Sam's Power And Dean's Fear

I thought I'd post about Sam's power. I still think Sam has something inside him and I think it's Michael's sword. Sam probably thinks it's evil and so does Dean, but I don't think it is, or maybe it can be used for good or evil. I still can't believe that people think Sam's powers came from drinking the demon blood. Ruby told him that it was inside of him all along and he didn't need the blood. Also, the power that Sam craves is the power to save people. Is that evil? Sam was addicted to the power that he had because he could save people, he was addicted to the demon blood. I think that once Lilith was dead, then Sam would've stopped drinking the demon blood, anyway. Sam did not like drinking it and in fact, probably hated to. He did it because he thought he was helping to save everyone and stop the apocalypse, not start it. Neither Sam or Dean knew that killing Lilith would break the last seal. I'm sick of people saying that Sam made wrong choices. He made choices based on what he knew and the fact that he wanted to save people. Why doesn't anyone get that? I think people just want to think that Sam is evil and that's all there is to it.

Now for Dean's biggest fear. That is that Sam will turn evil. The demons and angels both have used this to trick and manipulate Dean and the sad thing is that Dean has let them. Maybe Ruby had Sam drinking the demon blood only so that Dean would think that Sam was turning evil. I still think Lilith and Ruby were working with Zac and the other angels. I think Zac and the angels wanted Dean to think that Sam was evil or turning evil for a reason. Look how Dean reacted when he found out that Sam was drinking demon blood. He just threw Sam in the panic room because he was so afraid for Sam and that he was turning into a monster and becoming evil.

I think Zac and the other angels wanted both Sam and Dean to think that the power inside Sam is evil, when in fact it could be good and from God or it is Michael's sword and Sam is Michael's real vessel. It's funny that people don't get that the angels and demons can read minds. They know what Sam and Dean are thinking and they've used that against them all along. Who knows if now, they are purposely tricking Sam into thinking that he's Lucifer's vessel, when in fact he's Michael's. Maybe Zac and Co don't want the apocalypse to end until all of humanity is destroyed and they know that Dean will never say yes to being a vessel for Michael, so he'll never know that he's really not Michael's vessel. Maybe Dean is Lucifer's vessel. Who knows?

I just think that Dean needs to stop being afraid that Sam will turn evil. Look at all that's happened to Sam. He drank demon blood for a long time and he didn't turn evil. He was exposed to the demon virus and he was immune to it. Now Sam is just trying to fight evil and he's been doing it for a long time. I just hope that Dean realized that Sam is not evil or never was or is going to be. Dean has never told Sam about Azazel telling him what he did or how much other stuff and maybe that was Dean's biggest mistake. Not telling Sam how he feels or what he's afraid of. Who knows? We'll have to find out what happens.

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean and Jess

I had to change this story to my life with little Sammy, Dean and Jess because I love all of them. Sure little Sammy holds a special place in my heart, but so do Dean and Jess. I'm not going to do chapters anymore because I always forget which one I'm on.

Okay here's what's been happening with these three lately. They started a little rock band. There was a little disagreement over the title of the band and then they agreed to call it, Little Sammy And The Demons. I asked them why they chose demons and they said it was because of me. I usually call them my little demons at times and I'm their big demon. I was so happy about this. They've already got a song and I told them I'd write down the lyrics to it. It's a great song and of course, it is about their favorite show Supernatural.

Here it is

SUPERNATURAL ROCKS

Supernatural is the greatest show on tv
everyone loves it, especially you and me
Supernatural rocks and we love it
Supernatural rocks and we watch it every week
Supernatural rocks because of Sam and Dean

Sam and Dean fight evil each and every week
It is saving people that they seek
Evil demons, monsters and creatures better beware
because Sam and Dean will fight you anywhere
Supernatural rocks and we love it
Supernatural rocks and we watch it every week
Supernatural rocks because of Sam and Dean

Sam and Dean are brothers who love each other
and always try to help and save one another
Maybe that's their weakness, but it's their greatest strength
Supernatural rocks and we love it
Supernatural rocks and we watch it every week
Supernatural rocks because of Sam and Dean

I cried when I first heard my little Sammy, Dean and Jess sing this song. I love it so much and I'm so happy that Supernatural is so good this year. Little Sammy is working on the lyrics for a new song about Castiel and he wants to surprise Jess with it because he knows that she likes him. I can't wait to hear it.

