Everlasting

Love this song.

Mully: My Angel Straight From Heaven

I found this old pic of my beautiful little angel Mully. I always called her my angel straight from Heaven. She was just like an angel that shined so bright and chased all my darkness away. When she died she didn't take my heart and soul with her, but instead left her love in my heart and soul forever. She will always be with me just like everyone else that has died. They live on in my heart and can never be taken away. To me, that's what love really is.

Taylor Mathews - shallowman

I just love Taylor and I hope to hear more of his beautiful voice.

Pet City Christmas And Santa

My Christmas Wish

 This is what I want every year for the whole world. And not just for people, but for animals as well. I guess I can dream.

Real Tears - Stevie Nicks [Official Audio]

I love this song. I haven't heard it in so many years. I don't even know where my tape is that I had it on. It was only on a single tape on the B side. I just know that poor tape if I found it, probably would not even play anymore. I ran it ragged listening to this song. I really wish it had been on her album. It's one of my favorite songs of hers and it makes me think of myself.

The Good Doctor Dream

It's funny because this is the first time I've dreamt about The Good Doctor. I had a crazy dream this morning and I was watching a preview for the show. Or a promo, whatever it's called. Anyway, in it, Shaun was at the hospital and he was dressed in how many coats. He had wrappings on his hands like he had burned them. And his eyes were covered by gauze like he had been blinded and his head was wrapped up. They took the wrapping off his head and eyes and his hair was purple and sparkling. All I could think in the dream, was what the hell happened to him and who colored his hair. And there were two doctors that have never been on the show saying something about Shaun wanting to be respected. I woke up laughing. I doubt he would get much respect with purple sparkling hair, burned hands and damaged eyes.
I had just watched one of the episodes before I went to sleep, but it wasn't the 10th episode. I think I dreamt this because I can't wait to find out what happens next on the show and my mind is trying to conjure up stuff.
I just had to write this down because it was such a funny and strange dream.

California, Gambling, Bates Motel and The Good Doctor

It's been a while since I last posted and it's because I went on a trip and I've been sick lately. And I'm still working, which I thought I wouldn't be by now. I went to California and the Sparks-Reno area for Thanksgiving. I had a great trip there and I spent time with my sister and her daughters and their families. I love going to Portola and I really wish I could live in that area. It's almost like you go back in time about 40 or 50 years. I love all the trees and the beauty that I see when I'm there. I saw Bassett Falls and just listening to that water flowing just soothes your soul. I loved spending time with my family and the best time on this trip was when I was just riding in the car and enjoying the time with my sisters.
I did go gambling and I lost quite a bit of money like a stupid fool. It was those darn Willy Wonka machines. I just knew I'd go crazy. I did go crazy playing other machines as well. I really am addicted to gambling and I really need to stay away from those machines. They are fun to play and on the way home, I did win a little of my money back. The Gremlin machines were just too fun to play and I actually won on them for the first time in a long long time.
I also want to mention I went to the Billy Joel concert in Salt Lake with my two oldest sisters. My sister needed us to go with her because our friend's father died and she could not attend. I'm sad for my friend and her family, but it was nice spending time with my sisters and going to a concert. I haven't been to one in a long time.
I finished watching the last season of Bates Motel and it was the best season of them all. I just loved it. One minute I was laughing my head off and the next I was crying. I loved the ending because Dylan actually chose the only thing he could do for his brother. I really think Freddie deserved tons of awards for his acting. Just those scenes where he was his mother just killed me. Vera Farmiga was awesome as well and I loved those scenes with Norma and Norman. I will probably be watching the whole series again. I think this show was the best TV series I have ever watched.
Now on to The Good Doctor. Time will tell if I will be saying that Bates Motel is the best show I've ever watched because I just love this show as well. I found out the first season is only going to be 18 episodes and not 22. That sucks. I really wish it was a full season. At least, there will be 8 more episodes to enjoy and hopefully it will have a 2nd season. I loved the winter finale or mid season finale. I read tons of comments and how many people hate Dr. Glassman now. That is so stupid. All he wants to do is help Shaun have a better life. And without him, Shaun probably would never have been a doctor and he certainly would not even be working at that hospital. Glassman put his job on the line for Shaun. I think after that store robbery, it really scared Glassman because he knew that Shaun could have easily been the one that got shot. I think Glassman loves Shaun like a son and wants to help him and is trying to prepare him for the time when he may not be able to help him. He wants to make sure Shaun is prepared to take care of himself. Also, he seemed surprised that Shaun was reacting the way he was. I think there was more going on with Shaun than we saw. I can't wait to find out what's going to happen next. Freddie is just awesome and I love to watch him. I'm going to watch the first ten episodes probably a couple more times before the show comes back on.
Well, that's all for now.

