Johnny Just Turned 5 Years Old Yesterday

I can't believe it's already been 5 years since I've been playing Pet City. I'm glad the game is still going and I love it just as much as when I first started playing. The PC Crew do such a great job of making great new things and keeping the game running smoothly. Every once in while there is a glitch, but it's usually small. I still miss Pet Society and I think it's sad that I never got to see Sammy celebrate 5 years.
I've just been working lately and not doing too much. I've gone to see Fantastic Beast And Where To Find Them and I loved it more than the Harry Potter movie. I think I loved it more because I didn't know what was going to happen in it. I also went to see Doctor Strange and that was an excellent movie. I can't wait for next year when Thor 3 comes out. I'm really looking forward to it.
I'm loving This Is Us, Designated Survivor, Once Upon A Time and Gotham right now. These are all my favs at this time. I've been watching Supernatural and it's gotten more boring as the episodes have gone along. I've started to call it Stupidnatural. I was so bored watching that episode where those hunters gathered over the death of the other hunter, that I turned the TV off and went to bed. Rick Springfield is going to be in the next episode or episodes so that might be fun to watch for a good chuckle. That's about all the show is good for these days. I don't take it serious and I doubt I ever will. Even when it get dramatic and serious, it's either funny or just boring. Love Samantha Smith, but I really wish the would not have brought Mary back from the dead. Why didn't they just have Samantha come on as a new character that looked like their mom and have Sam and Dean freak out about it?
Well that's all for now.

Not Too Far From Here

It's Been A While

It's been a while since I last posted. I've just been busy and I really haven't felt like writing. I thought I'd post some pics from my trip to Portola. I just love going there and I love visiting with my family. I went with my sister to Reno and Portola and it was a great trip. I'm really glad that I got to spend more time with my family. I really miss seeing them. I loved going on this little trail and seeing all this beauty. I just wish I could live in that area because it would be great. I love the trees and it's nice to see green and beautiful blue skies. I remember a time when Utah used to be this beautiful. Now, most of the time, there's so much pollution in the air, it turns everything ugly and dark. There are too many homes and other crap and the mountains just keep getting covered in more and more homes.
I was off work for a while, but now I'm back working and I really don't have a lot of time to come and post. I've been trying to spend less time on my computer as well. I love to look around the Internet and see what's going on, but sometimes it's better not to know what's happening. I can't wait until the elections are over. I've had to unfollow how many people on Twitter because I'm sick of all the crap. Some stuff is funny, but other stuff is not. I'm not even going to vote and I really don't care who gets into any office. Most of them are only out to satisfy their own agendas and could care less about anyone else. I'm really tired of celebrities telling everyone who they are voting for and going on and on about it. They know that how many of their fans will just vote for whoever they want and that's why they go on and on. Some fans have minds of their own and will vote for whoever they want, but I know others will just vote because their favorite star likes that person and thinks everyone should vote for them.
And last but not least. I still keep praying for anyone who hurts and abuses others. They are the ones in need of prayer because I hope God has mercy on them for what they are doing. And I pray that one day they will know what they are doing is wrong and stop. I pray for anyone and all the animals and creatures that get abused each and every day. The ones that are basically living through hell on Earth and may never get out of that hell until they die. It's too bad that people can't try to relieve others suffering, instead of causing it. The human race is capable of so much more, but we keep wallowing in our humanity instead of trying to rise above it and become better than we are. I also pray each day that I will be a better person tomorrow. That I can love and help anyone I see in need and not get angry and feel hate towards anyone. Even those people that are doing horrible and evil things. More hate towards them will not help anyone. You think one day that people would learn that hate is not the answer and that love would make the world a better place. It's hard to love at times, but I will always try to any way.
Well that's all for now.

Designated Survivor And Kiefer Sutherland

This is my new fav show on TV. I just love it and I still love Kiefer Sutherland. It's so great that I'll be able to see him every week. I remember when I loved him so much and I watched Flatliners so many times over and over. I even named one of my cats after Kiefer. This show has everything I love in it. I'm happy that I get to watch both Kiefer and James Spader on my TV screen or computer screen. The Blacklist is still great and so is James. If I miss part of either show or all of it, I can watch it online. Sometimes it's better watching on my computer because when I watch it live and a train goes by, I miss how much of the show. I never miss anything when I watch online.
I'm glad that the TV season has finally started and all my favorite shows are back on. The only show that's not on yet, is Vampire Diaries and I don't know if I'll watch the final season or not. I really don't like Stefan and Caroline together and I have no clue what happened last season. It's easy to pick up on things when you start watching again, but knowing it's the last season, I might decide to skip it. I will always love the first couple of seasons of the show and I'll always love Paul, Ian and the rest of the cast.
Gotham is going strong and Once Upon A Time is still great. I just hope there is no more long dragged out scenes of kissing between women or men. I don't care who loves who, but I don't need to see that crap on my screen. You can show the love between two people without the long dragged out sex or kissing scenes.
I just finished watching the first season of Impastor. I laughed my butt off and I wish I had cable so I could watch the new season while it's on. Michael Rosenbaum is awesome and funny and he makes me laugh and feel good and so does the show. It's a great show just to watch and not think to much about and just laugh and enjoy. Some people can't seem to do that with TV shows. That's why I love TV sometimes. It makes me forget about my problems and other stuff for a while and I just enjoy myself in another world for a short time before going back to reality.
Well that's all for now.

