My Life With Little Sammy...chapter 5

My little Sammy is sad because I told him that I have to go back to work. Little Sammy would come home from school to have mac and cheese with me in the afternoon and now he can't. I loved giving him a hug and kiss and having lunch with him. I'm going to start putting little presents in Sammy's lunch box so that he'll know that I love him. I told him he can start to have lunch with Dean and Jess, but Sammy loved having lunch with me.

I knew once Smallville came on that little Sammy would forget about Supernatural for a while. He loves to watch Clark. Dean told me that Lois is one hot chick and that's all he cared about on the show. Little Jess likes Oliver and was so happy when he came on. As for me, I love that new character Zod. He almost makes me forget about Davis Bloome. I still miss Davis and I'll always love Sam Witwer. Sammy asked me why I love the villains and I said that I love all the characters on Smallville. I love old and new ones.

Little Sammy has now joined the baseball team and he convinced Dean to join to. I hope Sammy doesn't want to play any more sports. I don't know if I can keep up with all of them. It's not like they play every day and they don't really play a lot of games. It's mostly just for fun.

I had to put I love Dean stickers on Dean's wall. I told him that I love him almost as much as little Sammy. Dean knows that Sammy is my little baby and he's okay with it. I still need to show Dean that I love him, too. I asked if Jess wanted me to put up stickers on her wall and she told me that I'd better not. She loves her room the way it is and she knows that I love her. She knows that Sammy loves her because he is always sending her a ton of gifts. Sammy just bought Jess two new fancy dresses and shoes. I hope little Jess doesn't take advantage of my little Sammy. I doubt she will, she sends Sammy stuff when she can and she loves him. I'm worried about something she said recently. She said she wanted to take a big bite out of Sammy. I asked her what that meant, but she wouldn't answer me. She does have fangs and I'm hoping she doesn't mean to really take a bite out of Sammy. I won't let her bite Sammy and I told her that I'd better not see any bite marks on Sammy. She just laughed.

I have to go to work and I'm worried about my baby Sammy missing me too much.

My Life With Sammy...chapter 4

Another Thursday night with little Sammy, Dean and Jess. We watched Vamp Diaries and Jess got scared during it. Little Sammy likes to watch the shows with the lights out and we had to turn them on because Jess started to cry and even Sammy and Dean got scared. We turned them back out when Supernatural came on. Little Sammy cried when those other hunters forced demon blood down Sam's throat. Then he cried again when Lucifer told Sam that Sam was his vessel. I told little Sammy that Lucifer lies and who knows why he told Sam that. Was that even Lucifer? We don't know, maybe it was God testing Sam. We have to wait and find out. My little Sammy still wouldn't stop crying, even when I gave him some more chocolate milk and Dean kept patting him on the back and telling him everything would be okay. I then told Sammy that Sam told Lucifer that he would never be his vessel, that just proves what kind of person Sam is. Sammy stopped crying, but I still had to hold him and he fell asleep in my arms.

I hope he'll be okay. I don't want him to stop loving his favorite character, Sam. Little Dean told me that he thought the show was really good and he didn't understand why Sammy was crying. Little Jess loved Castiel and she told me that she thinks he's the cutest guy on the show. I let little Jess and Dean spend the night, so that if Sammy wakes up, then they'll be here for him.

Little Dean competed in a couple of races yesterday and won almost all of them. Little Sammy and Jess were cheering him on in the stands. They kept screaming for him to win and that they loved him. It was so cute to watch.

Here's a picture of little Sammy's front room. I helped him decorate it. I also bought him this lighthouse that glows in the dark. He saw it in the store and he wanted it so badly. I just had to buy it for him because I can't deny him anything.

I think little Sammy will be okay once I remind him that his favorite man of steel is coming on. He's been looking forward to the premiere of Smallville for a while now. He's still sad that he can't watch his favorite two shows on the same night. I told Sammy maybe it's a good thing because now he'll have something good to watch on Friday night. Hopefully Smallville will be really good and that will help him to stop thinking about what happened on Supernatural.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess are all worried about Sam and Dean and think they are going to be apart for a long time. I told them, I doubt that will happen. I think they are going to be together soon and don't forget how much they both love each other. I told them to not worry about it because no one wants to see Sam and Dean apart for long. We just have to keep watching and see what happens. Who knows what Kripke and Co have planned?

I just put little Sammy to bed in his bunk bed. Little Dean is sleeping on top and he told me not to worry about Sammy. He told me that if Sammy wakes up, he'll comfort him and talk to him. Little Dean is a great older brother and I love him so much for being there for little Sammy. Little Jess wanted to sleep in the room on the floor, but I told her if she wanted to stay the night, she had to sleep in Sammy's bed. That floor is hard and I don't want her to hurt her back. She's a little sweetheart and she fell asleep holding Sammy's football. I think I'd better go to bed, too.

