Monday, July 27, 2009

Poor Jensen, Lucky Jared

I feel bad for poor Jensen. He'll probably be working his butt off, yet again on Supernatural. All those crazy, obsessed freaks, just want to see him and they go insane, if he's not on constantly and front and center of the show. I think people love his character of Dean more than him. I actually love Jensen more than his character Dean. He's a great actor, but the poor guy is going to be busy.

As for Jared, he'll probably get lucky again and be able to go on another vacation. I think that would be great because he's young and he needs to have fun. I wouldn't want him to work himself to death for anything. I love him more than his character of Sam, so I want what's best for him. Maybe, if he's got more time, he could do a movie or something in between. That would be great because I was so happy to see him in "Christmas Cottage" and "Friday The 13th". It's great when I can watch him on TV, DVD and at the movies. It was nice that I got to see Jensen in "My Bloody Valentine". Jensen can really look evil when he wants to.

I'm just hoping with the addition of Misha and some of the returning and new characters, that Jared and Jensen get some much needed rest during the season. Maybe they can get a break, like Tom Welling got on Smallville. Tom even got to direct an episode. I loved that. It would be neat if Jared or Jensen could direct one of Supernatural's.

Too Much

I think Kripke and Co are saying all kinds of stuff and who really knows what will happen now. I've heard so many different things, that it's starting to get ridiculous. I'm actually tired of reading about interviews and spoilers because who really knows what's going to happen. Kripke has told how many different things now. Sera Gamble and Ben Edlund have told different things. The interview with Jensen said totally different things. So what's going to happen, only they know, until the show comes back on and I'm going to wait before I start jumping to conclusions and thinking up stuff.

I'll have to start another blog about my theories and keep that private, just in case someone has been actually reading this blog, but me. When I had Hell House on the CW site, I knew people were reading it and then going and saying shit about my theories or trying to say they were their own. It still pisses me off, that those stupid mods over there deleted my thread. It had some of my best theories. I can still remember some and I still think some of them are going to happen.

I guess I won't be posting that much on the CW site because of a certain bitch on there. She acts like she's in Junior High School or something. She thinks she's queen bitch of the Supernatural site. I did find a few people to discuss things with, but try to find them when you really want to talk. They're probably afraid to say what they feel because someone will attack them for it. Some of those Dean fans over there give all Supernatural fans a bad name. Now I can see why a lot of people don't stay on there to post, especially ones who love Sam. It's totally biased. Also, some of those people are so stupid and close-minded that it's sickening. They just believe everything Kripke says or everything they read. I wonder if they even have brains to think with. It's scary.

Crossroad's Blues

I haven't watched this episode in a long time and I had forgotten a lot of things. That scene where Sam and Dean were talking about John maybe making a deal and just there faces. I loved it, you could see all the anguish in both of their faces. They both probably wanted to say more to each other at that point, but they couldn't. Dean had to go and trick the Crossroads Demon to save that guy. Then at the end when Sam asked Dean if he was just tricking the demon or was actually thinking about taking the deal. Dean didn't look at Sam and turned the music up. Just the looks on both their faces.

I wonder if somewhere old Azazel and the angels who wanted the apocalypse, were watching Sam and Dean and seeing what they would do and testing them. Maybe they realized at that point that Dean would be willing to make a deal, just like John did for his family or more importantly for Sam.

I now think that that whole thing with Sam and the psychic kids was just a bunch of crap. I don't think old Azazel wanted a demon leader for an army. Maybe he had that whole thing set up, so that Jake would stab Sam. Azazel knew that Sam would do the right thing and not kill Jake because that was Sam. Azazel wanted Dean to sell his soul and he wanted Dean as fast as he could get him. Dean only got a year, but maybe Azazel could deal with that, but you wonder what happened with that Crossroad demon. Was she in trouble after she gave Dean a year?

Also how do the crossroad demons, get in and out of hell. It seems that they've got a direct line there. Also, is the crossroads some kind of link between heaven and hell. On the crossroads, you choose whether to make a deal and go to hell, or not make one and maybe go to Heaven or where ever we go. Are the Reapers involved in it or do they have no choice in the matter. If some one's soul went on to heaven or limbo or whatever, do the demons get their souls back or do angels.