Own Worst Enemy

We are our own worst enemy. Most people want what they want and they don't care who they hurt in the process. People don't care what we are doing to this Earth, each other and ourselves. I pray one day we will wake up and start loving and taking care of each other and our beautiful planet before it is too late.

Calypso John Denver Jacques Cousteau

This is the reason I loved John Denver and Jacques Cousteau. I will always be grateful to John Denver for brightening up my world and making me see the good when there is so much evil. I'm so grateful that he was a voice for this World and he tried to reach as many people as he could with his beautiful songs. I still remember how John Denver saved my life and I'll never forget it and I'll always be grateful. I probably wouldn't be here today.

Evil And Why I Think It Will Always Exist In This World

I'm using this pic of my little Sammy and Jess because I remember how I used to feel when I went to Pet Society. It was where love existed.
Now on to this post. Evil will always exist in this world because people will always invite it into their hearts and souls. I don't know why people turn to evil, maybe because it's so much easier than love and being good. I swear I think of all kinds of things to write and when I actually come to write, I forget what I was going to say. I can never properly put down what is in my heart, but I try.
Any way the reason I started this post is because my heart is breaking for those poor dolphins in Taiji Japan. Every year, so called fishermen trap dolphins in a cove and kill thousands of dolphins and steal how many for stupid idiots to swim with or go see at an aquarium or some other crap place where they will be stuffed in a big fish tank. I guess no one told those idiots that dolphins are mammals and not fish. I remember reading how many idiots comments on a site about whales. They think they are just big fish. I guess that proves how many stupid people are out there in the world. Zoos and Aquariums do not teach people anything about animals. Most people only go to them to be entertained by the animals. They just want the animals to do something and how many stupid kids do I see tapping on the glass as well as adults trying to get the animals to move or whatever.
I remember going to the Zoo as a kid and I remember thinking all animals should be in cages and I remember trying to put my cat in a cage. That's all zoos teach children. That animals should be in their right place being locked up in a zoo and not free because they are just taking up too much of this Earth that is meant for human beings. I can't stand that either. How many animals are being killed just because idiots say there are too many and they are taking something away from humans or are causing destruction or some other crap.
I think Evil will always exist in this world because people turn away from suffering and do not want to see what evil is doing. No wonder a certain someone and I will not mention his awful name, was able to kill millions of people. I'm glad I don't watch Supernatural anymore because of course the writers are bringing that name up on the show and having Sam and Dean fight him.It's sad. Anyway, I don't care if all my friends unfriend me on Facebook or someone stops following me on Twitter. I will continue to show what evil is doing in Taiji right now and I will not stop. Even if just one person looks and cares about the dolphins that will be enough. If someone takes the pledge not to go to a dolphin show or to swim with dolphins that will be great.  They don't deserve to have this be happening to them, nor do all the other animals out there that are suffering because evil is greedy and selfish. Maybe if enough people come together and show what is happening there, it will finally stop. And if people would stop being so heartless and cruel and allow love to come into their hearts instead of hate than this world would be a better and more wonderful place. I guess some people don't want that.
It's just a sad day today. I know in my heart that God is watching what is happening and he probably cries right along with the rest of us. He gave men free will and what do they do with it, kill his beautiful creatures. I read some comments and people talking about God and why doesn't he stop what is happening. That's the reason. He gave men free will and if we want it to stop happening then we need to stop it from happening. We need to stop contributing to suffering and hurting others. I want to hate those killers of Taiji, but I pray for them as I pray for the dolphins. I pray that one day they will let love into their hearts and souls and see those dolphins for what they are. They are love and hope. Even if just one of them could see those dolphins, not as fish but intelligent creatures and maybe stop killing and doing what they are doing.
My cats Bela and Blair try to comfort me when I am crying about this. I don't see any human beings doing that. That's animals for you. They are pure love or maybe God works through them to show me that I am not alone and that he is with me and he'll heal my broken heart and he's with the dolphins as well.
That's all for now. I've rambled on long enough.