We rated our favorite shows for the week ending Oct. 10, 2009 and here's how they fell.
1. Supernatural
2. Smallville
3. Vampire Diaries
4. Gossip Girl
5. One Tree Hill
We all just loved Supernatural and we've all watched the episode three times now. I had to keep rewinding the part where Paris Hilton said "Awesome" and brought her shoe down on Dean's face. We could not stop laughing. I had to rewind the part where Sam killed her and he told Dean that he got whaled on by Paris Hilton. It was about time that Sam got to say something like that to Dean.
We all loved Smallville, but Jess and I were sad about Oliver. Jess asked me if he was going to ever be a hero again and I told her that I hoped so.
Vamp Diaries was good and we all loved when Damon got out because then it will make the show more fun to watch.
I hardly got to see much of Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill because I was fighting with my computer and MP3 player. I just know that Dan wasn't on Tree Hill and he's my favorite part of the show. What I saw was good and so was Gossip Girl.
There's going to be a lot of competition for the best show next week because they all look great. It's going to be a good week of TV.

Little Jess found some new friends in their neighborhood and they have fangs just like she does. Even though Jess has a lot of friends, she told me it was nice to know that others had fangs too, just like her.

My little Sammy, Dean and Jess are so good right now. They've been busy helping each other out and sending gifts to each other. They've all started sticker books and they are so happy right now. I'm so happy too.

My Life With Little Sammy...chapter 6

I just knew that once I went back to work that Sammy would forget that I wasn't going to be at home. He came home to get some mac and cheese and found me gone and started to cry. I found him sound asleep in his outdoor room. My poor little baby. I told him again that he can't come home to visit me in the afternoons because I have to work. He was so sad about it, but I told him that's how I make money and that I have to work. I certainly wish that I could spend all day with him, but that just can't happen. I told Sammy that I have my MP3 player and it has pictures of him, Dean and Jess on it and I look at them all day long. I miss him as much as he misses me.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess wanted me to start writing down our favorite shows in order of how we loved them. Here's our list for the week ending Oct. 3.
1. Gossip Girl
2. Smallville
3. One Tree Hill
4. Vampire Diaries
5. Supernatural
I don't know what happened to Supernatural. It was our favorite until this week. Little Sammy and Dean actually fell asleep during it and missed the best part of the show. Little Jess loved watching Castiel and so did I. I loved seeing him smile on the show. Little Jess woke up Sammy and Dean at the end and told them that Sam and Dean were back together and they all started dancing around and screaming. Now they can't wait for next Thursday because they'll get to see Sam and Dean together again. Little Dean can't wait to see Paris Hilton because he can't wait to see her smash Dean's face with her shoe. I told them that the episode looks funny and that it will probably make us all laugh and smile.

Little Dean is really enjoying Smallville because I think he has a little crush on Lois. He gets all excited when she comes on. Little Jess cried this Friday because the Green Arrow wasn't on. Sammy was just happy to see Clark and I told them I liked everything about it. All our shows look great for next week and we can't wait.

Little Sammy asked again about the message boards and what people were saying about Sam. I told them that they were saying good things. I try to go on the boards when I have the time, but I can't go on too often because they drive me crazy. I told Sammy that I've been reading a few threads on the message boards I look at and they've been saying all kinds of stuff. They have a lot of theories and ideas for the show. I told little Sammy what I think will happen and he looked sad. I then told him that I don't know what Kripke and Co have planned for Sam, but we just have to wait. I told him to think positively and believe that everything will turn out good for Sam. Sammy asked me if I think Sam is evil and I said he's the least evil person on Supernatural right now. Sam wants to save people and that's not evil, that's good in my opinion.

Little Sammy and Jess were playing school in Sammy's school room and what I feared the most happened. Little Jess bit my little Sammy. It wasn't a hard bite and it didn't draw blood, but I was mad at little Jess. I told her that if she did that again, then she wouldn't be able to come over and play with Sammy anymore. She cried and said she was sorry. She said she just got excited because she loves Sammy so much. I told her that she has to be careful and that her fangs are sharp and she could really hurt him. She started to cry again and I held her and told her it was alright. I told her that I loved her and that I want her to come over and see Sammy, but that she has to be careful. She told me that she would. She's such a little sweetheart and I have to admit that sometimes I want to bite my little Sammy, too. He is just so cute and adorable. I told her that and she laughed and smiled.

