My Little Demons And Little Jared

Now I am taking care of another little demon named Jared. Little Jared is Sammy's new friend. Sammy met him at school and went to his house and a Nanny bot was taking care of him. Little Sammy was so sad about this and asked if I'd take care of him. I told little Sammy that I already had him, Dean and Jess to look out for. Of course,little Sammy looked at me with his big puppy dog eyes and now I'm taking care of Jared. He's a good little boy and I'm going to help him get stuff for his house and take him to get some more new clothes. Little Sammy, Dean and Jess said they would all help to fix up his house better.

Little Jared came over and spent the night at Little Sammy's house. Jared could not believe all the fun stuff that Sammy has and he was excited and running all over Sammy's house looking at things. We all watched Legend Of The Seeker in Sammy's Supernatural room. Here's are list for the top shows of the week. There was a fight between all of us for the show that was going to take first place. I let little Sammy decide and here's how we chose.

Favorites for week ending 11/14/09

1. Supernatural
2. Legend Of The Seeker
3. Vampire Diaries
4. Gossip Girl
5. One Tree Hill
6. Smallville

I wanted Legend Of The Seeker to be no. 1 because it is so great right now. I just love all the underworld stuff and you actually get to see the underworld. The special effects and the fighting are just so good and it feels like I'm watching a movie on TV every week instead of a TV show. Little Jess agreed with me, but little Sammy and Dean said Supernatural was tops. Little Jared never watched Supernatural, so he could not decide. Little Sammy got the tape out and we watched Supernatural again and we were all laughing and Jared said he loved it, so that decided it.

Now I've got four little demons to love and I just hope little Sammy doesn't meet any more friends that he wants me to help take care. I love them, but four is enough. Little Sammy would tell me that it's not enough because he has a bigger heart than I do and he has so much love for everyone and that's why I love him so much.

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

It's been great being at home where I can spend more time with my little demons. Little Sammy is so happy when he comes home at lunch and sees me. My hand has been hurting lately and I haven't been able to type a lot. Little Sammy asked why I haven't been posting on the message boards and I told him. He kissed my hand where it hurts and I told him that it felt better. I also told him that I'm tired of going on the message boards where everyone is fighting and everyone thinks I'm bashing Dean for one reason or the other. I just post in the I love Sammy and Dean threads and the Devil's Playground. I also will post in what I think about the show and that's it.

Today when my little Sammy came home he was crying and I held him and asked him what was wrong. He said he went to his friend Munchkin's house and she had a Robo Nanny looking after her. I asked him what was wrong with that. He looked at me with his big brown eyes brimming with tears and asked if I would get a Robo Nanny to look after him. I told him that no way would I let some mechanical Nanny take care of him unless I absolutely had to. I held him and told him that I loved him and to not worry about it. I told him that I wouldn't let one take care of little Dean or little Jess either, unless I had to for some reason. Little Sammy was tired after that and I put him down for a little nap before the shows came on.

Little Sammy has been busy again. He's been buying more stuff for little Jess. Jess wanted a fairy room and Sammy has been helping her make one. They finally got all the stuff for it. Little Sammy bought Jess two dresses and a pair of fairy wings. She looks so beautiful in them. Little Sammy got himself a fairy outfit. Now they are a fairy prince and princess. They had fun playing together. I was worried about little Dean getting jealous, but he's been going to some of his girlfriends houses and spending time with them. He's been kissing a lot of the neighborhood girls lately. I asked him if he liked a particular one and he said that he liked them all. Now I'm worried about that.

Little Sammy woke up just in time for Vamp Diaries and Supernatural. We all loved Vamp Diaries and we can't wait for more of it. Tonight's episode was really good and we loved the scenes with Stephan and Damon. We all loved Supernatural and we could not stop laughing at some parts. Of course, we are going to watch it again, but the little demons fell asleep right after the show. I know they'll want to watch it again after Smallville tomorrow night.

There has been some strange creature stalking in my little demon's neighborhood. I caught him in little Dean's bathroom of all places. Poor little Dean was trying to go potty and that thing followed him into the bathroom. I told it to start leaving my babies alone. Little Sammy said that he's seen it all over town. I reported it to the police and I hope they do something about it. That thing is a menace and it has no right coming into any one's home uninvited. I hope that the problem gets taken care of.

Well I'm tired and my little demons are asleep already.