Salt Lake Comic Con 2016

First off, I will say that this has been the best Con yet. I loved every minute and every day. The only sad thing about it was that Paul Wesley didn't make it. I really wanted a duo photo op with him and Ian and I wanted to see them both at the panel. Ian was great and it was nice that he did photo ops for people who had the duo or Paul's photo op. I got half my money back and another great photo with Ian. I loved everything Ian said in his panel. I wish there were more people like Ian in this world. He is truly a beautiful person inside and out and I'm glad I've gotten to meet him twice now. I would still love to go to a Vampire Diaries Con. It would be fun to meet some of the other stars that have been on the show.
I loved seeing and hearing Mark Hamill at his panel. I can at least say that I was in the same building as him. I didn't get a photo op because they were way too expensive, but it would have been great if I could have. I liked William Shatner as well and I'm glad I got to see his panel because I missed him the last time he came for the first Con. All the panels I attended were great and I had such a good time listening to them talking. I especially loved that Billy Boyd sang during his panel. The Last Goodbye is one of my favorite songs ever and his voice is just so beautiful. He was really funny as well.  I should have gotten a photo op with him.
It was so nice to finally meet Katie Cassidy. I waited in her autograph line for over an hour. That kind of sucked because my sister and I missed Henry Winkler's panel. I kept thinking that she would be back shortly and it didn't turn out that way. I had a good time talking to a few people while waiting, though. That was really nice. It's nice to find out what others like and what they think. I still wish I could have met her at a Supernatural Con. Oh well, it was nice that she came here and I was finally able to get a pic with her and her autograph.
This Con was very well organized and I loved that the most about it. I didn't really have to wait in long lines and the photo op area was more organized. I only waited once for a panel in a line, otherwise, I just walked right in and sat down. There was a whole lot going on at the Con, so everyone wasn't in the same place. I love the fact that Dan Farr and Mark Brandenburg get old and new stars to come. It's nice because then the Con is for everyone of all ages to enjoy. There is something literally for everyone, including kids. I can't believe that I heard people sniveling over how much it cost for a ticket to the Con. I think this Con is way affordable and you get so much for the price. If you buy your tickets early, you get a really good discount. My sister and I went VIP this year and I think that made it better as well. I could go VIP to about two or three of these Cons for what I spent for just my gold ticket to a SPN Con. Now those Cons are a lot of money. Sure you get some autographs included, but it still is a lot. Plus, when I've gone to one of those Cons, I have to fly and stay in a motel room and that's even more money. I'm happy that I can enjoy a Con closer to home and that there is a wide variety of stars that attend.
It was nice that my sister and I got along for the whole Con. I loved that as well. I bought too much stuff though. I just had to buy some of those fun boxes filled with goodies.
I already can't wait until the next Con and I hope there will be even more great stars to meet next year.

Something Bigger Than Me ♛ Dolly Parton

I love this song from Annabelle's Wish by Dolly Parton. It's one of my most favorite songs and it's how I feel all the time. At the lowest times of my life, it feels like someone bigger than me is watching out for and loving me.

Supernatural:Mythmaker, Vampire Diaries Ending And More

I just finished reading Mythmaker by Tim Waggoner and I thought it was a great Supernatural book. I think I loved it because it concentrated more on the story than Sam and Dean's emotional crap. Castiel was not in it, even though they did mention him. Sam's trip down memory lane was kind of good, but I can't picture Sam and Dean needing to stay with anyone when they were 17 and 21. They could have stayed by themselves because after all, John did leave them when they were only how old in a motel room all by themselves Also, back in the past they did not know there were other hunters out there. Sure John had friends that helped him, but Sam and Dean only knew how many of them and they didn't know they were hunters. I guess when you write a story you can make stuff up, much like the writers of the show have changed how much of Sam and Dean's history. If you tried to keep it all straight you would go mental. I enjoyed the God story and it was nice because even if I had never watched Supernatural, I would have thought the book great. When I started reading I just forgot about the show all together and just concentrated on the story.
I'm sad that Vampire Diaries is ending, but I haven't been able to watch it in a while now. The CW has moved it to different nights and time slots and other shows have been on during that time. Plus once it moved to Friday it was all over. Sometimes I don't even watch Shark Tank until a later time. I only watched Constantine on Friday because it was must see TV and I couldn't wait to watch the episodes. I'm glad that VD is being smart and is stopping before the show gets really bad or totally off the wall stupid like Supernatural. Supernatural should have ended before it got so unwatchable and stupid. Hopefully, some of the VD characters will show up on The Originals after it ends. I hope Paul Wesley and Ian Somerhalder move on and do whatever will make them happy. I love how Paul is honest about the show and his character. He doesn't lie to fans and tell them what they want to hear. I hope Paul and Ian direct episodes of the last season. I can't wait to see them both at the Salt Lake Comic Con. I hope they are together for a panel because I bet they will be funny and great together.
And on to the last thing I wanted to post. I don't know if I've posted about this before or not. If I have then I'm going to again. I remember back when I was in my twenties and I'd watch Daktari in the mornings. One time after the show ended I was flipping through channels and ended up watching some guy talking about the future of animals on our planet. I remember after listening to him, how I cried for hours hoping and praying that future would not come to pass. Unfortunately, it is. I remember the guy saying by about 2025-2030 all the large animals like elephants, rhinos and whales would be extinct, that they would be like the dinosaurs. And that most animals species would only be found in zoos and none in the wild. The more I read about how many animals are disappearing off the Earth and disappearing from the wild, the more I see it all coming true. Why did no one even try to stop this from happening how many years ago? Are we just so greedy as a species, that we think we need to own the whole planet and nothing else deserves to live here but us. I have zero respect for any rich people of this Earth, especially the billionaires who think they need tons of money. For what. When they die, what good will all that money do them. And the evil people of this world that torture, use and kill animals and children of this world to make more money. Money is the root of all evil and it's funny because I feel the richest when I don't have any. And I feel good in my heart. I sometimes wonder how super rich people feel. Do they need all that money to fill up some empty part of their lives? I don't know. I just know how sad I feel seeing all the needless suffering animals have to go through for man's entertainment and pleasures. As well as poor children that get sold into sexual slavery and other types of slavery so someone can make money or get some sick pleasure from harming children. I'm glad I have never won big money and I hope I never will. I like to gamble and I sometimes dream of winning money so that I can pay some debt and never have to work again, plus donate to my charities. But, on the other hand I pray that I never do win that much money. I don't think it would make me happy. It's a good feeling when I work to make the money I spend. I wish there was no such thing as money in the world and that everyone would help everyone. But that's just a dream because it will never happen. Some people think they need more than others and want to control other people by having a ton of money. Well, I think I'd better end this post now. I just had to write what I was feeling. It's just sad to see what is happening to our world and all the creatures that live on this world with us.