Trip To Colorado

I took a quick trip to Colorado on the 9th until the 12th. I went with my two sisters and our friend to deliver some furniture to my nephew and his wife. My one sister and I stayed for two nights to visit. I had a really good time and it was a fun trip, but way too short. I wish we could have stayed and visited for longer. We went to a museum in Grand Junction that I've never been to. It was pretty cool. The best part of the trip was being in the car with my sister, my nephew and his wife and their little boy. Most people would think that was boring, but I love spending time with my family and those are the best times. My other nephew joined us when we got into town and I love spending time with him as well. I wish I could spend even more time with him because I don't see him as much and I missed so much time when he was little.
Just thought I'd post about this and I will probably be going to Nevada this week. I hope I can control my gambling addiction. I haven't gone gambling in a while now. I love seeing my sister and nieces, but going to Nevada is very hard. Hopefully, we will spend more time in California and doing fun stuff there.

Follow You

I just love Grayson. His voice is one of the best I've ever heard and I love the music as well. This song is so beautiful and I will follow Jesus. I've never gone wrong walking in his footsteps and when I've faltered and fallen, he picks me up and carries me until I can walk on my on again.

Bates Motel Season 2

I didn't think I could love Freddie any more than I already did. He is just brilliant, fantastic, wonderful and awesome all rolled in one. This season got even more intense and I just loved the scenes with Norman and Norma the most. I didn't care for some of those scenes with the drug war going on until poor Norman got dragged into it. I don't binge watch and I really wanted to watch this whole season in one sitting, but I didn't. It took me five days to watch. I just want more and more. Now, I can understand why people were disappointed when the show ended. I think when I'm finished watching all the seasons, I'm going to go back and watch again. I'm so happy Freddie is in The Good Doctor because just seeing him on there made me buy Bates Motel and I'm so happy I did. I usually don't buy DVD's of any show that I have never watched before. This is the first time ever that I have bought a series and didn't know if I'd even like it, let alone love it. I guess that's the power of Freddie.
Now back to what happened in this season. Poor Norman in those last two episodes. I just wanted to cry for him again. I can't believe that slutty teacher seduced him and he had sex with her. Well, she was taken care of for good. That's what happens to you when you have sex with one of your students, you end up dead. I knew sweet Norman didn't kill her. He doesn't have it in him to hurt anyone.
I thought that was funny when he was crying at her funeral because who cries over a teacher. That was just a great season and now I can't wait to watch season 3.
The Good Doctor wasn't on this Monday, but it will be back this coming Monday. I'll have to wait for a bit to start watching season 3 of Bates. I need to process what happened for a little bit longer and then continue on the journey of crazy goodness. That's all for now.

Bates Motel Season 1

Wow! My sister, friend and niece were all right about me loving this show if I watched it. I do love it and I can't wait to start watching season 2. I finished season 1 last night. I watched the last three episodes in a row. I hardly ever do that with a show. I don't binge watch, but part of me wanted to last night. I want to savor the show for a while, so I will probably only watch one episode a day, unless I have more time and then I will watch up to 2 or 3.
I went through every emotion watching the first season. I cried for poor Norman, especially after that dog got hit and died. It broke my heart for him. Freddie Highmore is just so awesome. I think he's great in The Good Doctor, but he kicks ass in this show. He should have won awards for his acting as Norman. Hopefully, Freddie knows how much people love him and appreciate him for his great acting. I know I do. I love all the characters on this show and it's sad that how many of them died, but I'm sure more will turn up. I only bought the first four seasons and I will probably buy the last as well.
I can't believe how many great shows I missed by being obsessed with a piece of crap show like Stupidnatural for so long. Now, hopefully I will never miss any or if I do, I will find them on DVD or somewhere else to watch. I've kind of neglected my other shows because I have been so obsessed with The Good Doctor. I just love it and I can't help thinking about it. I watch Bates Motel and sometimes I can stop obsessing for a while and just enjoy.
If anyone wants a wild crazy ride, then they need to watch this show. I can't believe so much happened in 10 episodes. It actually feels like I watched more episodes because they were so packed with great stuff. I even got so surprised watching one scene that I screamed. That hasn't happened to me for a long time watching a show. I've never read any spoilers for this show and maybe that's why it's so good and surprising. I don't know what's coming up next. That's probably the best part.
Well, that's all for now. Gotta go and enjoy watching more Norman Bates.

Edisun-Ready to Believe

Love this song and I found it on my mp3 player while I was listening to it at work. It's such a good song and what a good truth. If you can't change things, then let them be.

