Goodbye 2018 and Hello 2019

Well it's the end of another year. This year had a lot of ups and downs for me. I think mostly down. I went on a couple of vacations and they were fun. Other than that, it was a pretty dull year for me. Nothing really made this year special. I was depressed a lot and at times I really wondered how I kept going. Usually, I have a TV show or something else that keeps me happy and motivated. I've even thought a lot about writing a story I've been thinking about. But why bother, who would read it anyway? No one. I don't think being a vegan or whatever I am is very hard. I have really tried to avoid all dairy this year. I have ended up eating small amounts when I eat out, which is not that often anymore. The one thing about not eating meat and dairy that kills me is the way people treat you or look at you. They think I'm crazy for not eating meat, but I wonder if they actually had to kill their own meat, would they be able to. If packages of meat and dairy had all the horrors animals go through on them, would people buy them? I'm sure a lot of people would. I know people just want to believe that these animals are treated so well and that they just line up on the slaughterhouse floor to die and are happy about dying for us. I realized how uncaring people really are about animals and each other. I used to be that way about animals. I used to think they liked doing those tricks and doing them for people. Who knew elephants and big cats were beaten and starved so they would do those tricks? I'm sure I knew somewhere, but I never went to a lot of circuses in my life and I'm glad I didn't. I really wish people could see Zoo's as the prisons they are. I finally saw that, but I think I knew it all along. All places where animals are kept locked up for our entertainment make me sick and the people who go there. Do they even think about what happens to those dolphins or whales or whatever animal they are there to see? I doubt it, they only think about what they want. I know that if I was an animal, all I would want is freedom, even if my life didn't last that long and some creep of a hunter came along and killed me. At least the days I was free would be worth living.
Hopefully, 2019 will be a better year, but who knows. Ending this year not knowing if I'm going to get a paycheck or not or how long I'm going to not be working really killed the end of this year. And going into the New Year with all the uncertainty is not making me happy. I really hope I find something to motivate me in the new year. Well that's it for now.

The Secret Reason We Eat Meat - Dr. Melanie Joy

I'm so glad that I made this connection and stopped eating meat and dairy. This is the perfect video to watch to inform people about what is happening to animals  and our own bodies and the world. I wish more people would make this connection and think about it. We do not need to eat meat and it does seem we are conditioned into thinking that we do. I never really gave it any thought until I saw those dogs and cats in China being killed for food. Pigs, chickens and cows all have feelings and can love just as much or more than cats and dogs, but yet we kill and eat them. I'm not very good with words, so that's why I'm sharing this video. I pray that others will watch it and make the connection I did.

Stupidnatural Does It Again

Well Supernatural turned into Stupidnatural again. I love it. How can I laugh my ass off if there is nothing funny to laugh about? That last episode just killed me. I used to like Jack until this episode and I'm already sick of his character. It's like the whole show is revolving around him. I love how the writers said the show was going to be focused more on the brothers relationship. I don't think they were talking about Sam and Dean when they said that. This show is just like a soap opera again. There was no hunt and no saving anyone yet again. The only good thing about the episode was Nick. I turned the channel a couple of times while Dean and Jack were playing road trip crap so I don't know what they said to each other nor do I care. Love how Nick was praying to Lucifer.  I laughed my ass off at work thinking about that scene because Lucifer looked like The Terminator. I love how they supposedly have a bunker full of hunters, but I didn't see any of them in this episode. I loved reading all the stuff online. Those writers sure know how to get fans talking on social media. Just write the worst piece of crap and you have tons of fans in an uproar.
Season 13 wasn't half bad and I actually enjoyed a few of the episodes. So far this season, I have liked one or two. Where is my wonderful Ketch? I just want to see him again and not just his name mentioned. It would be nice to see more action and less talking about nothing as well. Hopefully Michael is hiding out in Dean and will make a reappearance and kill poor Sam and put him out of his misery already. Sam has to be the loneliest and the most pathetic person on the show. He basically has no one, not even Dean. Dean would rather spend time with anyone, but Sam. It's funny how Dean professes to love Sam so much, but would prefer to spend time with anyone else but him. Whatever. Well that's all for now. I hope some more stupid crap comes up on the show because that's what makes it funny and I enjoy that. Who really cares about any of these characters anymore? Stupidnatural is not a drama and hasn't been one for a long long time. It's a comedy and a tragedy.

