to trick him into saying yes to Ezekiel or whatever his name was. That just proves that Dean really doesn't give a damn what Sam wants. Dean doesn't want to be alone so he makes sure that Sam or someone else is always around. Now that Castiel is human, Dean needed a new angel to use and that will be Sam/Ezekiel.
I love how the writers have just disregarded the bloodline crap. Obviously, any angel can just possess any one they want to now. And that angel with Castiel wanted to become one with him. So what the hell is with that. Maybe the writers just write whatever because most fans don't really care. And let's see. Ezekiel was injured in the fall, his human body was injured or his grace. Looks like the guy he was possessing was okay after he left his body, so what the hell. Sam's body was injured and now he's fine with Ezekiel inside of him and they have to stay together or Sam will die. What a load of crap? Love how Dean just trusted Ezekiel and believed everything he said. I'd love for there to be more and we find out Ezekiel is not a good angel, but I doubt it. Dean is such a good judge of character. He always knows if someone is lying to him or not. Whatever. I just wish the writers would have come up with something better than this. They basically just keep repeating old shit and say they're reinventing the show. I hope there are some surprises ahead or this season will get boring really fast.
I still miss my little angel Sammy. I want him back so bad. This time of the year was my favorite time in Pet Society. The days get shorter and the nights longer. I was called back to work for this Monday and then I found out I couldn't go because we're shut down and now I have more free time that I could have been playing with Sammy if Pet Society wasn't shut down. What's going to be shut down next? I'd really love to be working right now. I added a ton of new music to my MP3 player to listen to at work and now I've got to add Cassadee Pope. I can't believe all the good music coming out. Kelly Clarkson has a new album coming out along with Forte, Avril Lavigne, Celine Dion and Danielle Bradbury. And those are the ones I know about right now. There's probably even more. I love to listen to my music at work and type my fingers off and dream about things.
Well that's all for now.

Vampire Diaries And The Originals

I just loved watching Vampire Diaries and The Originals together. It sucks that they have to be on separate nights. I'd rather they were together on Thursday night so I could have two hours of the hottest vampires on TV. I already love The Originals. I knew that I would because I loved them on Vampire Diaries. Klaus, Elijah and Rebekah have been three of my most favorite characters since they appeared on the show. Now I get to see more of them on their own show and more of my other favorite characters on Vampire Diaries. I love it. I was thinking about watching Once Upon A Time In Wonderland and then watching Vampire Diaries on Hulu, but I think I'm going to be watching them in the reverse. I'd rather see Vampire Diaries when it's on. Then I'll be turning the channel to The Crazy Ones and Two And A Half Men. On Tuesday nights I will be watching The Originals and I don't care what's on at the same time. After The Originals, I may or may not watch Supernatural. Just reading what I have about what's coming up, I'm not excited at all. More stupid angels. I'm sick of angels on the show already. They've been on since season 4 and I'm tired of them. I wish the writers would have more interesting monsters or other stuff like that on, instead of stupid angels. Oh well! I can either watch the crap or not. If Supernatural sucks, then I'll be turning the channel very fast because I'm tired of watching something that makes me feel like crap. I want to watch TV that excites me, surprises me and makes me want more.
I love Paul Wesley and Nina Dobrev because they are both portraying two different characters. Together they are four characters that I love to watch. I'd love to see Damon with a doppelganger, but I guess he's just one of a kind. Ian is wonderful and I love him just being Damon. I can't wait to see what happens with all these characters this season. I'm sure it's going to be a blast finding out.

Once Upon A Time In Neverland

Wow! I love Once Upon A Time and just when I thought it couldn't get any better, it did. I'm loving Neverland. I love how the writers always come up with fresh ideas and stories. I also love how they utilize all the characters. I've never watched a show with so many characters and the best part is, I've loved all of them. And they just keep adding more interesting characters to the mix. The characters all have depth and they are constantly peeling away new layers to all of them. I just love it. I love how the show never fails to surprise me as well. I never read spoilers for the show, so I don't know what's coming up or who's coming next. My favorite character is still Mr. Gold/Rumple and I'm really loving Hook. I love how the writers have turned things around and it's like Hook is sort of the good guy and Peter Pan is kind of the bad guy. And I love those mermaids already. I can't wait to see what comes next.