Supernatural Going On And On

I found this in a pile of junk that I had to clean up along with all my stuff from the first Supernatural Con I attended. I still remember how excited I was to go and how much fun my sister and I had. I loved being in L.A. I remember how much I still loved the show even after all the crap and the fighting with other fans. I wasn't even going to go to a Con until I watched the episode of Sam and Dean going to that stupid Con on the show. That episode from season 5 was one of the best and I loved Rob in it. I hate how they ended up making him be God. I loved him as a prophet more. That ruined his character on the show. I'm glad I didn't watch any of the last episodes of season 11. I do know that mommy came back and Sam might have been shot and that's about it. I've read some crap about the upcoming season. Sounds boring. More talking and no action. I probably would still care about the show and Sam's character if they had not ruined him. They destroyed his character when they turned him into another version of Dean. The Sam that I knew and loved wanted a normal life. He wanted a home, a dog and to not know or care about monsters. I hate how they had Sam continually apologizing to Dean about not looking for him when he was in Purgatory. I actually almost started believing the show could be good again until the second half of season 11 after the Christmas break. I felt the show had gotten serious again when Sam got locked in the cage with Lucifer and then the show went right back to the same old stupid after.
While I was cleaning, I also threw away my old Supernatural sweatshirt that I had worn for so many years. I always wore it when a new episode was coming on and now that's over. I still have a whole bunch of t-shirts that I used to wear as well. Now, I don't want to wear any of them. I still like and will watch old episodes, but it's just sad now when I do.
I love how the president of CW said that as long as Jared and Jensen want to do the show then it will go on. I bet, if Jared decided to leave, it could go on because more people want Dean and Castiel together than they want Sam and Dean together. I remember when Jared and Jensen said that if the show got stupid, they would quit. It's been stupid for years now and they haven't quit. The story lines are ridiculous and over the top stupid. I can't believe they are still doing the show unless it's for the money or they don't want to disappoint the fans that can't seem to let the show go.
I hope some fans get what they've been sniveling for in the upcoming season. Who knows if it will be the last one or not? I hope they get to see something. I remember waiting and waiting for something good to happen with Sam and I got nothing except Sam turning into a mindless, brainless Dean zombie groveling at Dean's feet. And more Castiel and how many other characters that I really didn't give a crap about.
Well, here's to some good memories from the past when the show was fun to watch and I loved it. I know it will never be the same again and that's okay because I'm done with it. If I end up watching again, I will be watching the show like it's some new show with new characters that I don't know or have never known. That is the only way I could watch the show again and actually like it.

Enya - So I Could Find My Way (Official Video)

I love this song and I think of certain people, my cats and my little Sammy when I listen to it. They are always in my heart and they go wherever I go.

I Could Never Say Goodbye

Pet Society and Little Sammy:Three Years Gone

I can't believe that three years have gone by since I last played Pet Society. My little Sammy lives in my heart, but I would die for the chance to see him again and to play Pet Society on Facebook. I know it will never happen except for in my dreams. I still remember going to bed and crying because I knew my little Sammy and all his friends were going to be gone. I will never stop thinking about and remembering my little Sammy. 

What's The Point

What's the point about writing anything anymore. You offend people just by saying anything. I'm sure this post will offend someone out there. I just recently realized that one of my posts was missing and it was probably removed because of something I said in it and it offended someone. Whatever. I'm so tired of the stupidity. If something offends you then don't read it or look at it for crying out loud.
I guess it's true that you can't say what you really feel about anything. I guess I should just lie and pretend like the rest of the world does and just keep my real feelings to myself about everything.
Whatever. If this post offends someone please feel free to report it for whatever you want. Obviously some people think the world just revolves around them and that everything is about them and no one else.
One thing that I did want to write about a couple of days ago was this. It's about all the creatures of this planet. We build cages and lock ourselves into them and love them, but all other creatures of this world would probably rather be free. I wish I could be free of all the crap of the world and live free, but I have to live in the cages that mankind enforces on everyone and everything. It would be a better world if we could all live free, but that will never happen.
Done now.

