Roses

Here are some old pics of me when I was a really little girl. Our roses were so beautiful on the side of our house. Some of the rose bushes are still alive and I keep leaving them there, but they are starting to get really thorny now and some of them have died. I want to tear out all the old ones and plant new ones, so that the side of the house will look the same as it did when I was little. I hate yard work, so mostly I just leave them alone. I have to pull weeks and creeping vines out of them and a stupid tree has gotten into them and started growing. That's why I need to start over.
I remember when I was a kid and how I took roses and tried to preserve them in water. I thought they would stay beautiful and never die if I put them in water in an old frosting container. I wanted their beauty to stay forever, but that was not the way for it to be. I learned that their beauty stayed forever in my memory and I thought about them in the long cold winters and saw them blooming in my mind.
Then come spring, there would be new beautiful roses growing.
I love looking at old pics and remembering all that I had growing up. Some would say that I didn't have much, but I was rich in ways some people will never experience. Sometimes, when I've been angry, I have forgotten all that I have and have had in my life.
I sometimes wonder why when I gamble and win money, I throw it back and lose it all. Maybe, I really just don't want or need it. Money has never made me feel rich, only love has. When I have love in my heart and life, then I'm feel like I'm the richest person in the world.

T R I C I A - "What I Know"

John Denver Looking for Space

Supernatural Writers: Thank You

I'd like to thank the Supernatural writers in this post for totally destroying the show that I loved for so many years. Supernatural was my favorite show for so long, even when I got angry about certain stuff starting in the fourth season. I still loved the show and kept watching and supporting it. Now, there is no reason to watch it. Sam is probably the most underused main character that I've ever seen in any show that I've ever watched. The show is no longer about two brothers, only one and a bunch of other boring characters. Now on to more thank yous.
Thank you writers for making Sam Winchester the most worthless and useless character on any show that I've ever watched.
Thank you for making Dean Winchester the biggest hypocrite on any show that I've ever watched.
Thank you for constantly bringing back the most boring characters I've ever seen on any show ever and bringing them back and making the show more about them than Sam and Dean who the show is supposed to be about.
Thank you for making a big confusing stupid mess with the angels. I still have no clue what is going on with any of that crap and I don't care anymore.
Thank you for making Crowley and all the other demons on the show into stupid boring idiots.
Last but not least. Thank you for saving me a ton of money. I used to go to at least one Con a year and now I will never go to one again. I used to buy tons of merchandise and now I will not buy anything again.
Thank you and keep going with making the show a piece of crap because I don't care anymore.
It took me a long time to finally let go, but I think it's finally happened and it's all thanks to you.
One last thank you before I go. Thank you to Jared Padalecki for getting a shirt that says Always Keep Fighting. It's sad but Supernatural is the reason I was depressed for how long and Jared doesn't understand that. I loved his character Sam so much and now Sam might as well be dead because of the writers and Jared could care less. So thank you Jared for not caring that I loved your character and now I don't because of the stupid writers who don't know how to write Sam with any emotions.
That's all and the pic of my Johnny says it all.