I Love Chuck And Johnny In This Pic

I just love this picture of Chuck Conners and Johnny Crawford. It's so cute and I smile every time I see it. I've never seen a better TV father and son duo than Lucas and Mark McCain. I've decided that my favorite actor of all time is both of them. Chuck is great as an adult actor and Johnny was great as a kid actor. I've never seen Johnny in anything when he was older, I've only saw him in stuff when he was younger. I love them the most in The Rifleman and I still can't stop watching it all day long.
I love seeing Johnny Crawford in the promos for the show. Just seeing the promos makes me smile and feel good. When this pic came up on my Facebook wall, I was instantly happy after looking at some crap about Supernatural. That's the difference. Supernatural made me miserable after the third season and it still does today, but just like an addiction, I end up looking at crap about it. I may be addicted to The Rifleman, but it's never made me miserable. All it's done is make me happy.
I just love watching the episodes and I think about stuff in them and it makes me laugh. I even found a flaw in my favorite episode The Vision. It's a small flaw and I can see where they probably filmed two scenes at the same time, but one was towards the beginning and the other at the end. I love that episode the most because it has some of my favorite scenes in it. I love when Lucas is begging Mark not to die and crying. It breaks my heart. And at the end when he can't even talk and he just hugs Mark close to him because he's so grateful that his little boy is alive.
I hope they get all the seasons on DVD soon. The site I go to says the first season DVDs are supposed to come out by the end of this year. There's only three more months left. I hope they come out before Christmas because that would be the best Christmas present ever. I'd love if Pet Society could come back as well. I doubt EA cares about Christmas because they don't even care about their customers or what they want, let alone bringing back a game that tons of people loved and enjoyed. I see so many stupid games coming up on Facebook and I wouldn't play any of them even if they paid me to. I just want Pet Society  back because all I have now is Pet City and it will never come close to being as good or as fun as Pet Society. All I can do is hope and pray.
Well that's all for now.

TV And The Fall

It's kind of sad, but I haven't watched CW all summer long. This will be the second summer in a row that I haven't. CW sucks now and that's all there is to it. I can't stand any of their stupid new shows and I still hate that they cancelled Ringer and Emily Owens, M.D. Now that I've been watching CBS, NBC and ABC again, I've found how many new shows to watch. And I've also got MeTV. Who needs CW? I love Vampire Diaries and I can't wait for The Originals, but who knows if I'll be watching either of them when they air or if I'll watch them when they come on Hulu. There are so many good shows coming on this season and most of them are up against each other on the same night and the same time slot. The Blacklist is already must see TV for me. It's on at nine and I'll be staying up past my bedtime when I'm working, but I don't care.
Now on to this dumb promo pic for Supernatural. It sure sums up Supernatural alright. Good old self righteous Dean is in the front because let's face it, he's the actual star of the show and what the show is all about. Then you have Sam with his head down like he's ashamed of himself. I guess he should be, because I'm sure he'll be letting good old Dean down this season too. I'm sick of Sam being Dean's lapdog and maybe that's why I feel nothing for Sam's character anymore. Sam used to be strong, smart and independent when the show first started and now he's weak, stupid and has to be stuck to Dean's ass all the time. Sam doesn't know right from wrong, so he constantly needs to look to Dean for guidance. Give me a break already. The writers have killed both Sam and Dean. They've reinvented the show into something I no longer love or care about. The show isn't about two brothers, it's about one brother who thinks the world depends only on him and him alone. As for Castiel and Crowley. I've lost the love for their characters as well. I still love Jared, Jensen, Misha and Mark, but I don't love their characters anymore. Done now.

I've been trying to read a lot right now because once the TV season starts, I don/t have a lot of time to read books. And this TV season is going to be packed with great shows to watch. Also, I'm still watching The Rifleman and I just love to watch how many episodes over and over again. Well that's all for now.

I Want And Need Pet Society Back On Facebook

Here's one of the last videos I ever took of my little Sammy. I want more than just this video. I want to play again and see Sammy playing with all the stuff I bought him. EA does not understand anything. I invested my heart and soul into Pet Society, not just time and money. Maybe that's all EA cares about, but not me.