I think I think to much about his stuff. No wonder I haven't watched the episode for a while. On a funny note about the episode, it was funny hearing Dean not knowing what MySpace is. He thought it was a porn sight.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

More Pics Of Jensen




Jensen can make me feel almost as happy as Jared.

Getting excited for my shows to come back on

I just went to look at a few sites to see what's going to or might happen in my favorite shows. I really can't wait for Gossip Girl. It said there was going to be a lot of Chuck and Blair and more Dorota. I love that woman. I can't wait to see all the relationship changes and the things the characters will face, now that a lot of them will be going to college. It's going to be fun.
One Tree Hill news. I didn't see too much of. I'm looking forward to seeing what will happen without Peyton and Lucas on the show. Tree Hill has a great cast and they've added some new people. That should prove interesting.
Smallville looks very promising with maybe Lois and Oliver getting together again for a bit. I always loved their chemistry together. I hope Clark learns a few things and it says he's going to be obsessed with saving people and not thinking about the other things. He does need to have a life, too. Even though, he's a hero, he deserves to have a little happiness for a while. They've got more characters coming on and hopefully they'll be good and I won't miss Davis too much.
Legend Of The Seeker looks interesting because Richard has opened a door or something into the underworld. Richard might have a new love interest and not just be with Kahlan. Interesting, but not too worried about it. I love that forbidden love stuff because you see all the wanting and yearning the lovers have for each other. They look at other people and sometimes are with other people, but that doesn't mean they don't still want to be with each other. I just hope there is plenty of fighting, good stories and love and friendship on there.

Certain Sammy Scene, I Wish I Could See In Season 5

Here's a scene I would love to see in season 5. I'd love to see Sam in a church or somewhere praying to God for forgiveness for what he did. Even though, Sam didn't know that's what he was doing and he made the mistake of thinking he was doing what was right. I'd love to see him crying and praying and asking for forgiveness and maybe having Dean hear him. It would be like something I've seen on other shows, but I'd love it. Maybe Sam asking God what he wants of him or to help him be there and help Dean or whatever.
We know that Sam prayed to God every day, but who knows if he stopped or not or if he was still praying, despite doing what he did. I just want to know what Sam feels about God now and whether he believes in God. We never got to know in season 4 because we were just meant to think that Sam was turning dark and he just wanted revenge. I still think Sam wanted to save and help people and to help his brother Dean. Sam believed in the angels and God, so does he still believe? If he doesn't believe, will he find faith in God again and know that God still loves him.

I'm just hoping for anything to see what Sam thinks and feels. I still want Sam to be strong and know that God still loves him and cares about him.
God only gives us what we need, not what we want. Maybe Sam did pray to God to have the strength to drink demon blood, even though he knew it could be harmful, to try to do the right thing.
God never gives verbal answers to anyone, so you have to have faith.
I don't know, I just hope we get to see how Sam feels about God and everything that has happened.

Jensen Ackles And Smallville

I just started to watch some old episodes of Smallville. I watched a couple from season 4 with Jensen. Man was he hot in there. I swear they found the most hunky guys to play on Smallville over the years. I've always loved Tom Welling and he was my main focus. In season 4, Jensen gave him a run for his money. I loved watching Jensen smile on the show. After fighting over stupid Dean's character on Supernatural, I needed to watch Jensen in something else. I loved Dean at the start of Supernatural, but my love is slowing fading away for his character. I don't know if it's Kripke and Co, that stupid CW message board or what. I do know that it is not Jensen Ackles. I love him and will never stop. He's a great actor and I love watching him.

Going back to Smallville. It was funny to see Tom Welling when he was a little bit younger. I've always loved watching him smile. His smile lights up his whole face and makes you want to smile. It's funny that on Smallville the writer's have been using the same formula for the show for the last eight seasons and it works. They don't have to come up with crazy ass stuff to get people to watch. It seems like too many shows are doing that now a days, including Supernatural. People have come and gone on Smallville, but the show still feels the same to me. I guess as long as there's Clark Kent, our Superman, then it doesn't matter who else is with him. I do love that Chloe has been on the show with Clark since the beginning. Her and Clark are the only two characters that have stayed on since the beginning. I love their friendship. It's nice to see a man and woman have a friendship without having sex. It's nice to see.

Watching old Smallville episodes does make me kind of sad. I miss Jonathan and Martha Kent, Lex, Jason, Pete and a few others that are no longer on the show. It is nice that I can see them again in those old episodes, but then you miss them.