My Life With Little Sammy...chapter 3

Wow! A lot has been happening with little Sammy. He started school with Dean and Jess. They all got cute little lunch boxes and Sammy and Dean have joined the football team and Jess is a cheerleader. I gave little Sammy his uniform and he was so happy. He kept jumping around and Jess kept kissing him. It was so cute. Sammy got so tired, that he fell dead asleep with his uniform on. I bought him a little stuffed animal football player and a new football.

Little Sammy loves school so much I had to make a special room in his house. It has three desks in it. One for each of them. It also has a bunk bed for Sammy and Dean to sleep in. I let Jess spend the night because she slept in Sammy's room, while they slept in the bunk beds. Jess and Dean love Sammy's house because it has more fun stuff to play with and it's bigger than their house's are.

Little Sammy bought a ring that turns him invisible. Unfortunately, it does not turn his clothes invisible. He was sad about that, but he still has fun wearing his ring. He bought one for Dean, but Jess didn't want one. Sammy also bought one for two of his closet friends, Clover and Peaches. He went to Peaches house while she was wearing the ring. Obviously she loves her gift from little Sammy.

Little Sammy just keeps being a sweetheart and I can't deny him anything. I just bought him a new jukebox and I remodeled his front room for him. His head is getting better and his stitches should come out soon. I just hope I don't regret letting him play football. I don't want him to crack his head open again.

There was one little problem that occurred. There was a fight over One Tree Hill. Dean said that Nathan cheated on Haley and little Sammy said there was no way that he would because he loves Haley too much. They started to hit each other over it and I had to take away the TV. I told them if they behaved themselves and there was no more fighting, then they'd get to watch Supernatural and Vamp Diaries on Thursday. They settled down and made up and I put the TV back. They can't wait for the next episode of Supernatural. I hope they don't fight over Sam and Dean or those other brothers on Vamp Diaries. With Sam and Dean being apart for a few episodes, I don't know how they're going to react to that. My little Sammy loves seeing Sam and Dean together fighting evil. I told him that's what I love too. Hopefully we'll get to see more of it this season.

I just put a big I Love Sammy on my little Sammy's wall. I want him to know that he is loved and always will be.

My Life With Little Sammy ....chapter 2

My little Sammy got a mask and him and Dean have been sharing it. Little Sammy went to the store with it on and the store's owner thought he was being robbed. Little Sammy pulled out his money and paid for his goods. He told the owner that he just liked to wear the mask, but I know that little Sammy wanted to scare people with it like his older brother Dean. Little Sammy bought a love potion for Jess and now she has red hearts floating around her. Sammy said that she's even more beautiful now.

That stupid mask has caused all kinds of trouble and I had to take it away from little Sammy and little Dean. They had a big fight over it and Dean pushed Sammy and he hit into the side of his bed and cut his head open. He bled all over and I had to rush him to the hospital. They put in a couple of stitches and said that it would heal fast, but I was so scared. Little Sammy cried for a while, but Dean held his hand and told him he'd be okay. Later when we got home from the hospital, Dean made sure that Sammy got to play with all the toys that he wanted and they watched Sammy's favorite episode of Supernatural.

Little Sammy had me help him make a special room in his house for him and Jess to spend time in. It has a lily pond, a waterfall and a swing. It looks like they are outside, but they are inside. The floor resembles grass and the walls look like the sky with clouds. It's a really beautiful room and I love to go there myself because it is so peaceful.

Little Sammy, Dean and Jess are all going to school now. They are learning all kinds of new things. Sammy and Dean want to be on the football team and Jess wants to be a cheerleader. I don't know how I feel about little Sammy playing football. I told him that he can't play until his head heals. Little Dean is bigger and stronger, so I don't worry about him as much as little Sammy. Sammy is still my little baby and I don't want to see him get seriously injured. I worry because Sammy is so sweet and football is such a rough sport.

My little Sammy loves to run and so does Dean. They love to be in races with all their friends. Jess has raced a few times, but she doesn't care for it. Little Sammy sometimes lets some of his friends beat him because he doesn't want them to feel bad. He's seen them crying and he hates that and he wants to make them feel better. When he does win against them, he tells them it was a close race and they ran really fast. Sometimes he'll stop by their house's later and give them a treat. Little Sammy is my sweetheart because he is always thinking of others. I love him so much.

I bought him his football uniform because I know he really wants to play. I hid it because I'm going to surprise him with it. I'm going to buy Dean his uniform to, when I get the money for it. I want them to be happy.

My Life With Little Sammy

Chapter 1.