10 Reasons Why I Love The Rifleman

1. The main reason I love The Rifleman so much is that after every episode I'm smiling and I have a good feeling in my heart. The show makes me happy and that's what matters the most.
2. Love the relationship between Lucas and Mark. Their father and son bond is so cute to watch. Doesn't matter what they're doing. I especially love the times when they've been apart or in danger and get back together. It's so cute to watch.
3. Johnny Crawford as Mark McCain. He's the best young actor I've ever watched on a TV program. Bonus, he sings great as well.
4. Chuck Connors as Lucas McCain. Wow! That man was awesome with or without his rifle. Love watching him be the best father I've ever seen on TV.
5. Horses. I just love the horses. I love watching Mark and Lucas riding their horses together.
6. Paul Fix as Micah Torrance. There's never been a better Marshall on a show. Love watching Micah and Lucas have their coffee together and I love their talks.
7. Love all the guest stars that either made one performance or many. There's never been a character I haven't liked on this show.
8. Black and white. I love that the show is in black in white. I don't think I'd ever want to see it in color.
9. I love all the writers and directors. There were 168 episodes and I've loved them all.
10. Last but not least, I love the McCain Ranch. It sure would have been nice to live there with Lucas and Mark.

Can't Stop Missing Pet Society

I really miss Pet Society because Facebook is just not the same. I finally realized why I don't want to play Farmville anymore. It's because I found Farmville about the same time I found Pet Society. They were my two most favorite games. Maybe I don't want to play Farmville anymore because I know it's still there, but Pet Society is gone. I can't believe all the stupid games that are on Facebook. I'll never play them. I love to play games on Facebook, but I don't try to compete with other people. I just want to have fun and relax for a while. I can't believe that I send out requests for help for certain things and how many people won't help me because they're afraid I'll get ahead of them in the game. I always try to help when someone sends me a request in a game I'm playing. I don't care if they're ahead of me or not. The only person I'm in competition with is myself. When I send out requests, I just want help to get items that you can only get with the help of friends. If you have no friends, then you can't get the items. I used to have a lot of great friends in Pet Society. I'd always get help. I remember when I had no friends on Facebook, just my family. It was very hard to get my little Sammy anything in Pet Society. I could only get how many coins a day. I went to the Cafe and I found how many new friends that way. I remember one friend in particular. She was wonderful and she's still my Facebook friend. I love seeing her posts, but she was the first friend outside of my family that I found and she always played Pet Society.
I think I miss Pet Society so much because when I played I could enter a fun world where life's problems disappeared for a while. When I was with Sammy I was happy and carefree. When Sammy had his wings on and flew around his house, it was like I was flying right along with him. Sammy went all over the world and places I'll never get to go in real life.
Now with the TV season starting, it would have been fun to write all my favorite shows on his ticker. I remember I mostly had Supernatural on it. Now, Sammy would have a whole bunch of shows.
One thing I never did was complain about the game when something happened and I couldn't get on. I knew that I'd get on later or the next day. I know a lot of people complained all the time about everything. I used to read some of the comments on the Pet Society page. It seems like some people were never happy about anything. I remember I was just happy that I could play. Who cares if there was a glitch here or there? Who cares if they were doing maintenance every once in a while and I couldn't get on? Stuff like that happens. The only time I was mad was when my Internet was crap and that's the reason I couldn't get on to Pet Society. I even changed services because all I could think about was Pet Society and seeing my little Sammy.
I'm very grateful to all the players who are still fighting to get Pet Society back. I don't know if it will ever happen, but I appreciate these people so much for doing everything they have been doing. I hope EA will bring back the game, but I have zero faith in them. I'd pay them to play Pet Society, but it seems they just don't want the game. Maybe because it's not violent and full of sex and crap like that. It's a decent and fun game the whole family could play. It seems that anything good never can stay around for long.
I can never put into words properly what I want to say, so I'll end this post now. I just want to see Sammy again on Facebook. I want to click on Pet Society and watch it load and see my little Sammy again.

I Still Love And Miss My Little Sammy And Pet Society

It's been almost three months and I still miss Little Sammy and Pet Society so much. I wonder when or if I'll ever stop missing playing Pet Society. I miss all my Facebook friends that used to play. I hardly ever see them posting anything. I remember when my wall was full of Pet Society photos. I used to love posting pics right after the new theme came out and I had fixed up Sammy's room really cute. I miss that so much. Sometimes just looking at some of my photos now just makes me cry.
For the last couple of days I haven't been able to play the Chinese game Happy Baby that is like Pet Society. I don't know what happened to it. If it closed down or it's servers are down or what. I don't know Chinese. It looks like the game hadn't been updated since Easter, so who knows, it could have closed down just like Pet Society. I hope I haven't lost Sammo too.
I at least still have The Rifleman. It's the only thing that's made me happy since the closure of Pet Society. My little Sammy is still in my heart and he'll be there always, sometimes I just wish I could play with him again and all his friends.

