The Year 2014

Well, it's the end of another year. A lot happened this year
First off my nephew and his wife went back to Colorado in Jan. I was sad to see them leave and I miss them all the time. I was able to see them again when I went there in April with my two sisters for a visit. That was a nice trip and I loved the museum we went to. We spent Easter with them and that was fun.
In March I went to the last Supernatural Con that I will probably ever go to. They are getting way too expensive and there are way too many crazies going to them. I don't really care about the show anymore, so I don't think the Cons would be all that fun now. I'm actually getting tired of all the loony ships and crazy fans whining and sniveling about what they want all the time.
I also just barely took down my last Sam Winchester calendar and I did not get another for 2015 because the Sam Winchester I loved is long dead. I still love Jared, but I'm actually getting tired of him saying the same old tired crap about the show. That it's great and wonderful and that the writers are writing great stuff. I guess he only says that because his character doesn't have much to do and he gets plenty of time off now. Whatever.
I loved all my favorite shows this last year and I found a couple of new ones. Gotham and Constantine are the best. I just hope that Constantine will stick around because I love it so much and I want to see more.
I found lots of great new music to listen to this year. A lot of my favorite artists came out with new albums and I bought them all. I will never get tired of listening to music and I can never get enough.
I didn't go to as many movies this year as I did last year. My favorite was God's Not Dead. I loved it.
The last movie I went to was The Hobbit and I'm sad that it was the last one.
My Mom died in July and that was probably the worst thing that happened this year. I miss her every day, but I know that she is still with me in spirit and memory. She'll never leave me. I'm just happy she will not be in pain anymore and that she joined my Dad who has been dead for over 17 years. I don't think my Mom was all that happy after he died and I think she was just waiting around to die and join him.
I went to Lagoon all summer with my sister and her two grand kids. We had a lot of fun and that's probably the most I've ever went there on a season pass. I guess we got really good use out of those season passes and they were worth the money. Frightmares was fun, but my poor sister was sick the first time we went and could not enjoy it.
All in all it wasn't a bad year. You make the most of what comes your way and hope the next year will be even better. I never write down resolutions because I probably will never keep them just like tons of other people. I do have goals and plans for 2015 and I'll see what I can accomplish.
Well that's it. I hope the world has a Happy New Year and that 2015 will be better than 2014.

Loki And Elsa

Elsa: Just let it go, Loki. I did and I'm so happy.
Loki: I already let it go once and it didn't turn out too well.
Elsa: What happened?
Loki: Some stupid green guy threw me around and then my brother hauled me back to Asgard.
Elsa: That sounds terrible. Anna would never do anything like that to me.
Loki: Your sister doesn't have any powers, so of course she would never do anything like that.
Elsa: The cold doesn't bother me.
Loki: It doesn't bother me either, but what the hell does that have to do with anything.
Elsa: I don't know. I was just trying to make conversation.
Loki: I think you should shut up and go build a snowman now.

Constantine And Pet City

I just love Pet City. I'm so grateful that I still have this game to play. I really don't like the idiot players who constantly complain and snivel all the time because they want something and they can't get it. I buy green cash in the game with real money and that's what really helps the game the most. I think everyone thinks everything should be free. I'm glad that Pet City has a lot of items that are green cash because then if someone wants them, they either need to buy green cash or earn it by playing the game and watching ads. I wish I could still play Pet Society, but of course the people who wanted something for nothing helped close it down with their cheat and hack codes.
I love Constantine and so does Johnny. We want season 2 and that's all I'm hoping and praying for. Constantine is what Supernatural should be. Constantine delivers every week and I can't wait for the next episode after the last one is over. I think there are only 5 more episodes left because there is only going to be 13 episodes. That just sucks for all us Constantine fans. I'm just hoping somehow that NBC will give Constantine a shot and give us a season 2. I need this show and I love it so much.
Well that's all for now.

Sam Winchester Is Dead

Sam Winchester is dead or he might as well be. I've watched a few episodes of Supernatural this season and Sam basically has zero personal story line this season, but he never had one last season, so nothing new there. I guess Sam's only reason to exist is Dean and Dean only. Sam can't even have emotions, except to smile and laugh and I wonder why he's so happy. It's like the writers have forgotten everything that has happened to Sam over the last nine seasons and so has Sam. Now he's just living for Dean. Whatever. I love how Dean fans are loving Sam this season. Of course they are because he doesn't have any story of his own, he doesn't talk to anyone but Dean. If he does talk to anyone else, then it's usually related to the current hunt they are on. Sam has zero friends or anything outside of Dean. Sam has zero personality anymore. I love how other characters like Jodie, Bobby, Ellen, Charlie and Garth have always been worried about Dean and actually have or had conversations with him. How many characters have had any serious conversations with Sam about anything, except maybe Castiel in the last how many seasons.
I thought maybe Carver and Co would come up with some new dumb love interest for Sam, but I forgot that Sam can not be with anyone other than Dean or he's betraying Dean in some way. It's sad that Sam can't even have a friend or anyone that is not connected to Dean in some way. Only Castiel who is Dean's butt buddy can talk to Sam or that's the only one Dean will let Sam talk to.
I only liked the episodes I watched so far because Sam and Dean are the side characters of the show and most of the time, I think who cares if they are in the show or not. In some episodes, Sam might as well be the extra because he just stands there and says nothing while Dean is talking to everyone. If Sam actually talks to anyone other than Dean or Castiel, then how many fans whine and snivel because they think those scenes are boring.
I read spoilers at the beginning of the season and for the fall finale and Carver and Co might as well be saying Sam doesn't exist at all or that he's not a main character. All I've seen is tons of crap about Dean, Castiel and Crowley and that's about all this season has been about. Sure Robbie Thompson had his crappy musical piece of garbage that was supposed to be all about Sam and Dean, but was more about some dumb fan girl and her obsession with Supernatural books. What I thought was stupid was the fact that the musical had crap up to season 5, but Chuck did not write anything after Dean went to Hell. He wrote how much more and it was going to be published, but Sam and Dean told him that he'd better not publish it. I guess he published the new books anyway right up until Sam took his swan dive. Or did Chuck personally give that girl the rest of his writing so that she could come up with some dumb musical.
I used to love Sam Winchester, but he is totally and completely dead now. I just wish Carver and Co would have Dean kill Sam already and end it. How emotional would that be? Dean could cry and snivel to Castiel,Crowley, Charlie, Jodie and Garth about it. And the writers could bring back Bobby and Kevin and Dean could cry and snivel to them as well. I doubt anyone would even care that Sam was dead. Jared could still be on the show and maybe appear every once in a while as a ghost or a figment of Dean's imagination. Maybe that's all Sam really is anymore, just a figment of imagination in Dean's guilty and crazy head.
For the rest of season 10, I'm hoping Carver and Co give Jared more time off.  In the last episode Sam should have just stayed at the bunker and been in one tiny scene and then that was it because he sure didn't do much the rest of the episode. If Sam no longer has a story, then the writers should just use Jared less. Jared will still probably get the same pay, plus get to spend time with his family and I'm sure all the Dean and Castiel fans would be happy as well not having Sam around. They would get more Dean and Castiel scenes. Maybe the writers would even give them a love triangle with Crowley. I'm sure they would just love that.
It was nice to write all this down because I haven't written anything for a while now. I haven't felt like it, probably because I no longer care what happens on Supernatural and I don't care that Sam is dead or his story is. I don't care what happens next on the show because I'm no longer obsessed with it or about what happens on it. The writers don't even care because they are just writing whatever and how many fans will watch it and think it's great, no matter what.