New Amsterdam And Manifest

Both of these shows are great and my two favorite shows right now. I hate that they are on so late. I end up watching them on Hulu because I have to go to bed to get up for work in the morning. It's been a long time since I posted something. Nothing has been going on lately. When I have shows I love and they are brand new, there usually is nothing for me to complain about. Fans don't usually destroy shows until they are in their second seasons. I hate how the writers of shows cater to certain fans who whine for this and that on the internet. They should write the show how they want it and if fans don't like it, then they can watch another show. Most fans will not stop watching the show regardless of what they say. I know that because I've kept watching shows. I can complain about them all I want to, but I don't expect the writers to write stuff the way I want it to be. If the show really sucks and pisses me off, I stop watching and that's all there is to it.
I've watched some of Supernatural and of course the Michael stuff was totally stupid and I knew it wouldn't last for long. I love how the show seems to revolve around Jack now. It's like he's got the main storyline for the whole season and it's basically how many characters storylines from the past all lumped together just for him. Sam has nothing like usual, except he's playing leader for now. Can't stand Mary and Bobby and hope they disappear for a long while. I hope there will be more episodes with just Sam and Dean, but I'm not hoping to high.
I can't wait for The Blacklist to come back on. That ending last season was great. I love how people freaked out over it. I watched the very first episode again when Red said his whole life was a lie. He certainly was not lying about that. I can't wait to see what's going to happen. I'll be sad when the show is over. I'm also going to be sad that Gotham is going to be over as well.
Well, that's all for now.

I Like Me Better - LAUV - Joseph O'Brien Cover

Love him. I'm so happy he was on AGT so that I would be able to hear his beautiful voice. Love his original songs and love him singing this song. It's too bad that he didn't make it to the finals on AGT. He's so talented and I love his voice as much as I love Taylor Matthews. Taylor never made it either and I love him and his music so much. Hopefully, I 'll be seeing and hearing more from both of them. AGT does not know what true talent is.

Loving Books

There's nothing like reading a book. I've been reading a lot lately and some great books. I started reading The Fallen series and I love it. It's way better than the stupid crap that has happened on Supernatural with angels and all that stuff. Loving the Jane Hawk series of Dean Koontz as well. Science and technology will always be more scary to me than made up monsters and crap. I've read over 5000 books since graduating from High School and I plan to read thousands more. I'll never get tired of reading, especially when TV is such crap right now. At least my writers still have imaginations and can come up with awesome original ideas and stories. I really should clean out my house and make one of my rooms into a library where I can just sit and read for hours. Maybe one day I will get off my lazy butt and do it.

Once Upon A Time Forever

I still love watching Once Upon A Time. I just finished watching season 2 again and I can't believe how much I forgot. It's been a long time since I've watched those episodes and I'm so glad I watched them again. There's nothing good on TV right now and so I'm watching my DVDs and movies on Amazon. I just started season 3 and I have season 4 on DVD. I hope to get the other three seasons soon. I did buy the musical episode on Amazon because I love it so much. Too bad, they didn't think about having them singing in more episodes. If I had to pick a favorite episode, the musical one would be my favorite shortly followed by the episode where you see how Rumple became the Dark One. Regina and Rumple were my two favorites right up to the end of the series. I never stopped loving their characters. I loved all the characters, but they were the best. I just wish that show didn't have to end. The writers always came up with such good and entertaining stories. I didn't care how many new characters came and went because they were all great. I can't believe some people didn't even give season 7 a chance. I loved it. Sure it was a little bit boring in the first episode, but after that I loved it. I wish they would have cast someone else as Cinderella because the lady who played her just did not have good chemistry with the adult Henry. I hated how fans whined about all the original characters and how they were not on. A lot of them guest starred and the new characters were just as good or even better. It was nice to see new stories and new characters as well as the old characters.
Once Upon A Time will go on forever for me because I will keep watching all the seasons over and over and I will think up stories in my head for all the characters.