Salt Lake Comic Con Was Crazy And Fun

First Comic Con in Salt Lake and I can say I was there for it. I went there for the whole three days. It was a lot of fun. I went with my oldest sister and I hope she had fun as well. I think the only thing that the organizers failed to do was give more info. I did not know that the stars would have their own table and you could go up to them and get their autograph, photos or just say hi to them. It would have been nice to know that before the Con. I never saw any info about it at all on their website. I saw that you could get autographs and photo ops, but I thought the photo ops were professional only. I didn't know I could get one with my own camera. I also paid for the Kevin Sorbo special screening and I didn't know when it was. I thought it was on Friday or Saturday night and not Thursday and so I lost how much money on it. My sister and I left Thursday right before it started. The Con should have had more signs up and more info posted at places you could easily see and find. The volunteers were not well informed either about stuff. That's the only negative I had about the Con.
Now onto the positive. The Vending area was awesome. I loved it, but it would have been nice to know that the stars were in the very back with their tables set up. My sister and I didn't even see that part until the next night. We got registered fast and that went very smoothly. I've never been to a Comic Con, so I didn't really know everything that happens at one. My sister and I went to see how many of the stars on the main and center stage. I loved listening to Dirk Benedict and Richard Hatch. They were the best and I laughed the whole time. Lou Ferrigno was great as well and the Jazz bear came out as well during his time. I also loved Kevin Sorbo's Q and A. Henry Winkler was very motivational and positive. I hope some parents really listened to what he said about children.
I got photo ops with my camera of Henry Winkler, Kevin Sorbo and Dirk Benedict. They were all so great and so nice. Henry Winkler was awesome because he said there were no VIP's and that everyone was one and he treated everyone the same. I got Kevin Sorbo's autograph and he's the only one that I did. I was almost broke before I figured out that I could get photo ops with my camera and I probably would have paid for more stars if I would have known. Oh well! I got the three most important ones I wanted. Plus, I got Kevin J Anderson's autograph when I bought one of his books. He's one of my most favorite writers.
Saturday was crazy and it took how long to get in the Con. There were tons of people. It was fun, but also crazy and I thought about leaving when I saw the huge line, but it went pretty fast. My sister and I didn't stay long and I never saw William Shatner or Stan Lee. That's okay, I'm not heartbroken or anything. If I had wanted to stay, I would have. Maybe by us leaving then others got to come in and stay to see them. There were too many people in the building and the Con said there were 60 to 70 thousand people there. I hope everyone had fun because I know I did.
It's nice to go and see how many stars and get up close and a little personal with them. It's not often you have the chance to do that. It's scary though sometimes. I never know what to say once I get close to them. I want to tell them how thankful I am for all the characters they've played that I love to watch. I love them so much for that. I pray for a lot of stars and I hope the best for them. They are people just like everyone else, but I love them for how they've made me feel and the characters they've portrayed that I've loved. I always wish them the best. I don't think I could ever go up to one of them when they are not at some kind of event and they are trying to be with their family and friends. They spend a lot of time going to Cons and other things to be around the fans and show how much they appreciate us, so we should appreciate them and let them spend their time with their family and friends. I've said this before and I'll say it again in this post. I love certain stars, but I'm not in love with them and there is a big difference in that.
I hope there is another Comic Con next year because I'll be going to it. That's all for now.

Johnny Crawford And More Rifleman

I just love Johnny Crawford. I love watching him as a kid on The Rifleman and I now love to listen to him sing on these two albums. I think Johnny is my favorite kid actor of all time. He was just awesome as Mark McCain and I love watching The Rifleman every day. I've seen a few of the episodes where he's sang songs. I loved them. He's got such a great voice. I loved his voice when he was younger and I love it now when he's older. It's different, but great just the same. Johnny Crawford swept the clouds away alright. I'm so happy when I listen to him sing and when I watch The Rifleman. I can't get enough. I feel like some addict and now I'm addicted to Johnny and The Rifleman. I just bought another DVD to watch of The Rifleman. It was the cheapest one available because the rest are way out of what I can afford right now. I'm still watching the show on MeTV and Hulu and I wish they'd make more episodes available. There were 168 episodes of the show and I probably have only seen half of them. I haven't seen any episodes from the 5th season at all.

