Tim Waggoner's book Carved In Flesh

Tim Waggoner's Supernatural book Carved In Flesh is my favorite book of the series. I loved it and now I'm reading it for the second time. It had a great story and it was just like watching a Supernatural episode in my head instead of on the TV screen. John Passarella writes like this too. I think right now I'd rather read the Supernatural books than watch the show.
My little Sammy has a frankenmutt and it's name is Frankie. I hope the times it's escaped out of his house, that it's not going around biting anyone and sucking the life out of them. That wouldn't be too good.

Pet Society Being Shut Down and More

Here's a pic of my little Sammy carrying his aries plushie. He says it's me because I'm an aries. It's been almost two weeks now since EA announced they were closing Pet Society down and I still can't believe it. I never thought in a million years that it would ever happen. Who would ever think that you could lose a pet online? It's bad enough when you lose real pets, but I never thought my little Sammy would ever be taken away from me.
I know a lot of people are really angry at EA right now. I'm mad about what's happening, but they are a huge business and like most businesses, all they care about is making money and the bottom line. They say they care about their loyal customers, but they don't. I've been loyal to Pet Society for almost four years now. It's the one main constant on Facebook for me. I sometimes play my other games, but I have to go on Pet Society every day to see my Sammy and his friends. I've also never put money into an online game before this one and I bought cash in the game on a regular basis. Now, what do I get for that. They say I get something if I play their other crappy games. There's no way I will ever play those games. EA could not pay me enough to play them, let alone me putting one dime into them. I've bought cash in a few other games, but not a lot. Maybe 5 to 20 dollars here and there.  I remember buying the Playfish cash cards from Walgreen's. I've probably put in 1000 dollars total to my Sammy and it was worth it. I do feel bad for anyone who bought a lot of cash right before they announced that the game was closing. And I feel for the players who bought that thing that gave you cash shovels for the dig site and then there were no new dig sites to use them on. And now it's totally worthless. I bought the cash tree last year, so I've gotten a return, but not all of it. I think a lot of players are mad about this in terms of the money. Otherwise, I think some people are sad or mad about losing their pets. I know that all I care about is Sammy. Even if all his stuff is gone, I still want him because he's what I loved.
I'm not playing any of my Facebook games right now and I don't know if I'll ever play them again. What's the point? I'm sure one day they'll be shut down. So, why even bother. I love Pet City and Samson, but one day that game will probably be shut down and I'm not going to have my heart broken again. I'll hardly be going on Facebook if Pet Society goes because I won't be able to bear the thought of never being able to visit my Sammy again. I know that seems stupid to some people, but I don't care. If you've never been on Pet Society, then you don't know how I feel.

I do know that loyalty isn't what it used to be. I remember a time when you got rewarded for your loyalty and now you just get crapped on for it. I remember how loyal I used to be to The CW. I used to watch how many shows on the network and I never turned my TV off that channel. Now, I hardly watch CW. There's not much on it now. After CW dumped two of the best shows they've ever had, Ringer and Emily Owens, M.D. I don't really care to watch any more new shows. They'll just get cancelled. The CW just keeps putting on more and more crappy shows, cancelling them and then putting on more. I remember when CW used to give shows a chance and they got full seasons and even second and third seasons before they were cancelled. Now, most of their new shows don't even get a chance. I'm still watching Vampire Diaries and Supernatural and that's about it. Sometimes I watch Beauty And The Beast, but I'm too afraid to get too into it, because it will just get cancelled. Supernatural is slowing dying for me. I'm getting tired of waiting for it to be more than The Dean Show. It still hasn't happened. Sam still isn't treated like a main star of the show.

And last but not least. Speaking of Supernatural. I'm sure glad that I made that picture with little Sammy and Dean and brought it to the convention and had it signed. I still remember how happy I was when Rob and Matt said they liked it. They're both so sweet. They're the only two who did. Maybe Jared, Jensen, Ty and Mark just didn't know or care how much this picture meant to me. It's okay. I'm just happy it was signed and that Jared and Jensen especially touched it and signed it and I have a part of them because I love them added to Pet Society because I love it so much. I don't know if this came out right. Maybe I just can't put into words how much the pic means to me.