I'm happy that I have all my other shows because they make me happy and they are all ten times better than Supernatural is right now or ever was. Constantine has done everything way better than Supernatural ever did. I just love seeing how the angels are depicted on Constantine. They are great next to Supernaturals stupid angels. I don't know how long Constantine will be on, but I'm grateful for as many episodes as I will get. I want season two, but it will be up to the dumb network whether there is one or not. If they believed in the show and liked it, then they would try it on another night when people are actually watching TV. Friday is the worst night of the week to have a new show start off on.
Well that's it for now.
Here's to hoping Jared gets even more time off in the new year to spend with his wonderful family. I love seeing Jared smile and laugh, except for when he's playing Sam. I doubt I'll ever get to see Jared in anything else besides Supernatural again, but I hope after the show is over, he does what makes him happy. I would have really loved seeing him on the big screen again, but I guess that probably will never be. Oh! well. I guess I'll content myself with what Jared has already given me.

Gotham And All My Other Shows

I knew Gotham was going to be great and I have loved every episode I've seen so far. Ben is great as Gordon and I just love Robin Lord Taylor as Oswald Cobblepot. I was also happy to see that Ben Edlund as joined this show and I'm so happy that his talents are not being wasted on Supernatural anymore.
All my shows have been so good this season and I still wish The Originals was on another night so that I could watch it when it airs. It sucks that three good shows are on all at the same time. I watch Gotham and then watch Originals on Hulu and I end up not even watching The Voice.
I'm sad to say that The Vampire Diaries has become like Supernatural now. I think both shows are just trying to please the fans and they don't care about actually writing a decent show. It's like both shows have no overall story going and are just writing stuff to please certain fans and are so worried about idiots shipping couples.
I love Once Upon A Time so much this year and it's been great because it has never stopped surprising me. I never know what's going to happen next. I just hope the writers of the show don't pay too much attention to what the fans are sniveling about or who they want to be together.
Sleepy Hollow was starting to scare me and then after the last episode, I loved it again and I'm not worried anymore. I really don't care for Katrina, but I like her better when her and Ichabod are separated and then she becomes interesting. I don't really think they have any chemistry together, so when they are with each other, it's kind of boring.
I'm happy that I've added Constantine and Gotham to my list of favorite shows. They are both at their best because it's their first seasons. I think that's when shows really shine because they have not yet been tainted by fans sniveling for this or that. I just hope neither one of them gets cancelled.
Hopefully, I'll be able to watch a few episodes that I've missed from almost all my shows and watch some of my favorite episodes again when the repeats start for the holidays.

Constantine

I just love this show. Constantine is what Supernatural used to be, but way better. I love this show because it reminds me what I used to love about Supernatural. Constantine is way better though. It has better special effects and the demons are way better. I look forward to Friday night now and I'm so happy that I found this show.
I hate to say this, but I think Sleepy Hollow is starting to turn into a soap opera as well. It's still good, but it sure has changed this season. It's no longer what Supernatural used to be, but it is becoming what Supernatural is now. I hope and pray that is doesn't turn to crap. I still love it right now, but I can see what's starting to happen and it's not good.
I hope Constantine will stick around because I've really needed this show.

200 Episodes Of Supernatural

200 episodes of Supernatural. It's hard to believe, but it's true. I always thought that I would love Supernatural until the end, but that's not to be. I loved this show when it was about Sam and Dean hunting and saving people. When the demons were evil and the angels according to Dean, did not exist. Now the angels are more evil than the demons and they have more emotions than humans do. When the angels first appeared they were scary and they had powers, now they are stupid and seem to have zero powers, so they have to punch each other instead. The demons have all turned into Sam and Dean's friends. Like Meg, who killed how many of John's friends and good people that Sam and Dean knew, but then became like a friend to them and they were sad that she died. And Meg was once a badass demon and evil to the core and then fell in love with an angel and started talking about unicorns. And Crowley who was the king of Hell and now he's pining after his love Dean which is pathetic and stupid.
I will always love the first three seasons of Supernatural the most because I will always watch every episode from those seasons. Then I love seasons four and five because the show still was good and had good stories. After that, each season I liked less and less. There were great episodes in those seasons, but overall, I only loved about four episodes per season and the rest I watched, but didn't care to watch again.
I loved all the writers who wrote the show when it first started and sadly, they are all gone now. Now there are just crappy writers who write whatever the hell they feel like. And keep writing about characters that no one gives a crap about. I think the current writers believe they are writing a soap opera now because that's what it seems like. Who will Saint Dean end up choosing? Sam, Castiel or now Crowley for his lover. And when they talk about the fans, I wonder what fans they are talking about? The ones that whine and snivel all over the internet and they think they are the only fans watching the show.
I don't really care anymore because I watch the show when I feel like it or when there is nothing else on. I watched one episode this season and it was a snooze fest. Of course the 200th episode was written by the worst writer they have, Robbie Thompson. I will not be watching that crap or when that stupid Charlie comes back that he thinks everyone loves like he does.
I decided to write down a list of my ten favorite episodes and my least favorite. I based them on how much I loved the episode and how many times I watched them. And in my list of least favorite there are episodes I didn't even bother watching.

My Favorite episodes.
1. Bloody Mary
2. Home
3. All Hell Breaks Loose part 1
4. Simon Said
5. Hell House
6. My Bloody Valentine
7. The French Mistake
8. Clap Your Hands If You Believe
9. It's A Terrible Life
10. Mystery Spot

Least and Worst episodes
1. Bitten
2. The Girl With The Dungeons And Dragons Tattoo
3. Larp And The Real Girl
4. Slumber Party
5. Pac-Man Fever
6. Citizen Fang
7. Bloodlines
8. Torn And Frayed
9. Grave Importance
10. Death's Door

I know there will never be another episode that will even come close to being in my top favorite, but I'm sure there are more to come for my worst list, including the 200th episode and the next Charlie hour.

I'm just happy that now I have shows like Sleepy Hollow and Constantine and now I don't need Supernatural because there is nothing supernatural about Supernatural anymore.

Pet City And Vampire Babies

I'm just loving Pet City right now. I was really mad the other day and I came home to find out they had baby vampires in Pet City. I just had to buy one. Johnny now has two babies. There's Ruby and now little vamp Sammy. Pet City did a great job on the baby vampires. I could not stop laughing while I was watching the baby. This one came in a coffin and it has a coffin bed. I love that it goes to sleep as well.
Pet City has been great lately and I'm glad I have this game to play. I just hope it stays around. I'm getting scared because of what happened to Pet Society. I don't want Pet City to close down. I still miss Pet Society and I always will. My little Sammy can never be replaced, but I can still love Pet City and my Johnny and all his friends.
I love the Pet City crew that work to bring us all the great stuff and I hope they know how much they are appreciated. There are a lot of complainers, but there are a whole bunch of others that continually appreciate their work and what they give us. I love them for what they do. Pet City has made me happy and after a long day of work, it's nice to come home and play with Johnny. He makes me smile, laugh and feel good inside just like my little Sammy did.

Sammy Krueger

One two Sammy's coming for you
Three four better open your door
Five six grab your sugar sticks
Seven eight don't stay up too late
Nine ten sleep peacefully again

Once Upon A Time Is The Best Show On TV

Wow! I just love Once Upon A Time. I'm so happy that I started watching it how many years ago. I have never been disappointed when I watch it. I love how this show can constantly add new characters and still make great stories for the old characters. I don't think I have ever not loved a character. I love them all. My favorite is still Rumple and my favorite couple is Rumple and Belle. I just loved watching them dancing to the music from Beauty And The Beast. I would say that Rumple is my favorite character on TV right now, but it's a tie between him and Raymond Reddington from The Blacklist. I can't pick which one I love more so they are tied.
I can't wait to see more and that's what I love most about this show. I can't wait to see if Regina will be able to change the book and the villains will finally get their happily ever afters. I think everyone deserves a happily ever after, even the villains. Because there is not that much difference between the heroes and the villains. The heroes just might sacrifice their happily ever after, but the villains will try to take theirs at the expense of someone else's. Maybe.
I'm so happy that the TV season has finally started and all my favorites are back on. I think this is going to be one of the best TV seasons ever.