My little Sammy, Dean and Jess make my day and my week. Whenever I'm stressed or I get depressed, they are always there for me and I love them.

New Sam and Dean Theory

Here's my new theory about mainly Sam. I think Sam has Michael's sword inside of him. We know that Sam's powers didn't come from the demon blood that he drank, so where do they come from. Lucifer told Sam that only he could be his vessel, but what about Michael. If Michael and Lucifer are both so strong that they'd burn out their vessels, than how could Dean be a vessel for Michael? Dean does not have any powers of any kind, but Sam does. Michael was supposed to be the one that sent Lucifer to hell and Sam has the power inside him to send demons to hell. I think Lucifer, Azazel, Lilith and Ruby all knew that Sam had Michael's sword in him and he was the only one that could do what he's done so far. I think Castiel knows about Sam, but is keeping it to himself or maybe he doesn't know. I think Zac and the other angels think it's Dean because God wants them to believe it is. Where is Michael and why does Dean have to be taken to him? Are Zac and the other angels holding him hostage or something? Is Michael powerless without his sword?
I think that when Sam came back from the dead after being stabbed by Jake, that's when he had the sword in him. Thinking back to what Azazel told Dean about Sam not being 100% pure Sam, maybe he knew that Sam came back with the sword inside him. I still think Dean's deal is not what brought Sam back to life. It could have been God that brought him back to life.

My theory on why God would want the apocalypse. Maybe God started the apocalypse to show the angels that we did have worth. That maybe we can somehow rise above our humanity and be better than what we are. Maybe God wanted the apocalypse to be a wake up call for humanity. We've just been wallowing in our humanity and not loving and caring about each other. We've been greedy and selfish and maybe God is trying to teach us a lesson. It's funny that we tend to blame God or the Devil for everything that happens on this planet, when in fact, it is humans who decide the fate of everything that happens here. I've heard people blaming God for the weather, people dying and all kinds of other things. It's sad that we can't take a good hard look at ourselves and what we're doing to this beautiful planet God created for us and realize that we are destroying it and no one else.

It's funny that people think that Sam is making the wrong and dark choices when he's mostly worried about saving people. If that is evil, then I guess letting people die is good and sitting around doing nothing to save people is great. I don't get that.
I still think that everything is going to be on Sam's shoulders and that he's the ultimate vessel. Either the vessel for Michael or for Lucifer. I don't think Dean is a vessel at all. It's funny that Dean has always had this overpowering need to protect Sam. Where did that come from? If Sam is evil, then it came from Lucifer. If Sam is good, then did it come from God. I still think Sam is like the guy in the story I read. This person saw people dying all the time and had to learn why that was. This person saved everyone and sacrificed himself to do it.

My Life With Little Sammy...chapter 5

My little Sammy is sad because I told him that I have to go back to work. Little Sammy would come home from school to have mac and cheese with me in the afternoon and now he can't. I loved giving him a hug and kiss and having lunch with him. I'm going to start putting little presents in Sammy's lunch box so that he'll know that I love him. I told him he can start to have lunch with Dean and Jess, but Sammy loved having lunch with me.

I knew once Smallville came on that little Sammy would forget about Supernatural for a while. He loves to watch Clark. Dean told me that Lois is one hot chick and that's all he cared about on the show. Little Jess likes Oliver and was so happy when he came on. As for me, I love that new character Zod. He almost makes me forget about Davis Bloome. I still miss Davis and I'll always love Sam Witwer. Sammy asked me why I love the villains and I said that I love all the characters on Smallville. I love old and new ones.

Little Sammy has now joined the baseball team and he convinced Dean to join to. I hope Sammy doesn't want to play any more sports. I don't know if I can keep up with all of them. It's not like they play every day and they don't really play a lot of games. It's mostly just for fun.