I'm done fighting for anything concerning Supernatural. I don't care what happens on it anymore. Let the Dean, Castiel, Charlie and Benny fans have it. I still love the old episodes when Sam was actually a real character and it was about Sam and Dean and not Dean and everyone else. I'm done caring about The CW because I've discovered better shows on other channels.
I'm still going to fight to the end for my little Sammy and every other pet and player in Pet Society. I've signed the petition, done polls, tweeted and I play every day. I just don't know what else I can do to help. I'm been racking my brains and I just don't know what else to do. I really appreciate all the people who are talking to the EA and doing how much stuff. They don't know how much I love them for what they're doing. I also love Playfish for creating Pet Society in the first place. And I love whoever used to come up with the themes and all the work they put into make Pet Society great. There were so many cute themes and I just loved playing and designing my rooms. I feel bad for everyone right now. I feel bad for all the workers who lost their jobs concerning all this. It's not just about the games that are closing down, people were affected all over the place. I'll keep hoping, praying and doing whatever I can. I'm praying for a miracle, but those are pretty hard to come by these day. I'll pray to God that he whispers in someones ear and makes them realize that we need more good in this world. We need hope, love and peace not anger, hate and fighting. The thing is we have to make the world a better place to live in and not a worse one. Pet Society was a better world because all you found there was love, it's too bad the real world can't be like it.

Pet Society: Save Me

I made this video for Sammy. He's hoping that someone will help save him and his friends. This is one of his most favorite songs because it always played at the beginning of Smallville. It would be nice if Superman could save him and Pet Society from the evil EA.

When Little Sammy First Came Into My Life

I remember when my little Sammy first came into my life. Here's how Sammy was born. I love Sam Winchester, the color blue and cats and that's why my little Sammy is who he is. I gave him a cute little smile because he's happy all the time and he never stops making me happy. The first time I really fell in love with him was when I found him sleeping on his floor. He had no furniture in his house. I had hardly any coins and it took a while to get him a bed. He didn't have a lot of clothes, but now he's got tons of them. His house was just one room and now he's got two houses and they're huge with tons of fun stuff in them. I made sure that he always got the best stuff. I bought him expensive stuff that he could share with all his friends and make them happy too. My little Sammy is pure love and happiness. Whenever the world has turned dark and gray and hope is gone, my little Sammy shines through the darkness with his beautiful light and makes me believe in love and all things good.

Little Sammy's Last Days

I'm going to be posting pics of my little Sammy until he's gone for good where I'll never be able to visit him again. I can't believe that my little boy is going to be gone. I've been crying and I just can't talk about it now.

Daniel Gillies Is Smokin' Hot In A Suit

I was so happy to see Daniel Gillies back on Vampire Diaries as Elijah. I've really missed watching his character. I love him and I loved him since the first time I saw him on the show. He has such style. I love the way he walks and talks and just everything about him. Also, he's the hottest guy I've ever seen in a suit. I hope he's on more episodes. I love the original vampires on the show. I know some fans don't like them, but I love them. Once I saw Elijah, I didn't care about any other character. He's just has so much presence. You forget about everyone else but him. I'm so jealous of Nina. She gets to kiss all the hot guys on the show. LOL. I don't know who does the casting for Vampire Diaries, but I'm so grateful to them. I don't think there's ever been cast a character I don't like. I've loved every character that has come and gone on the show. I just wish Matt Davis could come back now. The Cult is stupid and I want to see Alaric again.
That's all for now. I have to go watch some more Elijah from previous seasons.

My Hand Hurts Even Though My Arm Should From Cutting It So Many Times

What can I say about Taxi Driver? Well, the taxi driver was awesome. I loved him. I loved Naomi and Crowley. Loved seeing Bobby for a brief time. Loved seeing Sam go to Purgatory and Hell in one episode. Loved finally getting a sticker of Sammy from GetGlue after Dean and all the guest stars have had how many. It would be nice if there would even be more Sam stickers coming up, but I doubt it. I guess Sam isn't really considered a star of the show like Dean is. Dean is on how many stickers and nice up close shots of him. Most of the stickers Sam are on, he's with other people and it's not close.