My name is Dfanatic and I thought I'd write about my life with little Sammy. Little Sammy is my blue kitty who lives in a house in a little town here in my Hell House. Sammy is sweet and loving. He's never mean, even when others are mean to him. Little Sammy helps all his friends out and sends them presents and brings them food to eat. Recently his older brother Dean moved into his neighborhood. Dean spends more time at Sammy's house because Sammy has more fun stuff. They spend a lot of time in Sammy's Supernatural room watching their favorite show. They also love to watch Smallville, One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl and now Vampire Diaries. Little Dean spends the night at Sammy's all the time.

Little Sammy used to go around kissing all his little female friends because he could not decide which one he liked the most. He'd send them gifts, hug them and laugh with them. All that changed when Jess moved into Sammy's neighborhood. Jess was so pretty that Sammy stopped kissing his other girlfriends and will only kiss Jess. He's been showering her with gifts and helping her get her house to look pretty. I won't let Jess spend the night with Sammy, but Jess comes over and plays and watches Supernatural with Sammy and Dean.

One sad thing about little Jess. The first time she watched Supernatural with Sammy and Dean, she started to cry. Little Sammy asked her what was wrong and she said she was afraid that Sam and Dean would hunt her because she has fangs. We all had to reassure her that Sam and Dean wouldn't hurt her and that they're fictional characters. Little Sammy said that Sam on Supernatural was his hero because Sam will only kill people that are doing evil things. Sam convinced Dean to let some vampires go because they weren't killing people. Sam thinks he has something evil in him, but we all think it's something good, little Sammy told Jess. Jess was happy and started to smile. That's the power of my little Sammy. He always makes people smile, especially me.

Whenever this demon has had a bad day at work. Little Sammy can turn my frown upside down and make me smile. Sometimes little Sammy gets in trouble, but most of the time, he's a really good boy. He wants to go on the internet to see what people are saying about his favorite character Sam. I told him that the internet is evil and not to worry about what other people think, only what he thinks about his hero Sam. I told him a lot of people are being stupid and think Sam is bad. We know that Sam is good and I told him other people think that, too. I told him not to worry and just enjoy watching Supernatural.

Little Sammy told me that if Eric Kripke would just have Sam drink chocolate milk, instead of demon blood, then people would like him more. He wanted me to send a letter to Eric and ask him to let Sam be addicted to chocolate milk. I told little Sammy that Eric is really busy making the show and he wouldn't have the time to read the letter. Eric will do a good job with Sam's character, but we just have to wait and see what happens. I told him, that I doubt Sam will drink demon blood again and maybe we'll get to see Sam drinking chocolate milk. Sammy smiled and went to go watch some more old episodes of Supernatural with little Dean and Jess. Sammy is so easy to please.

My little Sammy made a room in his house for Jared Padalecki. It's his candy room. The floor is made of chocolate and the walls are gingerbread. He knows that Jared loves candy and little Sammy loves it, too.

I love my little Sammy, little Dean and now little Jess. I'll be writing more about them and what these three little rascals, especially little Sammy get up to.

Thursday Night Is Brother Night

Well, I think Thursday is officially brother night. I love watching Vamp Diaries and this last episode was really good. I just loved that Damon. I can't wait to find out what he's up to. I love that on this show the brothers hate each other and you see that in every scene with them. I love the tension between them.
I loved Supernatural tonight as well. I loved seeing Ellen, Jo and Rufus again. So the first horseman of the apocalypse has shown up. That was a great twist to this night's episode. I think Kripke was fooling everyone, when he said there was going to be a lot of comedy. It's too bad people freak out about things before they find out what everything is about. I'm really enjoying Supernatural right now and one of the reasons for that is because I won't go on message boards. It gets too crazy with people thinking up all kinds of stuff, I think up stuff too because it's fun to wonder what's going to happen, but sometimes those boards can drive you crazy. Some people don't want to think for themselves, but believe what everyone else does or believe Kripke who is fooling people all the time.

I'm loving brother night. I get to see the two hot brothers on Vamp Diaries that hate each other. Then I get to watch Supernatural and see the brothers that love each other. It was so apparent in this last episode, how much Sam and Dean care about each other. I almost cried when Dean said Sam could take the Impala. You know Dean loves Sam and Sam loves Dean. Poor Sam who is so confused right now. Who thinks there is something evil inside him, you never know that something might be good, not evil.

America's Got Talent Winner

I'm glad that Kevin Skinner was the winner on America's Got Talent. I loved almost all the last ten acts. I wish they all were in a show in Vegas. I'd go and see all of them, if I could. I missed the show where they all got to do their final performances because it was on Monday night and I was watching CW. That's why I try to only watch one network. I hate how the networks move shows around and then you miss them because they are all on at the same time. CW is my favorite network and now there is nothing on any of the other networks that I want to watch.

