Supernatural: Slash Fiction, Chuck Bass and Vampire Diaries

Another great episode of Supernatural. Slash Fiction was very fun to watch or at least the parts I saw when a train wasn't going by. I hope I didn't miss anything good and if I did, I can watch online soon. I loved seeing the Levi Sam and Dean and just listening to them talk. I actually liked the scenes with Bobby for a change. It's been a while since he's had some good scenes with someone besides just Sam and Dean. And it was nice that he got to be with a woman and not Ellen. I still think of that and it makes me want to puke. I like Jodie Mills and I hope we see more of her in upcoming episodes. I'm glad I got to see the scene where Levi Dean told Sam that Dean killed Amy. Just the look on poor Sam's face.
I still think Dean thinks of Sam as some monster or whatever that one day he's going to have to kill. Just like he killed Amy. The weird thing about it, is why does Dean think that way? I just don't get it. Sam has never tried to kill people intentionally or otherwise, so why would Dean think that he's just going to one day crack and start killing people. Even when Sam drank demon blood and when he was soulless he was never really a danger to others. Sam tried to save and help people.
I love how Dean acted with soulless Sam. Like Dean had to stop him. Stop him from killing monsters that were killing people. That's just like when Sam drank demon blood. The only ones that were at risk from Sam, were demons, so why was Dean so afraid of Sam.
I'm enjoying Supernatural so much that I just don't like to think about it too much. Sometimes I totally and completely try to over analyze stuff. Now to talk about Dean and Chuck Bass. I think they have quite a bit in common with each other. They both drink a ton of booze to dull their pain. They both were never allowed to be kids and now that they're adults they act childish because they were never allowed to be kids. I loved what that therapist told Chuck and if she had talked to Dean, she would have told him almost the same thing, plus a little bit more. Chuck even had Daddy issues just like Dean.
Now on to Vampire Diaries. I love this show right now. It still gets better and better. I love all the characters and how they interact with each other and just all the stuff that is happening in one episode. The writers can have multiple stories going and they do a great job with all of them. I can't wait for more after each episode. Sometimes the show goes so fast, that I can't believe when it's over.
This last episode made me cry at the end. I swear Vampire Diaries has everything going on and I love it. It still reminds me of Dawson's Creek, but it's way better and so are the characters.
My little Sammy is a cereal killer and little Dean is a big pile of golden crap or poop. They are so cute that I had to include them in my post.

This week has been really crazy for me. My Internet was gone for Thursday because our service turned it off and the phone. The first time in 50 years that my Mom has had her phone, it got shut off. My Mom paid the bill and it went to the service, but someone stole the money. My Mom called and they told her they were going to investigate it and that she could just pay her next bill when she always does. Then they go and turn our services off. My Mom had to call again and explain everything to two more people about what happened and they turned our phone and Internet back on. That was so crazy.
Then yesterday I got something in my eye and it bothered me all day at work. I went to the doctor and it was some small little thing in my eye and it was scratching it. The doctor took it out. I couldn't believe it. I'm really blind from a distance. I can't read how much. I like big print on the computer because I can read it better.
My family is driving me crazy. I wish two of them would start taking responsibility for their own lives and the choices they make and have made and quit blaming other people all the time. I love people who sit and blame every crappy thing that happens to them on someone else. They never accept responsibility for the choices they make in life. It drives me crazy and that's all I'll say.