One Week To The Start Of The TV Season

I'm so excited because in only 1 more week the new TV season is going to start. It's been one long summer and I'm ready for all my favorite shows to come back on.
Once Upon A Time on Sunday
Gotham, Sleepy Hollow and The Blacklist on Monday
The Voice on Tuesday
Vampire Diaries on Thursday
It sucks that The Originals is on Monday night because I will not be able to watch when it airs. Hopefully, I'll be able to watch it on Hulu during the weekend. Monday night is so chock full of shows that it's scary. I was going to watch Scorpion, but now I can't. I'll have to miss The Voice as well on Monday and that sucks. I'm glad I don't watch The Big Bang Theory.
I may watch the show Constantine if I'm lucky and at home when it's on.
I have really high hopes for Gotham and I can't wait to see Benjamin Mckenzie in a new show. I loved him in the O.C. as Ryan and I hope to love him as James Gordon.
I've been trying to read as many books as I can because I know that once new shows are on, I won't be reading as much. There are a lot of new books coming out and I'm going to get them and hopefully I'll have time to read them when all the shows go on hiatus for the holidays.
Hopefully, I'm over Supernatural. Season 10 just looks more stupid all the time. Now they are calling Dean, Deanmon. If that isn't stupid, I don't know what is. It's hard to let go of something you once loved and you just want to keep holding on for some dumb reason. I loved Supernatural, but Jared is the only reason I've stayed with it for so long. I just wish the show would end already, but I'm sure it will go on for how much longer because The CW is going to milk the cash cow for as long as possible.
Whatever. I can't wait for my wonderful shows to start.

Sam Winchester vs. Loki

I hate to say it, but at this point, Loki is basically kicking Sam's butt. Loki has more going for him than Sam does. Loki has a more hotter and better brother by far than Sam does and the sad part is, they are not even blood related. Dean has treated Sam more like a monster than Thor ever treated Loki. Loki has killed countless people, but Sam has not and he's tried to save them. Loki has tricks, but now Sam is just a boring human with nothing special about him.
In this post, I would like to say a special thank you to the horrible writers of Supernatural for killing my love for Sam Winchester. Goodbye Sammy. Loved you, but you are now dead to me and Loki is my new king.

Let It Go......Supernatural Version

Snow swirls on my TV tonight
Not a show to be seen
With the remote in my hand
Dean is no longer the Queen

The demons are howling
Like this rage inside
I can't keep it in
Even though I've tried

Don't let them know
Don't let them see
Be the good fan you always have to be
Conceal
Don't feel
Don't let them know
Well now they sure know

Let It Go Let It Go
Turn the channel
Let It Go Let It Go
Find something better to watch
I don't care what they're going to say
Changing the channel never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance
Makes me forget it all
And my addiction once controlled me
Now it can't get to me at all

It's time to see
What's new on TV
To break away and be free

Let it go Let it go
I'm letting Supernatural go
Let the show go on
Because I'm going to be gone

Let it go Let it go
I'm letting my Sam go
Changing the channel never bothered me anyway

Salt Lake Comic Con 2014

Yesterday I went to the Comic Con in Salt Lake. I wasn't even going to go at all because I never bought tickets early for cheaper and I didn't want to go for all three days. I remember last year and I loved the Con, but I didn't stay there long on the last day of it. It was crowded and totally crazy.
I decided to go at the last minute yesterday morning. I had to run to the library to get my tickets printed and then my sister and I took the bus down to Salt Lake. I really didn't think that there was going to be a ton of people on the first day. I thought it would be like it was last year. The news said that over 60,000 people showed up. I bet that was pretty accurate.
When my sister and I got there we waited in a line outside for how long and found out we were in the wrong line. Then we had to wait in another line and then when we got in the building, it was another long line. I think we waited longer inside, then we did outside. While we were waiting inside, they threw shirts and I was able to grab one. That was nice, but it was crazy waiting in that line. I'm glad my sister and I actually made it into where the vendors were set up. We didn't make it to any of the panels and that sucked, but at least we got in. There were a lot of people who didn't even make it into the building before everything closed down for the night. They said on the news that they were going to refund people's money or work with them to maybe get in today.
I thought they would be more organized this year, but they did not expect another huge turnout on the first day. Hopefully they learned from it.
I bought some stuff and my sister and I got to see Kevin Sorbo. I also got to see one of my fav authors, Kevin J Anderson and I got a book and had it signed again.
My sister and I had only about two hours to look around, but I think we only spent about  a little over an hour looking. My feet were killing me from standing in lines for almost four hours and from walking.
Maybe next year I will buy a multi pass and go for the whole Con.

Tom Hiddleston And Only Lovers Left Alive

I just love Tom and I finally got to see Only Lovers Left Alive. It still sucks that it never came to a theater here because I would have loved to see it on a big screen. It was a great movie and Tom was just awesome as Adam. That's one of the things I love about Tom. He becomes whatever character he portrays. I love to see him as Loki, but when I watched Only Lovers Left Alive he became Adam. That's the mark of a great actor. I love actors that when you go and see them in another movie, you forget the other characters they've portrayed because they become the character they are playing in the movie or show you are watching.
There are a lot of actors I love that can do this like Johnny Depp, Leonardo Dicaprio, Nicholas Cage and a whole lot more. I think Jared Padalecki can do this as well. It's too bad that I'll probably never see him playing any other characters but Sam Winchester for the rest of his career as an actor. Part of me wishes that Supernatural would have ended years ago so that I could have seen Jared playing different characters.
I love Jared playing Sam, but when I watch him in something else, he becomes that character and I forget that he is Sam from Supernatural. He's not defined by that character and Tom is the same way. I don't see Loki when I watch him in other movies and that's what I love.
Jensen Ackles on the other hand is totally defined by the character Dean Winchester. It's sad really because I love Jensen, but when I go back to watch Smallville or watch My Bloody Valentine, all I see is Dean and not the character Jensen is portraying. Jensen has never been any other character besides Dean on Supernatural and he never will be. He'll be demon Dean, but that's still Dean and who cares.
Now back to Tom. I can't wait for Crimson Peak to come out, but it looks like it will be a long wait for that movie and an even longer wait to see him in the next Thor movie as Loki. I still want a Loki movie, but I doubt that will ever happen. It would be great, though.
Just looking at this picture of Tom and writing this makes me happy and I love watching Tom as Adam. I laughed so hard at some of those scenes in the movie and I guess it was better I didn't see it at the theater because I would have pissed people off with my laughing. I seem to laugh at some things that other people don't find funny. I guess I'd rather laugh and feel good instead of feeling stressed or serious all the time.

Sam And Dean Winchester: Which One Is The Bigger Monster?

Which brother is the monster or the worst monster? Sam, of course. He's also the worst brother because he didn't go looking for his little baby brother Dean when he went to Purgatory. Dean acts like some two year old crying constantly about why Sam didn't look for him. Did Sam become his mommy or something? Poor little baby Dean was lost in Purgatory and his mean old mommy didn't even care. That's about how I felt watching that crap from season 8. Sam is not allowed to have a life if stupid Dean isn't in it. Dean on the other hand can have whatever life he chooses and to hell with Sam. Whatever.
I just saw that stupid Jeremy Carver interview and I started laughing. Which brother is the worst monster? Like everyone doesn't already know that it will be Sam no matter what. Sam is the worst hunter and the worst brother, but he is the best monster on the show.
I bet Sam will either kill people or allow people to be killed to find darling Dean, but that will never be good enough. No matter what Sam does, he will always be a crappy brother.
Dean preaches free will, but Sam never has any.
All Dean has wanted for Sam is for him to sit beside him in that stupid Impala and hunt with him. If Sam does not want the same thing, then he is a crappy brother and is letting darling Dean down. Dean has looked for a new brother to replace Sam. First it was Castiel and then it was Benny. Both of them did whatever Dean wanted and that's what he wants from Sam. This is probably why I actually hate Dean. I hate that he doesn't care what Sam wants and he doesn't care if Sam is ever happy. Sam hasn't been happy being next to Dean hunting, but Dean doesn't give a crap because that's all he wants and that's all he's wanted since the first season.
So, Sam will always be the monster. Hopefully, Dean will kill Sam much in the same way that Cain killed Abel to save him and the world. Who knows what dark and evil stuff Sam will have to do to save darling Dean from being a demon and then Dean will have to kill Sam to save him and the world. Saint Dean will save everyone and be the hero of the show like he's always been. Sam isn't a hero and he's never sacrificed anything or saved anyone.
Blah, blah, blah and on and on it goes for who knows how much longer.