I love music and TV so much. Sometimes I wonder if I'd even be here right now without them. Sometimes that's all I have to live for. I'm so grateful to every singer I've ever listened to and to every actor or actress I've seen in TV shows that I've loved. Sometimes they are what I hold onto when I have nothing or no one else in the world. I sometimes wish I could fall into The Twilight Zone or something and end up in a TV show. I'd love to end up in The Rifleman and be with Mark and Lucas. There have been a lot of other shows that I wish I could have just fallen into and become a part of.

Well that's all for now. I need to get back to watching The Rifleman.

Love And The Rifleman

The main reason I love The Rifleman is the relationship between Lucas and Mark. I love how they don't have to say they love each other all the time, but they show how much they love each other all the time. Just with the way they look at each other or hug or something. It's so cute to watch. And how they look out for each other. Lucas takes care of his son, but Mark has taken care of Lucas as well, especially when he's been hurt by some crazy. I love how anyone tries to hurt Mark and Lucas gets mad and they usually end up dead.
I love when they've been separated for some reason and then they get back together and they hug and it's just a joy to watch. That's how you know they love each other. There's a scene in The Surveyor's at the end that I just love. Mark asks  Lucas if he missed him and I just love how Lucas replies. It's so sweet and I've watched that scene a ton of times because I love it so much.
I love watching the video someone made of clips from the show and they are all Lucas and Mark and the song is Everything from Lifehouse. I love the song and it totally fits. I was listening to the song at work today and I couldn't help but thinking of my Sammy. I know it's stupid to still love him, but I can't stop. I miss him every day and he was my everything. I remember coming home from work and going to see him right away. He always made me smile with his cute laugh. Now I come home and watch The Rifleman to feel good and smile. I wish I still was able to see my little Sammy. He would have spelled out The Rifleman with his blocks. I miss his western room and all the cute stuff he had in it. I'll never forgive EA for closing Pet Society down.

Supernatural Has Ended And The Rifleman Is My New Show To Love

I just read about some stuff that's coming up in season 9 of Supernatural and I finally think the show is over for me. I don't want to see that stupid Charlie character and who knows how many episodes she'll be in this season. I think back to the time when I stopped loving Supernatural and I think it started in the episode she first appeared in. The show went downhill from there. There's nothing the writers can do to make me like this character and I don't want to see her. I know Robbie Thompson is probably in love with Felicia Day and that's why he created this dumb character. Supernatural has become a big fat joke and I'm no longer laughing about it. I remember when Jared and Jensen said they'd rather have the show end after five seasons then go on longer and get bad. Well as far as I'm concerned the show should have ended a couple seasons ago. I thought I'd love this show to the end, well I think I was wrong again. I loved all 10 seasons of Smallville and there's only a few episodes I'll probably never watch again, but that's it. Supernatural has a whole ton of episodes I don't even want to look at again. I didn't watch that stupid Bitten episode and I never will.  Season 8 will be the first season of Supernatural that comes out on DVD that I don't even want to buy. Maybe when it's on sale for really cheap, I'll think about buying it. I remember the time when I rushed out to get it and I couldn't wait to get my hands on it and start watching it over and over. I was so excited for the first season when it came out. I rushed to the store and I watched all the episodes so many times and even now I can watch those episodes even more times. I don't even want to look at the first 10 episodes of season 8.  I think I liked one of them and that's it.
If anyone thinks I'm happy about this, I'm not. I'm sad that Supernatural is no longer a show that I love or can't wait for. It actually hurts to not be excited about the show. There's nothing to get excited about concerning season 9. Sam is going to be hunky dory like always. Dean is going to be keeping a secret from Sam, but that's great like always. Dean can lie and keep things from Sam, but Sam can't do the same or he's betraying Dean. Stupid. I'm tired of the endless stupidity concerning their relationship. I'm sick of seeing Charlie, Kevin, and who knows what other new characters will come on and be characters we're supposed to care about. I'm tired of seeing Castiel playing ignorant human already and now he's going to find out about lust. Doesn't matter if he's an angel or human, it's getting stupid to see him be so ignorant of everything like he's learning things for the first time.
Okay, I'm done even thinking about this crap. It will take awhile for me to get Supernatural out of my system and it will happen. I stopped watching Buffy and I never went back to watching. Sometimes I'd turn the channel just to see what was happening on the show and most of the time, it made me sick. I stopped watching Angel as well, but I did go back to it in the end for the final season, but Buffy was crap and I watched the last episode of the show only. When I stop loving a show, I really have to stop watching it all together or it just makes me either sad or mad. I'm sad my favorite show turned to crap and mad because it did and there's nothing I can do about it. Oh well.