Little Sammy Scissorhands

I've just been playing with my little Sammy and my other little demons. I love Pet Society and I love all the cute stuff they come up with for my demons. The game has been messing up lately and it's been driving me crazy. I'm still able to play, though. I wish Facebook would stop messing with crap already, but I doubt they can. I'm just getting tired of all the constant changes. I've been playing the slots on there and they are so slow right now. I don't know if it's just my computer or Facebook itself. Maybe both.
I've been looking at all the fun those fans are having in Chicago right now at the SPN Con. I hope they all are having a fun experience, especially if it's their first time. It's so much fun to be around the stars of the show that you love. I can't wait for March when the L.A. Con is. My sister might be able to go to the Con, not with me, but maybe she'll be able to meet me there. I'll have more fun with her than if I'm alone.
I watched episode 5 of Supernatural. Shut Up, Dr Phil. It was a good episode, but not very original. I liked seeing Charisma Carpenter and James Marsters, but the witch thing is pretty old already. Even if they were a couple fighting and killing because they were mad at each other. I thought the funniest thing was Sam acting like Dean has never drank on a case before. That was a laugh. Dean has always had a flask and he's drank on a case more than once. Hell, he even stole booze to drink while they were on a case in season four. I missed the first ten minutes of the show because of a stupid train. I saw that clip that Jared put on Twitter and I laughed my ass off. That was better than the whole episode.
I'm really enjoying Supernatural right now and I don't even want to go on message boards. I'm tired of all the sniveling. Sniveling over Castiel. Sniveling over Dean. Sniveling over Sam. Sniveling over everything and anything. Those stupid spoilers that don't spoil anything or even reveal anything. Fans get really nutty and crazy over them and jump to all kinds of conclusions about what's going to happen. I look at stuff on Facebook and it's better than going on a message board or Twitter even. I saw something that made me so happy in regards to Sam's character.

I might get released from work soon, but who knows? It seems like the work is getting done fast. I can't believe that the time is going by so fast right now. I've worked more this year than I did last year and I could have worked longer if I would have wanted to. I guess I should have, but it was nice to have time off, even though that went by fast as well.

I was going to post about my crazy family, but I don't even want to think about what's going on right now. I just hope things work out okay. Who knows what the future holds in store?

Supernatural: Defending Your Life, Genevieve Pregnant And Other Stuff

Lots to post about. First is the fourth episode of Supernatural. I loved it. Four great episodes in a row now. Season 7 is still going great and I can't wait for next weeks episode already.
About Dean. I do think Dean does and should feel guilty about keeping Sam with him because he doesn't want to be alone. I think that's the main reason the apocalypse started in the first place. Dean brought Sam back to life after Jake stabbed him and made that deal and went to hell and broke the first seal. How was any of that on Sam? Sam did not ask to be brought back from the dead. I love how some fans went on and on like Dean saved Sam's soul from going to Hell. Why would his soul have gone to hell? That was just crazy and a way for some fans to think Dean had made the deal to save Sam and not that he made the deal for himself. He saved Sam because he didn't want to be alone to hunt on his own. He probably brought him back because he loved him as well and didn't want to live without him, but how many people would do the same thing to have the people they love in their lives. Dean shouldn't feel guilty about some people having died, but others maybe he should.
As for the apocalypse. I love how some fans put all the blame on Sam because he wanted revenge. He wouldn't have wanted revenge on Lilith, if Dean had not made the deal in the first place. Sam would have been dead and Dean would not have made the deal and the first seal would never have been broken. So, no one can tell me that that is not all on Dean. If Dean had not made his deal, then Sam would not have needed to get revenge on Lilith for killing Dean and sending him to hell. Sam would have never drank demon blood or used his powers either. I wonder how long it took Castiel to get Dean out of hell in the first place. I wonder if right after Dean started torturing and the seal broke, that's when Ruby had Sam start drinking demon blood.
Now onto Deans reasoning for getting Sam his soul back. Did Dean do that because Sam's soul was suffering in Hell or because Dean wanted that sweet and caring Sam back to be with him again? Maybe he did it partly for Sam and for himself. I do think Dean would eventually have gone back to hunting. I doubt he would have stayed with Lisa and Ben forever. Ben knew he was a hunter and I bet something would have come up and Dean would have had to leave them or end up training Ben to be a hunter.
I love how Dean drinks on a case, but he tells Sam that he shouldn't or what's he doing drinking while they're on a case. That kills me, but that's just Dean. Maybe Dean thinks he should be a certain way and act a certain way because others expect it of him or something.
I can't wait until Sam finds out that Dean killed Amy. I think that's going to be good. I can't wait to see some good stuff and maybe they will finally start being brothers again like in the first season. They shouldn't have to tell each other everything either, but just things that could affect the other brother.
I loved seeing Jo again. I don't really think she knew Dean all that well and I think she mainly did have a crush on him and it was a lot of hero worship on her part.