I had to put I love Dean stickers on Dean's wall. I told him that I love him almost as much as little Sammy. Dean knows that Sammy is my little baby and he's okay with it. I still need to show Dean that I love him, too. I asked if Jess wanted me to put up stickers on her wall and she told me that I'd better not. She loves her room the way it is and she knows that I love her. She knows that Sammy loves her because he is always sending her a ton of gifts. Sammy just bought Jess two new fancy dresses and shoes. I hope little Jess doesn't take advantage of my little Sammy. I doubt she will, she sends Sammy stuff when she can and she loves him. I'm worried about something she said recently. She said she wanted to take a big bite out of Sammy. I asked her what that meant, but she wouldn't answer me. She does have fangs and I'm hoping she doesn't mean to really take a bite out of Sammy. I won't let her bite Sammy and I told her that I'd better not see any bite marks on Sammy. She just laughed.

I have to go to work and I'm worried about my baby Sammy missing me too much.

My Life With Sammy...chapter 4

Another Thursday night with little Sammy, Dean and Jess. We watched Vamp Diaries and Jess got scared during it. Little Sammy likes to watch the shows with the lights out and we had to turn them on because Jess started to cry and even Sammy and Dean got scared. We turned them back out when Supernatural came on. Little Sammy cried when those other hunters forced demon blood down Sam's throat. Then he cried again when Lucifer told Sam that Sam was his vessel. I told little Sammy that Lucifer lies and who knows why he told Sam that. Was that even Lucifer? We don't know, maybe it was God testing Sam. We have to wait and find out. My little Sammy still wouldn't stop crying, even when I gave him some more chocolate milk and Dean kept patting him on the back and telling him everything would be okay. I then told Sammy that Sam told Lucifer that he would never be his vessel, that just proves what kind of person Sam is. Sammy stopped crying, but I still had to hold him and he fell asleep in my arms.

I hope he'll be okay. I don't want him to stop loving his favorite character, Sam. Little Dean told me that he thought the show was really good and he didn't understand why Sammy was crying. Little Jess loved Castiel and she told me that she thinks he's the cutest guy on the show. I let little Jess and Dean spend the night, so that if Sammy wakes up, then they'll be here for him.

Little Dean competed in a couple of races yesterday and won almost all of them. Little Sammy and Jess were cheering him on in the stands. They kept screaming for him to win and that they loved him. It was so cute to watch.

Here's a picture of little Sammy's front room. I helped him decorate it. I also bought him this lighthouse that glows in the dark. He saw it in the store and he wanted it so badly. I just had to buy it for him because I can't deny him anything.

I think little Sammy will be okay once I remind him that his favorite man of steel is coming on. He's been looking forward to the premiere of Smallville for a while now. He's still sad that he can't watch his favorite two shows on the same night. I told Sammy maybe it's a good thing because now he'll have something good to watch on Friday night. Hopefully Smallville will be really good and that will help him to stop thinking about what happened on Supernatural.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess are all worried about Sam and Dean and think they are going to be apart for a long time. I told them, I doubt that will happen. I think they are going to be together soon and don't forget how much they both love each other. I told them to not worry about it because no one wants to see Sam and Dean apart for long. We just have to keep watching and see what happens. Who knows what Kripke and Co have planned?

I just put little Sammy to bed in his bunk bed. Little Dean is sleeping on top and he told me not to worry about Sammy. He told me that if Sammy wakes up, he'll comfort him and talk to him. Little Dean is a great older brother and I love him so much for being there for little Sammy. Little Jess wanted to sleep in the room on the floor, but I told her if she wanted to stay the night, she had to sleep in Sammy's bed. That floor is hard and I don't want her to hurt her back. She's a little sweetheart and she fell asleep holding Sammy's football. I think I'd better go to bed, too.

My Life With Little Sammy...chapter 3

Wow! A lot has been happening with little Sammy. He started school with Dean and Jess. They all got cute little lunch boxes and Sammy and Dean have joined the football team and Jess is a cheerleader. I gave little Sammy his uniform and he was so happy. He kept jumping around and Jess kept kissing him. It was so cute. Sammy got so tired, that he fell dead asleep with his uniform on. I bought him a little stuffed animal football player and a new football.

