Vampire Diaries And The Postponement of Smallville And Supernatural

Vampire Diaries was excellent this week. Lauren Cohan was awesome as Rose and it was so sad to see her die. I loved that scene with her and Damon and then Damon stabbing her. Damon turning evil again is also great. I think that's why I love him the most on the show. His character is so multi-dimensional, just like Sam's is on Supernatural. Vampire Diaries is a great show and I think it has gotten even better now in it's second season.
I've been reading all the rude comments some people have been making on Facebook about it. They're just angry about Smallville and Supernatural not being on. Mainly Supernatural. I think Vampire Diaries is ten times better than those Twilight movies. I bought Eclipse and I still haven't even watched it and I didn't even go to see it in the theaters. I loved Eclipse the most out of all the books and it's funny that I'm just not interested in watching the movie.
I have enjoyed reading a lot of those Facebook comments about Nikita and I totally agree with all of them. I can't stand Nikita and I will never watch that show, even if one of my favorite actors or actresses appeared on it. I can't stand that Maggie Q for some reason. There are some actors and actresses that I just can't stand and I'll never watch any movie with them in it or any TV shows.
I've been laughing at all the swearing and everything. I just hope CW's decision does not hurt the network. I still love CW, but I'm very disappointed and angry right now just like a lot of other people who were waiting for both Smallville and Supernatural to come on or either show. I've seen this kind of crap happen before and that's why I don't watch the big TV networks anymore. They play all kinds of tricks to get ratings and crap like that. I'm just glad that I have the internet and I found out about the shows not being on or I'd have been really angry. At least, I got a little advance notice. In the past, I never got any. I'd be waiting in anticipation for my favorite show, only to see something else come on. I swore at the TV and I was so angry. I didn't care what came on instead of my favorite show, it sucked no matter what.

I do think Vampire Diaries has had the best writing and it's got everything I love in a show. I'm hoping that Supernatural will have some more dramatic moments and less comedy in the second half of the season. I love the comedy, but I want more of a balance on the show. I thoroughly loved Supernatural's last three episodes and they were better than any of the Vampire Diaries episodes. I just want more balance between Sam and Dean's characters and drama and comedy on the show. If I get that, then Supernatural will be the best show on CW. I think it is now and that's only because I'm obsessed with it and most of the time, I really don't care what happens. I just want to watch Jared, Jensen, Jim and Misha every week in new episodes.

Here's something. CW is TV to chat, text and blog about. I say it's TV to chat, text and bitch about. I guess once the show is back on, some fans can go back to bitching about how crappy Supernatural has gotten and how crappy the writing is, instead of bitching about the show not being on. I love it.

Nikita Sucks and So Does The CW

I'm just so angry at the CW right now. This is the like the biggest kick in the face to Smallville and Supernatural fans. Not airing the new episodes of both shows on Friday and airing repeats of Vampire Diaries and Nikita. I wonder what dumbass at CW made that decision. They think people are going to be watching American Idol instead of Vampire Diaries and Nikita. If you're a fan of either show, then you'd be watching them instead. Obviously, CW doesn't have very much faith in either of these two shows to think that their fans would watch something else instead of new episodes.

When Smallville and Supernatural were on Thursday nights and up against some of the top shows on TV, CW never repeated their episodes. Why was that? Because the rating were always good. If you really love a show and are a fan of that show, then nothing will stop you from watching it.

This decision of the CW's has made me hate Nikita even more. I've never watched the show and now I will never even give it a chance or even look at it. Shitting on Supernatural fans for a show that will probably be cancelled is not wise. Look what happened to Reaper. I never really cared about that show and I hated it for a while because CW took Supernatural off the air and put Reaper on in it's place for a month or so. It was to help Reaper and it really didn't. All that decision did was to make people hate Reaper. I started to watch Reaper and what happened to it. It was cancelled and CW didn't give a shit about it.

Smallville has probably kept the CW on the air for the last ten years and they treat this show like a piece of crap just like Supernatural. I've lost a lot of respect and love I had for the CW. I still appreciate them for having my favorite shows on, but this was the biggest kick in my face as a fan of their shows and the network. I guess that's what you get for being loyal nowadays. You get shit on and then kicked in the face and treated like dirt.