Now onto Genevieve being pregnant. I read Jared's tweet on Twitter and I was so happy for them. I wish them all the best and their new little baby. I'll pray for and think about them and hope nothing goes wrong. They deserve to be happy and have good things happen to them because they do some much good things themselves. I love how they've asked people to donate to St. Jude's instead of sending gifts. Jared and Genevieve can provide anything their baby needs, so why would anyone think to send them something. Yeah, I'm sure Jared and Gen would be grateful, but where would all that stuff go. If I was them, I'd want to buy stuff for my own baby. They've got a lot of family and friends as well. I'm sure they're going to get lots of stuff for that child. That's one child in this world that I won't have to cry and pray for all the time. I do sit and think about all the children out there that are being abused, neglected and mistreated and it breaks my heart. And by their own parents.
Usually I really don't pay that much attention to any stars and their personal lives. I rarely look at what they're doing because it's their lives. They should have some privacy for certain things. It's nice when they do share some personal stuff with the fans and that's okay, but I really hate gossip rags and magazines that twist things. Sometimes I just hope and pray for them like I do for everyone. They are people too just like everyone, sometimes I forget that and just see them as entertaining me and that's it.
I know a lot of stars that have kids and I didn't even know about it until years later after a show was over. I appreciate all the movie and TV stars out there and what they do for me and how much they give me and I wish them all the best in their personal lives. I don't have to know about them, but it's nice to know how they are doing. Sometimes you wish you could reach out and help them like they've helped you and sometimes helping them means leaving them alone to live their lives in some kind of peace.
I don't know if anything I've wanted to say is coming out right, but I'm going to leave it like that. It's charity time at work and we do all kinds of activities to help all kinds of charities. We have contests, bake sales and book sales. For my charity that I'm going to help through payroll deduction, I've chosen Cats On Death Row. They rescue cats that have not been adopted and are up for being killed. What's a cats only crime? Being born into this crappy world. Why should they be punished for anything? Cats are great to have in this world because they help keep the rodent and insect population down. I love cats and I chose this charity in honor of my little Mully and my new Bela. I'm going to give some money to St. Jude's as well. It's always been one of my charites. I always try to give just a little because if everyone did that it would amount to a lot. I can't believe some people can't even donate a dollar or two a month to a charity. That's not a lot to ask or to give. That could be one night out to the movies a year or something like that.

I've been depressed lately and I don't know why. Maybe I miss my sister because I could always talk to her about stuff and now I haven't talked to her for weeks. Even if she never really paid attention to all the crap I said, it was still nice to have her around. Well, that's about all for now.

Loving It

I love Supernatural and I'm loving season 7 so much. Why? Because I'm so excited to find out what Sam and Dean are going to do next and what's going to happen. I love that fans are going crazy and discussing the show. I've gone kind of crazy today myself, but I think I was good. I think every fan has the right to voice what they think as long as they don't think other fans are wrong to feel and think the way they want to. I think what I do about the show and I don't expect anyone else to think and feel the same way that I do. I love reading all the different opinions about both Sam and Dean. Love that CW message board and that's why I keep going back there. I'm crazy to do it, but did I ever say I wasn't crazy.
I love how some fans will defend every action and decision Dean makes whether it's right or wrong. Like Dean is always right and his character is so much better than Sam's. I still remember the first times I started posting on there. It was like you had to love Dean first and foremost and then Sam was an afterthought or something. Like if you didn't love Dean and Jensen Ackles more than Sam and Jared then you didn't belong there or something. You could say a few nice things about Sam and Jared as long as you mentioned how great and wonderful Jensen and Dean were. Jensen deserves awards because of his stellar acting on the show, but Jared sucked and didn't deserve anything. And his acting was horrible in the first season and he got better as the show went along, like he had never acted in anything before Supernatural. Or what he was in sucked. I didn't care for Gilmore Girls, but Jared was great in it as Dean. Like Jensen is a way better actor than Jared. Some may feel that way, but I sure don't. I think Jared is the better actor and that's just me.
I love how one fan thought I was bashing Jensen because I said he's only been in one movie on the big screen here in America. He has only been in one and that was My Bloody Valentine. Or that I'm bashing Jensen because I don't think he's the better actor than Jared.
I've been called all kinds of things on that board and I know why some fans on there love Dean so much. It's because they are just like him in some ways. I love how a certain fan on there goes on and on about fan bashing, but she's so busy bashing all the fans on there to see that she's the biggest fan basher of all. It's so damn funny that it kills me at times.
I'd love to find some intelligent fans out there that could discuss the show in a rational way, but I'll probably never find them on that board. It's always Sam vs. Dean no matter what some of them say. I can tell the ones that love Dean and will always think everything Sam does is wrong and I can tell the ones that love Sam and think everything Dean does is wrong. I can also tell the ones that just love the show and want to post about it.