I've been trying to do more reading lately. I just finished James Rollin's novel Doomsday Key. That was a scary and exciting book, all at the same time. I love how James puts fact into fiction. You really learn things about our world when you read one of his books. I love that. I've been spending a lot of my time on Facebook. I have even more farms and I love to play with little Sammy and little Dean. I can play with them for hours and hours. I've started to play Farkle on there and Bejeweled.

I've still been thinking about Supernatural. I still don't think Dean is going to be Michael's vessel. I don't know what Zac and Co are trying to do, but I don't think it has anything to do with God and it's not good. I still remember Uriel telling Castiel about Lucifer, their beautiful brother. If Zac was Uriel's and Castiel's boss, then he wants Lucifer in charge and I think he's lying to Dean. Another thought I've had about Dean. How do we know Alistair wasn't grooming Dean in hell to be Lucifer's helper. I also think that episode "The Douche Of Oz" is going to be a dream Dean has because how do the angels find him to show him the future. Why are Zac and Co threatening Dean to be Michael's vessel and why isn't Michael asking Dean to be his vessel. There's something up with all of that. Another theory of mine is, if angels like Castiel can be brought back to life, then so could Azazel. Maybe that's who is trying to have Dean be his vessel, Azazel. You never know. I don't think the demons wanted Dean in hell just to break the first seal.
My theories are pretty whacked out, but they could be possible. You never know.

One Tree Hill And Gossip Girl Premieres

First off. One Tree Hill. It started out with the very talented Bethany Joy singing and I was so happy. Lucas and Peyton are gone, but I didn't even care. I feel sad for the people who loved their characters, but I personally thought they were my least favorite of all the characters on the show. One new character that I just loved is Clayton played by Robert Buckley. He's going to make the show be even better. I loved seeing Julian and Brooke together. I loved that scene where Skills and Mouth were both naked and Millicent walked in on them. It was a laugh and a half. My favorite thing about this episode was Dan Scott. He's still alive and he was supposed to be dead because of his heart. He needed to get redemption and I loved what he said about forgiving yourself for things. You don't ever have to be the person you were. I liked little Jamie telling Nathan that he should forgive his father. Forgiveness is a great gift that you can give yourself and other people. Maybe Sam and Dean Winchester could learn a little bit from Dan Scott about forgiveness.

Now for Gossip Girl. Chuck, Chuck and Chuck. I just love Chuck Bass. He's still my favorite bad boy of TV, even when he's being good. I love seeing Chuck and Blair together. Rufus was looking hotter than ever for my cute older guy. I liked seeing Eric be on the show a little more. I'm starting to like Vanessa more than Serena. Serena has just become annoying and I can't stand her character, in fact, I've never really liked her character all that much. I can't wait for next week's episode, it should be good.

Now for something personal. I went to my nephew's birthday party today and of course, one of the drama queens was there. I wish some people would realize that the world does not revolve around just them, there are other people in this world and we all have problems. I can't stand people that try to make you as miserable as they are. I remember when I spent a time in a pit of misery and it was hard to get out of, but I did. I never tried to drag other people into it, to keep me company. I dragged myself out of that pit and these people need to learn to do that for themselves. You can let other people help you out of the pit, but don't try crawl over them or drag them down with you. I got out of that pit by using music, my books and TV to help me. I know that doesn't work for everyone, but that's what helped me and that's why I love these things.

I'm going to keep doing the things that make me happy, not the things other people tell me will make me happy. Most people are pretending that they have great lives and hiding behind their misery, it's sad.

Little Sammy's and Little Dean's Escapades

Little Sammy and Little Dean have been getting into all kinds of trouble. Little Sammy's been doing all kinds of things with his girlfriends. Little Dean has started wearing masks and scaring people.

Little Sam And Little Dean

I have to play with little Sammy and little Dean because I'll go crazy thinking about Supernatural. I think up all kinds of crazy stuff, but then again, maybe it isn't so crazy. Who knows? I just don't want to fight with anymore on any boards or anywhere about the show. I just want to enjoy it. I love both Sam and Dean's characters and it drives me crazy that people still think Sam is evil or going to turn evil or become Lucifer's vessel. Lucifer has come, so why didn't he go to Sam and ask Sam to be his vessel, maybe because Sam is not Lucifer's vessel. As for Dean being all good and more righteous than Sam. Who knows what Dean is right about or wrong about? Is he doing the right thing. It drives me crazy when people want Sam and Dean to fight, or that Dean was right about everything and Sam was wrong. That's bull crap. Dean might have been able to stop Sam from killing Lilith, but did he even try. He was more worried about Sam being a monster or becoming evil. Oh no! I keep thinking about it. It's going to stop right here and now.

My little Sammy and my little Dean live in a great world where they are happy all the time. Sure they might fight, but they make up right after. Little Sammy and little Dean are always smiling and they love each other. I personally think that Sam and Dean on Supernatural are going to work things out and it's not just going to be about Sam getting Dean's forgiveness.