NEIL DIAMOND - I Believe In Happy Endings 2001

I love this song. When I listen to it, I think of my Mully and my little Sammy. They made me believe in happy endings and in love.

Colorado Trip 2016

Last weekend I went to Colorado on a quick road trip. I thought I'd post some of my special pics. I love to take pics of different things and then post them here. I'm crazy and I know it. I had fun spending time with my family. I don't know if they cared if they spent time with me. I love my family and I love spending time with them. I don't know how they feel about me and now I don't really care. I'm getting tired of some members of my family playing games with me. We are way to old for that shit, but whatever. I doubt I'll be spending much time with family all summer long. At least I still have my Bela and Blair. I watched the finales of my fav shows and was going to post about what I thought about them, but I've been busy or just too tired to.
That's all for now.

Blake Shelton - Savior's Shadow (Official Video)

I love this song and I love Blake Shelton and God. Blake has one of the best voices I have ever heard. I never get tired of listening to him. Blake makes me smile and laugh and I always get a good feeling listening to him sing.

Gotham and Other Stuff

I'm just loving Gotham right now. Why? Because it's so crazy and I laugh my butt off watching it. Sometimes it is serious, but I just love when it is not. Nygma is now my favorite character of them all. I love all the characters on the show, but he's just the best right now. I loved when Penguin and him got together and Nygma nursed him back to health. I sometimes have to watch on Hulu when my stupid TV won't bring Fox in and I love reading all the comments on there. I just watched the last episode and laughed my butt off reading the comments. I sometimes wonder how much people even are paying attention to the episode. I can't wait to see what's going to happen in the finale and I'm so happy we get a third season. There's only one dim spot and that's Jada coming back as Fish Moony. I liked when she was on and I loved the character until Jada played the race crap with the Academy Awards. I lost all respect for her and Will Smith when that happened. I haven't seen Concussion and I'm sure it's a great movie about something that is really important. It's sad that they were not more worried about people seeing the movie for what it was about than whether or not it got an award or whether Will Smith should have been nominated. Enough about that crap because it's over and done. I just don't know if I can still like the character just because it's her portraying it and I don't like her  right now. I'll see what happens. I may end up enjoying her return and Fish coming back. Hopefully, she will die as fast as Galavan did or faster.
I'm happy that Once Upon A Time will be returning next season, but mad that stupid ABC cancelled Galavant. I would rather see Galavant then all their sex filled crap. I guess Once Upon A Time and sometimes Shark Tank will be the only two shows I watch on ABC. I'm happy The Blacklist was renewed and that there is going to be The Blacklist Redemption with Ryan Egghold. I love him and it will be nice to see more of him on a show of his own.
I think this time Supernatural is totally finished for me. I watched the one episode where Chuck was revealed as God and I thought it was the worst piece of crap ever. Of course, it was written by the worst writer. The writer who just gives how many fans what they want to see and then the fans think it's the greatest episode ever. I could write some of these stupid scripts and how many fans would love them as long as I put a ton of crap in them that they want to see. I would have Dean and Castiel finally acknowledging their love for each other and the Destiel fans would think it was the greatest thing ever. It's kind of sad in a way. I think I have completely lost any and all respect that I used to have for Jared. He just tells fans what they want to hear just to please them. It makes me sick. I read an interview where Jared said the show is no longer about two brothers, but about a team and how much other crap. It's a show that I no longer want to watch because all I wanted to watch was the show about two brothers. Not a show where two brothers work with whoever or whatever and have no morals or values anymore. I frankly do not know what the show is about anymore because it makes zero sense. It became a farce long ago. It's sad that after seeing Rob as God/Chuck, I didn't want to hear any Louden Swain songs on my MP3 player the next day. I have to stop even looking at the show in order to love Rob Benedict and his wonderful voice. I can't let the stupid writers of this show ruin that for me as well as everything else they have ruined. Didn't finish watching the last episode after I saw Dean sniveling and crying like always. He doesn't like chick flick moments unless he is the chick crying I guess. I read that stupid Singer and Dabb were taking over as the execs from Jeremy Carver. Singer has probably been in charge since Kripke left, but Gamble and Carver have taken all the blame for the crap. Dabb sucks and loves Dean, so the show is officially over as far as I'm concerned. That's another reason I lost respect for Jared and Jensen as well. I remember them saying how much crap at Cons and it has all changed just to please certain members of the fandom.
I'm glad I'm busy at work right now because I don't have time to dwell on crap or read too much about things. I try to stay positive and watch all the shows I love. It's sad because how many years ago I used to have a whole bunch of shows I loved and now I'm down to three,. I think I love watching old TV shows more and I love going to movies now instead of watching TV.
That's all for now.