Supernatural: Predictions For Season 14

I haven't done predictions for Supernatural for how many seasons now. Why bother? You only knew what would happen. The last how many seasons of the show have been fully devoted to Dean. Dean does this or that and blah blah blah. Season 13 surprised me just a little bit. I actually got to see some other characters besides the almighty Dean and his sniveling, whining and crying crap. Loved that Scoobynatural episode and I honestly thought I wouldn't even watch it. I love Scooby Doo so I loved that episode. If only the characters of Supernatural could stay in cartoon form.
I watched some of the first episodes from season 13 and I liked them and I liked Jack. The only reason I will watch season 14 is to see Jack and a few of the other characters. I have zero hope of Sam ever having any meaningful story line on the show. He got to be Jack's babysitter or whatever, but it didn't last for long. Dean still got longer and more meaningful scenes with Jack than Sam did.
Now that Dean will be Michael/Dean, I'm sure the other characters of the show will be pushed into the background. I'll laugh if any poor Sam fan actually thinks Sam will get more airtime and his point of view shown. I'm sure the whole first half of season 14 will all be about Michael/Dean and the inner conflict or whatever that is going on inside him. And if after how many episodes they somehow get Michael out of Dean's butt, then the second half of the season will be Dean whining and sniveling about Michael and boo hoo for him. I'm sure Dean will have some angel residue left inside of him and it will give him powers or whatever. It's still funny to me that in season 5, Michael was never able to go to Dean directly and get him to say yes. I'll never understand that crap. It's like Dean had to be in that fancy room or Michael couldn't come out to play or whatever.
Don't know what Castiel will be doing besides crying and sniveling over Dean. I'm sure he'll be helping to take care of Jack with Sam and it will be like My Two Dads or something.
I'm really hoping Mary dies again in this season. I bet she'll have more scenes with Bobby than she'll have with her own son Sam. And I'm betting Mary and Bobby fall in love.
I'm actually hoping to see more of Rowena in season 14. I liked her and I was surprised by that.
Don't know about Jodie or if I want to see her again and I sure don't want to see the teen squad again. I like Donna, but without Jodie. Don't know where they will be or what they will do in season 14 and don't care.
I just hope I get a few chuckles out of the show. I used to be serious about it, but now I just watch to laugh about all the stupid plots and crap. I'm sure I'll either laugh at Jensen's attempt to play a character other than Dean or I'll be bored to tears. It didn't impress me all that much seeing Dean as Micheal walking down the street with blue eyes and clothes that looked like they came out of the 1800's
It would be nice to see Jared actually get to do something he's never done before on the show. Like maybe have a story line other than saving stupid Dean or being moral support to another character. That's all his done for the last four years on the show. It's sad that the writers of Supernatural have actually made Sam's character so boring just to make Dean's more interesting. Sorry, but Dean still is the most boring and worst character on TV. Nothing will change that for me. Don't care what the writers do, but they will never make him interesting and they basically killed Sam's character as well. Castiel even sucks now. I remember when he used to get some story line, but now it's just all angel this or that or snivel snivel about Dean or Jack.
Who knows what will happen in season 14? I certainly don't want to know. Hopefully, it will at least make me laugh and I can forget all my troubles for an hour watching it. It's the only show on TV where I can just turn my brain totally off and laugh at the stupid.
Well. that's all for now.

Pet City does a tribute to Pet Society

I love that Pet City did a tribute to Pet Society. I cried when I saw the release because I still miss my little Sammy. The Pet City crew are awesome. It's nice that they did this for us. They do so many wonderful things. I love Pet City, but it will never be like Pet Society. They are totally different from each other and that's what made them each special to me. I love Pet City and I'm glad that the game has been going for over 7 years. I've played almost as long. Pet City has so many cute and wonderful animations. I'm just glad they did this and that they had a few poops and some of the really cute plushies from Pet Society.

Evie Clair feat. Benson Baril - Light the World by Sara Baril #LightTheW...

This is such a beautiful and uplifting song. Everyone can be the light of the world.

There Is a Love

Another beautiful song. I love this whole album.

Supernatural Season 13

I can't believe that I've been watching Supernatural again. I guess it just makes me laugh and I don't really care if any of the characters live or die anymore. I didn't really watch the first half of the season, but I did watch a few snippets here and there. I loved the Scoobynatural episode and wish they would do more of them. I'm happy that the stupid spin-off is not going to be made with the wayward daughters or whatever they were. I doubt it would have been a success. Just because some fans want it, doesn't mean that other people would watch it. I'd rather see a spin-off of John and Sam and Dean when they were younger. A cartoon version would be great. You would only need their voices. Maybe after Supernatural ends, they could do something like this. I always wished authors would write books about when Sam and Dean were younger and first hunting with John. They would have been great. I've thought about some stories, but I could never write them down.
I just knew that Jensen would end up playing Michael at some point because so many fans whined about it. That's if it happens. It looks like that's where they're going. It could be good or bad. Who knows? The only character besides ones I won't mention, is the one character I hope will die or disappear. It's Mary. I just don't like her being in the show for some reason. Didn't care for her last season or this one.
One other thing before I finish this post. I just love reading what fans are saying about the show now. It used to bother me at times, but now I think it's funny as hell. I love to read the comments. Most of those fans must really love the show a lot to complain so much about it. I've been reading some of their comments for years. It seems a lot of them complain about every character and story. I loved reading about Dean leaving Sam behind. He was dead or Dean thought he was. That was the second time I've seen Dean leave Sam behind after he thought he was dead. I just laughed and laughed at it. You only knew Sam wouldn't stay dead for long. I love how when Dean dies, he constantly sees a reaper almost every time, but Sam only once now. I hope there is a good cliffhanger for the end of this season just so I can read all the crazy comments and laugh my butt off.