And to end this post. Jensen is now on Twitter. It's about time. Now hopefully, he'll share the duties of being twitter cheerleader with Jared and Misha.

Leverage, 7th Heaven And Books

I found a new show to love and it's called Leverage. I remember back when I had cable and I was going to watch this show, but then my Mom and I got rid of cable because it cost too much. I might have even watched an episode when it was on. Anyway, now I can watch it all I want to. It ran for 5 seasons, so that's a lot of episodes to watch. I love Sunday night because I can watch how many straight hours of it on one channel I have. I can also watch episodes on Hulu. I bought the novels to read as well. I wish this show was still running because it's a great show. I love all the characters and I loved how there were women characters as well. Good female characters that I could enjoy watching. I love the show because all the characters work as a team and they are like a family as well.
I've also been watching 7th Heaven on Hulu lately. I love to go back and watch all the episodes and it doesn't matter what season I'm watching because I love every episode. This show always made me smile, laugh and feel good inside. It gave me hope and that's what it does now. It's too bad that there is not a really good family drama out there right now on TV. I guess it doesn't matter because I can just watch this show whenever I feel like it.
I've been trying to read more again and I've found some great books to read. I've got my Leverage books and I've been reading The Psych books. I've never watched Psych, but I really love reading the books. I'm still waiting for how many books to come out like my Sleepy Hollow, Fringe and Grimm While I have time off from work, I want to read as many books as I can.

My Grumpy Bela and Grumpy Cat

Where's My Sammy?

I really wish I could see my little Sammy. When the world turned dark and cold, then I could always go to Pet Society to find the light and warmth. I always found comfort in visiting my little Sammy because he always made me smile and laugh even though all I wanted to do was cry. Now, I just have to settle for looking at pics of him and remembering what he did for me.
Tonight or maybe way before tonight, I lost someone I really cared about and loved. No, they are not dead but they might as well be. As far as I'm concerned they are now a stranger to me and I wonder if I ever really knew this person. I used to idolize her and now I can't stand to even think about her or to see or talk to her. She's my sister, but I feel like I'm not even related to her anymore. She treats me like I'm a stranger and has for a while now. Whatever. I'm just sad about everything and sick of all the crap. I've lost Mully, my little Sammy, my Mom, my favorite show and her a long time ago. I hope she enjoys her money because that's about all she ever thinks or cares about.
She thinks I care about all the stupid trips she's been going on, but I don't. I went on two trips this year and they were enough for me, maybe too much. I loved going to Colorado because I spent time with my two nephews and I missed how much time with them when they were younger. I remember going on trips with this sister, but she doesn't even remember that I was there for how many of them. That really tells me how much she cared about me. She didn't and I wonder if she ever did.  I guess I finally have found out who really cared about me and who didn't. I thought she cared about me, but she hasn't cared if I've been alive or dead for a couple of years now. Well, now it's mutual because I no longer care about her or what happens to her because she's a stranger to me now. I still have my Bela and my other family members, but I miss what I've lost.
Where's my Sammy to take away all this sadness and pain?

Sammy And Lucifer

To start off with, I still miss Pet Society and Little Sammy and all his friends. This is a pic of Sammy and Lucifer before Pet Society closed down.
I looked at some stuff from the San Diego Comic Con and now I know for sure that I will not be watching Supernatural when it comes back on for season 10. I just listened to Jared talk for a minute about what's coming up for Sam and that was it. I love how Jared said they were going to tease morals and ethics with the characters and who is the biggest monster, Sam or Dean. Sam, of course. Who doesn't already know that? Sam will always be wrong and evil and Dean will always be good and righteous no matter what he does. And does it really matter what either Sam and Dean do? There is no God on Supernatural. So, who cares what they do or who they hurt or kill. No one. Dean has never had any morals and it was so funny that in season 6, he was trying to teach soulless Sam morals. I laughed at that.
Supernatural is no longer about two brothers hunting evil and saving people. It's about two brothers doing whatever the hell they want to and saving each other and to hell with everyone else. There is no good or evil. And I would say there was no right and wrong, but there is on the show. Dean is right and Sam is wrong. Castiel also does whatever the hell he wants to and he learned all that from good old righteous Dean.
Whatever.
I now know the reason why I do not love Supernatural anymore. It's Sam and Dean. I don't know who the hell they are anymore and they are not the same two brothers I loved from the start. And no they did not grow up because they were adults when the show first started. They both changed into characters that I no longer love or respect. I wouldn't care if they were good or evil, but neither one of them has been true to themselves and that's what I don't like. Also, the writers of the show are idiots and they don't know what to do with the characters. I wish that Sam and Dean would have changed just a little, but basically stayed the same. I would have loved them. Through most of the seasons of Supernatural, Sam hasn't even been himself and Dean has just been a big hypocrite that I can't stand. When I watch older shows and shows that ran for a very long time, I did not see the characters change very much and that's why I loved the shows. The characters stayed true to who they were and I loved it.  I never seen characters become someone else on their show for more than one episode and they did not become altogether different characters. Gunsmoke was on for 20 years and I never saw the characters change except to get older. Smallville was on for 10 years and I never saw Clark change so drastically that I would never stop loving his character. There were a few episodes when he went dark or whatever, but he never stayed that way for more than one episode. He was a hero until the end, where Sam and Dean started out heroes and have ended up being worse than some villains. Whatever.
And the 200th episode of Supernatural is going to be some musical crap and love letter to the fans. More like a hate letter as far as I'm concerned. Whatever. Supernatural is finally over for me. I hope other fans out there get what they want from it because it no longer has anything for me. I just hope fans don't fall into that crap about Sam and Dean. I know The CW just wants fans to fight all over social media about who is better or right, Sam or Dean. I just hope fans don't join in the hate or anger or whatever because I was done with that long ago.  Supernatural has just made me miserable for the last couple of years when I've let it.
Well, that's it for now.
I can't wait for the Fall when all my other shows come back on. Sleepy Hollow, Vampire Diaries, Once Upon A Time. The Originals. The Voice, The Blacklist and some new shows, Gotham and Constantine.