Pet City, The Blacklist, Once Upon A Time and Captain America:Civil War

I know I haven't posted in a while and that's because I really don't have a lot of time to and I really haven't felt like it. It would be nice to still be posting on some site for the shows, but I'm sick of idiots getting offended by almost anything and everything. I don't hardly post or comment on any sites because I'm sick of people sniveling and whining or just being plain stupid.
I love Pet City and I love the themes and cute stuff they have been doing. I love smiling and laughing when I see my Johnny doing stuff. I've always loved the animations in Pet City.
The Blacklist has been great lately and I've loved the last couple episodes without Liz. I think they have been the best of the season so far. That episode with just Red was awesome. I've always loved all the characters on the show, so when one is gone, it doesn't matter because the rest can get more screen time or more story.
Once Upon A Time has been great as well. I just don't want to see any more long dragged out kisses with two women. I love the current story and I'm sad about Robin dying, but it was about time. How can Regina and Zelena have any kind of sisterly relationship with him standing in the way? I wonder if Regina is going to go back to being the evil queen again. I will love her no matter what, just like Rumple. Those two characters have been my favorites since the show started and they still are. I'm glad Hook came back because I don't want to see him gone from the show. I love him.
I went to see Civil War twice this last weekend. Once in 3d and once in Dbox. I will probably go and see it a couple more times while it is in the theaters. I think it's one of the best Marvel movies yet. I still love Thor 2 and the first Avengers the most. This movie was great because I loved how it brought up the fact that even though they saved some people, others got killed in the process. It's just like war. How many innocent die in wars all the time? There was a lot of destruction in the movie and I loved the fight scenes. I loved the fight scene with all of them going at it. I laughed so hard. I think that was the best fight scene that I have ever seen in a movie. It was sad to see what everything was about and you felt bad for everyone. Revenge will never bring back anyone you love, it will just get more people hurt along the way. I can't wait until Thor 3 comes out. It's going to be a while still.
One more thing before I go. I got my ticket to the next Comic Con in Salt Lake. I hope some great guests come this year. I can't wait until Sept.

Still Remembering And Loving Little Sammy

Dear Facebook Friends, 
I'm not going to be playing any other games on Facebook but Pet Society until the 14th of June. If Pet Society gets shut down then I will hardly be coming on Facebook at all after that. I may come on to read a few posts and to check on stuff, but I'm done playing games if my beloved Pet Society and my little Sammy is gone. You may think I'm crazy, but I love my little Sammy and he's been the best part of coming on Facebook. If he's no longer here, then I won't be able to stand being here.
I hope all my Pet Society friends keep on playing till the end and if you don't thanks for being my neighbor and friend in the game.
If you never played Pet Society with me, then you lost out. It's the best game on Facebook. It's more than a game. It's always been a special place I can go to and live in a world of my own choosing. A world that I wish the real world could be. Where people and pets can love and help each other instead of hurting and hating each other. My little Sammy is the best part of me and I've gone to each of my neighbors houses and hugged their pets and it was like I was hugging them and wishing them well.
Please don't send any game requests in any other game but Pet Society, if you do, I'm not even looking at them. Sorry. If your just friends with me to play a game, then feel free to unfriend me.

I remember writing this as my status on Facebook three years ago. I can't believe it has been that long since my little Sammy was taken away from me. I still love and miss him and I will never stop. Sure, I still go on Facebook, but I don't go on as much as I did when I had Sammy and Pet Society. I had to go on Facebook every day and see Sammy every day. I still remember the joy that I felt after coming home from a long day at work and seeing him smile and wave at me. It made my whole day. I love Pet City and it is fun to play, but it will never replace Pet Society in my heart.

I haven't posted in a while because I guess I've been happy and content with my life. I have not been angry about anything recently. That could change. My job has been going good and I'm so glad that we are really busy and have plenty of work.

I don't watch a lot of TV anymore and when I do, I still watch Gotham, The Blacklist and Once Upon A Time. I really don't care if I miss or watch any of the others. I will have to decide whether to keep on watching Once Upon A Time or not. I did not care for Red and Dorothy being gay together. It wasn't horrible, but they did not need that second long kiss. The one kiss to wake Dorothy up was enough to prove true love or whatever. I know my sister was not happy and said she will not watch the show. I'll keep watching and just not look if anymore of that crap comes up. I loved Red's character and they kind of ruined her character for me. She liked guys and then now she's in love with a woman. It seems like a lot of gay people claim they were born gay, but started out liking guys. How is that? I think some women have one or two bad relationships with the wrong guys and then decide to become gay. It's just like Willow on Buffy. I hate how they turned her gay overnight. She loved Xander and then Oz and then woke up one morning and said "gay now". And I can't stand all the fans that want Emma and Regina to just turn gay to please them. There is nothing between them, but friendship and their love for Henry. I think a lot of people out there keep confusing sex and love, Love is not sex. You can love people without having sex with them and you can have sex with people without loving them. It's sad that people who are gay, bi or transgender think they need everyone else's acceptance. All they really need is to be able to accept themselves. I really don't think a lot of them do because they would not be so angry all the time and saying everyone is a hater if they don't accept them or their way of life. I don't think I can say how I truly feel on this subject right now. I have nothing against anyone or how they choose to live their lives, but I do not have to watch that on my TV or movie or anything else and say it is right. I don't know if it's right or wrong. I guess those people need to decide in their own hearts if what they are doing is right or wrong. It's not up to me to decide. I don't like being called a homophobe or a hater just because I don't like something. I love how some of these people are really hypocrites. They go on about other people accepting them, but they seem not to be able to accept other people's beliefs or respect them. I know how many people who are gay and I still love them. I love a lot of actors and actresses that are gay and I don't care how they choose to live. I like that ones that don't openly shove they gayness in everyone's faces and try to force people to accept them. They seem to be comfortable with themselves and can accept themselves without trying to push their beliefs on others and I love them for that. 