The Good Doctor And Freddie Highmore

I can't believe how much I just love The Good Doctor. The main reason is Freddie Highmore because he is such a great actor and I love him playing the character of Shaun Murphy. I've been waiting for a new show that I would love and be excited about. Now, I just can't wait for Monday night to come so that I can watch my favorite show. I love all the other characters and I just know that we will learn more about them as they interact with Shaun.
It's funny because I found out that it was Freddie playing Charlie on Charlie And The Chocolate Factory. He was so young and he was in Finding Neverland and Spiderwick. He was also Norman Bates in Bates Motel. My sister told me that I would like this show. Now, I'm going to have to buy the seasons and watch them. I will probably laugh my butt off. I keep reading stuff on posts and people saying things about him playing Norman. I just love it. It doesn't matter to me whether people like or don't like this show. I love it and it's going to be a full 22 episode season and I'm so excited. I have something to look forward to again. When I got excited by Doctor Who, I knew that it would end, especially the episodes with David Tennant. He's the main reason I love Doctor Who so much and he will always be my favorite doctor. I will love and keep watching all the episodes he was in, but there were only so many. I hope The Good Doctor is on for many more seasons.
I'm glad all my other shows are back on, but I'm finding it hard to watch a few of them. I had to catch up on Once Upon A Time. The first episode was kind of slow, but I bet it will pick up and I'll start loving it like I did before. Everything is different, but it can be good. I will just think of it as a new series and not expect anything and I bet I'll love it even more.
I finally ripped down all my old posters of Stupidnatural and threw them in the trash. That show is well and truly over for me. I feel sorry for anyone who still watches it, especially anyone who liked or still likes Sam. If they ever expect something to happen with his character, they will be waiting for ever. I gave up long ago. I watched some episodes last season just for that Ketch guy and they killed him. Who gives a crap about any of those other stupid characters.
Now back to Freddie. I can't wait to see what is going to happen with his character on The Good Doctor. I hope there are more tears and laughter ahead. The first three episodes were awesome and from the looks of the next two, they are going to be even better. I can't wait until I actually get to see him perform surgery in the O.R. and the day Melendez sees what he is capable of.
I keep watching the first two episodes over and over and I can't wait to watch the third one. I really need to get my subscription running again on Hulu or buy the first season and get the episodes as they come out. Well, that's it for now. I'm so happy and I'm glad I started watching this show. It makes me feel good inside and happy. I just remember the last how many years while I was still obsessed over Stupidnatural and how miserable I was. That show just brings you down and makes you depressed. It made me angry and just tired. The Good Doctor makes me feel great and like anything is possible.

The Good Doctor Is Awesome

I decided to use a pic of my little Sammy for this post instead of a pic from the show because I love this show as much as I loved Pet Society and Sammy. I'm so happy I found a new show I love and right now it's my most favorite show on TV. I already can't wait to see the next episode and I have to wait a whole week. I loved every minute of this show from start to finish. The hour just flew by and I wish it would have just kept going. That's the mark of a great show. Freddie Highmore is awesome and I hope I spelled his name right. The whole cast looks good so far and I can't wait to see more of all of them. This is the kind of show I've been waiting for for a long long time. I love medical stuff and I love drama. I love shows that move me and make me feel good inside and ones that have a lot of emotional tension. I will for sure be staying up late when I go back to work to watch this show. I don't care how tired I'll be in the morning. I can always take a nap before the show while The Voice is on, if it gets boring. I haven't been this excited about a show for a very long time. Just me coming to type about it in here is proof enough. I haven't written in my blog for so long. I was going to write my story and how much stuff happened and now all my shows are coming back and I won't have the time. I have shows to watch every night of the week and that hasn't happened in a very long time. It's funny but, I remember when all my favorite shows were on The CW, now I have no shows I even like on that channel. I don't even turn it to The CW anymore. Well, that's all for now.

Rose Royce - Wishing On A Star (Official Video)

I thought I'd post this song as well because I remember sitting the dark listening to the radio and this song would come on. I was just a little girl. I haven't heard it in so long, but I still love it as much as I did then. Just hearing it made me remember certain things. That's what old songs do. It's like when you listen to them, you get transported back in time or something.

Kicks

I love this song and I haven't heard it for so long. I remember I started loving The Monkees when I was a teenager. I can't believe how many shows I love from the 60's that came out before I was even born. This was one of their newer songs that came out when I discovered the show and them.

Doctor Who Posting Again

I made this cute pic with my Johnny and Katie from Pet City. I don't want the next Doctor Who to be a woman, but I can still have fun with it. I probably will not watch those episodes, so it doesn't matter who plays Doctor Who in the future. I saw that David Tennant and Billie Piper are going to be doing an audio story. I got one of those with The Doctor and Donna and I can't wait to listen to it. I will still keep reading the books and I should try to find some used bookstores near me to see if any books are in them. I paid how much for my tenth doctor books, but I won't pay a lot for any of the other doctors stories.
I just can't stop thinking about David as Doctor Who. I'm even thinking up a short story right now and I hope I can write it down. I've got a really great idea, but I hope I can somehow get it down and actually write it on here. It will be a story with The Doctor all by himself with no companions.
I just thought of something else regarding regeneration and that's the tenth Doctor was able to heal himself and then throw the rest of the regeneration energy into his cut off hand. How did he do that? There should be some way that he could control his next regeneration. I just don't like the idea of a woman Doctor. It just seems creepy that after all this time, he will turn into a woman. I like how the actress thinks people are afraid of her gender. I'm not afraid, I just don't want a woman Doctor and that's all it is. Especially, when the Doctor has a relationship with the Tardis and he caresses her and she actually was a woman in one episode. Now don't get me wrong. I have no problem with gay people. How people want to live is their own business. But, I personally don't swing that way and I think it will be weird. That's another reason I will probably never watch after season 9 or 10, if I even make it that far.
Another thing I thought about and didn't write down yesterday. I was just thinking about David. I think of him as this bright shining star that lights up the darkness with his incredible and beautiful light. For a while before I started watching Doctor Who, I was depressed and after I saw David as Doctor Who, I became very happy and excited to live again. I know that's sounds crazy, but it's true. I think David's shining light helped to reignite my own light and now I can shine bright as well. David truly is a wonderful person. I've never met him and that's what makes him even more wonderful. I can just feel that light shining through him when I'm watching him as Doctor Who. That's why I love David playing the part. I just can't get past it and I don't want to. I hope this came out right. That's all for now.

