Thoughts About Sam And Dean

I can't believe that I let other people stop me from believing in what I want to about Dean. I love Dean and for a while, I almost stopped. It wasn't because of anything on the show, it was all about what people want Dean to be or think he should be. I love Dean for who his is and that's a hero, a wise cracking hunk, a womanizer and a devoted brother and family man. I would never want to see Dean be anything else. Dean was never just about protecting Sam, he's about so much more and I'm surprised that people don't see that. A lot of people think Dean is turning into Sam or becoming like him and I don't see that at all. Dean will never be like Sam. Also the whole Dean is an angel crap is just that, crap. Who would want to see Dean become something that he is totally not or could ever be. Dean went to hell and the last time I checked, no one returned from hell and turned into an angel. Angels have fallen from grace and went to hell, especially Lucifer and his followers because they displeased God and didn't want to obey him, but I doubt someone that goes to hell, becomes an angel. That makes absolutely zero sense to me. Also, Kripke and Co keep telling that Dean will never have powers, so why do people think he will become an angel or a vessel for an angel. Sure Kripke and Co could change their minds, but I know I would hate for Dean to become an angel or have powers.

I love Sam and I don't get why a lot of people just want to see Sam as evil or turning evil. That's all they'll see and nothing more. Sam slept with a demon and he has abilities or powers and that's all they think Sam is about. Sam is about so much more and it's sad to me that people can't see it. Sam feels guilt all the time about people that die around him and for him. He feels guilty over the people that die because evil wants to use them. Sam has a compassion for creatures that don't want to harm or do evil in the world. Maybe Sam wants to see good in them, so he knows that there is good in him and that he has a choice to be evil or good. Sam wanted to stop the apocalypse to save people, he didn't do it to say how great he was or to show Dean up. He thought he was doing the right thing and he was manipulated by Ruby and the angels. People thought that Sam was going to be Lucifer's vessel because all they think is, Sam is evil. Also, Sam is the anti-christ or that he's going to go and team up with Lucifer or be tempted by him. All people want to see is Sam evil and he's just not. If Sam was evil, than Sam wouldn't have needed to be manipulated into doing anything evil or bad. If Sam was evil, he would've been killing people and enjoying it. Sam has never enjoyed or been happy when someone has been hurt or not cared about someone being hurt or killed. Sam wants to do the right thing for good and that's why it was so easy for him to be manipulated.

I want Sam and Dean to be together and fight together, but a lot of people don't. I love Sam and Dean's brotherly bond and I think it's going to be strong again. I don't want to see Dean on his own, listening and trusting in Castiel over Sam. I don't want to see Sam trusting in demons over Dean and I don't think he did. I think Sam isn't going to be able to trust anyone and he's really going to need Dean more than ever, but is Dean going to be able to trust Sam and not look at him like he's some creature that's evil or going to turn evil. I still think Sam has a choice, even with all that demon blood in him. Sam saved Dean and has his back in all of season 4, despite what Dean thought. I still think there was a part of Dean that was jealous of Ruby and that she got so close to Sam. Dean probably thought that Sam would just fight and be a hunter on his own. We don't know all of what Sam did while Dean was in hell. I doubt he was just having sex with Ruby and drinking demon blood. Who even knows if he was with Ruby all the time or how much of the time they were together? Who knows what Sam fought and how many people he saved or anything? We just got a small look at what happened.

I'm just hoping for season 5 to be stronger and Sam and Dean to be on the same side and not fighting each other or one evil and one good. Especially people thinking Dean is the good one and Sam is the bad one because I know that's what people think. I believe Eric when he says Supernatural is a show about two brothers and I hope I see that in season 5 or I'll label Eric Kripke a liar. I want Sam and Dean to be standing together and fighting and both have a part to play in stopping the apocalypse and Lucifer, not just Dean being the big hero of Supernatural, but Sam being right there with him, just as much a hero as Dean.