Little Sammy loves school so much I had to make a special room in his house. It has three desks in it. One for each of them. It also has a bunk bed for Sammy and Dean to sleep in. I let Jess spend the night because she slept in Sammy's room, while they slept in the bunk beds. Jess and Dean love Sammy's house because it has more fun stuff to play with and it's bigger than their house's are.

Little Sammy bought a ring that turns him invisible. Unfortunately, it does not turn his clothes invisible. He was sad about that, but he still has fun wearing his ring. He bought one for Dean, but Jess didn't want one. Sammy also bought one for two of his closet friends, Clover and Peaches. He went to Peaches house while she was wearing the ring. Obviously she loves her gift from little Sammy.

Little Sammy just keeps being a sweetheart and I can't deny him anything. I just bought him a new jukebox and I remodeled his front room for him. His head is getting better and his stitches should come out soon. I just hope I don't regret letting him play football. I don't want him to crack his head open again.

There was one little problem that occurred. There was a fight over One Tree Hill. Dean said that Nathan cheated on Haley and little Sammy said there was no way that he would because he loves Haley too much. They started to hit each other over it and I had to take away the TV. I told them if they behaved themselves and there was no more fighting, then they'd get to watch Supernatural and Vamp Diaries on Thursday. They settled down and made up and I put the TV back. They can't wait for the next episode of Supernatural. I hope they don't fight over Sam and Dean or those other brothers on Vamp Diaries. With Sam and Dean being apart for a few episodes, I don't know how they're going to react to that. My little Sammy loves seeing Sam and Dean together fighting evil. I told him that's what I love too. Hopefully we'll get to see more of it this season.

I just put a big I Love Sammy on my little Sammy's wall. I want him to know that he is loved and always will be.

My Life With Little Sammy ....chapter 2

My little Sammy got a mask and him and Dean have been sharing it. Little Sammy went to the store with it on and the store's owner thought he was being robbed. Little Sammy pulled out his money and paid for his goods. He told the owner that he just liked to wear the mask, but I know that little Sammy wanted to scare people with it like his older brother Dean. Little Sammy bought a love potion for Jess and now she has red hearts floating around her. Sammy said that she's even more beautiful now.

That stupid mask has caused all kinds of trouble and I had to take it away from little Sammy and little Dean. They had a big fight over it and Dean pushed Sammy and he hit into the side of his bed and cut his head open. He bled all over and I had to rush him to the hospital. They put in a couple of stitches and said that it would heal fast, but I was so scared. Little Sammy cried for a while, but Dean held his hand and told him he'd be okay. Later when we got home from the hospital, Dean made sure that Sammy got to play with all the toys that he wanted and they watched Sammy's favorite episode of Supernatural.

Little Sammy had me help him make a special room in his house for him and Jess to spend time in. It has a lily pond, a waterfall and a swing. It looks like they are outside, but they are inside. The floor resembles grass and the walls look like the sky with clouds. It's a really beautiful room and I love to go there myself because it is so peaceful.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess are all going to school now. They are learning all kinds of new things. Sammy and Dean want to be on the football team and Jess wants to be a cheerleader. I don't know how I feel about little Sammy playing football. I told him that he can't play until his head heals. Little Dean is bigger and stronger, so I don't worry about him as much as little Sammy. Sammy is still my little baby and I don't want to see him get seriously injured. I worry because Sammy is so sweet and football is such a rough sport.

My little Sammy loves to run and so does Dean. They love to be in races with all their friends. Jess has raced a few times, but she doesn't care for it. Little Sammy sometimes lets some of his friends beat him because he doesn't want them to feel bad. He's seen them crying and he hates that and he wants to make them feel better. When he does win against them, he tells them it was a close race and they ran really fast. Sometimes he'll stop by their house's later and give them a treat. Little Sammy is my sweetheart because he is always thinking of others. I love him so much.

I bought him his football uniform because I know he really wants to play. I hid it because I'm going to surprise him with it. I'm going to buy Dean his uniform to, when I get the money for it. I want them to be happy.

My Life With Little Sammy

Chapter 1.