Why I Love David Tennant As Doctor Who And More

David Tennant will always and forever be my favorite Doctor Who. Why? Because he is so wonderful in the role and he made me love the Doctor. I liked the Doctor when Christopher played him, but when David took over, I started to love the Doctor. David goes through almost every emotion possible as the Doctor. David just can make me feel the loneliness of The Doctor. Sure, he has companions, but they all eventually leave him and he's alone again. In how many scenes, David doesn't ever say a word, but you can just feel what he is feeling without the words spoken. Like when he's standing in the rain. I really can't properly put into words how I feel. It seems I never can. I just know that when I watch David as Doctor Who, I love him and I love the show. Matt Smith does not have the emotional range that David has and I feel nothing for the Doctor watching how many episodes. I can't stand Amy Pond, but I love Rory. He's the only character I feel for while watching the episodes I have. Sometimes, I think I should have stopped watching after David left because it seems like the show is going down hill from there. There is not one episode I've watched after David that I even want to re-watch again. The only thing I would watch is Day Of The Doctor and that was good with both Matt and David being onscreen together. I wish there could have been a couple of episodes that featured two doctors at the same time. Some time paradox thing or something. That would have been awesome.

As for the more. I am not happy about the decision to have a female doctor. I don't know why everyone thinks if you are a female, you should be happy that a female is going to be the next doctor. I for one am not. I don't think that's some great accomplishment or that it's historic or epic. It's just stupid in my opinion. After so many years as the Doctor being a man, he all of a sudden regenerates into a woman. Now, if it had happened long ago or even recently, sure it would be fine. You think through all the times that he has regenerated that he could somehow control who he wants to be.
I hate how idiots say that you're not a fan of this show if you don't like this. I'm still a fan, but I'm not a fan of this decision and I don't care what anyone else says. I knew David would never come back and be Doctor Who again, but that would have been better than this. You'd think he could regenerate into someone he had already been. I wish David would come back as another character. That could be done. Doubt he will, but it would be great. I don't know if I'll make it to season 10 let alone to even seeing if this woman is good or not. It's been hard to even watch the episodes I'm watching in season 6. I like some of the stories, but the show has just gotten more convoluted and confusing. I found out who River Song was and now I kind of wish I didn't know who she was. I like the character, but it's getting crazy.
I'm still reading Doctor Who and I love the novels I've read so far. I still have how many more to go with the tenth doctor. I've also read a few with the older doctors and I like them. It's interesting because I read in one of the novels that Romana just would regenerate whenever she felt like it. You'd think they would be able to and that they could decide whether they wanted to stay male or female.
I personally will love whatever I want to about Doctor Who and I hope others do the same. No one has the right to tell me who or what I should love. Everyone has a favorite Doctor or companion and it's up to each person to decide who they like the most. David Tennant will always be mine and I doubt I will ever love anyone else as the Doctor.
If the Tardis appeared in my backyard and David Tennant stepped out as The Doctor, I would run to him and beg him to take me with him. If he didn't, I would make him. Now, if a woman Doctor stepped out of the Tardis, I would get my gun and tell her to get the hell off my property. LOL

JJ Weeks Band Save Us

Love this song. What a world this would be if people thought about someone else besides themselves or just the people they know and love.