4 Days To Supernatural

Four more days to Supernatural. It's not long now. I can't wait to see Sam with his soul back, but I loved him without it too. Some fans can quit complaining about Sam and Dean having a beer together or being like brothers again. I seriously don't know why some fans didn't think Sam and Dean acted like brothers last season. Did they even watch the show or what? I watched and I saw them acting like brothers. It's like some fans think Sam and Dean should be hugging and kissing each other or something. I saw emotions and how many good brotherly moments between them. Maybe now that Sam has his soul back, we'll get to see more of them. I just hope that Dean treats Sam like a brother and not a monster or something. I'm getting tired of that crap already. I getting tired of Dean thinking Sam is some dangerous monster that he has to either save or kill. Dean acted like soulless Sam was going around and killing innocent people for no reason and doing other things just because he could. Soulless Sam would have just raped women instead of paying them for sex. Maybe Dean could not stand the fact that women found Sam more attractive than him. I thought that was funny as hell. I just hope we finally get something with Sam already and not more Dean moaning and groaning about everything. He's become a whining crybaby already about everything. I want the old Dean back already, not the one that constantly thinks he has to save or kill Sam. I want the Dean that used to care about Sam and treat him like a human being, even though I wonder if Sam is all human or not. Who the hell knows anymore?

I went on the Conventions site and now there is going to be fourteen guest stars. Wow! Now I'm really getting excited for the Con. It's going to be great. I just hope I have enough money to buy everything that I want to. My oldest sister is now regretting not going with me. I hope there is not going to be any problems with my sisters before the Con. I told my oldest sister that I needed to buy the tickets and asked her how many times if she was going and she decided not to. She wanted to drive down there and I didn't. I can't stand that long drive, when the flight is only about an hour and a half. I'd rather fly because I love planes and flying.

I just finished watching Gossip Girl's new episode. It was okay, but not great. I wonder if GG will even be renewed for next year. One Tree Hill is on tomorrow and I hope it's good because I love it. I can't wait to see Julian and Brooke get married. I don't know when that will be, but it will be good when it happens. I haven't looked at any spoilers except for Supernatural. Vampire Diaries looks good and I bet it's going to be as good as it's first 11 episodes. I hope it sticks around next year, but I wonder if it will be as good. Some shows die after the first season or two. There are a few that have gotten even better in their third season and others that have not. Then Smallville looks really good for the second half of season ten. It's too bad that it's the final season. I'm really going to miss watching my wonderful Clark and Company. I've loved Smallville for all the seasons it's been on and it's one of the only shows that have been good for every season.

It's funny because a couple of days ago I watched some old episodes of Dawson's Creek. I loved season 1 and 2 and then the show kind of died after that. There were some good episodes in the other seasons and I watched the show until it ended, but it was never as good as when it first started. I loved that episode where Dawson turned 16 and got drunk and Joey pushed his head into his birthday cake. I could not stop laughing. I used to love Pacey back then and then in the later seasons, I could not stand his character anymore. It was like he turned into someone else and I hated that person. As I was watching the episodes, I realized the character that I liked the least was Joey. I just could not stand her character at all. I loved watching Kerr Smith in those episodes and he even made me cry while watching one. He made me cry watching Life Unexpected. Kerr has that power. He's just like Jared. When Jared cries in something, I cry right along with his character because he makes it so believable.

I've hardly gone on message boards lately because I could care less what anyone else is saying about Supernatural anymore. I love the show for the reasons I love it and that's that. I've just been mainly keeping myself to myself lately. I've stopped looking for anyone on the internet to talk to or be friends with. It's pointless. My brother has tried to use my computer to talk to cyperwhores and I won't let him. He's married and talking to woman and meeting with them. Sick, but then that's what this world has become lately.

Another thing. I just read a really good fairie book. I love reading fantasy books and especially when they're well written like this one was. It would be nice to go to another world for a while and get away from this one. I think I do that when I go to sleep, but the world I go to is crazier than the real one and it's more like a nightmare.

I've also been trying to limit my time on the internet. You could spend hours and hours in front of a computer screen and not even know it. It gets scary. I've mainly just been visiting my little Sammy and the other little demons. I can't stand to spend time apart from my little Sammy. I wish my real cat Mully will be alright. She is getting thinner and thinner and hardly eating at all. I wonder if she isn't going to die soon. Hopefully, I'll be ready to let her go when she does die. It's going to be hard, but everything dies eventually.

Life Expected

How boring and predictable and expected was Life Unexpected's finale? I'm glad I missed the first hour of the crap and most of the second hour because I knew it was going to be crap and it was. Who didn't know that Cate and Baze would end up together at the end of the show? How unexpected was that? I even knew that Ryan's ex would show up and really be pregnant and that Cate would lose their baby. I didn't even watch the show and I knew that's what happened. That was one of the worst endings for a show that I've ever seen and I'm glad now that the show was cancelled. The second season started out not that good and it went downhill. There were a few good episodes and scenes that I really loved. I still wish Cate and Ryan would have ended up together because that would have been unexpected. The most stupid thing was the end when Lux was talking about light years. That should have been the title of the show and the last two years went like the speed of light. If the writer's wanted Cate and Baze to be together in the end, then they should have slowly been putting them back together and Cate and Ryan should not have gotten married at all.