Legend Of The Seeker And Other Thoughts

Legend Of The Seeker is really going to be interesting this season. I'm wondering how things are going to turn out. I've never read the second book of the Seeker series. I have it, but I haven't started reading it. The books and the show are very different from each other and you have to think of them separately. I loved how Zedd told Richard that the greatest harm comes from the best intentions. Sam Winchester could relate to that because he started the Apocalypse and Richard started something. The underworld will get stronger and take over the living. It's going to be great on Seeker. I'm really interested in what's going to happen with Kahlan and Richard because I read that nothing is going to go smoothly, but that's drama for you.

I've been thinking more about Supernatural and what's in store for Sam and Dean. I still don't think Dean is Michael or his vessel, but I'm still wondering if Sam isn't. Where is Michael? Are the other arch angels holding him captive and they think Dean is his vessel? Dean made the deal to do whatever the angels or God commanded him. Maybe Michael told the other arch angels that Dean is his vessel, when really he's not. When Zacariah said that they'd take Dean to Michael, why wouldn't Michael just come to Dean if he could?

I still think that there is something with Sam and I'm going to wait and see if one of my crazy theories is right. I'm hoping that Sam is not Michael or an angel or even a vessel for an angel. I'm hoping Sam and Dean are not vessels or anything but human beings. Maybe God is using Sam and Dean to help show his warring angels that human beings have worth.

I love how I go on message boards and people think Sam should have listened to Dean, Bobby, Castiel and whoever. Sam is a grown man with a mind of his own. He has the right to make all his own choices for either right or wrong. Dean and Bobby are not right all the time and they don't know everything and we've seen this time and time again. I love how Sam has stayed true to himself and what he believes. I think right now that Sam is scared because he thinks he made the wrong decisions, but he never had all the facts and was being manipulated just like Dean was. I don't think Dean is Sam's leader or the angel armies leader.

It's funny that Dean went to hell and when he came back he was scared and he couldn't make decisions and didn't know what was going on. Sam acted stronger and went after Lilith and was sure that he was making the right decisions. Now Sam is unsure of everything and himself because he broke the last seal and Dean is the one that is so sure of himself. It's interesting.

Another thought about the angels. I thought angels were not supposed to have emotions, but yet they say they love God and each other. Isn't love an emotion? Some of them are mad at each other or angry. Isn't that an emotion? What's the deal with all of that. That's what the difference is between humans and angels, is that we can feel emotions and have free will, when they don't or they're not supposed to.

I keep trying to stop thinking about all this crap, but I can't stop. I started reading my books and that just makes me think more about stuff. I've got to find more ways to distract myself from thinking certain things.
I love to post my theories because then I can laugh later about all the crazy stuff that I thought up.

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

Well, I finally got released from my work and now I can be at home for a while. My little Sammy is so happy because I told him that I'll be waiting with his mac and cheese at lunch time. He hugged and kissed me and was so happy. I'm happy because I get to spend more time with my three little demons.

I started to read Vampire Diaries to them. They wanted to know how the books went, so I told them I'd get the books and we'd find out how different the show is from the books. It's very different. I like how Elena has a brother on the show. It's interesting the Stephan was drinking human blood in the books, but not on the show.
I like the show and the books and so do my little demons.

We had a great week watching TV because all our shows were back on and we loved all of them. We made our list and here it is.

Favorite Shows for week ending 11/07/09

1. Legend Of The Seeker
2. Supernatural
3. Smallville
4. One Tree Hill
5. Gossip Girl
6. Vampire Diaries

We had a hard time voting for the top place, but we all loved Seeker and it was the very first episode of the second season. This season of Seeker is really going to be good. Is Richard going to end up as evil as Darken Rahl because of his good intentions? I just know Richard was hot looking and I had to keep wiping the drool off my chin before my little demons saw it. I just love watching him fighting and his shirt being open like that.
Supernatural was runner up for the top show and it was almost first place. We all laughed and we've watched it three times already. We loved seeing Sam and Dean being in TV Land. The ending was really different and we were sad that the Trickster turned out to be Gabriel. I told my little demons that maybe it could be a good thing or maybe not. We'll have to see. I told them I went on the message boards and a lot of people were talking about this episode. Some liked it and others didn't. I just know that I loved it and so did my little demons and we'll probably watch it a couple more times.
My little Sammy didn't care for Smallville, but I loved it and he asked me why. I told him because I got to see that hunky Zod guy in it a lot and some of his history. Little Dean was sad that Lois wasn't on and little Jess loved seeing Oliver and she was happy that him and Clark were with each other again and helping each other.
My little demons loved the camping in One Tree Hill so much that little Sammy made him get a fire for his outdoor room so they could roast hot dogs and marsh mellows on it. I loved that camping trip with the boys and I loved seeing Haley acting crazy from eating the pot filled brownies. I can't wait to see how Dan's story is going to turn out and now he's going to be back in Tree Hill next week.
Gossip Girl was okay, but my little demons didn't watch much of it and I don't think I'll let them watch it next week because there is going to be a threesome. I don't know if I even want to watch it.
Vampire Diaries was okay, but none of us got excited about it until the end when we got to see Stephan and Damon fighting again.
All our shows are really good and TV is so good right now. I'm loving it.