I love getting excited and obsessing about the show again. Especially the storyline. I liked season six, but I love season seven already and we're only three episodes in. I still don't think some fans know what season six was all about and why the writers chose to do what they did with Sam and Dean, but I do and that's all that matters.

I need to not go crazy and I might have to try to stay off the boards for a while. I always want to debate stuff, but no one wants to debate, they just want to fight each other or say Dean is always right about everything no matter what. I just personally love thinking about the characters and their motivations and just everything. I love thinking about what's going to happen next and what could happen. I hope to see lots of good dramatic stuff between Sam and Dean and I think it will happen this season.

Supernatural: The Girl Next Door

I was so wrong about this episode at first. Then I thought about it today at work and I wondered if they weren't going to do some kind of time jump. That's the only way that Sam would have been okay to work a case on his own. I still wonder if Crowley isn't going to be back at some point to help out. He does have powers and The Leviathans are something Sam and Dean have never faced before. Maybe demons know something about them.
Jensen Ackles did a great job of directing this episode. I still wondered if it wasn't all going to be in someone's head or something. Like Sam was just seeing it and he was in a coma or something like that. I'm glad that it really happened and it opened up Dean's storyline for the season. I can just imagine all the crazy crap out there about Dean now and all the Sam and Dean hating and fighting that's going to go on over this. I don't understand it at all. I get Dean and I get Sam's characters. I don't sit and pretend that they are something or someone they are not. Dean has never been like Sam and Sam has never been like Dean, except when he was soulless. I still say that Dean could not stand soulless Sam because he could not stand looking at himself. Dean can't face himself and who he is. Maybe he finally will this season. I still think it's Dean who needs the saving and not Sam. I'm actually loving what's happening this season and I can't wait for more. I love that everything has changed and those Leviathans are dangerous and it's like Sam and Dean are now the hunted and not just the hunters.
Loved Colin Ford as the young Sam. He does such a great job in each and every episode he is in. He makes me believe that he really is Sam and I love that. The younger version of Sam that is. I loved watching the older Sam and then seeing the younger Sam.
I love how Sam asked Dean to trust him again. Didn't Sam say that before and what happened? Dean didn't trust him and the apocalypse happend. Not because of just Sam, but because of Dean as well. If Dean would have shown an ounce of trust and went with Sam, then the apocalypse could have been diverted. Even what happened with Castiel. Maybe if Dean would have paid more attention to what was happening with Castiel, then maybe none of what is currently happening would be happening. Dean wants others to trust him, but he doesn't trust them. Trust is a two way street. If there is not trust on both sides, then there's no trust at all. I don't think Dean even can trust himself.
I think Dean is the one who needs saving and he either has to save himself by facing the truth about himself or maybe Sam will help him face the truth about himself at some point and help save him. I think Dean wanted Castiel to help save him, Lisa and Ben to help save him, but in the end only Dean can save himself. That's just what I think right now.
I'm excited to find out what the writers have planned and what's going to happen. I haven't been this excited since season three. Three episodes and 20 more to go. Season 7 just is getting better and better.