This show reminds me of Felicity. A show I absolutely adored when it first aired because it was so good. It steadily went downhill in it's first season and then got worse and worse. There were a few good episodes and scenes during the years, but that was it. I hated how they turned Noel into an asshole, just to make that stupid Ben's character look good. The same thing happened on Life Unexpected with Ryan's character. They purposely made his character look rotten in the second season to make Baze's character better. It's interesting how women go for the guys most likely to cheat on them and be unfaithful to them instead of the sweet and steady guys that would love only them. I think most women think they are going to change the guy they are with and made him into a better man. How deluded is that? You can never make someone be a better person because they have to want to be a better person and do things themselves. Someone else doesn't make you into a better person.

Oh well! That's the end of that dumb show and I don't have to worry about it and I certainly will not miss it being on. I do hope that Supernatural ends up getting a seventh season because it might end up being the only show I watch after this season. Who knows? I'm getting tired of all the stupid reality shows that are coming out. One day, we're just going to be watching each other on TV and there will be no good shows on to watch. There are only a few good shows out there right now. There may be more, but I don't know about them or haven't watched them. I guess I'd rather do other things than watch TV.

I can't wait for Supernatural to come back on. I've been reading spoilers and things are looking good. I'm sure they'll be more surprises and hopefully they'll be good ones and not bad ones. I'm sure we'll get to see the unexpected on Supernatural. Instead of Life Unexpected, it's Supernatural Unexpected.

I can't wait for the L.A. Con because it's really going to be good. I just saw that Jim Beaver is coming and I'm very happy about that. I keep looking at the Convention site every day for news and updates. There's only about three weeks left and I'm getting more and more excited.

John Dye

I can't believe that John Dye is dead. I was looking around the Internet and found out and I could not believe it. He was only 47 years old. That's way too young to die. I loved John playing Andrew the Angel Of Death on Touched By An Angel. He's one of the main reasons I loved the show so much. I loved his character the best. He had such a nice voice and he made a perfect angel. I used to think that if I died, I'd want Andrew to come to bring me to Heaven. It would be nice to know that an angel like him came and got you and led you home to Heaven when you died. It's mainly wishful thinking, but I love to think of that. I haven't watched Touched By An Angel in years and I should buy some of the seasons on DVD because I loved the show so much. It was such an inspirational show and you always felt better after you watched it. It was uplifting and made you believe in God and that we could be better humans here on this Earth. I remember watching Touched By An Angel and it was like going to church, only better. I think I learned more from watching the show than I did going to church for years. It's just a sad thing that John had to die, but I guess we all have to one day. I'll be praying for his family and friends and the people who knew him and that they find the strength to go on without him. I've also been praying for a friend of mine that recently lost her husband. It's sad when people die, but that's a part of life. Everything will die one day.

I'm worried about my little hellcat Mully. She's almost 17 years old and lately she just hasn't been herself. She's hardly been eating and she mainly stays curled up in this little cat tunnel I have. I wonder if she is going to die soon. I know that she will one day and it scares me because I've had her for so long and it's going to be hard when she dies because I've never had a cat as long as I've had her. She wants me to hold her a lot too and she lets other people pet her and that's something she's never let anyone do before. She used to scratch anyone else that tried to pet her with the exception of a few people. Maybe she's just depressed right now or something else. I hope she'll be okay and live for a little bit longer. I know that an average cat's life span is only 18 to 20 years, so she's getting close.

I was released from work again because I chose to be. We have hardly any work and they offered us days off. So, I bet I'd be released anyway soon. I just want money for the convention coming up in Feb. and I either need to be at work or be off so that I'll have enough. There have been times I've been released in the middle of the week and I get screwed out of money, so I don't want that to happen. I hope more work comes in because I actually liked going to work and I was getting used to getting up early and going to bed early. Hopefully, when I start back to work, all my shows will be new again and I'll have something to look forward to when I get off work every night. I can't wait for the new episodes of Supernatural and I hope the second half of the season is even better than the first half. I watched Caged Heat again last night and I just loved it. It was nice to watch on my TV and not my computer. It looked better and I could not stop laughing at some of those scenes. I think Caged Heat is my favorite episode so far of season 6. I thought I liked Clap Your Hands If You Believe the most, but after watching Caged Heat, it's the best so far.