The Mystery Of Sam

Why did Azazel kill Mary and all her friends? That is still a big mystery. It was to cover up something about Sam. What was it and did John find out what it was? It seemed like Mary's friends and family were being killed as John tried to find out stuff. How do we know Sam's gifts weren't God given? Ruby made a comment about it and then said about them not being from God.
Azazel never got to finish giving Sam the blood he wanted to because Mary came in and she was murdered.
Azazel was an angel as well as a demon, so Sam was given what. Angel or demon blood.
When Sam first started having visions, if they were from Azazel, then why was it to help people. Why would Azazel want Sam to stop the other children from killing? In "Home" Sam's vision had nothing to do with Azazel. Also, Sam could sense things and he had the ability to move things with his mind.
After Sam was killed by Jake and died. How come we never saw him with a reaper? There has to be a reason for that. If the angels can bring people back to life. How do we know the angels or God didn't bring Sam back to life, not Dean's deal. Another thought, I had, what if Sam consented to be Michael's vessel when he died and Michael healed him and brought him back to life. If Sam was so special and he was going to be Lucifer's vessel, then why did Azazel let him die? Did Azazel know that Dean would make the deal for Sam? Or more importantly, was Azazel and the bad angels working together all along? They wanted Dean in hell to help break the first seal because John wouldn't break, so Dean was next in line.
Sam was immune to that demon virus, because he's evil already or evil can't effect him. Sam could drink demon blood, but he never turned evil the whole time. Sam was still worried about helping and saving people.
Sam can hold demons and send them to hell. I doubt Lucifer wants his demons to go back to hell, so why would Sam have that ability, if he was going to be Lucifer's vessel. Also, the demons couldn't destroy Sam. Look how Lilith was surprised when she couldn't kill Sam with her demon ray gun, or Samhain couldn't use it either on him. Sam killed Alistair, who was a demon,so how could he do that? How did he kill Lilith?
If the demon blood isn't what gave Sam his powers, than what did give him those powers. Why does everyone think Sam is evil? Dean doesn't want Sam to be anything, but a human. Maybe Dean is wrong in thinking that Sam is a monster and he has something evil in him, maybe what Sam has in him is good.
If God saved Sam and Dean from Lucifer, then he has something planned for both of them. Castiel came and helped both Sam and Dean, not just Dean.

I don't know where Kripke and Co are going with anything concerning Sam, but I think it's crazy that people still think Sam is evil in some way or that he's going to help Lucifer. How do we know that Sam isn't really Michael's sword and Dean is Michael's vessel?

I find it funny that people somehow want Sam and Dean to be on opposite sides. Dean on the side of good and Sam on the side of evil. When who knows which side either of them will be on? Or heaven forbid, they are both on the side of God. Would that be so terrible?

I think people just want Dean to have some higher purpose and Sam to be nothing. I think that's how Kripke and Co are going to trick people, but I could be wrong.

Supernatural Picked Apart and The New Thursday Night

I'll start with Supernatural. Here's some things that I found interesting about "Sympathy For The Devil". First off, I don't have sympathy for Lucifer, but I do for the poor guy that became Lucifer's vessel. I think Mark Pellegrino is going to be great on the show as Lucifer. As for Dean being Michael's vessel. I'm not to sure that he is. Why couldn't he hear Castiel or why didn't Michael come to Dean himself and ask to use him as a vessel. Why did the bad angels threaten Dean to say yes? If Jimmy was Castiel's chosen vessel, then why could his daughter be his vessel, too. It's funny to me that when whoever saved Sam and Dean at the beginning and you saw that light, Sam looked right into and Dean looked down.
I still think Sam has a purpose, even though some people don't. Why would Sam be saved right along with Dean if he didn't. I still think those bad angels are lying to Dean about being Michael's vessel, but you never know. They've lied to Dean how many times now. One wonders if perhaps, instead of Michael, Dean was going to be Lucifer's vessel. Who knows how many potential people could be his vessel? Why didn't the angels care about Dean's safety in season 4. Dean almost died how many times. I guess they could bring him back to life, but if they could do that, then they should be able to force him to be Michael's vessel.
I think Kripke and Co are downplaying Sam right now because who knows what Sam is going to do. I had a funny thought. What if Sam is God's vessel? You never know.
I still think it's interesting that Dean was supposed to die and the war was over for him, then Daddy Winchester made the deal and all of a sudden Dean has some higher purpose to be Michael's vessel. It just doesn't wash.
As for Dean trusting Sam. Does Sam even know that Dean broke the first seal in hell, or are we to believe Dean told Sam that? I think Dean lies to Sam, but Dean can't trust Sam, that's laughable. As for Sam trusting a demon over Dean. Sam asked Dean to come with them and Dean chose to be self-righteous and stubborn. Then Dean doesn't know about the changed cell phone message, that had a big impact on Sam's choice. Will Dean learn about that?
Here's another thing people are talking about. Bobby being possessed. Sure he probably had charms and maybe a tattoo or something. I'm surprised that Bobby was able to fight the demon in him, just like John did. John was able to fight Azazel for a little bit when he was being possessed. Why did Meg have to lock herself in Sam's body? And speaking of John Winchester. John was a vessel for Azazel. He was a demon and an angel. So does that mean Sam and Dean could both be vessels for angels. Also, where did Sam get his powers and why did he stop having visions? I hope we find out this season, finally.
I actually enjoyed the show and I can't wait for episode 2 when we get to see Ellen, Jo and Rufus again. It looks really good.