I have to get back to my little demons right now because we are going to watch Supernatural yet again.

My Life With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

Little Sammy finally finished writing his song for Jess to sing. Here it is.

CASTIEL

Castiel is an angel from heaven
He followed orders and did what he was told
Castiel saved Dean from hell and his voice is as clear as a bell
He has penetrating eyes that look right through you
Castiel is always trying to do the right thing
We hope that he's helping Dean and Sam and he's on the right side
It was sad when we thought that he had died
Castiel is alive and trying to find God
We want him to stay good and be our angel from heaven forever

Sure it's a little short and that's because little Sammy got sick while writing it. He ate his whole Halloween cake and then threw up and hasn't been feeling good. He showed it to little Jess and they sang it and Jess loves it. Little Castiel joined their band so now there is four of them. They're thinking of asking another friend to play in the band too. Now little Sammy is working on a special song for big Sam. It's going to be about Sam drinking chocolate milk, so that people will forget that he drank demon blood. My poor little Sammy is so worried about people not loving Sam. I told him that lots of people love Sam. I've been looking on the message boards and posting some stuff. I told him I've been keeping up the I Love Sammy thread. He's still wants to write the song and he's already started on it.

I forgot to post our favorite shows for the week ending Oct 31, 2009, so here it is.

1. Supernatural
2. Gossip Girl
3. One Tree Hill
4. Smallville
5. Vamp Diaries

Vamp Diaries fell and One Tree Hill moved up to three. Smallville wasn't as good as last week. Supernatural was the best because it made us all laugh and so did Gossip Girl. Next week we'll be able to add Legend Of The Seeker because it will finally start. We can't wait for it.

My little Sammy, Dean and Jess have been busy in their own houses. Sammy got a new washing machine because I told him he could start washing his own clothes and Dean and Jess can bring their laundry over and use it too. Sammy bought some other stuff too. He's been really busy and sick too. I don't know where my little Sammy gets the energy to do all the stuff he does. Little Dean's beach room is done and he loves it and has spending a lot of time there.

I love my little demons and who knows what they'll do next.

My Supernatural Nightmare

Last night I dreamt about Sam and Dean. I don't know if I was in the show or watching it or both. One minute I was running around with Dean and the next minute watching it on TV. Sam went undercover as a woman. He was wearing makeup and a dress. He even had fake boobs to go along with it. I don't remember some of it, but the end was the scary part. I love dreaming about Sam and Dean, but not like this. At the end, Sam was crying and Dean went to hug and kiss him. I'm not a slash fan and I was so sickened by this. They were actually kissing on the lips. Yuck! Then in the dream I was thinking to myself that this could not be happening and it changed. Sam and Dean instead of sucking on each others faces, they were both sucking on a beer bottle and then I woke up. I guess at the end of the dream, I was watching them on TV, but how did I change it. This was just a nightmare and I know where it came from. It's probably from all the Supernatural fans out there treating Sam and Dean like they are women, not men. It's scary.

Halloween With Little Sammy, Dean And Jess

Well my little Jess had a great Halloween party. All her friends came to it. Three of her best friends were at the party and she had me take pictures of them. There is little Castiel, Peaches and Clover. Jess had a lot of goodies, food and they watched a few scary movies. She had her party earlier in the day and then at night all of them went out trick or treating together. Everyone in the neighborhood had a good time and they all had fun. Little Dean and little Sammy kept changing their costumes all day long. Little Dean could not decide what to wear, but little Sammy told him that they could just wear how many different costumes. Little Dean was happy about that because he had started to cry because he wanted to be how many different things.

Little Sammy and little Dean helped Jess clean up after they got home from trick or treating. I told little Sammy that he was being such a good boy and he said that he was sorry again for being mean to Dean and that he was making up for it. I told him he was doing a good job because little Dean was so happy today.