To Hell With Supernatural Or The Dean Show

I've just read some more crap about the upcoming season and it looks like the same old tired crap, but this time Dean will be a demon. Who cares? I feel sorry for anyone who wants to see Sam and Dean being brothers. Looks like that is not going to happen for the first part of the season. Dean will be off finding new friends and probably another new brother to replace his rotten little brother Sam.
I love reading all the crap that the writers and Jared and Jensen say about the show. Jared is happy because he gets to spend plenty of time with his family now because his character Sam has nothing to do and is hardly ever in the show. When he is in an episode, he doesn't do much at all. It's mainly Dean doing all the talking, the acting and whatever. I'm happy for Jared and I'm betting he'll get even more time off this season to spend with his family. Now that Misha and Mark are regulars, I'm sure they will get even more airtime and more to do on the show. I'm sure there are going to be a whole ton of new characters coming and I read there are going to be two new females. One is going to be with Dean, of course. Who knows about the other one?
Here's something I hope for. I hope that Sam saves Dean by killing someone, or killing a whole bunch of people or maybe even restarting the apocalypse. I wonder if that would be enough for Dean to realize that Sam cares about him. Is that what it will take? Sam choosing saving Dean over saving the world or other people. I guess Sam sacrificing himself and spending how long down in hell did not prove to Dean that he cared about him. Sam wanted Dean to be happy, but Dean will never be happy because he hates himself.
Dean will never love or feel love until he can love himself and I don't think that will ever happen.
I don't care about Castiel and that whole angel crap. Angels fighting angels and who the hell knows even what they are fighting about or for. I'm so sick of it. And I still don't know how Castiel could have his grace taken and become human and then steal another angel's grace and have powers again. And now the grace is slowing leaking away or whatever and he'll die. What the hell? Whatever.
I just know one thing and it's highly unlikely that I will be watching Supernatural when it comes on in the Fall. The more I read about what's coming up, the more I don't care. Sad, but true. During the summer, I usually go back and watch all the seasons and my favorite episodes, but this summer I haven't watched any. I've been watching old shows from the past and I found one of my favorite shows ever on DVD and now I'm stuck on it again.
I was sad about no more Supernatural novels coming out and now I don't care because I probably wouldn't read one even if it did come out. I can't wait for the new Monk, Fringe, Grimm and Sleepy Hollow novels to come out. I can't believe that there is going to be a Sleepy Hollow novel. I can't wait to get it and I can't wait for the show to come back on.
I'm sad about Supernatural because it was my favorite show and I loved it so much and now I almost hate it and I don't care about what happens next on it. I could care less what happens to Dean anymore because that's all the show is about and has been about since season 4. I had fun on Twitter reading all the tweets with AskSupernatural and I wrote a few myself. I love all the fans sniveling over what they want to see. Good luck to them.  I loved reading all the ones to TVD as well. I don't care what happens on TVD because I will love it because I love all the characters.
I love Jared Padalecki and I will continue to be loyal to him, but I can no longer support Supernatural because I don't love it anymore. I still love Sam and always will, but the show sucks and I don't see it getting any better in the future. It's been going downhill for a while now and it really got bad towards the end of season 7. I don't see how it could get better because I could care less what Demon Dean is going to be doing the whole time and I'm sure that's what will be shoved in our faces, plus tons of Castiel and Crowley. Sam will probably be off screen looking for Dean because it will be boring to have him onscreen looking. Whatever. It's the same old tired crap and I'm done. I just hope I can kick the habit of Supernatural. That's all it is now. A really bad habit. Hopefully, I can go cold turkey and not even watch one episode or even peek to see what's happening. I still love Sam and I want to know what happens with his character, but I need to stop even caring about him because the writers never do anything good with his character or follow through. Here's to hoping I can say to Hell with Supernatural and kick the rotten habit I have of watching a show I no longer love. I've stopped wearing my Supernatural shirts and I've stopped buying any merchandise and I doubt I will ever go to another Convention again. I love the Conventions and all the stars, but I think it's over and done with. I had fun at the Conventions I went to and they will always be great memories for me. Well that's all.

Daktari And Summer TV

It's nice that I finally get to see Daktari again. I bought the first two seasons on DVD and I love watching them. The last time I watched Daktari on TV was probably over 20 years ago. It's a show that is great to watch no matter how many years has passed. I wish it was on a TV channel so that other people could discover how great it is. It's great for anyone who loves animals. They are the best part of the show. It had a lot of good lessons about animals and people. It's sad to know that a lot of people today could care less about animals or how close how many of them are getting to extinction.
TV is not that great right now during the summer. It's a long wait until all my shows come back on. I've been watching old shows on DVD and old shows on TV. I'd rather watch them, than some of the crap that is on right now. I don't really care for AGT. I watched the show Extant and it was interesting and I may keep watching it. Nothing else is interesting at all. I have watched repeats of TVD, The Originals and The Blacklist. Also, it's been nice to watch Leverage. I've always wanted to watch it, but I haven't had cable for years. Now the repeats are playing on two different channels.
I've been reading a few spoilers for what's coming up on all my favorite shows, but they don't tell much. The only thing I've gotten from The Supernatural spoilers is that I probably will not be watching the first half of the season. I could care less about stupid Dean being a demon and going out to do all kinds of crap. From what I've read, it seems like the show will mainly be about Dean, Castiel and Crowley. The side character Sam will probably not do much, but look for Dean. Who cares? Love Jared and I still love the character of Sam, but I'm done hoping for something that will never happen. Sam Winchester might as well be dead and hopefully the writers will have demon Dean kill him. They can have an angel, a demon or something else take over Sam's body. Maybe they can bring Benny back in Sam's body, so that Dean can have his real brother back again. Whatever.
I can't wait for September and all my favorite shows to come back. I'm sure I'll be watching how many of them on Hulu or wherever because there are going to be a lot of shows on all at the same time. Monday is going to be the best night of the week. Well that's all.

My Mom

My Mom passed away this morning. She had a stroke last week and she never did recover from it. For almost the last two years it's been how much stuff happening to my Mom. First she needed stents and then a pacemaker in her heart. She had heart failure and that's why she needed all the that. She almost died how many times. My Mom was tough and I really can't believe what she recovered from, but this time, I guess her time was up.
I'm so grateful to have had a Mom like mine. She took care of me for my whole life. I have never gotten married or had any children. I stayed living with my Mom and Dad after I graduated and then when my Dad died, I stayed with my Mom. I've been living in our house for almost two years without my Mom. She was at an assisted living place. I could not take care of her by myself and when I had to go back to work, there would not have been anyone to be with her. A couple of times she needed a lot of care. I'm glad that my Mom didn't die almost two years ago and that I was able to spend more time with her. My oldest sister would always take me to visit my Mom where she was living. We walked over there how many times to see her. We also got to take her gambling to Wendover. She loved to go there. We took her a few times out to eat and I'm glad that last year she was here for Thanksgiving and Christmas and she was able to spend time with us. I'm going to miss visiting at the place she lived because when we left, she would come to the door of her room and wave to us before we turned the corner to leave.
I have how many great memories with my Mom. I will always cherish them and all my memories are my greatest treasures. I treasure every minute I spend with the people I love and I treasure all the memories I have of those times. When I'm alone, I'm never really alone because everyone I love is always with me in my heart and in my memories of them.
I thought I'd write down some of those memories.
I remember all the times that I went to Wendover on the bus with my Mom to gamble. The best part was the ride down there. I mostly sat with my Mom and we'd laugh and talk to the other people on the bus. My Mom really loved to talk to people. She used to call the people on the bus her Wendover family. I mostly went to Wendover to spend time with my Mom. I remember the times after my Dad died and we'd use to walk how far from where the bus dropped us off. And a few of the bus drivers would drop us off closer to our house so that we wouldn't have to walk so far. I had so many fun times and great memories with how many people that were on the bus and my family that used to go as well. There were times when my sister and I and my Mom would go. Those were fun trips. I'm glad I have so many wonderful memories to remember.
I remember when my Mom and I went on the bus on a long trip to Laughlin. And I can't believe that my Mom went on a plane to Vegas with me for my Birthday one year. That was a great trip and my Mom and I had a lot of fun together. We mostly gambled, but we did other stuff as well. I got her to go to the IMAX that used to be at The Luxor. We saw how many shows and we even watched NSYNC in concert on the screen and my Mom even liked it.
My Mom went to a couple of Jazz games with me because I had no one else to go with at the time. I used to get free tickets for subscribing to their magazine and we'd go to those games. It was really fun and I know my Mom had fun too, except for the night we had to wait over two hours for our bus to come to get us home.
I remember all the shopping my Mom and I did. It seemed like we went shopping 2-4 times a week. We also did a whole lot of walking. My Mom didn't like to drive and neither did I. We would usually take the bus or walk to wherever we wanted to go. I'll never forget all those times. Sometimes we were alone and other times we were with how many family members. My Mom loved to eat out and we'd do that quite a lot as well. We also went to a lot of movies together. The last movie I remember going to with my Mom was Spiderman 3. After that, she didn't want to go to the movies. She would still watch movies on DVD or TV, but that's about it. I can't believe that when Lord Of The Rings and Harry Potter came out, she went with me how many times to see them. I don't think she ever did watch all the Harry movies and she didn't really care about seeing The Hobbit.
Well, I have a whole ton of memories, but I can't write all of them down. I just know that whenever I'm feeling sad, I can remember all the good times I had with my Mom and she'll always be with me. My Mom will always be in my heart and soul, along with everyone I love, no matter where I go or what I do.
I just feel that when I'm out walking, even though my Mom won't be there in person, she'll be walking beside me always.
I like to be honest even when I'm just posting something on my blog. There's no reason to lie about stuff. There were times when I was mean to my Mom and there were times when we said hurtful things to each other. I don't know if everyone does that or not, or if they admit to it or not. I will admit to it. There were times that I was a dirty little spoiled brat, but I do believe my Mom loved me any way and I know I loved her. We'd fight sometimes, but it never lasted for long. Most of the time it was great with my Mom. She was my best friend through the years when I became an adult. I'll never forget all the special things she did for me and I know she unselfishly did them even though she didn't want to.
Before I end this very long post. I remember when I was a little girl and all the stuff my Mom did for me and our family. She did so much and worked so hard for a whole lot of years. It seemed like her job was 24/7 and she did so much. I remember her scrubbing the floors, washing the dishes, cooking, getting us ready for school and so much more. I think my Mom liked to cook, but when we were all grown up, she liked going out to eat because she didn't have to cook.
Well, I think I'm done because I don't know if I'm expressing myself and how I feel properly. I can never find the right words to express how I feel. It's very hard. I just know I loved my Mom and no matter what, she'll always be with me. She'll never be gone as long as I remember and love her. I may never get to see her or hear her talk to me, but if I talk to her, I'm sure somewhere she'll be listening. The love and everything she gave me will give me comfort for the rest of my days.