Why I stopped eating Meat and more

I have now stopped eating meat altogether. I can't even put a piece of it into my mouth. I get sick even thinking about it. I guess I just think of all the animals out there that are suffering and dying for all this meat. I listen to people talking and most people don't really care about where their meat comes from or they don't want to know. I didn't think about it for years. I never really ate a lot of meat and I've never really liked eating eggs. The older I've gotten, the less I wanted to drink milk. Now, I'm becoming somewhat of a vegan. When I say that, it just means that I probably will never be a total vegan. I still eat very little dairy, some fish and some animal products in stuff I buy.
I've been reading about how our love of meat is hurting this planet and most people think I've given up meat just for the animals. I've given it up for the planet as well and all the people.
I read articles about what is being done to animals all over this planet and it makes me so sad, but I will not hate the people who do these things. Hate is never the answer. It took me too long to realize that. I pray for these people every night. Some people would never understand this, but the reason I pray for them is because the animals they hurt and kill are totally innocent. I don't think anyone should kill an animal unless it is for the sake of survival. Either kill or be killed.
Sure the bible says that God gave us dominion over all things on this planet, but that doesn't mean we have the right to do whatever to them. When you hurt animals for all kinds of evil reasons, like greed, then you are not following God. Back in the past, maybe people needed to kill animals, for food, clothing and other things, but we have involved past all that. Now, we don't have to eat them, we don't have to wear them or abuse them for our own entertainment and other things.
I really don't know what's right or wrong concerning all this, but I do know what I feel in my heart. Most of the killing, torturing and harming of animals is wrong to me. Especially all the people doing it for pure sheer greed or they love killing something because they think it makes them powerful. How stupid is someone who actually thinks they become powerful by killing?
I love all the reasons big game hunters give for killing. Like they are helping the planet and the animals by killing. They are doing no such thing. They just love killing and have to have some reason to justify their killing. I think anyone who get any kind of joy out of killing is messed up in their head and is lacking something in their life. And all those idiots taking selfies with their kills. Pride comes before fall and how many of them have fallen because of what they've done. Animals and karma have tried to balance things out. I'd say more about this, but I really don't know how to properly convey what I am feeling. I just wish people could see all the beauty and appreciate everything we have been given and maybe think about someone and something else besides themselves. I listen to that song by Lada Gaga called Til It Happens To You and I wish I could make a video of all the animals that are being used, abused, tortured and killed by humans. I guess most people really don't care about something until it does happen to them. Maybe if all the things that happen to these animals happened to them, then maybe they would realize that it is wrong or horrible.

I haven't been posting for a while because I haven't felt like it and I'm been busy. I started watching season 5 of Doctor Who and Matt Smith is good, but I love David Tennant and he will always be my favorite doctor. I swear he can say so much with his eyes and expressions, than with words. That is a great actor. I've laughed and cried watching all the episodes he's in and he has such great chemistry with whoever he is acting with. I still have four more episodes to watch with him as the doctor and I want to slowly watch them over the next couple of weeks. Maybe only watch one of them each week and then watch season five episodes. The show changed a lot after season 4, maybe too much. I don't really care for Amy Pond and I don't really care what happens to her character. I loved Rose, Martha and Donna so much and she just doesn't come close to any of them. Maybe, I'll like her more once I've watched more episodes.
I watched Supernatural to see Ketch die and then I watched no more. I looked to see what people said about the finale and was glad I turned my TV off. I think it's sad that Sam and Dean have no problem with killing human beings now. I used to like the show when they hunted and killed the supernatural to save humans, but now they just kill whoever. Most of the time they kill because some human or monster tries to kill just them and could care less about other people being killed. The show makes zero sense anymore.
I loved Once Upon A Time's season finale and the musical. It was so great and I'm glad it's coming back next year. Sure, it won't be the same, but if it has good stories, I'll be watching. I might have to watch it on Hulu or something because it's being moved to Friday, which sucks. I loved it on Sunday night and now I will have nothing to watch to start out my week. I'm glad Gotham, Blacklist and Designated Survivor were renewed. Who knows if I'll even find any new shows to watch next season? I getting sick of all the stupid shows coming out that are exactly alike. It's like Hollywood can't think of anything good. I also can't stand all the shows that are like real life, I love fantasy. It would be nice to see a show with how life could be, not how life is.

Well that's all for now.

