Tom Hiddleston And Only Lovers Left Alive

I just love Tom and I finally got to see Only Lovers Left Alive. It still sucks that it never came to a theater here because I would have loved to see it on a big screen. It was a great movie and Tom was just awesome as Adam. That's one of the things I love about Tom. He becomes whatever character he portrays. I love to see him as Loki, but when I watched Only Lovers Left Alive he became Adam. That's the mark of a great actor. I love actors that when you go and see them in another movie, you forget the other characters they've portrayed because they become the character they are playing in the movie or show you are watching.
There are a lot of actors I love that can do this like Johnny Depp, Leonardo Dicaprio, Nicholas Cage and a whole lot more. I think Jared Padalecki can do this as well. It's too bad that I'll probably never see him playing any other characters but Sam Winchester for the rest of his career as an actor. Part of me wishes that Supernatural would have ended years ago so that I could have seen Jared playing different characters.
I love Jared playing Sam, but when I watch him in something else, he becomes that character and I forget that he is Sam from Supernatural. He's not defined by that character and Tom is the same way. I don't see Loki when I watch him in other movies and that's what I love.
Jensen Ackles on the other hand is totally defined by the character Dean Winchester. It's sad really because I love Jensen, but when I go back to watch Smallville or watch My Bloody Valentine, all I see is Dean and not the character Jensen is portraying. Jensen has never been any other character besides Dean on Supernatural and he never will be. He'll be demon Dean, but that's still Dean and who cares.
Now back to Tom. I can't wait for Crimson Peak to come out, but it looks like it will be a long wait for that movie and an even longer wait to see him in the next Thor movie as Loki. I still want a Loki movie, but I doubt that will ever happen. It would be great, though.
Just looking at this picture of Tom and writing this makes me happy and I love watching Tom as Adam. I laughed so hard at some of those scenes in the movie and I guess it was better I didn't see it at the theater because I would have pissed people off with my laughing. I seem to laugh at some things that other people don't find funny. I guess I'd rather laugh and feel good instead of feeling stressed or serious all the time.

Sam And Dean Winchester: Which One Is The Bigger Monster?

Which brother is the monster or the worst monster? Sam, of course. He's also the worst brother because he didn't go looking for his little baby brother Dean when he went to Purgatory. Dean acts like some two year old crying constantly about why Sam didn't look for him. Did Sam become his mommy or something? Poor little baby Dean was lost in Purgatory and his mean old mommy didn't even care. That's about how I felt watching that crap from season 8. Sam is not allowed to have a life if stupid Dean isn't in it. Dean on the other hand can have whatever life he chooses and to hell with Sam. Whatever.
I just saw that stupid Jeremy Carver interview and I started laughing. Which brother is the worst monster? Like everyone doesn't already know that it will be Sam no matter what. Sam is the worst hunter and the worst brother, but he is the best monster on the show.
I bet Sam will either kill people or allow people to be killed to find darling Dean, but that will never be good enough. No matter what Sam does, he will always be a crappy brother.
Dean preaches free will, but Sam never has any.
All Dean has wanted for Sam is for him to sit beside him in that stupid Impala and hunt with him. If Sam does not want the same thing, then he is a crappy brother and is letting darling Dean down. Dean has looked for a new brother to replace Sam. First it was Castiel and then it was Benny. Both of them did whatever Dean wanted and that's what he wants from Sam. This is probably why I actually hate Dean. I hate that he doesn't care what Sam wants and he doesn't care if Sam is ever happy. Sam hasn't been happy being next to Dean hunting, but Dean doesn't give a crap because that's all he wants and that's all he's wanted since the first season.
So, Sam will always be the monster. Hopefully, Dean will kill Sam much in the same way that Cain killed Abel to save him and the world. Who knows what dark and evil stuff Sam will have to do to save darling Dean from being a demon and then Dean will have to kill Sam to save him and the world. Saint Dean will save everyone and be the hero of the show like he's always been. Sam isn't a hero and he's never sacrificed anything or saved anyone.
Blah, blah, blah and on and on it goes for who knows how much longer.

And to end this post. Jensen is now on Twitter. It's about time. Now hopefully, he'll share the duties of being twitter cheerleader with Jared and Misha.

Leverage, 7th Heaven And Books

I found a new show to love and it's called Leverage. I remember back when I had cable and I was going to watch this show, but then my Mom and I got rid of cable because it cost too much. I might have even watched an episode when it was on. Anyway, now I can watch it all I want to. It ran for 5 seasons, so that's a lot of episodes to watch. I love Sunday night because I can watch how many straight hours of it on one channel I have. I can also watch episodes on Hulu. I bought the novels to read as well. I wish this show was still running because it's a great show. I love all the characters and I loved how there were women characters as well. Good female characters that I could enjoy watching. I love the show because all the characters work as a team and they are like a family as well.
I've also been watching 7th Heaven on Hulu lately. I love to go back and watch all the episodes and it doesn't matter what season I'm watching because I love every episode. This show always made me smile, laugh and feel good inside. It gave me hope and that's what it does now. It's too bad that there is not a really good family drama out there right now on TV. I guess it doesn't matter because I can just watch this show whenever I feel like it.
I've been trying to read more again and I've found some great books to read. I've got my Leverage books and I've been reading The Psych books. I've never watched Psych, but I really love reading the books. I'm still waiting for how many books to come out like my Sleepy Hollow, Fringe and Grimm While I have time off from work, I want to read as many books as I can.

