Thoughts About Sam

I've been posting some thoughts about Sam on the CW mesage board and I don't know why. I think most Supernatural fans just want to see what they want to see. They think Dean is so wonderful and loving a brother to Sam and I haven't seen Dean be loving or wonderful to Sam in the last couple years. I've seen Dean constantly putting everything Sam likes down or making rude comments about what Sam likes. Like every woman should look at Dean and then if one looks at Sam, then there must be something wrong with her or she's evil or something. I've seen Dean constantly trying to control Sam's every move and wanting Sam to tell him the truth, but Dean can lie all the time to Sam and it's great. That's the biggest joke.

I wouldn't blame Sam if he was totally and completely pissed off at Dean because I think Dean has been an asshole to Sam for a long time now. Fans can see the show any way they want to and that's how I see things. I don't think Dean has really cared about Sam because he doesn't even know Sam. Dean just wants Sam to be some carbon copy of himself and not Sam. Sam does not like the same music as Dean, Sam doesn't like the same food as Dean or the same clothes or woman. Sam is his own person and that's who he should be. Why does Sam have to like everything that Dean likes? He should not have to. Dean never listens to Sam when Sam wants to talk about things. Dean tells Sam to shut up or he doesn't want to hear it or it doesn't matter. I love how Sam tried to tell Dean about his anger and Dean just said to bury it. Maybe Sam did just that and now that anger is coming out and that anger was about how Dean treated Sam for how long.

I don't know what Sera has in store for either Sam or Dean, but when you say that things are not as they seem. I believe it. Who knows what's really happening and the whole show is like some mystery now? I like a little mystery, but I don't like it between Sam and Dean. It's funny because I was watching Vampire Diaries and watching Stephan and Damon and they've been treating each other better than Sam and Dean have. They've also been working with each other and helping each other more. It's kind of funny in a way. I love the whole what is Katherine doing on there? She's the big bitch and I love it. That's what I would have loved for Supernatural. A new character that you don't know and finding out what they're doing and wondering about it and not Sam and Dean yet again. I'm tired of that myself. I hope we find out what's going on.

I wonder if Sam is really Sam or not. Is Sera Gamble, Jared and everyone lying about Sam to keep it a secret or is that really Sam? I find it interesting that Jared in some interview said that Sam has gone to hell before. When did Sam ever go to hell? I just don't get that. He said Sam has gone to heaven and hell before. Sam died when Jake stabbed him and if he went to Hell because he didn't kill Jake, then I totally don't understand that. Why would Sam go to hell? It makes no sense. Sam never made any kind of deals or any that we know about. Why is Crowley so afraid of Sam? Or he was last season. Maybe he was afraid that Sam wanted to take over as King Of Hell. I doubt that. Sam has a total rage about killing demons and Crowley knew that. Why was Crowley still holding on to Bobby's soul long after Lucifer was back in his cage?

There are a million questions with no answers yet again. I hope I don't lose interest in Supernatural like I did with The X-Files. Too much mystery makes me lose interest because I get tired of waiting to find out what's what and then you never find out and more mystery and questions are piled on the top of the old ones and nothing is answered. It's like Gamble and Co think they need everything to be a mystery to keep people watching the show and I don't think they do. I would have watched Supernatural and never been bored with the show, if for the last four years, Sam and Dean had just been driving around and killing monsters. I don't need all the other crap and it's actually cheapened Supernatural. Like the angels and the apocalype storyline. I hated how Azazel and then even The Trickster/Gabriel acted like little kids or something. That sucked. They were kick ass supernatural badies and turned into spoiled brats or something. It was stupid on the writer's part to do that.

I love both Jared and Jensen and I don't mind if Jensen is on the show more and they concentrate on his character. I guess I should just be lucky and grateful that Jared is still on the show with all the hate people have for him and his character. I loved the first four episodes and then five came along and I didn't care for it. It was the storyline more than anything. Jensen did a great job as a vampire and Jared did a great job with Sam's character, even though we don't know what's going on. I'm sure Jared knows and that's what I love. I actually loved Sam standing there and watching Dean get fed the blood. Then Sam's little smirk or smile of satisfaction. I loved it. Who knows what's really going on with Sam or if that's even Sam all the time? Sam could have split personalities, Sam could be possessed by who knows what, Sam could be just Sam or maybe that's not even Sam and Sam is still in Hell or he's somewhere else and someone or something takes his place and Sam doesn't know about it.
There's more going on than what fans think, but the reactions are just stupid. Like Sam is so rotten and horrible to Dean. Like Dean is so wonderful to Sam. I'm just sick of it and now I have to not go on message boards again. I get angry at all the crap and most fans or people or whatever the hell they are, just want to hate Sam. They pick up what other fans are saying and just repeat everything. It's like they don't have minds of their own. Like they need someone else to tell them how to think and feel about the show and Sam and Dean. There are some smart and intelligent fans and then some outright stupid mindless ones. It's downright scary. It's like fans just see want to see what they want to see and that makes it so easy to trick and deceive them that it's laughable. I bet Eric Kripke, Sera Gamble, Jared and Jensen and all the rest just laugh their asses off at the stupidity and how easy it is to trick people into thinking certain things. It is easy because people want to be told things, it's like they don't have the ability to use their own brains to think with. And it's scary in this world that so many people are out there. I love to think for myself and no one is going to tell me how to think about anything about the show or characters. Everyone can love Dean and think he's the greatest thing ever, but who cares. I love Sam more and always will. Sam could kill Dean and I'll still love him more. Maybe that's how fans feel about Dean. It seems that way. Dean can do no wrong. Dean could outright kill someone and love doing it, but fans would twist things around to make it like Dean was doing something wonderful. Just like when Dean went to hell and you found out he started torturing and loved causing pain. I loved all the crap. Dean was torturing evil souls, Dean didn't break in hell and break the first seal, Dean was in hell so he had no choice but to do it. Give me a break. That said something about Dean's character, but no one wants to really know who Dean is either. He's just so loving and wonderful to Sam. He was loyal and caring. He loves and tries to save everyone. That is the stupidest crap and I wonder if some fans even watch the show. Most of the time Dean didn't give a crap about people. He loved hunting and maybe he loved killing the monsters. Who knows how he felt? Just like Sam.

I'd say that Sam and Dean are two different people from when the show started, but they haven't changed all that much. I just don't think we knew who Sam and Dean were when the show first started and now we've found out more about them.