Now for the new Thursday nights. I was worried that "The Vampire Diaries" would not be too good. I actually liked it and I really got into it when that Damon first came on. He just heated up the screen big time. I love that he is evil. I can't wait to see him and Stefan in more scenes. They are both hot looking actors.
I really missed "Smallville" and I loved hearing "Somebody save me" every thursday night. It like kicked off hero night on Thursday night. Now I guess I'll have to think of Thursday night as brother night. I can't wait for "Smallville" to start. It's going to suck that it's on Friday night, though.

Supernatural's Season 5 Premiere Was Awesome

The premiere for Supernatural was just awesome. I totally loved it. I knew there was nothing to worry about and Kripke and Co would give us something great and they did.
All kinds of people freaking out over those spoilers and Kripke and Co totally tricked them. I've said that no one should let spoilers spoil them and they shouldn't. I was surprised in a good way and I'm so happy right now. If people wanted the old Supernatural back, then they kind of got it. I hope people aren't worried about the Dean and Castiel show, it's the Sam and Dean show and it always will be. Castiel is just a great addition to the show. He's like Bobby. I even loved Chuck the Prophet and I loved the new woman playing Meg or the demon that was in Meg. I even loved Lucifer. The show was great and I'll probably tear it apart later, but right now I'm too happy.

My little Sammy's party was a success. All his friends came over to watch and little Dean helped him clean up after the party. Little Sammy was sad when "The Vampire Diaries" came on instead of "Smallville". Little Dean had to comfort him and tell him that their favorite Man Of Steel will be on Friday night now. Sammy stopped crying and watched the Vamp Dairies and said it was okay. Then Supernatural came on and little Sammy was jumping for joy. He loved watching big Sammy and he hopes big Sammy will drink chocolate milk, just like he does. lol

Little Dean And Little Sammy

Little Dean moved into Little Sammy's neighborhood. Sammy lost two of his friends, but he's made two new ones and his brother is living right next door to him. Little Dean came to the party and they are waiting for the premiere of Supernatural, they're still watching DVD's of the previous four seasons.

2 Days Left Till The Premiere Of Supernatural

Now there is less than two days left. I had a nightmare about taping the show. It was pretty crazy and instead of Sam and Dean being on the show, it was Mulder and Scully. Where did they come from? My cat Mully must have been licking me or rubbing on me, while I was asleep.

Today I went to Salt Lake with one of my sister's. This sister loves to watch Supernatural, but she's not as crazy about the show as I am. We had a good time and we walked how far just to get some candy. I don't know how many miles we walked, but my feet were killing me. We took the train home and then caught a bus right away at the train station. I haven't rode that train for over a year and it was nice to go on it again.

Tonight's America's Got Talent was pretty interesting. Piers went and buzzed how many acts this time. The show wasn't as good as last week and you wonder who will make it through.

I found out something tonight and I started to laugh my head off. I just love when people are stupid, you just have to laugh about it.

3 More Days To Go

Now there is less than three days to go until the premiere of Supernatural. Then the following week my other shows will start. I just can't wait. It was four months and now it is almost here. Time does fly by.

Today I went to an amusement park by where I live. I went with my sister, her daughter and son, and her two grandchildren. I had a great time and this was probably the best time I've had there all summer. I have a season pass to the park and there is still Sept. and Oct. to visit it. It was a nice distraction from thinking about Supernatural for a while. Now that I'm not working for a while, I'll have to find more things to do.

The wait for Supernatural is almost over, but then, you have to wait for it each week. Also, they take a big long break during the holidays. That's when time really slows down and I have to find other stuff to do. The holidays pretty much keep you busy, but sometimes they don't.

It will be great once that first episode comes on and there will be more to post about on the message boards. Right now, all you can do is speculate and wonder about things.