My Grumpy Bela and Grumpy Cat

Where's My Sammy?

I really wish I could see my little Sammy. When the world turned dark and cold, then I could always go to Pet Society to find the light and warmth. I always found comfort in visiting my little Sammy because he always made me smile and laugh even though all I wanted to do was cry. Now, I just have to settle for looking at pics of him and remembering what he did for me.
Tonight or maybe way before tonight, I lost someone I really cared about and loved. No, they are not dead but they might as well be. As far as I'm concerned they are now a stranger to me and I wonder if I ever really knew this person. I used to idolize her and now I can't stand to even think about her or to see or talk to her. She's my sister, but I feel like I'm not even related to her anymore. She treats me like I'm a stranger and has for a while now. Whatever. I'm just sad about everything and sick of all the crap. I've lost Mully, my little Sammy, my Mom, my favorite show and her a long time ago. I hope she enjoys her money because that's about all she ever thinks or cares about.
She thinks I care about all the stupid trips she's been going on, but I don't. I went on two trips this year and they were enough for me, maybe too much. I loved going to Colorado because I spent time with my two nephews and I missed how much time with them when they were younger. I remember going on trips with this sister, but she doesn't even remember that I was there for how many of them. That really tells me how much she cared about me. She didn't and I wonder if she ever did.  I guess I finally have found out who really cared about me and who didn't. I thought she cared about me, but she hasn't cared if I've been alive or dead for a couple of years now. Well, now it's mutual because I no longer care about her or what happens to her because she's a stranger to me now. I still have my Bela and my other family members, but I miss what I've lost.
Where's my Sammy to take away all this sadness and pain?

Sammy And Lucifer

To start off with, I still miss Pet Society and Little Sammy and all his friends. This is a pic of Sammy and Lucifer before Pet Society closed down.
I looked at some stuff from the San Diego Comic Con and now I know for sure that I will not be watching Supernatural when it comes back on for season 10. I just listened to Jared talk for a minute about what's coming up for Sam and that was it. I love how Jared said they were going to tease morals and ethics with the characters and who is the biggest monster, Sam or Dean. Sam, of course. Who doesn't already know that? Sam will always be wrong and evil and Dean will always be good and righteous no matter what he does. And does it really matter what either Sam and Dean do? There is no God on Supernatural. So, who cares what they do or who they hurt or kill. No one. Dean has never had any morals and it was so funny that in season 6, he was trying to teach soulless Sam morals. I laughed at that.
Supernatural is no longer about two brothers hunting evil and saving people. It's about two brothers doing whatever the hell they want to and saving each other and to hell with everyone else. There is no good or evil. And I would say there was no right and wrong, but there is on the show. Dean is right and Sam is wrong. Castiel also does whatever the hell he wants to and he learned all that from good old righteous Dean.
Whatever.
I now know the reason why I do not love Supernatural anymore. It's Sam and Dean. I don't know who the hell they are anymore and they are not the same two brothers I loved from the start. And no they did not grow up because they were adults when the show first started. They both changed into characters that I no longer love or respect. I wouldn't care if they were good or evil, but neither one of them has been true to themselves and that's what I don't like. Also, the writers of the show are idiots and they don't know what to do with the characters. I wish that Sam and Dean would have changed just a little, but basically stayed the same. I would have loved them. Through most of the seasons of Supernatural, Sam hasn't even been himself and Dean has just been a big hypocrite that I can't stand. When I watch older shows and shows that ran for a very long time, I did not see the characters change very much and that's why I loved the shows. The characters stayed true to who they were and I loved it.  I never seen characters become someone else on their show for more than one episode and they did not become altogether different characters. Gunsmoke was on for 20 years and I never saw the characters change except to get older. Smallville was on for 10 years and I never saw Clark change so drastically that I would never stop loving his character. There were a few episodes when he went dark or whatever, but he never stayed that way for more than one episode. He was a hero until the end, where Sam and Dean started out heroes and have ended up being worse than some villains. Whatever.
And the 200th episode of Supernatural is going to be some musical crap and love letter to the fans. More like a hate letter as far as I'm concerned. Whatever. Supernatural is finally over for me. I hope other fans out there get what they want from it because it no longer has anything for me. I just hope fans don't fall into that crap about Sam and Dean. I know The CW just wants fans to fight all over social media about who is better or right, Sam or Dean. I just hope fans don't join in the hate or anger or whatever because I was done with that long ago.  Supernatural has just made me miserable for the last couple of years when I've let it.
Well, that's it for now.
I can't wait for the Fall when all my other shows come back on. Sleepy Hollow, Vampire Diaries, Once Upon A Time. The Originals. The Voice, The Blacklist and some new shows, Gotham and Constantine.