Newsboys - The Cross Has the Final Word (Official Lyric Video)

Back to Doctor Who and Supernatural

I'm back to watching Doctor Who. Right now I'm watching the end of season 7 with Clara. I like Clara a whole lot better than I ever liked Amy. I think Amy was my least favorite companion of The Doctor so far. I've also got some more Doctor Who books coming to read. I think I just love the stories. Still doubt I will watch the ones with the female doctor, but you never know. Maybe, if she gets some hot good looking companion, I'll watch.
I can't believe I actually watched an episode of Supernatural and liked it. It had Donna in it and it was pretty good. I didn't watch that piece of crap with the teen drama before it, though. I have no interest in a spin off with Jodie and the girl teen squad. I hope I can keep watching the show and just think of it as some new show I've never watched and think of the characters like they are new as well. That's the only way I can watch.
The Good Doctor really has disappointed me and the last episode I watched, Shaun was just annoying and I couldn't even stand to watch him. It was painful. I still love the rest of the cast. They'll probably have that stupid woman come back because so many people love her. I don't know why. I still think that road trip was the most stupid thing ever. Now Shaun can handle social situations because he's revved an engine and drove, he got drunk and sang karaoke. I guess that's all he needed, he didn't need a therapist at all. Right now, all I care about is what happens with Claire. She became my favorite character on the show and I don't want to see her with Melendez. I love how people just want these couples to get together how fast. I guess that's the way they live their lives. Just jumping in the sack with whoever and calling it love. One more thing, I actually think Shaun is not a good doctor anymore.
Well that's all for now.

The Good Doctor: Not As Good As I Thought

I've loved The Good Doctor up until this latest episode called Islands. I was so disappointed after waiting for the show to come back on, only to see this stupid episode. If I wanted to see this kind of crap, I could easily watch how many stupid shows on TV  right now. I can't stand the character Lea and I just want her gone now. I didn't mind her until this episode and then now I really can't stand seeing her. I hope she leaves in the next episode and stays gone. All the episode proved was that Shaun needs a therapist to help him learn stuff. Yeah, he doesn't want a stranger to help him, but what was Lea before he met her. A stranger. If Glassman had not covered for Shaun at the hospital, then he would have lost his job. Lea didn't make sure he called in sick and she didn't even care if he could have lost his job or not. It seems she just wanted to have fun and really didn't care if Shaun did or not. That's how I saw it. She went on the road trip to decide her own future and what she wanted to do. She didn't do it for Shaun, she just took him along for the ride. I think this episode made me like Shaun less and just watching him do all those stupid things just hurt. I could see him learning how to drive a car, but revving an engine and burning rubber do not teach you anything, except how to be stupid. Both him and Lea could have been seriously injured or died by him driving. I hated that Shaun had to get drunk instead of just having one drink to see how it was. I just cringed when they were doing karaoke and I wanted to turn the channel. I wouldn't have minded if Shaun had these experiences over the course of how many episodes and saw a slow building up to a relationship with Lea, but this was just stupid. To cram so much into one road trip and for Shaun to be okay with all the change, but he couldn't handle seeing a therapist for probably not even an hour. He freaked out, but didn't freak out over all the crap he did with Lea. And he should probably have had more of a hangover the next morning instead of being okay. It just seems that this episode tried to do to much too fast.
I went back to watching my Doctor Who and reading more Doctor Who books. I really thought The Good Doctor was the show I had been waiting for, but I found out it wasn't. I'm hoping it goes back to being good like the first half of the season, but only time will tell. I hope Shaun realizes that he needs a therapist to help him and then that will show how responsible he can be. After he learns, he can be independent and responsible. Because I did not see that in the last episode. Running off without telling anyone where you are going is not being responsible or independent. It's just stupid and he could have lost his job over it. I could see if he worked some dumb job he could lose, but to work how hard for so many years and lose his job would be stupid.
Well, I can't wait for my other shows to come back on. I really miss Once Upon A Time and I can't wait for it to return. I still need to catch up on Gotham. My stupid channel 13 won't come in, so I've missed how many episodes.
Well that's all for now.