Now onto Supernatural. I'm still hoping and praying for Sam to be killed in the finale of this season. It would be great, but I won't hold my breath. I'm sure Dean will sacrifice himself in some way to save his good buddy Castiel from Lucifer. I want to be excited about Rob Benedict being on the show again, but I just can't. I'll see what goes on, but I really don't care about the show anymore. It's sad, just like when I think about losing Sammy. 

Supernatural:Cold Fire

I usually love the Supernatural books when they come out, no matter what has been happening on the show. This time I read the book and now I really can't remember what the story was about. I've loved the last two books by John Passarella, but this one I did not. Why? First off it was set during season 10. The worst season of Supernatural and the one I literally hated and do not want to see any of those episodes or even think about. Of course, there was tons of mentions of that stupid mark and Dean staring at his stupid arm. I could have done without that since it happened in almost every episode of season ten. And John had to just include the names of how many of the worst characters that have ever been in the show and the one that I hate the most that starts with a C.
And add that Castiel helped them with the case and it didn't even feel like I was reading a Supernatural book at all. I do not think having Castiel in the book added anything at all to the story. I could not even concentrate on the actual story because all I could think about was those crappy characters that I didn't even want to think about and they just had to be mentioned.
I wish John would have set this book in season 8 or 9 and maybe it would have been better. And left stupid Castiel and that mark of Cain crap out of it.
I hope the next Supernatural book that comes out in June by Tim Waggoner is better and is set in another season. And I hope Castiel is not in it. If he is, then I doubt I will buy the book. I think I'll wait to buy it until after the reviews come out and I find out if it's good or not.
I'm so disappointed. I waited a long time for this book to come out because I thought it would be great to read the book because some of the books have been better than the show. I know that I loved the first two Supernatural books by John and I wish I could have loved this one.
I've been watching Supernatural and the sad thing is, is that it is still the same crap over and over again. Now some of the crap is just with Castiel instead of Sam or Dean. I wish the writers of the show would just kill either Castiel or Sam and make the show be about whichever one is left with Dean. I'm tired of the back and forth crap and I noticed it seems that Dean can't live without Sam, but it's like he doesn't care about him. And Dean it seems to me cares more about losing good old Castiel instead of his own brother. And he shows more emotion over losing Castiel and in the scenes they are in together. While Sam dies and Dean just leaves and hardly cries. Sam gets shot and it's like oh well.  I'm sure fans have no problem with that, but Sam sure got ripped a new asshole for choosing to have a normal life and caring about someone other than Dean. It's sad. I hope the fans that still watch enjoy all the crap they have created. That's all for now.

Salt Lake FanX 2016

This year was very fun and I had a great time with my other sister. She came with me instead of my oldest sister. We stayed down in Salt Lake and I had a fun three days. My niece and her kids came for a visit as well and I'm so happy I got to spend time with them. I love them all and also my grand nephew from my other niece came with them.
I loved all the panels I went to this time and they were so much fun, especially Jason Isaacs. I laughed so hard and I loved how he hardly answered anyone's questions and he didn't need a moderator. He was great all on his own. I was not able to get a good pic of him, but I loved when he stood there when people were taking pics and asking if they got enough.  I got a book signed by Richard Paul Evans and I bought four books to read. I didn't spend too much at this Con and I had a really great time. Now I can't wait for the next one. I'm really happy my sister, niece and all the kids came. I've really missed seeing and spending time with them. I will always cherish the time I got to spend with them.
That's all for now because I'm tired.

Newsboys - One Word (Lyric Video)

Newsboys - Disaster (Lyric Video)

Newsboys - Guilty (Official Music Video)

I love this song and I am totally guilty. I love their new album and I think it's their best yet. These songs make me happy and give me hope. I believe in God and I don't care who does or doesn't. One thing I do hate is when people fight over religion or believing in God. There's nothing to fight about. You should be allowed to believe or not. I don't care if some people ever believe in God. I believe in him because I would not be here without him. 

I love Pet City Again

I never stopped loving Pet City and they came out with some really cute stuff this week. I love the three cats in the box and I just had to have them. Just as long as I don't join Pet City VIP again. I just can't stand sniveling people and I can't stand when you someone get so much and then complains about it. I just don't understand. I appreciate the game and the developers and I love what they do, but I feel sad that they think they have to please all the snivelers. No one is ever going to be happy all the time about anything. And there are some people that just love to snivel for the fun of it or because they have nothing better to do.