Great Pic Of Ian Somerhalder

This is the best pic of Ian that I've seen yet. He's great and I love him for everything that he is doing. I love how he's been spending his time off from filming Vampire Diaries. I just hope he takes a little time for himself.
I'm so happy that Ian is out there fighting and trying to get more people involved in saving The Earth and everything and everyone on it, not just people.

Ian Somerhalder Is My Hero

I love Ian Somerhalder. Not because he is drop dead gorgeous, which he is. And not because he plays a hot vampire on Vampire Diaries. I love him because he cares so much about the Earth and everything on it. And I love that he does so much, not just giving money or occasionally volunteering to help out. I love that he started The Ian Somerhalder Foundation and I love to see the posts on my Facebook page because he shares so much good information and inspiring stuff. Just knowing that there is just one person out there willing to do so much for our Earth gives me hope. I remember when John Denver was alive because he used to be a voice for this Earth and now Ian is, in a different way.
I love watching Ian play Damon on Vampire Diaries, but I love him more seeing pictures of him with animals and videos of him helping to fight for the environment.
I love seeing the positive things people are doing to help animals, the environment and people. I love that Ian usually only posts positive things. It breaks my heart when people post horrible pictures and videos of animals being tortured and killed. It just hurts so much. I don't want to see that. I know no matter what that there will always be cold hearted, greedy and selfish people out there. People who will torture and kill animals and not even care. People who will tear down rain forests and mountains. I don't want to see what these horrible people are doing because nothing will ever change. There will always be people out there who only care about themselves and about making money and getting what they want. I've seen that for years now. Animals have been tortured, experimented on, and killed for various reasons since the dawn of man. It's sad to know that a lot of people just think animals are on this planet for us to use, abuse and kill. I'm an animal lover and it hurts when I see that animals have been killed for no other reason than that some greedy creep can make a profit off of them.
I love how some idiots think dolphins and whales are just stupid fish and who cares how they are treated. I read and saw how much about all the Sea World stuff and it just made me so sad. It's sad when people think animals should just be around for our amusement and who cares about how they feel because idiots think they can't feel. I think some animals have more feelings and know more about love than human beings do. If more people cared about the environment, animals and each other, than this world would be a much better place to live in. Most people only care about themselves, their own families or trying to get ahead of everyone else.
I love how some people whine and snivel about helping people over animals and plants and what not, but when you help the Earth, you are helping people. The Earth is are only home and if we don't take care of it soon, then one day we will not have a home left because everything will be gone. Maybe not everything, but most certainly humans. I'm sure microorganisms would still be around in some form or another, but that's about it.
Now back to Ian. Every day Ian makes me smile and gives me hope and that's why he is my hero. He makes me believe that one day more people will care about the environment, animals and the beautiful world we live in.

Evermore Without Sammy And Pet Society

I didn't think I would make this video. It's been a whole year now since Pet Society has been closed down. As I was making this video, I couldn't stop crying. I know it's crazy to keep crying over my Sammy, but I just can't help it. I still miss him and Pet Society so much that it hurts.

A Year Without My Little Sammy

It's been a year now since I've seen or played with my little Sammy. Not one day has gone by that I haven't thought about him and missed him and his friends. It's good to know that I'm not alone. There are still other people out there that still miss their pets as well. I'll never stop wanting to play Pet Society again. No other game has even come close to comparing. Pet City is fun and cute, but it will never be anything even close to Pet Society. No matter how many cute things they add or what they do, it will never come close to being Pet Society. Pet Society was unique and it was like the pets were alive. Little Sammy would wander around his rooms and do whatever he liked. I still miss the fishing hole and all the fish Sammy had. I miss the doors that you could put in a room and go to other rooms through. I miss the way little Sammy would pick up his toys and then laugh when he set them down. I miss watching him sleeeping and that's something Pet City doesn't even come close to. It was like Sammy was real and he was breathing and dreaming.
I can't believe it's been a whole year already. It still hurts when I think about Sammy and all his friends. Just knowing that I'll never hear them laugh or see them smile again unless I watch some videos I took. It's just not the same.
My anger towards EA is gone and I really don't care what they do anymore. I just know I've stopped thinking about them and I don't even hate them anymore. I will never buy or play another one of their games and I still pray that other people learn from what happened to Pet Society and the other games EA has shut down. They will never care about their players, only their bank accounts and how much money they can make.
That's all for now.

Supernatural Season 10: Predictions and Hopes

I'm making my predictions for season 10 early because it's not that hard to predict what will happen.
1. One or more characters will die throughout the season.
2. Last season Sam didn't have sex with anyone, so this year it's time for that. I'm sure he'll either have sex with a monster, a demon or some boring woman. Or the stupid writers will have a new love interest for him yet again because they are too stupid to think of anything else.
3. Dean will be an even bigger dick and an even bigger hypocrite now that he's a demon. He was so worried about Sammy becoming a monster, when he really should have worried about himself becoming one.
4. Castiel will have some boring angel or human storyline that will be totally separate from what is happening. Hopefully he'll kill another angel for their grace. He's killed angels for less than that. He's killed other angels for no reason at all.
5. Crowley will be the same as he's always been. If he changes, then his character will suck. I can just picture Dean doing Crowley's dirty work for him. And by that, I mean his killing.
6. Last of all. Sam will have zero storyline at all. Or if he has one, then it will be a boring love story or some other crap like that. Hopefully, Sam will have something else besides just trying to save Dean from his stupidity.