The only new shows that I'm going to watch, are all on CW. Melrose Place, The Beautiful Life and The Vampire Diaries. I looked in the TV Guide and I didn't find any other interesting shows to watch on any of the other networks. I hope these three shows are good, if not, then I'll have more time to watch repeats of my favorite shows, read or whatever.

Why I Think Sam and Dean's Brotherly Bond Is Still Strong?

Here's why I think Sam and Dean's brotherly bond is still strong and that they're going to be okay.
I think Dean realized what the bad angels have done and how they manipulated him, Castiel and Sam. I don't think Dean is going to blame Sam for everything. How could he? If Dean finds out about Castiel letting Sam out of that panic room and the cell phone message that Sam received and not Dean's real message, Dean is going to be more understanding about what Sam did. Sam was being manipulated by the bad angels all along. They probably purposely told him not to use his abilities and they made Dean be afraid of Sam using them. Poor Sam was being tricked and manipulated by the bad angels and by Ruby. Why wouldn't Dean understand? Now about Dean trusting Sam. I think Dean is going to be afraid and worried about Sam because of Sam's addiction to the demon blood and the things that Sam did. Maybe Dean will be afraid that the demon blood will make Sam turn evil. I doubt the demon blood did anything to Sam, but I could be wrong about that.
I just think that Sam and Dean are going to learn more about each other as season 5 goes along. Hopefully that will bring them closer together and make their bond even stronger. I believe in Kripke and Co not to ruin that. I think they just wanted people to believe that Sam and Dean were going to end up on opposite sides.

As for some of the spoilers and what not. It looks to me like Bobby is possessed by a demon and was he possessed that whole time that Sam was in the panic room. Did he purposely let Sam go? I could be thinking too much into this and I probably am. I like the promo pictures for the second episode because they are of Sam and Dean together and that gives me the most hope that Sam and Dean are going to be okay.

Now for Castiel. I love Castiel and I doubt he's going to upstage Sam or replace him. Who knows how much Castiel will be in each episode and what he will be doing? I doubt that he's going to be with Sam and Dean all the time. I think he's going to be doing something on his own and helping Sam and Dean. You never know.

Another thing I read was that Kripke is going to close this chapter of Supernatural and he'll not leave anything a mystery. I'm hoping for this. I think that if there is a season 6, that Kripke and Co could come up with something good for it, that would be just as good as the Apocalypse. Who knows? If Kripke decided not to be involved and the show went on, I bet it would be good, too.

On a personal note about Sam and Dean and my own relationship with a sister of mine. Sam and Dean's relationship right now is a hell of a lot stronger than the one I have with this sister. What she said to me, was worse than anything that Sam and Dean said to each other? Just like Sam told to Dean. " You don't know me and you never will" My sister doesn't know me and she never will because right now, I don't want to have anything to do with her. I thought I knew her, but I was wrong. Now I don't want to know her at all. She used to be my hero and now she is nothing to me. Her words to me were worse than a physical blow. Now I know what she thinks of me, but I won't tell her what I think of her. I may be a rotten demon, but I'm not that cruel.

Watching Season 4 Supernatural On DVD

I watched "Monster Movie" and "Wishful Thinking" and I couldn't stop laughing. I love that black and white episode of Supernatural. I think it was one of the best episodes of season 4. I think watching it on my new TV made it look even better. I think Sam and Dean looked hot in black and white. It's funny, but when I watched it, my mind put it in color. I used to watch shows on a little black and white TV that I had and it was great just because I got to watch them. When I love a show, I'll watch it however I can. I loved that suicidal teddy bear in Wishful Thinking. I think that had to have been if not one of the funniest things ever, but the funniest on Supernatural. Just the looks on Sam and Dean's faces was priceless.
I'm going to keep watching old episodes until Thursday when we finally get to see new Supernatural.

A couple of Sammy's friends came over and started to party earlier. They're having a Supernatural marathon party.

5 More Days To Go

Now there is 5 more days to go until the premiere of Supernatural. I'm getting more excited. I've been spending my time reading before the show comes back on. I get the feeling that I won't be able to concentrate on my books, once the show comes back on. I'll probably start coming up with more wild and crazy theories. I hope I don't. I just want to enjoy the show. I think it helps to stay off the message boards, except to post on a few threads. Those message boards are going crazy, the closer it gets to the premiere. I've never been on any boards because I never had my computer. If I stay off them, it will be like that again and I'll probably enjoy the show more. I've been watching episodes from my season 4 DVD's and they aren't that bad. I think I got caught up in what people were saying about the show and I stopped believing in Kripke and Co. I think they did a pretty good job with season 4, even though, at times, things did not make sense.

I've been busy playing with little Sammy and just having fun. I started playing even more stuff on Facebook. Now that I have some free time, I'll be able to play some more. I love my little Sammy the most on there, though. He makes me happy and I can stop thinking about certain things.