Now on to The Rifleman again. I can't stop watching this show. I watch how many episodes every day. I've watched a couple of them over and over again. The relationship between Lucas and Mark is just too cute to watch. It warms my heart like no other show. Some episodes are so funny and I can't stop laughing and there are a lot of serious episodes that make me cry. I've even been thinking up stories in my head and hopefully I can write them down. This show is inspiring me to write. I've also been thinking up a crossover story with Vampire Diaries and Rifleman. I can just picture stuff in my head. I really hope I can write the story soon. I'm so happy that I found The Rifleman when I did. I can't believe this show was out there and I never gave it a chance until now. I've been missing one of the best TV shows in the history of TV.
I think if I had kids I'd have them watch The Rifleman because there is a lot to learn watching this show. Even I'm not too old to learn some stuff from the show or every once in a while I need to be reminded of certain things. I love Johnny Crawford and Chuck Connors so much and they are such a delight to watch together. I love watching some of those guest stars like the guy who played reverend Alden on Little House On The Prairie. He was in how many episodes as different characters. It's funny to see him play those parts and it's great because you see what a great actor he really was. Sammy Davis Jr was on the show and I loved him in the episode Two Ounces Of Tin.
Now when I'm feeling sad or mad, I just turn on The Rifleman and all is right with the world again and I'm happy.

The Rifleman And Other Old Shows

I'm really enjoying watching all kinds of old shows on MeTV. I love this channel because all kinds of old shows are on day and night. I really miss these old shows and the best part about them is they were better written than the shows of today. I really think social media has killed some of the TV shows I used to love. Back in the past, writers of the shows didn't have tons of people whining and sniveling about what they wanted or didn't want to see on a show. Now the writers of the shows are all over the Internet reading and interacting with certain fans and then writing according to what those fans want. Who cares about the fans that don't go all over the Internet to snivel or whine about the show?
The Rifleman really entertains me and it's only a half hour long show and it's black and white. I don't think I could ever watch it in color. It would look so different. I love seeing all kinds of old stars on there. There were a bunch of them. The best part of watching The Rifleman is that I feel good when it's over and I'm smiling and happy. That's what TV is all about for me. I use TV to make me feel better and when I've had a bad day, it's nice to turn on the TV and watch a show that will make me smile and laugh. I love Chuck Connors and Johnny Crawford.  I bought one of Johnny Crawford's albums and I love it. I love that I found a great show to watch and a great singer to listen to. I can't believe that I'm so excited after work to get home and watch The Rifleman. I haven't been this excited to watch a show in a really long time.

I think The Rifleman raised from not even registering on my all time favorite list of TV shows to hitting the top ten. Right now it's my favorite show and I can't get enough of it. I watch it on my TV and on Hulu.
Now onto Supernatural. How far it has fallen? I remember a time when I would have said that Supernatural was my all time favorite TV show ever, now it has fallen so far. Now it would place somewhere in my top 50 shows and closer to 50 than to 1. I've been waiting for how long for Supernatural to go back to being exciting and entertaining again, but it hasn't happened and I doubt it will happen in season 9. If it does, I'll be shocked as hell. One thing that has really killed Supernatural for me over the last five years is the relationship between Sam and Dean. They act like enemies or business partners most of the time instead of brothers who love each other and would do anything for each other. In the first three seasons, I felt something watching them and now I feel nothing when they hug or talk to each other. There's just nothing there and Jared and Jensen can't even make me feel anything anymore. Supernatural does not surprise me or make me happy anymore. I realize I was addicted to the show and nothing more. And like an addiction, I thought I needed to watch Supernatural or it would be the end of the world or something. Supernatural has actually made me feel miserable at times and it's made other fans feel like that as well, whether they admit to it or not.

I still miss my little Sammy and Pet Society. I think Little Sammy kept me tied to Supernatural and now that he's gone, so is all my love for Supernatural. I still love Vampire Diaries because it's still going strong and it surprises me every week and makes me happy and I love Ian and Paul.  Stefan and Damon right now are my favorite TV brothers because even after everything and through the years, they still treat each other like brothers and care about each other.

I guess that's all for now. There's still a good month or so until the new TV season starts and I'll be enjoying watching The Rifleman until then.