My name is Dfanatic and I thought I'd write about my life with little Sammy. Little Sammy is my blue kitty who lives in a house in a little town here in my Hell House. Sammy is sweet and loving. He's never mean, even when others are mean to him. Little Sammy helps all his friends out and sends them presents and brings them food to eat. Recently his older brother Dean moved into his neighborhood. Dean spends more time at Sammy's house because Sammy has more fun stuff. They spend a lot of time in Sammy's Supernatural room watching their favorite show. They also love to watch Smallville, One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl and now Vampire Diaries. Little Dean spends the night at Sammy's all the time.

Little Sammy used to go around kissing all his little female friends because he could not decide which one he liked the most. He'd send them gifts, hug them and laugh with them. All that changed when Jess moved into Sammy's neighborhood. Jess was so pretty that Sammy stopped kissing his other girlfriends and will only kiss Jess. He's been showering her with gifts and helping her get her house to look pretty. I won't let Jess spend the night with Sammy, but Jess comes over and plays and watches Supernatural with Sammy and Dean.

One sad thing about little Jess. The first time she watched Supernatural with Sammy and Dean, she started to cry. Little Sammy asked her what was wrong and she said she was afraid that Sam and Dean would hunt her because she has fangs. We all had to reassure her that Sam and Dean wouldn't hurt her and that they're fictional characters. Little Sammy said that Sam on Supernatural was his hero because Sam will only kill people that are doing evil things. Sam convinced Dean to let some vampires go because they weren't killing people. Sam thinks he has something evil in him, but we all think it's something good, little Sammy told Jess. Jess was happy and started to smile. That's the power of my little Sammy. He always makes people smile, especially me.

Whenever this demon has had a bad day at work. Little Sammy can turn my frown upside down and make me smile. Sometimes little Sammy gets in trouble, but most of the time, he's a really good boy. He wants to go on the internet to see what people are saying about his favorite character Sam. I told him that the internet is evil and not to worry about what other people think, only what he thinks about his hero Sam. I told him a lot of people are being stupid and think Sam is bad. We know that Sam is good and I told him other people think that, too. I told him not to worry and just enjoy watching Supernatural.

Little Sammy told me that if Eric Kripke would just have Sam drink chocolate milk, instead of demon blood, then people would like him more. He wanted me to send a letter to Eric and ask him to let Sam be addicted to chocolate milk. I told little Sammy that Eric is really busy making the show and he wouldn't have the time to read the letter. Eric will do a good job with Sam's character, but we just have to wait and see what happens. I told him, that I doubt Sam will drink demon blood again and maybe we'll get to see Sam drinking chocolate milk. Sammy smiled and went to go watch some more old episodes of Supernatural with little Dean and Jess. Sammy is so easy to please.

My little Sammy made a room in his house for Jared Padalecki. It's his candy room. The floor is made of chocolate and the walls are gingerbread. He knows that Jared loves candy and little Sammy loves it, too.

I love my little Sammy, little Dean and now little Jess. I'll be writing more about them and what these three little rascals, especially little Sammy get up to.

Thursday Night Is Brother Night

Well, I think Thursday is officially brother night. I love watching Vamp Diaries and this last episode was really good. I just loved that Damon. I can't wait to find out what he's up to. I love that on this show the brothers hate each other and you see that in every scene with them. I love the tension between them.
I loved Supernatural tonight as well. I loved seeing Ellen, Jo and Rufus again. So the first horseman of the apocalypse has shown up. That was a great twist to this night's episode. I think Kripke was fooling everyone, when he said there was going to be a lot of comedy. It's too bad people freak out about things before they find out what everything is about. I'm really enjoying Supernatural right now and one of the reasons for that is because I won't go on message boards. It gets too crazy with people thinking up all kinds of stuff, I think up stuff too because it's fun to wonder what's going to happen, but sometimes those boards can drive you crazy. Some people don't want to think for themselves, but believe what everyone else does or believe Kripke who is fooling people all the time.

I'm loving brother night. I get to see the two hot brothers on Vamp Diaries that hate each other. Then I get to watch Supernatural and see the brothers that love each other. It was so apparent in this last episode, how much Sam and Dean care about each other. I almost cried when Dean said Sam could take the Impala. You know Dean loves Sam and Sam loves Dean. Poor Sam who is so confused right now. Who thinks there is something evil inside him, you never know that something might be good, not evil.