I'm going to watch some more episodes of Smallville, so I don't have to even think about Supernatural right now. I'm glad Jensen was in one of my favorite shows that I love. I wish Jared would've been in one and not Gilmore Girls. The only reason I watched that show was to see him. If I watch repeats, it's only to catch a glimpse of him.

Friday, July 24, 2009

More Pics Of Jared




Just looking at pics of Jared makes me smile.

Dean Koontz's Frankenstein

Finally the third book of Dean Koontz's Frankenstein is coming out on Tues. I've been waiting for about four years now. I never thought it was ever going to come out. I had almost given up hope waiting for it. This series is Dean's best series and it's like a new twist on an old tale. A more modern day telling of Frankenstein. I'm currently re-reading the other two books, in preparation for the new book. It's been so long since I've read them, I've forgotten some things. I had my two sisters read the first two books and they got pissed off at me because the third one didn't come out. They said how could I let them read a continuing story, unless there was an end to it. I wonder what happened because the three books were supposed to come out, six months apart from each other. I read the first two and waited and waited. Now the third book is finally here. It was kind of like waiting for that fifth Harry book to come out. It's exciting knowing that it's finally going to be here.

I Thought I Was Bad

I thought I was bad, but people out there are worse. I still think people just want to either like Sam or Dean. Can't discuss anything in a certain way because crazy people just want to cry about poor Dean. Dean went to hell and he suffered and "boo hoo" for him. Dean probably loved hell, but who will believe that. Dean was busy torturing souls, but he was suffering so much. He said he loved torturing the souls, but he's not a monster at all. He's just a great guy, like always.

Sam's big revenge kick. Sam wanted revenge on a demon, but that's so horrible. Lilith is evil, but Sam shouldn't go after her and kill her. Maybe, if Dean or the angels would've told Sam that by killing her, he'd break the last seal, maybe Sam wouldn't gone after her. But on the other hand, that's exactly what the angels wanted in the first place. So Sam was so wrong and evil and revenge driven. What do you call the angels? What do you call Dean for just doing nothing the whole time? He didn't even try to find out what was going on. Part of him didn't even give a rat's ass if the apocalypse started or not and I think a part of him didn't really care what happened to Sam.

Let's just demonize Sam and keep going on about the horrible decisions Sam made. Yeah, Sam was on a dark road. He was kept in the dark because he didn't know what Dean was supposed to do or what the angels were doing. He didn't know what the demons were doing, but he made such horrible mistakes because he's an evil rotten monster that doesn't have any morals and is selfish and prideful. Sam wanted all the glory for himself and he wanted to tell Dean, "Hey Dean, I'm the greatest and you're just an asshole. I stopped Lilith, but you're too weak and stupid." Sorry, but I could never picture Sam shoving that in Dean's face. Maybe Sam finally wanted to be able to do something because he's always felt helpless and Dean has always been stronger and in control and seemed to be able to defeat the demons they've fought.

People keep bringing up all the stuff Sam said to Dean under the siren's spell, but they can't say Sam ever told anything to Dean when he wasn't under that spell. He never told Dean that he was weak, but he did tell Dean he was self-righteous and just like Uriel said, Dean should come down off his high horse. If that wasn't pride and arrogance on Dean's part, then I don't know what was. Dean tortured souls in hell and loved it, but Sam using his powers was horrible and evil and wrong. Here's some things Dean said to Sam and Dean wasn't under a spell. " The smarter brother is back". " What's with you and banging monsters?", If I didn't know you, I'd want to hunt you." ( hunt Sam for pulling demons out of people and sending them to hell). Dean told Sam he was a monster and that he wouldn't do anything to stop Lilith or whatever. Tell me Dean wasn't full of pride. Most of the time Dean thinks he's the best hunter, the best lover and the best everything. That's pride.

Sam lied to Dean and went behind his back. Like Dean didn't lie to Sam's face how many times. Dean has kept stuff from Sam and kept Sam in the dark about what Azazel said about Sam not being 100 percent pure Sam. But that's okay, because Dean the chose one can do whatever he wants to.

I'm sick of fighting with people over this because the more people say crap, the more they make me dislike Dean's character. They constantly put down Sam's character to make Dean look great, but say that they're not. What a joke.