The cutest and best part of the night was just a half hour ago when I found little Sammy and little Dean in Dean's house sleeping. Little Dean was showing Sammy his new room and they fell asleep on the floor. I didn't have the heart to wake them because they just looked so darn cute together and I've never seen them so close. I put blankets over them and turned out the light. It was a really good Halloween.

People Are Obsessed And I Totally Understand It

Okay, I've just been reading some stuff and I think a lot of people are totally obsessed with either Dean or Jensen or both. They just can't see anything else and I totally understand it. I was so obsessed with Sam's character that I never really noticed some things. It's kind of funny now. I've loved a lot of characters on a lot of shows and I've been obsessed with a lot of them. I never really got the chance to know if anyone else loved them as much as I did. Now I get to look at message boards and see that I'm just like a lot of people out there.

When I used to read message boards, I really didn't think about how other people are feeling because I'm kind of self absorbed. Maybe it's because I'm a loner and all I have is myself. Who knows? I do understand being so obsessed with something, that you can't see anything else, but what you want to. I was obsessed with Supernatural, but now I don't think that I am, so now that means I can enjoy it more. I still love it, but I'm just not as obsessed with it as I used to be. I love all my other shows and I can't miss an episode of them, but I've never been obsessed with them.

Older stars and shows that I used to watch made me so crazy. I remember sitting and waiting for them to come on. I used to get an actual physical pain in my stomach, waiting for them to come on. Then, I was so worried that something would happen during the show. The power going out, a news break or something like that. It drove me crazy, but it was great, too. I don't have those kind of feelings anymore because I know that if I miss an episode that I can watch it online or a repeat. The repeats come on faster nowadays then they did in the past. Some of the episodes never repeated either. So, if you missed it, you missed it and that was that.

I've got to be more nicer and try to understand other people's feelings. It's hard because I'm not that sociable and I spend a lot of time alone. It's hard for me to connect to other people, but I try. Even on Facebook, sometimes I just don't feel like posting or talking to anyone. I guess that's just who I am.

My Little Sammy Is Good

My little Sammy went to Dean's house and apologized for giving him the potion that turned him into a skeleton. Little Sammy bought a stuffed soldier doll for Dean. My little Sammy also sent a bunch of pumpkin cookies to his friends. I asked little Sammy why he was so bad. He wouldn't tell me. I told him that I'd be home for a few days and he started to jump around and was so happy. I told him that soon, I'd be home for a long time. My work is coming to an end and I'll be released soon and then he can come home for lunch and have his mac and cheese and see me every day. I told little Sammy that I love him so much and it hurts when he's not a good boy and he said that he'd be good from now on. I'm hoping he's telling the truth and that he didn't just tell me that so he could watch Supernatural and Vamp Diaries.

Little Sammy and Dean had a big football game at their school and little Dean scored the winning touchdown. I was so proud of him. I just love to watch little Sammy and Dean play football and baseball. I never saw little Jess cheer harder than at this last game. It was really close, but our team won because of little Dean. Little Sammy was very proud of Dean and said that he was glad that he had an older brother like him.

Little Sammy asked why I haven't been going on the message boards and posting about our favorite shows. I told him that I'm tired of it and it's more fun to watch the shows and just enjoy them. I told him that if I looked at what people were writing for too long, I'd go crazy. I'm really happy with all our shows and I don't want anything to ruin that right now. I told him I'd keep the love up for big Sammy and big Dean.

I hope I survive Halloween with my three little demons. Who knows what will happen? I just hope my little Sammy will stay good and not do anymore bad things.

Is My Little Sammy Evil Now?

My little Sammy went and did something really bad this time. He went and bought a potion at The Mystery Shop and had little Dean drink it. It turned my little Dean into a skeleton. I screamed and yelled at little Sammy and he just laughed. I asked Sammy how long the potion would last and he said a few days. Little Dean cried at first when he saw himself and then later he said he was okay. Little Dean wouldn't talk to Sammy. When Jess found out what Sammy had done she sent him a box with a surprise inside. It had an egg in it and it flew at Sammy's face. Egg was dripping down little Sammy's face and Jess, Dean and I were all laughing. Little Jess made Sammy go to her house and help with her party.

I told little Sammy that if he does not behave himself, then I'm going to take all his costumes and masks away and he will not go to Jess' party on Halloween. Little Sammy cried and fell asleep in his coffin bed. I don't know what's gotten into that little demon. Maybe it's just Halloween or is my little Sammy turning evil? He's never done anything so mean before. Maybe I'll have to stop letting him watch Supernatural and Vamp Diaries for a while and then he'll behave and be good.