I have zero hope in loving this show again. I've been addicted to it, but I haven't loved it since the beginning of season 7.
I have zero hope at all for Sam's character this season. I'm just hoping that Sam does not turn into Dean. I've hated Dean because he always puts himself first and what he wants over saving anyone. I love how fans keep whining about Dean saving Sam all the time. Dean has not saved Sam all the time. Dean brought Sam back from the dead by making some stupid deal and that was not saving Sam. That was Dean not wanting Sam to die or failing at his job of protecting Sam. Dean did not save Sam at the beginning of season 9. Gadreel did. Sure Dean called out and whined for an angel, but Dean should have known that angels were not to be trusted. Saving someone does not just mean saving their physical body, but you can save someone emotionally and mentally as well. Dean never considers how Sam feels about anything, nor does he care.
If Sam becomes some dumb ass like Dean and starts drinking and whining and sniveling, then I'll hate Sam as well. I still love Sam, but if he becomes like Dean, then my love will be gone.
One more thing while I'm on this rant. I love how Dean and Castiel never take any responsibility for helping to start the Apocalypse. It's all Sam's fault because he did it all by himself. I don't know how. He never broke the first seal that started it all like Dean did. And Castiel who constantly lied to Dean and then let Sam out of the panic room. None of that is ever brought up. I love how Dean was crying and sniveling about breaking the first seal and felt guilty about it, then when Sam broke the last seal, it was like Dean's guilt just went away and all the blame went to Sam. That's probably another reason I don't like Dean. He always puts the blame on everything on someone else. He never takes responsibility for the choices he's made and when he does, he just ends up doing something even more stupid like getting that Mark Of Cain.
I don't care if Sam and Dean act like brothers again ever. Dean hasn't treated Sam like a brother since season three. He's treated Sam like he's some monster that has to be stopped or saved from destroying and killing everyone. He even called Sam a monster in season 4 and said if he didn't know Sam, he would want to hunt him. Dean would want to hunt and kill Sam for killing demons. I thought that's what Sam and Dean were supposed to do. Sam was horrible and turning dark in season 4 because he drank demon blood and then he only sent demons to hell or killed them. He killed Alistair to save stupid Dean. He killed Lilith who was a demon. Oh wait! He killed some sweet innocent nurse being possessed by a demon. At least he felt guilty about the nurse. I've never seen Dean feel guilty or sorry about any demon he's killed or about the person they've been possessing. Dean could care less. I love how Dean told Sam in season 4 to kill demons with the knife and not his powers, but now that Dean's going to be a demon, he'll probably have powers and it will be okay for him to kill demons or whatever with his powers, but it wasn't okay for Sam. And Sam has never said that Dean is not his brother, but on the other hand Dean basically told Bobby that Sam wasn't his brother. Whatever. Dean will always be right and Sam will always be wrong. Dean will always be the one doing everything for Sam, but Sam has done nothing for Dean. Even though, Sam really wanted Dean to have something besides just hunting and that's why he wanted him to be with Lisa and Ben. Sam would have gladly stayed in Hell being tortured for all eternity if it meant that Dean found some happiness and joy out of life and something besides hunting. While Dean on the other hand talks about wanting Sam to be happy, but when he's gone, then he expects Sam to sit around crying about him or looking for a way to save him. Sam had something besides hunting twice now and Dean didn't care if Sam lost it or if he ever finds that again. I still think Dean has always been jealous of Sam. He jealous that Sam can just drop hunting and live a normal life and he knows he can't do that. It's like in that episode Skin from the first season. That shapeshifter knew everything that was in Dean's head and he basically told Sam that he was jealous that Sam could have a life and he knew that he was a freak and would always be one. The shapeshifter told Sam that Dean had a lot of issues with Sam and I've seen plenty of those over the seasons.

There's one main hope I have for season 10 and that's for the writers to give Jared all the time off that he wants. Hopefully, they will be nice and just let him be gone for most of the episodes when his character isn't needed and that will be about over half of them. Let Sam appear for about 5 minutes in each of these episodes and that will be enough. I don't watch the crappy episodes that totally focus on Dean, Castiel, Charlie, Kevin and Momma, Metatron and any other crappy character I don't like so who cares how much Sam is in them or not. Hopefully they will give him a break. Jared looked happier this year when I saw him in pictures on Twitter. Now I'd rather look at Twitter and read his tweets and see pics then watch his character on the show. I'm hoping he live tweets during episodes, so that I'll have something interesting to read. I love Misha's tweets as well. I still love Misha, but Castiel has gotten very boring.
I hope other fans of the show get all they want out of it and hopefully they'll get to see what they want to see. I know the show will never be as good as it was when I  first started watching it.. I'll just continue to watch the older episodes and enjoy them. I enjoyed a few episodes of season 9 and maybe there will be a few in season 10. I've only enjoyed about 6-8 episodes each season since season 7 started.
Well that's all and I can't wait to see some stupid spoilers when they start coming out. I may just watch certain episodes in season 10 because of spoilers and episode descriptions, otherwise I'll be watching something else during that time. There are a lot of new shows coming out and I might start watching Agents Of Shield and I saw it will be on at the same time. By October, who knows what will be on and what I'll be watching.

Old TV Shows And Music In TV Shows

I'm so happy because I found a new channel on TV that is playing how many of my favorite old shows. Now I can watch old TV shows all summer long. I was going to watch America's Got Talent, but now I don't know if I will or not. I'm sick of the judges constantly whining about the singers and if they don't want a singer to win the show, then they should not let singers audition. Singers are one of the main reasons I watch the show. I love all the different variety of acts and they are all fun to watch, but the singers are usually my favorites. There's no other shows that I'm even interested in watching on any channel over the summer. The CW always has crap shows and then they never repeat their good shows. The few they have left anyway.
I'd rather watch old shows that I used to love to watch with characters that I loved. The shows were untainted by social media and crazies whining over ships and shipping characters. Also, the shows didn't have all kinds of crazy and shocking crap happen to the characters just to get a reaction out of fans. Now they do that all the time because they want fans to whine and snivel all over social media. I think the networks and especially The CW don't really care all that much about ratings, they care more about who's talking about their shows and how much they're talking and where they are talking. Otherwise, some of the shows would be cancelled for their dismal ratings. And there's all kinds of ways to watch TV now, not just on a TV. You can watch your favorite show on how many forms of media now. Well, that's all about that. I just can't wait to watch some good TV again with my old shows. Shows like Six Million Dollar Man, The Bionic Woman, Hart To Hart, Magnum P.I., Charlie's Angels, Starsky And Hutch and how many more.

Now onto music in TV shows. I love music and songs when they are played during a TV show. A lot of my favorite shows have had how much music in them and that's where I've found tons of new music to listen to. I know I've said this before, but I'm going to say it again. I love when a song is playing during a scene and you see the characters and the music is playing and the characters don't even need to talk because the music is saying it all. I love it. The Blacklist, The Originals and Vampire Diaries all had great songs and wonderful scenes where this happened. I loved every time I heard a great song and saw my favorite characters. Sometimes just their facial expressions were all you needed to see and other times they talked while the music was in the background, but I loved it. That's something Supernatural has only done a very few times. There is one scene from season two during Heart that is my favorite. I don't even know what the song is, but I loved it. It's when Sam and Dean are talking and Sam is crying and goes to kill Madison and you see a single tear fall out of Dean's eye. I loved that scene so much because I loved the music playing and all the emotion during it. Of course, it was Sera Gamble who wrote that episode and she always had great emotional scenes with Sam and Dean. I love how fans want to see emotional scenes between Sam and Dean and I think to myself, that they never will because The Boys Club is writing the show now. This current crop of writers that I call The Boys Club do not know how to write an emotional scene at all. I didn't feel anything while watching the season finale when Dean was dying and said he was proud of them and Sam was crying. What was Dean proud of them for? Being stupid or lying to each other or what? I still don't know. It would have been more emotional for me if Dean would have said that he loved Sam or something like that. Not some stupid line like that. I'll probably never see another emotional scene between Sam and Dean again, not while these stupid writers are writing the show. Oh, well. I still have the first three seasons of the show to watch.
And speaking of watching old shows. I'll probably watch some old episodes of One Tree Hill, The O.C. and Smallville during the summer because they have great scenes with great music that I love in them. I can watch these shows over and over and never get tired of watching them.
Here's to hoping that next season on my favorite shows, I'll get lots of great songs playing during great scenes that I can watch over and over. I'm always looking for new music to listen to, but I love how some shows play old classic songs as well. When a song fits the mood of what's happening during the show, then it's like magic is happening and I'm amazed and enthralled by it.
That's all for now.