I'm so loving Doctor Who

I really wish I was stepping into the real Tardis and David Tennant as the Doctor was inside. I would go with him and be his companion in a heartbeat. I would love him, but not be in love with him. I'd just love traveling around with him and actually live an exciting and fun life. I've just started watching the fourth season. I'm savoring this series and I don't binge watch like a lot of people do. I really don't know how people can just sit and watch one show for hours on end, even if they love it. I love to slowly watch shows and let things sink in and think about them.
I always wondered what these weeping angels were and I finally found out and I loved that episode. It was an episode that the Doctor and Martha were hardly in, but it was great. Great casting, story and direction and you have a great episode. I always wished Supernatural could do something like this, but they never could. All the episodes I've watched of Doctor Who have been ten times better than any episode I ever watched of Supernatural. That's really sad because I spent how many years watching Supernatural and the last how many seasons I watched, I didn't like most of the episodes.
I'm loving David Tennant so much right now and I'm afraid for when he regenerates into the next guy. I hope I still love it and the new companion as well. As long as the stories are great, it probably will not matter. I just finished watching the episode with the adipose babies. I loved it and I couldn't stop laughing all the way through. Those babies were so cute and while I was watching I was thinking about my own adipose. I wish I could have given them some of mine so they could have a body and I would have less of one. I wouldn't want to die, though. How many people almost did?
I've bought more books of Doctor Who and I'm loving them. I just can't get enough and I'm so happy I discovered this show. I just wish I would have discovered it sooner. I swear when I was watching a few of the episodes in season three, it felt like I had seen them before. I wonder if I had somehow watched them or parts of them when I had cable. Well, I know I have how much more to enjoy.
If the writers strike and my shows don't come on for a long time, then who cares because I'll have Doctor Who to watch.
I'm hoping and praying Once Upon A Time and Gotham get renewed. If they don't, then I will only have one or two new shows to watch anyway. I like The Voice, but only for Blake, otherwise, I don't care who wins. I really haven't liked any of the singers in how many seasons now. They all sound the same and there is nothing special about their voices. I hope The Blacklist get renewed as well and if it doesn't, then it's okay. I loved that episode about Mr. Kaplan. It was probably one of the best episodes ever and it didn't have to rely on all the main characters being on. That's what makes a great show.
To end this post, I will say the reason I love Doctor Who more than Supernatural is the fact that I was obsessed with one show and I love the other. I love Doctor Who so much and I will make sure it does not become an obsession. That's mainly what killed Supernatural for me, plus the writing of the show sucked and I hated how many characters. I have loved all the characters I've seen on Doctor Who and whoever does their casting is wonderful and knows how to pick the right people to play the characters. Also, I don't look on any fan pages or anything else to see what people are whining about on Doctor Who. That killed Supernatural as well. The writers paid more attention to pleasing fans, then writing excellent stories.
Well, that's all for now and I have to get back to reading and watching Doctor Who. There's so much to explore and enjoy.

Supernatural: British Invasion It Is

This Ketch guy is the only reason I tune into Supernatural right now. Don't know if he was in that stupid episode with the werewolves or whatever, but I didn't watch it and I won't. I can't stand that blond you know what and I wish the writers would have killed her off. Sad, but they only kill the good characters. I'm loving the British Men Of Letters and I hope to see more of Ketch. If they kill him off, then there will no longer be any reason to watch the show.
I love how poor Mary is being treated by the fans. She's horrible for wanting to hunt, joining in with the BML and now having sex with hot Ketch. I guess she didn't know that she's supposed to stay at the bunker making pies for Dean. And when Dean has a hard day or is sad, she's supposed to hold him in her arms when he cries. She's not supposed to have any kind of life. And she probably didn't realize that she's supposed to get Dean's permission for everything she does, just like Sam. Sam can't even wipe his butt unless Dean says it's okay to. If Dean says to kill a monster, then they kill it. If he says save a monster, then they save it. I love how Dean was always in the right when he killed a monster like Amy, but now when he knows or likes the monster, then we don't kill them. It sickens me and I hate the writers for making Dean this way. I will probably never like Dean again, or Sam for that matter.
I hate to say it, but the writers have even destroyed Lucifer on the show. It's like they will never stop ruining characters until the show ends and hopefully that will be soon. It hurts to see how my favorite characters have turned into these strange characters that I could care less about. I wish someone would kill Sam and Dean already. I hope that is how the show ends, with both of them finally dying for good.
I just want to see more of this Ketch guy and I love his character. They haven't ruined him yet, but I'm sure the writers will find a way to or they will kill him. I can only bet that they have Sam or Dean kill him. Who cares if he's human? Obviously, Sam and Dean and the other hunters on the show don't care, much like the BML don't care who they kill. I love the hypocrisy and the fans that want humans to die, but monsters to live. But the only monsters that  live are the one that Dean loves or love him. What a laugh.

Newsboys - That's How You Change The World

I just love Newsboys and their songs. I heard this song at work and I thought I'd share it. If people would just help and be kind to each other, this world would be a better place to live. I pray for my family and whoever I think is in need. I pray not that God will give them what they want, but what they need.

DAIRY IS F**KING SCARY! The industry explained in 5 minutes

Here's a good video, but how many people would even watch this and if they do, will they even care. I highly doubt it. People just go by what they know or what they wish to believe. I know people who think they are getting calcium from dairy. It's sad to see what we do to these poor animals just to make a profit off them. I really need to stop eating cheese as well as meat. Back in the olden days, when people drank cows milk, they probably only drank it, if there was extra or the baby cow died. Factory farming just makes me sick and to know how much those poor animals suffer just breaks my heart. Most people would not even want to watch this video because they want to live in denial or they don't care this is happening.

Sixpence None the Richer - Breathe

Another song that I love to listen to.

Doctor Who, Who Knew

Who knew that I would ever love Doctor Who? I surely didn't. I decided to start watching it and now I love it. I'm only into the second season, but I've loved every episode so far. I thought I wouldn't like the show once the doctor changed, but it stayed just as good. I hope I love all the doctors and all their assistants. I surely love Rose and her mom. I've gotten how many books and I've already read one and I'm reading another one. After I've watched all Doctor Who, I will probably start watching Torchwood. I was looking and praying for a really good show to watch and I finally found one. I can't believe it took me so long to find this show. Now I know why so many people love it. I just wish I would have found it sooner. I would have been excited to see all the stars from Doctor Who that have come to the Salt Lake Con and Fan X.
I can't wait for Fan X next month because I will be so happy to step into the TARDIS and get a pic and this time I will enjoy it more because I love the show and know what it's all about.