My Little Sammy Is The Phantom Of Pet Society

My little Sammy is the Phantom Of Pet Society or at least one of them. I love the themes they come up with. I love Phantom Of the Opera and I was so excited to see all the new stuff on Sunday. I love the musical and I went to see it about 15 or more years ago. I'd love to see it again. I also love the movie they did and I love watching it. I love Andrew Lloyd Webber's music because it touches your very soul when you listen to it and the music from Phantom is the best. I wish I could have seen the musical when Michael Crawford was the phantom and Sarah Brightman was Christine. That would have been awesome. I love them singing the songs because their voices are so beautiful.

Work is pretty good right now and I found out that I'm going to be doing some different work this year. That could be a good or bad thing. Right now, I'm just trying to stay awake doing the work that I'm doing because it's so boring. I make a lot of extra money doing it, but I'm falling asleep all the time and I hope I'm not making errors. It's the kind of work that I really have to concentrate on. I just hope we get some more work in or I'll be released again for a while. I don't want that to happen because I need money for the Convention.

It's only a little over two weeks to go for the new episode to be on. I can't wait to see what's going to happen. I hope we get some more Sam for a change and not a bunch of crap. I'm tired of it. I hope there will be some more focus on Sam's character, but I'm not going to count on it. I've learned not to because I've always been disappointed after all the episodes are over and we've gotten nothing but more Dean issues and more Dean angst. I want Sam issues and Sam angst for a change, but it will probably never happen. I've looked at what some people want for Sam's character and I doubt they're going to get it. How many people think Sam is going to have some big emotional breakdown or something and I don't think he will? Maybe, he will and maybe he won't. I still wonder where Sam's soul really was. Sure it could have been in hell, but maybe it wasn't and it was in heaven or somewhere nice and it was pulled back because of Dean. I just hope we get some good stuff between Sam and Dean and not hugging and crap. I want to see reality. I actually want to see Sam punch Dean in the face just one time. Sure, Sam doesn't do that, but it would be nice to see it because Dean deserves a good punch. Then Sam can hug him.

Well, that's it for now. Maybe I'll post some more Pet Society pics on my other blog over the weekend.

Back To Work

I'm going back to work tomorrow and part of me is happy and the other part of me is wishing I was off for longer. I hate going back to work at the start of every new season because I have to take refresher training on the crap that I've been doing for over 20 years. Like I could ever forget anything. They treat us like idiots that can't remember anything and we've only been gone for a month and a half. If something has changed in the work I do, then it's okay to train for a little bit on it, but if it hasn't changed hardly at all, it's a big waste of time and money. My employer likes to waste time and money I guess. I just can't stand being bored for eight hours and I want to just start working and doing what I do. I love how some people want me to change jobs and they think I'll be happy doing something else. I love typing and listening to music and not having to stress about anything and that's what my job is. The only time I have stress at work, is when I have to deal with idiots that think I don't know my job or the whiners that whine about everything. They think the work is too hard and that we have to type to much an hour. There are a lot of lazy people where I work and they seem to get lazier all the time. The funny thing is, I do my best work and I don't even have to try to and they act like the work is so hard and they're trying their hardest. It's just a lie because they want to talk, go out to smoke, sleep or something other than work.
I hope I get my days off for the Convention and that there won't be a problem and that we won't be too busy when that time is. Sometimes we get a ton of work in and they think everyone should be there and not take a day off at all. I love my work, but I need time off too for fun. When I'm at work, it's all work and when I play it's all play. I never mix the two.

I went to go look at some things around the Internet and I read some crap about Jared. I love how some people have to try to knock Jared's acting to make Jensen look like a better actor than he is. Jared to me is the better actor of the two and has been since the show started. Jared can play different characters on Supernatural and in his movies. He does not let the role of Sam Winchester define him as an actor. Jensen on the other hand is defined by the role of Dean Winchester. I worry about Jensen's acting career when Supernatural is over. He's played Dean so well, that will anyone want to see him as any other character in a show or a movie. It's funny that we've never seen Jensen play any other character in the last five and a half seasons of Supernatural, but Dean. To me, the mark of a great actor is the variety of roles they can play and make believable. Look at Johnny Depp and Nicholas Cage. I can watch them play a wide range of roles and love them in every one. That's how I picture Jared after Supernatural. I can see him playing how many different roles and being great at them, just like he's done for the last how many years. He's played how many different characters on Supernatural and made them believable and he's been in how many different movie roles. I'd love to see Jensen actually play a different character just once on Supernatural and to see him have a starring role in a movie and have a totally different character persona than Dean. I'd love to see Jensen playing any other kind of role besides Dean just to see how he is at it and then I'd know and be able to say that Jensen is as good as Jared. That's why I love Jared more and think he's a better actor and that's because I can watch him play any character and love him. I love him as Sam Winchester, but I love him as all the characters he's been in other TV shows and movies.