I liked Ty Olsson in this episode and the sad part is, I realized he's a way better actor than Jensen will ever be. Jensen in that sniveling scene looked and acted just like he has in how many other scenes during the course of the show. Same crap with just another different character. This episode was so crammed full of stuff and I don't get how the writers have so many crappy episodes like the last one and then try to cram so much into one episode. Instead of that Krissy episode, this one should have been played out for two episodes with a cliffhanger at the end of the first one. Here's something Supernatural sucks at. They don't leave you wanting more and waiting for the next episode. That's something Vampire Diaries gets right. There's always a surprise ending. I don't care about Kevin or if Crowley got him. I doubt Crowley has taken Kevin. I think Kevin had another nightmare or dream and he fled because he's scared that Crowley really will find him.
I still say Carver and Company are still just trying to please fans. That's all the show has become anymore. It's not about good writing and a great story, it's about what they think fans want to see or giving certain fans what they want to see. Take that stupid Charlie character. Now we get two episodes with her character in one season. I hated that episode last season because it wasn't even Supernatural, it was the Felicia Day Show. I can just bet next season she'll show up even more. I'm hoping Benny stays in Purgatory for a long time, but I doubt it. I'm sure he'll turn up again and soon.

Love how Sam was able to go to Purgatory and Hell so fast. And I love how the writers seem to have forgotten that Sam spent over a year and a half in Hell in the cage with Lucifer and Michael. You'd think he'd remember all of that, unless Castiel also took all his memories away from him when he took his crazy. Don't know what will happen with Sam and the trials and I almost don't care because what good is it. You won't ever get to see how Sam feels about anything. And I'm sure the stupid writers will bring back boring Amelia yet again to bore us even more because that's all Sam can get is a boring romance. I still keep hoping all that crap is still just crap and it never happened.
I still love how fans keep going on about Sam not even trying to find Dean. Dean didn't try all that hard to find or get Sam out of hell when he was playing house with Lisa. You'd think he would have found some way to get to Hell and get Sam out of that cage sooner. Dean at least still had Bobby. Sam had no one to help him and everyone he loved was gone. And after the time he hooked up with Ruby and tried to get Dean out or get revenge, Dean thought he was horrible for doing so and that Sam should have just left things alone and left him in Hell. Then Dean comes back from Purgatory where he got to spend plenty of time with his new buddy Benny and Castiel he gets mad at Sam for not trying to get him out or looking for him. You'd think Dean would try to understand. Dean has wanted to stop hunting countless times now, but Sam should never stop ever or try to have what he's always wanted. Whatever. I'm tired of the Sam fans who hated Sam for not looking for darling Dean. Dean should be all Sam cares and thinks about and that's it. Even though, Sam isn't the only one Dean cares or thinks about.

I don't care what happens in the last episodes of this season because season 9 will probably suck. I'm sure Charlie, Garth, Krissy, Benny, Castiel, Bobby, Kevin, Kevin's Mom and who knows what other characters will be back to spend time with the great Dean. I just wish Jared would take some time off during the season to do a movie or something. Why even be in how many episodes, if he can't even do anything in them? Sure he probably makes a ton of money to do nothing while Jensen gets to do all the acting, but I'd love to see Jared on the big screen again. I'm sure Jared loves to spend all the time he gets with Gen and little Thomas, so I'm happy about that. It's too bad that Jensen probably won't get the same time off to be with his new baby next season. I don't care if Sam is in some of those dumb episodes or not because if he's not interacting with those characters, then it doesn't matter if he's there or not. I still wish Sam would die and then Dean can go hunting with whoever the hell he wants to or the writers want him to. I have no love for the writers of the show anymore. I'm sure there will be even more crappy writing next season. I just hope all the episodes are not written by the same three writers who have written most of this season.

Another thing I wanted to write about. I love how Jensen said that he helped re-write a scene in The Born-Again Identity with Misha and Robert Singer. I thought Sera Gamble was the show runner at the time and she wrote that episode. So, they just re-wrote a scene that she wrote because they didn't like it. I remember at the Con one of the other actors saying that they just acted out the script they were given and never changed it, but I guess Jensen, Misha and Robert can do whatever they want to. That just still makes me think Robert Singer has been the true show runner of this show since Kripke left and he helped Kripke when he was supposedly the show runner. Robert Singer probably hides behind them because he doesn't want to read the hate mail. Someone else can take the blame if they don't like the show and not him. Bobby's character was named after him and it's no wonder that Bobby became such a major character on the show. Hell, for a while, he had more story than Sam did. I love Bobby, but after watching how many episodes about his dead wife and how many other lovers he had, that was enough.

Okay, I think I got Supernatural out of my system for now.