Supernatural: Hello Cruel World And My Other Shows

WOW! I loved the second episode of season 7 and it's now one of my all time favorite episodes of the show. I've never been this happy or excited about the show since season 3.
I loved all the scenes with Jared and Mark Pellegrino. Loved them. I love that we finally get to see what's happening in Sammy's head for a little bit at least. I loved that Sam and Dean were both injured at the end. Talk about drama. And what about poor Bobby. I think he's going to end up as a Leviathan or possibly the boss because how else will the Leviathans know everything about Sam and Dean. Bobby knows a lot about them and what they do.
Loved seeing Castiel walk into that water. I laughed so hard and when they found the coat. I don't think Castiel is dead and I think his grace went somewhere. I now wonder if he didn't end up in Purgatory after they re-opened the door. Castiel could just be about anywhere right now. Also, what's going to happen in Heaven now. Who's going to try and take charge up there because Castiel is now gone as well as all the others. I don't think Heaven and the angels are all gone from the show either.
I loved the scene with Sam and Dean in the warehouse when Dean talked and helped Sammy. I've been waiting for a long time to see that. Hopefully, Dean will finally treat Sam better and as a brother and not just as a problem.
It was interesting to watch how Bobby treated both Sam and Dean. Bobby saw what was happening to Sam and it was like he just wanted to get away from him. Then Bobby was more worried about Dean than Sam and that little affectionate moment between them. Also, Bobby took off to help Sheriff Mills and left Sam by himself when he knew what was happening. It's like Bobby didn't even care if Sam would be okay or not. I hope Bobby is evil now because that would be awesome.
There's so much I loved about the episode and the best part was seeing Sam finally injured and unconscious. I loved seeing Sam and Dean together in that ambulance at the end. That was my favorite part of the whole show.
As for next week. I wonder how Sam and Dean are going to get out of this one. I wonder if Castiel, Crowley, Death or someone else isn't going to save them and heal them. Something has to. Because I seriously doubt that Dean will have a broken leg for more than the next episode and Sam could die from what's happening to him. I bet something is going to help and heal them both. I'm hoping it's Crowley. He has the power to heal and he'd love having them in his debt. I wonder if Castiel isn't totally gone and maybe he'll come and heal them or something to redeem himself. I doubt the writers are going to reveal everything. Who's to say that Misha won't be in the third episode? Look how Mark Sheppard popped up at the end of Mommy Dearest.

Now onto Vampire Diaries. I loved it again. I loved that we finally got to see Stephan for a change and some of his history. The show is called Vampire Diaries and Stephan kept a diary of everything. Paul Wesley makes Stephan the perfect vampire. He can be sweet and loving one minute and totally evil the next. Just those looks on his face. I loved seeing that history between Klaus and Stephan. This show just keeps staying great and I've never stopped loving anything about it. It seems like it gets better and better every season.

Ringer was good this week. It wasn't as good as the first two episodes, but I loved it as well. It has me watching every week and wanting to know what's going to happen next. Sarah Michelle Gellar is awesome as two characters.

Gossip Girl started finally and I loved it. I didn't think it would be as good because last season towards the end wasn't that great. I thought maybe Blair wasn't going to be pregnant and she is. Now who's the daddy? I think it's Chuck but who knows now.

Here's something else that I've got to say in this post. It's about Supernatural and it's Fandom. I personally don't think that all the Fandom want the same things and I don't think the Fandom that shouts the loudest on the Internet should speak for the whole Fandom of the show. There are fans that don't even go on the Internet at all. I'm sure they've loved characters that have been killed off, but how would you know. I loved Ruby and Bela in season three and Katie Cassidy and Laura Cohan were main stars on the show and now they are gone. Just because Misha became a main star did not mean he was going to stick around forever. I doubt they kept him for as long as they did because part of the Fandom loved him. There were a lot of Fans that didn't like his character as well. I think most people need to realize Supernatural is about Sam and Dean and always will be. It's not about the other stars. Yes, they are in the show and you can love them, but they are expendable and can be dropped just as fast. It seemed to me that when Misha Collins became a main star, that was the end of him because you saw him in less episodes and in the episodes less.
Another thing that I read about that makes me mad. I love how some claim to be such big fans of the show, but they won't support it in ways that would keep it around for a long time. It's not just about ratings, it's about marketing. Okay, I'm done on this subject because some of the Fandom drive me crazy and it's not worth it to worry about them and what they think. I just hope that the Supernatural writers and Sera write the show how they want to and not just to please all these fractions of fans out there. If you love what's happening then great, if you don't, then quit watching the show.