Sammy's Supernatural party is in full swing. He's set up his TV, he's got pizza, burgers, hot dogs, popcorn, a pie, a cake, and some chocolate milk. He's invited all his friends over to watch the premiere.
Sammy got a new stuffed animal for graduating obedience school and he named it Cas.
Sammy got a laptop, but I won't let him go on the internet because he's too little and I told him the internet is evil. lol

Looking Better And Better

Season 5 of Supernatural keeps looking better and better. I went to look at the new promo pictures and now I'm really excited for it to come back on. It looks like Sam and Dean are going to be dealing with hell on Earth, but it's already been hell on Earth for years. It's just going to be worse now with Lucifer and how many demons from hell running around. I can't wait to see what Sam and Dean are going to have to deal with. It looks like this season is going to be one hell of a good time.

Why I Deleted My Post?

Here's why I deleted one of my earlier posts. Someone asked me to, but I'm sorry when I say that I really don't think you love me. Please don't be mean to my sister because she has no control over what I do. Here's why I made the post. It was to vent about something that pissed me off and that's what my Hell House is for, plus to say how much I love entertainment. I meant nothing against your family because I didn't mention names, it's sad when people have to go snooping on other people's blogs.

Why do I love entertainment so much? Why do I love my shows, music and books? They have been my drugs for years. They've helped me more than anyone on this Earth. When I've been depressed and I felt like the world's coming to an end. These are the things that I cling to the most. I'd cling to my family, but they have their own problems and their own lives.

I've been reading the person's blog for a while and maybe I saw something in her that I saw in myself long ago. I've taken a good hard look at myself, that's what I meant when I said she should look in a mirror. I wasn't talking about her personal appearance. I'm personally short, fat and ugly and I know it. I'm not a beautiful person inside or out. I know who I am and I love myself and I don't care if anyone else loves me or not. I love myself and that's all that matters. I love the old saying, "No one will ever love you, until you can love yourself." No truer words were ever spoken.

My Hell House is for my love for Supernatural, all my TV shows, all the singers, all my authors and for the people who inspire me. I watch and I listen to music because I learn from these things. Maybe I'm crazy, but I don't care. I try not to inflict myself on other people and I mainly keep to myself. I like to be alone, but I also like to spend time with the people I love. I love TV, but I love my family and friends more and I treasure my time with them, like the greatest treasures I own.

I'm sad that people looked at one thing I wrote on a blog and judged me for it and went postal over it. I never mentioned names or anything. I've deleted the post, so now leave my blog alone and go snoop or read other more interesting blogs please.

Thanks

America's Got Talent

I was a little surprised last night while watching the results show. I was sad that Paradiso Dance didn't make it to the finals. I'm glad that those cute Texas Tenors made it in and Kevin Skinner. Grandma Lee was funny and The Voices Of Glory were nice singers, but I wouldn't want to see them in Vegas. I'd love seeing the Fab Five from Morgan, Utah. I think they were great and full of energy and that's what you want when you go to Vegas. You want flash, energy, entertainment and excitement. I'd really love to see David Hasselhoff the most in Vegas. Too bad he's a judge and not a contestant. I've loved him seeing last night the most. I always loved watching him in Baywatch and Baywatch Nights. I have one of his albums and music from the cast of Baywatch. David is a real great entertainer that makes you feel good when you watch him.
I can't wait to see the other acts next week and see who makes it through to the finals. I've never got to watch this show because I've only been able to pull in CW on my TV. I'm glad that I found it. I'd love to get tickets to the show in Vegas in October, but I probably won't be able to. Vegas is one of my favorite places to go.

How Much Do I Love Supernatural?

Here's how much I love Supernatural. Sure season 4 wasn't my favorite season, but today I rushed out after work and got season 4 on DVD. I paid more money for it at F.Y.E. because they were all out at Target. I haven't even bought any of my other favorite shows yet and I probably won't until they go on sale. I love Supernatural so much that no matter what, I'll get everything Supernatural that I want.
I love Supernatural so much and that's why I bitch, complain, analyze and tear it apart. It's all because I love it so much. I don't do that with my other shows.
The only show that has gotten close to it, is Legend Of The Seeker. I'm praying and hoping season 5 of Supernatural kicks butt because I want it to always be my favorite.

I love Jared and Jensen and Eric Kripke for giving me this wonderful show. Also, all the writers, directors, producters, and cast. Also a nod to all the people who never get any credit and you never get to see their names because they're so small on your TV screen. All of these people bring my favorite show to me and I love them for it.

My little Sammy is starting to get ready for his Supernatural party on the 10th. He's put up Supernatural on the wall, he's gotten some balloons, a pie, a cake and he's going to try and invite some of his friends over to watch.

9 more days to go. I remember when it was four months. Where has the time gone?