Danielle Bradbery - I Will Never Forget You (Lyrics)

I love this song and I love her voice.

Dolphins and Taiji

Every year in Taiji Japan countless dolphins are brutally murdered or are ripped apart from their families to spend the rest of their lives being slaves to humans. It breaks my heart to see what is being done to these beautiful creatures of our oceans. And it's sad that how many people still go and see them at stupid dolphin shows to see them doing stupid tricks for dead fish. Most of those people don't realize what these poor dolphins go through for their stupid moment of fun for the day. I think most people don't care. People say they love dolphins and other animals and still they go and see them locked up behind bars like they are criminals. Their only crime being that they can't speak like us and tell us they'd rather be free. I know the feeling of wanting to be up close and seeing them in person feels like, but I never really thought of the cost to them. I did in a way, but I have gone to the zoo and have wanted to cry for them. I've gone to Seaworld twice in how many years, but have not gone for a long time and never again. After reading and seeing what those poor dolphins and whales endure.  How many of them get ripped away from their families, have their babies taken away and get separated because someone sells them just like they own them. No one should be allowed to own any living breathing sentient creature on this planet. In fact, no one really owns anything on this planet. You can pay money for land or whatever, but you will never really own it. It belongs to everyone and it's sad that people think they have to own anything or they want more and more and don't care if someone has nothing. 

I'm writing this post because it's been so heartbreaking to watch that big pod of bottlenose dolphins being ripped apart for the last four days in Taiji and listening to those heartless monsters laughing. Mothers and babies being ripped away from each other and how many of them dying trying to get away from these evil men. I think if I was one of those dolphins, I'd rather those evil scum killed me, then have to be tortured and broken and end up in a small tank or worse for years to come. It's hard to believe this evil has been happening for as long as I've been alive. I will never go to Seaworld again because they helped to start all this crap. Yes, most of their current dolphins have been bred in captivity, but their ancestors came from these drive hunts. I don't know how anyone with a heart and soul could do this to these dolphins and say they love them. 

Another thing that made me mad this past weekend was watching that stupid march all across this country. They called it a woman's march and it was for civil rights for women. What rights don't women have here in America? We have so much that sometimes I just get so mad at people because they just want more and more. I think most of those women didn't even know why they were marching and they just went along with other women. How many of them don't like our current president and that's why they were marching? I just wish people would get together and start marching for the ones that really don't have rights like animals and children. People need to be responsible for themselves and not think everything should just be on one person or that one person is going to change everything that's wrong or that they are going to do all kinds of horrible things. Enough of this crap. I stopped following even more people and lost respect for even more people that I love. I still love them, but I don't respect them anymore. I think a lot of people really need to start respecting themselves and not demand respect from others, but earn it by what they do and not by following along like a sheep with others. That's it for this crap.

Back to the dolphins. I just wish the world would get together and start protesting stuff like this happening. These poor dolphins belong to themselves and the ocean. They should not be stolen and bought and sold like property. How many other animals as well? There is a lot of injustice in the world and I wish people would stand up and fight against it for the ones who can not and that don't have a voice. 

I was going to write about this days ago because it's something I remembered from when I was younger. I remember I used to go around and round in a pool my family used to have and think all I wanted to be was free to swim away. I think I used to think I was a dolphin or some other animal that was stuck inside that tank and was waiting for freedom. I also remember crawling on my knees and pretending I was a big cat like a lion or tiger and I finally got free from somewhere. It's interesting that I did that. Maybe my family had went to the zoo and even when I was a kid, I knew those animals did not want to be there. I remember going to the zoo when I was a kid and all I remember it not the animals, but wanting a wax figure of a lion. I loved those. I just wish one day that all zoos, all circuses and any place that keeps animals in captivity for profit will be shut down. Animals should be free and human beings should have been intelligent enough to realize that we should not have overpopulated ourselves, so that there is no room left for them in the wild. Us humans claim to be so intelligent, but from what I can see, we are pretty stupid and worse than animals. We are destroying our place to live and one day we will destroy ourselves and everything else. 

John Denver - Calypso

One of my all time favorite songs of John Denver's. I love the line when it says to live on the land we must learn from the sea. It's sad that some people will never learn because greed will always rule their lives and they will never appreciate the riches of this beautiful Earth that we were given. It makes me sad for humanity and for all the creatures who live here with us. One day we will probably be no more because of what we keep doing to each other and to this Earth. 

