Thoughts On What I Want To See In Season 5 of Supernatural

I didn't even want to think about what I want to see happen because it probably won't and I'll be disappointed. I keep thinking about things and I can't stop.

1. The first and most important thing that I want to see is how Sam and Dean deal with everything that has happened and what both of them have said and done. I want them both to apologize to each other for the things they said, not just Sam. Dean hurt Sam probably as much or more than Sam hurt Dean. I want them slowly to work out there problems. Also it would be interesting to see that that's what Chuck is going to be able to help them with. Maybe he'll be able to tell Sam and Dean how the other was thinking and feeling. Who knows? It would be great to see a scene with Sam talking to Chuck and learning about Dean and then Dean talking to Chuck and learning about Sam. Maybe Chuck will be able to help them the most.

2. Sam's addiction to demon blood. Is it a true addiction or is it something else? How will it affect and alter him and how will he deal with it and how will Dean deal with Sam and his problem? I'd love to see how everything has affected Sam and see how much he agonizes over it because that's usually what Sam does. Sam usually blames himself for everything and he's done it since the first season. He usually blames himself for things that he's had no control over as well as the things he has had control over. I'd love to see a scene where Sam thinks about committing suicide and actually takes some action, but Dean coming to save him or Sam not being able to do it or maybe something else happens and Sam finds out it isn't his time to die.

3. I'd love to see how Dean becomes a better leader and is able to think of a lot of people and not just about saving his family or just Sam. To put others first. Maybe the lives of billions over the cost of one person. Almost like Clark in Smallville when he saved Chloe. Chloe told Clark that she'd have rather died than other people dying and that's probably how Sam would feel on Supernatural. Clark found a way to save Chloe and everyone and I could see Dean trying to too.

4. I want to see more action and less talking, especially boring scenes with guest stars and just I don't know. I want more story and fighting and stuff like that. I love the talking between Sam and Dean and want more of it, so they can get to really know who each other is and to mend their relationship. There doesn't have to be endless monologue, but just short scenes that say it all.

5. I love Castiel, but I really don't want to see him a lot on the show. I don't want his character to become as important as Sam and Dean's or to overshadow either of their characters. I know a lot of people love him and I do too, but I want to see him interacting more with both Sam and Dean, not just Dean all the time with Sam left to be by himself or Sam going to talk to someone and Dean thinking everyone Sam talks to is evil or something.

6. I want to see John and Mary Winchester in an episode together and maybe to be with Sam. Sam never got to know his mother and he never got to resolve anything with his father. It would be nice to see Sam saying everything he wanted to say to John and his mother. I'd really love that.

7. The thing that I want to see the most is Sam and Dean fighting side by side and being together most of the time. Sure they can be with other people because they can't be with each other 24/7, but I want to see more of their relationship issues addressed. I want Dean to be able to help Sam by talking about hell and Sam to be able to help Dean by talking about his demon blood addiction. I really think they can help each other by talking to each other.

If only one thing that I want happens, I'll probably be happy and okay. I'm not going to count on anything and maybe I'm not too excited about the show coming back on because I can still think about what I want to see. When the show comes back on, then it's what Kripke and Co have planned and it might not be what I want or they could surprise me and give me something I love even better than what I wanted to see.