Award Shows And Smallville

I decided to post my thoughts about award shows. I think I've posted about it before, but I'm going to again. With all the crazy stuff going on with The Academy Awards show and all the diversity crap, I've been thinking about stuff. I don't think the problem with the Academy Awards is diversity, but instead I think it's about who and what they choose who can win the awards. There are how many great actors and actresses that have never won or even been nominated for an award. And there are tons of great movies as well. It seems to me that the same people get nominated year after year and most of the movies are movies that I've never even heard of before the award shows start coming on.
There are not a lot of movies that I've loved that have won the best picture award. Most of the movies that do win are movies that I would not go to if someone paid me to go to them or I will go and see them once, but I will never watch them again. There have been a lot of great science fiction and horror movies over the years, but the Academy doesn't even consider them because they probably think they are crap and not artistic enough. That's another thing. I personally go to the movies to be entertained. I do not go to the movies to see art. I love Leonardo Dicaprio and the only movies I've really loved him in have been, The Titanic, What's Eating Gilbert Grape?, Marvin's Room and The Man In The Iron Mask. A lot of the movies he has been in, I have not even seen, nor will I probably ever see them. I don't care for those kinds of movies. I saw The Revenant and I thought it was the most gross movie I've ever seen and I doubt I will ever watch it again. Do I think Leonardo deserves an award for it? Sure. I think all kinds of actors and actresses deserve awards for all kinds of shows, but that doesn't mean they will ever get one. I just know that if I was ever lucky enough to have been an actress, then the best award that I could think of receiving would be that people loved the movies I was in. I wouldn't care if I won some stupid trophy that would just collect dust. It would be nice to know that even after I died, that people still watched and loved the movies or shows I was in and that would be the greatest award ever.
Well enough about that and on to Smallville. Talking about awards, did Smallville ever win any or did Tom Welling for his portrayal of Superman. I know I love Smallville and Tom Welling and I'm so happy that I have ten wonderful seasons of this show to watch. I loved the show when it first aired on TV and I still love it today. I'm glad that Tom Welling joined Facebook. It was nice seeing that pic of him and Michael Rosenbaum. After seeing it I decided to start watching Smallville again while I was waiting for my other shows to start back up again. It seems like it's been forever since Gotham, Once Upon A Time and The Voice have been on. I can't wait to see them again, but now other shows are off and during that time I can watch Smallville. I've been depressed lately and it has helped to watch this show again. Just seeing Tom Welling smile makes me smile and feel good. I loved all the characters that came and went on the show and I loved this show to the very end. Nothing changed my feelings for any of the characters. I loved Clark and Lana together, but I never disliked Lois. I love how the writers made all the characters three dimensional and told how all of them were feeling and what was going on with them. My favorite two episodes will always be the one where Jonathan died that was also the 100th episode and the one where Lana married Lex. I just loved all the drama and I loved when they had songs on and you saw the characters and they did not even have to say a word, but so much was conveyed just by the looks on their faces.
One last thing before I'm done. It's sad to me still that Supernatural did not last the test of time and right now I actually don't like any characters on the show. I've even actually hated certain characters and I've hated certain episodes. I could watch every season and every episode of Smallville and love every one. That's the test of a great show. I just wish that Supernatural could have been a show that I loved until the end. The writers, fans and whoever screwed that up and now sometimes I can't even stand to look at the show, let alone pics of the show or Jared and Jensen.
Well that's it for now.

John Denver Ancient Rhymes

Pet City And The Snivelers

I love Pet City and last Monday they came out with new rooms called Habi Rooms. I think they are great and I loved the idea. I was so excited and I bought all the stuff and I went on to Pet City VIP where I thought everyone would be raving about the new rooms and I was so disappointed. All I saw was a bunch of posts complaining and sniveling about the new rooms. I really wish the developers would have made new rooms with the walls and floor and charged a good 20 in green cash for them. Instead they give out a free room and all the other rooms are only 5000 in coins. So basically, all the snivelers got a bunch of new rooms to decorate for almost nothing. They do not have to use the habi floor or walls and have been using a bunch of other stuff to make rooms. I think that's where Pet City went so wrong. How many of the new items you can only use in the new rooms and how many snivelers complained about that. You can use how many other items in the new rooms and that's what I loved. Also, Pet City gave players the chance to earn 35 green cash and that's about 5 dollars if you paid real cash for visiting 20 neighbors each day for 7 days. Pet City has already given all the players a lot of chances to earn green cash.
I personally buy green cash and I'm very disappointed in Pet City right now because it seems to me that I am a piece of crap for buying cash, but the players who don't buy are their number one priority. I was in Pet City VIP and I dumped it again because I'm tired of seeing all the posts about players complaining they should get more. You'd think they would appreciate all that they are getting now. I play other games and they do not give you the opportunity to earn hardly any free stuff like Pet City gives. Well, if one day the game closes down, then the snivelers will finally realize that it takes money from paying players to keep the game running, not the developers paying players to play the game.
I'm just tired of snivelers sniveling about everything right now. I go to work and that's all I hear. Snivelers whining and crying for something. They get it and then they whine and snivel again and give nothing in return for what they have been given. I think the more Pet City gives to the snivelers, the more they are going to want. That's just how it is in today's world . People just think about themselves and what they want and to hell with anyone else.