TV Of 2016 And More

It's been a while since I posted and I guess I've just been too lazy to. I've been on the Internet, but I've been too busy playing and reading all kinds of crap. I love to read stories, but mainly I love to read the comments. I just sit and laugh or I cry, depending on what the story is about. TV has been pretty boring lately and the first show back on that I watch was The Blacklist.
I loved The Blacklist last year and it was one of my favorites still. I love watching Red and Co and I'll never get tired of it. I will watch Redemption and see if it's any good because I love Tom and it will be fun to watch him more on his own show.
Once Upon A Time was great last year and I never get tired of this show and I never will. I hope this is not the last season of the show because I will be very sad if it is. I love how the writers always manage to come up with interesting and surprising twists and turns for the characters. And I love it because it's like watching two shows at once at times. My favorite character is and be always be Rumple. I just love Robert Carlyle.
Gotham had me laughing my butt off last year and I hope it continues into this year. I swear the show just got wackier and that made it even better. I can't even say what character I like best because I love them all so much. I loved the addition of crazy Jervis Tetch. He's been a great character and I hope he sticks around for a while. There is a Gotham novel coming out and I can't wait to read it.
My two favorite new shows This Is Us and Designated Survivor were both great and I love them both so much and hope they stick around for a couple of years. This Is Us has started back on, but I have to wait for March for Designated Survivor. I just loved that season finale and I can't wait to see what happened and what will happen next.
As for Vampire Diaries. I'm sad that it is ending, but I haven't watched it for a long time. Maybe I will watch all the episodes I missed after it is all done and see what happened. I lost interest after Elena left and I still wish somehow that Stefan and Elena would end up together. I knew that would never happen, so the show got boring for me. Damon and Elena's chemistry disappeared after they got together and Elena became a vampire. I watched a little bit of a few episodes, but I didn't know what was happening, so I stopped watching. I will always love the first couple of seasons and I probably will watch them when I feel like it. The love triangle was what made the show work for me and what I loved about it. Once that was gone and they tried to have Stefan be with Caroline, it was over. I loved their relationship as friends, but the writers ruined that.
Last off is Supernatural. Disappointing to say the least. I've always had hope that the show could be good again, but the writers have never made that happen. Didn't like all the stuff with God and his sister and all that other crap and I never will. Loved Castiel and Crowley, but now neither of them are very interesting. I remember a time when Crowley was a real baddass and now he basically has zero powers just like Castiel. Both of them just usually stand around and do nothing except talk or whatever. It's like Crowley's mom has more power than he does and he's supposed to be the King Of Hell. I did like Lucifer this season when Rick played him and then the guy after. Who knows what will happen with that story line? I don't care for what I have read for upcoming episodes. I probably will only catch a few episodes for the end of the season and that's it. I don't care about Castiel's past and I never will. Just seeing what characters are going to be coming on again makes me want to hurl. I probably will be watching something else and reading about what happened. I do so love to read what people think of some of the episodes. Sometimes I don't care, but when I get depressed or bored, it's fun to read what people thought. I remember reading an article about the show and they mentioned Mary and said she was their sister. I couldn't stop laughing. It's funny because she could pass as their sister right now and not their mom. That's why Mary should never have come back and I hope she dies or whatever.
I watched Celebrity Apprentice and it's just not the same without Trump. I liked him and Arnold just seems stiff and mainly mean. Trump could laugh and smile at times. I mainly watch to see the crazy celebrities though and it's fun to watch them fighting over nothing. For some reason I'm rooting for Boy George to win. I remember when my Mom was alive. She loved listening to his music. I like his old music as well.

As for the more. I'm really tired of Hollywood stars and their political views. I love the stars that keep what they feel and their political views to themselves. I've deleted and unfollowed how many stars now because I'm sick of their never ending crap. Most of them are the ones that are dividing people by what they are saying and doing. They only prove what hypocrites they are. I still love Paul and Ian, but I really wish they would have not been pleading with people to vote a certain way before the election. People voted a certain way because of issues affecting them and what they wanted.
I love how people think now how much stuff is going to happen because Trump is president. Like all that stuff hasn't been happening for years. It's how we all treat each other and what we all do to make America and the world great that matters. As individuals. One person does not have the power to change everything people are thinking is going to be changed. Everyone can look in the mirror and see who has made the world what it is now. We all have a responsibility to be better people to each other, the Earth and everything that lives on it with us. We should not try and blame one person, a country, a political party, a religion,or a race for every horrible thing that happens in this world, It is on all of us.  I know that every night, I pray to God to help me be a better person, One that loves or tries to love everyone. It's hard, but sometimes you can never know where someone is coming from or what is happening with them personally. Why they believe and do what they do? I just know that every time I see those men and women doing what they do to the dolphins in Taiji. I really want to hate them and wish horrible things on them, but instead I pray for them every night as I pray for the dolphins they torture and kill. I know some people would not understand this at all. They would say how can you pray for horrible people like this, I believe in God and Jesus and that's why. Love is the answer and I try to love everyone. Maybe this world would be a better place if we had love in our hearts for all instead of hate. I see so much hate out there in the world and it's heartbreaking to see. I'm going to end this post now because I really can't properly say what's in my heart.