Crowley And Season 10 Of Supernatural

Crowley is probably going to be the only interesting character in season 10 of Supernatural. The only crappy part is that he'll probably be with Dean a lot. I love how Crowley has done so much to hurt the people Sam and Dean care about and then Dean goes off and trusts him and becomes he's new best friend. I guess Sam was right at the end of last season when he said who was Dean going to trust next. First it was an angel and then a vampire and now it's a demon. Dean can't trust and believe in his own brother, but he'll believe in other supernatural creatures and trust them over his own brother. And Dean has to wonder why Sam never bothered to look for him when he went to Purgatory. Dean was with his two best brothers, Benny and Castiel.
I was watching the first couple of episodes from season 4 and I just loved Dean. What a big fat hypocrite he is and is going to turn into an even bigger hypocrite, now that he's a demon. I love when he told Sam that God didn't want Sam to use his powers. Dean didn't even believe in God and it wasn't God, it was lying Castiel who told Dean that. Castiel used and manipulated Dean and now Crowley is doing the same thing and stupid Dean just lets them because he feels betrayed by Sam. For what, I have no idea. Because Sam doesn't constantly kiss his ass all the time. I love how Dean sat on his high horse and basically made Sam feel like crap for all of season four, but Sam listened and supported Dean when he heard about what happened in hell. Sam has never looked at Dean like he's a monster, but Dean has looked at Sam like that and basically called him a monster and fans wondered why Sam punched him in the face. Sam didn't just punch Dean for nothing. Not like Dean is constantly punching Sam for no reason, except that he can because he knows Sam won't punch him back. I doubt Sam is going to look at Dean like he's a monster when he finds out he's a demon and if he does, then I'll really hate the writers of this show. Sam has never looked down on Dean or he's never said that Dean has let him down. But Dean has let Sam down and that's probably why Dean hated himself so much. He didn't watch out and protect Sam because he wasn't able to. It's not that Dean was a bad brother, but he did not have the power to protect Sam from everything. But making deals and doing whatever to keep Sam alive was not protecting him. I love how Dean has killed everyone who was there for Sam or helped him. Like Amy. If Amy had not saved Sam's life when he as a kid, then Dean would have failed in his job to protect Sam and that's probably why he killed her. She was there for Sam when he wasn't. Ruby was there for Sam when Dean was gone and Dean was really stupid in thinking that she wouldn't be around after he was gone.
I also love how fans jumped on Sam about what he said to Dean in Purged. Like Sam would not try to save Dean. Sam only said he would not do the same thing Dean did if the circumstances were the same. Because he knows Dean would not want to lose control to a supernatural entity, but Dean obviously thinks Sam has had fun being possessed now by how many demons and angels. And I love how at the end of season four, Dean basically told Bobby that Sam was not his brother, if he ever was. Sam has never once said that Dean is not his brother and he's never treated Dean the way Dean treats him.
I'm over the whole Sam and Dean against evil and saving people and hunting things. They don't save anyone,  they hardly hunt anything anymore. Dean has been more worried about saving Sammy than saving anyone in the world. He would have let the world burn to save Sam, but then Dean doesn't care how Sam feels about that and he doesn't really care about Sam. Dean's job was to save Sammy, but it was not drilled in his head as a kid. Dean himself said that he always felt that it was his job to protect Sam. I love how some fans go on and on like Dean was both a mother and father to Sam. He was not because there was how many people that took care of both of them, including John himself.
The only thing about Dean becoming a demon is that he did not do that to save Sammy. He did that on his own like always. He didn't really give a crap about Sam at all when he made that choice. Just like with all his other choices. He never thought how the choices he made has affected Sam. Sam would have been dead long ago and there would have been no apocalypse or anything else if Dean had not made that deal. He did not do it to save Sam, but to do his job of taking care of Sammy. He felt like a failure so he made the deal and after that he didn't care what happened to Sam. He thought Sam didn't care about him or that Sam was totally torn up inside and did everything he could to get Dean out of his deal. Sam even tried to trade places with Dean in hell. But then when Dean comes back from Hell, Sam is an asshole for not finding some way to get him out of hell. Same as with Purgatory. Dean made the choice to trust Crowley and he paid the price by going to Purgatory. Dean has made tons of choices that have affected and hurt Sam and he just doesn't give a crap.
I hope Dean turns evil, but I'm sure he'll be a good demon and be killing evil things that need to be killed unlike Sam who killed Lilith and Alistair. Both demons who hurt Dean in different ways. Sure Lilith was the final seal, but neither Dean nor Sam knew that. Sam wasn't even evil in season four. All he wanted was to have power so that he could kill demons and stop the apocalypse and maybe the power to protect and save Dean. I love how fans say that Sam was just addicted to demon blood and that was it. Sam didn't like the taste of it and he hated doing it, but he thought he was doing it to save people and stop the apocalypse because Ruby made him believe it. You would have thought that Dean, after so many years, would have realized that Crowley is a master manipulator and would not have ever trusted him. Dean once told Sam that demons lie and that they can read minds and they use that against you. Funny that Dean has totally forgotten that. Also, Crowley spent a little bit of time inside of Sam's head and you never know what he found out to use later against both Sam and Dean. I love how Dean let Crowley possess Sam as well and then didn't really give a crap how Sam felt about it. It was just all about how Dean felt and that was all. He only cared about getting his little brother back, but didn't care how everything affected Sam. Neither did the writers because we don't know how anything affected Sam because Sam is internal and he keeps it all inside now. That's just the writers way of saying that they will never show how Sam feels about anything because they don't care about Sam's character at all. They probably think no one wants to know anything about how Sam feels or thinks because it will be boring.

I can't wait for season 10 to see Crowley and I'm glad Mark Sheppard will be a regular and I hope he somehow turns totally evil again and gets rid of his addiction to human blood. I'm tired of that crap.
The only thing I'll be hoping for in season 10 is a few good fight scenes between Sam and Dean, but they probably won't happen because Dean will either lie to Sam and hide that he's a demon or he'll be a good demon helping fight evil. What a load of crap that will be? I love how when Sam's eyes turned black in season four, no one cared, but Dean's turns to black and he's a demon and everyone goes nuts. I love how the writers made Sam's storyline of turning dark disappear, but Dean will get a great storyline like always.
I'm sure Sam will get zero storyline in season 10, just like this season. He was totally and completely crapped on and so were how many Sam fans. I'm sure the writers went on Twitter and they thought all Sam fans wanted LimpSam in every episode, so that's what we got. I've always wanted Sam to be strong and he is capable of taking care of himself without Dean around, being soulless or being possessed.
Gadreel got a storyline in season 9. Dean, Castiel, Crowley and even Jodie got more than Sam did and she was only in two episodes.
I doubt I will be watching Supernatural live come season 10. It is not must see TV for me anymore because Sam is no longer a main character, even though he's getting the paid as one, he's just a guest with no storyline of his own and I'm tired of watching that. I'm tired of Sam being knocked unconscious, disappearing, being tied up and basically just there to support other characters.
My other shows are ten times better than Supernatural. Supernatural is still good as a comedy when I want a good laugh, but that's about it. I'm sure Mark won't let me down and I'll laugh when he's on the screen as Crowley. Who knows? Maybe they'll bring his son back and we'll find out he's evil as well or something will happen because he's affecting stuff in the future because he's not supposed to be here.
Well this was long, but it's about all I have to say for a while until Supernatural returns and even then, I may be done posting about it. I hope so. I think my addiction to the show ended again. Carver and Co have cured me yet again and I thank them for that.