I'm too lazy to post in my other thread about Sammy and Co. They've been playing in their hospital rooms and pretending to be doctor's, nurse's, surgeon's and patient's. I always wanted to work in a hospital. I was seriously considering becoming a nurse, but I read a book about a real nurse and decided I'd never be able to do some of the things nurses have to do. I love medical stuff though and I love reading medical books. It's kind of crazy. I should have looked into other medical professions that didn't have a lot of patient contact. Oh, well. I've always wanted to be a writer, a skater, a veterinarian, an actress, a teacher and how many other things. Now I just sit at my job and dream about being something else. I guess what I really am is a dreamer and I love to dream. The best part of dreaming is when you're in the middle of one. Everything is perfect. Nothing ever goes right in real life and what you dream could end up being a nightmare if it comes true. I think I'd rather just dream about certain things without them ever coming true, but in my dreams.

The New Year So Far

It's only been four days into the new year and what a four days it's been. I went to the gambling town for New Year's day with my family. I had fun, but I lost a lot of money because my one sister brought her bank card with her. I was smart enough to leave mine at home, but then I borrowed money from her. I've got to face the facts that I'm just a loser. I haven't won any good money for a long time now and I've tried to not gamble at all. I don't mind when I lose a little money, it's when I lose a lot that it becomes a problem. I used to gamble a whole lot more than I do now. I hardly ever go. I remember a time when I went with my Mom and other family members two and three days a week. I sometimes go once or twice a month now and sometimes I'll end up not going for months at a time.

I found out what my computer problem was. It was my ancient modem for my internet. It finally gave out and I had to get a new one because it wasn't even worth it to keep the old one. It lasted two years and it was one of the first modems Cricket had. I have Cricket and I'll never call the customer service number again. I called it twice and got two different answers to the same question. They tried to tell me that I used up all my giga-bites and that's why my internet was slow. That was a crock of shit because I've never had a slow computer or internet before and I've been on the computer for hours. Who the hell even knew how many giga-bites I had or could use? I was just thinking what the hell is a giga-bite. I've had Cricket for two years now and never had a problem. I had to go to the store and there was finally someone there that knew what the hell was going on and helped fix it for me. I ended up getting a new account and everything.

On Sunday I didn't get to see my little Sammy and it almost killed me. I know I'm crazy for loving an electronic cat, but I can't help it. I see little Sammy and all is right with the world. When I don't see him, the world is ugly and gray and I'm depressed. I love all my other little demons, but not as much as my little Sammy. It's hospital week in Pet Society and I've been waiting for this. I love hospitals and medical stuff. Little Sammy got all kinds of fun stuff to play with and he's so cute to watch.

I've been watching old episodes of Supernatural and going through all the previous seasons and not any episodes in any order. I've just been watching my favorites and ones that I don't watch that often. I like doing that. I also got an old favorite TV show of mine on DVD. It's Scarecrow and Mrs. King. I just loved that show and I still love watching it now. It's funny to watch some of those episodes and see how different things were back in the 80's. I was a teenager when this show was on and I remember loving Bruce Boxleitner. He got married to Melissa Gilbert from Little House On The Prairie. I think they're still married and I hope they stay that way. I still remember watching Melissa on Little House as Laura. I have some of those episodes too that I watch and it comes on public TV here. That show was one of the best shows ever for anyone to watch. It had values and morals and showed what could happen if people helped each other and stayed together.

I can't wait for the L.A. Con and it's getting closer and closer. I went on the site and seen they added Mark Sheppard and now I can't wait to see him. I loved him playing Crowley. He's been one of my favorite demons on the show so far. I kind of wish I was going to the San Francisco Con because Corin is going to be there and Jared and Genevieve are going to be at the concert on Saturday. If I had the money, I would have tried to get tickets just to sit at their table and meet Genevieve. I just don't understand why Genevieve is never at one of the conventions as a star. I would love it if I could get her autograph and I'd get a photo with her too. I'd love for Lauren Cohan and Katie Cassidy to be at a convention too. It will probably never happen. These three women helped make Supernatural be a great show and they played main stars on the show and they should be at a convention. It sucks that we'll probably never get to see any of them on stage or anything.

Well, that's it for now. The year didn't start off too great because I didn't have my internet, but it's getting better. I guess I found out that I can't live without the internet for long or I can't live without my little Sammy for too long.